#Am a lonely girl
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Last Song Listened To:
Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz
Favorite color:
What, you want me to pick one?!
....nah
Black, Purple (#7c3bf5), Mint Green, Bright Green (#26d463), Orange, Metallic Silver, Yellow, Coral/Salmon (#ff6969). And a bunch of neon colors.
Last Movie:
The Avengers
Sweet, Spicy, or Savory?
....Savory. I can have a maaajor sweet tooth at times, yet usually savory is the way to go.
But have you considered Sour? Lemons, Limes, Balsamic Vinegar, Pickle brine... etc.
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Relationship Status:
Half comfortably/half despairingly a single pringle. I got a crush, though, that I am currently good friends with! I'll work my way up from there.
Currently, he is romantically interested in no one, sooo I'm fine being friends. I enjoy his company.
Last Thing Googled:
Not counting the hex codes for the Favorite Colors Answer I had to Google so I could accurately depict the specific shades I'm fond of...
The last thing I Googled is "exhausted synonyms"
I was exhausted while searching that. XD
Current Obsession(s):
Literally anything Alan Becker related!!
And a fanfic series I am working on called Super Sticks. (:
Tag nine seven people:
How many friends do you think I have?! XD
@fantarules677
@jellyfosh
@styck-figure
@aannonn
@zetaeta87
@greennerdbird
@theofficalrocketcorp
I would also tag Zofi, but she tagged me first, lol.
Well, that was fun! Thanks for the tag, Zofi!!
😄👍
Nine people I'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @meghawhopp <33
Last song: Down by the River by Borislav Slavov from the Baldur’s Gate 3 Soundtrack (or more specifically the cover of Down by the River by Nerissa Ravencroft)
Favorite color: Blue and purple!
Last movie/TV show: Seinfeld, I’m currently on season four!
Sweet/spicy/savory?: I have a huge sweet tooth, so sweet things
Relationship status: Single
Last thing I googled: I searched up the show “Arthur” because I was trying to find that one meme where Buster was like “You really think someone would do that, just go on the internet and spread lies?”
Current obsession: Fragaria memories and tears of themis mostly^^
Tag Nine People: @kyaruun @xinieeee @deadmansbistro @florapot @hunita812 @scuffle-with-spirals @rexonalapis @maxellera @manicpixiedoomedgirl
#I just baaarely gathered seven names together#I would tag some AO3 friends but my no know all their tumblrs#Am a lonely girl#T w T
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Me and who?
#metal#metalhead girl#metalhead#i am alone#i am lonely#black metal#death metal#thrash metal#heavy metal#hell is a teenage girl#goth#goth girl#goth goth#goth guy#goth alternative#alternative#alt#alt girl#i need a boyfriend#or a girl#gothic#alt couple#goth couple#metal couple#goth love#boys with long hair#this is what makes us girls#pls talk to me#me and who#me n who
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I should just stop existing
#..Death.and.Decay.#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#sad thoughts#i'm so lonely#depressiv#i wanna die#sadgirl#i just wanna sleep#i'm going insane#i'm just a girl#i'm sorry#i'm tired#i'm so tired#why am i like this#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually cluster b#fp bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff
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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨
#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so#it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways#and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor#the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze#he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face#I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for#I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out#I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us#“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone#“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves#whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy
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Ronen's Instagram 9/23/2024
#I am the happiest girl in the world!!!!#Look at TK with Lou 2 and a “Hey baby”!!!!!#And the ring!!!#Ohhh nooo what's going to happen here?!?!#911 lone star#tarlos#911 lone star spoilers#ronen rubinstein
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Do you still love me?
#love me#666 satan#darkness#666#aesthetic#gothic#dark aesthetic#alternative#dark art#ave satanas#the devil in me#dark romance#romance#romantic#dark red#bloody heart#cw blood#tw blo0d#tw blood#blood kink#pale girl#creepy girl#evil girl#lonely girl#alt girl#living dead girl#creepy girls#i am slowly going insane#dying inside#im going insane
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I promise no one will miss me when I’m gone. They didn’t even miss me when I was alive.
#life#tired#no one understands#chànesedice#self love#fuck life#i hate my life#i hate it#dead#death note#sad but true#sad#lonely#all alone#die alone#alone#heart broken#broken spirit#no love#no one cares#grieving#life quotes#severe depression#depressed#lonely girl#all by myself#all by my lonesome#so tired#i'm tired#i am tired
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I made more.
