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Random thing I said today:
"You need a full horse to get a full house"
#random posting#i was playing poker with a friend#Also prior today#i taught her chess#along with#black jack#poker#and#texas holdem#is this a world record?
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>"cluster b demonization isn't real! you're just making that up because you're attention seeking and wanna be a victim!!!"
>open internet browser
>"how to defeat narcissists" article is on the front page in the health tab
#🫀.vents#it's real guys#they're pedaling that shit out to the masses#also yes this actually just happened. my bf opened his laptop to order groceries and we saw that#with no prior search history#it was just there. everyone who uses that browser probably got that article today#fucking infuriating#cluster b#cluster b safe#npd#actually npd#npd safe#npd stigma#cluster b stuff#mental health stigma#bpd#hpd#aspd#cluster b pds#npd stuff#actually narcissistic#mental health support#cluster b personality disorder#bpd safe#aspd safe#narc abuse isn't real#narc abuse believers dni#narc abuse truthers dni#narc abuse does not exist#narcissistic personality disorder
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My first 15 hours in Death Stranding
#conscydraws#death stranding#sam porter bridges#illustration#artists on tumblr#video games#meme#when i went out today the weather was pretty much like that. worse even.#i came back in 10 minutes fully soaked#thought how nice it would be to have clothes alike Sam's#it's also fair to say that i'm slowly moving towards a personal artstyle#been playing with lasso and airbrush and found out that it's much more effective and quicker than anything i did prior#which means i will be able to make moar art! :))))#about the illustration. i was keeping one particular location in mind from the first part of the map. there i died several times#although i depicted the stones not so accurately can you guess where it is? 😁#i still haven't finished the game btw#death stranding fanart
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i was rambling to a friend about my hear me out on sebastian to the point where i had to explain to them about his backstory, and that got me thinking..
why was he z-13?
13 is known everywhere as the unluckiest number; regardless of where you lived or what you believed in. and urbanshade might have a numbering system on how they classify their z-entities, but it also shouldn’t be a coincidence, right?
did they give him the number 13 because of how, while successful, unlucky his transformation had made him — only for months down the line to discover that he was, in fact, not guilty of his crimes? or were they the unlucky ones as they would never expect on what was to come in the future?
#ramblecho#pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#one could also tie this to urbanshade and their deals with the underworld but i cannot make that connection sadly#roblox pressure#sebastian solace x reader#roblox sebastian solace#roblox pressure sebastian#pressure roblox sebastian#sebastian solace pressure#sebastian pressure#pressure sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#roblox#short drabble today have a lot of stuff on my plate rn#i’m also not active in the server so idk if anyone else had pointed this before prior to me </3
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they made him the GM and Fulfillment ETL. he's very tired.
#solas#retail rifts#help i am putting this man in the worst situations#also fighting the urge to go apeshit and delete every art i did prior to today bc im in a mood#pina art
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HAPPY ART BIRTHDAY!!!
ignore how im 2 days late this took 35+ hours i speedran as fast as i could
#is the silly lil dance#but like in three poses#cos animation is hard#it was a year ago today [well a few days ago but shush] when everyone chanted “go white boy go” at their screens#and also post it#which was silly#might skip the art i had planned for Nerd... cos its already grew on me day & i gotta make that AND not perfect#and fine im fine#and the other stuff ibwas working on prior#ough#to much ideas not enough time nor abilities. head in hands#chonny jash#cj tmph#-atlas art-#chonny jash power hour project#idk tags
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The speed at which i listen to podcasts doubles when i learn what episode the silly man in a suit appears in.
#I learnt today that up and adam appears in episode 11 of chnt#i have listend to four episodes in a day when prior i have been going for about one or two per week#It also happened with Kayne#i listened to season 2 so quickly once i learned kayne was in epiode 20#kayne malevolent#up and adam#camp here and there#malevolent#Soup speaks the bullshit
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ID in alt!
A little something for Deltarune's 6th anniversary and a way to say im still working on this even though its been ages (though im sure everyone in this fan space is used to that kind of thing lol)!
happy birthday deltarune, i look forward to seeing where this story ends up no matter how long it may take! :D
#froxposting#froxart#described#deltarune#fotf#folly of the fountains#no character tags this time since theyre just silhouettes#also im not actually certain i ever posted anything containing the new logo i did for it. so yayyy lil debut for that thing!!!!!!#i like how it turned out!!!!!!#ive had the sketch for this sitting in my wips for.#i hesitate to say........ Two Years.#ummm notably did not have this complete prior to today. i literally forgot that i wanted to revisit this and then frantically sat down#and finished it in 4 hours LOL#anyways. Yea this shit is still kickin. its currently the top creative priority of mine so hopefully i can get this train rolling soon!
