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Take Your Time, Miss Deer (Sylus x Reader) - Ch. 3
In a tailor shop tucked in the calmer side of the N109 zone is a little room where all clothes of many different designs come together under the delicate hands of an unassuming deer living in the den of all sorts of beasts and sitting on them is the dragon who wears your clothes.
Your many interactions with Skye, Mr. Sylus’ messenger or-
-Sylus is waiting for you to finally figure out he is playing his own messenger.
A Deer Hybrid! Reader x Dragon Hybrid! Sylus Fic
Tags: Sylus x Reader, Hybrid AU, Suggestive Themes, Fluff, Predator/Prey
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Ch. 1 / Ch. 2 / Ch. 3 / Ch. 4 / Ch. 5 / Ch. 6
3: My Dearest, Playful
Perhaps it started with the little notes.
When Sylus gradually shifted from his previous tailor to you, it was supposed to be a simple business transaction. A seamless transition as you become his lead tailor. A trade where he will pay and he will receive the clothes in return.
Your father was very confident with your skills and one look at the samples your father has laid out in front of him is enough for Sylus to know you have unparalleled talent when it comes to design and sewing.
He didn’t question what you and your father are doing here in the N109 zone even if your kind should not be here at all. There is already a fair share of artisans and any brilliant minds for that matter like you who chose to settle here for various reasons.
Debt.
Crime.
Humans.
The list goes long.
When his first request from you arrived, he was more than pleased. Inside the dark cardboard box laced with red tissue paper was the business attire he had commissioned from you. From the embroidery, the fabric, and the measurements, you were able to capture everything just as he imagined it.
But what tops everything is the little note at the bottom of the box.
“Thank you, Mr. Sylus.”
Neat handwriting. A simple thanks signed with your first name and a cute drawing of a smiling deer.
He didn’t write a response to that message and instead sent a bouquet of roses after that. Afterall, he knows when to acknowledge effort when he sees it.
Then it became a game. At least for him. A back and forth.
Every time you send over a box, he will always find these little notes at the bottom, always a note of gratitude.
“Thank you for the flowers, Mr. Sylus.”
“The hairpin is very lovely.”
“Father and I had a wonderful night.”
Oh, he remembered that night quite well. It was the night where he finally laid eyes on his shy and elusive tailor that he only saw before through the optics of Mephisto.
So many well-dressed people that evening. The opera has a good ensemble of music and a capable orchestra but his gaze was only trained at you the entire time.
Who would have known?
You are much lovelier in person. Even if you are a good distance away from him.
Now, he gets to appreciate that beauty up close.
“Skye, what brings you here?”, you asked him, tilting your head slightly at him. You had your hair up and Sylus’ gaze lingered on your neck and in the skin not covered by the collar of your blouse, beads of sweat trickling down.
As usual, Mephisto is here (Again) and currently perched at your antlers while you carry boxes of clothes for delivery from your studio to the receiving area. The bird really does love your company so much.
“Just wanted to check on my boss’ favorite tailor,” Sylus replied, a hint of amusement in his voice towards the fact it is becoming too easy to switch on this new persona around you as time passed by. “Where’s your father, sweetie?”
Of course, Sylus knows the answer to that already even before he stepped inside your shop, fully aware that your father had left you by your lonesome today to go to the nearby hospital for his check-up.
Sure, he always had Luke and Kieran watch over you despite being fully aware none of your clients will do anything stupid when inside your shop but he isn’t going to take his chances today.
Besides, this is the perfect chance to spend time with you without having to deal with your father’s subtle fearful gaze.
The fear is understandable, he supposed. A deer and a dragon together in one room? That usually spells disaster if you and him are outside the N109 zone.
A disaster that usually ends in the front page of the newspaper.
“Oh, he went to the hospital for a check-up, Skye,” you smiled at him and you were about to pick up another box when he beat you to it, his hands gently covering yours and then carrying it himself.
“You don’t have to-”
“Let me, sweetheart.”
“Mr. Sylus might think I am turning you into my errand boy.”
“Don’t worry, darling, consider it as me being a gentleman,” he answered, his tail wrapping around your waist while you walked back with him to the receiving area.
He would do anything you ask without complaint.
Lovesick. Utterly smitten. He should have talked to you long ago, to relish being accepted by you who worries over his being than over the possibility of being mauled to death by him.
His response is rewarded with a smile from you. They aren’t as bad as your fellow hybrids and even humans claim they are.
Dragon hybrids.
Wolf hybrids.
Or any hybrids that take into the traits of any carnivore.
If anything, Skye, the twins, and the other residents here in the N109 zone have been very accommodating to you so far despite your differences. Perhaps it is possible, all of you hybrids living in solidarity.
“How can I make it up to you, Skye?”, you asked, watching him set down the box with the others. Simon, the canine hybrid delivery boy, should be here any minute now to pick them up and bring them to your clients.
“Is a kiss too much to ask?”
Sylus meant it as a joke, to tease you, just so he can see your adorable blush but a part of him secretly hopes you will give it to him just like how you give it freely to Mephisto and the twins.
You tilt your head at him, as if surprised with his request that was immediately replaced with a soft smile.
What are you doing?
He looked down at you, slightly confused (and perhaps, amused) when he saw you cock your head slightly upwards with your eyes closed.
You are waiting for him to do something.
Is this what he thinks it is?
“And what is this for, sweetie?”, he asked, his breath hitching upon realizing your position.
You are going to let him take a kiss.
You tapped on your forehead, “Here. This spot.”
It was good you specified where at least but even if you don’t, he has half a mind that there are things he shouldn’t take without your permission.
These are one of the rare occasions where Sylus’ self-control slips for a fraction and he has to remind himself he is supposed to be playing the role of ‘Skye’. One of Mr. Sylus’ henchmen as you said.
He studied your face briefly, looking for any signs of doubt but there is none. Are you teasing him back? No, it doesn’t look like it.
You are actually letting him do it.
He inhaled sharply and his tail wrapped around you tightened briefly before leaning closer then gently placing a kiss on your forehead, a content and quiet sigh escaping his lips as he waited for your reaction.
He wants to do it again. To shower you with such gestures.
“I hope that is enough to make it up for helping me here today, Skye,” you said, a satisfied expression on your face.
How sweet can you get, Miss Deer? Giving these freely when asked nicely.
“Consider it paid in full, sweetie,” Sylus chuckled softly. You are so unpredictable sometimes that he made a mental note that he should be more clear next time.
But it isn’t so bad.
The sharp ringing of the telephone cut through the quietness of the receiving area and Sylus watched you walk towards it to pick it up, his tail letting go of you.
He listened idly to your quiet conversation to the other person on the line and his attention went from the small smile on your face then downwards, his gaze shifting on your tail swaying side to side.
Cute, fluffy, well-groomed and-
-oh-so-inviting.
How would it feel against his fingertips or perhaps, tangled against his own?
“I understand,” you nodded, a worried look on your face, “Get well soon, Simon.”
