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Girls be like oh hell what a bitch(bitch in the question is Cazador, yeah), but then find out about ONE(1!!!!) concept art where he's kinda hot with his stupid moustache and beard and like OMG MAYBE I CAN FIX HIM- *and she fixed the hell out of him*
#astarion fans don't curse me I kinda OOCed him to death#AU where he's just grumpy old vampire spawn living in his silly residence#also he's never actually meet astarion in that au so astarion maybe either killed by gurs or living his best life#my wife bulling me for wanting to see him happy...which is fair#anyways. he just a dude. little dude (over 6ft height)#sketch#I suck at drawing facial hairs I know ILL FIGURE IT OUT EVENTUALLY#AND HOW POWERFUL ILL BECOME#anyways#cazador szarr#bg3 cazador#just two little tags for one little guy
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A Batman who kills people is a bad Batman. Except for Terry because he is my special boy. Terry can drown a man it's ok. He can literally shatter a woman it's fine.
#batman beyond#batman#terry mcginnis#I am doing my yearly rewatch to stave off a total collapse of the flesh vessel and wow#Terry kills so many fucking people in Season 1#even the people who he turns out to not have actually killed like...a reasonable person would think they were dead#there's no fucking way that Terry didn't shatter Inque thinking she would die. he killed the Terrific Trio in Heroes like yeah they#were dying anyways but that's like saying 'oh yeah I stabbed a terminally ill person but that's not murder bc they were dying'#he 100% killed/intended to kill at least like 5 people in the pilot ALONE#and Bruce just...doesn't say shit. he's like 'welp that's Terry I guess. he doesn't follow the same code as me'#On one hand that is a fascinating way to show how Bruce has become even more jaded and borderline apathetic to the evils of#the world (as also shown with his inaction towards Powers and general retreat from everything). On the other...what the hell#I want a Batman Beyond remake for so many reasons and one of them is because I feel like a more traditional plot structure#would further make this part of Terry's version of Batman really interesting as a drama driver
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id like to thank ninjago episode snake jaguar for everything but nothing all at the same time
#alek art#lego ninjago#ninjago#sensei wu#ninjago wu#zane julien#previous master of ice mention#2024#(going to do this everytime) FOR CONTEXT : dr juliens 1st death and garms banishment took place in a similar time frame#so wu wouldve been young when he met zane for the first time#also i am very aware zane is ooc here ! prior to getting his powers and them actually settling in his body and mind.. he was a bit of a#jackass in my eyes. we see bits and pieces of zane snark in the series itself BUT like. dr julien described zane as acting different post#getting his powers. and we know elemental powers can mess with how someone behaves. kai being a hot head... so yeah#really wise whimsical old man stuck in the body of a 19 year old#VERSUS#egocentric grown ass man with no friends who lives in the woods and is a robot#they become friends. zane calls wu 'kid' every sentence#i forgot that wu doesnt visit zane often in canon. uhhh basically in my version bc avg zane fan thing to change canon: wu goes to dr julien#house and sees zane. he knew ice had 'gifted' zane his powers and how that could really fuck up a person. he shows up everyday for a week o#two and him and zane talk while zane swims or cuts wood or whatever. wu says their house is in the way of his walking path as an excuse#eventually wu stops showing up and dr julien passes and life goes on as we see them in canon#does rhat make any sense at all ? probably not i have a horrific headache#uhh at the time of writing this we are on s7 (on rewatch) so if anything changes ill lyk . lolsies#ask me about them please
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having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself
#what if you felt unbearable guilt because your brother went missing in the two seconds you were separated#and you feel like there mustve been Something you couldve done to prevent it#if only you had stuck together. if only you hadnt let him tag along on your basically-a-suicide-mission in the first place#but none of those things happened so you go through three years blaming yourself#continuing to search for him because maybe hes still out there. and maybe exhausting yourself on an aimless search is a way you can atone#and then you're pulled into this big destiny adventure so your searching is put on the back burner#you're so busy doing important things and meeting new friends and there are points in your adventure where your heart feels lighter#and maybe you open up just a little about the crushing guilt you feel. and your new friends say it wasnt your fault#maybe you start accepting that your brother is really gone but you have to keep living your life#saving your brother was a far out dream but saving the world is something you have the power to do#so you try your best. so you dont fuck up this time#your guilt becomes the fuel keeping you going#and then at the end of your journey#you find out one of the biggest obstacles on your journey#the human chimera that you felt kinda horrified at and a little bad for even as you fought them#is your brother you've been mourning and agonizing over not being able to save#so um. The Guilt is even worse now#now he doesnt just feel responsible for his death. he Now feels responsible for him becoming this Creature Thing under porkys control#and in a lucas dies scenario. hoogh i cant imagine how claus would feel after that.......