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bitterbutblue · 4 months ago
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lingsha moments <3
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when you're close to me ☆ lingsha x reader
~ i hope u guys have been doing welllll uni is kicking my ass but ive made so many friends and im happy!!!!! clubbing sucks tho i do not get the appeal sorry guys and gays..
lingsha lovers i hope this helps the lack of lingsha content.., i am starved fr
song: on melancholy hill - gorillaz ~
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The idea of an eternity, immortality and a life that comes with no end has always been a fascination until it became a reality. Like to never meet your heroes, Lingsha wishes they had never been so ambitious and made their dreams a nightmare. She never cared for the idea of eternity, an idea of rebirth or reliving until she stumbled across you. Because now the idea of having to lose you haunts her every move, the idea of having to lose you haunts her every morning when she wakes up, when she touches you and feels the soft pulse of your heart beneath her fingers as she lays her hand on yours. She takes in the shape of your body, the shape of your face. She runs a hand up your arm, cupping your cheek with a light touch. The human skin is so soft, so fragile. You could bleed any minute, you could fade any minute and it scares her so much.
"Baby?"
Your voice snaps her out of her trance as you blink sleepily, trying to make out the shape of her face from the darkness that she has learned to embrace as part of loving because it's in the dark where she's most intimate with you.
"Mhm?"
"What's wrong?"
Her heart stutters at your hoarse voice, the hint of worry laces your words in such a way it has her wanting to hold you even closer. She acts on her thoughts, resting her head in the crook of your neck as she gently puts an arm around your waist. She feels you smile, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of her head as you wrap an arm around her shoulders, pulling her close to you.
Close to you.
It's all she really wants. She wants to wake up every morning to the sound of your heartbeat, your scent of shampoo and conditioner. She wants nothing more than to write your name in the very stars she looks up at every night so that she can see you every time she looks up into the night. Yet it haunts her, the inevitability of it all.
"Nothing's wrong."
"Don't lie to me, Lingsha."
She can feel your heart beating against her own chest, she can feel your arm tense slightly as move to look into her eyes and it's dark but she would recognise your eyes from anywhere.
"I love you." Is all she says.
She watches you hesitate, worry crossing over your face as you tuck a stray strand of hair back behind her ear. She will always smile when you touch her, even if it's something as simple as a graze of the hand or a touch of the cheek. She smiles now, the morning light barely peeking over the dark curtains and the two of you laying side by side.
"I love you most."
She just pulls you back down gently, returning to rest her head on your chest as your legs tangle together- you merge into one for maybe just a minute where your hearts beat together like a well oiled machine and for a minute she forgets about the briefness of it all.
"Talk to me?"
She shakes her head.
"Later. Just let me lie here for now."
A warmth blooms within her when you just sigh, pressing a kiss against the top of her head once more and she clings onto you like a lifeline.
"Anything for you."
The summer breeze has always been a reminder for Lingsha. The way the air cools during the night, and the cicadas quiet down as the sun fully sets into the evening. The evening nights held so many special memories with the person who occupied her heart, so many moments with your hearts intertwined and written in the skies above for all of the universe to see.
The night sky has always been ours.
A deep, shaky breath is released as she holds her bouquet of flowers tight, close to her beating heart. She hopes to transfer some of who she is into the flowers she holds in her hands as she reaches her destination. She smiles softly when she sees the faint outline of you, her heart twisting.
"Hello, my love."
She crouches down slowly in front of the tombstone in front of her, swallowing down the lump that has begun to form in her throat as she places the flowers down on the side. She takes a shaky breath in, trying to calm down how fast her heart was beating, how with each thump it slams itself against her ribcage, trying to break itself into pieces that would never be able to function the same way as it did before. She touches the edge of the tombstone with her fingers, feeling the rough gravel beneath her fingers as she sits down properly next to you.
"I'm sorry I couldn't come last week."
She leans her head against what was left of you, the scratchy rock being all that's left. She closes her eyes as she lets out a shaky sob, she closes her eyes as she tries her hardest to just feel a heart beating beneath her, to feel the warmth of a human body instead of the prickly grass and dry dirt.
"I miss you."