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I think a lot of the reason I sorta stepped back from this place was recognizing you can do everything 'right' as a female OC but it just does not feel like enough. You can have constant pretty graphics, pretty prose, try to extend outwards but after awhile you do feel like banging your head on a wall. It's jarring to see whenever I hop onto my Satoru or multimuse, there is a complete interest primarily cause they're male dominated. It's demotivating while also making me think I've sunk in four years with Sayuri, the people who are interested in her I cherish so deeply, but continuously having to assert she is my main muse also gets me exhausted. What's ironic is the traits of her being petty, cold, or nasty are often liked on male characters which makes no sense ???? The community talks about being different or treating female OCs / muses with respect yet can't seem to act upon it.
#OUT.*#// today it's kinda made me sad recognizing this#// while also feeling like there is this competition or constant need to make her 'approved'#// like I don't understand the mentality and I do feel it's become worse as prior when I started her
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normal about rest stops






#to be clear this was an obsession prior to reading a specific book lmao#also the traysi colors today… slay
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Probably the wildest record haul I have ever been bestowed... after my dentist appointment, no less.
I FINALLY HAVE A VINTAGE COPY OF ANIMALIZATION aaAAAAAA MY COLLECTION OF U.S. ANIMALS VINYLS IS AT LAST COMPLETE ‼️🐾✨️ All from local record stores as well!
#i am still in absolute shock and awe....#one of the record stores i went to opened back in like 2021/2022 and i drove past it all the time and wanted to go soooo badly#finally had a chance to yesterday and..... wow.......WOW WOW WOW GOSH THERE WERE SOOOOOOO MANY. ANIMALS. WAHHHHHH.#so many animals THAT I COMPLETED MY U.S. COLLECTION OF THEIR LPs!?!??!?!#it was bound to happen soon since i just needed two more ('animalization' and 'love is') bUT BOTH AT ONCE??#got that copy of 'rudely interrupted' for my friend in england...... and also because seeing eric and alan on the front there........#y e a h i love them to pieces 😔 every day that passes i love 70s reunion!animals more and more THEY NEEDED IT. ESPECIALLY ERIC AND ALAN.#scoop found alan on that 'best on the animals' album 🥹#ORIGINAL 'ELECTRIC LADYLAND' PRESSING!?!?! THANK YOU CHAS?!?!?!#i never am able to find original jimi hendrix pressings anywhere gOSH GOLLY GOSH#hello kinks hello yardbirds#my mom was being mean to ray davies yesterday 😔#DYLOVAN REAL. i actually got the bob at a different record store and infodumped to the employee there about alan and 'dont look back'#the employee asked about how i got into the animals and g o s h did i tell them 🫢🫢🫢#DONOVAN EEEEEE finding an original copy of 'mellow yellow' made me sOOOO SO SO HAPPY#'hampstead incident' always playing in my head#and that randy newman album where i accidentally took a picture of the back.....#it's like 90% full of songs that alan and eric specifically covered a couple of years prior 👀 thank you for contributing to price-burdon#gOSH CRYING. SOBBING. SCREAMING SO LOUD STILL.#things i said today#not a second mag#thanks for helping me scoop <3#the animals#jimi hendrix experience#donovan#the kinks#the yardbirds#soooo sad that my manager who likes classic rock is on vacation this week i would've stopped at work on the way home to show him#alright time to find more of the animals' UK albums and 45s and original EPs 😤😤😤🐾✨️#donovan leitch
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so i took my car in today because i thought it might just need some more brake fluid and although i tried to just look at it myself i couldn't for the life of me figure out which part under the hood was the brake fluid reservoir without having to lean all over my car and get all dirty, so i figured i might just have to pay a service fee and whatever for the fluid itself...
turns out i need all new brake pads !!
