#bpd barty crouch jr

[noirsnonsense]

I read pathological people pleaser and I must say, that is like the ONLY fic I've read that made me feel things. And like sure I get all giddy when regulus and james have a moment in another fic but I'm not talking giddy feelings. I couldn't breathe reading it, I wasn't crying or anything I just could breathe and my eyes were completely blurred over during james' breakdown scene. Not blurred over with tears but like everything was blurry and I couldn't breathe, I don't know what the feeling is but it was fucking INTENSE and I haven't been the same since. NORMAL PATHOLOGICAL PEOPLE PLEASER EXPERIENCE??? 😻😻

[remusbuzzcutt]

it’d take a lot to pry sunkiller/jarty away from my hands. they both struggled similarly but dealt with it in such different ways. my friend juli wrote about them in a group therapy setting and i absolutely fixated on it for months for some reason??

imagine barty with bpd AND npd. he used people’s emotions like it was second nature. he didn’t even think twice. with that being said, he had an avoidant attachment style. if he was showing raw emotion, it was probably for show. he wasn’t “vulnerable” without the intention to be.

imagine james with bpd, who fixated on people so much that it was all he could thing about. he was obsessive to an almost concerning degree, but that’s what barty wanted.

he wanted to be on james’s mind like that, to consume his every thought. he got off on the idea of someone thinking about him like that. barty noticed the little details, all the things that james liked so that he could use it to make james think he actually cared. it got to a point where barty was trying so hard to get james obsessed with him, he didn’t realise that the only thing he could think about was james. his mood depended on how james reacted to him, how james acted and even the tone he spoke in.

[xkittyxkattzx]

bdp james or bipolar James ? i feel like they both are so GOOD like girl look at him Is not mentaly stable.

[k-llforme]

what do u mean by Bipolar Barty "I will burn anyone who dares to lay a hand on you and accept my descent into insanity without you" Crouch Jr and BPD Evan "I'm going to rip my flesh apart to gift you my heart and beg Death to let me stay with you" Rosier are not codependent?

Like girl, what do you mean?

[incandescentwarmth]

Dying over a super toxic Jarty relationship where they both will lash out at each other and hurt themselves over and over again but they understand and sympathise too much with the others anger to allow themselves to leave

[maladaptivedaydr3amer]

Bellatrix and Barty are bestfriends prove me wrong.

And Bellatrix and Rita adopt him and they become the most crack family

I can give so many headcanons about their friendship

[aibremlk]

Nothing.... just me thinking James Potter with BPD after the prank so fucking mad with Sirius like he never been so angry before. James always the happy person, the friend when you need advice or a shoulder to cry to, the friend who even if you're completely shit will cheer you up or crack a smile to your face, the platonic soulmate of Sirius Black never leaving his side and never getting mad at him, being so fucking mad and specifically to Sirius Black none has ever saw him like that before. Him having a fucking breakdown or an episode and everyone is so shook by it, but also not figuring out anything because it's "probably" just a big fight. James Potter threatening Snape that if he opens up his little fucking mouth is fucking dead. James Potter who has a fight the first few days with Sirius in public that the skittles happen to be around, and one second he's yelling at Sirius pretty bad, saying so many things he didn't actually mean while the next Crouch out of nowhere grabs him physically and takes him to an empty classroom to shut him up and calm him down because he's noticed Potter before. After so many hours listening to Regulus talking about him he picked up stuff, noticed the man and realized before anyone that Potter had BPD just like him. At first James is shook and gets way madder at Crouch but Crouch is not getting really mad and James gets confused. That day the talk for a long time. Crouch understood. They didn't talk after that for quite a long time but they knew they had eachothers back if some sort of episode happened again. Crouch paying close attention to the marauders because James understood him.

Don't get me wrong, James forgives Sirius sooner than later at the end and Remus keeps telling him that because he is still mad at him and hasn't forgiven him yet doesn't mean he and Pete can't hang out with him. But the first few days, not to say weeks, even if James is Sirius brother is more angry than he has ever been in his life -the only exception when Sirius came to the in Christmas after walburga almost killed him- and that's when some of his friends realize they never have seen James like that before.