Is all she can manage out as she grips at the grass beneath her feet, knowing she could never feel your hand on top of hers again. Knowing she could never feel your fingers intertwine as you hold her close and tell her it'll be okay. She grips at the grass, feeling the fragile blades snap as she digs her fingers into the dirt below, anchoring herself the best she can but she's shaking now and she feels like her lungs are collapsing.
She just wants to feel your heartbeat against hers once more, but she knows it would just make it harder for her to let go of you- as if she could even do that to begin with.
"Come back.."
A hopeless cry into the night, begging for a reality that can only be seen in the past- a past where your smile is no longer as clear as it once was and your voice is muffled. You'll fade one day, even in her mind.
She wants to scream.
She just rests her head against what's left of you and closes her eyes- she just pretends it's you. She replays what's left of your muffled voice, she tells herself it's okay. She tells herself you're still close, you're still here.
You smile at her from the stars.
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fyreflakes · 27 days ago
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*Slides into tumblr* Heeeeyyyyy~ :D
I love Killer so much, I just wanna give him headpats <3
Also I chose to draw this while listening to very energetic music and it was fucking awesome XD
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This is the song
Just imagine drawing angst and just having this play in your headphones lol
Killer is married to it'sroxxanne/xnalian
He was also created by someone whose name I keep frogetting how to spell :, D I THINK it was something close to rafhabes?????? Something similier I think-
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n0n-sen-se · 1 year ago
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bats my pretty eyelashes at you
Sen I have a request!!
Im still sick could I mayhaps have some agnsty comfort headcannons with my fave boys Sanemi and Rengoku?
Thank you Sen!! 🫶🏾
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mayhaps you absolutely can anon! i present to you:
𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐒/𝐎 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐒𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬!
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includes ;; sanemi, rengoku, gn!reader content ;; angst, hurt/comfort a/n ;; i flatlined writing this so- anyway, considering i had no idea how to start these for a good minute; i think they're pretty good (!?) also sorry for writing so much (wanted to get it just right)so i can hope?
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☆☆☆ # sanemi shinazugawa !
gets nervous. extremely nervous- and angry, to the point that he's shaking with anxiety.
at first, the sight of you bedridden makes him frown. and he'll do it often too.
he's lost a ton of people he cares about, your not going to be next.
although he tries to act angry, or short with you sometimes. . . its just to cover up the fact that he's terrified of losing you. (or the prospect of it)
he'd like to be next to you at any given moment, grabbing you warm food and tucking you in to the point you can't squirm out. anything. but he just- he can't
hell, he'd take the pain from you if he could, without an ounce of hesitation. . . but he can only watch and wait. . . until you get better.
but most times he physically can't be there.
the nights he has to be away from you, he's carrying out missions for the corps and cutting/beating down anyone that gets in his way.
everyone feels his uncertainty and rage:
in the way he overkills those poor lesser demons, the way he shoves the kakushi out of his way, and going as far as fighting another hashira over it
like his violent outbursts- it's literally out of his control, on top of the fact that he can barely care for you himself when you need him most.
what was the point of getting so strong? those years of training. what was the point if he was so helpless?
when he gets the chance too (after a long night of work that has his muscles seizing) he'll climb into bed with you and just hold you.
listening to your unsteady breathing, and when he's sure your in a deep sleep, he'll cry.
soundlessly, but his body is shuddering with silent pain. . . and he's trying not to let his tears fall on you but. . . he's really:
❛sorry. i'm so sorry❜
eventually, he feels he owes it to you to explain all of his frustrations, and worries.
he waits until you wake up, waiting the whole night without budging or even thinking about falling asleep.
and when you wake up, he whispers it to you, hugging you tightly so you can't see his eyes watering up or his teeth grinding against each other. he feels like an entire idiot explaining it to you.
afterwards, takes a deep (shaky) breath and kisses you tiredly. who cares if he gets sick too, he's too tired to care.
