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Random thing I said today:
"You need a full horse to get a full house"
#random posting#i was playing poker with a friend#Also prior today#i taught her chess#along with#black jack#poker#and#texas holdem#is this a world record?
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>"cluster b demonization isn't real! you're just making that up because you're attention seeking and wanna be a victim!!!"
>open internet browser
>"how to defeat narcissists" article is on the front page in the health tab
#🫀.vents#it's real guys#they're pedaling that shit out to the masses#also yes this actually just happened. my bf opened his laptop to order groceries and we saw that#with no prior search history#it was just there. everyone who uses that browser probably got that article today#fucking infuriating#cluster b#cluster b safe#npd#actually npd#npd safe#npd stigma#cluster b stuff#mental health stigma#bpd#hpd#aspd#cluster b pds#npd stuff#actually narcissistic#mental health support#cluster b personality disorder#bpd safe#aspd safe#narc abuse isn't real#narc abuse believers dni#narc abuse truthers dni#narc abuse does not exist#narcissistic personality disorder
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My first 15 hours in Death Stranding
#conscydraws#death stranding#sam porter bridges#illustration#artists on tumblr#video games#meme#when i went out today the weather was pretty much like that. worse even.#i came back in 10 minutes fully soaked#thought how nice it would be to have clothes alike Sam's#it's also fair to say that i'm slowly moving towards a personal artstyle#been playing with lasso and airbrush and found out that it's much more effective and quicker than anything i did prior#which means i will be able to make moar art! :))))#about the illustration. i was keeping one particular location in mind from the first part of the map. there i died several times#although i depicted the stones not so accurately can you guess where it is? 😁#i still haven't finished the game btw#death stranding fanart
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i was rambling to a friend about my hear me out on sebastian to the point where i had to explain to them about his backstory, and that got me thinking..
why was he z-13?
13 is known everywhere as the unluckiest number; regardless of where you lived or what you believed in. and urbanshade might have a numbering system on how they classify their z-entities, but it also shouldn’t be a coincidence, right?
did they give him the number 13 because of how, while successful, unlucky his transformation had made him — only for months down the line to discover that he was, in fact, not guilty of his crimes? or were they the unlucky ones as they would never expect on what was to come in the future?
#ramblecho#pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#one could also tie this to urbanshade and their deals with the underworld but i cannot make that connection sadly#roblox pressure#sebastian solace x reader#roblox sebastian solace#roblox pressure sebastian#pressure roblox sebastian#sebastian solace pressure#sebastian pressure#pressure sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#roblox#short drabble today have a lot of stuff on my plate rn#i’m also not active in the server so idk if anyone else had pointed this before prior to me </3
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they made him the GM and Fulfillment ETL. he's very tired.
#solas#retail rifts#help i am putting this man in the worst situations#also fighting the urge to go apeshit and delete every art i did prior to today bc im in a mood#pina art
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HAPPY ART BIRTHDAY!!!
ignore how im 2 days late this took 35+ hours i speedran as fast as i could
#is the silly lil dance#but like in three poses#cos animation is hard#it was a year ago today [well a few days ago but shush] when everyone chanted “go white boy go” at their screens#and also post it#which was silly#might skip the art i had planned for Nerd... cos its already grew on me day & i gotta make that AND not perfect#and fine im fine#and the other stuff ibwas working on prior#ough#to much ideas not enough time nor abilities. head in hands#chonny jash#cj tmph#-atlas art-#chonny jash power hour project#idk tags
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Hey yall I dont wanna damper anyones day but @bellaaldamas brought to my attention that trolls potentially messed with Angrb*da’s searches on google to flood it with only mentioning the wh*tew*shing m0d that got deleted back when the PC version came out. This might very well be the case since prior to that, it wasnt ONLY mentioning the mods or mentioning something like that AT ALL. Not to mention the wh*tew*shing m0d picture is one of the main images you see if you search her up. What the actual fuck. Its bad enough theres troll activity or just negativity when you search her up regardless but this is next level deranged. What really confuses me so much is that most people literally dont know, care or even like this mod as much as these trolls are pushing so what exactly is the goal and did they think nobody was gonna notice either?
Maria found more info and apparently you cant even put the mod in the game. The only point of it was to be a model of anti-woke/sweet baby inc. similarly to that of the horrendous angrb*da facetune that predates it 😐 it serves no purpose outside of it being a model so it was literally a FAIL and come to find out, the creator of the mod doesnt even know or care about god of war. WTF.
