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the pivotal points in bat’s past 🤔
kuukou
age ????- his best friend moved away
age 14: attained a higher level of asceticism than his father, met hitoya who helped clear an assault charge on some good will that went awry
age 15: left home to flex his talent, got humbled quick lol but met ichiro and vowed to grow stronger
jyushi:
age ???? (presumably 6)- received amanda from his grandmother
age 13- started middle school where he ‘befriends’ iyogi
age 14- has been a victim of bullying for a year and the bullying escalated to the point his grandmother was killed. met hitoya who made sure iyogi ain’t seeing the light ever again and a little later helped jyushi find the will to keep living
hitoya
age 14- loses his brother
age 23- upon receiving a tip, he decided to change majors from being a doctor to a lawyer in order to jail the guy that bullied his brother. broke up with jakurai after a disagreement
age 31- meets kuukou and jyushi for the first time and we see the fruits of his lawyer efforts
#vee queued to fill the void#i was thinking about how to define kuukou’s periods thru his jackets again lol and while thinking about that earliest dragon sukajan#decided to see bat all had three pivotal moments in their lives that led to the present lol#it’s something i like to think all the characters have but i haven’t put much thought into lol#(i also think the leaders have four points but that’s not what this is about lol)#*head in hands* but i desperately want to talk about kuukou’s clothes and the eras of his life it represents lol#i can’t remember if i actually did that yet or not (surely i didn’t think of the entire post just to not make it lmao………)#but i wouldn’t be surprised if the dragon and the darker colours were very symbolic of kuukou’s violence#and that earliest sukajan we see him with is a scene that’s just the tip of the iceberg lol#ichiro ‘lost’ his parents (esp his mom) around that age it looks like and nemu lost her parents (her mom the actual parent) at 7#so my guess is that he was 7 when whatever went down with mama harai for the sake of parallels lol#bat all have important events at the age of 14 so coincidental stuff like that are a thing lol#it’s by that logic i think jyushi was 6 when he received amanda lol jyushi and kuukou have pivotal moments in the same year#but just have their age gap#but in reality lmao jyushi was nervous about starting school hence the gift#and you start elementary school in jp at 6 LOL#jyushi’s bday being so early in the school year makes it a little difficult to gauge how long he’d been bullied for#but i’ll trust hypmic means he rly did get bullied for a year by his intro chapter lol
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ok so when i said in the tags insert the that’s enough slices meme i really meant it
fun fact! I cannot cope :)
#1. homeless still and soon to be kicked off sofa so having to look for emergency accom#2. off work with stomach flu as was violently throwing up and unable to keep down food or drink at the weekend#3. close friend in a&e with severe pain#4. possible bedbugs in room and guy coming to check this eve so have to miss Kickbox again#(when was meant to be doing a grading)#5. father ragging at me that my job isn’t well paid enough or has enough progression and I need to pick a career#6. having to go back to said stressful full time low paid job tomorrow#7. just started period#8. have I mentioned I sleep on a tiny couch?#9. it is getting to winter and it is getting darker and colder#10. the past two places I’ve tried to get accom at have fallen through bc the owners made a mistake w the dates#11. i do NOT want to register as homeless nor go live with my mum#12. amongst other reasons because she is currently going through a messy divorce with my abusive father#13. (also because I have no friends there and the transport system sucks and I would feel stifled as FUCK)#14. the FUCKING british government seems determined to make everyone sell thr kidneys to buy basic essentials like food and rent and bills#15. scottish gov short term let new rules inadvertently fucking me in the ass#so yes I can see why i would wake up on the verge of a panic attack at 4:30am actually#(actually also have I mentioned I only have like 3 friends too?)#i can’t do this actually (:#anyway the one silver lining is I have???? the week after next week??? as holiday#(which coincidentally I still need to book flights or preferably a train back for which I will do. but then when I get back im. roomless#）#sigh.#I’ll do job search from ‘home’ I guess and maybe some here too#vent tw#negativity tw#oh also never to forget: good ol brexit. the bane of my life
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y’all… i’m so SO excited about this halloween fic but… i am STRUGGLING lol. the words are not happening and there is 0 motivation to be found anywhere.