#however the thing that spurred this post was thinking about the lucas lives postgame scenario (it just got a bit out of hand lol) so.#your brother is alive and back home again and youre so unbelievably glad#but the guilt still creeps up every time you see how much hes Changed. physically and mentally#you had just started to accept the fact youd have to live without your brother but somehow having him back is almost just as painful#things cant just go back to how they were before. youll never be the exact same happy family as you used to be#its strange adjusting to having lucas back and its strange trying not to step on each others toes with their trauma#you cant help but be clingy because you couldnt bear it if he disappeared again under your watch#but nobody wants to be watched all the time especially when youre recovering from your brainwashed identity as an army commander#FUCK I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT I WANTED TO RAMBLE MORE AUGH. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. i swear its not all angst theres some lightheartedness in it#mother 3 swap au#mothfics
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Mike is an immortal god-prince that falls in love with will, who is a poor mortal artist, after seeing a painting done by him depicting mike not as a chiseled statue of fierce stoicism and perfection, but the most like a human mike has ever seen before.
It looks like mike and it feels like mike and he demands to see the artist. They go into the friendship (though they both wish it was something more) knowing mike is a god but he was planning to make will a god alongside him or raise him up as a divine patron of the arts like a muse. However, somehow, will dies. He dies away from mike, either traveling towards him or meeting him somewhere. Mike catches glimpses of his ghost, sees him in the masters’ art studios, markets, arenas, theaters, and dance halls. He sees him everywhere but they never speak. Mike chases and chases after him wanting to be together again since will is technically still here, however will knows hes only still around because he has unfinished business with mike. He knows that if they talk, they reconcile and confess, wills reason for staying is no longer tying him down and he can “move on,” so to say. He knows that if they speak, he’ll never see mike again and he cant stand to let that happen.
And so the chase continues.
#my post#i come up with my best content in the shower bc thats Thinking time and boy. do i think#there are tales of the king and the ghost sad and powerful ballads of forbidden love#or even how one can become two and friendship and turn into discord because they dont understand the reason for will staying away#after centuries the story gets so confusing mike barely remembers what happened but he makes sure to write down what he remembers in noteboo#notebooks using his previous one as a reference#sees byler: hey i can make a fable out of this#whats the difference between a fairtytale and a fable is a fable teaching a lesson?#ill try again. sees byler: hey i can make a myth out of this#byler#denise dont be mad. enjoy the angst. savor the angst
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I wish I could follow you more than once~ I get excited to read a queer story anytime I see your art on my dash!
I was wondering if you've ever made a comic that centers the size of a body before? I feel like you would do a uniquely great job of making something meaningful and touching.
I took a look around but didn't find anything myself. I really like how many body types I saw though. It means a lot how inclusive you are of all kinds of people, for me especially i appreciate your inclusion of disabilities.
As someone who struggles with an invisible disability I was always really drawn to conveying that in a story, the feeling that you should just push through how you're feeling especially. The fact that I got to make it a callback to the original Little Mermaid was a huge bonus.
As to a comic that centers around someone's body- it's something I'm extremely unlikely to tackle. Any story about body size acceptance would have to grow from a world in which that person was shamed and traumatized for their body. The world I've made is not perfect, however I have no interest in porting over phobias. No one in my world is homophobic, and no one is fatphobic. People can cast illusions and use magic, I feel like that would dramatically affect social norms and self worth that people develop as a result.
I haven't made some crazy utopia, people are still shitty in other ways, Sabine had an abusive ex, Charles cursing Fen was objectively a dick move even with good intentions, Rivka and Layla are still antagonistic (and also thieves so like, crime). There's still conflict in this space but I want the conflict to be centered around peoples personalities rather than prejudices or insecurities.
I do hope you find media that portrays you better, and I'm sorry it probably won't spring up in my world, but I will continue to have a variety of body types in my comics!