Also thinking about how Remus after the prank starts to spend more time with the skittles to piss off Sirius and Regulus playing along to piss his brother off too and the rest just following. But at the end of the day the end up liking eachother a lot and end up becoming friends. Also that's when Remus realizes the little crush the younger Black has for his best friend. And because of Remus and how he's been doing James starts asking Regulus questions and following him around till he gets over heels for him and that how sunseeker started seeing eachother. Barty and James become instantly friends and none figures out how and why they get so defensive for eachother. Slowly Regulus realizing that James has a disorder and because of Barty he connects it.

That's it thank you.

(Sorry for my English idk if I make sense at some points I hope you get what I mean)

[regulusunset]

i haven't appeared here for months, but i decided to appear to recommend one of the best jegulus fics i read on ao3: pathological people pleaser by rweoutofthewoods (a writing genius, honestly).

probably the best representation of bpd and it broke my soul into a thousand pieces and healed it at the same time. i had never thought before that the way we saw james; like the sun, outgoing and kind, it could be a façade to hide the true messiness of him, and it was like reading something new and fresh <3

[james-but-not-potter]

Bipolar Barty 🤝 BPD James

[slagneto4life]

Reblog If you want to be moots :)

[crackkbabyy]

fic: pathological people pleaser, by rweoutofthewoods

honestly this made me cry. serves me right for being a barty and james kinnie.

[eclipsewxtch]

woke up in a cold sweat to write a 20k one shot of barty crouch jr & james potter being best friends n foils to each other AND having bpd (i’m projecting HEAVY!!) i will not stop until i have ppl believing in the james potter has bpd agenda!!

[thevampireslovelywife]

hc for Barty crouch jr:

He was smart— like smart smart, like he was so good that most times he would always not pay attention in class and still ace his tests

He understood everything right away

But then he started to struggle— depression, bpd, and his grades took a dramatic drop

And it just made him feel even more worthless

Which caused him to act even more narcissistic and erratic than normal

[k-llforme]

Young bipolar Barty would act as if he was perfectly fine and not acknowledge the fact he probably had bipolar until he crashed hard and was left with no choices.

Despite so, he would still be in denial and fall into a maniac episode, before starting to sort his shit.

He would not really acknowledge his impulsive and mean way of acting (out of anger towards anything) until his friends forced him to.

Then he would work really hard on himself and manage to be stable enough.

Many at Hogwarts would know he has Bipolar.

While

Evan always knew there was something complicated about him and early on both Pandora and he would hypothesize some diagnosis for the both of them - just to be later proved right.

He would mask constantly and hide anything that could expose his BPD. He was supposed to be perfect, detached and impassive as much as he could.

He would help his other friends, but completely deny himself any emotions and suffering.

His breakpoint would be caused by psychosis after a really stressful period.

No one at Hogwarts could easily read him.

[incandescentwarmth]

No hc will ever beat bpd James and bipolar Barty for me

[asmo-d3us]

On your blog you mention rosestarkillerchase, please explain I want to know more

Hi! Thank you for the ask! :)

Rosestarkillerchaser is a Marauders Era (Harry Potter) ship between Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr., Regulus Black, and James Potter.

I don’t know how new you are to the fandom, or if you’ve been here for a long time, but this ship that we call Rosestarkillerchaser (RSKC) is fairly new so I don’t blame you if you’ve been here for a while and don’t know what it is.

So basically, James Potter (CHASER in RSKC) is like the sun. His smile brightens each room he walks in, he puts his friends and family and people he loves before him, he sometimes forgets to take care of himself because of it too. People often give him BPD or ADHD which can be a big part of his personality. He also is often described with having thick and curly locks, hazel/brown eyes, a charming smile, abs, and kind of acts like a jock?

Regulus Black (STAR in RSKC) is like the moon (not Remus!!). He’s dark, moody, sarcastic, a nerd surprisingly, and also often rude without meaning to be. He’s the complete opposite of James, and behaves more pessimistic, whereas James is optimistic, if you couldn’t tell already. Now, depending on where you are in the fandom is how you view him. Either he’s a ‘Nazi Death Eater’ to you, or ‘DIY Regulus Black’ for you. We do not support the actual Death Eaters from the franchise, we just took them and made them our own insecure little characters. People often give him autism, OCD, and other types of perfectionist behavior things. He’s often described with black curly locks, gray/ice blue eyes, tiny smirks, slim, nerdy, and cold.

