#Almost killed myself

[cedarin]

First time using sfm!! Hardest part? Exporting it and finding the file :D

Reference:

[chawsthetransfemdino]

Hey. Just wanted to come out and say something. If you EVER, and I mean EVER, need any kind of mental or emotional help, I will be here for you. I don't care if we are best friends or sworn rivals, I will still be here for you. Nobody deserves to be alone, so just please reach out. I will always answer and help you as soon as possible, you just need to reach out if you ever need any kind of help

[natsuterubrainrot]

haven’t been on here for a couple of days srry!! I don’t yhink I’ve posted for like weeks tho ermm… anyways art I did for my friends bday :33 phos from hnk and rei fro nge if they swapped outfits!!!! Yayayay

[chocolateflavoredjest]

I think about this every day. i HATE Deviantart.

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me 

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble 

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything 

[castielsprostate]

the confession scene but it starts with castiel saying, "i'm out of minutes, dean,"

[timeforsomeimprovising]

[llegato]

a redraw of something from 2020

the original version + the 2022 version

[kurthummeldeservesbetter]

tbh I don’t think therapy would have fixed Jayce and Viktor lmao. maybe would have softened their self-destructive tendencies but there’s no fixing that co-dependent relationship. Heimerdinger Mel and Sky are told “yeah, I can help treat their individual depressions but nothing is gonna reduce their co-dependency. I’m pretty sure separating them makes it a lot worse for not only them but much worse for everyone else. for everyone’s safety I suggest they’re not allowed to be more than a buildings length away from each other and even that is pushing it.” That therapist then quits on the spot cause now they’ve literally seen everything.

It’s like that scene in Brooklyn nine nine where all the physiatrists are observing and talking with Gina but instead it’s a whole crew of therapists and neurologists and physiologists trying to find out how these two men literally mind-melded together. They go to couples therapy but it’s literally just individual therapy held together because why tf not it’s the only way to get them to go.

[jupiterjelliez]

what do you want. im on my break

[fishareglorious]

Jessica is on the chat, she's just too busy asking Blonney what 'gay' means.

[mleprae]

Tiny ref for O'nekataniel (name meaning 'Great white one in craeumlic) one of the protags of Godpox alongside Ser-law-kauléth that still needs a ref, desesperately

One of the many macrophages (or Great swallow wings as they are called) in the body, O'nekataniel teams up with a virus she was meant to destroy to aid her in a fight against a cancer cell

yes, back paws are meant to be a bit bigger (they mostly walk on two) but i dont think i translated it well

explaining a bit the 'cell' anatomy in godpox

The cells are all living beings inside the space leviathan that are actively working to keep it alive, different from other organisms who are inside Tikíkí merely to breed and colonize

Cells are often referred to as 'Wardens' or 'True angels', though wardens is usually reserved for the cells of the immune system

while I'm explaining a bit of the anatomy of a warden/immune cell, keep in mind these can be applied to other organisms too

Orange: this is the 'Gene sac' the gene sac contains all the genetic information of an individual, unlike other life forms, angelical beings cells do not have nuclei, a specialized organ is used to produce all the protein that the body needs, this may sound like an optimzation nightmare, but keep in mind that these things are not meant to live for more than days. The cells of wardens are not specialized, rather they are extremely receptive to outside information, the gene sac continously provides information to all the cells for them to act a certain way, it knows how many cells it needs to do x task and momentarily cells can be easily reprogrammed to do something else, this means that they can change fairly easily, these entraces on their sides are meant for other wardens to transmit informations. These informations are read by the gene sac which them is transcripted to the body, unfortunately this can be taken over by bad actors, and its how virus can hijack a warden.

Yellow: the digestive tract of a warden, it runs through the gene sac so that useful proteins and other chemicals can be used, if not, they're stored in the golgi complex

Purple: golgi complex, stores proteins produced by the gene sac and captured by the digestive tract

[boxfullaturtles]

i know @rottmnt-residuum makes their own glorious memes. but i got timed out of Splatfest and my pizza isn't here yet. what else am i supposed to do with my time?

[3liza]

????

[uncanny-tranny]

Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.

[mourn-and-watch]

the way cole makes varric conflicted is so delicious i think. most of the characters are uncomfortable around him because they're genuinely terrified of demons and the fade and magic in general but varric is a completely different case. the thing is, he doesn't see cole as a demon at all because he doesn't want to.

he acts like he doesn't care about this stuff. that's a little weird kiddo around here and he wants to befriend him. teach him something even. why not. that's a little guy who's a little too good with knives and can't pick up a single social clue at the same time.

but there it is. the "he could have been a person" line if cole is made more spirit. varric is so upset about it because it's not like he saw cole as, well, a spirit who got a little too human. for varric, he was a human first, a weird kid second. the spirit part didn't even come into consideration because. well. it would make him question things. you know where it goes.

every time he starts bitching about anders he brings up justice. justice drove him mad. justice took over him. justice this, justice that. justice is a scapegoat because the thought that someone varric was friends with was actually willing to blow up the chantry and it wasn't just some evil demon's wish is a very unsettling one. varric's friends may be crazy but they're cool and make no irreversible life decisions of that extent, don't they? blondie turned out this way because he let a demon possess him and make him do terrible things. completely out of the blue.

it's either varric's ex-friend has never been driven crazy by some inherently evil entity and there was a whole other person around him all along and that anger he used to mock was coming from the same place as compassion's urge to become a killer or that little weird but kind kid he started to care about has never been and will never be a real kid. he can't have both. a bitter pill to swallow for someone who has never picked a side in his life