#And a LOT of human experimentation
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shot in the dark
#this one was fun#trying to get out of my comfort zone with poses and perspective and stuff#also fuckin' around w different compositions#a lot of pieces ill post for a while will be veey experimental lololol#i like this one a lot#nines rk900#nines dbh#rk900 dbh#rk900#dbh fanart#dbh#detroit become human#my art#mine
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Post sonic 3 doodlin'
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#human shadow#human sonic#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#sth#admin draws#just like last year my early january is spent struggling to remember how to draw them#lots of experimentation here
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saw a tweet that pointed out that rei’s speakers are a ref to seele from evangelion and that’s like, a whole can of worms i need time to unpack lmao but one thing i noticed about rei’s speakers now that i’ve been told i should really be looking at them lmao was the text underneath those zeros!!!! the rhyme anima➕ art book included the back of the speakers in a small png, so it was previously unreadable for me, but!!!!

after some finagling to get a clear enough shot, from what i can see, that says hypnosismic -authentic- 零式 which translates to ‘type zero’. in eva, seele is a basically an oversight organisation, presumably made of 12 members (in reference to jesus’s 12 disciples) and it’s also assumed each number represents when each member joined the organisation. zero type i think implies this plenty on its own lol but coupled with that ref, maybe the mic rei’s been using this whole time is the very first ever completed mic, something outside of what he created for chuuoku 🤔
#vee queued to fill the void#we were somewhat recently talking about eva on this blog and i think i actually have to lock in now lol#type zero i think has two meanings but i’ll get to that second point in a sec lol#but type zero should mean it’s not based on the current model but a ground zero model i think#it’s similar to a prototype based i think#rio has a prototype mic but i’m pretty certain it’s a prototype from the old government and not rei’s team?????#like it’s still unclear who the human experimentation happened under#my guess it’s the old government bc of inherited sins metaphors chuuoku has#but i BELIEVE the mic lore is that rei came to a disagreement about the mics and left the government to do his own research#(and that eventually led to the old government trying to kill him and his wife)#and the old government did its best to replicate the mic research for its own purposes opposite to rei’s vision for them#and in order to do so they fast tracked it with human experimentation#and the second meaning type zero had is that rei is the ground zero/foundation for the power of words#this is kinda related to what seele stands for in eva but without any of that lmao#rei is the foundation for the ideals that shaped this world (zero type) and those who took up the mic are a new and first instance of it#so the first type (and you can even maybe say rei guiding ichiro to helping create that ideal world is the true first instance type one)#i’m taking my time with understanding eva lol like as far as i can tell it’ll help understanding the references behind characters#but there’s no one character that fits all encompassing hypmic mashes a lot of different aspects eva lore together into characters#again i’m taking it slow lmao
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i refuse to be embarrassed of who I am and what you once were just because you changed and think I should too
#webweaving#web weaving#the queer experience#queer#trans experience#queer identity#queer solidarity#the human condition#very aimed but shell never see it#recently a friend of mine said she didnt think she liked girls anymore which id no issue with experimentation of gender and sexuality is#smth everyone should have a right to do w/o judgement but shes now acting like i should change as well seeming like shes embarrassed#of what i am and what a lot of our other friends r#bit too personal for this acc lmao#a-study-in-bullshit
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wasn't alfred a hedge fund manager? i get where ur coming from re: the class divide post otherwise btw but am somewhat stumped ab this bc he was definitely the one making the most money and likely highly educated as well, and ended up a cav. ig it is STEM/nonSTEM divide?
hi! yes, alfred was a hedge fund manager — he was also augustine's brother and so comes from a similar (presumably very wealthy) background. this exception doesn't really disprove the rule to me: either way, john was disproportionately likely to make people who were highly educated necromancers and people who were not cavaliers. i want to walk through a couple possible reasons for this.
