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slfcare · 3 months ago

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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.

#and that goes for every type of growth #backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident #it was easier making friends and walking up to people #i took more chances #and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed #this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well #but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again #there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say #if i should even say anything #we were all sitting at the same table #not one person even glanced my way #it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before #was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people #especially in my first week!#but you know what #i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch #and bikes i knew nothing about #as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually #and even so #people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either #my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet #it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones #it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built #you’re doing fine #after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief #growth in the self #self love #positivity

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yardsards · 9 months ago

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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage

#eliot posts #dunme #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao #but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here #i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying #tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number #(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a #plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time #and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars #and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75 #the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???

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sweetnnaivete · 5 months ago

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dare i say phone & snack after school time is better than phone in bed time

#life update in the tags per usual #there were a bunch of new people (mainly dormers)#ap spanish wasn't as bad as i thought it would be #ABSOLUTELY TWEAKINGG when i had to sit next to my opp but dw i think i can switch spots next class #his heavy breathing made my eye twitch so hard #PLEASE stfu #sorry i js #he's genuinely a creepy guy & he's never been at all likable #ok in other news my friends were ok #but they were a little mean #we're mean to each other jokingly sometimes but they think they're funny & they're not ..#and a HOT hungarian student #but he's a senior .......#it's ok i'm nearly fifteen !!!! /j #AND some more new people & old friends #if you've read this far #kiss kiss :3 #but also tell me why my loserbf (not my bf) was totally not talking to me .............#he said hi when i did but like damn #me when he doesn't approach me 😢#i can bag him promise #lowkey wouldn't be hard but i'm js a loser too !#i also don't want to bag him i want to BE bagged ykwim #like i'm not trying u come to meeeee 😹😹😹😹😹😹#ceri talks ₊˚ෆ #𝜗𝜚 ceri lore #<- cz the tags obvi

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askblueandviolet · 1 year ago

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what did you do on Christmas? Do you have plans for the new year? Because you know, you're Chinese, so you haven't celebrated New Year's yet. (Maybe, i don't actually know how it works)

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#lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk #lmk fanart #lmk mayor #monkie kid mayor #blue and violet #technically even though Christmas is a western holiday I think people in Megapolis probably still celebrate it #because Christmas is more or less just about being together with friends and family and not necessarily about religion anymore #but Mayor probably doesn't really celebrate Christmas #mostly because they are an old man and they did not celebrate Christmas before and so they do not celebrate it now #but also because they have nobody to celebrate it with lmao #poor fella #however in terms of the lunar new year they might celebrate it???#they'll go out and about the city and do some speeches as Mayor and stuff like that #maybe join in with the festivities too and watch the parades #but other than that they will stay inside and try to relax or something #keep Hershey company #either way New Years has been slightly ruined for them because of the new years festival they experienced in TQFTSK with Macaque #they cannot celebrate without being reminded of the memory of that heartfelt time spent together #Hershey is :P

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spotaus · 4 months ago

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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)

Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)

Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?

#new age au #really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for #exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do #to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones #and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul #(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones #they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission #and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads #(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a #final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3 #oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and #I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without #knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business #but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get #clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very #handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce #s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course #) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏

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idsb · 8 days ago

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I just need to take my mind off Everything like I've gotta board this entire week and every interaction I've had in it up in a corner of my mind and fumigate and condemn it. send me asks to distract me or make me feel better for the love of god PLEASE

#there's too much to even get into at this point but everything with the house we thought we were getting is a MESS #and its not anyone's fault its literally just a labyrinth of human error #but a LOT of that situation as it turns out was accidentally misrepresented to us #which renders a lot of things we said to the rental company and owner totally insane #like we didn't do anything wrong and we were very polite but we just look like fucking insane weirdos.#like what do you mean I told Kacey Musgraves producer to rent me his house please because the rental company went behind our backs & is mea #and we'd care for his house more than who they picked #sending a LONG email telling the rental company there must be an error with completely wrong information about why there must be an error #....he ACTUALLY sent his friends applications and didn't know who the fuck we were or why we applied or how we even got there #and now why we. the weirdos who were not invited. are messaging him about why we didn't get it #and he's like who the FUCK are you???? get away???#because the old tenants just genuinely misunderstood some stuff. thought THEY were finding new people (they were not)#and didn't know him or his plans with the house that well #good god especially for our careers its just SO FUCKING EMBARASSING #I want to crawl in a hole and DIE like this is the most cringe awful series of human interactions of my ENTIRE actual life

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rubber-glovs · 20 days ago

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Oooohhh the urge to yap about my ocs and the world they live in......