#I really hope nobody gets mad bcs of this KAHDBWBSJ#I can't let go of that tiny panel#I have even more ideaa I want't to draw about this#GIVE ME A CALL IF YOU EVER GET LONELY#I'LL BE LIKE ON OF YOUR GIRLS#usagi yojimbo#miyamoto usagi#tomoe ame
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DARK SHADOWS AND THE TELEVISION CODE, part one.
#dark shadows 1966#dark shadows#vintage television#television history#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ re: david collins. ┊ he's just been afflicted with the family disease. he's been seeing ghosts.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ re: burke devlin. ┊ I am stranded in a hungerland of great prosperity.#➤ re: carolyn stoddard. ┊ never the same girl twice.#➤ re: laura murdoch collins. ┊ I want to watch a girl on fire with ruin on her lips. I want to see everything burn.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ elizabeth collins stoddard. ┊ I belong to the house. the house belongs to me.#➤ roger collins & laura murdoch collins. ┊ to tell me that I had already a wife is empty mockery.#➤ roger collins & carolyn stoddard. ┊ because we're not just an uncle and a niece. it's something else.
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also quite obsessed with karl being as detached from the story as he is. there's nothing that makes him have to be the detective that has to be involved, but he unknowingly dooms himself by agreeing to work with the KYAL cult. every other detective basically deals with elias head on except weissman, who only meets him right before he kills him. like he's right when he says "by my choices" because everything that leads him to being mixed up with the mannix cult is himself. it's the gambling debts and the choice to do the dirty work for an organisation he knows nothing about. he's the only one that doesn't encounter that body doing police work and it's specifically because he's told to cover it up. he gets himself into the mess and eventually fixes it but the fact that esther always dies in the doomed timelines and he's always too late even if he starts wanting to change things ("till this child. esther.") it just makes me very ill
#sorry jane who heard this on her dms but now im posting it to tumblr cause im having a category 5 woman moment. AND ALTERNATIVELY:#i am also EXTREMELY obsessed with how its a time loop and the idea (so sorry tumblr user whose post i have lost and was inspired by)#weissman was just so fucking hard to deal with that they made sure that he was in their pockets. i just like the idea of the loop--#--having like. fixed points that elias would need to ensure the dystopia (body is covered up/the investigation closes/etc) but#how they get there is a slightly slower process and the earliest loops were the messiest/most unpredictable#and what we see in the show itself is like. the most streamlined version over hundreds of loops and attempts#so karl specifically. lonely that he is and determined to survive. AND with a cruel streak against people he doesn't like#kept nearly blowing their operation so they began to incorporate him in it instead#there's also another tragedy in there if /esther/ is what they realise works best against him..#just love and kindness for a girl that weissman comes to see as family and they immediately exploit it after learning during an early loop#im ignoring specific plot points here (polly seemingly panicking when esther shows up at the station) but I DO NOT CARE.#THERE'S ANGST HAPPENING RN. IM CREATING SCENARIOS TO HURT ME#now if i could write coherently this would be written as a fic but im stuck writing too long textposts#karl weissman#bodies 2023#bodies netflix#sorry to the other detectives. weissman in particular is my babygirl who i devote most of my brainpower to#personal
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Can you tell us your the reasons for why you like Papyrus? (I’m sure you’ve did this before xd, but I always enjoyed rambles about Papyrus. Hope you’re well!)
oh it is 100% his whole loneliness thing. growing up i was a chronic friend group hopper all the way from kindergarten to 8th grade and then by high school that didn't work anymore so i just kinda didn't have any genuine friends for basically that entire 4 years. so hyperfixating so hard on a character who's basically completely centered around that struggle helped me feel a bit less hopeless about it. the funny thing is i think pre-undertale papyrus actually had more friends than i did back then but like its the little things
that's why this fic that i'm gonna plug again hit me so hard tbh. shit sucks when you're trying so so hard to be friendly and engage in other people and then you get to a point where you have to realize they're not at all interested in returning the favor, even if they're not overtly rude about it or anything, they just don't care to get to know you any deeper than surface level convenience and it gets real hard to not let yourself get angsty about it lmao
i do think that while sometimes i wish i hadn't been given such free internet access as a kid i'm still really lucky that i was able to be exposed to undertale when i was. it's such a unapologetically hopeful game that i'm sure it absolutely impacted the way that i think about things today in terms of optimism and the ability to turn bad situations around, and papyrus plays a huuuge part of that entire message. if it weren't for him, i'm honestly not sure if i would've had the drive to keep trying to connect with other people even when it didn't work for so long.
