#ALSO I AM NOT HATING OR ARGUING OF WHATEVER
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So. There's Zendaya viral hate on twitter once again, people calling her a bad actress. As always you all silent. But god forbid someone say that Tom is washed, y'all will go to a war for him. And you want us to believe you give single fuck about her outside of her relationship with your fave?
this is the first time i am hearing of this racist tweet, my sweet littel turtledove, fuck racists but i sure as hell wont give their bigotry any room on my blog
you're free to argue with racists all day but clearly that is what they want, it's ragebait and unlike making fun of a tweet dragging a white man for his appearance or his career or whatever, spreading racists rhetroic will only be harmful and never in any way entertaining or funny, idk why YALL do not get this into your sweet little heads, qrt and commenting gives racits accounts more exporse which means more people will see it which means it will go viral easier especially on racist elon musk's twt.............
(my monthly psa because for some reason it seems like such a difficult concept for twt people to understand)
also "y'all" i know who you are lol
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That’s sweet and all but it IS just racism bc if it were a result of what u said above more people would be trying to include Doug or Elaine or have his culture integrated into stories they’d write for him or even include Jay more - but they don’t bc it’s not about preserving anything for Duke it’s about having an excuse as to why they can ignore him.
I think it’s really funny how Tim had at least one parent besides Bruce (who was not explicitly his parent for the longest time) for most of his time as Robin and yet nobody contests that he has been Bruce’s son, Dick’s brother, etc. since far before his actual adoption. But with Duke it’s a whole debate every time.
“Duke’s parents are still alive so it’s disrespectful” Tim’s stepmom was alive but unable to take care of Tim, when he was adopted by Bruce. Is it disrespectful to her to say Tim is Bruce’s son? Or does this argument only apply to Duke?
“Bruce didn’t adopt Duke, he was just his guardian” Do you know who else Bruce also didn’t adopt for his entire childhood? Or is Dick no longer Bruce’s son in any way whatsoever?
“Dick actually called Tim his brother” Jason’s included Duke as one of his brothers.
“Some people don’t like anything post-flashpoint” Those same people usually include Kate Kane.
#like toeing the line would be having respectful depictions of AA culture in their fics#toeing the line is that fic where Jason and Bruce took Duke to get products for his hair#toeing the line is not ignoring Duke and entirely and ignoring the family dynamics that exists#like care about racism resulting in just. ignoring the black character is just more racism#like again it’s a sweet thought and I’m sure like 3 ppl feel that way but with the pattern of racism from writers and fans over decades?#it’s very much just more racism and u can see it in how much Duke is actually spoken about and how#and also fandom notorious for removing Damian’s roots entirely and making Bruce his white savior I don’t think they care about AA culture#ALSO I AM NOT HATING OR ARGUING OF WHATEVER#when I said sweet I meant it this is a nice perspective to look at it from#i just think u have too much faith in this fandom 😭#AND NOT IN A MEAN WAY#like id love more Duke stories intentionally trying to keep his roots alive and being careful about assimilation#i just don’t think that’s happening on any large scale bc look at the way fandom treats him#half the fandom couldn’t tell u his parents names without a Google search don’t get me started on gnomon
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Hi, it's me again. I decided to follow your advice and try to seek out your 'actually serious' analysis, which led me to your komahina bible, the most easy to find compilation of this supposed analysis. Here are my thoughts-
1) Overview
- Most of this 'analysis' isn't analysis but a summary/overview of the game. It's not so much a 'bible' as a children's book summary of the bible, which at that point it would be better to play the actual game itself. It's clear it was made for a presentation on the 'uninitiated' if you will, but if that's the case, you shouldn't be advertising it as the literal bible on the subject.
- When you are not regurgitating points from the game beat by beat, the screen is halfway filled with either manga panels or fanart. My gripes with manga panels are, that even though they do depict the events of the game, the way they can be depicted by the artist can be pretty subjective due to the freedom of the medium in comparison to sprites, and that the role of one character can differ depending on whose pov manga it is (chiaki vs nagito). Fan art therefore should be scrutinized even more since it fully depicts abstracted and even the fandomified version of events, leading to situations where it's either unclear what is actually happening or betrays your more shallow view of the characters (i talk abt this later.)