#is this the product of growing up lonely with one best friend for 11 years of your life so when she wasnt in school you mae up imaginary #friends and it started off as one but then steadily increased and now your 14 with an entire kingdom with a high population of around 132 #and couting because you couldnt stop making ocs based on your interests or hyperfixations or literally anything else to the point where you #could scroll on insta or tt for 5 minutes and think about your little kingdom and think of a character that would fill about 50 plot holes #and this kingdom got so out of hand in your head that you decided to make religons countries languages royal families politics new laws of #physics powers and more because one day you watched avatar the last airbender and decided people could now do water manipulation and #suddenly 50% of characters now possess some sort of magical ability and they all live in a world together that somehow retains peace and #love because the actual name of the planet they live on is peace but just in the language that you made up in your mind. just a little #reminder i started this at 6-7 years old with my gacha life phase going strong which is also how i designed each and every one of my ocs btw #going back this is originally being my imaginary friends I MYSELF AM IMPLEMENTED INTO THIS STORY as it started with my old online persona #that has now become a separate character and now I am a character inside this whole lore so every day i am always thinking about this planet #i made in my head and did i mention ive my favourite genres are action mystery and fantasy??? yeah so thats a main theme #so like theres tons of fighting and betrayal outside of the planet which dives deep into character lores and the whole story line that #this planet follows and i have separated aus of if this wasnt a peaceful planet and if there was some sort of intergalactic war because yes #i am a voltron fan where influential ocs die and thinking or writing that causes me to genuinely tear but because like ive said THESE ARE MY #IMAGINARY FRIENDS they may be imaginary but ive had them for YEARS and theyve been friends with me longer than 99% of my friends so they #mean the world to me so i tend to stray away from the war aus and push that mkre towards my other fics and headcanons thag are heartbreaking #... so anyways!!!#kadens yap session #no but srsly if i were to actually talk to people about this id be shaking in my boots i could not and itd take HOURS #its just a silly world i live in thays all :3

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dickensdaily · 28 days ago

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Choosing Our Next Novel

People of tumblr! I may also send out an email about this, but I just want to gauge initial thoughts for our next novel. The below is every work that would start in April or earlier. It’s probably too short notice to start Martin Chuzzlewit, but there are several other options.

Jan 2025 - July 2026 (1 year and a half) - Martin Chuzzlewit Mar 2025 - Sep 2026 (1 year and a half) - Nicholas Nickleby Mar 2025 - Sep 2026 (1 year and a half) - Bleak House Apr 2025 - Nov 2026 (1 year and a half) - The Pickwick Papers Apr 2025 - Feb 2026 (11 months) - The Old Curiosity Shop Apr 2025 - Aug 2025 (5 months) - Hard Times Apr 2025 - Nov 2025 (8 months) - A Tale of Two Cities Apr 2025 - Sep 2025 (6 months, but unfinished) - Edwin Drood

When I’ve run polls in the past, all the most successful options have been books that run for under a year. The only Dickens novels left that were serialised over the course of less than a year are the bolded ones above. Not including the unfinished The Mystery of Edwin Drood, there is a way to plan well in advance to minimise gaps and favour shorter-running works (so we read The Old Curiosity Shop Apr 2025 - Feb 2026, then A Tale of Two Cities Apr 2026 - Nov 2026, then Hard Times Apr 2027 - Aug 2027).

Does this appeal to people as an option? Or does such far-advanced planning seem overkill? And would it be better to keep some of the shorter ones for further down the line? Should we have another vote to allow for the possibility of a longer work winning this time? Help me make up my mind about this!

Thank you in advance for voting or letting me know your thoughts, and thank you to everyone who has joined in so far with Great Expectations and Barnaby Rudge!

