#BPD! Sirius black

[thenerdwithadhdanddeppression]

Headcanon that Sirius Black, on top of his ADHD, has bipolar disorder

Like, one day he'll be the happiest little guy ever and the next you can't get him out of bed.

Remus constantly has to watch during those kinds of days, keep 'bathroom watch' to make sure Sirius doesn't do something stupid

The one day Remus couldn't be there was the full moon

The one day Remus wasn't there was when Sirius was having a manic episode

The one day Remus wasn't there Sirius revealed Remus's secret, had told Snape to go check out the shrieking shack.

[until-the-house-shakes]

BPD James Potter realizing that his perfect fourteen year old son is showing traits of his mental illness.

BPD James Potter arguing with both Lily (coparent) and Regulus (Husband) on what they should do to help Harry.

BPD James Potter going into a full catatonic state the same time Harry goes into his first ever catatonic episode.

Regulus, Lily, Sirius, Remus, and Mary doing absolutely everything in their power to help out both of their boys, but still feeling as if they’re failing

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cw: implied mental health issues

[ttroubledwaters]

james is the type of person who gets sad and thinks "others have it way worse" and then beats himself up for feeling any sort of negative emotion because his own best friend was doing okay and he lived an abusive household for years before running away and his other friend was a werewolf and he feels so selfish for not being okay for just a moment. anyways!!

[xkittyxkattzx]

bdp james or bipolar James ? i feel like they both are so GOOD like girl look at him Is not mentaly stable.

[4kbomb]

[she-atti-on-my-lyus]

bpd james and bipolar sirius have my heart

[k-llforme]

Some Mental Disorder or ND that I hc they may have:

James Potter - Adhd and BPD (or Bipolar Disorder)

Barry Crouch Jr - C-Ptsd and Bipolar Disorder (1) (or BPD)

Pandora Rosier (or any other surname you prefer) - C-Ptsd, possibile simptoms of Schizophrenia (which mixed with her actual visions make her confused about what's real and what's not) or Schizoaffective Disorder (+ also possible Autism)

Evan Rosier - C-Ptsd that led to BPD (+ also possible Autism), Phycosis with heavier auditory hallucinations

Regulus Black - C-Ptsd, Arfid, Autism or Aspd

Sirius Black - C-Ptsd, Panic Disorder, Dysphoric Disorder and possible ED (+ possibly another disorder that affects emotional instability or Adhd)

Marlene Mckinnon - IED (?), Adhd and/or BPD

Dorcas Meadows - OCD, Trauma and possible psychosis or hallucinations

Remus Lupin - (C-)Ptsd, Depression, Dysphoric Disorder and possibile Tic Disorder

Lily Evans - Trauma, OCD, Dysphoric Disorder and/or an ED (+ also possible Autism)

Peter Pettingrew - Anxiety Disorder, Dysphoric Disorder, Depression or Aspd

N.B I'm not saying they have all of the Disorders or ND that I mentioned but only that I found probable for them to actually have one or more of them.

N.B. 2.0 I just want to mention that C-Ptsd (Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) is quite an heavy disorder which shows some or all the same simptoms of many other MD and it could lead to misdiagnosis etc. So if you wanted a quite troubled individual with all in one, C-Ptsd (or even BPD) is basically perfect on its own without the need to add any other disorder or nd.

[aibremlk]