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#i swear to god it's like my car knows whenever it's tax time#like 'hey can i have some money pwease? pweaaaaase just a thousand dollars for new brakes pretty pwease?!'#i guess!!!!!!#i kinda need 'em#jokes on you though because i haven't even filed my taxes yet#i'm gonna have to wait until next week when i get paid but they said i should be able to drive on them for maybe another month as they are#i had other stuff i was gonna do today but given the circumstances i decided to just park my ass back at home#mostly i've been trying to do some ~research of the local libraries to prepare for school which is starting....soon#but i'll just have to postpone my research for the time being#it's funny too because i was watching a tiktok the other day of 'what to do if your breaks fail'#i even almost scrolled past it but something told me to go back and watch#and now i guess i know why#fortunately i haven't had to use that information just yet#but dear god today whenever i put on the breaks it sounds like thunder#just a terrible sound for a car to make#prior to that all that happened was my break light kept coming on whenever i accelerated#it would go off once i'd been rolling for a little bit or sometimes if i'd ease off the gas and then accelerate again#and when i tried to research it myself that's where i got the break fluid thing from#really hoped it was going to be that simple but it never is!!#that's just the rules!!#so anyway that's how my weekend's starting off#not great tbh but it could be a lot worse so i'm just gonna be grateful this is something i can fix#(even if i really don't want to)#and just move on with it and hope nothing else tears up on this goddamn car#because it wasn't that long ago i had to take it in for something else so....#if i could go like....mmm a year maybe before i need any more expensive ass repairs i'd really appreciate it#tires i'm looking you straight in the eye don't you even think about it#i did have my follow up with my urologist today also and they did another x-ray#she said she doesn't see the stone anymore so i believe it did in fact pass so that's some good news !!#we're just gonna keep an eye on the one that's on the other side and still in my kidney
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ACTUALLY HAD TO GO FOR A WALK AFTER BANANA FISH 22 I FUCKING-
#banana fish spoilers#genuinely like. actual spoilers below like.#———————————————————#————————-/////————————-#I FUCKING KNEW IT#I FUCKING KNEW THET WERENT GETTUNG OUT OF THIS SHIT ALIGE#IF EIJI ISNT FUCKING MIRCULOUSLY OKAY IN THÉ BEXT EP#tbh if they didn’t actually commit to killing him id be a bit disapointed#but like. nah. this show perma kills people#FEELING A LOT MORE LIKE JMA GET MY FUCKING COWBOY BEEBOP ASSS ENDING AT THIS RATE#like. I’m so fucking - NIRMAL AND TOTALLY DIDNT ACTUALLY HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE SO I WASNT BEING SUPER LIUD#I’m so lucky it wasn’t like. -20 ass weather today#anyways this rant is a slightly more chill. Sarah so#but like. CMON. with the fucking Eiji teaching him how to say goodbye in Japanese#if this ends Romeo and Juliet style (which is the way I could kinda see Eiji being alive-) I will riot#fuck this show is good#fuckjkkkkk#also like damn they just felt like giving ash just a bit more trauma prior to killing Eiji like#fuckkkkkkkk#two more eps yall Jesus#fun fact: I did so not pay attention to the name of this el#it’s only going back now bc I want to find the theme they use at the end of the el
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Made this coz why not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#deci doodles#genshin impact#might as well have some lighthearted fun before going back to the angsty fun#genshin ocs#genshin oc#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#Tartaglia#childe#childe tartaglia ajax#tesey neshchadymenko#kirena neshchadymenko#Illya neshchadymenko#tiziri#dmitry sobolevsky#also i only found out today Dmitry sobolevksy’s also the name of a dancer WODJCNWDOF#oh well too late#anyways his full name’s Dmitry Ivanovich Sobolevsky#he’s a butcher who works at his dad’s shop and also Illya’s childhood bff#/absolute menace who knows he’s the source of Illya’s gay panic#Tiziri’s the current successor of the matriarch of an Eremite tribe that Tesey’s started collaborating with coz textiles and rugs#he’s down bad for her but is aware from prior (failed) relationships that he’s got a lot of work on himself he needs to do#tag rambles
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#idk the prompt for today is 'path'#today was the day the inspiration died#i drew a self portrait#it symbolises me now years down the line realising i chose the wrong path when i listened to ummagumma for the first time#yes ummagumma was my first floyd album#i do realise that probably says a lot about me#anyway the self portrait was NOT good#so I'm making up for it by also posting my sketch from yesterday#inktober?#pinktober#actually#i might have played another brick in the wall pt.2 in concert prior to that exposure to ummagumma#but it was the ummagumma that stuck with me hhhh#maybe the real ummagumma was the friends we made al-#roger that's the horse
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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