Barty Crouch Junior (KILLER in RSKC) is like a shooting star. Fast, bright, burning-but-soon-burning-out, dangerous, and also fascinating. He’s loud, has a lot of dark/sex jokes in him, flirtatious, sleeps around, and just doesn’t follow the rules or the law. Daddy issues is a big one also. He’s often described with having silky black hair (some parts dyed green), covered in tattoos and piercings, charming and big smile, lidded eyes, jewelry, and quite optimistic. He’s mean, and will punch you for fun! But he holds his friends in his heart, never letting go. They’re his family, even if he doesn’t show it.

Evan Rosier (ROSE in RSKC) is like the stars. Watching over everything, observing and noticing many things others don't or won't, Not noticable to most people but those who pay attention like him. He's described as being quiet in public but loud in private, flirtatious with people he's close with, condescending, sarcastic, and almost like the Slytherin version of Remus, like how Barty's the Slytherin version of Sirius. Rosekiller is basically Wolfstar in a different font. He's often described as big-eyed, tall, lanky, thin, side-grin/smirk, lopsided grin, pale glowy skin or chocolate brown skin, and bright blonde flowy locks or braids(?).

Now that you know a handful of the millions of things about these characters (if you're new), let's move on to RSKC. We know now who the people in the foursome are, but let's check out their dynamics, shall we?

Barty and Regulus (Bartylus/Killerstar/Starkiller). Good lord. It's like fire and ice. Barty is loud, boisterous, optimistic, and extroverted. Regulus is quiet, secretive, pessimistic, and introverted. They balance each other out well, Regulus calming down Barty's fire, and Barty helping Regulus express himself more. Now on the more toxic side of things, Barty is often described as being a bit much for Reg to handle, and too clingy or loud. He draws a lot of attention, which Regulus doesn't like. For Barty, Reg can be too dedicated to schoolwork, quiet, sarcastic to the point where Barty doesn't know what's true or false, and confuses Barty (as in he sometimes doubts Reg actually loves him because he never portrayes it. But he does love Bee, if you ship Bartylus/RSKC). Do you notice how short Regulus' toxic list is and how long Barty's is? It's because Barty overthinks too much.

Barty and Evan (Rosekiller/Killerose/Evarty). They're perfect for each other both alone as a ship, but also combined (RSKC). Evan's the same as Barty, but also different? Barty is extroverted, Evan is ambiverted. Barty is loud, Evan is both loud (private) and quiet (public). Barty is optimistic, and Evan is realistic. Evan is both Barty and Regulus, which is why he gets along with both of them very well. He studies, but not too much like Reg. He'll leave it for later if Barty wants to be with him. He's sarcastic, but at the right moments, not always. He's also very observant. Regulus doesn't really notice much of Barty's little ticks and when he does he'll speak to him about it but he's not very good at comforting so it kind of sucks. But Evan does. Barty's quiet? Something's wrong. Barty forgot to say his favorite word today? Something's wrong. Barty's tongue tics a lot? Something's wrong. Barty doesn't cuss that much today? Something's wrong. He knows everything about Barty because of course he does. Now their toxic list; Barty will flirt with other people at parties just to get Evan jealous and it works, just not in the 'fuck me' way Barty's always expecting it to be. Evan has a thing for humiliation and Barty's into it, it just sometimes feels like Evan's babying him and he doesn't like too much of it.

Evan and Regulus (Rosestar/Starose/Revan). Opposites attract Similars attract. Studying? Together. Reading? Together. Talking to each other with only their eyes or other movements? Together. Sarcasm? Together. Same humor? Together. Everything is basically together with them. They're both calm and quiet, but since Evan can be loud and uncalm sometimes, it helps Reg balance out. He needs that loudness and activeness sometimes, not all the time. They use aggressive humor at each other, but behind closed doors they. do. not. break. apart. They're like two puzzle pieces that fit together perfectly. Toxic list: Even if it doesn't seem like they ever could be toxic, it's possible. Being too similar can be bad too. Without the opposite trope, they might not get an ounce of freedom with each other. Always studying but never getting a break because they're both deep into it, always sarcastic and being so used to it until they don't understand what's real and fake now.