- When you do use pictures directly from the game it's either a possible screenshot from a memorable moment or dialog from the wiki, limited almost exclusively to the freetime events. This leads me to believe that you haven't actually played the game(there are other factors hinting towards this) or watched a Let's Play of it, but going off of merely information that's already widely known and circulating within the fandom, and easy to search on the wiki.
2) Incorrect/Questionable information
Here I'll compile a lot of information that's either plainly wrong or baffling to having come to that conclusion , leading more credence to the theory that you either haven't actually played the game or your memory of it isnt as good as you think.
-"if Nagito's plan went off of without a hitch, he would have killed anyone that was closes to him at the time" plainly wrong. Komaeda's goal from the start was to make himself the victim, so by dying this way his death could have meaning and help the others. For somebody that keeps talking about Komaeda's "Martyr complex" this is truly a weird take to have.
-"Nagito...got the nurse for sure sick" is there any proof that specifically points to Komaeda for this? I believe the takeaway should've been that Mikan got sick because she was around all of them AND she overworked herself trying to take care of them. Is this just an awkwardly phrased attempt to make more of a connection between Tsumiki and Komaeda? I don't think you needed more than the ones that already existed.
- "he helps Junko brainwash a bunch of students" Kamukura at neither point in the anime or Danganronpa 0 was ever specifically implicated in the brainwashing. He never 'helps' Junko, especially in that way. If you meant, participates in the student council killing game, you should've said that, but even then his agency and influence is limited.
-"they found the Remnants and captured them!"...no, they didn't. The Remnants presented themselves as survivors and the Foundation took them in. They handed themselves over willingly. It was a pretty big piece of the final part of the game...
3) Komaeda and Komahina
- "Nagito's habit of putting people on pedestals" Where. Sure, he certainly parrots the belief that the "Ultimates" as a unit are at the top of the food chain and should be prioritised, but its clear that doesn't exactly carry over to his classmates like teruteru, Kuzuryu and even Souda sometimes. Just because of a few positive comments refering to them as Ultimates and the trial which he literally breaks down in, this is a hard position to support.
-"Nagito manipulates Hajime into playing the game" How. He literally just told him to play it. How is that manipulation. Also, isn't it a bit unfair to put the blame on Koizumi's death to him as well? I think they were multiple factors playing into this, but sure, how else are you gonna convince people that Komaeda is a twisted fucking cyclepath that loves leading people to their deaths.
-The way that you say the Kuzuryu/Pekoyama relationship mirrors Komahina as 'I will give up my agency for you/ I just want you' is also confusing. Unless of course you mirror Peko's struggle with her agency and harmful beliefs the clan enforced on her with Komaeda's own belief system, in which case, idk man, i feel like you are giving a bit too much credit to the supposed severity of Komaeda's views and trying too hard to make Hinata the 'rational' and 'grounding' one in the relationship.
- Again, the amount of times you refer to Komaeda as a freak for doing something 'weird' or even being drawn weirdly doing it , mostly in the manga, makes me belief this isn't just an affectionate tongue in cheek joke as you claim, but an actual way in which your interpretation of Komaeda is colored.
-"it doesn't excuse his nonchalance towards tragedy and murder but explains it" what needs to be excused here exactly? Komaeda doesn't need to immediately bawl his eyes out when someone gets killed or else he's suspicious and...bad? I am confused with what you mean by this. If you mean that Komeada shouldn't be so nonchalant about murder because he's constantly trying to kill someone else, that is plainly incorrect and i explained above why.
