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Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona
And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble
That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything
#nimona#nimona 2023#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#he always looks so small in these scenes#like the light is going to swallow him whole#it almost looks like a little kid wearing his parents clothes#like he’ll never live up to the expectations society has placed on him#this man is so lonely for the whole movie#poor baby had to figure out everything by himself#he looks so tired in the second picture#the thing that kills me is in the last scene he tries to leave the bubble#but Bal shoved him back in#bubba looks ethereal throughout the whole movie#this movie man#it kills me slowly#I love it so much#I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep now#people from the rise fandom know I only post angst when I’m sleep deprived
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the confession scene but it starts with castiel saying, "i'm out of minutes, dean,"
#killing myself#god they should've used the out of minutes thing#i KNOW it was said as a joke but they could've used it for so much fucking evil#THEY COULD'VE MADE IT MEAN MORE#i'm almost out of minutes#i'm out of minutes#LIKE#ARGHHHH#because. to castiel? he is millions of thousands of years old. to him the years he spent with dean and sam and jack#they were minutes to him#and now he's out#NOW HE'S OUT OF FUCKING MINUTES#sjonnie.text#spn#supernatural#destiel#deancas#castiel
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#I almost feel bad for Antonius#Almost#but not really cause I wanted to kill him myself in Hold Them Down#Odysseus be slaying in the most literal way and we love him for it#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic odysseus#epic hold them down
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Maysilee the girl lost to time. Maysilee the girl so important to the story but very few characters will remember her in the end. Maysilee the girl who's entire generation was nearly wiped out. Maysilee peacefully slipping away from all memory along with her arena. She will not go down in history books, she's not important to the mockingjay narrative. But she was always there.
Maysilee, the true "ghost girl." of panem
#the hunger games#thg#I'm being emo again#Imagine the 50th hunger games arena being abandoned. Cracks forming along the fake walls. It almost looks peaceful. Like an#abandoned catherdral or graveyard. So many names lost to time. So serene. So quiet#Killing myself#maysilee donner#katniss everdeen#➴maysileedonner#“Ghost character.” trope would work SO well with her. Better than Lucy Gray imo#she's haunting the narrative.#haymitch's games#50th hunger games#second quarter quell
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✩ WEEKLY MONTHLY FIC ROUND-UP ✩
The fics I’ve read and enjoyed for the month of January. Reminder: This list features any and all ratings and themes. Please look at tags and warnings on ao3 before reading.
DC
Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines by SilverSkiesAtMidnight
He has never argued with a punishment, not since he was a toddler, if then. Surely she’ll listen, surely she’ll see this is too harsh, that he wouldn’t be disrespecting her like this if he was simply sulking over not getting his way. He needs that food, needs to be able to eat enough if he wants to be Robin.
He’s been hungry before, but back then, it never mattered if he was a little weak or dizzy. It never risked his life or the life of his partner when he was a kid.
She turns, sighing softly and pursing her lips. She reaches out to pat his cheek, and for a moment his heart soars hopefully, and he barely restrains himself from leaning into the rare bit of contact and soaking up his mother’s touch. “Oh, Timothy,” she tuts. “This is for the best. And honestly, I think it’s wise for you to cut down a bit on the snacks. I’d hate to have to listen to anyone tittering at the next gala that you’re getting chubby.”
And without another backwards glance, she turns and heads upstairs, leaving Tim alone and frozen at the bottom of the steps.
Day 6 - TOUCH AND GO bruises | touch starved | hunger
Screaming In The Dark (While We All Play Our Part) by WakingNightmares
The boy makes a choked off noise, but slowly, with trembling hands, he pulls the hood of his hoodie down. “I… I… I’m… Robin.”
Immediately, Oliver steps back, pulling the knife out of his bathrobe pocket.
Robin. There’s no way this boy is Robin. Logically, Oliver knows that ‘Robin’, protege to the greatest serial killer in American history, is young, but there’s been sightings of the boy for over a decade. The young man standing in front of him is Roy’s age. Robin, with over thirty suspected kills of his own, can’t be this scared, frightened looking thing standing in front of him.
Dick's kept his promise, and finally escaped with his brothers. Now he just has to figure out what comes next.