#If you saw a post like this prior to today no you didnt.#I would NOT have cared about any of this had it been some obscure website by the way. I dont want to give any attention to shit like that#Also left the reblogs off and censored stuff just in case sorry guys EDIT: i put it on for now#all of this over a FICTIONAL CHARACTER.#how are you that mental?#Imagine going the extra mile over a 14 y/o video game character who is not even that popular to begin with but is enough#To hurt your feelings because you find it outrageous that shes black and atr*us’s girlfriend.#And now after the election everyone acts like they are allowed to be weird like girl im not allowing shit tf 😂#We have been literally trying to reverse the results since we learned of it because why?#At this point the people that love to shit on her are her fans because no way youre “bitter” that shes black and still think about her#3+ years since her reveal.#If you really hated her that much you wouldnt do all of this theres just no way#Not putting their tags in.#god of war ragnarok#god of war
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ID in alt!
A little something for Deltarune's 6th anniversary and a way to say im still working on this even though its been ages (though im sure everyone in this fan space is used to that kind of thing lol)!
happy birthday deltarune, i look forward to seeing where this story ends up no matter how long it may take! :D
#froxposting#froxart#described#deltarune#fotf#folly of the fountains#no character tags this time since theyre just silhouettes#also im not actually certain i ever posted anything containing the new logo i did for it. so yayyy lil debut for that thing!!!!!!#i like how it turned out!!!!!!#ive had the sketch for this sitting in my wips for.#i hesitate to say........ Two Years.#ummm notably did not have this complete prior to today. i literally forgot that i wanted to revisit this and then frantically sat down#and finished it in 4 hours LOL#anyways. Yea this shit is still kickin. its currently the top creative priority of mine so hopefully i can get this train rolling soon!
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I think a lot of the reason I sorta stepped back from this place was recognizing you can do everything 'right' as a female OC but it just does not feel like enough. You can have constant pretty graphics, pretty prose, try to extend outwards but after awhile you do feel like banging your head on a wall. It's jarring to see whenever I hop onto my Satoru or multimuse, there is a complete interest primarily cause they're male dominated. It's demotivating while also making me think I've sunk in four years with Sayuri, the people who are interested in her I cherish so deeply, but continuously having to assert she is my main muse also gets me exhausted. What's ironic is the traits of her being petty, cold, or nasty are often liked on male characters which makes no sense ???? The community talks about being different or treating female OCs / muses with respect yet can't seem to act upon it.
#OUT.*#// today it's kinda made me sad recognizing this#// while also feeling like there is this competition or constant need to make her 'approved'#// like I don't understand the mentality and I do feel it's become worse as prior when I started her
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normal about rest stops
#to be clear this was an obsession prior to reading a specific book lmao#also the traysi colors today… slay
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I think sometimes we need to remember a books context
#this is about Stephen king#yes the author was high as shit on cocaine#which is probably why he wrote such horrific scenes#but also#a lot of women were stay at home wives even in the 80s#so yeah jacks wife didn’t leave him when he broke their sons arm#because leaving an abusive relationship is hard enough today#let alone in the 80s as a woman with no support or financial independence#you’re a teen in the 70s and your parents beat the shit out of you and you want out but you’re ugly and awkward and you find a car#and it’s ugly too but you can fix it up and you can see it now#so yeah you buy it and defend your decision against your friend#because you need some freedom#and some joy#the shining#christine#Stephen king#stephen king writes about human pride and error okay#honestly a lot of Stephen king stories are about someone in a rough headspace being taken advantage of#Jack was an alcoholic who was struggling to be a better person and the sprit of the hotel knew that#the boy in Christine and Carrie were both ugly and awkward teenagers needing a way out amd the evil gave them that#they guy in pet semetary had just suffered a horrific loss of his child and knew that there was a way to resurrect him#and he was being verbally abused by his in laws at his sons funeral prior#people in desperate places take desperate measures
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The apartments across from where I live had a flag out of one of the windows this morning. Was an American flag and the saying on it was something along the lines of “America, love it or leave it” and seeing that just made me so uncomfortable and also want to throw a fucking brick through said window. Do better.
