#12. amongst other reasons because she is currently going through a messy divorce with my abusive father
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blorbofrommyshows · 1 year ago
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ok so when i said in the tags insert the that’s enough slices meme i really meant it
fun fact! I cannot cope :)
#1. homeless still and soon to be kicked off sofa so having to look for emergency accom#2. off work with stomach flu as was violently throwing up and unable to keep down food or drink at the weekend#3. close friend in a&e with severe pain#4. possible bedbugs in room and guy coming to check this eve so have to miss Kickbox again#(when was meant to be doing a grading)#5. father ragging at me that my job isn’t well paid enough or has enough progression and I need to pick a career#6. having to go back to said stressful full time low paid job tomorrow#7. just started period#8. have I mentioned I sleep on a tiny couch?#9. it is getting to winter and it is getting darker and colder#10. the past two places I’ve tried to get accom at have fallen through bc the owners made a mistake w the dates#11. i do NOT want to register as homeless nor go live with my mum#12. amongst other reasons because she is currently going through a messy divorce with my abusive father#13. (also because I have no friends there and the transport system sucks and I would feel stifled as FUCK)#14. the FUCKING british government seems determined to make everyone sell thr kidneys to buy basic essentials like food and rent and bills#15. scottish gov short term let new rules inadvertently fucking me in the ass#so yes I can see why i would wake up on the verge of a panic attack at 4:30am actually#(actually also have I mentioned I only have like 3 friends too?)#i can’t do this actually (:#anyway the one silver lining is I have???? the week after next week??? as holiday#(which coincidentally I still need to book flights or preferably a train back for which I will do. but then when I get back im. roomless#)#sigh.#I’ll do job search from ‘home’ I guess and maybe some here too#vent tw#negativity tw#oh also never to forget: good ol brexit. the bane of my life
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