🪐<- her ass is NOT writing
#just remembered burnout is a thing too like oh right THATS what this is#saturn starts yappin#i’m in too deep to every lose this hyperfixation but we’re definitely in a dry period lol#started trying to write the other day and i accidentally made crosshair sound like hank from dbh#you’ll never guess why lol (lies) (dbh has become my only train of thought 24/7)#(with like the constant interruptions of echo angst that show up for funsies)#luna daemonium#finished the poster for it tho so that’s fun#damn i should’ve just written it when i was motivated to back in june
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chat i am NOT appreciating the stares i got from walking across campus to cvs in my hoodie and sweatpants as if we didn’t just sit through ANOTHER hurricane like chill man i didn’t sleep well let me get my monster to finish my logic homework in peace 😭
#spent all night having not quite nightmares not quite stress dreams#periodically woken up by storm noises (sleeping with your back to a window during a hurricane when you get shellshock from loud storm noises#- is NOT a fun experience i would not recommend)#and THEN getting woken up at 5 am by an emergency alert warning about flash floods until like 11:45 when i have a 10 am class that morning 🙃#luckily my professor cancelled class for that (and my other class was cancelled for it to)#but tbh i was NOT gonna walk 7 minutes to the second farthest building on campus through that either way#i was just gonna send him a pdf of my homework and say ‘i’m not walking through a flash flood for this class sorry 😭’#also my school didn’t do shit for this?? they’ve been sending us emails all week about dangerous weather#but made SURE to add in all caps in every one that classes and stuff will go on as normal#cofc doesn’t stop until we’re dead i guess what the fuck 😭#scratch that i mean everything’s as normal except half of our dining halls are closed. so i have to walk 7 minutes out for food anyway 🙃#BECAUSE MY SNACK STASH IS DEPLETED BECAUSE ITS BEEN JANKY ALL WEEK 🙃🙃🙃#what was this post about again??#WAIT AND THEN THE NORMAL ‘AROUND CAMPUS’ ROUTE I TAKE TO MY HOUSE WAS CLOSED#SO I HAD TO GO THROUGH THE MAIN PART OF CAMPUS#IN MY HOODIE & SWEATS & CARRYING MY MONSTER & POP TARTS#WHILE THERE WERE LIKE THREE TOUR GROUPS STANDING THERE I WANNA DIEEEEEE#wait i can’t say that anymore. uhhh hold on let me find the list. ummm. ‘i’m gonna start a scam company’ there we go.#grace being stupid#text post#personal
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wishing everyone a happy end to the week!! 💗
#i haven't been on for a while!! i miss u all!!#been busy this entire week catching up with friends & making impt calls#and then i also got my period bHSBFAH so ive just been sleeping a lot the past few days#but im writing rn!!!!!#the end is in sight#im in the 7/9 scene already#its so close i can tasTE IT#then ill start editing#and then hopefully it can be up by next week#my goal really was to finish this fic by this weekend!!!#anyway ! ill be back to answer asks and check drafts and posts and things !!#i talked so much again
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The only thing bringing me comfort is the fact that I'll get holiday pay next week since I work Christmas + a little bit of Christmas Eve. So there's that I guess. But man missing a full week of work still fucking suuuucks
#shut up max#doing the math its like $420 (after taxes) im losing out on. plus how its gonna affect my bonus next month#siiiiigghhh#i kinda wanna try working tonight even tho i normally have Fridays off. but i know I shouldnt cause im not 100% better yet#just like 85% better#might just go workout at the gym tonight now that our gym is 24/7#technically its been 24/7 for a few months now i just didnt know until recently. anyways#*$420 is how much im missing out on because im still gonna get like roughly $80 post tax#because i took a vacation day Sunday coincidentally before i got sick and those are paid#plus two hours this Sunday that technically count for this week in terms of the pay period even tho its the start of MY work week#tho the vacation day got paid out weird since it was for a Sunday#instead of two hours going to one week and six going to the other like it normally pays for a Sunday#it paid four hours last week and im gonna get the other four hours this upcoming paycheck. so a little weird but still
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Obiyuki playlist - Before Dawn
It's a clear, cold night in the wilderness of Lyrias.
Best listened to at night over earphones ✨🌕✨
#hope you like - these songs get me so emotional and have such a specific nighttime obiyuki feel to me ;-;#I will warn that song 3 (Geyser by Mitski) has a sudden loud start after the first two songs being more chill#and the lyrics!!! so many good obiyuki lyrics in some of them (esp 'poor song' 'flatlands' and 'my best friend is you')#the song '7:pm' transports me to another dimension which is - despite the song name - at the break of dawn#and it has all the passionate intensity of the apex of a period drama where the two characters are - say - running to catch a sunrise#whilst also realising their feelings for each other#wish I could make this pic the cover of the playlist it's just the vibe I was going for#(manga panels from chapter 101)#obiyuki#akagami no shirayukihime#snow white with the red hair#obi#shirayuki#my edit#my playlist#playlist#before dawn
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Work has been so full on lately it's honestly getting to be way too much, I keep having to cancel plans bc I just don't have the energy to go and I'm constantly stressed out about deadlines and the general way that this show is run.... I think I'm gonna have to skip out on board game night AGAIN this week after not going for like a month now and it's really getting to me tbh
#wastepaper basket#It makes me feel like I'm regressing bc I'm just staying in the house all the time but I'm so tired!! I'm so tired!!#I'll open my scenes at the start of a period and it's like oh okay not too many and then I look at them and it's like every one of these has#6 or 7 characters in it and they're all running around doing things and don't forget that rule we introduced last week that we'll have#forgotten or changed our minds about in another week but will definitely notice if you don't include right now!!