You put down the phone and looked at the boxes for delivery. Should you return them back to your studio and ask your clients to pick it up? But then again, they requested it for delivery and you sighed heavily.
It isn’t the delivery boy’s fault if he caught the flu. It was a miracle he even managed to call you based on the state of his voice.
“It looks like I had to the delivery today, Skye,” you told him, walking towards the entrance of the shop to flip the sign from ‘Open’ to ‘Closed’.
“I am coming with you, sweetie.”
“But how?”
“With my car, miss seamstress.”
“Mr. Sylus wouldn’t mind? He might be looking for you now,” you replied, slightly worried. He already helped you around moving the boxes and now he is driving you around as well?
Oh, who do you think I am?
“He can afford a few hours without me,” he answered dismissively, already picking up boxes to load on his car. There is no way he will let you walk and use the public transportation especially not in the N109 zone.
“It looks like I owe you again, Skye,” you smiled at him, following him to his car with your clipboard.
This is clearly an expensive car.
He said it was his car, right? You are sure you didn’t misheard. Does Mr. Sylus pays his people well? Maybe the rumors were actually true when it comes to his wealth or maybe it is hazard pay? There is word that Mr. Sylus and his people deal with hybrids and humans alike on their line of work.
“Consider it as my gratitude for your little reward earlier, sweetheart.”
Your subtle surprised reaction did not escape his notice and he had to stifle his chuckle on your reaction, his tail flicking in amusement as he opened the car door for you, his hand on the small of your back.
He should take you to joyrides every now and then.
In fact, now that he thinks about it, that isn’t enough at all in his dictionary when it comes to spoiling you.
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All of his business associates were stunned.
It was no secret at this point that Sylus is visiting you frequently and becoming more watchful over you. They know this because when a shootout happened right in front of your shop, Sylus was immediately there, royally pissed at the perpetrators and a new rule was added that there should be no violence at all within the 500 meters of your shop.
Did everyone get the message? Oh, they certainly did especially when the warehouses of the perpetrators were conveniently burned down the morning after.
The message is very loud and clear.
They all agreed you and him make an unlikely pair. It wasn’t uncommon between hybrids of different species to find attraction towards each other but in your case? They actually all prayed (Which is the most unusual) that their beloved tailor will be safe.
Surely, Sylus has enough self-restraint to not mistake you for prey, right? That he isn’t a wild animal wearing well-tailored clothes to mingle among the turbulent crowd of hybrids and humans.
There was a certain expectation that his demeanor will be softened at least slightly when he is around you yet seeing you together for the first time? By goodness, he looked more terrifying even when you were standing beside him, greeting them all cheerfully and explaining why you are doing the delivery today.
You frowned upon seeing your client shake. This is the third time your clients looked at you as if they wanted to be anywhere but here and you know precisely why.
You didn’t expect Skye to be that scary to other people but he actually is. Does that come with working with Mr. Sylus? Luke and Kieran do not look menacing at all but they did mention they do the dirty work so that only means Skye is most likely sent to do the same as well.
Maybe their images change depending on the situation.
“Oh, please don’t be scared,” you tried your best to assure your client who is clearly trembling in the appearance of your companion, “Skye’s not on duty today. He is just tagging along.”
Sylus just smirked at the man in front of you who was looking at him in sheer terror. He badly wanted to laugh but chose not to, not wanting to break his facade.
It is not often you find the leader of Onychinus himself standing on your doorstep especially when you just woke up and in your pajamas.
Skye?
Why are you calling Sylus using a different name? Or maybe that is a nickname? The word going about is he is pursuing you but are you two that far in your relationship already?
Your client, an older lion hybrid, kept his eyes at you, not daring to look at Sylus.
“Yes, my apologies,” your client nodded slowly and he is careful not to even brush his hands against yours as you handed him the box of suit you tailored for him, “Not so often you see, um-, Sy-”
He froze when Sylus glared at him, a silent warning, daring him to finish that sentence, his tail flicking in subtle annoyance.
The older lion is even more confused but chose not to prod further. Work with Sylus long enough and you will see signs when he doesn’t want to continue the conversation any further. To leave the subject as it is, choose a new topic, and hope that would placate him.
You caught the silent exchange between them and it even made you slightly frustrated that Skye is unintentionally being scary. You do believe it isn’t his fault since he did not get to choose what kind of hybrid he would be when he was born.
“Skye, stop scaring him,” you gently chided him and the lion hybrid watched in surprise at how fast Sylus switched his expression, holding a subtle fondness when he gazed at you.
“I’m not scary, sweetie.”
“You’re not to me but to them, I think you are.”
“Oh, am I?”
“You were just glaring at him awhile ago,” you pointed out, and even then, your scolding is quite gentle, as if reprimanding a child who is bullying someone younger than him.
Perhaps you need to work with him on making sure he doesn’t scare people during his off time.
“I am really sorry, sir,”, you bowed politely to the still stunned lion hybrid, “We need to get going but please be assured we are going to work on his customer service.”
Your client just nodded slowly, mumbling a small thanks, watching as you and Sylus walked back towards the car, the dragon hybrid’s tail wrapped loosely around your waist and even then, he could still pick up the dragon hybrid teasing you.
“Are you going to teach me how to behave, sweetie?”
“If you don’t mind, Skye.”
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What on earth just happened?
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It was certainly exhausting delivering all of those boxes.
Sylus watched you in amusement, taking a sip of his coffee while you rested your head on your arms on the table. He mostly let you do the talking even when you attempted to let him take the lead so he could work on his ‘customer service’ only for him to fail. (Mostly because the moment your clients opened the door they almost had a heart attack so you had to take over.)
“Maybe we need to work on your smile,” you mumbled, your groan of frustration sounding louder because of how quiet the cafe was.
“And how do you suggest we work on that, miss seamstress?”, he asked, his hand resting on his chin as you looked at him, studying his face.
Up close, Skye actually looks quite.. good looking, a faint blush tinting your cheeks at the thought and you shook your head.
You find these feelings very confusing. On one hand you have Mr. Sylus, still shrouded in mystery as ever but now you confirmed he is almost the same age as you and now every time he asks Skye to deliver his gifts, your crush slight admiration for him grows despite being aware you don’t even know him but you appreciate his shy attempts on making a connection with you.
Yet, you don’t even know what he looks like. What kind of hybrid is he even?
Then, you have Skye, a recent character, who keeps you company even when he just had to drop off the gift and go. Every time he hands you Mr. Sylus’ presents, you often see that it is from him instead.
It is all frustrating but you have to come into terms that dragon hybrids should be with their kind and the same goes to you and Mr. Sylus.
“Let me think,” you said, your brows slightly furrowed.
Back to the topic. The plan. Maybe his fangs slightly poking out might be the problem and smirking seemed to be his default expression.
“Take your time, sweetie, I’m in no rush,” he replied, his gaze more fixed at your little pout and he raised his brow when you switched seats, sitting beside him. “What’s this?”