☆☆☆ # kyojuro rengoku !
he's been around sickness.
he knows the signs. and he knows how to treat most things; come fevers, chills, aches, he can handle it.
what he can't handle, is how it makes him so uneasy.
when you get sick, its one of the few times you ever see him so serious and solemn.
feeding you, helping you bathe, cuddling up to you for body heat and comfort. anything you need, he'll try to be a whim away.
kyojuro knows a bad morale won't do any good for you, so, like always, he'll try to be the ray of sunshine you need. . .
but it breaks his heart every time.
when your sore throat breaks, when you groan from the aches, wince at the pain in your head. . . the fact you can never be comfortable despite everything he tries.
you'll see it too. in his face. the slight knot in his brows, the way his lips are pressed tightly together.
he's just so helpless, forced to watch and wait while your health is on the line.
kyojuro goes in and out of your room, fetching water for you, or soup- whatever helpful excuse he can make up- to go somewhere quiet and cry his heart out.
like the snap of his fingers, he's a little kid all over again. it reminds him so much of his mother.
its hard to pull himself together. he's rarely cried so hard before, so he sucks at covering it up. (his eyes would be puffy and his nose a little runny) at that point you'd think he was sick too
he always tries to hold you hand, squeezing you palm tightly in his. and he hopes its as reassuring to you as it is to him.
because he needs it to.
falls asleep next to you from exhaustion. (he's sitting next to you, head resting on the mattress) and somehow wakes up at the slightest noise you make-- despite his ear being partially deaf.
he always goes the extra mile to get your medicine, dedicated to you and your health.
tries to remind himself that it will be okay (and he tells you that often to) but it can hardly shake the worry and dread off his heart.
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naoa-ao3 · 4 months ago
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The Kids are Alright
Gemma's got a boyfriend and Cheryl isn't sure what to think about him. Worried she calls her brother but Gemma's new boyfriend seems to be playing a game all of his own and neither adult knows what to think. Is John heading off against another magician or is the boy just a little smarmy? When his niece is involved the difference doesn't seem so great.
Gemma's got a boyfriend and Cheryl is concerned.
The boy is nothing but smiles and friendly comments, he helps around the house when he comes over and he's everything she should be wanting for her daughter except he isn't. There's just something off about him. Something she can't put her finger on.
Maybe if things were different and Tony. . . well fuck if things were different then she wouldn't have to feel this way all on her own.
Alan however is always smiling and charming and she wants to like him so very much except she just doesn't.
Gemma get's angry when she mentions it. She wants to live her life and she wants to make her own decisions and Cheryl remembers what that's like. She wants to let her but Alan is starting to creep her out and she can't say why and that just seems to piss Gemma off.
She never imagined her daughter ever being angry. When she was a baby she seemed so happy but like all Constantines she eventually got her share of the bad and now Cheryl just hopes she'll finish school.
She wonders sometimes if Gemma can picture her when she was her age. She does know what it's like to be young. She had a whole world of hell to live with back then. . . she doesn't tell Gemma this, let her think her grandad was a good one. Keep the demons down and the doors locked.
In the end she calls her brother, the only person left now who remembers her at Gemma's age. The only person who knows what kind of hell went on behind their own closed door.
He's cheerful when he picks up, talking animatedly until he senses something's wrong.
"It's Gemma, she's got herself a boyfriend." She say's.
He laughs but it's shallow. "You don't sound too glad of that." He say's. "What's the trouble?"
She shakes her head and sighs. "I don't know. He just bothers me. There's nothing wrong with him, he's polite, he's nice, he seems to treat her right I just don't know."
"Does she like him?" He asks.
She sighs. "I've never seen her like this. Maybe that's it. She's growing up. I don't know John I just. . ."
Maybe it's her voice but he clears his throat, reminding her of when they were kids. "You want me to come by?" He asks. "Maybe meet the lad and see what he's about?"
She nods. "Would you?"
It's selfish. John is on the other side of the country. He doesn't need to come all the way here just because she can't the number on a teenage boy.
Who could though?
Yet he does come, right as Gemma and Alan get out of school.
He's in her kitchen when they come home and Cheryl see's Gemma smile. It's not the same smile from when she was little. She used to adore her uncle but Cheryl thinks in recent years she's started to get a little cold with him.
Maybe it's just moody teenage years, lord knows she had them herself.
It was different then though, back then she'd have done just about anything she could not to stay in the house. She'd hated it there. Her drunk dad and her brother always in trouble. She'd gone out with school friends and boys who'd thought she was pretty. Left them to the stink of drink and their misery.
John shakes Alan's hand and the boy smiles, polite and charming as ever.
"You must be the uncle." He say's. "Very pleased to meet you."
John shrugs. "Gemma told you about me?" He asks.
