#bpd barty crouch jr

[mezsygfs]

I read pathological people pleaser and I must say, that is like the ONLY fic I've read that made me feel things. And like sure I get all giddy when regulus and james have a moment in another fic but I'm not talking giddy feelings. I couldn't breathe reading it, I wasn't crying or anything I just could breathe and my eyes were completely blurred over during james' breakdown scene. Not blurred over with tears but like everything was blurry and I couldn't breathe, I don't know what the feeling is but it was fucking INTENSE and I haven't been the same since. NORMAL PATHOLOGICAL PEOPLE PLEASER EXPERIENCE??? 😻😻

[remusbuzzcutt]

it’d take a lot to pry sunkiller/jarty away from my hands. they both struggled similarly but dealt with it in such different ways. my friend juli wrote about them in a group therapy setting and i absolutely fixated on it for months for some reason??

imagine barty with bpd AND npd. he used people’s emotions like it was second nature. he didn’t even think twice. with that being said, he had an avoidant attachment style. if he was showing raw emotion, it was probably for show. he wasn’t “vulnerable” without the intention to be.

imagine james with bpd, who fixated on people so much that it was all he could thing about. he was obsessive to an almost concerning degree, but that’s what barty wanted.

he wanted to be on james’s mind like that, to consume his every thought. he got off on the idea of someone thinking about him like that. barty noticed the little details, all the things that james liked so that he could use it to make james think he actually cared. it got to a point where barty was trying so hard to get james obsessed with him, he didn’t realise that the only thing he could think about was james. his mood depended on how james reacted to him, how james acted and even the tone he spoke in.

[k-llforme]

what do u mean by Bipolar Barty "I will burn anyone who dares to lay a hand on you and accept my descent into insanity without you" Crouch Jr and BPD Evan "I'm going to rip my flesh apart to gift you my heart and beg Death to let me stay with you" Rosier are not codependent?

Like girl, what do you mean?

[incandescentwarmth]

Dying over a super toxic Jarty relationship where they both will lash out at each other and hurt themselves over and over again but they understand and sympathise too much with the others anger to allow themselves to leave

[maladaptivedaydr3amer]

Bellatrix and Barty are bestfriends prove me wrong.

And Bellatrix and Rita adopt him and they become the most crack family

I can give so many headcanons about their friendship

[aibremlk]

Nothing.... just me thinking James Potter with BPD after the prank so fucking mad with Sirius like he never been so angry before. James always the happy person, the friend when you need advice or a shoulder to cry to, the friend who even if you're completely shit will cheer you up or crack a smile to your face, the platonic soulmate of Sirius Black never leaving his side and never getting mad at him, being so fucking mad and specifically to Sirius Black none has ever saw him like that before. Him having a fucking breakdown or an episode and everyone is so shook by it, but also not figuring out anything because it's "probably" just a big fight. James Potter threatening Snape that if he opens up his little fucking mouth is fucking dead. James Potter who has a fight the first few days with Sirius in public that the skittles happen to be around, and one second he's yelling at Sirius pretty bad, saying so many things he didn't actually mean while the next Crouch out of nowhere grabs him physically and takes him to an empty classroom to shut him up and calm him down because he's noticed Potter before. After so many hours listening to Regulus talking about him he picked up stuff, noticed the man and realized before anyone that Potter had BPD just like him. At first James is shook and gets way madder at Crouch but Crouch is not getting really mad and James gets confused. That day the talk for a long time. Crouch understood. They didn't talk after that for quite a long time but they knew they had eachothers back if some sort of episode happened again. Crouch paying close attention to the marauders because James understood him.

Don't get me wrong, James forgives Sirius sooner than later at the end and Remus keeps telling him that because he is still mad at him and hasn't forgiven him yet doesn't mean he and Pete can't hang out with him. But the first few days, not to say weeks, even if James is Sirius brother is more angry than he has ever been in his life -the only exception when Sirius came to the in Christmas after walburga almost killed him- and that's when some of his friends realize they never have seen James like that before.

Also thinking about how Remus after the prank starts to spend more time with the skittles to piss off Sirius and Regulus playing along to piss his brother off too and the rest just following. But at the end of the day the end up liking eachother a lot and end up becoming friends. Also that's when Remus realizes the little crush the younger Black has for his best friend. And because of Remus and how he's been doing James starts asking Regulus questions and following him around till he gets over heels for him and that how sunseeker started seeing eachother. Barty and James become instantly friends and none figures out how and why they get so defensive for eachother. Slowly Regulus realizing that James has a disorder and because of Barty he connects it.

That's it thank you.

