#BUT IM TEXTING IT RN... EVIL..
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pey-up · 4 months ago
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Flare sent me to congratulate you for being a good author!
I SAW. EVIL. THANK YOU THOUGH.
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sualne · 5 months ago
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debating whether or not to delete some 700 words and this bit i just,, i need to keep it, it's so stupid
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scarletanpan · 1 month ago
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If u wanna know why I hate ai to the core of my soul it's bc the industry has claimed this is some new technological revolution for 4 yrs while ppl have been screaming since the beginning abt the amt of energy consumed by training/usage and its environmental impacts, while companies and governments have only continued to fight harder over obtaining the processors necessary to implement it into their own systems for. Useless features that only make navigating the internet harder or for military technologies that are actively being used for further genocide and oppression
While half the south is underwater over a devastating hurricane not too long after one 2 yrs ago. While this year had one of the hottest summers, actively killing so many ppl and animals. Like idk anyone else think changing weather patterns due to rising temperatures might be exacerbated by the fact that the company where the leading ai chips are made is on track to generate more energy than all of the homes in Taiwan by next year. Or that every single computer doing ai and crypto shit all over the world is also wasting boundless energy thats heated up the planet in who knows how many ways
We are killing the planet and each other bc we want an algorithm to questionably reproduce work we can do ourselves. And its all bc companies don't give a shit abt having no use case for this technology and will force it onto their platform, might even make u pay extra bc ai is the future to them and nothing else matters. Making profits off the mysticism of ai is exactly why so many ppl use it and do Not know it can just. Lie to u. Or that generating responses and images takes much more energy than any google search (which now does the same shit since we need ai answers for basic search engines apparently) We're at the point where so many ppl admit to using it daily, like wow love seeing capitalism genuinely ruin the world. U can't get off the internet and go outside bc its actively uninhabitable half the time, and now the internet is impossible to navigate w/o losing more time than ever before or u end up sucked in by reactionary content and even j scrolling past ads only benefits advertisers it's just. I want a lot of ceos dead tbh
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obsidian-art04 · 1 year ago
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Alright that's enough art for the week
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rabble-dabble · 1 year ago
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IF IM NOT SUPPOSE TO EAT CHEESE BECAUSE IT HURT MY TUMMY THEN WHY IT TASTE YUMMY
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jackienautism · 2 years ago
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ok not to be a little hater but i dont think we talk about how much of a DUMB BITCH ethan is genuinely. like. hate to be like that but if you can lose 2 limbs in canon (3 depending on what happens w/ your first encounter w/ jack!) and then jhave them REATTACHED using just one first aid bottle, then its on you if you dont realize theres somethign wrong w/ your body just fucking saying
of COURSE mia not telling him was shitty, especially considering how shes literally moldy too, but ??????????????????????/ how can you go through what ethan went through, read information about the mold that ethan read, and come out not being like hmmmmm i think my body is fucked up. it just doesnt make any sense
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pepprs · 2 years ago
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also like to clarify.. we were not expecting her to leave. and any time she would have left would’ve been bad timing but it’s like.. this was HER program and we didn’t have enough time to really get to know it as well as she did (and still does probably). and there are so many flaws in it that we didn’t have time to address and our attention was spread so thin bc we were / still are juggling a million things and trying to compensate for the vacancy in our already extremely and egregiously small staff. so i get that the leaders may be feeling unsupported and resentful of that and that is very valid. but it’s like.. if that is in fact the case i think it’s important to know that this is not ideal for us either. we lost the person who knew this program inside and out and we still haven’t recovered and even though her position has been filled now (by my new colleague bestie who is AMAZING and has been helpful and supportive and has gone above and beyond in every way and i adore them don’t get me wrong) we may never fully recover from it or at least we won’t for a very long time. and im not even just talking about like the impact on our work. i mean on us as people who were closely psychically bound together. which sounds freakish and weird but we were. that wound is going to take a long time to fully scar and when the scar forms it will always be there. so excuse us for not putting on a perfect asb less than a year after she left us we are kind of seeing the consequences of all of the horrors right now lol.