The boy nods, pearly, white teeth showing. "She did indeed. Gemma spoke very highly of you, sir."
Her little brother who used to steal her make up and use it for paints put's his hands up. "Easy with the 'sir' stuff." He say's. "I'm not that old."
"Oh no sir, didn't mean it like that." Alan say's and there's just something Cheryl doesn't like about him.
They let the kid's go into the sitting room and stay at the kitchen table.
"What do you think?" She asks, her cup of tea cold in front of her.
There's a chip on the table.
One of Tony's leavings.
John shrugs. "Seem's like a descent kid to me." He say's. "Trying a bit hard but that doesn't make him bad."
She taps her knuckles on the table. "Maybe I'm crazy." She say's. "But John I swear it. There's something about that boy."
He softens a little. "I'll spend a few days, try and talk to him. I suppose he comes round a bit then?"
She nods. "Funny, I've never met his parents. He doesn't really talk about them but they're kids so I try not to pry. . ."
John gives her hand a squeeze. "I'll stay a few days." He say's and she's glad of him, grateful for him.
Glad and grateful she's not alone.
She wonders if John knows some of the thoughts that live in her head, the memories and the awful little things from their childhood she can't forget. The paint on their front door and the floor boards that squealed. . . the anger inside.
She's made a good life for herself, had a family even if it's turned to shit of late.
John's the last link to who she was then and she's always loved him. She thinks he might be why she did so well with Gemma. . . she got a trial run on her baby brother. Had to raise him in some ways because dad wasn't going to do it.
Now she's just a mum worried about her kid and her brother is the only one she knows she can turn to.
She worries about Alan but she'll get her brother's opinion before she makes up her mind, after all mums are supposed to worry so maybe it's all just normal.
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tujhse-raabta · 8 months ago
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you -> reblogs angst
me -> this is what I follow you for pls ignore the tears
💕💕💕
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myanettes · 1 year ago
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Drawn to you - 3
This highkey took forever but it’s finally here, enjoyyyyyy
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thewyvernsoutpost · 2 months ago
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@gtaberr Conroy and Dusk moment
Writing Prompt #2884
"You know what? I fucking suck! Like, how the hell do you even put up with me?"
"Hey, don't say that about—"
"Why not? It's true. I know don't have enough redeeming qualities to keep around."
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broocksz · 4 months ago
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i drew all of the chromatic crew but delta so i thought i should change that + 0 effort doodles ajasfs
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killer sans by rahafwabas delta sans by animatedzorox cross sans by jakei95 color sans by superyoumna
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allthehumanflaws · 10 days ago
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DUDE
Do you think that Mateo and Rufus from "They Both Die at the End" by Adam Silvera are like the alternate universe version of Edwin and Charles from "Dead Boy Detectives"?????
see ittt see the referencesss
meeting at the last day? check saving each other? check staying till the very end??? check check check in love and it takes them time to realise that? CHECK
Mateo is Edwin and Rufus is Charles YOU CAN NOT TELL ME THERE IS NO RELATION THERE COME ON! "Maybe it’s better to have gotten it right and been happy for one day instead of living a lifetime of wrongs." Who said this? Who??? Was it Charles? It could be Charles, it very easily could be Charles. He could still say it ya know? Since Rufus said it, and Rufus is Charles in the another universe.
Dead Boy Detective Agency is the afterlife of Rufus and Mateo's dreams and you can't tell me otherwise or there isn't any!! "No matter how we choose to live, we both die at the end."
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zizzy-rie · 1 year ago
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Rock Monkies AU - Wukong's disappearance after the battle with DBK
How will Macaque react to this information?
"Liu'er Mihou knows Sun Wukong far more than anyone could imagine. After all, he did live his life for him and with him. He was his right-hand man, his other half, his husband... After learning what happened in the battle with DBK, Liu'er denies it. The staff was one of Wukong's most priceless possessions. He never leaves it behind... Unless... Liu'er runs to the hill. He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe anything bad could happen to Wukong... To his xingan... And yet, as he stands there at the foot of the hill, his very eyes see the staff, standing erect at the top, with no owner in sight."
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"The villagers trembled, hearing the screams. They thought another attack was going to happen. But it hit them, how mournful the sound was, devastation and despair thick in the scream.
It haunted them, almost as much as the Demon Bull King's roar."