Nothing.... just me thinking James Potter with BPD after the prank so fucking mad with Sirius like he never been so angry before. James always the happy person, the friend when you need advice or a shoulder to cry to, the friend who even if you're completely shit will cheer you up or crack a smile to your face, the platonic soulmate of Sirius Black never leaving his side and never getting mad at him, being so fucking mad and specifically to Sirius Black none has ever saw him like that before. Him having a fucking breakdown or an episode and everyone is so shook by it, but also not figuring out anything because it's "probably" just a big fight. James Potter threatening Snape that if he opens up his little fucking mouth is fucking dead. James Potter who has a fight the first few days with Sirius in public that the skittles happen to be around, and one second he's yelling at Sirius pretty bad, saying so many things he didn't actually mean while the next Crouch out of nowhere grabs him physically and takes him to an empty classroom to shut him up and calm him down because he's noticed Potter before. After so many hours listening to Regulus talking about him he picked up stuff, noticed the man and realized before anyone that Potter had BPD just like him. At first James is shook and gets way madder at Crouch but Crouch is not getting really mad and James gets confused. That day the talk for a long time. Crouch understood. They didn't talk after that for quite a long time but they knew they had eachothers back if some sort of episode happened again. Crouch paying close attention to the marauders because James understood him.

Don't get me wrong, James forgives Sirius sooner than later at the end and Remus keeps telling him that because he is still mad at him and hasn't forgiven him yet doesn't mean he and Pete can't hang out with him. But the first few days, not to say weeks, even if James is Sirius brother is more angry than he has ever been in his life -the only exception when Sirius came to the in Christmas after walburga almost killed him- and that's when some of his friends realize they never have seen James like that before.

Also thinking about how Remus after the prank starts to spend more time with the skittles to piss off Sirius and Regulus playing along to piss his brother off too and the rest just following. But at the end of the day the end up liking eachother a lot and end up becoming friends. Also that's when Remus realizes the little crush the younger Black has for his best friend. And because of Remus and how he's been doing James starts asking Regulus questions and following him around till he gets over heels for him and that how sunseeker started seeing eachother. Barty and James become instantly friends and none figures out how and why they get so defensive for eachother. Slowly Regulus realizing that James has a disorder and because of Barty he connects it.

That's it thank you.

(Sorry for my English idk if I make sense at some points I hope you get what I mean)

[starregulus]

Sirius would drive all night and call James' mom when it gets bad

[regulusunset]

i haven't appeared here for months, but i decided to appear to recommend one of the best jegulus fics i read on ao3: pathological people pleaser by rweoutofthewoods (a writing genius, honestly).

probably the best representation of bpd and it broke my soul into a thousand pieces and healed it at the same time. i had never thought before that the way we saw james; like the sun, outgoing and kind, it could be a façade to hide the true messiness of him, and it was like reading something new and fresh <3

[winnienora14]

It couldn’t be. He couldn’t possibly be implying what Regulus thought he was.

‘’You…you love me more than Sirius?!’’ he asks.

James’s face scrunches in sadness. Oh. Right. He was right. It couldn’t be. No one had ever loved him more than Sirius. He didn’t stand a chance, him:quiet, mean, selfish Regulus against is perfect older brother, punk rock and confident. He was everything he wasn’t and he’d always be. Even his own lover preferred his brother. He couldn’t say it surprised him.

‘‘No, I’m sorry Reg. I can’t chose between you two. I love you and Sirius equally, just differently.’’ James spoke threw Regulus’s spiraling.

‘‘Equally?’’ And Regulus truly seems astonished.

Was James being genuine or was he just taking pity on Regulus? Because this felt utterly unreal. No one had ever loved them equally. They’d always loved Sirius more. Their uncle Alfred, Andromeda, their father, Hogwarts… Their mother….

She had always acted like she loved Regulus more, at least when Sirius was around, but she wasn’t capable of love. Regulus had learned that the hard way. He knew now she had always been more cordial to him only because he was to her. Too much of a coward to stand up to her. Sirius wasn’t. Sirius was brave and courageous, rebellious. He wasn’t scared of her. And in their mother’s eyes, Regulus could see that just like him, she longed for that kind of courage. Admired it even. No one had ever admired him, and certainly not his cowardice.

Regulus’s eyes were starting to fill with tears. James could tell he was spiraling. This wasn’t good. Regulus tended to go too far when he did that. Before he had the chance to, James wiped a tear that had fallen on Regulus’s cheek and cupped his face.

‘‘Hey! Look at me. ‘’ James whispered. He complied reluctantly.