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tittyinfinity · 1 month ago

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contemplating deleting my blog soon I might make a new blog but idk

#.bdo #i just need to work on some insecurity issues is all. been on a long self journey this year #can't shake the feeling that every time i say anything it's wrong somehow #and there is some reality to that. i have been wrong several times I've even been downright mean to people over misunderstandings #i just haven't been able to break out of the habit of feeling permanently embarrassed about every small mistake I've ever made #& old insecurities from my childhood are resurfacing #like when i was a kid/teen and no one would ever tell me when i was breaking social cues but they'd make fun of me behind my back #i have 3200 followers and most of my posts get 0 notes sometimes i get 1-5 so it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong #i end up deleting a lot of them...#almost every post of mine that's gone viral was just a screenshot or picture saved from somewhere else....#and the times that i have gotten attention over a post that stands up for people who aren't like me it makes me terrified #that i look like i'm trying to play a savior role or like i'm virtue signaling #i have a few good mutuals who i love so much and that's why I'm still here #it's also the only social media i use currently #but it does really hurt when i put a lot of thought into something like spending hours making a funny meme or a thoughtful post #just to find out that the only people who find them interesting is my extremely small circle on here if anyone at all #it's so dumb i shouldn't be feeling like this over fucking numbers....it's not even real #i find a little bit of (petty) solace in the fact that there are people on here who are loudly and repeatedly saying way more embarrassing #shit than I've ever said #but even then when i know someone is absolutely wrong it makes me feel nervous like what if im the next person to fuck up that bad #and i find out through public ridicule #well that actually kinda did happen on here once but not on that scale #last year i sent someone something i thought was funny and they sent back an 'ok'#and then immediately made a huge long post about how you shouldn't talk to strangers like you're already friends #called it parasocial behavior...got tens of thousands of notes and i knew it was about me...#i wholeheartedly agree some people go too far with parasocial behavior but i never fully understood what part of what i said/did was wrong #and i went back to feeling like the kid who never found out they were doing something wrong until they heard that they got made fun of #i don't even attempt to make new friends on my own on here anymore because i'm terrified of that happening again #almost all of the people I've become friends with on here came to me first and i love and appreciate them for that #but even then i feel too nervous to socialize that often bc i never find out/realize that i fuck up until later on

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billpottsismygf · 1 month ago

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I don't think I've ever taken in before how much Wicked Act I (and thus Wicked Part I) takes its structure from The Wizard of Oz. It opens with No One Mourns the Wicked, which is an obvious response to Ding Dong the Witch is Dead* (the first song once Dorothy gets to Oz, and only the second overall), and ends with our heroes arriving in the Emerald City (Merry Old Land of Oz/One Short Day). Our hero is then asked to perform a task so that the wizard will grant her heart's desire. Having completed this task, she then discovers that he is a fraud and that he cannot do what he's promised (nor could he have done the task he set her), so she has to make use of the power that was inside her all along to get where she needs to go.

*Bonus connection between these two songs is the little musical motif ("ding dong the witch is") that the movie version of No One Mourns the Wicked uses in its newly triumphant orchestration at the start (roughly 1:01 and 1:19 in the official soundtrack).

#wicked #the wizard of oz #wicked part i #Act II is a different beast of course #but seeing the first part in isolation like that along with rewatching TWoO really clarified Act I's similarities #I watched The Wizard of Oz all the way through on Tuesday for the first time in maybe 17 years or so #I'm so glad I did both because it's a really good movie (despite how obvious the back walls of the sets are to 2024 eyes)#and because it has given me a lot more to think about in my current Wicked hyperfixation #I will say that I could not watch Ding Dong the Witch is Dead with the childlike wonder I did as a child #I couldn't get the burning effigy from the Wicked movie out of my head #and that was before I noticed the motif in NOMtW (which I spotted the next morning)#anyway this is definitely old news but I have to share my excitement somewhere #also I'm betting there are lots of people who haven't noticed the ding dong motif so hopefully I can get some other people excited about it #mine #wicked mine #I also just got back from seeing the Wicked movie a second time btw #I started typing this out on Tuesday evening but had to come back to it now #gahhhh I'm so obsessed with this movie #also another connection between the two movies is how gay they are #watching TWoO again it was really clear how the whole friend of dorothy thing happened #and then we all know those witches are gay

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parablesystem · 6 months ago

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being a newer member of a system is rly isolating sometimes honestly. because making new friends is really hard (especially with the current state of system-focused servers), but it also feels like our current system friends don't really care that i'm here. like yeah i know you want to talk to your friend of a few years now but i'm also here? hi?

