#AND MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME
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Rant as much as you like, I love to the moon and back!❤️❤️
thank you sm im gonna rant in the tags (ilysm vesper <333 you're so cool for sending me this ask) and honorary mention to @that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you who took the time to read my tags and THEN proceeded to comment on that post, mentioning every single detail i mentioned.
#OKAY SOOOO#IM ON MY PERIODS#THE SECOND ONE OF THIS MONTH#MY CYCLES HAVE BEEN MESSED UP THE LAST FEW MONTHS#AND MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME#AND THE HORROR MOVIE I WATCHED YESTERDAY#WAS LITERALLY NOT EVEN HORROR#IT WAS JUST#GORE AND BLOOD#AND CAN I JUST SAY#PERCY JACKSON'S SO COOL#I KEEP MENTIONING HIM#BUT HE IS#AND AOMINE DAIKI DESERVES LOVE#HE'S VESPER'S LITTLE DEMON#AND MY LITTLE ANGEL#HE'S AN ANGEL-DEMON#AND WEDNESDAY ADDAMS LOVES ENID#AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM REPEATING THAT#AND BRO ENID IS SO COOL#AND STRONG#I LOVE HER#I LOVE ALL MY MUTUALS#I COULD SAY SM#I LOVE HANMA SHUJI#AND HIS STUPID TATTOOS#I LOVE KUROKO AND HE'S STUPIDLY PRETTY EYES#AND I LOVE HUMMUS WITH OLIVE OIL#AND WARM BROWN BREAD#AND PESTO PASTA
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In my experience a lot of the shit trans men get from within the queer community comes down to ignoring half of our identity in favor of the other half
Either were men and therefore are basically the same as cis men
Or were trans so they'll use gender neutral/ inclusive language while still reducing us to our sex assigned at birth
#transgender#trans#trans man#transandrophobia#trans men#hopefully this makes sense on its own#but heres some examples also#on the ignoring trans part there's the whole trans men have unconditional male privilege thing#and on the other side theres the whole trans men are safe because they're not *really* men#or like#i have a friend who would never call me a woman but will claim every problem i have is related to my uterus#like i was having liver problems and she was like 'yeah our uterus' always trying to kill us right'#like darling i have no idea what that has to do with my liver but you do you#op
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ueueueueueuueueueuueuee when will these ovarian cysts heal??? ive been suffereng for 3 months already and i dun think the meds they prescribed to me is working ueueueueueueueuueueueueueh
#nobu.nobu.chat#literally curling up into a ball bc i have no balls and the balls i have inside of me are all killing me#i fucking hate ovarian cysts#yknow what? i hate the female anatomy in general#wtf u mean my nipple is itchy?#wtf u mean my uterus is leaning backwards further and has a high possibility to cause me lower back problems?#wtf u mean i have a special sort of water forming on my balls that i happened to have inside me??????#i did not ask for a spoiled egg#ueueueueueueueueu#biology hates women
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i am accompanied by a wee beast
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Once I've learned about diagnostic bias, I got really darn angry because that was one of the reasons for most of my suffering.
Is autism more prevalent in AMAB because of a greater genetic propensity, or is it better diagnosed in AMAB because the belief of autism being more prevalent in AMAB makes many professionals ignore or downright refuse to diagnose AFAB unless there's an intellectual deficit, thus leading to a statistical bias confirmation?
Is autism more prevalent in white, middle class and above kids because autism is correlated to race and financial success, or is it more prevalent in those kids because poor and black kids are less likely to be diagnosed due to diagnostic bias making doctors ignore symptoms in Black kids and hike up prices because "well, it's less common in poorer kids, so, there's no reason for diagnosis to be cheap", difficulting the access to proper diagnosis to those who can't pay?
Autism is just one example among many, but do you understand my train of thought? Just how many people had to suffer or even die because of diagnostic biases? How many had to be dismissed, ignored and mismedicated (or even self-medicated) because of outdated statistics and scientific approaches? Just how many were victims of, may I dare to call it that way, MEDICAL FREAKING SUPERSTITION?
#I say this because the late diagnoses lifted a weight off of my shoulders but...#... well it also made ne realize that most of my suffering (if not all of it) could've been avoided if medical practices didn't suck#and in my case i'm not only taling about autism#but about the downright refusal of doctors to operate on supposedly fertile uterii because 'you could want to have babies'#I'M NOT A BABY MACHINE I DON'T WANT BABIES AND MY UTERUS IS LITERALLY KILLING ME LITTLE BY LITTLE#EVERY MONTH I'M SUFFERING FROM PROFUSELY BLEEDING FROM MY NETHER BITS AND MY ENDOMETRIOSIS SEEMS TO BE ALREADY AFFECTING MY LEFT KIDNEY#I'M LITERALLY DYING BECAUSE MEDICINE REFUSES TO LEAVE VICTORIAN ERA
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ur supposed to get one period a month yea? not me. i'm periodmaxing. we're on the fourth month of the year and guess how many periods i've had. brother, we are solidly on no. 7
#fuck off lou#my post#i know this is bad and yes im trying to figure out why this is happening#if i wasnt anemic before i sure am now#losing more blood than a stabbing victim#how was there only four days between my last one ending#and this one starting#a damn mystery to me ill tell you that much#i want to rip my uterus out and replace it w a cd player#make better use of the space ya know#but i cant even get my tubes tied until im 23#like hell are they gonna let me throw the whole ute out#but guys. what if he sucks. like doc i kbow youre just doing your [patriarchal] job#fr. get real. he sucks. hes a bastard. he hates me and wants me dead#lemme kill him first it will be SO so funny#in other news. i may be in hell
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the jason fandom brings an "obsessing over defending willis todd's reputation" energy to the enclosure that I just don't care for.