“I am fixing your smile.”
Oh, this is good.
Very good.
He relished the warmth of your hands on his face while you try to correct his smirk, making his fangs slightly hidden. A very surprising turn of events but a favorable one. Who knows accompanying you for delivery would lead to your delicate hands touching him like this.
It didn’t help how close you are, the scent of cotton and wildflowers at full force.
Little deer forgets she is in the company of a predator it seems.
How amusing how you never cower even when the rest of the beasts you have met with him did.
“Is this your way of fixing my smile then?”, he asked, his voice slightly muffled and he noticed the slight tremble on your touch.
Perhaps the deer instincts are still there.
“I just want to see if I can.”
You nodded but there was a subtle hint of fear in your gaze when you noticed how sharp those canines are up close before it was immediately replaced by the determination you have earlier.
Sure, Skye and you are polar opposites when it comes to species but no, he wouldn’t jump on you-
-He wouldn’t jump on you and eat you.
“You’re trembling, miss seamstress” he said quietly, holding one of your wrists.
“I am just hungry,” you immediately replied, your other hand resting on your lap.
Your ears drooped slightly, guilty and ashamed for letting your natural instincts dictate your reactions. No one has harmed you so far in this place. It isn’t fair for you to look at him in fear when Skye has been kind to you. Who had every chance to pounce on you while both of you are alone on your studio but did not.
Sylus knows it is an excuse but chose to let it slide, letting go of your wrist. He doesn’t want to ruin this little impromptu date (It is a date, you just don’t know.)
“Our orders should be here any minute now, sweetheart,” he replied.
He didn’t push any further but his tail wrapped around you gently and he hoped despite you being so naive, so oblivious, you will take this as a sign that he is grateful.
Grateful that you didn’t stand up and flee.
Your tail wagged slightly when you saw your strawberry shortcake set in front of you together with his lemon tart.
“This looks very delicious,” you said, studying the treat in front of you.
“You’re more excited at the cake than finishing the delivery earlier, Miss Deer” he commented, poking your cheek.
Of course you are, especially when the strawberries on top look very fresh partnered with a pink macaron.
“The macaron looked so cute.”
“It does, but not as cute as you, darling deer.”
“Liar.”
What was it exactly?
Your playful tease?
The sense of foreboding that he is indeed a liar, that he is lying to you about his identity?
Or maybe it was the white cream on your fingers? Or perhaps the tip of your tongue darting slightly on your bottom lip to clean the crumbs of the pink pastry?
Or was it because he wanted to be the one to lick that little mess himself?
No, it is what comes after.
It is what comes after that would bother him for the next few days and bear that irrational anger that comes with pining over the deer gazing back at him from her hidden grove, waiting for him to reveal himself from the darkness of the woods that surround your little paradise.
It is what comes after that when he can hear his heartbeats against his chest, his breath hitching, his eyes widening, and his lips parting slightly.
It was when-
It was when you made that sound with your oh-so-inviting lips.
Pop.
“Oh, it is as tasty as it looks!”, you exclaimed.
The trance breaks.
He blinked, immediately taking a deep breath to collect himself.
“Let me have a taste,” he said playfully, slightly strained while he try to calm the beating of his heart.
“Can you let me try yours as well, Skye?”, you asked.
Maybe he bit more than he can chew for today but he himself won’t admit that.
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Sylus wouldn't deny how far his imagination goes when it comes to you.
They are usually domestic most of the time, little wishes of resting his chin on your shoulder while watching you work but there are cases it goes beyond that.
It was natural, he supposed, especially when he is already a lovestruck fool at this point.
A lovestruck fool for you, at least.
But they were proof to him.
That this attraction is not because he wants to devour you like those lunatics who lost their minds on the haze on being unable to discern the difference between love and obsession.
His affections for you are real. His intentions are without a doubt, pure.
He acted as if he never saw the rest of his business associates earlier that day and no one dared to bring up why he is accompanying you on a delivery run.
Despite that, things do not go smoothly.
Not because people are being stubborn, no, they are very cooperative for once.
It was because every now and then, he remembers that sound.
That sound you made earlier.
Pop.
It was enough to distract him every now and then. How his hold on the firearm faltered just slightly when he was inspecting it, how his grip on the cards during the poker game tightened and he is glad that his schedule isn't tight tonight because he would like to have some time for himself, to clear his head.
"What are we going to do if there are any incoming calls for you, boss?", Luke asked.
“Just say I am busy for tonight,” he sighed then added.
“And no interruptions unless it’s urgent.”
Luke and Kieran looked at each other, perplexed. Usually, the boss would be in his best mood after visiting you but he looked grumpy tonight.
Did you guys fight? No way. They had spent enough time with you to know you don’t get ticked off so easily.
“Is Miss Deer okay?”, Kieran asked quietly.
“She’s fine,” he answered and gave them a dismissive wave.
The two just nodded, making a mental note to swing by tomorrow to check on you as well or maybe tonight. What if you are crying because the boss said something? Oh, they really hope you aren’t.
Perhaps they should bring along a box of sweets just in case and tell you it was from the boss.
Because if they need to be a mediator between you and the boss, then so be it.
The twins closed the door behind them and Sylus ran a hand through his hair, deep in thought and it did not help that his pants are tighter than usual.
Terribly unfair how he had to deal with this while you are back at your shop, most likely hard at work even during the evenings.
Perhaps a long and cold shower should help him and for good measure, he will down a bottle of whisky too because for once, he hopes that you will not appear in his dreams tonight, fully aware what kind of dream it will be.
Oh, how wrong he was.
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Ch. 1 / Ch. 2 / Ch. 3 / Ch. 4 / Ch. 5 / Ch. 6
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Yellow Daisies Epilogue Part 1
Yep, you read that right. I had spent so much time researching flowers that I wanted to put all my knowledge into the fic. So originally it was going to be anniversaries 1-10. Now it's being split up into 1-5 and 6-10.
This is 1-5
Also did I make Eddie and Stevie's anniversary my dating anniversary with my husband... maaaaayyybbbbeeee.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
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~ Epilogue Anniversaries 1-5
~ 1. Paper Roses, Lavender Tipped- Love at First Sight
Eddie was planning out his first dating anniversary. Steve and he decided that they’re anniversary was the sixteenth because they wanted a day separate from Valentine’s Day that was all their own.
They decided that Valentine’s Day was Steve’s purview and their anniversary was Eddie’s.
Eddie had spent the last three months scouring thrift shops and second-hand book stores looking for the worst, beaten, battered, and torn copies of ‘The Hobbit’ he could find. Something that wouldn’t break his heart when he ripped out the pages to paper roses out of them.
Then to practice the dying of the edges of the books to be lavender tipped, he printed out some of Shakespeare sonnets, but especially number twenty. ‘Shall I compare you to a summers day?’ Like that was shit Steve loved to get and Eddie loved to give.