#ask ffs#body stuff#as I've gained a lot of weight as a result of my illness so i definitely get it#I don't know if you're a fantasy reader but the Robin Hobb's Soldier's Son series was... formative for me. As a synopsis it's a clash#between two opposing cultures one of whom has mages that store magic as fat in their bodies the other is all woo technology magic is fake#the main character gets “cursed” to become one of those mages and gets super fat and is ostracized by his people#but when the books get to the other people the language all becomes so positive and powerful about their fat and weight and how they fuck#and like it's not for everyone but I loved it#faun love story
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thinking about how people (generally the ones that don't like anakin, let's be real) whenever they want to use arguments about how bad he is -as if the ppl that like anakin aren't aware that murder is bad- usually will use "you're taking away all of Anakin's agency by blaming Palpatine or how the order didn't help him"
Because, yes, it was his decision. But in the context of the story, he actually had very little agency. And that's not downplaying anything, is not throwing away his character and making him less interesting: The lack of agency is a fundamental part of his character, is glued into his core, Anakin's life, 90% of it, was about not making his own decisions because the slave mentality always followed him.
Is just a bit tiring, of course he isn't innocent, and of course you can't say he's a good person. But is a fact that he was groomed and abused and tortured by the man that manipulated the senate and the jedi order, is a fact he grew up in an extremely hyperviolent enviroment to the point he makes jokes about people blowing up at age 9
palpatine played chess against himself using the whole galaxy as his board and even the jedi order was fooled, and you expect a extremely traumatized kid with very little support that grew into viweing Palpatine as a father figure, to best him? Yes, he did have a choice, but in his fucked up, very damaged mind with zero treatment at all, how much agency did Anakin really have?
#anakin skywalker#star wars#ranting#but he hurt obi-wan so much !#yes yes he did no one deserved that it's the point of it being a tragedy#but anakin also makes you think about how the lack of support and healthy human connection the lack of treatment of mental illnesses can en#destroying a person from the inside and no one will be able to understand from the outside they will just see the fire not the dry forest#most people wilth mental illness wont become violent instead theyre a danger to themselves more than anything else but this is a space oper#is so depressing how no character maybe not even Anakin ever understood or knew how deeply Palpatine was messing up with his mind#and the characters arent entitled to forgive him or feel bad for him at all after so much damage but is sad that no one ever knew of anakin#reasons they just saw him suddenly becoming a monster because apparently he wanted power and is funny just depressing...#fandom stuff
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What if I told you all that I ALSO want to make a role-reversal comic with Blood Saint Ruza and Good Hunter Arianna though.
#sin speaking#(hi i just got back from a 12 hour nap after a 14 hour drawing session hows YOUR saturday)#(i want an au in general where ruza teaches arianna to shoot hunt fight etc and the two become partners AND FUCK U CANON ILL MAKE IT!!!)#(i have so many things to make for this blog u guys i rly cant keep up with myself LMAO)#(im just vibrating to sleep token songs as we speak.)#(anyways i have like a mega post of ruza art as in two pages of sketches lmao so. LOOK FORWARD TO THAT IG)#(i need to EAT i need to FUEL this unhingedness)#(i am a menace rn. my medication increased to 70mg and i have become too powerful)
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the way people defend billionaires is so embarrassing
#be ffr how are u defending people who are showing their concert movies in a country that's committing genocide#theyre not uwu little hopeless babies they're literally some of the most powerful influential people in the world#condemn their silence. they do have the power to make a considerable change#anyway it must be scary becoming a billionaire the way your empathy just shuts off lmao#it's so hypocritical like u will call out celebs like selena for not speaking out but when it comes to ur faves u have to throw a tantrum#so u Do acknowledge that when celebs speak up it Can make a difference#but when it comes to ur faves suddenly it's 'they can't stop a genocide singlehandedly' fuck all the way off#the mental illness is so real they don't care about you they don't know you. the level of ass kissing has to be studied#and fuck selena too. used to be so fond of her growing up now i'm disgusted
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i really dislike the idea that marginalized people "being mean" is a more pressing contributing factor to their oppression than the fact that bigoted societies are prone to rewarding people who choose to perpetuate bigotry
