#Abuse//

[kiwifie]

I could never forget you.

[s1x-foot-deep]

NO ONE'S GOING TO SAVE YOU NO ONE'S GOING TO SAVE YOU NO ONE'S GOING TO SAVE YOU

[biomic]

man this is a lot.

[kommandonuovidiavoli]

I got to know what's going on with Nega!Joey and Nega!Wally. What's their relationship like? How is their home life? What was Joey doing while Wally was unavailable? How and why did Joey join DNK ? Would Joey even have remembered his brother if he went away for years while he was a baby?

Again: sorry for using regular names and sometimes putting "negative" before, I already have problems with spelling, and doing that with inverted names is just impossible (cries in chaos).

[Warning: abuse, manipulation, violence]

Before we start, a little thing: the DNK actually stopped existing after operation P.O.O.L., and the kids decided to create something that could resemble the KND... buuut never actually worked because kids in that world are just too bad. So they called themselves Kids Next Door but did little to nothing to save kids. Penny was the one that, after convincing Wally, would bring the DNK back and keep it running even after Wally got incarcerated again by the GKND, that, in this world, ACTUALLY want to save planets from unruly kids and cruel adults. They actually believe kids and adults can live together and cooperate.

That being said, let's jump to NegaWally and NegaJoey.

Their family is a mess. Their father never spends time with them and actually thinks they're just mistakes and hates them to the core. Their mother tries her best to take care of them and protect them from Sydney, who won't hesitate to beat them, Wally especially. In this AU, the main reason Wally created the DNK was so his father would finally calm down and look at him as something more once he would have kids work for him. It didn't work, so he just went on and became even more unhinged and cruel to everyone.

When he was captured and sent to the Broccoli mines, he had time to study a new plan to take control of his minions and the world again. Meanwhile, Joey was left in a worse household, his father being even worse, drinking and beating both of them. Joey would grow up resenting him, resenting his mother, who he saw as a "pathetic passive coward" and his brother, who was always brought up as a joke because he failed his domain.

He joined the KND to escape his house, and after a bit no one would DARE to joke about his brother, because he would beat the shit out of them. He doesn't talk, and doesn't know ASL, so no one can communicate with him... but Penelope.

Penelope was the first one who actually talked about his brother as a hero, as someone to look up to. She was the only one he allowed to talk about Wally around him.

Wally returned home at 17, after 7 years in the mines, and he looked... different. He was calm, collected, didn't look like the ruthless leader everyone talked about. Well... until he broke his father's arm in front of them when he tried to hit him. His mother didn't allow Joey around Wally while he was at home after that, and Wally didn't seem too interested in Joey. He was more interested in Penelope, actually.

Negative Sector V 2.0 would be the key to lure the normal kids and teens into their world again, but this time it was the GKND of BOTH sides that would help stopping NegaWally again and this time, they would put him into a catatonic state so there was NO CHANCE he would try and do anything else.

Years pass, the DNK are still running because Penelope kept them up, using Joey as she pleased since the boy was in love with her. He's now cruel, violent, a silent rage ready to strike, ready to do anything for her, even... find a way to free Wally again.

The plan was started by Penelope, Joey would take "care" of any guard around and Nigel would finally wake Wally up so he could take his final revenge to the world. Both worlds, actually.

Joey was having second thoughts, and actually tried to stop Wally. To keep him under control, Wally forced him to kill their parents and burn their house down, just to then love bomb him so that Joey would see him as the only person in the world to depend on.

It worked.

[bbrabbits]

had to deal with her screaming about me being a lazy piece of shit will never amount to anything and just berating me to my dad bc of custody shit forcing her to be here and then had to snap at my mom after bc i literally got fucking beaten up and she keeps making MY trauma about HER. how hard it is for HER that her children dont get along. AFTER I GOT FUCKING BEATEN!!! im so done im so fucking done i literally have to get the fuck outta here im in so much fucking pain i was never safe here but now ik i will literally be fucking k*lled if i dont leave. FUCK my ex roommate for damning me back here knowing shit has been violent in the past im so angry but i cant even grit my teeth or cope w gum bc my jaw hurts too much fuck my stupid shitty fucking life

[freyjuseggr]

i love ivan. hes like "i definitely was not abused. i am completely unaffected by my very normal childhood. anyway, alyosha, would you like to hear my thoughts on child torture? i think about child torture a lot" king

[trevwhorephilips]

OC Intro: Dakota “Cody” Ray Jackson

By the time Cody takes up residence in the Grand Senora Desert, she has already lived a few lives: distributor of prescription drugs to college students and fellow burnouts, favoured dancer in a particularly sleazy Liberty City club, almost-famous punk-rocker with an "attitude problem." Now, she's returned to something that feels a little more like home: a washed up trailer park on the outskirts of a big city. "Stable" was never really a part of Cody's vocabulary. When the going gets tough, Cody hits the road. The problem is that wherever Cody goes, there she is, and with more than a couple skeletons in her closet. Still, she's trying to put behind her the string of failed suicide attempts and exes that all mysteriously disappeared right before she skipped town. This is when she crosses paths Trevor Philips, the only man she's ever met that Cody thinks might actually be crazier than she is...