-Posturing about Komaeda's 'black and white thinking' while in the next exact slide you show fanart of him smugly explaining he has Borderline. First, i want you to explain to me the black and white thinking in a way that isn't "oh, the friends and classmates i previously liked turned out to be fucking terrorists". I think that's a pretty justifiable situation for your thinking to go from white to black. Also, if that is enough credence to assign Komaeda BPD, you really don't know how BPD works, especially since you assigned it to the one character you constantly talk about being a freak (and also lust...pseudo lust? after).
- The insistence with Hinata not really understanding Komaeda and running away, even if he wants to understands him is pretty suspect, especially when compared to the game. Hinata is confused and overwhelmed yes, but it's not just that he wants to understand Komaeda but that he still feels fondness for him, he still follows his advice and puts his faith in him and the way he mourns him in Chapter 5 is also pretty indicative of this. It's just another part in the pattern in you making Hinata the confused, rational, 'morally pure' man that's 'tempted' by 'corrupted' manic pixie mentally ill demon Komaeda. Something tells me your priest AU isn't so much playing with dolls as much as...what you actually believe these characters dynamic is.
- The whole page where Servant is basically made into a joke about how hot and sexy and freaky he is doesn't help your point either.
-The most damning evidence of course is a drawing in the second to last slide, wherein Komaeda is supposed to be analogous to 'guy who has something wrong with him' (distorted, freak, mentally ill) and Hinata is analogous to the guy that 'is the only one that understands them' (the rational one, the relationship of understanding doesn't go both ways).
- Your slide with sources is pretty vague and unclear. Also the way that you credit "Your superior mind" before the game itself when all you've been doing is repeating and misinterpreting the plot of the game is ...ironic
So yeah, that's all I got. Feel free to 'debunk' my observations as much as you please, I just want to know if there's actual basis behind everything you just said or I should go digging for 'the actual serious analysis' yet again.
i think you forgot that fandom is meant to be fun
#ask#anon#tw anon hate#i’m not gonna go through each individual point here bc frankly that’d be a waste of my time#so i’m just going to say this:#i am someone who makes jokes. funny haha jokes. i Laugh. i Shitpost. Common Fandom Behavior#‘freak’ is a word i use to refer to myself more often than anyone else#i view it with a positive connotation. and also kmda is objectively weird!! that is part of what makes his character good#i use 2 definitions of ‘freak’: the first is Related To Sex and the second is Strange Or Bizarre#komaeda is a strange and bizarre person who is regularly used for fanservice#you could for sure say maybe i have some sort of bias with calling people ‘freaks’ but for you to assume ill intent is nasty#that presentation was made to give my irl friends an understanding of what i mean when i talk abt kmhn#‘kmhn bible’ is a JOKE title. it’s a BIT. i don’t know if you’ve noticed but i try to have fun around here#anywho. i’m not going to argue semantics with someone who is clearly convinced that i couldn’t possibly know what i’m talking about#that’s not worth my time or energy.#i’m going to continue to have fun on the internet with my friends. i am going to continue making my funny jokes#i am going to continue to make weird bad not-quite-horny art. and i’m going to be happy#you can either block me like an adult and move on with your life. or you can send me another anon#if you do send me that ask know that i will block you. this is a conversation i am done having#because i will not have these conversations with people who refuse fo respect me#it’s clear that you have it in your head that you’re smarter than me. which sure whatever believe what you want idgaf#but regardless of how you view me i am not obligated to prove myself to you. ever#thanks for downloading my funny little powerpoint though ^_^
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I’m so sorry
But I can’t imagine a single domestic argument jonmartin could ever have where Martin doesn’t win
#listen Jon is stubborn#but he’s also down bad for Martin#whenever they argue I am convinced Jon gives in eventually just because he hates to see his husband upset#Jon fully pretending to agree with Martin simply because he loves him#Martin may be completely wrong but Jon does not care after a certain point#meanwhile Martin is a stubborn bastard and I adore him#Jon gives in because Martin won’t hold his hand until they’re done arguing about whatever stupid thing they’re arguing about#the magnus archives#tma#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood
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I would like to go on record to say that even though I don't agree with Izzy's death or the manner of it, I will not be reblogging posts about it that refer to it as bury your gays on principle. I am sick of the misuse of that term. It is not fucking bury your gays if he was one gay of an entire cast of gays who are still alive and kicking and being gay together. There's other more pressing reasons to be mad about that death; you could comment, perhaps, on how he was the most physically disabled of the crew, or the gay with no textual (current) romantic attachments and therefore 'expendable', or the most suicidal apart from Ed and how it leaves a bad taste in the mouth to see him succumbing peacefully to death (hello spn finale war flashbacks). There is no need to further dilute a once-useful term.
