#BUT ITS INFATUATION
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i have a song stuck in my head on repeat and it hasnt even been out for 24hrs
#yes#you guessed it#its infatuation#OOOOOHH AND I NEED YOU NOW#BUT ITS INFATUATION#AKLSDHJFAKLJD#I CANT#I SEE WHY DALLON LOVES IT SO MUCH#idkhow#idkhowbtfm#dallon weekes#snek talks too much
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GO TRAUMATIZED BOY GO
(zooming in is encouraged!!)
#HI POOKIESS sorry its been so long I worked on this for a month its krazzy#tried to design and draw them good 😢 took a while forreal#this is inspired by all those posts where they point out how every antagonist in malevolent is so infatuated with Arthur (homo)#cough including whatever the hell happened in that ep where he confronted the butcher um cough cough#also while we're still on the butcher -- he looks like a brown haired aziraphale 💀#anywayz this is how I imagined em hope u like da art#RUN FOR IT ARTHUR LESTER!!!#malevolent podcast#malevolent#malevolent john#malevolent john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#arthur lester malevolent#arthur lester#malevolent arthur#arthur malevolent#malevolent butcher#butcher malevolent#malevolent mr scratch#scratch malevolent#kellin holeman#kellin malevolent#larson malevolent#kayne malevolent#the king in yellow#king in yellow#in other news i have an idea for an au so i hope i have the time to make it 👍🏽
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Drawing more Yukimiya makes me realize he's bug eyed. Big ol' round peepers why are you staring at me like that what kind of thoughts you be having...
ACTUALLY HAVE SOME MORE I GOT DOODLES FOR DAYS
#Yukimiya Kenyu#Blue Lock Yukimiya#Blue Lock#BLLK#My infatuation on him is at a low simmer but its still there#How u even get over a man like Yukimiya#answer: U don't#help#Daiya no Ace#Ace of Diamond#Sawamura Eijun#my not so secret plan to introduce more people to Daiya#pretend u didn't read that
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It's not even a fucking joke anymore, I need to frag these robots NOW. It's getting so bad my dick BURNS and my stomach TWISTS whenever I see these goddamn sexy bots.
Autobots, Decepticons, in between, none of the above, it don't matter! I'm going insane I need them in my bed right now, I don't care if they break my bed, me, my house, or anything else, I need any and all of them inside me whilst I'm in them at the same time holy shit
Not even any of those "we fraggin' until-" I AINT FUCKING STOPPING.
Were any of us joking? I mean I've been exactly this unironically horny over tfp ratchet for like the past week
#not polls#valveplug#my mentally ill ass has been so deeply infatuated with that mech its not even funny. thats my actual real husband now#and what i do with his figure in that particular dazed state is my god given right as an American.#anyhow. how've you fine folks been this holiday season? better than ive been faring i hope 🥲
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I still love the Carnival AU and Carnival Jax shall forever hold a special place in my heart. My ass is so normal and not unhealthy about that rabbit I swear. Anyway get a non-complicated doodle of him because this is what I could muster at 3 am last night /silly
#art#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus fanart#digital circus#digital circus fanart#digital circus au#tadc#tadc fanart#tadc au#jax the amazing digital circus#jax#jax tadc#tadc jax#jax fanart#jax the rabbit#the amazing digital carnival#carnival au#carnival jax#carnival!jax#its inspired by the gore art idea i had forever ago#i still love that hc#bro definitely got so infatuated by that shit#i love him dearly /silly#people dont often talk about the small period of sanity that they had before they all lost it#where they were sentient but it didnt drive them up the wall#he seemed so sweet then#little asshole
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tea ef 2
#team fortress 2#anemoart#sollydemo#demosolly#tf2 solider#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#tf2 scout#though very small#tf2 pyro#pyro being ceo of a company is not talked enough about#what was their thought process thorugh it all#furthermore how???#anyway pyro should be the president#the tf2 hype is back and tbh im ashamed i havent drawn the mercs sooner ive been so infatuated by the game again#its like eating chocolate for the first time again#ANYWAY.. demosolly is real and ethical
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So i headcanon that demons (maybe angels too) have more than 1 heart…
Imagine that one day your demon darling invite you to dinner and ofc you agree! So you’re talking with them waiting for ur meal then it arrives. On the plate it’s a cooked DEMON heart and it’s not just any demon heart it’s your demon’s heart. Them smiling and said “do you like it?”