so tl;dr thank you funny little skeleton man for constantly reminding me that making friends is still possible even when your demeanor is frankly weird as fuck. sometimes you just gotta keep truckin until you find your people even if it takes a while
#trousled rambles#emphasis on rambles#ew this is sappy as hell who put this on my blog dont read this ewwwwwwwww#btw now that i'm in college i finally ended up with a group of friends who actually make me feel like they want me around regularly#so it really is possible i promise :> yeah i woulda liked if it happened sooner but i've never had this many friends before in my lifeee#that being said do u know how annoying it was to hear those fuckers thought i was cool in high school but were too scared to talk to me#i was wearing the same 3 black hoodies every day and used to have a keychain with enough charms that could probably be a weapon if needed#i was a LOSER just TALK TO MEEEE#i'm not gonna act like i was nearly as outgoing as papyrus bc i kept to myself a lot especially in my senior year#and that's because papyrus did not cure 12 years of social anxiety/isolation. but at least he helped me be less emo about it yknow#for a while i actually thought The Loneliness didnt effect me as bad as it did him but tbh i was just repressing that shit lmao#man when the 10 year undertale anniversary comes around we're all gonna be destroyed huh. it will definitely kill me#anyway thank u toby fox for showing 11y/o me that things could work out if i just didnt give up. also make papyus the knight pls ok byeee#oh edit one more thing i havent quiiite psychoanalyzed myself or her enough for me to be certain of this yet but#im pretty sure this is also why i am very drawn to susie in deltarune. lonely skeleton but a blunt teenage girl instead like okayyyy
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I feel eternally alone
#depressing shit#sad thoughts#i'm so lonely#depressiv#i wanna die#sadgirl#i just wanna sleep#i'm going insane#i'm just a girl#i'm sorry#i'm tired#i'm so tired#why am i like this#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd vent#cluster b#girlblogging#i hate it so much#i hate it here#i hate this#i hate everything
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✨ the actual 2024 Oscar winner for Best Picture ✨
#yeah i can still trash shit post#some things never change#would love to get my witch hands in#some people are just blessed by the hair gods#whereas mine needs to be coddled like a colic -y baby to look presentable#thx dad#Unicorn Clutterbuck over here#nigel and laura knew some magic no one else will ever understand#*runs hand through it like it's a wheat field and i'm a sad lonely farm girl who only has a bitchy horse...#...and a dream of 'not just bein' a wife momma'#is it friday yet#A N E S T#as a well know bird lady i am nesting
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i love Wanda Maximoff but not in the way wandastan love her "she's sooooo powerful she could beat ur fav actually 🤓☝️" and not in the way Kevin Feige wants you to know her "she is crazy and can't control her powers🥴🙄" but in a way I see her "she was a kind and soft person who hated conflict and violence but was born in a shitty country and she is (unwillingly) gifted a power bigger than her so she was exploited by everyone....and she wants to be love and accepted until she find someone who is an outcast (vision) like her and then he died and she's lonely again she try to move on but she can't until she had a breakdown and finally her loneliness and Years Mental turmoil finally take a toll on her and she finally breaks"
#this post doesn't make any sense but oh well...#I love wanda Maximoff more than i love my own family...#shes literally me#i have powers too ( i can draw anything in a shitty cartoon style)#Were both delusional and lonely#i am weirdo like her...jbol#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#mcu#marvel#wanda maximoff did nothing wrong#wanda maximoff x reader#rant#wanda ramblings#Maximoff girl ramblings#txt post
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pov, we’re in different cities and you ask me to send you a selfie 🖤
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Look at me
#look at me#666 satan#darkness#666#aesthetic#gothic#dark aesthetic#alternative#dark art#ave satanas#the devil in me#hail satan 666#satan loves you#the satanic bible#i love satan#satanist#the satanic verses#hail satan#satanism#satan#scary stuff#i am slowly going insane#dying inside#im going insane#i am insane#creepy girl#evil girl#lonely girl#alt girl#living dead girl
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