Cats and Communication by InkpotSprite
Damian wants to befriend Tim, but after their difficult start, Tim is more guarded than ever.
Then Dick says something that changes everything.
"Treat him like an abused cat."
And Damian does.
Clone Wars
one step back and to the left by sithlordbinks
Cody’s mouth is dry, words stuck in his mind. Which perhaps is a good thing considering in response to I think I may have you, all Cody’s brain is providing him is please do.
And it’s then, Cody realizes, that with the most inconvenient, embarrassing, unprofessional timing ever, he’s hard.
Kriff. Fucking kriff.
or: cody thinks he's doing Real Great at the friends with benefits thing with his general. spoiler: he is not…and somehow this saves the entire galaxy
The Hunger Games
17 Last Words from Hunger Games Tributes That Are STILL Echoing In Our Heads. Yes, Still. by ghostwriterofthemachine
It’s the most wonderful time of the year! We can’t wait until we can say Happy Hunger Games in earnest (only another month!), but in the meantime, we are celebrating the best moment of Games from years past. Make sure you also check out our list of the most iconic final showdowns and our favorite post-victory moments. What’s on the plate for today? Glad you asked! The Games are all about triumph, but they’re also all about tragedy (which makes those victories even sweeter). Today, we’re looking at 17 final moments from Tributes that we are still thinking about. To make it harder for ourselves, we could only pick one from each Games (so if your favorite didn’t make the cut, that could be why!). Some made us scream, some made us cry, and a few even made us laugh (you’ll see!). Read on!
A listicle from Capitol Buzzfeed.
SVSSS
FW: FW: FW: FW: FW: FW: FW: FW: FW: On My Time as a Student Under Shen Qingqiu by Margo_Kim
On the desk in between Yue Qingyuan and Shen Qingqiu was a printout of the email. Shen Qingqiu refused to look at it. If he tried very hard, he could pretend it wasn’t there. When the email had hit his inbox this morning, Shen Qingqiu had read it and reread enough to have it memorized, as he tried to comprehend the meaning of these words arranged in this order. The second that comprehension dawned upon him, he’d deleted the email then promptly tried to forget everything about it.
He wasn’t being very successful on that front.
The message, written with the extraordinary eloquence that Shen Qingqiu knew Luo Binghe was capable of, had been sent en masse to the entire faculty and student body. It stated two main points. Firstly, that Luo Binghe attested that Shen Qingqiu had never slept with, assaulted, molested, groomed, or was in any way inappropriate to him during his time at Cang Qiong Academy (thanks for the endorsement, Binghe!!). Secondly, that Luo Binghe was announcing this because he intended to marry Shen Qingqiu and did not want even the whisper of false impropriety to stain his Shizun’s name.
Original Works
Inheritance by Juna_R
Rulin discovers the house his cousin had left him came with three magical “dependants”. And they haven’t been fed since the day of the funeral.
#told myself it'd be easier just to post at the end of the month#and then i completely forget to hit post when the month was up despite this being almost done#work has been killing me this year in my defense :((#weekly fic round up#tagging for people who might be searching#but really it's a#monthly fic round up#my posts#sw recs#dc recs#misc recs#svsss recs
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For @intotheelliwoods 2al panel redraw event!
[click image for higher quality - textless version and original reference under the cut]
panel source
#tarts&crafts#my art#digital art#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise fanart#rottmnt fanart#tmnt#rise leo#2 arms left#2al redraw#why did i choose a whole ass scene to draw#why did i do this to myself snsnjsjs#think i almost killed my ipad
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Finished reading Dungeon Crawler Carl. Man.....
Bonus Donut sketch below + some rambling that I don't think is worth its own post.
Finally, after all this time my years and years of drawing warrior cats is finally coming into use. Hm, I'm still not sure how I feel about Donut in the first piece, was looking at the wiki and it turns out shes black, orange AND white. Ah well, not used to drawing Persians, but I'm statisfied with this as my first attempt. Hardest part is getting the expression. When making WC art, I tend to anthropomorphise the face for expressions, but I tried to go a bit more realistic here. Not sure if it worked well here or not. As for Carl... yes I know he's missing a tatoo or two. I'm on Donut's side here, he has way too many.