#purrs#delete later#i need to not be so fucking bitter about it i know it’s not helpful at all. but it just feels so unfair. i feel attacked. i know we had a#lot of room to grow and we still do but it’s like.. we did the best we could and we���re doing the best we could now. and it just sucks. the#things we thought were going well were not. and the things i need to cope they have grudges about. so like what the fuck ever. it’s like at#this point i hate all of them and never want to see them again. LIKE THE WAY IVE BEEN FUCKING BENDING OVER BACKWARDS over text trying to#help one of them bc she texts me all the time and it turns out she thinks we’re evil??? lol. ok. whatever. like go fuck yourself lmao#<- i need to just get this out of my system bc it’s soooo immature and unhelpful and not how a staff member should respond to this and#posting abt it online is dangerous and has consequences. but i just feel so miserable. and small. and painfully aware of my smallness.#and alone and helpless. and unable to support the people who actually are being responsible and mature and coming to confess stuff to us#even though they’re snitching or whatever. like this shit is so unbelievably fucking stupid and i shouldn’t be letting it get me down but i#just feel very vulnerable to it all rn and lonely. but typing out my thoughts and knowing peopel will read them helps (cringe). ok i should#go to bed now bc we have a very long and early day tmrrw and i haven’t prepared for what im supposed to do AT ALL bc we were in that session#for like 5 hours when it was only supposed to be 1.5 and i didn’t get to eat and my ut*rus is trying to rip my body apart like a wolverine!#* unable to support the ppl who are actually being responsible.. LET ALONE my colleague besties who are each carrying the burdens of this in#different ways and are also processing this difficult news in ways that will have implications for our past present and future! like lollll
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loverboybitch · 2 years ago
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𓆩♡𓆪 crazy that there are infinities inside me for real.//.
#imjustsittinghere#my friend texted me from berlin right now just like#he said all the outfits hes seen so far are crazy and that id love it there#he said its montreal if montreal was serious lol#literally how i was like maybe ill move tomontreal or berlin like. if that isnt serendipitous#gonna make my way there one day i swear#maybe ill actually make a plan for next year#think i might try to spend some time in malta maybe meet up with some friends in berlin? would be kind of cool for like a week or something#spend a month in malta if i can maybe?#ideally if i could get someone to sublet my room in toronto that would be perfect so i wouldnt waste all my rent money#but if i hold onto my job i can bring my laptop there and work a couple shifts so its not like a complete write off u know?#maybe next fall...thatd be the fun time to go i think anyway n gives me a lot of time to save up#if i can stop myself from spending money on clothes i could fr do it lol#jus gotta focus on making my own#n i just got a brand new dope ass hoodie so im satiated for now#extremly jealous tho my friends are in berlin rn and going to paris for a couple days#going montreal at least tho next weekend with some other friends n going skiing n probably to a cool skate bar#at least thats hype <3#on my evil villain arc which really just means im trying to be less scared and follow my dreams a little#hope it works : )#really do love the whole my boss said i look like a villain thing tho im latching onto that heavy#kind of been playing with this creative space/idea of embracing the lil demon imp that lives in me so it just seems very timely and fitting#jsut really identifying with the word imp idk more on that later
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charred-n-gilded · 2 months ago
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guess whos back yapping about their ocs ☝️
anyway heres the horn timeline
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when you break the oath, the skin (do they have skin? its more skull... idk..ghost skin?) begins to crack. black, shadowy horns start forming... slowly..
ripper looks at the new cracks on his head in the mirror and feels them. its a weird sensation, and hes definitely not used to the horns there. he keeps fixing his hair to hide them a little. ripper repeatedly goes over the cracks with his fingers the whole day.
after 2 weeks... the horns are pointier and the skin has stopped cracking. they grow faster in the beginning. the mini horns are cute!
ripper doesnt feel the cracks as much anymore. hes grown accustomed to the horns (although hes not completely comfortable with them yet). he looks in the mirror everyday and inspects them, checking if theyve grown a little. hes brushed the front pieces of his hair to one side, since the horns kind of get in the way.
a year after the oath breaking, the horns have basically grown completely. the growth gets slower as time goes on. reapers horns are weird in the way that they actually stop growing at one point. the length of them varies on each monster.