#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd season 2 spoilers#ofmd 2 spoilers#so... now that everyone's mad at the finale am i allowed to say this seaspn hasn't been vibing with me much?#i don't hate it!#I've loved particular moments#and my fondness for frenchie knows no bounds#i thought that it started quite strong#but it's felt messy and disjointed in ways that i find pretty jarring#I've had the same issues with a lot of stuff lately#good omens 2 for example#i loved it but it also felt weird#and i don't think it's the fault of writers and directors and whatever#i think a lot of it probably comes down to budget issues and meddling by higher ups#but I've felt a little stood apart from this summer of queer joy tv bc so much of it just feels rushed and unformed#idk is more stuff getting made badly atm or have my tastes just changed#anyway no one @ me about this#and if you enjoyed it that's fine and I'm happy for you and I'm not trying to argue with you!!#but either the show's changed or i have and the vibes aren't aligning for me currently so#back to sawposting i guess#mr. bees speaks#that being said i do think it's possible izzy is gonna get resurrected by button's sea witch magic in s3 so make of that what you will
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when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself
#whump meme#~my stuff~#my brain hates me sometimes lmao#i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument#which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize#what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor#but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away#and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car#because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!!#and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is#im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!!#so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend#who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice#and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car#but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point?#so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue#bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go#because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold#is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)
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Also, after today's episode we're bound to have the godforsaken argument again about whether or not hating Mahito is justified, and I'm gonna give my two cents because I think people forget about this most of the time.
Yes, Mahito is an amazing villain. Yes, his sole purpose is to be disgusting and murdering people, killing Nanami, and everything else he ever did is because of his role as a villain. Yes, you cannot expect a villain to have compassion or make an exception for your favorites.
However, you are also allowed to fucking hate villains because, guess what?, that's also their fucking purpose. People hating a character, even more when it's a villain, doesn't mean that the character is poorly built or that the character in general is just plain bad. As a villain, it just means that he actually played his role well.
So yeah. You don't hate Mahito? Good for you, but let's not berate people who do because it makes no sense.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#natsu.txt#do not reply if you're going to argue#or you'll get blocked <3#i know why mahito is a great villain#and why he was an amazing force in moving the story along#i have a fucking ba in english#i do know about storytelling and characters and villains and archetypes and whatever you wanna throw at me#but i am also allowed to hate him for killing my husband <3#I'll shut up now#i promise lol
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raises my hand i actually like the concept of a shitty parent getting better i just hate when its used to be like "im good now so you should forgive me."
people grow and change and hurt people!!! and those hurt people deserve to move on without having to forgive their abuser!!!