James and Regulus (Jegulus/Starchaser/Chaserstar). Opposites attract to the MAX but also understanding each other to the max. Regulus loves studying, James can't handle it yet manages to always get straight A's. Regulus loves using sarcasm, James doesn't get confused and understands it. Regulus plays piano and violin, James can't play shit but appreciates his bf and his artistic talents. James is very understanding, a pathological people pleaser, and puts others--especially his partners--before himself. James pulls the chair back for Reg to sit down, holds the door open for him, brings him books from the library that he needs, gets him food from the Great Hall that he can't go and get because he's studying/overstimulated. James doesn't question a thing about anyone, because he's trained himself to observe and understand, especially people as complex as Regulus. Toxic list: James can be too much of a Gryffindor and try to help Regulus escape from his house, or take him somewhere better but Reg just doesn't want it, isn't ready, and is nervous. He's not like his brother when it comes to that. Reg might sometimes be too mean, rejecting, pessimistic, and dark for James and sometimes he needs a break and distances himself for at least an hour before being able to be his happy-go-lucky self again.

James and Evan (Jamevan/Chaserose/Rosechaser). They're kind of hard to figure out, in all honesty. I guess it's like Barty and Evan, but James is more of a gentleman. When James pulls the chair back for Reg, the Slytherin merely smirks at him in thanks. But when James does it for Evan, he gets a sarcastic(?) and exagerated 'aww' and a kiss on the cheek/his lips as a reward. It kind of seems humiliating but James is into that lmao. James overthinks a lot and Evan is there to calm him down with a hand in his hair or a hug from behind because it helps ground James (and Ev if he's also having a rough day). Evan will also reciprocate and do the same things for James because he notices that James does it all, everytime for everyone, but no one really does the same for him. He wants to change that. Toxic list: James doesn't let Evan be independant sometimes. He can do too much chair pulling, door opening, and gentlemanly things that don't give Evan some air to breath. They do talk about it and, knowing James, he lessens the overwhelming modesty. Evan can be too humiliating at times and in public. James might enjoy it at first, but then if it gets too much he gets uncomfortable because it feels like Evan doesn't take him seriously anymore: "Evie, there's too many people here." "Aw darling, are you feeling overstimulated?" "Yeah, can we go?" "Aw, poor thing." "Ev, please-" "So desperate, Jamie." "..." This is rare, though. It mostly happens if Evan is extremely out of it/distracted with/from something, or drunk/high.

James and Barty (Jarty/Chaserkiller/Killerchaser). It's more toxic than healthy, but for them it's healthy because they're sorta fucked up lmao. Since they're so similar, they're so different. James is also a big gentleman towards Barty, but mostly when he wants him (iykyk). He'll bring him food from the Great Hall and Barty will wink and kiss him on the lips/neck which would get the brunette what he wanted, basically. Barty would tease him a lot, and they'd often get into a lot of fights. They're both portrayed as being aggressive and fighting over stupid shit, sometimes getting physical (which always ends up with cleaning/bandaging each other up in the bathroom while saying sorry and tiny pecks of kisses), also fighting non-physically almost always leads to angry sex, lol. They let the anger out on each other, but they don't mind, Evan and Reg are used to it, and afterwards they're very clingy and sweet to each other. Toxic things between the two: The fighting is a big one, and to many other (normal) people, it would seem unhealthy and like harassement, but to them and Evan/Reg, it's normal and something that helps the both of them get closer? Idk, without fighting they're kind of hesitant and distanced and don't showcase that they're dating/love each other as much as usual.

I hope this helped! This is the way I interpret RSKC, many people think and interpret them differently! This is a fandom where you can take these characters, make them your own, make them unique, and show them off to the world of Tumblr where no one will shame you for it! Anyway, welcome to the fandom/ship!

(If you have any other questions, don't be afraid to ask!)