#maddie meows#like idk for some people it does not matter how “nice” members of a disenfranchised group are to them#what matters is that feeding into systemic inequality grants them a place of power#also: “mean” and “nice” have quotations around them bc sometimes i think people define those terms differently in this context than i would#as in sometimes being “mean” just constitutes challenging someone's worldview.#something being hard to hear does not necessarily make it mean.#and i am speaking from experience here btw!!! i do like to be kind to people where possible#sometimes i think slash hope i have contributed to people choosing to become better people#other times i have just been cemented as “one of the good ones” in peoples' minds so they could continue justifying their cruelty#kindness is important but it is not a panacea for all the world's ills. if you'll allow me some purple prose lol#man idk i think the opinion i'm frustrated by is ultimately fringe + probably a flanderized version of a more reasonable one#at least i certainly hope so#but it bothers me
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I've been watching Idolish7 and though I suspect we'll probably get some sort of explanation of why Kujo the elder is literally insane, it's not gonna convince me of anything regarding him. I mean, even narratively speaking, the fact that the only two people who followed him were literal children driven to a desperate corner through family debts while every other adult (old Re:Vale, Sogo's uncle, and even probably Zero himself) refused him.....well. That says nothing good about the man no matter how tragic and desperate his reason is and someone please save Aya and Tenn or tell me they do or -
#ill be honest with yall that i dont enjoy how a lot of animes seem to deal with....basically abusive parents/elders#but at this point i can only hope that kujo senior learns the error of his ways and becomes a better dad for aya and tenn#even if id prefer him just taken out of the picture#idolish7#note's notes#fandom spamdom#sorry i got into idol media again just as the busy period started.....#anyway nearing the end of s2 and ive heard s3 gets insane#im so ready for it#this show is SO calm and peaceful compared to the insanity that is enstars#and it has so much sibling drama and power of friendship (and singing/dancing) i love it#anyway i waited to post this until after i was done with s2 and im done with s2#i dont know if this is a controversial opinion but i will set this hill and die on it
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ill have to look at the thing again but it's frustrating that i finished the episode and didn't quite understand what happened.
#arcane#ill watch it again when im ready obvs but rigth now#the alternate timelines and timeloops have me confused#like older viktor jesus where did he come from is he a different iteration of viktor that stayed hexxed but not machined heralded#when did whatever iteration of him decide to give every iteration of little jayce a rune when did he have the time to do that#im sorry im thtoopid i don't get ittt#i only understand why they didn't blow up cause i saw someone else explain it#ok im thinking about it now this is what im understanding:#wasn't that encounter what fascinated Jacy into wanting to create magic doesn't it mean that the whole machining#would precisely be avoided if that never happened so what is the point of creating that first meeting#(but if hes machine herald wouldn't he be unable to feel it? does he Not become machine heral in those? but jayce's machined corpse#is still on the roof so?? How does normal looking arcane mage viktor happen where does he come from how does he know what to do)#viktor in every timeline where he wins and fuckall years later hes liek ''hmmm don't like that''#so he goes back in time wiht his arcane powers and just gives different runes to jayce to see if something works?#he's known him for years so he kows this is a timeloop so eh only changes that every single rune and sees what happens??#until he gets to the acceleration rune that ekko uses to fuck up time and gives jayce enough time to be liek yo baby don't do this ur perfe#and jayce hugs him and victor is able to see what the world n his life is like in all those other timelines and hes like damn that sucks#and something something about them activating the acceleration + ekko¡s inversion of the rune of his device does some sciency thing#and they shoomp hand in unedited hand out of existence sacrificing themselves so that everything doesnt go boom#still though if jayce Had died in the snow wouldn't all this have been avoided#like sorry honey boo but also deos this mean that viktor is like yeah no im saving him anyway#or does it mean that it being a timeloop it just HAS to happen or the universe blows up or soemthing¿¿¿
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I think it's really funny when fundies are also super into the crunchy lifestyle like bestie your whole system is based on a dude with magical powers born from a virgin you can take a tylenol and stop feeding your infant raw milk now