- excerpt from a drabble @bogswell-kampilan wrote two years ago.
Yaling btw is Qiuyue's birthname.
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pauleentology · 1 month ago
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you can't just do this to me at 3am y'know *sobs violently*
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Beat He's always the violent dog. Beat Won't he? Beat He's always that, Beat He didn't mean to, Beat He swears. Beat He bowed down, Beat And he mourned.
The Bird Song
Hi guysssss
Sooooo I won't be active for a few days tom due to my mom dragging me ✨everywhere✨!
So, I'm very sorry for leaving you with whatever the hell happened here lol
You guys will know what's happening soon
I hope🥲
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ouabhs · 1 year ago
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I was an avid memory loss/amnesia trope hater until stephanie managed to sneak it into tbona and change my life
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aestheticallyvini · 7 months ago
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istg these taylor swift songs x satosugu edits ESPECIALLY with ttpd is gonna be the death of me
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POLARIS
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Disclaimer: I do not own Maliksi, or Makisig (the Tamawo bros). Full Credit goes to HC - @ask-emilz-de-philz. Please check out their blog for amazing art and the wonderful world of Planet Puto.
A/N: This one is the sequel to Rough around the Edges. The last chapter (Rough Around the Edges - Final Part) may seem rushed- honestly, it is. Not in a way that I wanted to finish it at that, but my ADHD brain sometimes gets sudden bursts of ideas that I need to quickly get into my drafts, however, my fingers are too slow to type everything. Those I didn't get to type is somehow forgotten or changed into something else, thus explains the inconsistencies in pace, typos, wrong grammar, and other imperfections in my writing. (No, I am not sad or apologetic about it. I have a lot to improve and I have all the time in the world :D ) Still, I am thankful for everyone who takes time to read the products of my mind. I love writing about Maliksi btw, I think his character is complex and simple in itself and I am absolutely smitten with him. <3 Love HC and everything they do, as well as my fellow Planet Puto fans and enjoyers.
((AND NO, I AM NOT HURTING YOUR HEARTS THIS TIMEEE))
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"Hey old hag, slow down or do you wanna get your second hip replacement right away?" Maliksi grumbled as he helped Amor's granddaughter, Maricela sit into a chair at the patio. She and Maliksi became friends- sharing their adoration for Amor.
Maricela has been old now and being in her 70's wasn't that enjoyable for her. She recently got hip replacement surgery and her grandchildren will be coming home from the city next week to take care of her.
"Oh, I'm pretty sure Lola Amor loved not getting this old. That woman died pretty." Maricela softly chuckled. "Thank you for visiting, Maliksi."
Maliksi scoffed. "Yeah, yeah. Can't have you tumbling around your backyard again before Amor scolds me on my dreams."
"Lola visits you on your dreams? Wait, you guys sleep?"
"If you were any younger I would've smacked you on your head by now. Ofcourse we sleep! We're not vampires! And no, she doesn't visit my dreams, that snobby little lady not even showing herself to me...even once."
"Not like you visited her when she was still alive!" Maricela burst out laughing.
"To my defense, I absolutely have no idea how time works outside Biringan. I didn't bother finding out before losing her." Maliksi softly answered.
"Atleast you're learning now. How's your Kuya Makisig? Still busy with his tamawo duties?"
"Yeah, as always."
"If you both didn't tell me everything about tamawos or explained how you guys' relationship with the humans work, I would've stayed there. I was crushing hard on your Kuya when I was younger." Maricela giggled.
"Well, you're a widow now want me to get Kuya to-"
Maricela, even being that old was still strong enough to playfully bonk Maliksi on his head. "Oh shush! Have some respect to your elders, how can you pimp me like I'm some kind of sugar baby wannabe."
Maliksi clutched his stomach from laughing too hard. "C'mon. I'm technically older than you by a lot!"
"You have a point. You should visit here next week. My grandchildren will be throwing a little party since this is the first time they'll be going home here in the province in a very long time. We'll have a lot of sweets and kakanin for sure."
"Next week huh? Seven human days, sure...I'll set that in my calendar so I won't miss it."
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Maricela's laughter filled the air as her younger grandchildren pushed her wheelchair around the yard. Most of Maricela's family stayed at the city and rarely visited the province. The kids are absolutely enjoying it, having a chance to play in the sun and have fun on an open yard for the first time.