He gathered the ones that turned out the best and the pages from ‘The Hobbit’ that had the most meaning to them. You see, while Eddie was in the hospital with his injuries, Steve would read the book out loud to him when he was too tired to read it himself.
Eddie had a crush on Steve before that, but that’s when he really fell in love with him. That care and devotion that just came so easy for his boyfriend, and it was aimed at him for the first time and it blew his mind.
When he had a dozen of the best lavender tipped paper roses, he gathered them up in a bouquet and put them on the nightstand next to Steve’s side of the bed. Then went to make his love breakfast in bed.
Banana pancakes with chocolate chips. Steve’s favorite.
When Steve woke up to the smell of the pancakes and hot coffee, he looked up at Eddie with the dopey smile Eddie loved so much.
“Hey there, rockstar,” he murmured as he sat up, rubbing his eyes. “Is all that for me?”
“Sure is!” Eddie said proudly.
They ate breakfast and Steve enjoyed his flowers. He loved reading the little scenes and snippets he could see. Then he proceeded to show Eddie exactly how much he appreciated the flowers. Because yes, it might have not had been love at first sight for either of them, it was the sentiment that mattered.
~ 2. Crocheted Forget-me-nots- Faithful Love, Chivalry
Their second anniversary was a lonely one. Eddie’s band had gotten a record deal about eight months prior and with them already having teems and teems of music, mostly it was recording a bunch of them and deciding on the best ones.
But then came the tour and as much as Steve wanted to, he couldn’t go with. The Party was graduating from high school and one of them had to be there at their graduation. And since Eddie literally couldn’t (he would be in California on stage), it had to be Steve.
Eddie promised to call the day of and hear all about it.
Which is what he did on Valentine’s Day and his anniversary, he called. Steve of course, not the kids.
“Hey, babe,” he greeted softly. “I miss you so much.”
Steve let out a long sigh and then slid to the floor next to the phone in the kitchen. They had been living in their apartment in Indy for about a year and a half, but this was the first time, Steve didn’t have Eddie in it for their anniversary. “Hey there, rockstar. I miss you too.”
“Did you get my package?” Eddie asked nervously. He wanted to make sure it got there in time, but he didn’t know they would have gotten it to him.
“I did,” Steve murmured. He reached up and grabbed one of them off the counter. “Forget-me-nots. As if I could ever forget you.”
“It also means faithful love and chivalry,” Eddie said with the hint of a smile. “The chivalry is for you. You’re my knight in polos and acid washed jeans and I love you so, so much. The faithful love is for me. That I want you to know that no matter how far apart we are, I’m faithful to you and only you, okay?”
“Okay.” Steve twirled the flower between his finger and thumb. “When did you learn to knit or crocket or whatever?”
“Crochet,” Eddie said. “And it was something Brian shoved into my hands when I kept waking them up with my guitar playing. This was a quiet way to do something with my hands. Sorry there are only six of them, I had a lot of failures before those and I could only get that many done before our anniversary.”
“Six is enough, Eddie bear,” Steve whispered. “You’re enough, too. I know you get inside your head sometimes. But just like you’re faithful to me, I’m faithful to you too.”
“Thanks, Stevie,” he replied. “I love you so much and I’m sorry I’m not there this time. It’s like only our second anniversary and I’m not home for it.”
“So make it up to me next year,” Steve said trying to sound upbeat, but not sure he quite made it. “Fly me out to LA and wine and dine me.”
“You’ve got it, sweetheart,” Eddie promised. “Look, I’ve got to go. But I just wanted to make sure you got your package and that you knew I was thinking of you today.”
“I love you, too.”
~ 3. Red Leather Orchids- Desire and Passion
Steve was unpacking his whole life and didn’t even think about what day it was. Eddie had made it big and everyone was moving out to LA. No one thought he was going to stay. Not even Erica. She had hugged him fiercely and made him promise he would be there for her graduation in two years, but she never expected him to stay in town for her.
So Corroded Coffin’s record label hired movers and hauled all of Eddie and Steve’s belongings across the country. And with Eddie and his friends stuck in the studio for long hours, unpacking was left to Steve.
Something he had thrown himself into for the sheer fact of having something to do to burn off steam.
So he was in ratty jeans, a faded t-shirt, and absolutely covered in dust when Eddie came home at noon.
He blinked up at his boyfriend as he tried to comprehend seeing him before eight o’clock at night.
Eddie laughed excitedly at his expression. “I thought you might have forgotten in the hustle and bustle of us moving cross-country, but happy third anniversary, baby.”
Steve’s expression cleared immediately. “Oh shit! I guess this means I forgot Valentine’s Day, too!”
Eddie laughed again. “That’s okay, we’ll just have double the sex today to make up for it!”
Steve laughed and pulled Eddie into his arms to kiss him deeply. Eddie pulled back after a moment, his nose twitching. “Let’s get you into the shower, sweetheart. You’re ode de musk isn’t conducive to happy make outs.”
“Oh?” Steve teased and pulled Eddie back in. He rubbed his dirty face on Eddie’s neck, causing Eddie to squeal.
“Stop it!” Eddie cried, breaking free and dashing for the bathroom.
Steve caught him before he could close the door and kissed him along his jaw. Eddie moaned in delight and pleasure as they quickly stripped themselves of their clothes.
About twenty minutes and two spectacular orgasms later (one for each of them) they were clean, sated, and content on their bed.
Their bedroom was the first thing Steve had setup, the bathroom second.
“I got you two presents this time,” Eddie murmured, Steve wrapped around his waist. “A gag gift and the real one.”
Steve lifted his head and cocked it to the side. “Oh?”
Eddie cleared his throat. “So, I’m not sure if you noticed, but I’ve been basing the flowers I give on what you’re supposed to give for the anniversary present. Paper for your first anniversary, cotton for the second and so on.”
Steve grinned up at him. “That’s cute. Plus the meaning behind the flowers makes for really unique gifts. I love them even more, sunshine.”
Eddie grinned down at him. “So... year three is leather.”
Steve sat up straight and looked him in the eye. “Come again?”
“Oh, one of us certainly will,” Eddie teased. “Especially if we decide to use the gag gift tonight.” He wagged his eyebrows suggestively.
He leaned over the bed and pulled out two boxes from underneath it. One was a flower box and the other really didn’t look like much of anything really.
This was the box Eddie handed to him.
Steve opened it up and laughed when he saw what it was. It was leather harness, like for sex. He picked it up and saw that there were little flowers etched into the leather. He looked up at Eddie.
“What are they?”
Eddie’s chin indicated the other box. “Same as those.”
Steve opened the box to see red orchids made of soft, supple leather. “Oh, Eds... they’re beautiful. Fiery passion and desire. Perfect for the leather year.”
“You want to test out the harness?” Eddie asked wagging his eyebrows suggestively.
Steve just set the flowers aside and tackled his boyfriend to the mattress. This year was really looking up.