- max

#parable speaks #max posts #it's not that big of a deal but it makes me a bit sad :(#like some people in the system are guaranteed to get a response if they say something in a friend server #but it feels like a lot of our newer members get ignored a lot more #and we're kinda bad at making new friends online :( plus a lot of servers are full of 14-16 year olds #which is awesome! good for them! but we don't have a lot in common with them

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e77y · 5 months ago

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The visceral and hungering loneliness is back. You know what that means! Bedtime

#😴😴😴😴#sweet dreams hehehe I’m sure I will feel better in the morning #🤞#but jokes aside like. I’m okay I think I’m just moody bc it’s late at night and I’m overthinking. the usual #I do really miss my friends and family #and feeling that old but always recurring longing for new friends #I’m slowly befriending people in my music classes and slowly joining some clubs as well soooo we’ll see #idk I also just see all of my mutuals being friendly with each other and I yearn for it so so deeply #kinda silly but I just like to share interests with people #and have a Space together if that makes sense #anyway I know I could just like reach out to people but I’m nervous lol #probably more embarrassing to post publicly about it like 1-3 times a month lol #but it feels impersonal this way like I’m writing in a diary or something #speaking of which. I need to start working on my diary again LOL #I kept one for all of two days a little over a month ago #and then I forgot it one night and refused to keep working on it bc I ‘messed it up’ by forgetting #aaaaah anyway goodnight ❤️#this ramble was maybe a bit too personal but I’ve posted worse shit I think lol #may or may not delete in the morning #sweet dreams! :)#wackyposting

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box-dwelling · 1 year ago

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I don't normally like posting MCYT stuff because the fandom both scares me and also tend to engage with it in a way I don't. Not hate or to yuck anyone's yum if that's your thing, it's just not normally how I engage with SMPs at least not the stuff from the dream influenced side.

But I will say as someone who's been watching Lizzie and Joel for basically as long as I've had a YouTube account, (they were both some of the first channels I ever subbed to and the original Shadowcraft was like the first every long form YouTube content I ever watched) and who has Joel screaming Lizzies name in terror shock and awe at the insanity of her antics as a deeper core memory than my mother's voice, the exchange with Grian in the the most recent episodes of secret life of:

"I thought you two were married"

"that doesn't mean we have to be nice to each other"

did make me cackle. They're dynamic is iconic and I love them both dearly

#secret life smp #grian #ldshadowlady #smallishbeans #i will say i love that some of the old trollcraft gang are on smps with the hermitcraft squad now #i got into hermitcraft way later when i wanted to see more high level mc play as i was older but it warms my heart #those are my old faves with my new faves #every time scar grian or mumbo talk with lizzie joel or scar my 13 year old heart swells a little #for the record the thing i domt like os shipping #those are real people with real friendships and im sorry it grosses me out #like its fine with shit like saying an actual irl marriage couple are cute or that a pair of irl friends have good chemistry #but like beyond that i get really grossed out #i was a dan and phil fan i know how this shit ends even if you're right about the signals your picking up

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uchiha-gaeshi · 6 days ago

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Fuck fuck fuck low self-esteem has ruined my life.

#uchiha-gaeshi overshares #i should've known the signs when i got evaluated for adhd and my self perception was like #hold up gotta pull it up #and also disclaimer that this was a separate assessment for overall emotional wellbeing (or something like that) and this was just part of #the many tests that i had to take #ok. we're reaching even newer levels of oversharing here since i'm literally sharing evaluation results. but anywho #i was in the 96th percentile for sense of inadequacy; 17th percentile in (good) self esteem; 3rd percentile in self-reliance #and 3rd percentile in ego strength (i.e. satisfaction with self and one's abilities)#i saw this and got shocked and then forgot about it (in my defense there was a lot of stuff in the evaluation)#looks like it's more therapy for me. yay.#like there have been more times than not where i have felt less than to people around me. and fearing that people will see how pathetic #i actually am. god no wonder my desire to socialize decreased as my self esteem decreased #i might be repeating the same point over and over #ok so imma bring up the si/oc fic that i just dropped. like i think i *tried* to make a like a more confident version of myself; but i gues #i'll have to put it on pause because my teens were defined by feeling shit about myself. like idk what to do with a character like that #who's supposed to be making moves. like nothing would happen besides survivor's guilt #anyways back to the subject. as my gpa got pathetically low (i can't even share it here or else i'll probably deactivate this blog) and i #started losing jobs. i lost patience with myself. it seemed like other people were able to chug along with the demands of life while i was #fumbling around with no end in sight (tbh i wasn't the only one my close friend from college also has adhd and was really struggling and #another one might have dropped out. my childhood friend who also has adhd is in the same. exact. situation as i am with being unable to #go out in public since we feel like we can't be our “best selves”). then the old question came back: if i can't handle #high school/a part-time job/college on a low courseload then what the fuck was i going to do? some days i'd keep going with new strategies #or new ways to be more productive. but other days i didn't want to keep going #who knew it's not healthy to always assume that people are better than you? even though i have been reframing the more obvious thoughts #it's an automatic and unconscious impulse that just runs in the background of my head. idk if this is just a human thing or...#but because of this at times i'd hold myself back from fear of failure #anyways that's all i've lost my train of thought and have to do errands i've been putting off #txt