#this is why i get defensive when ppl make all sorts of reasons why rhinedottir did what she did#if she killed dorian for being imperfect then whatever!! i hate her for that but you dont have to#not only does it go with her little mental break that she 100% had lets be honest#it also fits the “Perfectionist” thing that the sinners were trying so hard to achieve#it MAKES SENSE#even if its nuanced that doesnt make it ok!!! but at the same time i dont think shes 100% stuck to being a terrible person nor do i think++#shes always been a bad mother#i think she was a great mother before everything went downhill and honestly if she gained a sense of apathy towards her kids itd MAKE SENSE#ofc im not saying this is true. im just saying its possible and it doesnt take away from her as a character#elynas is just as reliable a source as albedo dare i say!!! he was not in a strange mindset bc he wasnt corrupt like durin#the way he described her was valid. so was albedos when he said she threatened to leave him.#if the trauma from the cataclysm is what caused everything#that makes sense#but its not an excuse and it doenst mean she had some extra hidden reason for what she did. sometimes people are bad people!!! clearly she+#did SOMETHING right with albedo because he has a sense of morality. but even so you can TELL shes not a good mom EVEN TO HIM#i dont know where im going with this im getting turned around UHM#TLDR; shes a terrible mother. and a pretty bad person. but that doesnt mean im saying shes evil without nuance#it just means what it sounds like#plenty of parents fucking SUCK without meaning to. whether she cared or not she was still a pretty bad mother. thats all im saying#im willing ot talk about her but im NOT willing to have people argue that any of her children deserved what they got.#not albedo and NOT dorian.#elynas to dorian to albedo is a great pipeline for her as a character. which is why i like to believe elynas came first;#alfisol and dorian came close to last#and then albedo came last long after the others#every character has nuance however i am allowed to dislike them despite that#tzu rambles#that said i understand how it comes off as biased when i only talk about her children but unfortunately her children are the only reason i+#know about her at all. thye are my favorites and my content centers around them </3
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Mike johnson has so god damn much blood on his hands, obviously Ukrainian blood, but also plenty of American blood
Refusing to renew something that helps vets exposed to atomic blast and Americans who were downwind of the fall out... it's just sick. I can't fucking stand mike johnson, he's one of the worst scum to ever be in congress, and that's fucking saying something
"Johnson refused to allow House members to vote on bipartisan legislation to renew and improve the program"
Fucking quivering little pimple seems to have a real MO for just wringing his hands while insisting it's not his fault, he just can't do the one fucking part of his job of putting shit up to a vote... oh boo hoo, so sad, he'll just have to unilaterally let funding expire on things instead of literally just putting it up to our elected representatives to see if they want to vote yay or nay
Single handedly make the choices but it's not his fault when they work out how they do
Murderer
#I'm sorry; I both genuinely hate the man and will never forgive him; so seeing this just adds more fuel to that fire#and I'm also genuinely pissed to hear that we aren't gonna be bothering to fucking help out people we fucked over#it's fucking sick#listen; I try not to talk politics too much and I try not to tell people how to vote cause it's not really my business#and cause I don't like arguing with people on tumblr; waste of my time#but for all the dems many many many many many fucking flaws; it's shit like this that makes me hate the gop#every last line about sticking up for rural or poor people or whatever is such a fucking lie#god bless our troops... unless it would cost money to compensate them for making them stand near atomic detonations#at every turn I see fucking simple easy decent bipartisan policy shot down but fuckers like johnson; who is the gop at this point#fuck em; can't stand em#go fucking vote if you can in whatever country you're in; try and get a mail in ballot for your sake#I'm still not gonna tell you how to vote but uh... maybe keep in mind when someone's hands are fucking caked in blood#and keep in mind what kind of company people keep in their political party#fucking murder#cause inaction is murder as sure as if he stood their and kept them from getting treatment directly#removing the funding to let these people get cancers and stuff operated on#it's the same as murder#and again; that's not even going back to him personally; like literally it was just him and him alone#holding up aid to Ukraine for months because he refused to put it to the floor#where... oh look... once it was put to the floor it passed just fine (with a fucking tiktok ban added)#(hate that site but I hate government overreach with this kinda shit more)#one of the few people in this world I think I actually truly hate#I'm never gonna fucking stomach the 'he was so brave for holding a vote' shit lie#bullshit; if he had a spine or a soul he would have brought Ukraine aid to the floor before funding ran out#just like if he had a spine or a soul he'd have brought this radiation victim funding to the floor before it ran out#almost like there's a fucking pattern here of him squirming like a pus filled pimple simpering about how he just can't do his job#can't do the one fucking thing he's supposed to do and bring shit to the floor for a vote#I have more opinions on him; but if I said how I really feel right now I think it would get me put on a list#and... sadly just cause of who I am; if I were in a room alone with him I think I'd just lay into him instead of beating his ass#but he's a fucking monster and reading this story just now... I'm almost seeing red with how much it's pissing me off
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Me: I'm not going to keep reading Gotham War as it releases, I'll just wait until it's over and just get angry once at the end instead of being angry every week.
