#BUT I DONT WANNA ACT NORMAL!!!

[ssj4-is-the-best-design]

today needs to end RIGHT NOW

I finally decided to watch this video and now I desperately want to go home right now so I can squeal my entire heart out about this video GOD it’s so good!!!!

[pkmoth]

ohhh my GOD this took so much time but WOOOO BATTLE SPRITES!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!! i was Also able to mod them actually In Game which is SO exciting i feel so proud of myself

ANYWAYS UM!!!! heres king lucas hes fine and sane and normal i promise <33333 will yap more about him in the eventual au masterpost once i get this aus loop design drawn :]

party menu | in love and time au tag

[actualbird]

beware cuz tw disordered eating, tw smoking addiction posting ahead but like.....

the thing about smoking vs eating is that. smoking is SO MUCH EASIER TO DO.

eating has so many steps. make food (AUGH), put food on plate, sit down and focus to eat food, food enters mouth, must chew, must swallow, must ignore constant low-level nausea to keep food down, repeat until food on the plate is gone. currently im so low-energy and fatigued that this whole process of eating is exhausting to me, and at the end of it i get a tummy ache anyway and risk vomiting all of it out, so theres always a risk of all that hard work (it is...objectively not hard work, i know, but right now in my Mental State it feels like climbing a mountain every time i have a meal) being all for naught.

meanwhile the steps for smoking are Marginally Much Less. it's: get cigarette, light cigarette, inhale, exhale, repeat until cigarette is done. and usually once im done, i wont feel hungry for another half hour because nicotine does that to me.

but it's short-term benefits vs long-term benefits because obviously after enough cigarettes-instead-of-eating, the effects of Not Having Eaten And Smoking Instead stack up to hit me with one hell of a whammy of acidity and Even More Nausea and like

i am Well Aware im trapping myself in a cycle of self-destruction every time i reach for a cig instead of sitting down and eating but smoking is just. easier. and it relaxes me instead of stressing me out, and eating sometimes does stress me out because of the amount of work and focus it involves

this is all horrible by the way, im not endorsing this behavior im just airing out my thoughts. in fact, i am a case study in all the things you should Not be doing to your body

but addiction is just a really crazy thing lmao. like what the fuck do you mean i prefer killing myself slowly rather than having a filling meal. thats crazy. no sane person would have those priorities in that order

and yet

[vasyandii]

No mouth fandom act like normal human beings challenge (Impossible)

[raspberryjellybrains]

image I.D. below the cut

image description start:

[a promotional picture of Sam and Dean Winchester, Sam on the left and Dean on the right, their images from circa 2010. They both stare challengingly into the camera with their arms crossed, though Dean also holds a large blade. The background is a two lane blacktop with an older style of power line and corn on either side. At the top and bottom are flames. Sam says "im restricting", Dean says "and im bingeing" and the flaming text gif at the bottom reads "the eating disorder brothers.]

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[stabyou]

the way i need genuine intense psychological rewiring just so i can talk to people in a normal setting is just crazy to me. i would ask what happened to me but i have always been this way, it just keeps getting worse and worse

[schizomilitant]

yuore actuallyf so epic . hikkineet AND anti censorship whatf a combo

as a history buff the whole censorship movement thing on the internet thats been going on recently lowkey gives me major nazi book burning vibes. i think all content good or bad has a right to exist and be archived on the internet and on paper.

of course sometimes theres gonna be consequences for doing that especially if its like—actually illegal or some shit. (anime drawings and fanfiction arent illegal btw. you look stupid if you say they are.) but its a small price to pay for historical and fandom archives. salute the troops.

if the middle aged white women can read books about abusive hot billionaires who wanna make out with the young self insert women main character and have that be perfectly acceptable and welcome on library shelves. then i can read about whatever the hell i want to too.

it also goes hand in hand with my love of history. if people start censoring the fiction then theyre gonna start censoring the factual shit too. and that would actually be fucking world ending and im not even kidding. its important that everything has a place to exist or were all fucked.

and hell yeah man im epic! the hikkineet combo goes hard as fuck. im awesome as shit. fuck yeah!

[jellosarts]

it's 10 pm, time to post my Lethal "sona" concept art from a drawing sesh with friends a bit ago

[oohbuggypie]

I SAW UR DOODLE REQUEST POST AND I HAVE A THING!

could you do one of siren Don doing the pose that Ariel does on the rock in the little mermaid (if you don’t mind indulging me w my silly little AU)

OMG THIS ONE IS SOO BUSY IM SAWRYYY 😭 bad spacing choice omg i thought it was gonna be a lot tinier .. BUT SIREN DON EVERYBODY CHEER I LOVE HIM SO BAD I LOVE THE ENTIRE AU SO BAD I LOOOVE IT !!! plus a little minotaur Bull for a quick BullDon ref, hope u don't mind 🩷

as per usual , super awesome super poor Google Translate translations:

Turkish text reads: "Çok güzel görünüyorsun, Don"

(probably rlly bad) English translation: "You look beautiful, Don"

THANK U SO SO BAD 4 UR ASK GOFER THIS WAS SUCH A CUTE IDEA I LOVE IT SM 🥹✝️

[raviniaraven]

Hey y'all should read The King In Yellow by Robert W Chambers. It's so good and deserves so much better than for its main focus to be bunched in with Racist Howard's work when he never even wrote a single story about Hastur. It has little connecting details in a bunch of the stories that on a reread I stopped and went "hey wait a minute" bc I noticed someone mentioning another story in passing. It has such a good setting and built world.

It has stories like "The Mask" that I love for the casual surreal horror of knowing something is going to go wrong, that get better when you think of the mention of the characters in the other stories and realize what's going to happen.

It has stories like "The Street Of The Four Winds" that's mostly a guy talking to a cat and delightful cat behaviors with a growing sense of unease until the shoe drops (would recommend if you like cats, it was written in 1895 and feels like watching a cat video today)

Basically if you like horror of unreliable narrators, so many of these are perfect for you, and if you want something Cthulhu-esque but without the strong xenophobic undertones of Lovecraft I am eagerly gonna point you toward Chambers

[triglycercule]

i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)

[mazojo]

I am so normal about all of us villains and all of our demise I am so normal about it ask me how normal I am about it I am so cool and causal about Alistair and Briony and Hendry and Reid and Gavin and Isobel and Finley and guys I am so normal can you tell I am so normal because I am. Normal I mean.

[deqdyke]

The news about that Yazidi girl in Gaza is really fucking me up.

[thedevotionaltour]

i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.

[phagodyke]

thinking abt the touden siblings got me sniffling and weeping....

[luescris]

*SCREAMS* I LOVE WUKONG SO FUCKING MUCH *CRASHES THROUGH WINDOW* MY HEART IS SO FULL AND HIS VOICE MAKES MY HEART BURST [THROWS CHAIRS AND TABLES ACROSS THE ROOM] I WANT TO HUG HIM AND LOVE HIM UNCONDITIONALLY AND TELL HIM HE IS LOVED AND DESERVING OF IT [SMASHES CHAIRS AGAINST THE WALL WHILE SOBBING] HE DESERVES THE WORLD AND DESERVES BETTER I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL

*falls to the ground and breaks down sobbing uncontrollably*