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sometimes life w a v high pain tolerance means im still in pain but quiet abt it to not bother other ppl and sometimes it means im in such horrific pain for literally no reason (there is a reason oft just related to afab insides so ppl dont care) but i have to go to work anyways bc calling out is bad and somehow its ‘so brave’ to work while wanting to die as your insides torture you it feels like youre burning alive and your organs are breaking but hey we gotta go earn that dough right
#raiiot#it hurts so bad rn i wanna just cry and break down but i have work tonight#it hurts to breathe too which doesnt help me#i honestly dont even know if my pain tolerance is high or if i just got told my pain didnt matter#so much growing up and by docitrs and everyone that Im just not reacting to it#bc the reality is my wanting to die because of pain has been a constant since i first got my period at like 7-9 years old#and being told by doctors and my parents that im faking it for attention or i need to get over it or that idk what pain is jhst means i#started not saying anything bc being in pain and crying a lot was already bad since id get yeled at for crying#but being called a liar and being in trouble for it and the additional suffering just really sucked on top of it so it was ‘easier’ to say#nothing and try to ignore it and pretend i wasnt in pain for others benefit since they thought i was lying anyways#which is even funnier since now if i mention it theybsfill think im lying#so if im ignoring it or honest abt it i#still apparently a liar ig lol#the only pain other ppl in my fam have experienced is the oral pain funnily enough but they screamed abt cried abt how nobodys ever felt#pain like they have over a need for ONE root canal. i needed 9 and numbing didnt work#thats the first time they ever realized i maybe wasnt lying avout the pain. was when they got told thaf. but they still treat me like i am
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today was been the #worst
#i have a sinus infection#i started my period#i worked a midshift today (11-7) and while the majority of my shift was fine the last 2 and a half hours really tested me#(…………whatever bro i’m so glad i’m fucking quitting)#and then i decided i wanted to get myself a little sweet treat at this coffee place that’s like a bit further down from where my job is#bc they’re really nice and like we recognize each other since my coworkers and i go so often#BUT THE PEOPLE AHEAD OF ME WERE SO DUMB AND THEY MESSED UP THE ENTIRE LINE AND IN TURN MESSED THE WORKERS UP SO IT TOOK EVEN LONGER#i hope all their drinks spill#all over them or. even better all over their car#like the day was really looking up and then it just went crashing down#i wanted to cry so bad and tbh i still do#at least i got see some of my fave baristas#whatever man im gonna watch phineas and ferb and forget that im a real person now#lilia.habla#.txt
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my bf be like. "wish we were doing something tn :/" my brother in christ im Fucking Exhausted.
#I WORKED TKDAY. AND STARTED MY FUCKING PERIOD. DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANNA DO ANYTHING ELSE TODAY??????#WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!#like yeah yolo youre only young once i wish we were hanging out w someone kinda but. im fucking tired dude#and we dont have to do shit 24/7 just fucking relax for once man#why he didnt stay at his friends for longer is beyond me but. whatever i need to go to bed soon#talk tag
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*voice of a girl that zonned out 2 hours ago and does not now what is going on*: I Sleept 0 hours last night and is totally functioning
#i have been cursed by the insomina gods#yesterday i rejoyenced realising i regularly was gotton 7-8 hours of sleep in the nights of the holiday period#and overall my insomina has been looking up recently#like im talking up to 6 hours on a school night sometimes! (yes sometimes sschool starts at 11 but i still hav to lissen so is still school)#so the gods cursed me for being a celebratory duck and made me get 0 hours of sleep#no ajustment period to return to my insomiac fays to get used to the feeling of heavy eyelids like brics i cant hold open#this was w no changed to my routine btwwww en no extra stress specifically on that day i had not before had#so yeah fate was basicly like now that you have engnolged that ur improving i have to put you back to squere 1#like a smakes and ladders board game but with numbers on the blokths#*SQUARES that js the word#how is it that this time last year i was regularly dealing w this shit and going through a functioning day like this#cant be me now#i have been spoiled by the sleep god and now i no longer now how to work on 0 hours of sleep an unmedicated brain and a crushing headache#(and it used to be that the days were i did get sleep i only got ever like 3-5 hours never any of this 7 hour shit i had saved up yet i#surviveded) i am no longer surviving succesfuly#my brain is too priocrepied trying to kwep my eyes open it cant think properly#there was a market today but i dint have the energy to go wich is a shame#also i am litterlay buried in dealdimes that i couldnt motivate myself to work on before i insominaed again so idk what ill do now#cry mabey but i am not feeling tears it is the buring jeeping my eyes open and they are not tears they are the regret of 3am me#insominac#insomnia#adhd#sleep#fail at life if lige is sleep and it is sleep in actuality#NO SLEEP BITCH LIKE COULD YOU NOT GAVE AT LEADT GIVEN ME 1 OR 2 HOURS JUST FOR FUNSIESES
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Bruh, the ninja's aim with the cannon is fucking ass.