Maliksi quietly watched as he picks up a plate, ignoring the other savory dishes and going straight to the dessert section. The family members just thought of Maliksi as anak ng kapitbahay who looks after their Lola Maricela whenever he's free so he is treated warmly, oftentimes greeted by everyone who passes by his table.
Maliksi was spooning some lecheflan right out from the llanera when a shy boy approached his table and placed a platter of kutsinta right infront of him.
"My ate told me to give this to you." The boy shyly said before running away to join his cousins.
He tilted his head, eyes scanning the plate of steamed rice cake in front of him.
Amor still makes the best one.
Kutsinta is still his favorite, no doubt about that, yet he couldn't get himself to eat it after learning about Amor's passing, knowing nothing can top her kutsinta- it's the best he's ever tried even after being alive for centuries afterall.
Maliksi looked around, knowing that the kakanin might be prepared by one of Maricela's relatives, or worse, by one of her grandkids. Not wanting to be rude towards the one who made it, Maliksi slowly picked up a piece, inching it closer to his mouth before taking a bite.
His eyes widen as he quickly stood up from his seat, Maricela and her family were surprised at his suddenness, all eyes staring at him in bewilderment.
"Is everything okay, ijo?" one of the aunties asked Maliksi.
He quickly realized his actions, clearing his throat to gain composure and sitting back down calmly. "I- Sorry, it's just..the kutsinta is...good. Who made it?"
"Oh, must be Y/n. Lola Maricela's granddaughter who just graduated college. She loved cooking."
Maliksi heard a soft chuckle from behind him. He slowly turned around to see who it's coming from.
"Tastes like the best kutsinta ever, huh?" You stood infront of him, giving him a smug smile.
"You look like a kutsinta type of guy so I asked my lil bro to give you some. You like it?"
Maliksi stood frozen in place, his mind wandering to places. It is indeed the best kutsinta. Hell, it tastes like Amor's. He cannot forget that taste even after so many years.
The nostalgia brought by that single bite alone is enough to take him back to that time when Amor would make kutsinta and place it somewhere he'll find since he's too prideful before to accept anything from humans. He won't be able to resist it and just tell himself that Amor didn't give it to him- he 'sneakily' stole it from the human girl and enjoyed every last bits of it.
"I might not remember him, but my heart and soul will know him once we meet again."
"You...made this?"
You nodded. "Yeah, aside from the kutsinta itself, the secret actually lies on-"
"On the yema that is spread lightly on the top of the kutsinta before it's sprinkled with grated coconut." Maliksi finished your sentence which made you chuckle a little bit.
"How did you know that? Not everyone does that."
"A...friend of mine made it like that." Maliksi softly answered.
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xandyprojects · 1 year ago
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Hello good omen fans :]
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Me n my bestie did something 🦉🐍
My bestie also added this ^^
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wickedsingularity · 2 months ago
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Let's Worship for Christmas Advent Calendar 2024 Masterlist
No banner yet! It will come!
Fandom: MCU Pairing: Sam Wilson x reader (but not really) Characters scattered around (list updated as the story progresses): Shang-Chi, Matt Murdock, Sarah Wilson, AJ Wilson, Cass Wilson Parts: 24 Words total: 6178 Warnings: Fluff, smut, angst, check each part for more details
Summary: After a long and difficult mission where you missed Halloween, Thanksgiving and the start of Advent, you're finally home with Sam. Catching up on lost time together, you end up using your safeword. Trying to move on with Christmas preparations and traditions, it's not all merry.
Important note: Keep in mind that I haven’t watched Thor: Love and Tunder or anything that has come out since then, because of reasons.
Note: The fourth year I do this for @iguess-theyre-mymess now. I love having this tradition for her! I had great ambitions of being nearly done by the start of December, but November got away from me this year. And not just in this regard, so many other preparations I was supposed to do in November, but as far as I know, we jumped from October 31st to December 1st 😅
Since I did Sam last year, I planned on doing Leonard McCoy again this year, rotating the boys, but as I started brainstorming it just worked better with Sam.
This one is a bit angstier than the previous advent calendars, and it starts off slow, but will pick up. But I hope you like it anyway, @iguess-theyre-mymess. Love you!
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