Also me: *does not do that, keeps reading the garbage fire, keeps getting angry*
#look it's not like i don't get the point here and it's not even like i can't see BITS of good stuff#like i haven't complained at all about bruce because yeah i get what they're doing and that's fine#SOME of the characters have had MOMENTS of good writing#as long as you ignore the core premise and how fucking stupid it is that any of them are going along with it#and you only care about the main four Batboys and are willing to accept some real up and down writing#and don't care at all about duke or steph or cass since the people writing this CLEARLY don't#everyone who argued that the premise isn't totally terrible because the kids aren't SUPPORTING selina they're just not fighting her#owes me $20 and an apology after Batman 138 explicitly negated that argument#also the timeline continues to be a goddamn mess and everything is contradictions but whatever it's not like it's a giant PLANNED crossover#where you could have figured this stuff out#i want to suckerpunch whoever brought scandal into this what are they doing to my girl i hate this#i dunno man i have a lot of thoughts that boil down to 'this didn't have to suck this bad' and it's a shame that it does#Batkids teaming up against Bruce because he's out of control? I am actually very on board for that! In theory! If it was good!#alas#comics talk#gotham war
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listening to more mbmbam again and I have to say that like… the people who like. loudly and vehemently hate travis esp to the point of wishing their was some sort of excuse to take him off the podcast have definitely been treating real people like fictional characters for too long. how do you keep listening if you hate 1/3 of the whole thing.
#not to say that you can’t dislike him or someone in a show you like or whatever.#go off. live your hater life.#but it’s also weird to see (a couple too many) ppl wish some real life person they hate did something ‘cancellable’#in like. any context. why do you need someone to be a scumbag to justify disliking the#also also. like. I’m sorry if any of them severely fucked up there’s probably not going to be like. My Brother And Me.#like that’s probably it. podcast over.#it’s 1 AM and this podcast is all I can listen to rn. still awake from being at work late.#I’m not here to argue also I AM here to say ur a weirdo <3 but only a little bit. probably.
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Am I an unreasonable and self-centered pc? Or are my brothers argumentative for no good reason?
#it's not your fault as a dm#but i am sick of arguing#it especially pisses me off when the argument is because they weren't paying attention#'what would you know about people who join the mafia? Van was just poor!'#BS - it's been plot significant since the moment we met that he’s been from wealth and nobility this whole time#'why don’t you actually try to run away from your family?'#that was literally the first act of our d&d campaign#Dharmos killed 2 of my companions and threatened me gravely#'why do you keep obeying him if he's the main antagonist?'#i am literally not obeying him. if i was - he'd have the key right now#i know it's better for you to remain impartial or whatever#but i could really use some validation that i'm being consistent and/or some advice on how to not argue every session#because i. can't. take. it. anymore.#(i don't mind arguing about whether to tax my villagers but i hate being made to feel like an idiot...#...for not trusting the corpse of a lvl 20 vampire druid to a guy who has tried to kill me and is from a rival family)#i feel like any and all nuance is lost on my brothers - i *still* don't think they understood the dreamers' prophecy correctly#but i am also pregnant and emotional and can accept if i'm being annoying and work to play otherwise#but again i'm pregnant and emotional and i think i might just leave the table if i have to get into another argument of that sort#i feel like he's arguing just to argue with me#(it's not like he had a particularly compelling reason to die on that hill)#but it's both of my brothers against me so maybe it is a me problem#again i don't think this is your fault#but between my demanding toddler and demanding pregnancy and the ridiculous amount of time we spent arguing on a stupid matter#well today was a rough day#(which is a shame because i have a lot to otherwise say about the fun lore we dug up and stuff)#(i'll write to you about that later)
