#And my body is breaking down

[coralineandthesapphicfantastic]

What doesn't get talked about is that when you're grieving, eventually you're going to forget. Doesn't matter how big it is, but eventually the grief will slip your mind, and you'll be a you without that weighing on every molecule of your body. Then, the moment will end, and you'll feel so bad about it. You're going to blame yourself for forgetting, and it'll probably be in a grocery store or running an errand. It'll be okay to forget, it'll be okay to feel bad, it'll be okay to be whoever you are after the grief starts, and it'll be okay to be whoever you are after the grief fades into the background. It's normal, all of it, and it sucks. You'll be okay, and it'll be okay to be okay, it'll be okay to be not okay about being okay. I've lost so many people in my life, so much death. You are not beholden to self flagellation, but you are free to, like you are free to move on

[rocketbirdie]

comedy relief victim

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

hope you feel better soon!

I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!

[adamsrcnan]

i want to talk about how crazy this line "brown like the gaze that sought jean out in every room" actually is. because what does this mean????

jean has noticed that whenever jeremy walks into a room he immediately does a scan to find jean. so what? these boys are so attuned to each other already that jean actually notices jeremy looking for him?

nora are you trying to say that there's a shift in jeremy once he finds jean in any given place?? does his body relax? do his eyes soften or shine a little brighter? you're telling me it's a physical visible thing that jeremy walks into a room and his first thought is "where is jean?" and then what?? when he finds him he goes "ah there he is" and there's a shift??? in him??? when he sees jean?? and jean can see that? he's aware of it?? he's noticed it?? it makes him feel safe enough to associate jeremy's searching brown eyes (searching for him. for Jean.) with everything else that brings him peace??? like are we hearing this???

or am i crazy? am i deluded?? am i losing my senses???

[lilyinwaiting]

D&D session was great today guys, nothing went wrong and Soren made no incredibly rash spur of the moment decisions affecting the well-being of herself and her loved ones.

[aether-link]

My Ted talk today about Amir today is that I just want to yap about his physical appearance and strength!

I woke up in a huff about this lol. Because Amir literally is well built! He has strength and at time he’s not afraid too use it and/or show it. Obviously most of my game play of him is looking at his backside, back, biceps and arms. And let me just say, He is really muscular. When I look at him studying him like a funky little bug for something to do, just the sheer tone of him is wow.

All of those areas of him have a unique “pop out” type of muscle. That’s healthy!! No on can’t change my mind about this thought I have of him. It also doesn’t help me that some Warframe animations enhance his muscle tone, mostly speaking about his arms and biceps that sometimes make em bulge😭 (can’t believe I have to use that word). A scene specifically, that also doesn’t help my thoughts, is that silly tank! The cutscene when disabling the turret really does show him off on his strength, from movements and his facial expressions.

There is no way in heck that Amir can not bench press our drifters for shits n giggles! Or even having a little show off time as well like arm wrestling. Or even pick our drifters up like a couple of feathers?! Or just casually piggyback for something nice to do on his end.

Yes, I personally call him a sweetheart a lot of the time, because he is to me personally BUT that does not make him something fragile, weak or incapable. No, no, no. Amir is far from that in my house. Because clearly in the main quest, Amir has shown how strong he can be while being a wonderful person. Both mental and physical. Both at the same time.

So yeah, that is my morning talk about Amir today. He’s just so ✨💚🙌🏼💫😫❤️‍🔥💓💞💘❤️✨🗣🥺 for me personally. I love him so much!

AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HIS THUNDER THIGHS!! 😳

[s1x-foot-deep]

scene from the radio drama+Great Soft Jelly-Thing concepts

[bassboosted-moon-chao]

Our friends have all but left us. They departed many years ago.

Alt versions under the cut!

[philsmeatylegss]

I will never fear undocumented immigrants anywhere near as much as I fear Republican law makers. And that is something that will never change.

[shortnotsweet]

In a Week by Hozier ft. Karen Cowley

“The raven is death, obviously. When I die, I want a good tombstone—something right spooky. LT’s got something against the underground, though you’d think that would be just his kind of place. That’s alright. He needs to, he can cremate me. It’s not exactly Catholic, and Mam would turn in her grave, but God is a unicorn and no one is pure anymore, so. What’s all that got to do with me?”

Johnny “Soap” McTavish has a journal. Had. It is his no longer.