#''you MUST see him/write him like this!!!''#''jason's character doesn't make sense if willis is xyz!!!''#write him however the fuck you think serves the story best#i know EYE will#also frankly. ''he did his best'' is not the defense of fatherhood you think it is#but my uterus is killing me so i don't feel like elaborating rn#talking to the void#my thoughts#jason todd#dc#dc comics
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period cramps make me wanna off myself every time😣
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I'm Very Tired and I'm gonna go to sleep, i just need t Yell Into The Void that I'm Currently In Pain and angry at the healthcare system
#This ovulation pain is kicking my ass#Something is Not Right in my whole uterus business but I'm so scared of hospitals and surgery and shit#That having a surgical procedure is just not an option for me#I'd kill to get a doctor who listens and I'd kill to get a fuckin CT or MRI scan#Sick of people telling me that my pain isn't normal and then doctors telling me they can't find any issues#Bro I got a hormonal coil two years ago and my ferritin fucking plummeted#I got said hormonal coil bevause my periods were making me really me really unwell - to the point of S. Ideation#Debilitating symptoms are MY normal so I don't KNOW anything else at the same time as I KNOW it's not normal#Rant. Small rant
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was anyone going to tell me pmdd was a thing or was i just supposed to think wanting to kill everyone around me and also myself for the week leading up to my period was normal
#boycritter et al#THIS ISNT NORMAL???#all of the symptoms im reading fit so well#fuck i just thought i went fucking insane for a week approx every 5-6 weeks and then was normal afterwards#@ my uterus KILL YOURSELF#i know all these symtpoms are normal to some extent but#holy shit idk if i can properly articulate how BAD my pms is#ive never even thought it was out of the ordinary#the other night i got really drunk for. no reason at all. i just did. thats not like. In Character for me#i didnt even feel like it was me doing it#i feel so out of it and like nothing i do is really in my control#and i just thought it was normal
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This is so random, but what other celebrities/characters from other things are you guys into aside from Jack Champion and Ethan Landry? Haha my typical type consists of mainly tall guys, like I love Pete Davidson(once dated a guy that had his vibes and his height…good lord😅), and JESUS I’m so attracted to Yungblud’s hot little androgynous self. Jason Sudeikis is my DILF crush. But then for actual characters, I LOVE Eddie Munson from Stranger Things, and I simp over Stu Macher, and Stevo(Matthew Lillard’s character from SLC Punk).
Just curious…because my taste in men is all over the place and I was wondering if anyone else’s was just as weird lmao
#high thots with Angel#might yeet my uterus if it doesn’t stop trying to kill me#got a request for bimbo!reader and now I can’t stop listening to Scene Queen
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Mmmmmmmmmmmmlove being a woman
#rambling#havent slept well for days but ESPECIALLY today#Fall asleep at 1:30AM after tossing and turning for hours. Wake up 5:30 AM to my uterus trying to kill me
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hii how r u ? how has 2024 been treating u ? already more that halfway through ! i love u :]
HI ILY I’m doin alright ! 2024 has been crazy absolutely nothing like I thought ,,, I have a different job and a different place to live and a different person to live with Ina different city and my family is living in a different state ! Uhm a lot ! But it’s good I like where I am at least for now. Very different but I’m finding good in the little things. Yesterday I got some free raspberries and saw a rainbow and watched the rain from the big window at work and tried some new things. I’m going on a plane for the first time next week! I’m really really scared so I’m dragging my friend with me to my family reunion just so I have someone to fly with . Hopefully it’s good I’m excited to see them :]
How are you whats new !! I hope you’ve had a good year and your 2024 wraps up in a lovely way !!
#kestrel calls#chitter chatter#text post#mutuals <3#I don't think I posted this!! sorry !!!!#sat in my inbox so long today is the day of the plane#also my uterus wants to kill me
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begging someone to come take me out 😭
#pom ponders#tw: period talk#these cramps are killing me#i want to take this stupid uterus out and YEET it into the stratosphere#someone just put me out of my misery
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lord please take my period cramps and pass them on to henrick istvan
#mica rambles#feeling like the family guy death pose rn#my lower back and my uterus are fighting to see who will kill me first
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I feel like I'm spiraling.
Sweet potato Hitler won, now what? What am I going to have to hide? The fact that I'm queer? That I'm disabled? That I'm afab? We're going to go back to the fuckin 40s with how women were treated, I'm not gonna be able to do anything for myself anymore and I know my partner (who lives in a different state) was going to kill themself if the election went this way, but now what? The person that I've loved for almost 3 years might be gone, and I might join them, I can't do this shit.
#tw suicide#spiraling#I know im not going well rn#but the election left me feeling sick#I might look into having my uterus n shit taken out#I dont have the money#But i cant risk a pregnancy if this is what America has come to#“Land of the Free” my ass#Someone should kill Themp before he has a chance#3rd times the charm
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