Apparently, demon do that to express love to their mates and it’s also one of the most imtimate ways (in demon’s sense) to show love.
I need more contents of the boys actually being demon 😔
i fuck with this, not gonna lie
the monsterfucker in me is always intrigued by the differences in how a nonhuman would express their love lmao of course most people would be surprised if their demon lover presented them with their second heart but after initial shock and them explaining if you think about it….you cant help but be (strangely?) touched like wow this person really likes me huh (///∇///) so we r pretty much soulmates! presenting one of ur hearts is a pretty big deal just from a logical standpoint, cause u forever nerfed urself for someone
now actually eating the heart is a whole nother question lmaoo
yea you know demons sometimes like to eat each other (and humans sometimes) but humans dont really do that as a casual activity and it usually gets you ostracized lol
u cant help but feel a little bad not eating it though…they cooked their whole second heart, they had it removed from their body which probably wasnt a painless thing to do but for your demon its mainly a way for them to show their devotion more than anything ,,,tho i know some of those brothers were actually expecting you to eat it lol it would be very funny if you both were sitting there after you were like aww thats so sweet and then he was like….well r u gonna eat it? :]
asmo and mammon come to mind first honestly LMAO
asmo is “kind of” intense when it comes to love and the mammon is a tsundere--"well...are you gonna eat it or what?"(//︶^︶)typa deal--so thats why i say that
and then maybe beel and belphie
beel cause i feel like it might go over his head at first (especially since this involves food) but then he'll remember like oh right humans dont eat that my bad
belphie i just think is hopeful you know...if that makes sense, so hes not surprised if you dont wanna eat it but maybe a bit huffy about it
i think satan and lucifer are too smart and like “normal” to actually expect a human to do that
while levi is... levi
hed probably get self conscious and be like well yea of course they wouldnt wanna eat my heart...
and then u gotta really reassure him its not him its you :d
#obey me nightbringer#obey me#obey me x reader#not taggin all those brothers im sorry lol#i like playing guess how that character will react#especially with characters i dont know very well lol#okay that was fun#thanks for the ask!!#its nice getting surprise messages :]#idk even how to tag this!!#like gruesome or something??#tw body horror#tw gore#maybe??#ACTUALLY#i wanted to say#remember when the threat of demons eating mc were constantly brought up in the beginning of the game lmao#that feels like a whole other world now#i wonder if the boys still get urges to eat mc sometimes tho#cause i was reading a novel with a demon ml and he fell for the mc#and he has demonic urges sometimes that he has to control#and actually a different demon in the past was infatuated with him and wanted to eat him because of it#so that was normal down in hell#like that would be considered love#fortunately for mc the ml isnt full demon anymore so i think it helps muddle those eating urges a lot#but hes yandere tho cause his version of love is still very intense and strange by human standards#i need to finish this story btw
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Thinking about the dynamics between the 'good' and 'bad' sides in renegade nell.
Sofia ofc is obsessed with catching Nell, which starts as a quick action to cover for Thomas but then kind of spins out of control into a full obsession with finding her and killing her. Poynton is curious about Nell but only really in a way of trying to figure out how best he could use her to his advantage, either through figuring out how she got her strength or through Sofias obsession with her.
Meanwhile, Nell outwardly doesn't really give a shit about them throughout the show. Her focus is pretty only on keeping her sisters safe and finding out how to get past this whole bounty issue. Its a safe bet she hates Thomas, yknow on the whole account of him killing her father thing and then framing her for murder. Queen of repressed feelings honestly cause she doesn't really address it during the show, she hasn't got time to.
She does get to rant about Sofia though!! Though I get the impression she more just finds Sofia a nuisance. A big nuisance, on the account of trying to kill her with magic and all that, but its fustration she shows outwardly not hate. And I don't think Nell is really aware of Poynton until they figure out theres a plot against the Queen, literally meeting him for the first time as she tries to kill him. Nell even readily works with Sofia at the end, being really civil and almost nice all things considered.