Simon “Ghost” Riley had dreams—awful ones, the kind that sank claws into his lungs, dragged him into sleep, and then sent him careening out of it. He still has dreams, but they’re different, now. Better. Johnny’s pages have folded themselves under his eyes and gotten into his head, brighter and more infectious than anything else has ever been. It’s more than the past, that rotting carcass behind him, and more than now. Now is nothing. Now is ash. It’s like, it’s like—blinding, is what it is. He’s a blind man.

It is biblical now. Ghost has read it backward and forward and sideways and inside out. When he runs out of things to read, he reads them again, and when that is not enough, he reads between the lines.

[gingerteaonthetardis]

why have i been sick for like a month straight. at what point do i get to stop being ill

[saddest-girl-in-the-whole-world]

God, I can't stop thinking about what Camilla's internal dialogue must be like after GtN

She's such a quiet character and really seems to try to keep up a stoic appearance but like, man she really has a lot of shit going on and her development between GtN and NtN is so insane but still seemingly subtle.

I can't even begin to imagine what the final day on Canaan House must have felt like to her because in many ways she's kind of a weird mirror to harrow right?? Her Necromancer has just sacrificed himself to save her life, tragically failed at doing so, and now she's all alone trying her best to collect the bone fragment of the person closest to her? Clinging on to a plan b that, as far as she knows, could have already failed! The fact she even let Palamedes consider a plan b like this would be unthinkable for the Camilla of NtN! She's just incredibly out of her depth the entire time, probably trying her best not just to break down

Do you ever think she resents Palamedes for that day? Whenever she was looking at his bone fragments, or even when he was back and now in his mind it's like. The fact that he acts like she's the reckless one, that he keeps getting mad at her to take better care of herself, do you ever think she hears that and just. remembers picking up pieces of his skull?

Maybe that's why she's relieved when they get to perform grand lysis, she doesn't need to be scared that he'll risk his life for her again and he doesn't need to be scared she'll do the same, they both choose to die together and make something new, someone new that risks their life only for themselves?

Idk, I just think their whole story is so scary and beautiful, they really did go loud.

[gallusneve]

some asshole tried stealing a car that had a baby in it at walmart today so me and the dad hung onto the car, him trying to get his baby out of the carseat and I broke the idiot's nose while hanging onto the driver's door

ya girl dislocated her shoulder and wrist, got hit with butt of a gun on my face and sprained my leg so I'll try my best to still gif gay shit LOLOLOL

[mewkwota]

Oh okay I guess I'll share some of my other junky sketches during my trip. They were done half-tired and at various places where I didn't have an optimal drawing surface.

But there are some ones that I still really like.

[miniagula]

sorry ghouls but the latest chapter of suitor armor is kinda making my neurons fizzle out

like. do you Get It

[grismavessel]

Inktober: Week 5

Happy Halloween!

"Agree to disagree, we both know who's right"

I thought about what other wacky stuff I could do with the vessel au.

What if Volo became a vessel for Giratina? What if he made himself a vessel on purpose and stole Giratina's power?

Originally the two were cooperating with one another but once Arceus tried to fix everything via a vessel/proxy, Giratina suedo abandoned Volo's plan a little (still mulling over the plot in my head) and left Volo without answers or assistance.

He would feel absolutely cheated. The most damning thing to refute all of his ideals and thoughts that the world was unfair and unjust.

He was abandon by Arceus and the one it outcast from the realms.

He is not the grand hero everyone loves.

He's had no just reason for all the wrong that has happened in his life.

He'd be furious. Insulted. He probably is plotting revenge of both god and vessel.

So if a pokemon won't listen, there are other ways to capture it. The red chain can steal back Giratina and bind it to him, making himself a vessel for a god instead of Gris.

But it doesn't work very well. Giratina's too big, too much for a mortal to house it without consequences. While Gris held off and fought off the possession, Volo foolishly takes on more than he could carry.

He's too blinded by rage, by the need to have victory over Arceus that he doesn't care if it's splitting him apart, or that he'll forever bind Giratina to his body due to the red chain's hold.

If Volo steals Giratina, he would become an imperfect vessel, a violitle bomb ready to lose his mind and tear the world apart.

(also I wanna add design notes so the tendrils are meant to be like tainted angel wings and I took artistic liberty to make the red chain more ribbony to add to the evil devilish flow going on.)