~ 4. Blown Glass Orange Blossoms- Eternal Love, Marriage
They had moved up from the apartment in LA to the town house and it was nicer and there was definitely more space. They had actual furniture and even some art hanging on the wall. Most of it was either Eddie or Will’s but there were some pieces they found in thrift shops and pawn shops that went up on the walls.
A couple of Eddie’s guitars went up there too. It was really starting to look their home. It was everything neither Steve or Eddie had growing up; a place that was filled with love and laughter. Eddie may have had Wayne, but with all the struggles they had keeping the lights on and food in their bellies, there wasn’t much room for laughter. In Steve’s case, with all the space behind those double doors, even with his parents home, if they didn’t have dinner together, they could literally go days with out seeing or even hearing the others. There was no love or laughter there.
But here in this little town house it was filled with both.
This anniversary was the one that Eddie promised to wine and dine him because he couldn’t last year with the move.
They got dressed up to the nines and went to an actual Michelin star restaurant, complete with a formal wine list and fifty year old bottles of Scotch.
Eddie picked Steve up with a box tucked gingerly under one arm. Steve raised an eyebrow at it, but wisely said nothing. Eddie would give them to him when he was ready. He had Steve hold them on the way to the restaurant, only noting that they were very fragile indeed.
So Steve kept them safe the whole way there, carefully cradling them to his chest.
They arrived at the restaurant and were shown their table. The box was set carefully to the side where Eddie kept an eagle eye on the package the whole meal and then when dessert came out did Eddie finally relax.
“Go on,” he said with a smile. “Open it.”
Steve carefully removed the ribbon and opened the lid. Inside were the most beautiful glass blown flowers he had ever seen. There were four. One for each year they had been together. They were bound together with a match white ribbon. Attached to the ribbon was a ring.
Steve looked up at Eddie in amazement. “Eddie...”
“I know we can’t get married legally,” he murmured, taking Steve’s hand in his, “but I want to do a commitment ceremony in front of all our friends and family. Because I’m in it for life, baby. Forever.”
“Yes!” Steve cried. “Yes, of course!”
Eddie gave his hand a squeeze and then worked the ring off the glass stems and gently laid them back down on the cushion. He slid the ring on Steve’s left hand.
“I tried to learn how to blow the glass myself, but it takes longer than a year of learning to make something that intricate,” he murmured.
Steve snorted. “Meaning you were banned from the shop because you were tempted to lick the glass, weren’t you?”
Eddie batted his eyelashes at Steve innocently. “Absolutely not!”
Steve raised an eyebrow.
“I was banned because I wanted to eat the glass pieces used to make the different patterns on things,” Eddie said with a sniff. “They looked like hard tact candies.” He folded his arms and turned away with a pout.
Steve burst out laughing. “An honest mistake to be sure.”
Eddie turned around and snapped his fingers. “Exactly!”
They finished their dessert and Eddie carefully gathered up the box with the flowers.
“So why the orange blossoms?” Steve asked as they walked out to Eddie’s car.
“The fourth year is fruit and when I saw that orange blossoms were for marriage,” Eddie explained, shyly, “I just knew I had to have them be your fourth year.”
Steve kissed him deeply. “Happy anniversary, rockstar.”
“Happy anniversary, honey.”
~ 5. Wooden Camellias- Constancy and Steadfastness
Moving three times in three years was the absolute limit for Steve. He told Eddie that if they moved again, he was going to have to become art for the new owners, because he would absolutely refuse to budge.
Eddie burst out laughing. “This is the last one for awhile, babe. I promise. But an actual, honest to god mansion! I know you grew up in one, but this ours!”
Steve looked around and sighed. He did like the new place, but he had made a home out of the last one and hated leaving it behind.
But this was about Eddie and his need to feel like he had truly come in the world. From trailer trash to multi-million dollar mansion. The band had really made a name for themselves and tickets were sold out in a lot of the stadiums they would be touring to already.
Of course, Steve would be going with them this time, so that helped.
Steve had given up on Valentine’s Day by their fifth year. It had gotten too commercial and everyone had take over a sweet holiday and turned it into trying to one up the year before. But with their anniversary being on the sixteenth, that meant that they could get reservations to restaurants without making hostesses cry.
This time Eddie was going just cook them a nice meal and watch movies on their big screen TV for a quiet night in.
There were no maids or cooks of any kind. They did hire someone to come in once a week to clean some of the rooms but for the most part it was just them.
The first thing Eddie handed Steve when he came out of their bedroom for dinner was a half dozen pink flowers. They had vases full of the flowers Eddie had gotten him over the years because after the silk yellow daisy all of the flowers Steve had gotten them were made of something else instead of real flowers that would die.
He gently touched a petal. “Oh! They’re wood!”
Eddie grinned up at him. “Yep! They don’t look it, do they?”
Steve shook his head. “They looked like the leather ones.”
“Aren’t they neat?” Eddie asked with a big grin. “I had them made special for you.”
Steve smiled back and put them with the leather orchids. Now that they were side by side, he could see the difference.
“So what flowers are these then?” he asked over his shoulder as he arranged them neatly.
“Camellias.”
Steve stopped his fussy with the flowers and slowly turned around. “Wait, don’t those mean steadfastness and constancy?”
Eddie hummed and nodded. He came over and pulled Steve into a fierce hug. “I know I’ve uprooted us so many times since we got together and this is my promise that this is our forever home unless you want to move. Back to Hawkins. New York. London. The French Rivera. I’ll go wherever you want me to, but this is our home now. No more upgrading for the sake of upgrading. You don’t need that from me, you need constancy. You always have. So this is me making that promise.”
Steve threw his arms around him and held tightly to the back of Eddie’s shirt. “Thank you.”
Eddie kissed the top of his head and held him close as Steve cried, letting go all his fears and insecurities about the new place and their new lives.
They were in it together. Just the way Steve had always dreamed.