Every damn time.
Lowkey also going to vent in the tags for a minute
#ninjago#tw vent#so of course I'm on day 1 of my period (which started yesterday afternoon) (right now I'm on day 2)#but anyways. At 7:40 am I get cramps in my thighs. And they're bad (though maybe not that bad. But I'm a bitch about cramps)#these fuckers stay until 9:26!!! And it was obvious I wasn't feeling great during Periods 1 & 2.#Because I was constantly fidgeting and in Period 2 I was messing around with my hoodie & constantly putting my head down#So anyways Period 2 and my cramps end. Time for break. My FUCKING BRACELETS are missing#Still don't know where they are at time of posting this except that they're at school#And I like these bracelets. to the point where if I find someone wearing them I WILL argue for them#And yeah my mom got them as a free gift from a company she buys from#But I like those bracelets. I'm so fucking willing to full on call someone out for wearing my bracelets#And bring to attention every feature that shows that it's mine. Like the fade marks or whatnot#So anyways. 3rd Period comes and goes. I get up to go and part of my jeans feel wet while I'm walking#like blood just leaked off the side of my pad wet. So I'm fucking walking like I pissed myself trying to get to the bathroom#and lo and behold.... Blood is on my fucking jeans. And it's not the hugest spot but I can fucking FEEL it#So I dry it the best I can (and swap my pad because it was FULL) then head to 4th#Trying to figure out whether I should ask my mom to bring me a pair or jeans. But indecisive because she's also working#So I text my brother. Bro just tells me to fucking decide for myself#So. Not wanting to impose on my mom (especially since I asked her to take pictures of my Stats textbook yesterday since I forgot to)#I just decide to deal with it#Anyways that's all just wanted to get that out there.#Everything's fine now. Except the bracelets. Hopefully I lost them in my 1st Period because apparently they aren't in my 2nd
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Im probably going to make a sideblog for all my art and oc content. I was originally going to use this account for just EVERYTHING, but due to the content of some of my ocs, I feel like it probably best not to post it here.
#its just because a lot of the ocs were made during the most traumatic period of our life#so they are all super fucked up and flawed#but putting 7+ years into an oc universe and never sharing anything is starting to not be the move#the bugz speak
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Ok triple vaccine is kicking my ass. Now. I am.now grateful that I scheduled it with a day off after
#speculation nation#negative/#i will be real this is genuinely one of the worst pains of my life#but to.make matters worse. my period started :/ so im dealing with first day cramps of Those#i got only 4 hours of sleep bc despite taking a melatonin i just Could Not Fall Asleep#my feet and legs were so very cold that even 45 minutes under a hot pad still hadnt warmed them#it took hours before i felt like i could remove it. idk how long exactly id finally fallen asleep#but june wouldnt stop crying until eventually she came up to bed#and poor sweet girl did her normal thing of climbing on me. which is usually fine.#but she stepped on my arm and. hhhhhholy shit lmfao That had to be one of the worst pains of my life.#like a 7 or maybe even an 8. right now doijg nothing id say its a 5#i need to take ibuprofen but i need to get some food in me first#which. oh yeah. i got out of bed to try to eat a bit so i could take some ibuprofen. ended up lightheaded as fuck#had to sit down several times. until at one point i got hit with a spell so bad i was Convinced i was gonna throw up#sat beside the toilet with a cold sweat as i waited for the nausea to subside.#i was gonna have corn dogs for a small meal. they r in the microwave even. but rn i am.just gingerly sipping on an Ensure#with a plastic bag beside me lol. just in case. bc i dont fuck with nausea risks man i am.not puking on my floor.#eurgh why did my.body decide to make things worse for me.... this Sucks#emetophobia/
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normal people timestamp moments from games they want to capture/gif. i, however, look at the time on my post and do the maths to figure out when in the game it was like an insane person.
#me: ok 3:06am that means the first is done & the second is just starting because we usually start at 7/8 mins past the hour and the periods#are usually 30/35 mins long plus 17/18 min intermission that means it's the start of the second#someone with a normal brain: hashtag timestamp 30s before 2nd period puck drop
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