#I always bring it up#but me @ my aunt that scoffed at me for using my nebulizer while actively having a severe asthma attack#and I mean severe I had to use double my dosage before I could breathe without wheezing and coughing again#I 100% should've been in the hospital#I respect the crunchy life when it's shit like colds and scrapes and aches#absolutely not when it's an asthma attack or PCOS#and doubly not when your CHILD is the sick one#I assume most of the crunchiness comes from the adversion to medicine over prayer#because that implies that there are things that can't be prayed away#And it implies that if you pray and stay healthy that's proof of your worth and praying power#So when someone does get sick and/or die well that's just apart of his plan at least you can say you didn't fight his plan#It's not a preventable illness if you ignore/don't learn how to prevent it /j#every day I wake up and learn another disease raw milk can give you /j#ED tw#And everyday I use to wake up to my stepmom doing a different 'diet'#They 100% encouraged eating disorders both in restricting and binging#Feel bad? Eat food and pray about it! Feel good? Fast and pray about it!#Either way you should feel like you're on the Truman Show with every bite you take#your health becomes a moral issue not a natural one#it becomes a temple and not your vessel#ex christian#religious trauma
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i mean. the trix look good
#i... dont Love the voice acting idk man#flora's voice is still cute i like that :)#i dont know how i feel about them Looking for bloom but i think itll grow on me#i liked it being random and bloom unlocking her powers because she wanted to help a random girl#But... Fine#the trix look AMAZING im obsessed#looks like the boys are here too!! i tried to slow down the video to see them as best as possible#i think sky looks good??? huge if true ahdl#riven might have darker skin !!!!#i like it but im hoping this doesnt become dark skin = aggressive evil asshole :')#like please please dont reduce his character and make him worse :')))#brandon might look good too!!#im.... still tentative....#the training exercise/adventure suits are cute...#stormy def has darker skin but maybe darcy does too?? could just be the shadows though idk#i Love their outfits though the vibe is vibing#faragonda looks good!#idk.... i am..... Tentatively looking forward#knowing me ill love it ajfljflg#i can def see a lot of this growing on me once its released :)#okay looking back i think it Is just the lighting? i dont think darcy or stormy have darker skin !#which considering rainbows track record of treating their darked skinned characters im good with ahfkjf#speaking of which flora is still too light :(
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HE JUST WANTED TO LIVE MAN
#👓#i wish i had fic ideas w godheim clarence bc he makes me soooooo ill#also got profoundly reminded of how at the beginning of his route#i was doubting him when he said the desire behind his magic was the desire to live#maybe partly bc he described it as 'self-preservation' which sounds uh#what's the word#rude???#not as poetic???#like look at the noventrate#you got asmoran who got the desire of lust and amelia who got the desire of gluttony#and those two are kinda like 'grand' poetic ideas#(partly bc they're part of the seven deadly sins)#and then you got alkaid who's desire is to protect the ones he loves#so 'self-preservation' doesn't sound as grand or poetic#BUT THEN YOU GO THRU HIS PAST#AND SEE HOW IMPORTANT THAT DESIRE TO LIVE WAS TO HIM#THE DESIRE TO LIVE AS A HUMAN BEING MAN......#AND ULTIMATELY TIL THE END HE'S 'ALIVE' BUT IS HE REALLY#HE HAD TO ABSORB THE BUTTERFLY TO BECOME THE MOST POWERFUL MAGE IN GODHEIM#AND BECOME IMMORTAL#AND THEN HE BECAME THE BUTTERFLY TO SAVE GODHEIM AND LOCK HIMSELF AWAY IN THE SPATIO TEMPORAL GAP#i can't stop thinking about him as you can see#bro made me realize actually the desire to live as a human is beautiful and poetic#and in a world like godheim where death is constant it is grand in a way for a mage to desire living as a human#when their final fate is to become a monster
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sometimes I feel like there's a narrative on here that like. people who work and live not with their parents in their 20s are somehow privileged and its really annoying as someone with 0 family and 0 built in support system lol
#this has nothing to do with the previous post i was just reminded of some unrelated posts I've seen#like i get what people mean but i really dont consider it a privilege to have to graduate at 16 and immediately start working to pay rent#causing a severe worsening of ny physical and mental state so that i can afford to eat#and i would just like to say for the record that id never judge someone for living with their parents because im so envious lmao#just like. of the idea of having parents that would take care of you. ive always been so fascinated by that#because my sister got married at 19 to get out of the house and then depended on her husband bc she also has trouble#working due to disability. were both physically and mentally disabled so we have that in common lol#and then she had to contend with becoming entirely dependent on a man who then had incredible power over her#and now theyre divorced and she has to try to figure out how to do all this stiff at 33 that our mother never taught us#and that ive figured out on my own over the past 7 years. and i just think damn i wish we had family lol#like maybe if we even had 1 relative who cared enough to like. check in with us even?? let alone help#thats always just seemed really incredible to me. and ill never really be able to wrap my head around it
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