‘‘Yes Regulus, equally. I love you both more than anything on this earth. I don’t love your brother more than you and I don’t love you more than your brother because you’re both part of me. Each one of you little bastards…’’-that earned James a little chuckle from Regulus-‘‘…holds a piece of my heart. I need both pieces to live. And I know this might be hard to understand because you’re my boyfriend and he’s simply my friend. But I think you know just as well as I do that he’s way more than just any friend. I need him Regulus…and I need you. I love both of you equally and that is extremely extremely hard. Do you love Pandora less than me?’’

‘‘No.’’ , Regulus responded in a breath and he sounded so guilty about it, James just had to intervene.

‘‘And that’s so fucking okay! I get it! If you need two person to make a human than you certainly need two to care for one. You need her Reg. Just like I need Sirius, just like we need each other. But you need someone who’s like you: a mildly crazy introvert obsessed with cats and art.’’

James laughs his quiet laugh, one of Regulus’s personal favorites. Although that ranking is not to be thrusted. They are all his favorites.

James starts softly moving his hand over Regulus’s face, caressing his knuckles over his cheek.

‘‘I need someone to help me with my ADHD and as much as I love you I don’t think you’ll ever be able to help me with that the way Sirius can. We both need them just as much as we need each other and that is okay. ‘’

Regulus is now full on crying. Sobs leaving his mouth and tugging at James’ heart. He knows it is not from sadness though. Regulus rarely cries when he is sad. He tends to when he is really angry or happy. In this moment, James hopes and believes it is the latter.

‘‘Come here you’’ he says opening his arms for Regulus.

His boyfriend just about throws himself into his arms. James can’t say he minds. God he loves him so much.

[until-the-house-shakes]

James crashing out and forcing everyone, including Sirius and Regulus, to leave him alone.

Except Barty.

Barty can bother him because Barty knows how to handle James at his worst. He knows what James is going through. And he will never take it personally or use it against him.

Plus he holds his own very well in fights.

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cw: mental health issues

[ttroubledwaters]

In every single au, regulus was rosekillers gay awakening.

[xkittyxkattzx]

i really like really wanne write a textchat fics With marauders and main focus James and the slytherin skittle LIKE hear me out the Little sunshine griffodor boy a cute potato who Is actualy mentally ill whit the slytherin skittle 💀 i dont know if make thing like mostly platonic or romantic-- its Will start whit James and regulus ofc but i think BOTH, i really wanne make Evan and barty also like get tò know James and not only a regulus/James thing?? like yea also idk if make jegulus and rosekiller or rosestarkillerchaser but idk!! also like i think i wanne make James haveing bdp as a trauma respons to smth BUT CANT TELL WHAT RN

It probabily Will have SOOO MUCHH ANGST like so much bcs im Always sad lol

i also JUST LOVE sunkiller Dynamic so muchh so i Will OFC make barty and James like at the start barty Is like a bit insane tryng tò Scare James away but James Just much Is insanity in a diffrent more sweet and discretely way (YOU CANT TELL ME HOWAGWARTS IS NOT AFRAID OF BARTY BCS THEY ARE)

also JAMES AND PANDORA FRIENDS ?? OMGG LOVE EMM

gonna make a also james and Evan Close ofcc

gonna make Sirius jelous BCS why not hehehe also mybe Sirius unconsciolly mean tò him sometihing!! but still really love and carring whit James Just unconsciolly possessive?? ykk like Sirius being Sirius

gonne make the skittle and marauders on the same year too like the 6.

also not everyting Will be on text yk?? also call and mybe James coming tò the slytherin dorm AND REGULUS LIKE SUPER WORRIED AND AFRAID bcs his Friends are insane and Is a bit bit jealous ?? and he dont what them tò make James cry (James Is gonne make them cry and sobs)

genderfluid pansexual James 🤤/

idk abt the other hc for now

AAAA I WANNA MAKE IT SO BADD Is also a really Easy type of fics to write since school...sigh school.