#I love them#i love them so much#Man and his cat experiencing the horrors#dungeon crawler carl#dcc carl#dcc donut#went into DCC almost completely blind#Did NOT expect Donut to be an actual character like holy shit#saw the cover and was like ah so she just the cute companion#BUT NO she is an amazing character with depth and sassiness#On board with the series the moment she ate that biscuit#Admittedly took me much longer to get into Carl as a character#If I had to pinpoint the moment where carl clicked to me#when he killed loita first time where i went yeah that mans crazy#Going through the books its insane how much every character has grown in such tragic ways#also also just love how characters say I love you in completely platonic ways#ok forcing myself not to write in tags now#Edit:#my art
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a redraw of something from 2020
the original version + the 2022 version
#sigh. no i am not a dsmp fan anymore this is just a redraw#my art#dsmp#c!tommy#c!techno#bedrock bros#ANYWAYS. time to get sentimental#i almost didnt want to post this because of that weird shame i have from enjoying this...specific piece of media#but i cant help but be appreciative to the series that kept me from killing myself lol#it felt so weird drawing tommy without all my post revival headcanons and i had to stop myself from adding all the white streaks in his hai#i never draw techno so this was tough#CLICK FOR BETTER QUALITY AUUUGGGHHG
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABO!!!
Sabo Week Day 7 - Sabo Day
i'm so so so glad to be able to celebrate my specialest little guy properly this year!! i care about him immensely, maybe even too much. he's got me in a grip for sure.
if i was a bit more confident in my phrasing and wording skills i would turn this post into a proper, cringy lovemail, but thankfully for you, i am not, so i'll let my own existence be the testament of my love for him instead.
#god im so happy im stimming so so hard#ive been waiting for this day since. last year basically#i can't believe this is my second year celebrating sabo's birthday... what the hell...#anyway back to me imploding bc of this stupid blonde idiot#im covering him in kisses#m hugging him so tightly he stops breathing#he deserves the worllddddddd#sabo week#sabo week 2025#revolutionary sabo#flame emperor sabo#sabo#sabo one piece#i cant wait to see all the other art for him.. im gonna eat so well...#im really sorry i couldn't offer anything of better quality myself but sadly. no time nor ability to do so#also fun fact about my sabo week scribbles: they were all supposed to have a light blue/sky bg bc of a theme i was trying to follow-#-in my head but then day 1 and 5 happened and i liked those new concepts more so. eventually there wasn't a theme anymore#and now all these sky and blue backgrounds look very repetitive but initially they were supposed to be a collection... a family if you will#okay im done rambling#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WOULD KILL FOR YOU#fool scribbles#< almost forgot my own tag😭😭😭#cw capslock
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Jessica is on the chat, she's just too busy asking Blonney what 'gay' means.
#horropedia#blonney#tooth fairy#reverse 1999#certified storm moments#i should have a tag for my homemade shitposts actually#r1999 shitpost#i'm never getting over the fact tf gets into a car accident the very first chapters of the main event and in the one dedicated to her#she crashed her car in the main one and hits a child and almost kills him in the worn teeth old marks one. that subaru svx has seen shit#also happy belated birthday to horropedia your autistic and transgender swag has captivated many#including myself
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Tiny ref for O'nekataniel (name meaning 'Great white one in craeumlic) one of the protags of Godpox alongside Ser-law-kauléth that still needs a ref, desesperately
One of the many macrophages (or Great swallow wings as they are called) in the body, O'nekataniel teams up with a virus she was meant to destroy to aid her in a fight against a cancer cell
yes, back paws are meant to be a bit bigger (they mostly walk on two) but i dont think i translated it well
explaining a bit the 'cell' anatomy in godpox
The cells are all living beings inside the space leviathan that are actively working to keep it alive, different from other organisms who are inside Tikíkí merely to breed and colonize
Cells are often referred to as 'Wardens' or 'True angels', though wardens is usually reserved for the cells of the immune system
while I'm explaining a bit of the anatomy of a warden/immune cell, keep in mind these can be applied to other organisms too
Orange: this is the 'Gene sac' the gene sac contains all the genetic information of an individual, unlike other life forms, angelical beings cells do not have nuclei, a specialized organ is used to produce all the protein that the body needs, this may sound like an optimzation nightmare, but keep in mind that these things are not meant to live for more than days. The cells of wardens are not specialized, rather they are extremely receptive to outside information, the gene sac continously provides information to all the cells for them to act a certain way, it knows how many cells it needs to do x task and momentarily cells can be easily reprogrammed to do something else, this means that they can change fairly easily, these entraces on their sides are meant for other wardens to transmit informations. These informations are read by the gene sac which them is transcripted to the body, unfortunately this can be taken over by bad actors, and its how virus can hijack a warden.
