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this website is too fucking easy you make a post about transgender gay sex or the skull and people black out and hit reblog

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"do you want women competing against trans athletes" yes? I also want women competing against male athletes. and competing alongside them. because segregating sports by gender is extremely shitty actually?

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Welcome, Ifa!

Finally the first Anemo tall male has come!

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when i was in elementary school i liked dinosaurs. this later changed to liking dragons. what didnt change is the fact that i was lucky. my fixation on "dangerous things that can hurt" gave me a way to fight back.

i was actively bullied. for the 8 years i was in thay school, my main harrasser was always. ALWAYS. in my class. i still remember his name. alex. fucking alex. he and his groupies would taunt and tease and bully me. i went to the teachers maybe 3 times because i knew that these asshole wouldnt stop just cause domeone told them to.

so i just. indulged. "dinosaur girl" yeah sure. i deliberately cut my nails into points, learned to screech like an animal, and exploited my lanky ass legs.

you're gonna taunt me and call me names? fuck you get clawed. throw rocks at me? guess im gonna have to chase you until you fall over.

i was violent about it. it didnt stop the bullying. but it did makr me a dangerous target to bully. and that included everyone even if i wasnt friends with them.

make fun of rob's speech impediment? haha, bleed actually! gracie's weight? you too!!

i was still excluded. the only friends i had were tentative and also neurospicy, and it was incredibly difficult to hold on to them because we were always in separate classes.

notice how the teachers did nothing? i dont know if they knew and just didnt care, or if no one told on me bc they were embarrased to get hurt by the nerdy dinosaur kid.

being audhd got me bullied. but it also got the bullies hurt.

nobody won. were likely both still traumatized by this.

it was more than a decade ago.

every piece of ""autistic representation"" in hollywood sucks not just because of the infantalization and inspiration porn but because movie executives always fail to realize the real universal autistic experience: spending your childhood slowly and unfalteringly realizing all of your friends not so secretly hated and/or merely tolerated you at best and you've missed every social signal about it ever

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I mean, do we know it WON'T work? 🤔

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did anyone else see that seal that just ended up on the street in connecticut

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Today's Seal Is: Blasphemous (2019)

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Thinking about Hajime...

About how despite regaining his identity, he'll never truly escape being Izuru. About how he'll always be a human experiment, a test subject, and above all - a tool. About how the Future Foundation will probably use him as a doctor and scientist and inventor and engineer and interpreter and psychologist and a hundred other things because who but he is more capable?

About how they already shoved the responsibility for all the remnants onto him. About how he's always responsible for their actions, always on call, always present and alert in case they need anything, or cause any trouble - he might be Hajime, but he's still first and foremost the Ultimate.

About how he must be constantly stressed, tired, exhausted - about how he's taking care of all his friends, helping them recover, helping them get over their respective traumas and repressed memories, and keeping track of supplies, and up-keeping the facilities, and providing medical treatment, and, and, and, and. Constant stress. Constant work.

And most importantly - thinking about how that stress is what keeps him. It's what stops him from spiralling back into the boredom, into the dull dredge of predictability. The chaos caused by the remnants is what allows him to hold onto his identity as Hajime, as a person.

His very human nature is tied to the stress caused by the exploitation of his inhuman experimentation.

Insane.

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After months without animating, I present to you my new masterpiece: wiggly bouncing babies. This was created during last night's livestream with my Patrons and it was way too much fun xD

Drawn in Procreate and animated with Spine 2D.

Snippet of the livestream (public view)! Sometimes, you gotta find joy in the little things.

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a comic about a boy

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see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

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i keep thinking about this picture like the pure cunt of it all shakes me

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Pukicho,, My Lord, more art please...the peasants, we beg for your delightful crumbs

I am just drawing a lotta boxes and ellipsis and shit. AND failing at anatomy. But I just now finished a little face drawing that I did without reference:

So there's your week 2.5 Pukicho art update. My brute-forcing of art continues.

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*offers you a cigarette except out of a crayon box and it's a crayon*

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Former storyboarder Lyle Partridge just posted this on twitter

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the world's smallest carnivore is called the "least weasel" 😭😭 i'm dying but like if it's the smallest carnivore then it sure is the least amount of weasel you can have 😭😭😭