#mine#text post#there was also another American flag in a window of the apartments right next to mine#and it hadn’t been there prior to today#and I’m just not doing okay with all of this#I hate it here
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"Star Wars isn't dead y'all are just haters" "Disney saved Star Wars" "It's the Woke Agenda that ruined Star Wars"
My mans, Disney single-handedly destroyed the Sequel Trilogy despite the Force Awakens being the gateway to something potentially fantastic; MCU'd the Mandalorian (a story which originally had nothing to do with the Prequel and OG Trilogy aside from sharing a universe and exploring a sect of a completely different culture/ideology); ego-boosted both Filoni and Favreau to the point where their OC Verse is not only canon but openly disregarding the Star Wars Universe Bible/Lore; gave us a snippet of what an extremely misunderstood indigenous culture is actually like (instead of portraying them as the savages one of the white leads mislabeled as animals that deserved to be slaughtered) only to then wipe out the tribe we got to know for no reason other than shock value thus alienating indigenous/poc viewers in the most disrespectful way possible; completely threw away the entire message of TCW (that being a clone does not make you incapable of being your own person who has their own thoughts, ideals, moral compass and overall identity) by making TBB (a show that does have it's strong points in set design, soundtrack orchestration and overall sound design, but is extremely weak on both characterization and storytelling because they either make the meaningful plot points stretch too thin or focus on the wrong character completely) their go to show marketed for kids instead of the actual kids programming that people shit on for being for, surprise, kids; constantly disregards valid critique from their consumers (to the point where infighting in the Fandom has gotten extremely ugly) that people either give up on interacting completely or simply vanish and take all their things with them (because no one seems to understand where these critiques come from, or how being unable to admit your special little show is imperfect is actually not a good thing for both you and others).
This isn't even accounting for the fact the Fandom seems to have doubled in it's overall toxicity since Disney took over. Which is par for the course when a mega corporation takes hold of something that started out extremely political in nature anyway. The Cash Cow machine needs feeding after all...
#Eps Talks About:#Funny enough this started as an argument between my sisters#One of which isn't a Star Wars fan and the other who is an OJ and Prequels fan#My mom (who was the one to introduce us to star wars mind you) and I watched from the sidelines#Mom didn't care because she doesn't like Modern Star Wars stuff but I ended up putting an end to the argument#My younger sister is right that Disney put too much emphasis on SELLING Star Wars to newer generations to a detrimental degree#but that doesn't mean they invalidate what came prior to their shitshow or the message SW was created to uphold#in fact Andor and SW Visions S2 made a point of being the best homages to the OJ trilogy thus far by being very political in their messages#But my older sister is also right that the state of Fandoms these days is very much a US vs THEM situation in terms of how people make#themselves heard and how meeting in the middle is virtually impossible which is very much a product of social media and how people conduct#their personal image via either genuinely expressing their feelings on certain topics or simply using them for clout#It is a case of locking yourself in a room with an 'adversary' and trying to see who can scream the loudest until someone loses their voice#I love star wars but that doesn't mean I'm blind to the fact star wars also kinda sucks lmao but oh well these are just my thoughts that#I'm letting loose because I'm already pissed off from something else going wrong today and have no patience for some of the rancid shit#that keeps cropping up in either tags or posts I find in and out of Tumblr Dot Com
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Made this coz why not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#deci doodles#genshin impact#might as well have some lighthearted fun before going back to the angsty fun#genshin ocs#genshin oc#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#Tartaglia#childe#childe tartaglia ajax#tesey neshchadymenko#kirena neshchadymenko#Illya neshchadymenko#tiziri#dmitry sobolevsky#also i only found out today Dmitry sobolevksy’s also the name of a dancer WODJCNWDOF#oh well too late#anyways his full name’s Dmitry Ivanovich Sobolevsky#he’s a butcher who works at his dad’s shop and also Illya’s childhood bff#/absolute menace who knows he’s the source of Illya’s gay panic#Tiziri’s the current successor of the matriarch of an Eremite tribe that Tesey’s started collaborating with coz textiles and rugs#he’s down bad for her but is aware from prior (failed) relationships that he’s got a lot of work on himself he needs to do#tag rambles
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#idk the prompt for today is 'path'#today was the day the inspiration died#i drew a self portrait#it symbolises me now years down the line realising i chose the wrong path when i listened to ummagumma for the first time#yes ummagumma was my first floyd album#i do realise that probably says a lot about me#anyway the self portrait was NOT good#so I'm making up for it by also posting my sketch from yesterday#inktober?#pinktober#actually#i might have played another brick in the wall pt.2 in concert prior to that exposure to ummagumma#but it was the ummagumma that stuck with me hhhh#maybe the real ummagumma was the friends we made al-#roger that's the horse
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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