the first possibility is that john (1) believed that people who were more "intelligent" were more likely to be able to understand necromancy and (2) implicitly believed that people who were academically high-achieving like scientists, lawyers, doctors, etc. were more "intelligent." clearly, john and the lyctors all seem to think pretty highly of their own intelligence. john in particular went from being a poor māori kid to being an accomplished scientist, and i don't think it's a stretch to say he probably believed he deserved it on the basis of intelligence.
in contrast, both alfred and cristabel have their own talents and intelligence disparaged — john describes alfred as "useless, but a darling" and augustine describes cristabel as "not hav[ing] the intellect you'd ordinarily find in a sandwich or an orange." additionally, necromancy is talked about in scientific terms, which lends itself to the idea that you might need some scientific understanding to be good at it. i think it's entirely possible that john consciously decided that some people wouldn't be intelligent enough to hack it and made them the cavaliers, a problematic assumption chiefly in that it equates academic achievement with innate intelligence.
the second possibility, and to me the more likely one, is that john simply made the people closest to him necromancers while making people he wasn't as close to (essentially his friends' friends) non-necromancers. it's pretty clear that the people john made necromancers were people who directly worked on john's original cryogenics project with him, while the cavaliers were all people who got dragged into his cult by those original project members. alfred is a perfect example of this — he's there because he's augustine's brother. other people have made posts about the possibility that john did this to intentionally separate his friends from the people they loved.
but either way, i think this demonstrates who john as a character cared about. john, as a successful scientist, surrounded himself by people who were highly educated and successful, predominantly (as you note anon) people in STEM. people who are disproportionately likely to be white, neurotypical, and cis, or at least disproportionately likely to be able to conform to white/european, neurotypical, cis standards. not only is john not as close to people in his project-turned-cult that aren't as highly educated, but poor people aren't present at all. there are no janitors, no retail workers, no manual laborers, no farmworkers. i don't get the sense that john ever really unpacked his internalized biases or questioned why he primarily values people who are highly educated.
"but," i imagine my hypothetical reader who's somehow made it this far protesting, "of course he's surrounded by highly educated people. he's working on a cryogenics project!" well...precisely. tumblr user sophelstien's scratch a liberal and a fascist bleeds essay touches on how this project demonstrates that john is not as progressive as some people assume he is, but what i'll say here is simply that john didn't have to make the people in his cryogenics project the leaders of his new society. and by installing the very people who our society rewards into positions of power, john — consciously or not — shapes the new society he's creating with the old society's inequalities.
#asks#tlt#realizing as i write this out that i have a lot more thoughts on what the people who john made lyctors says about the nine houses#like as anon points out they're nearly all in stem#and i think that has some crazy implications for the nine houses that tie back to john's disregard for pregnant people#on the cryogenics project which evinces a disregard for scientific ethics more generally#(which is also seen in the human experimentation on canaan house)#i also have a lot of thoughts on the supposed necromancer-cav intelligence divide#that i think fandom really buys into as you can see in people who believe pyrrha must be a necromancer#and on what john prioritized when shaping the culture of the nine houses#but i think this post is long enough#also would you believe i accidentally inserted a poll halfway thru this post and couldn't get rid of it so i had to like#copy paste all my individual paragraphs into another program discard the post and repaste them all here
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So do you ever just roam around the old forgotten attic called “Notes” and stumble upon a hidden gem?
This was before I had AO3 I’m pretty sure, meaning I couldn’t post this anywhere. I’m certain that’s the reason behind various headcanons and stuff in here, as well as completely diverging from what happened in canon. Maybe after I’ve read through it I can tag it as an au and post it…?
#no main tag#im scared to main tag#Fanfiction#writing#this is a ken fanfic btw#if you can’t tell#in daedalus#i had thoughts after the train escape#oh#oh there’s human experimentation???#why’s sven the villain#Oop#oh yeah#defo au#a lot of magic related stuff#wait i swear if this is kenwatt..#WAIT#wait i just had a genius idea…#i got a whole new perspective.#ough…#There’s no way i’m not posting this now…#schools gonna be a pain#oh well#i need to write this
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"I get to watch the heathens grovel at my feet and take turns serving me food and taking out my trash. Granted, it's the bare minimum of servitude" cat coded
"What is it with you humans associating me with a common pet?" Eito's adorns his familiar moue. "Do you always see things you cannot comprehend by sorting them into little boxes, stripping them of their mystery? Like giving a Lovecraftian god a face to attach to an ancient name? I assure you, I am not an animal. Though many would certainly like to believe I can be handled like one..."