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#weird day. really weird day#i couldnt sleep v well bc my brain was fucked up and i was prob dehydrated so im like extremely out of focus#i did go to the health and wellness center and am now back in therapy which is why my day was so fucking wild. like im too tired so im not#opperating correctly but it was real weird. like last time i got assessed by someone who basically sorted me to a therapist according to my#problems. this time i just kinda stumbled into a 1st session with someone and i dont kno how to feel abt how it went. it was odd#like we didnt go thru like an entire thing of like what r all ur problems? it was more i started talking abt things and he got stuck on#some specific things i said and we talked abt that. which im of 2 minds abt bc he did instantly latch onto the root of some of my issues#which is that i feel fucking dumb all the time bc my brain works a little different but it also wasnt helpful bc like theres a stereotypic#verson of my experience and then theres what i actually went thru and those things dont align in the way he was talking abt it. like i#think were were just talking past eachother a bit. like he wasn't exactly wrong but i do feel a bit like i walked in with an open wound and#and he decided the best course of action was to pat me on the head and tell me im v smart so i walked out still bleeding. but i dont think#its was all bad bc it got under my skin so much. i react like a cat thrown in a bath if u try to call me smart. like fuck off. yes ok im#smart. i have a certified document saying that i have above average intelligence. big fucking whoop. im too fucking dyslexic to do anything#right and my brain is constantly trying to strangle me to death. he called me a gifted kid. fuck u i was too fucking dyslexic to b a gifted#kid. stop talking abt the positive aspects of the compulsive way i live my life when its literally strangling me to death and i want it to#stop. acknowledge my pain old man. also i hate thst therapists hate the word weird. its not a bad word i like that word. i disagree#fundamental with the assertion that its bad. also he pointed out that i talk like a freak. like a person with high intelligence. fuck u i#like words. i will peel my own skin off if u call me smart one more time. lol i was so mad. i argued with him like the whole time. also he#mentioned horoscopes which was weird but whatever. we'll see how the next one goes. i told him to his face i i didnt kno if what we talked#abt was helpful. possibly the rudest ive ever been to a stranger lol. well see how the next session goes. at least it was interesting#god. im fucking so tired and wrung out.#unrelated
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Just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks and I’m done with prereqs just three more weeks
#aghhhhhhhhh and I was really looking forward to my classes this semester#but I ended up hating half of them#and I completely didn’t understand/misunderstood my Spanish homework reading#and we had to do a discussion post about but I was the first one to do so and kind of half assed it#but now I’m looking at other peoples responses and I realized I completely misunderstood the reading#and now I look like an idiot and my response kind of reads like I’m a callous asshole#and also I sent the professor an email today about a different reading because it was transphobic#and all she sent me was: sorry for the confusion I will change it next time to eliminate the confusion#which is like#whatever#not what I was complaining about and also not the point but at least she’s changing it#but if she brings it up in class tomorrow I don’t really know how well I’m going to be able argue my point because she clearly#didn’t really understand my email or she just didn’t really care#and either way aghhhhhh#I am just so done with this class#also my physics class but for different reasons
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def not into ship wars or whatever and yes yes fully understand shipping ≠ morality but still, there are some ships that turn my stomach
#like i’m a very sane person i am not dedicating time to hating or arguing with other people#that’s a waste of everyone’s time and only sets to anger/hurt everyone involved lol#and i do avoid tags and have things muted or blocked#i just sometimes still have things on different forums that bypass that mute/block and i guess i’m into disappointing myself#cause i’ll read whatever it is or look at it and i just get so sad again#and yes the physical and sometimes overwhelming emotions i have are v much not normal but i won’t ever subject that onto others it’s unfair#ANYWAY all this to say i will privately and loudly complain to any friend who is willing to listen☝🏻#or in my head as i most often do#this is all so stupid lmao but i needed it off my chest before it kept festering and overwhelmed me rn#i am not in a position to be dealing with that#tag: i speakth#also would very much appreciate tumblr blocking me from seeing a post WITHOUT telling me what filtered word it contains or at least giving#me the option to not view certain words#cause sometimes just the words are enough to affect me#again not normal but i’m dealing with it☝🏻
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All I could think while drawing Nami was, “Wouldn’t you like to know, weatherboy?” And, of course, with Robin I was thinking, “save a horse… 🥵”
Design Notes and other opining below the cut:
For Nami, I wanted to go for a mix of cocky Jersey mafia newbie and surfer boy. I like to think that some of the horrendous outfit choices that Sanji makes (especially in the movies) were actually picked out by Nami. She’s the shopper!!! But yeah, the vibrant swim trunks and graphic tees just scream Nami. I also wanted to put him in a wetsuit/rash guard because I think that’s a sexy look so sue me if you hate it. You cannot argue with me that Nami doesn’t wear swimsuits as clothes.