Yellow: the digestive tract of a warden, it runs through the gene sac so that useful proteins and other chemicals can be used, if not, they're stored in the golgi complex
Purple: golgi complex, stores proteins produced by the gene sac and captured by the digestive tract
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man this company IS pretty lethal huh.
i am full of a lot of thoughts about them in lethal company. so many. like pomni being a designated ship bitch bc not only is she good at it but they cant trust anyone else on comms. zooble dipping out all the time via death just to avoid having to do anything ever. and also being stolen by the lootbugs and baboon hawks CONSTANTLY. they gang up on jax to lead him to snare fleas just to shut him up, otherwise he shouts and attracts the eyeless dogs. god.
#tadc#tadc zooble#tadc gangle#the amazing digital circus#lethal company#my partner also suggested that zooble uses the ingame exploits like the old apparatus one#it gets patched and now they use it to die a quick funny death and sit in their respawn zone#someone saying something they dont want to talk about? appy exploit. jax wont shut up? appy exploit.#theyre just the 'im going to the killing myself store' the entire time except they get rewarded for doing such [doesnt have to play]#gangle hates all the entities that remind her of herself#the ones that stare or creep or stalk#she honestly hates almost all of them#EVERYONE hates the old bird and the jester.#zooble has a built in walkie and the cheap shitty flashlight which unfortunately makes them one of the main runners#gangle gets war flashbacks seeing the hydrogere#gangle chose the bunny suit both to mock jax and also because it makes a boing noise#zooble chose the piss yellow one because they dont care#they also have the fanny pack if ragatha isnt with the crew#yes this means they often lose all the keys bc they realize they hate the convo and drop down a pit#gangle thinks the maneater is cute and the nutcracker is cool#gangle has given zooble the shotgun so many times just to watch them turn and immediately blast jax#zooble likes the barber. no real reason. amorphous blue blob with scissors#abstragedy#almost forgot the most important tag
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#art by me. text added by dearest @valnizs#tw blood#blood tw#undertaker#black butler undertaker#black butler#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitpost#fanfart#ig#water posts#if this is a flop im killing myself i almost pissed laughing at this bro
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I notice a lot of people (rightfully) complain about the Black Rose arc coming out of nowhere. I think the bigger problem was the Glorious Evolution arc. Once Viktor shows up in space with white hair, his and Jayce's story and the Anomaly practically bulldoze any grounding the plot has to the rest of the cast. It was so beautiful, but just as unnecessary in its execution too.
I firmly believe s2 should have stuck with with Act 1 with 3/5ths to 3/4ths of its runtime and keep that trajectory. Would that have made s2 infinitely better? No. The writers have weird priorities that bias them against actually examining the implications of their story. But they would have been forced to keep the cast together and are less likely to send them off to alternate timelines/pocket dimensions to learn lessons that didn't need to be learned in alternate timelines/pocket dimensions.
#arcane critical#i think it's fair to say the glorius evolution happened to happen#the minute i say viktor with white hair i was like “what are we even doing”#i had to force myself to take it seriously#and then by act 3 i was like yh viktor and jayce are the creators' real special boys as they wax on almost offensively#everyone else is irrelevant#mel killing ambessa and jinx and vi's final confrontation with vander are almost afterthoughts#like they were checkmarks on a list#s2 is a really expensive visualization for a story skeleton
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i know @rottmnt-residuum makes their own glorious memes. but i got timed out of Splatfest and my pizza isn't here yet. what else am i supposed to do with my time?
#gee leo how come you get to cause TWO disasters that almost kill everyone in your family?#i will see myself out thank you#rottmnt residuum
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