(Sorry for my English idk if I make sense at some points I hope you get what I mean)

[regulusunset]

i haven't appeared here for months, but i decided to appear to recommend one of the best jegulus fics i read on ao3: pathological people pleaser by rweoutofthewoods (a writing genius, honestly).

probably the best representation of bpd and it broke my soul into a thousand pieces and healed it at the same time. i had never thought before that the way we saw james; like the sun, outgoing and kind, it could be a façade to hide the true messiness of him, and it was like reading something new and fresh <3

[james-but-not-potter]

Bipolar Barty 🤝 BPD James

[slagneto4life]

Reblog If you want to be moots :)

[crackkbabyy]

fic: pathological people pleaser, by rweoutofthewoods

honestly this made me cry. serves me right for being a barty and james kinnie.

[eclipsewxtch]

woke up in a cold sweat to write a 20k one shot of barty crouch jr & james potter being best friends n foils to each other AND having bpd (i’m projecting HEAVY!!) i will not stop until i have ppl believing in the james potter has bpd agenda!!

[thevampireslovelywife]

hc for Barty crouch jr:

He was smart— like smart smart, like he was so good that most times he would always not pay attention in class and still ace his tests

He understood everything right away

But then he started to struggle— depression, bpd, and his grades took a dramatic drop

And it just made him feel even more worthless

Which caused him to act even more narcissistic and erratic than normal

[k-llforme]

Young bipolar Barty would act as if he was perfectly fine and not acknowledge the fact he probably had bipolar until he crashed hard and was left with no choices.

Despite so, he would still be in denial and fall into a maniac episode, before starting to sort his shit.

He would not really acknowledge his impulsive and mean way of acting (out of anger towards anything) until his friends forced him to.

Then he would work really hard on himself and manage to be stable enough.

Many at Hogwarts would know he has Bipolar.

While

Evan always knew there was something complicated about him and early on both Pandora and he would hypothesize some diagnosis for the both of them - just to be later proved right.

He would mask constantly and hide anything that could expose his BPD. He was supposed to be perfect, detached and impassive as much as he could.

He would help his other friends, but completely deny himself any emotions and suffering.

His breakpoint would be caused by psychosis after a really stressful period.

No one at Hogwarts could easily read him.

[incandescentwarmth]

No hc will ever beat bpd James and bipolar Barty for me

[theblackstar04]

bpd barty crouch jr, aspd regulus black, hpd sirius black, npd james potter <3

[aibremlk]

Again just thinking about James' and Barty's friendship while they both have BPD. (I literally have too many of these i can write for hours) After James starts dating Regulus in secret at some point they happen to be in the slytherin dorms because Evan and Barty were supposed to be in a date in hogsmeade. The thing is though that Barty knew. Since the prank and Lupin being around them a lot he'd spend more time with james since he found out he has bpd from the episode James had. And he figured it out. He wasn't that stupid and he noticed things, thank you very much. He also knew his best friend was in love with Potter since second year and he saw how James looked at Regulus every single time they were near eachother. But of course he didn't know Regulus would bring his "secret" boyfriend in the dorm. When Evan suggests they get back in the dorm to have sex he completely agrees thinking Remus and Regulus are either at hogsmeade either at the library or smth. When they burst in while making out, James' clock is really far from him so he panics and just transforms to prongs. Regulus is in absolute horror -because he knew Remus was a werewolf but James hadn't told him yet about them being animagus-. Evan and Barty just look at Regulus, and then the stag, and the again at Regulus and Barty ends up laughing so fucking hard that he can't fucking breath literally crying from laugher, Evan is so fucking confused and has too many questions looking at Regulus like a lost puppy and Regulus is in a bit of a shock at first and then thinks to himself how stupid his boyfriend might be. Barty knew cause when James had an episode -because he had a bunch of them during the time a bit after the prank- Barty had found him and stayed there and listened to and calmed down James for quite some time. He of course didn't told him why and how but he knew that James was an animagus and specifically a stag. So Barty because he is Barty says smth similar to this "Potter, darling, the only thing I hadn't planned on doing today was to see your massive nuts mate, just transform back already. Salazar Reg, how does that size fits in you for fuck sake- " Evan just shuts up Barty by putting his hand on his mouth. Regulus is absolutely mortified and James transforms back and ofc he is red af from the embarrassment but ends up laughing along with Barty who fr just can't stop laughing. Evan and regulus are truly in shock with the familiarity between them because Barty never spoke like that to anyone but his friends. After Regulus smacks james' head, him and Evan end up laughing along with their idiotic boyfriends. That's how Evan official found out about Jegulus.