Nell is the root of their problems, but the root of Nell's problems is just the whole system.
And then coupling this with the flip side, where Charles and Polly are infatuated with her. So many people have a lot of big feelings about Nell and she is just trying her best to sideline them for more important things. Like not being captured and protecting her family.
I would have loved to see how these dynamics would have changed in season 2 though. You could definitely feel Nell's feelings about Sofia switch from neutral annoyance to proper hatred in those last few scenes. Ahhhh
#she fr has that arospec thing going on where you can tell a friend has a crush on you#and ofc your not interested so instead youre just going to purposely ignore all flirting and redirect all advancements#like i know we like to joke about Nell being oblivious about Polly#but i would not be surprised if Nell just wanted to give her a shake like wtf u doing im busy but ofc is too polite#i love pollynell and nellfia but I also love aro nell a lot#does any of this make sense idk where it came from i just had thoughts#cause indifferent nell vs infatuation polly is hilarious#but also lowkey the same can be said for nellfia#its times like this that make me sad that this fandom isnt bigger cause man i need to see more peoples takes on this type of shit#renegade nell#nell jackson#sofia wilmot#earl of poynton
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I find your takes on Jimmy's behavior patterns interesting, especially in regards to how he treats Curly.
What do you think is the cruelest vs kindest he's ever been to him pre crash? Curious about the range; what Curly might hope is potential for better in him vs the biggest hit he was willing to take in hopes Jimmy became better before everything imploded.
I always find this question fascinating. The question of what Curly will tolerate towards himself vs towards other's with Jimmy.
The fandom creates this misconception around their dynamic due to a lot of hindsight we have and a lot of emotional/relationship dynamic gaps being filled. We assume Curly has to be equally as dependent and unable to regulate/understand his feelings towards Jimmy as Jimmy is to him as we never really get Curly's motives or inner thoughts towards Jimmy. I personally think this is far from the case and while still unhealthily attached to Jimmy he is still very aware of him, doesn't believe he'd ever go as low as he did in the game but knows he's petty/vindictive to an abnormal extent.
I think it's important that in HFIM he (Jimmy) is represented as a parasite on the fish rather than a real, helpful and needed part of him (Curly). It is something that slowly kills the fish if left unchecked or there are multiple (coughP.Ecough) and the fish would live better without but can't get out by itself. A parasite in which the specific method of latching is rather gory/unpleasant for the host the whole way through. I see people use this parasitic relationship as an example but never actually look at the specific relationship exemplified. How it is one formed without any consent or real want of the host but they are stuck in it no matter what they do, so they must adapt or be killed. In the games unfortunate circumstance, it just doesn't affect the host.
Jimmy on the other hand likes to test the waters, likes to see how deep he can really latch onto Curly so he can never really be pulled out, not without doing more unnecessary damage. I've said it before but I think they have breaks: Curly does have enough of a backbone to separate himself from him when he can, when the circumstances allow but he's not willed enough to keep him out, not when Jimmy inevitably finds a way to latch back on and sink deeper. Pulling him out again just rips more out of him, makes him less sturdy to it, drains more. He can take the parasitism. He thinks he's taking it.
As mentioned previously, Curly can't get/cut Jimmy out of his life alone. He will inevitably give him another chance because Jimmy will do something to make him think he deserves it. He will clean himself up. He will try to keep a job longer than a month. He will be polite, civil. He won't ask for a favor and if he does it's small and he'll repay it. He worms his way back in while also pushing others out. Anyone who claims it's all an act again or he's just doing it to get back in Curly's good graces just doesn't get him. They don't get them. Curly's upset he's seen it over and over again, the dip in progress, the lows. But the peaks get higher each time, he can't leave when he sees how good Jimmy is doing. He's scared without him the next low will be his last. Jimmy no doubt put that idea in his head.