His tone goes cold. "Tossing me out into the street once they had their fun with me in their little laboratories, not caring for what became of me as long as they got results... Leaving me to fend for myself with unknown ailments so they could create medicines that never made it to shelves... Promising it wouldn't hurt as long as I didn't bite back..." A fang peeks through his quivering lip. "I'll bite back.... I'll bite back soon... Then my pain will have worth..."
#teehee look at the silly catboyANGSTANGSTANGSTANGST#i personally interpret a lot of what eito's gone through as something parallel to animal experimentation#his rare condition being used as an excuse to experiment on him relentlessly without bothering with ethics#and his parents just let it happen cause they wanted their child 'cured' or otherwise gone#exercise a little prudence when dealing with humans#the hundred line#eito aotsuki#bloodmoon eito#answered asks
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jesus christ, I just woke up from the gnarliest concentration camp dream. we're so fucked. whenever I start having prophetic dreams, I know shit is about to go down (jk)
#I'm not insane promise#it was just really vile. lots of uh human experimentation and body horror 😔#I'm really nervous these days... thinking about wiping out my digital footprint#but im addicted to the pain rectangle :l
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i'm playing a cyberpunk sim where you run a megacorp
and while i do my best to treat and pay my workers well, and do the right thing most of the time, i am 100% a mad scientist
#mine#AM.txt#eg: i do my best to reduce xenophobia but BOY there's a lot of human experimentation going on#AM plays spinnortality
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BNHA x DGR because I’m mentally ill ✨
Izuku would be the ultimate analyst and he’s like 11 when he’s scouted and accepted into HPA’s class 77 (SDR:2), but he still desperately wants to be a hero so he’ll constantly seek out Akane and Nekomaru and be like “teach me to fight” and they’re like “holy SHIT he’s terrifying let’s do it” so they become friends, and later he approaches Peko and is like “fight me” and Peko finds this both deeply unsettling and also accepts that the request immediately. Fuyuhiko is very happy that she’s making friends!
They become the Fight Club and it’s essentially an underground fighting ring except above ground and you aren’t allowed to kill or maim people (psychological warfare is very much allowed however).
In that first year Chiaki befriends Hajime, and Hajime is forcefully befriended by Izuku and the two drag him into class 77 until they collectively see him as a friend (barring Nagito). But Hajime is going thru it and thinks that they don’t think he’s a friend, and this ultimately leads to him considering the Hope Cultivation Program. He gets kidnapped by his career councillor near the end of the year and is officially expelled from HPA. He later goes missing. For a year.
Izuku is super fucking sus bc he’s not an idiot and has obviously noticed tha something fucky is going on with the school (finances are skewed, funding is disappearing into somewhere, high ranking people visiting the school too often when they don’t have any relatives attending, stockholders buying and selling at increasing rates, leery of heroes and police, monitoring students more than usual, extreme security increases; Izuku smiles and nods and ciphers everything down through multiple different scripts with missing keys that no one has solved, and very carefully does not react. He searches for the Rat’s encrypted email for 6 months because he still wants to be a hero.)
When he sneaks through the ventilation and finds that lab and finds the one in the lab. That changes things.
After the first year’s sports festival, there is a four day break.
When Izuru finally meets the vent crawler in person he feels something other that anger, hatred, or fondness, that he can’t identify; it’s not from the still sleeping Hajime. Emotion is not something so easily removed from someone who feels so strongly. The scientists don’t know what exactly happened to some of the talents they tried to instill in him and he would never tell them that it was his other half who had received them.
The hero raid on Hokkaido’s Hope’s Peak Academy is largely missed by the media, if only due to the fact that the school is largely made up the quirkless.