since the "incident" (as he calls it), ripper has been... not ashamed, but also not content with the horns. its definitely frowned upon to have them in society, so he hasnt gone out much (not like he did anyway). the front pieces of his hair have grown out, and hes shaved off the sides and has gotten an undercut. hes happy the hair isnt annoying him anymore. ripper has noticed the horns have stopped growing as much as before. he also noticed he hasnt changed much... he still looks at the horns in the mirror... still inspects them... still tries to hide them a little (subconsciously), even though theyre still definitely visible. maybe he is a little ashamed.
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akechi-if-he-slayed · 5 months ago
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fuck my stupid tumblrina life
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aria0fgold · 5 months ago
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I'm biding my time. I'm saving my energy. Once January 2025 comes and the first episode of mhyk anime comes out I'm going to turn so annoying it'd be like I'm a living breathing advertisement for mhyk itself. I'm so excited for the anime orz... I wanna see it already, I wanna see Cain walk around (without his gay ass side ponytail which is a bit of a pity, but it's Cain so I'm happy anyway).
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rainingincale · 9 months ago
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weedstop · 1 year ago
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at least im finally home from running errands (thank god for food stamps) and i cleaned up my room and cleaned out my fridge a little and now i get to just lay down and do nothing
maybe i need to take a little kratom. that’s all i have to take the edge off. i’m a mess mentally. wtf is my life rn? wtf is my life rn. wtf is my life rn lol
when everything’s already weird and bad and then you get your period. Who decided this was allowed? My hormones are trying to kill me
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jackienautism · 2 years ago
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fuck it . gonna replay resident evil biohazard. havent played it in over a year everyone wish me luck
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shotmrmiller · 9 months ago
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i love reading your all works and absolutely love the pornstar! au. i’ve never sent an ask before but reading all the previous drabbles and asks i could help but think about that fated time when reader and ghost have to film a scene again.
theres really not any plot for the video they are supposed to film. the studio just wants another viral scene with the two of them. so they fly them out to a nice location, rent out a gorgeous house with plans to have the two of them fuck on every surface they can.
everything seems to be going well since the last time actually spoke to one another. ghost trys to playfully apologize for picking up the phone while he was having sex (wether he meant to or not) and the reader just accepts it with a smile. he thinks everything is going great until they actually start filming and the moment he slips into her, he knows some is off.
shes making noises, moaning and whining like she usually does but the pitch is off. she isn’t clenching around him in the way that he remembers, in fact she isn’t clenching at all, even though she looks like shes enjoying it. he’s balls deep in her when it hits him like a ton of bricks, shes faking it.
his brain is tryna keep up with everything thats happening around him. the lights, cameras, and (the lack of) sensations all around him, almost become too much to handle in that moment. that would probably be the first time in a long time that he had to push himself to finish.
sorry if this has to many grammatical errors or anything like that, im on my phone rn. but yeah that was in my mind lmao. again love your work 😘
heheheheh ur evil!!!
i love it!!!
and maybe he asks for a cut, he can't do this.
"what's wrong, Ghost?"
how does he bring up the fact that you're dry? he knows what you feel like in the throes of your pleasure, and this isn't that.
"you're not aroused, love. maybe i can use my mouth?"
your laugh is forced. it makes his skin crawl.
"no, that's alright. maybe some lube?"
it's a blow to his ego. what, is his tongue not good enough anymore? his fingers not doing the trick?
is he getting old?
"nothing personal, yeah?"
no. it's everything personal and he tells you so.
"mmmm, no, no i don't think it is. This is work, see. A job. So take your viagra or whatever, get the warm lube and let's get this done. You can lie back and think of london."
he does. he lets you do all the work, hates that your pussy isn't drooling on him like it usually does, your moans and cries so high-pitched and fake, they grate his ears.
he digs his fingers into the meat if you arse as you bounce on his cock and when he comes, it's with your face behind his eyelids, from the first time he took you.
you also pull out as he comes, painting only his tightened stomach with his spend, warm on his skin.
your coquettish smile sets his teeth on edge.
fake fake fake
so fucking fake.
when the director calls it, youre shooting up off the bed, leaving him to clean himself up.