But to answer you question: I don't think Jimmy's cruelty towards Curly's comes not from actions but conversations, the way he's conditioned Curly to view himself as underserving to complain. He's rendered him unable to talk about his pains because by "objective" comparison he's always worse off. I don't think its one cruel dismissive act in this vein but multiple, the act of uncaring and disinterest while also demanding the same attention Curly so desperately craves from anyone not just Jimmy. The want for his friend to act like a friend and be so purposely shut down or condescended to when he just needs the shoulder to cry on he always provides. The emotional relief he gives him returned.
I imagine he's told him to suck it up when pets die, to quit shaking when a career deciding meeting was about to happen, to get over and just "fuck someone new" when he has another failed fleeting relationship the few months back on Earth. Maybe it's said within a joke to make it less sharp, maybe with the same "You have it to nice to be acting like this) attitude. It's that type of cruelty that breaks him down and makes it harder to ignore that Jimmy truly doesn't care about him, does not have the same desire for him to be happy like Curly has for him. Jimmy doesn't really try to hide it either and he just never would outright say it. He calls it tough love, saying its just how he is and Curly doesn't know how much longer he can actually take it if it's really true.
Curly is willing to keep taking these hits in hopes Jimmy realizes how he hurts others, how it hurts him with every dogged look or abrupt end to a conversation. It doesn't and every time he's almost ready to just give up. If Jimmy won't be kinder for him, the only person that's still there for him, why continue to bother? Why believe he'll change.
Kindest? The fact he always tries to come back? That he stayed his friend and such a close one despite how long he'd be gone. That Curly is the one he calls and trusts and lets him know that. Curly has friends, we know that, but we also know they don't know him. Maybe they never did or maybe because of his job, the distance made it harder to keep knowing him. Jimmy didn't always work there and yet he stayed, close enough so that Curly was never alone when he came back. That he didn't come back to friends shocked he was coming back or a dozen new faces that were new at family gatherings/the news of who passed. He chose to remain consistent for Curly, with Curly, he never changed for Curly. That's how Jimmy explains it whenever Curly needs a reminder that he's not so bad. He's physically hear for him, he's something that's set and that already more than Curly should be asking for considering all he has. Curly thinks it's a major kindness considering no one else has done it for him.
I feel like people mischaracterize Jimmy in that he does not take pleasure or gain a feeling of superiority from the direct act of being cruel. He'd get nothing from directly making Curly hurt cause it's fleeting but he likes when Curly feels bad and lesser cause he can imagine it's lesser than him. When it's something he knows is gonna be a lasting mark. His kindness likewise if supposed to be a kiss on the initial boo-boo he makes. Purely for Curly and shallow. Jimmy likes Curly, I don't think him seeing him as a friend is debatable, yet we can question how utilitarian he does view friendship in general,
#is a close friend someone he cherishes or find indespensably useful? he doesnt want curly to die or get hurt in a way he is no longer a use#to him i dont think hed like caring for curly and the frustration would make him lash out he doesnt actually want the responsibility#just the superiority hence why he gets so violents when he has to take care of curly and why hes so forceful with everything#i talk about jimmy taking advantage of the friendship a lot but he does still LIKE curly just not in the same way that curly likes and love#him or maybe its the other way around where jimmy loves curly as a friend to the point of infatuation but then doesn't like him maybe#even dislikes him as a person? i dunno they are friends but jimmy is just uhhhhh crazy dissmissive and a lotta mean to him in my mind#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#ask#anon
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what is Boba and Mugman’s relationship like?
You know funnily enough, Boba doesn't pick on Mugman nearly as much as he pokes fun at Cuphead.
Boba thinks Mugman's a cool guy! He's a little touchy-feely for Boba's tastes (and he has such a strong hug!..), but he's genuinely pretty nice.
Mugman likes Boba too! At first, Boba was just sort of "my brother's friend's friend", but as they got to know each other more, Mugman started to appreciate Boba's intelligence and found each other enjoying a lot of the same interests. :)
Mugman doesn't look like the type, but he plays a lot of the same games Boba does.