In other news UA’s first year classes now have new classmates. As do some other hero schools. Wonder what that’s all about…
(UA gets class 77, Aizawa gets Izuku, Izuru, and Hajime, Sekijiro gets Peko, Akane, and Nekomaru, 1C gets Nagito, Chiaki, and Ibuki, etc.)
#izuku: I can excuse organized crime but I draw the LINE at human experimentation#aizawa: you can excuse WHAT??#Izuru: if anything happened to midoriya I would kill everyone in Hope’s peak and then myself#Hajime: I don’t even know how I got here what the fuck is happening#Hajime just suddenly having talents that Izuru doesn’t is so fucking funny like ”what do you MEAN i can do magic now what the hell??”#to be fair I made it so he already has to be kinda okay at the thing so he’s stuck to things like artist magician mathematician and gymnast#and also writing and cooking#bc of that Izuru is only like half competent at the skills Hajime has and simply wasn’t able to incorporate other skills like musician#because a lot of the time was initially spent conditioning and modifying his body#but he’s got skills like assassin athlete swordsman martial artist etc.#he also has a half baked analyst that only give him information and nothing about how to use it or understand it#bnha#sdr2#danganronpa#my hero academia#izuku midoriya#izuru kamukura#hajime hinata#alternate universe#crossover
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You ever go back to your notes about your character’s origin/backstory and realize that hey, hold on, that’s not the “fun” backstory you remember it to be— you genuinely traumatized them for life
#wisteriavines#writing#my ocs#oc#original characters#I just remembered ‘medical trauma from childhood’ not the details#so I’m thinking I have them something sad but relatively tame#like several family members constantly spending time in the hospital or something#not under the fcking table human experimentation#like yeah that’s definitely medical trauma#just…a whole lot more extreme than I thought/remembered it to be
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I love you indie games I love you open source software I love you browser extensions I love you software mods I love you experimental programming languages I love you programming as part of the narrative I love you I love you I love you
#Houugh been doing a lot of experimental stuff in my IT classes recently and i get weirdly sentimental about it#Sorry for romanticizing 0s and 1s do you still think im cool#Anyways the people who design software unfuckers and firefox extensions etc etc i would give you my still beating heart if you asked#In the face of the commercialization of all new inventions those who work to maintain the humanity of it are heroes to us all#Sorry im sleep deprived#ruby speaks
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its interesting as someone who used to be a bit closer to the very online capital A "Art Community" but is now a little more outside of it and focused on local art academia etc instead because the former always compliments me on "art style" and the latter always compliments me on the supposedly bizarre subject matter choices i make... its not bad its just interesting to see those two bubbles and how surprisingly separated they can be. unfortunately for them both, my art style is only Like This because i have a learning disability that slightly colours every line i draw and the unusual compositional choices like only drawing one eye and shit is because i was on deviantart in 2009 <3
#i dunno i was thinking about this because i was doing some experimentation with different ways to draw cartoon characters#i used to do it way more often but recently ive been super busy from school and family stuff going on (nothing bad just a lot of work)#the bmpmp3's artstyle is only extremely consistent when shes stressed!!!! jk jk but kinda LOL#if im too busy to play around my drawings will slip into whatevers comfortable for my dysgraphic hand <3 <3 <3#but i loooove experimenting and fucking around. consistency for brand purposes is long outside of my perspective at this point#do i wanna draw detailed hair and faces... do i not.... who knows. it will change within the hour#i do appreciate when people compliment my art style tho even tho its not something i really try to do#because while i dont try to make things look a certain way - recently i had decided to not hold back on my dysgraphic nature#i probably talked about it before. instead of painfully agonizing and trying to get a line perfect and scrapping a whole drawing because#of the hand-got-tired-after-2-lines jerks and wiggles i just decided to leave that all in. show off the drawing even if its scribbly#the other day i got a compliment saying my art style is robust. im not sure i fully grasp what that means but i really like that compliment#its very evocative. robust..... gonna be thinking about it for a while#but im not joking about the academia thing professors get so baffled by some of my drawing choices and like i straight up tell them#these are habits of children largely. children on early internet in my case that i never grew out of but also habits that children still us#go on an art website and sort by new and look up fanart for something popular with kids and you'll probably see someone doing#stuff with similar artistic choices. maybe not the same because i am 26. but similar. coming from similar places.