"i'm gonna order some food, you want some?"
as if he could eat with the nausea that rolls through him.
"no? allllrighty."
when he gets a text of his main squeeze, it clicks.
he can't get his cake and eat it too.
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the-owl-tree · 17 days ago
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im a little too tired rn, is it okay if i ask you to elaborate on the “tbc shouldve come out after oots because of how asc was handled” post… im curious 👀
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Also a little sleepy so I might become back and edit this later but I was kind of nibbling on it in my brain and I think thematically, changing the order just lends itself better to OotS -> TBC -> AVoS -> ASC. Some of this is veering into rewrite/au territory but that's the fun part lol
Omen of the Stars
Sets up the religious themes of TBC with its Heaven/Hell cat war.
Sets up that StarClan can be wrong and this has negative consequences for the living cats. Examples: Yellowfang interfering in Cinderheart's life, StarClan telling the Clans to divide themselves before the war.
Sets up that there are cats in the Dark Forest who do not deserve to be there.
The Great Battle itself, quite literally them fighting demons of the pasts and "codebreakers" who aligned themselves with said demons, creates a really good set up for TBC.
The Clans are reeling and, had OotS pulled it off better, the great battle could've been devastating...and why a more strict leader trying to "pull his Clan together" would've been more acceptable.
The Broken Code
The themes and plot of TBC just work sooo much better with the aforementioned set up.
Themes of StarClan being wrong, making mistake, recontextualizing the Dark Forest as somewhere not as pure evil but also a result of these mistakes.
Ashfur swooping in post-war to get a hold on leadership, taking advantage of Clan pride, and using the code as a guise to unite ThunderClan under an iron fist.
Like the setting feels so perfect for TBC to me?? Post spiritual war between heaven and hell where even StarClan faced losses, a malevolent spirit with a grudge comes down to take advantage of this huge split whilst the worst leaf-bare the Clans have seen approaches.
But that's also obvious connections to make, what it also lends itself to is the new theme of authority and leadership that becomes relevant in AVOS.
This is also where the seeds of code changing are being planted.
A Vision of Shadow
Like I don't like AVOS Rowanstar, I find the text tells me one thing but his actions tell me another but for the purposes of this, I'll indulge the intention of the writers: Rowanstar is supposed to be too permissive.
And like, this doesn't work right after OOTS in which multiple ShadowClan cats sided with the Dark Forest.
But it does work post TBC after the Clans just fought and faced losses against Ashfur.
We see a leader reckon with the consequences of their own unchecked power (and perhaps sees some past echoes in the process?)
We see the use of the code to justify brutality fuel a growing disrespect from those in the Clans.
There is unease and unhappiness with the status quo (and in a good series, this should not be a bad thing)
SkyClan also brings into question the benevolence of StarClan. Would they turn a blind eye to ShadowClan? To RiverClan?
Things need to change, AVoS is the straw that breaks the camel's back: things need to change.
A Starless Clan
Berryheart's role hinges a lot more on AVOS while comparatively everyone else's can be either or, so just making AVOS more relevant adds to that.
ASC, as muddled and sloppy as it got, is about change and it is about progress, even if the authors got really scared and sympathetic towards bigots who want to halt that progress.
Continuing the theme of authority: what happens when a Clan has no leader?
Continuing the theme of faith: what happens when cats turn their back on StarClan?
and don't get me wrong, ASC stumbled downhill into a bush of thorns, but these themes do have more room to stand when we reorder and stack these themes to build on one another.
I'm stretching a little but I think thematically, switching everything around like building blocks just makes ASC like...idk have more to stand on?
I think I'd have to go on more of a rewrite tangent to make this work better but I feel like using TBC to set up AVOS rather than vice versa works better.
Star Specific Point (Spoilers)
I think also the ending ultimately being about choosing to come back and faith in the living also just caps off these building themes better. Frostpaw choosing to come back because she can do more alive than dead just lends itself to ideas of autonomy and breaking from the idea that StarClan is all-knowing and all seeing.
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