~
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Headcanons of how Cabins decorating a Sleepy Hypnos child's hair
Personally I believe that each Hypnos child has soft curly hair which makes it easy for other campers from other Cabins to decorate their hair out of boredom and it slowly becomes a competition between the cabins on which cabin does it the most and which style is their favorite, etc. and here's how each cabin can tell ~this was inspired by some IG reels and a post by @/clovis-enthusiast
**Side Note: I would say some staff of CHB join in to represent some gods to avoid any potential conflicts**
Cabin 1 -Zeus: gold metallic lighting bolts
Cabin 2- Hera: peacock feathers (I like to think Argus decided to represent her cabin and protect Hera's honor in a way)
Cabin 3- Poseidon: little orange starfishes (like the ones in the Aquamarine movie-2006) and seashells
Cabin 4- Demeter: wheat and flowers (they negotiated with the Aphrodite Cabin on which flowers- the ones that represent/symbolizes any type of love or have heart shapes-i.e. heart shaped forget me not flowers are only for the cabin 10 and ofc both cabins have a list of which type their cabins can use)
Cabin 5- Ares: plastic sword toothpicks and mini metal spike balls (which the cabin later had to change them to those spiky porcupine balls for safety because Chiron said so)
Cabin 6- Athena: owl feathers, olive branch crown, maybe ripped up papers with favorite quotes from books
Cabin 7- Apollo: guitar string flowers, ripped up papers with poems/ music lyrics, music note paper clips
Cabin 8- Artemis: silver little stars (they only participate when they visit CHB)
Cabin 9- Hephaestus: nuts and bolts, flowers made out of wires
Cabin 10- Aphrodite: butterfly/flower hair clips, bow hair clips, hearts, and flowers and honestly anything that the cabin sees that's fit and pretty (the cabin was also asked to tone it down just so to keep it fun for all cabins and ofc it's no surprise that this cabin goes all out)
Cabin 11- Hermes: wind-up chatter teeth toys or those fake insects
Cabin 12- Dionysus: grapevine floral crown with little grapes
Cabin 13- Hades: tiny skeleton heads
Cabin 14-Iris: little rainbow hair clips or anything rainbow related
Cabin 15- Hypnos: probably leftover pillow feathers if they're awake long enough
Cabin 16- Nemesis: mini balance scales (the Hephaestus cabin def helped make them just to ensure safety)
Cabin 17- Nike: laurel's leaves (Apollo cabin was nice to give this one up-also yes I did look up some symbols to represent each god/goddess)
Cabin 18- Hebe: tiny clay cups/mugs of any style
Cabin 19- Tyche: mini four leave clovers/ horseshoes (as she is the goddess of fortune, luck, and prosperity)
Cabin 20- Hecate: battery operated flashlights in shapes of torches
Inspired posts:
https://www.tumblr.com/clovis-enthusiast/761509705120169984/your-mind-is-so-genius
Links for the image ^ (just wanted to show a few examples, but just in case anyone interested)
-https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5gP59FPomV/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
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-https://www.instagram.com/p/DA_HzsjSGKY/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
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🥛☕️ ACNH The Roost Set ☕️🥛
80 items | Sims 4, Base game compatible
All the items you'll need to recreate The Roost Cafe in your TS4 game. Most items came with only 1 swatch each. There are lots of items that I added extra swatches for. *See bottom of item list for links to the handful of items that have already been made in other sets. Everything is always posted with the option of pick & choose, so they are easy to find and one-click download.
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Set contains: Buy: -Amiibo Books 1 & 2 (2 items) | 2 swatches each | 768 & 338 poly -Amiibo Phone | 5 swatches | 1076 poly -Amiibo Table | 1 swatch | 576 poly -Bar Ceiling piece | 1 swatch | 141 poly -Bar Hanging Lamp (2 versions, longer and shorter for people who do not want to use the ceiling structure piece) | 5 swatches | 680 poly -Bar Mixer | 1 swatch | 166 poly -Bar Seat (functions as bar stool) | 1 swatch | 1060 poly -Bar Shelf (lots & lots of slots!) | 2 swatches | 840 poly -Bar Shelf Clutter (cups, towels, small milk all 1 item) | 1 swatch | 2526 poly -Bar Shelf Cups | 1 swatch | 2084 poly -Bar Siphon (2 versions: steam & no steam) | 1 swatch each | 1038 poly -Bar Siphon 2 (2 versions: steam & no steam) | 1 swatch | 1794 poly -Bar Table (functions as bar) | 1 swatch | 654 poly -Cafe Coffee V1 with saucer (steam & no steam versions) | 10 swatches | 1232 poly -Cafe Coffee V2 no saucer (steam & no steam versions) | 10 swatches | 770 poly -Cafe Sign (lights up at night) | 2 swatches | 754 poly -Change Tray | 1 swatch | 220 poly -Closet Box (single) | 1 swatch | 258 poly -Closet Boxes (2 stacked) | 1 swatch | 514 poly -Closet Gyroids 1-5 (5 items) | 1 swatch each | 1180, 1202, 1174, 1068, & 1202 poly -Closet Shelf (lots of slots!) | 1 swatch | 170 poly -Clutter Stacked Glasses | 1 swatch | 262 poly -Clutter Stacked Mugs | 1 swatch | 1814 poly -Clutter To Go Cups 1 & 2 (2 items) | 1 swatch | 578, & 1730 poly -Clutter To Go Lids 1 & 2 (2 items) | 1 swatch | 686, & 2396 poly -Clutter Towels | 1 swatch | 254 poly -Coffee bags 4x | 1 swatch | 2106 poly -Coffee Bags 6x | 1 swatch | 3158 poly -Cooking Spot (functions as a grill) | 1 swatch | 1814 poly -Dining Seat | 7 swatches | 864 poly -Dining Table | 2 swatches | 944 poly -Faux Window | 4 swatches for window "glass" | 414 poly -Fridge | 3 swatches | 4015 poly -Fridge (empty & slotted) | 3 swatches | 1429 poly -Floor Mats | 2 swatches | 676 poly -Milk Carton | 5 swatches | 86 poly -Paper Bag | 6 swatches | 220 poly -Syrup | 5 swatches | 366 poly -Tin | 6 swatches | 214 poly -Tray Glasses | 15 swatches each | 578 poly -Lamp (wall) Turn brightness down as with all of my lamp CC | 1 swatch | 1374 poly -Milk Pitcher | 8 swatches | 1110 poly -Milk Pitcher Small | 1 swatch | 1110 poly -Paintings | 7 swatches | 62 poly -Potted Flower | 6 swatches | 1486 poly -Shelf Cups 2x | 1 swatch | 1826 poly -Shelf Cups 3x | 1 swatch | 2732 poly -Shelf Jars 1-8 (8 items) | 1 swatch each | 626 poly each -Shelf Plate Stack | 1 swatch | 524 poly -Shelf Siphon | 1 swatch | 861 poly -Shelf Siphon Holder | 1 swatch | 130 poly -Table Cards 1 & 2 (2 items for each end of the bar) | 1 swatch each | 34, & 46 poly -Table Flyers | 1 swatch | 12 poly -Vintage Coffee Mill | 1 swatch | 1187 poly -Wall Flyers | 1 swatch | 73 poly -Wall Photo Trio | 1 swatch | 180 poly -Wall Speaker (functional music player) | 1 swatch | 44 poly -Wooden Wall Piece (goes behind bar seating area) | 1 swatch | 756 poly
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Physio’s Daughter pt.4

Jessie Fleming x Physio!Reader
Read the previous parts here
Warnings: a little cursing, a small bit of homophobia (it’s minor teasing by a child)
WC: 4.3k
A/N: I struggled with this part, so I do apologize for how long it took and that it’s shorter. There’s a lot of timeline jumps in this part just as a heads up. I know where the story is going to end up I’m just having a hard time making the plot to get it there.
It was Jessie’s fault your attempt at being just coworkers failed so quickly. It was only hours after you had said goodbye to her in the lobby of the training center when you received a notification on your phone.