#they always laugh and seem to think im being humble or making a joke.... im not orz im not trying to downplay my skills either#if anything im trying to bring up the skills of a thousand children uploading oc art every moment of every day.... they are out there...#yeah i dunno its funny these different relationships im having to different art worlds. in the end i will always probably be a tiny bit#outside of them all as some kind of alien or creature masquerading as human but i think thats what we're all doing after all
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i feel weird and self conscious about my art again. sigh
the entire post ended up in thw tags ohb my god
#imptxt#ill talk about it more here#i do actually really like my art overall#i love my artstyle a lot it's so fun! lineless art awesome yay ^_^#i also really like the fact that i can very easily make super experimental art without feeling. bad or something.#BUT#i started drawing later than a lot of other people i guess. i haven't drawn since i was born i started drawing on aj when i was 9/10#and i didn't ever use references when i was younger which has made me incredibly. anxious about using them now :(. doesn't help that i am-#genuinely scared of using human refs because. i feel like they're staring at me#ive been seeing a lot art by people who are the same age as me or younger recently which is. technically a lot better than me currently#like. skills wise or whatever#and the ideas ive been having in my head have also become a lot more. out of my comfort zone/abilities#which is making me feel like i have to improve but. i don't really feel like it at the same time. i just want to have fun#but. i also want my art to be more interesting and dynamic anf just. Cool i want to have cooler art.#i haven't really used any tutorials but. None of them are really just. suitable for me from what i can tell??? idk man. different artstyles#to the one i have.#it's. it sucks.#i hate it.#sigh#ive also been feeling more guilty about yhe art i post recently???#idk. it feels repetitive and i don't want that. sigh.#i also wanna draw backgrounds man i love backgrounds but they're difficult#nothing is stopping me from doing that tbh. i just. have been very focused on drawing characters and ive been lazy with them#thankfully background refs aren't difficult for me to use.#ouuuhggvgg art js a Fuck why do i do it#(it's so fun hats why)#helllk wajt i just realised the reason why this is happening is because the thing im reading has fucking banger art#You Fucker. whatever you're forgiven god your art is so goals hs.#maybe i can. hm#AART YAY!!!!
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does anyone else know about the human radiation experiments done in the US. i feel like they get widely ignored when the topic of human rights abuses against minority groups get brought up. they literally just irradiated people for "science" without their informed consent. i feel like this needs to be talked abt more with how people r like "the government is evil but they'd never be THAT evil" yes they have and will continue to be if it benefits rich white people
#sunflower's sorrows#radiation rambles#im radiation autistic but also a social worker and we have to learn abt how human experimentation laws came to be#bc of a lot of other injustices like willowbrook#but they never bring up the human radiation experiments#theyre so well documented and fucking scary to think about#the plutonium files
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reading scientific articles on human scent glands to write one scene of a fic. sigh. guess what fic this is for.........
#human pheromones arent real. but also people do like have a smell. underneath their perfumes and colognes and detergents and stuff.#like individual people have their own smell. you know?#anyway i just wanted to find out if there were areas where it was more concentrated or not lol#the answer is: it depends on what kind of gland ur talkin abt bc theres 3 kinds that science generally considers to b human scent glands#very fascinating and did not help me#lots of like scientific journal articles available online for free on this tho lmao#its bc its the evolutionary pop psychology schtick that pickup artists and other shitty men love#if u cant tell i dont think very highly of evopsych#bc theres no way to actually prove it experimentally in a way that u can generalize to any population in modern day#anyway thats enough of my former psych student tangent lol#talk#text#mine#and if u got this far and hadnt already guessed this was for#f: changer#au: strawberry sunday
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