[dogstarblues]

i drafted a whole fucking post abt my notes on comfort levels surrounding sex (i hate seeing it in a film/tv/gif medium it feels literally awful) and like. i think im gonna be like this for a long, long time. and i'm okay with that. i dont think i want sex emotionally. and i def dont have physical urges. 90% of my sexual experiences were fraught. talk of abuse under the cut. at least i think it's abuse. :/ my friend told me use of this kind of silence was part of emotional abuse. i looked it up and websites said so it's just. hard. so? um. anyway.

im thinking my ex compounded my sexual trauma bc the really good passionate gentle careful sex was followed by a week-two weeks of complete silence and being shut out.

she would ignore all my texts and forward my calls. so i would keep trying. and then she would dole out little messages. and start answering my calls, saying she missed me. then after the one to two weeks were up she would hang out with me after another week of me trying to schedule things. then the sex. then being ignored. and if i Did Something Wrong or Upset Her then i was ignored for longer. sometimes a month long. once, for two months. and then we would meet up. and she would talk about how she loved spending time with me and i would bring her jewelry and she would praise me for it and we would have passionate careful sex and she would say i was one of her favorite people to have sex with and we would spend time together for five hours just talking until she felt like being alone and then i would leave and get ignored for a week to two weeks.

and it's like. i simply dont want to fucking deal with any of that. i dont want my body leveraged against me. i dont want pleasure leveraged against me. and i dont fucking get horny anymore. im over it! and i honestly hope im this sex-repulsed (i used to be sex-indifferent) for the rest of my fucking life because right now it feels like im finally free and unburdened.

[compassionatereminders]

The worst thing is that there is so much potential for exploring the horror of psych wards from the angle of medical abuse, ableism, forced treatment/drugging, loss of autonomy, power imbalance, demonization, dehumanization, etc, and YET the horror genre keeps defaulting to "insane asylums and psych wards are scary because there are mentally ill people in there"

[th1rdt3chnician]

who up hating pop psychology

[motherofplatypus]

This is how many bullets they shot on a fucking kid.

This post has been compiled in Record of Genocide.

[muffinlevelchicanery]

[fox-teeth]

Preview of Basilisk, my personal favorite of my risograph comics, and the project all my other recent medieval-inspired art descends from.

Styled after medieval illuminated manuscripts and printed using a custom color palette requiring 5 risograph inks (including metallic gold), Basilisk asks the question: what would drive a teenage girl to create a monster?

Physical copies available here (also digital here). To brag for a moment--this is my masterwork of riso printing and is even more impressive in person.

[kommandonuovidiavoli]

So, for negaverse... Tell us how Hoagie, Kuki and Abby were taken outta the picture, perhaps? I already know a bit of it, but it'd be cool to get a more in-depth explanation of the events that took place for your profile.

Fair warning: might've changed things around a bit, so this may or may not be something you didn't know! But probably yeah you did because I say stuff and forget I said it so I might just repeat things all over again... isn't social anxiety great???

In the Adult Negaverse, Kuki, Hoagie, and Abby are all deceased. Details under read more.

[TW: abuse, violence, death, upsetting topics]

Let's start with Abby and Hoagie. The two never got married in this universe, but they did live together and had at least Ricky. If, in the normal Adult AU, they're happy together and are great people and awesome parents, you can imagine how bad it can get in the Negaverse.

Hoagie is an abusive partner and father, who lets his anger and frustrations out on Abby and Ricky. One day he simply goes too far and takes both of their lives. Before the cops can get him, he takes his life as well, scared of the idea of jail.

As for Kuki, after Wally got taken in and rendered harmless, she found out she was pregnant. She kept it to herself and when the kid was born, she cared for them, without too many eyes on her. She actually got back to her family, and they were more than happy to help their precious daughter/sister (yes, here they're probably the best family around, she's just using them for their money).

Only one person knew about the kid, and that was Nigel, who kept an eye on her to make sure she wouldn't try anything bad (AKA, go back to Wally before he could).

After Wally got awakened, Nigel panicked that he would find out about her and the kid, and made sure to get rid of them as soon as possible. They were involved in a tragic accident in their house when a gas pipe leaked and made their house explode. All family members perished in that.

Wally never found out about her or the kid...

Until the final showdown with their positive selves.

But that's another story

[lgbtlunaverse]

The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.