_jessflem has requested to follow you
You smirked down at the notification. You knew she wasn’t big on social media so the follow felt intentional. You open your phone to accept her follow request and go to follow her back only to realize you already followed her. You also weren’t too keen on social media, you really didn’t have the time with school, but you found yourself in typical behavior with the other young adults your age, “stalking” Jessie’s page.
You scroll all the way to her last photo, it’s just a scenery shot. You look at it for a second before starting to scroll back up. Too frenzied with your scrolling you feel the phone vibrate in your hand slightly, the same way it vibrated if you liked a photo.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck” you stop your scrolling, starting to slowly scroll backward to see that you had just liked a photo from 2020. Four years ago. It was one of her smiling, holding a soccer ball in her Chelsea training kit. She looked adorable.
Jessie Fleming: Doing a bit of stalking, are we?
The sound of your text notification making you jump in your otherwise silent apartment. Before you can even open the first text you receive a second.
Jessie Fleming: Do you stalk all your coworkers, or just the ones you’ve kissed?
You: Hard to say, I haven’t kissed any other coworkers, maybe I’ll have to kiss some other ones and see if it leads to stalking.
Jessie Fleming: Fair
You leave her text without a response. You had both agreed to be professional, this seemed like it was going to maybe be the opposite of you kept texting her.
You close Instagram and move from your couch into the kitchen. You were excited for your next few days to be off days. You planned to essentially do nothing but sit, watch trashy TV and do anything to keep your mind from wandering and thinking about Jessie. Moving to the fridge you get out some ingredients to make yourself chicken and pasta, it was easy but it also counted as a home cooked dinner so you couldn’t complain.
In the middle of digging through your cabinets for spices you get a knock on your door. Skeptical of who it may be, you move to the door slowly, looking though the peep hole. There stood your Mom, not someone coming to murder you, well, you’re not too sure on that you think.
You open the door to see her standing with a bouquet of flowers and a brown paper bag tucked under her arm.
“Can I come in?” She wasn’t exactly the person you wanted to be seeing right now but she was your Mom, so you extended you hand to take the bag and let her in.
“Are you here to yell at me again, because I’ve honestly had enough over the past couple of days to last a lifetime, I don’t need any more.”
“Don’t be a smartass,” she gently smacks the top of your head. “I’m actually here to apologize. Do you think I’d bring snacks and drinks if I was here to yell at you?”
“Maybe you brought them to flaunt in my face while you yelled at me.”
Your Mom rolls her eyes at you and begins digging through the bag she brought. She gets out some candies that she knew you loved, some popcorn, a bottle of wine, and a 6 pack of beers.
“Is this your peace offering?” You ask as you grab the bag of sweets, opening it and popping one in your mouth.
“I don’t know if I’d consider it a peace offering just yet but I wanted to at least talk, I figured I could start making amends with snacks.”
“Okay.”
“Look, I’m not really sorry for what I said, I said it for a reason and I stand by what I said.” She lets out a breath. “But I am sorry for how I said it though. I treated you like a child, that was unprofessional, you’re an adult and should be treated that way at work at least. Unfortunately, I’m your mom, so you’ll always be my little girl. And in this circumstance I was frustrated with you as a mom and as a coworker.”
“Why were you frustrated with me as a mom?” You understood the coworker, but the thought of you disappointing your Mom hurt a bit, you hadn’t realized you had upset her as a daughter.
“I don’t know if frustrated is the word I guess. It’s just weird seeing your daughter being defiled against the wall by another person especially at work when it’s with her coworker who she told you nothing was happening with.” Your blush comes back and you look down at your drink before taking a large swing, not wanting to think about your Mom walking in on you and Jessie.
“How many times do I have to tell you she wasn’t defiling me, it was just a kiss.”
“I don’t really care what she was doing to you, the less I know the better.” You Mom holds her hands up stopping you. “I am sorry I made a scene in your office about it. That was inappropriate on my end.”
“Thank you.” You take another sip. The two of you stood in silence around your kitchen table. This was going to be a long night.
It was nearly an hour later, you were drinking through your fourth beers and your Mom was working through her third heavy pour of wine. You could tell you were both feeling the effects of the drinks and it was likely your Mom would be spending the night. You felt your phone buzz in your lap and you looked down to see Jessie’s name again.
Jessie Fleming: sorry if I made it weird with my text from before, I promise only to be professional from now on.
You feel yourself smiling at the text, something about the idea that she thought about you again to text you made you feel warm and fuzzy. Unfortunately, with the alcohol in your system you did a worse job at hiding your emotions than you thought.
“Ohhhhh, look at you smiling at your phone, let me guess is a certain Canadian captain texting you?” Your mom teases from the other side of the couch. Her foot giving your leg a tap.
“Mom please.” While you tried to deflect her comment it was obvious by your smile that she was right about who had texted you and she knew she was right. You didn’t want to have to sit here with your tipsy mother and her comments about you and Jessie. Thankfully she stays quiet for a few minutes with the two of you not speaking.
“This is maybe the wrong way to go about this, but I’m trying really hard to be your Mom, not your coworker, so, tell me about her? Pretend I don’t already know her, pretend you’re telling me about just a crush from school or something.”
“Mom, we don't have to do this.”
“Oh come on, indulge me, I miss it. I remember when you were a little girl and you would come home telling me about the pretty girls in your class, and then in fourth grade someone told you that you couldn’t find other girls pretty.” You cringe at that memory. Some boy had overheard you saying how you thought another little girl in your class was beautiful and he had told you it was gross for boys to think boys were cute and for girls to find girls cute. Unfortunately that little shit’s comments stuck with you through your whole life, impacting you heavily as a child.
“And so then you only ever came home talking about boys, but I could tell it wasn’t quite the same as how you felt toward the pretty girls. And then when you were 17 you came to me to tell me about the pretty girl you had a crush on and I was so proud of you and excited that that stupid boy didn’t change you. And then since you’ve moved out for school I got to hear snippets over the phone about dates but it’s not the same. So indulge me. Tell me about her as you would any other girl.”
“But you do know her, Mom.” Still hesitant to have this conversation about Jessie, it was easy when your Mom didn’t know the other person.
“Does she have a job? Does she have aspirations? Where’s she from?” She ignored your comment and starts firing off questions.
You let out a small giggle as you take another drink, your Mom was always one to interrogate you about girls you talked about, it was just funny the way she was pretending she didn’t know Jessie.
You fell into conversation with your Mom for a bit. She’d ask questions, pretending to be oblivious to the fact that you were talking about Jessie. You answered, the small trace of beer in your system making you care slightly less, also knowing that your Mom had had her fair share of wine.
You told her about your conversations with Jessie, ones from all the hours you two spent secluded in the training rooms. You told her about your mutual aspiration for travel, how you’d talked about school, she taught you what she learned as an engineer in school, you talked about her family, her family dogs, all the tiny details you could remember about Jessie.
The more you talked about her, the more you watched your mothers face change. Originally looking a little uncomfortable when you talked about Jessie but now she was grinning back at you.