#Cuphead#Cuphead: DDWTD#Cuphead: Don't Deal With The Devil#CDDWTD#CDDWTD Mugman#CDDWTD oc#Cuphead oc#CDDWTD Boba T.#fizzles answers#anon#anonymous#maybe its because boba recognizes that mugman could probably beat the shit out of him very easily so he doesn't even try#maybe boba doesn't pick on mugman because boba is infatuated with him :)#maybe boba DOES pick on cuphead because boba is infatuated with him >:)#pick your favorite narrative
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Casual ableist language is absolutely an issue worth addressing but maybe instead of focusing on people saying 'stupid' and 'idiot' we could look at how (non-psychotic) people throw around 'delulu' and then are shocked when people who have delusions talk about them, and people on YouTube and tiktok and really just in real life consistently using 'psychopath' and 'narcissist' as shorthand for 'evil person'
#spitblaze says things#i am not talking about narcissism in the classical 'self obsessed/self infatuated' sense#i am talking about it in the NPD way that people think turns you into an unremorseful gaslighting abuser#not to say people cannot suffer abuse at the hands of ppl with npd. just the assertion that ppl with that are inherently abusive is bullshi#also psychopqthy hasnt even been a valid dx since at least the latest edition of the dsm#its almost like ppl are realizing that saying 'this guy has Evil Remorseless Killer Disorder' is a fucked up thing to do and maybe has#more nuance than 'their brain makes them ontologically evil'#shocker. i know#ableism
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Actually I do have a horrifically unhinged long-standing celebrity crush on a member of MCR that I do my best to keep under wraps for the most part. Because i hate being perceived I guess. So this is incredibly slumber party but it could be fun. Y'all are my friends right.
#its probably not who you think#i also dont talk about it because like#it really is about the music first for me#and i dont want people to think im just in it because of my ridiculous infatuation#tbh theres a second member im not NOT unhinged about but my feelings there are more tied up in other things#mcr#i might delete this in the morning if im too embarassed lmao#merry dont look
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Thieving! Stealing! Taking what's not yours!
#project sekai#minori hanasato#haruka kiritani#minoharu#i still think its so funny that haruka is more intensely infatuated with minori than minori is with haruka#btw the thing minori is holding is haruka's heart in case that goes too fast
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for this thanksgiving i am thankful for my man.
my actual soulmate dont play
just some photos of him 🫶🫶
its wild i could literally go deep deep into why i love him but ill spare us i nthis post
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifter#shifters#shifting blog#shifting community#kpop shifting#shifting antis dni#shifting motivation#p1harmony dr#hwang intak im callin you#hwangintakily#hwangintak i love you#hwangintakmylover#its hwang intak#i love him#with all my hart and all my soul#i genuinely feel liek i was put on earth to find him#Ive been infatuated with others but i know that he is loke the one i cant.#b4ookies and tak 4eva#i love you hwang intak#kpopshifter#kpopdr#twd shifting#everything shifting
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#shes so clearly infatuated with him in this game#its envious and adoring#god shes so fuckin cute#zelda#princess zelda#tloz#loz totk#totk#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#lozgif#lozgraphic#gif#my gifs#totkgif
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Watch out ya'll, Sin's sketching Bloodborne comics again! 💀
#sin speaking#(i havent drawn anything bb related since MAY. holy shit dude. tbf i have been affronted by existing in general lmao)#(wow 2 whole years in the bb community and this is the first time ive drawn any of the main monstars. very subpar of me)#(im making approximately 0 promises on when this will get done bc i always end up being wrong LOL but still)#(i got a big brain boost of bb inspiration so you have to contend with my messy af sketches)#(anyone thats been here for a while is used to that though)#(why yes!! i AM infatuated with the choir rn. specifically my choir menace hradi who i love so much he has been written into ruzas story)#(as a minor role. but a role nonetheless. HEH.)#(it feels good...it feels so good to be with them again...)#(this isnt a big comic its like 4 pages lmao but still)#(i am currently raiding the chalice dungeons for uncanny weapons if yall need someone to tomb prospect with hmu)#(aloysha and hradi's profiles are menacingly strong and available for hire at the price of one corn chip)#(if nobody else got me i know my ballpoint pen unique brush got me AMEN)
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