He’s toned but not as muscular as Robin or Luffy (for example) because he isn’t a front-line fighter, I want him to maintain the same kind of role that Nami has in the animanga. He’s the best navigator in the world!! I couldn’t decide if I wanted to change the violent tendencies that Nami has, but ultimately I think he’d still give the more deserving members of the crew a healthy wallop (although I might portray it more cartoonishly). Boy Piece!Nami still grew up under Arlong’s authority so he spent a lot of his childhood walking on eggshells to protect his village and his brother, Nojiko, so I think he never really got to learn “you’re not supposed to hit people just because they frustrate you” lesson. I gave him a shark-tooth necklace because surely Arlong had a few loose teeth to spare once Luffy took her down. Victory spoils LOL
If he can get the girls to stop wrestling and sit down quietly for a while, he likes to host card games (with betting, of course) or watch the clouds while sipping whatever fruity cocktail Sanji whips up. I believe that Canon!Nami is a total lesbian, and I can’t possibly envision a Nami who doesn’t like women so Boy Piece!Nami is bi. I am, of course, a Namivivi truther and Vivi is also a man in this AU. I don’t hate Sanami within this dynamic though… lots to think about.
Okay!!! All-shipper mindset aside, let’s talk Robin. I gave him long hair because 1) it’s hot and 2) I think it makes him look like Dragon. Yeahhh, I subscribe to the Luffy and Robin are half-siblings theory because I think it’s funny and makes some sense. Crocodile is 100% Luffy’s Mom in this AU and I think Robin knows it LOL
For his outfits, I wanted to lean a bit more Indiana Jones where I could; he’s still primarily cowboy inspired though. For the main look, I went with the Skypeia color palette hehe, I think Robin looks good in yellow. I did some flower-petal shaped color blocking on his chaps because I think it’s cute and subtle. I really love that the powers of the Hana-Hana-no-mi are like… unexpected for a “flower flower” fruit and I think Robin would be more aware that juxtaposition as a guy. You might also be wondering about the gloves and I initially just had it for his cowboy look but I decided to put them on all the outfits up until the events of Enies Lobby. Canon!Robin has a really difficult childhood and I think it’s exacerbated by the fact that she’s a girl on her own. If Robin was a boy, he’d probably have an easier time living on his own but would be a lot less emotionally open. All of these elements combine to make him want that physical barrier between his real hands and the world. Once he can trust that the Strawhats will always be there for him, he’s more willing to be more physically open.
I also think it’d be cute if he was much more of a coffee drinker :3c I see Canon!Robin as a connoisseur who likes a well-brewed espresso but Boy Piece!Robin needs a cup of joe (no matter its quality) every chance he can get. So I drew him with his special #1 ARCHAEOLOGIST mug.
It would make me so happy if you left your thoughts in the tags or replies!! Even if you hate everything about them, I just really like engagement hahaha. I’m thinking girl Usopp is next despite the poll results because she’s on my mind rn (don’t hold me to this, LOL I’m fickle). I’m making these for fun so I just wanna make designs in the order that interests me the most. Check out the tag “girl piece” on my blog to see all the genderbends I have so far. And happy pride!!!
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