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rendoa-blog · 9 days ago

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Was yapping to a friend about something I was really obsessed with as a kid and am still really passionate about when he fell asleep mid rant

He woke up 5 minutes later when I was writing this and how sad I was

He listened a bit more to me yapping because I was excited to get back into it

And them he fell asleep again mid another rant about the same thing but I kept yapping because there was one other person in the call

But then that other person had to gi do the dishes and now I'm happier than I was at first because yay someone actually wanted to listen (... even if one fell asleep. The other one didn't have any complaints, though, and I am happy about it :D) but also I didn't get to finish my yapping session :(

#myeba shenanigans #myeba rambles #i was yapping about star stable online and starshine legacy #i wanted to talk about the development team change and how we had to wait YEARS for new main story quests and saving Anne but i started #explaining the entire backstory and starshine legacy and everything and how pissed i am at some one the choices #like deleting old christmas and halloween as well as some of the best story quests in that damn game.#i got to like #the golden autumn area i dont remember what its called in english and Pi but yeah no i forgot quite a bit of the story because i havent #but yeah no i dont remember a lot of things actually because i havent played this game religiously for like 5 years now lmao #the last quests ive done were the Fort Maria and the devils thing at Jarlaheim or whatever i dont remember names rn #especially not in english #ive always played the game in polish lmfao #but yeah no i still love that game even if a lot of things have changed #i come back every so often because of nostalgia #just to see what new things were added and stuff #i remember that the first time i was allowed to stay awake past midnight for new years with my cousin we were playing star stanle and we got #the its getting dark message and we got spooked a bit but it was new and exciting and whenever i join right before night and see that #i just have that memory pop up at the front of my head #that game has been with me for a goid bit of my life and i have many fond memories with people i still recognize in my friends list that i #havent spoken to in years and yet theres so many fond memories of just children being children and i love that #anyway i started ranting in the tags #GOODBYE BEFORE I SAY ANYTHIN MORE LMAO

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the-zapped-part-timer · 21 days ago

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I was gonna say this when I went over the episode in my Zerothon, but hot take: I don't really appreciate the fatphobia in Alpha, Bravo, Unicorn. Just saying!

#PZPTH #Penn Zero: Part-Time Hero #El Speaks #Like I really didn't love Blaze in the show but man I feel horrible for how he's treated in that episode #I could somehow be misreading the treatment of him but... yeah no that's fatphobia or something similar stinking up that episode #Also if I remember correctly he just loses all that weight and looks thinner again in At the End of the Worlds #Idk I kinda take it personally like gaining weight can be a sign of cope or healing (because yeah he went through a traumatic event)#But everyone is just like: ewww gross go be sad and fat somewhere else!#Like my man was in a depression slump and nobody cared #Yes he did stop being helpful and stewed in it for who knows how long but like cut him some slack!#He's having a depressive episode for probably the first time in his life! Let him pick himself back up at his own time!#I fucking hate the gross out humor in this god! Sorry I have sensory issues with people chewing and eating #It's also great to have friends help you out of that slump but... not like that... they're just a bit too harsh #I get it! Kid's show! But idk!#It always bugs me when people pull the: I liked the old you waaaay more! The new you sucks!#Like wow sorry for changing as a person (for better or worse)#I wouldn't have minded him becoming a mix of both versions of him but... that doesn't happen #Wow... I'm really taking this too personally... sorry!

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