#BASHES MY SKULL OPEN.

[ravengales-glade]

>More Medieval stuff!!

>Look inside

>No Medieval stuff

[dilfkuza]

i feel sick :)

[incorrectcultofthelambquotes]

Shamura: Getting chased with a knife by your siblings builds character.

[beastwars-transformers]

I’m not asexual at all I drool over the hot 40yo single dad in my class but god fuck I hate sex so much. It’s boring. I never want to think about my favorite ships fucking because it’s so absolutely nothing. “Omg who tops the other?!” Who fucking cares. What’s the interest here. None. Because there’s nothing here. Who’s cradling the decaying body of the other they killed in a fit of rage? Oh sorry. Thats too much isn’t it. Let’s go back to poorly written porn instead. Instead of exploring how a completely asexual race conceptualizes emotions and experiences and affection let’s just make them fuck and reproduce like humans. Because you can’t escape your human perspective for one second nor can you stop being a pervert for the sake of something actually worth a damn.

[remyfire]

I yelled about it a lot in the tags but what's most funny to me about Last Laugh as an episode is that what it proves to us is that BJ has the ability to be incredibly awful, cruel, and sadistic way sooner than I actually anticipated.

A lot of attention gets put on what a terrible friend Leo was, how awful BJ's picks of pals must've been if that was his best man, how Hawk is maybe one of the first people who shows BJ what a real and kind friendship can be.

But the reality is that before Leo pulls the hand buzzer on Hawk, explodes the cigar on BJ, or has gotten BJ in a single bit of trouble, BJ is the one who chose to swipe Leo's travel papers. Absolutely unearned. Absolutely unnecessary. BJ heard that his friend—who has been in Korea MUCH longer than him, mind you—was going home, and his first instinct was to sneak his papers out so that Leo wouldn't make his flight.

Here's what we know for a fact: Leo signed BJ's name to the hotel ledger. Leo would've recognized that his damages would be attached to BJ's name, and if anybody knows where he lives, it's BJ. That money's coming out of Leo's pocket when everything is said and done. He just has to make sure the gag hits first. But here's what we also know: Leo had no way of knowing what his actions were ultimately going to cause in terms of the arrest and the threats on BJ's safety and person. He did not plan for such a thing nor did he orchestrate it. It was pure happenstance that a man who was full of himself was having an affair in the room next to Leo's, and BJ just happened to get his name caught in the crossfire.

So really, at the end of it all, BJ is goddamn lucky that Leo's gag blew out of proportion and exploded in BJ's face, because if nothing had happened? Not even a hand buzzer or a cigar? BJ just kept him from making it home on time. He was feeling sadistic enough in that moment about not being able to go home himself that he wanted to make his best man at his wedding suffer and be delayed for who knows how long on a whim.

And goddamn, but that's fascinating, isn't it? Because when you see his pranks in Dear Sigmund, they're playful, they're harmless, they're just made to embarrass somebody. This is really the first time we see him make a move to cause real, intentional emotional damage to somebody that he cares about. He's making this man not only drive to an air base through a warzone, but he then has to turn around and drive all the way back.

And then once he does know that Leo got BJ arrested, even after Leo's apologized quite a bit, even before the hotel bill arrives, BJ decides a proper punishment is for his friend to be stranded and have to walk back, again, in a warzone. When one of BJ's first experiences in Korea was seeing what becomes of people who just happen to be walking through a warzone.

And that's very, very interesting.

[pompompompeii]

google show results for how to smash my head against the wall without making any noise or sound because noises are far too scary

[martensite-triangulation]

I saw a take so vile and disgusting I feel like vomiting

[newdanganronpaversionthree]

MFW THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT THE STUPID ONES ARE THE SMART ONES AND THATS WHY GONTA LIKES OUMA, NOT BECAUSE OUMA MANIPULATES HIM BUT BECAUSE HE IS REGARDED AS GENUINELY ONE OF THE SMARTEST CHARACTERS UNDERNEATH WHAT THE OTHER CHARACTERS ASSUME OF HIM AND THEREFOR RECOGNIZES OUMAS TRUTHS

[coffeebrownn]

Are you alright? Is there anything I can do to help? Im sorry if this is just phrases I am misunderstanding, but I worry when you say things about killing yourself.

thank you for showing your concern, i've been thinking about it quite a lot, so not really a phrase(?). i really don't know what sort of help that might help me, even talking/writing about it makes me feel like shit, and for the most part i feel like this stuff is pretty much my personal fault/doing.

i've wrote down a few months ago about how it feels "right" for me to end it all, and it seems like that idea didn't fade out as much as i want to. well it can't dissapear of course but the music gets louder and louder.

as much how i thought of the aftermath of my own death, what i'll miss, people's reaction, it gets frustrating since i know killing myself isn't really the answer. All of this are record scratches, it's the same game/mechanics.

idk my friend, the only thing that holding me back is just food for now.

[arctic-hands]

Also I'm totes going all the way bald when they shave me for surgery. The neurosurgeon emphasized that even my short (yet still too long) hair will still cover the scar but a) I'm showing that badass scar off to anyone who looks at me and b) I've been wanting to experiment with shaving all my hair off anyway but have been worried on how I'll be perceived, so brain surgery is the perfect time to experiment with it

[cyphyra]

minecraft update: after like an hour of trying to get 10 BASE MODS, realizing they all have like 2-3 dependencies each, and then bloating the mod count to 32

...i forgot something i literally told myself to do and only 11 of the mods are compatible with forge (my usual choice of modloader)

[quillsink]

hey what’s up love u guys

[calamarispider]

i know if i sleep tonight i will have a nightmare. being awake isnt much better right now though.

[rockoblanco]

first night deliberately tryna stay sober bcs weed is ruining my life nd making it impossible to wake up when i go 2 bed & it is DOFFICULT !!!!!!!! lol

[kisiselintihar]

slow damage when fast damage to my skull with a rock walks in

me when i 🪨🤕 so ⚰️👈🥀

[willgrahamsleftear]

only just got home about 5 mins ago. been a long day.