“You actually like her don’t you?”
“Obviously.” You huff throwing your arms up.
“Well, I wasn’t sure if you just thought she was hot and you wanted to hookup with a professional athlete .”
“Mom!” You can feel your cheeks start to heat up.
You both fall into silence, your Mom finishing off her glass of wine and you staring at the ground thinking about everything you just said to your Mom.
“I forgot to say this earlier but I’m also sorry I accused you of lying to me.”
“It’s fine Mom, really don’t worry about it.”
Your Mom stands from the couch with a yawn. “Guest room made up by chance?” You nod at her. It wasn’t really a guest room, more of a den in your apartment that you had made an office with a bed in the corner.
Before she left to go to bed she moved over to you, placing her hands on your shoulders.
“Kiddo?” You cringe at the childhood nickname, looking up at her. “I’m not going to tell you to do anything with Jessie, but, you’re stubborn and I know you will. So just please, if you two decide to take your relationship anywhere, just be adults about it. Don’t let it affect work, don’t let it mess up her playing, don’t sneak around. If you want to be adults, act like it, tell the people who need to know.”
“We already talked, nothings going to happen.”
“I know you think that, but when the two of you see each other for almost 2 months straight, I think it’ll maybe be hard to keep it that way. I’d still advise you two to avoid each other as much as you can, keep it professional, that's the right choice in my eyes. But, unfortunately my more realist advice, wait until the Olympics are over when you’re no longer associated with the team and you’re back at school. You don’t want to be accused of the team’s downfall because Fleming is too busy staring off at her own trainer to make a decent pass.” With that she walks away from you, placing her glass in the sink and wandering to the den.
You knew most likely your Mom seemed to be okay with you and Jessie once you were no longer a trainer was just the wine talking and she’d go back to normal in the morning but for now you’d take it. You put your own bottle in the recycling and head into your bedroom. You consider texting back Jessie but decide against it as you plug your phone in and set an alarm for the next morning.
The next morning you wake up and make your way into the kitchen finding a note from your mom saying she left early, she loved you and she’d see you soon.
You grabbed a pan from the kitchen and opened the fridge to find eggs and started making yourself breakfast.
The sound of your phone ringing causes you to jump and let out a yelp, nearly dropping the egg you were cracking. Turning around you grab your phone, seeing Jessie’s name across the screen. You debate not answering, but maybe she needed you for work reasons, so you answer.
“Hello?”
“Should I be scared that your Mom tried to call me yesterday?”
You hadn’t expected that to be her first words. “She what?”
“Yeah, I didn’t answer, I was still trying to get home but she called me, no voicemail, no text, just a missed call. So I’m asking, is she still out for my head because of us?”
“There’s no us, but probably not? I don’t know. She showed up unexpectedly at my place last night to apologize for how she yelled at me.”
“That’s good, right?”
“I guess? I mean she’s still pretty upset, but she apologized for treating me unprofessionally. So maybe she wanted to apologize to you too, I’m not sure.”
“Oh.”
“She also asked about you.” There’s silence on the other end, you pull the phone back to check that the call hadn’t ended.
“Hello?” You stirred your eggs.
“Hi.” Jessie’s voice comes through clearly.
“Oh I thought you maybe hung up.”
“No.” There’s another pause. “What did she ask?”
“Everything I guess? She had maybe a few too many sips of wine.” You let out a small laugh. “She told me to talk to her about you as if she didn’t know you. It was something we used to do when I was a kid. I’d sit and tell her every detail about the boys or girls I liked.” You turn around to lean against the kitchen table.
“That’s sweet that she wanted to do that with you.”
“Yeah.” It’s now you leaving a long silence. “It could’ve been the wine talking but she was less mad I think, she even suggested we just wait until the Olympics are over to figure out what it is between us.”
You hear a sigh come through the phone. “I thought we agreed to be professional.”
“We did.”
“No offense but telling me that your Mom suggested we figure out something after the Olympics isn’t really professional at all, it’s only going to get in my head.” Her voice now sounding upset and frustrated.
“Oh.”
“Yeah.”
“Sorry Jessie.” You’re not sure why you’re really apologizing, all you did was tell her what she wanted to know.
“It’s fine, I gotta go.” She rushes her sentence.
With that the line went dead and you stared back at your phone you could see your reflection in the black screen. The whole conversation ran through your head again. She had seemed excited that you talked to your Mom about her, but maybe you misunderstood. Jessie’s mood had taken such a sharp negative turn at the end, when you mentioned the possibility of post Olympics.
You open your texts, and start typing.
Hey, that was weird, sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I just thought we were maybe still doing the friendly flirting given you brought up our kiss yesterday.
You erase the message. Locking your phone and turning back to see your eggs burnt, just starting to smoke.
“Shit shit shit.” You rushed over grabbing the pan and turning off the burner. Too frustrated first with Jessie’s confusing behavior and then with your ability to burn the easiest breakfast, you decide to grab a book and sit outside hoping you wouldn’t have to think about reality for a while.
The rest of your day was easy, you sat outside reading two whole books and also getting incredibly sunburnt in the process. The thought of sunscreen completely slipping your mind. You were able to not think about school, or your mom, or work, or Jessie, or the Canadian team at all.
The next three days played out the exact same, except with sunscreen this time. It was good, you genuinely got a break, from school, from work, and from life. It was great. Everything was going well, you had managed to not think about Jessie most of the day, until you went to bed and your phone notification popped up, reminding you of tomorrow’s responsibilities.
Calendar: Physio Team Meeting 8:00
Calendar: Meeting w/ J.Fleming 10:00
Calendar: Travel Paperwork Meeting 13:15
You had been excited to see her, that was until your weird shared phone call 3 days ago. It had been radio silence between the two of you since, you never texted her and she never reached out. Not that you expected her to, but it would’ve been nice to hear from her.
Your morning was quick, opting to just eat at the facilities instead of waking up early to make your own breakfast. You met your mom in the parking lot and the two of you walked into your first meeting together. It was general information for the upcoming schedule. The players were set to come back in 3 weeks for 5 days, the team would then travel to Paris to get settled before starting play later that week. It was going to be a busy 3 weeks before the team came back, everyone being given various tasks and responsibilities to oversee in the meantime. Yours as you had already been told was to keep Jessie in the loop with her teammates, as well as keeping up with her teammates themselves.
And that’s what you did at 10:00. You got onto your computer joining a call that was supposed to be you, Jessie, and Sarah, one of the other physio’s who was supposed to be the professionalism buffer. Unfortunately she had other things that took priority which left just you and Jessie.
“Hi.”
“Hey.”
“Um Sarah isn’t coming, she has some other things to take care of that we’re more important than babysitting me in this meeting.” You feel your palms sweating, wiping them on your pants.
“Oh.”
“Yeah. So we can get into it here-” you start to pull up a spreadsheet with information on each of the roster’s players. You didn’t feel like doing the small talk with her right now.
“Really quick, I wanted to apologize.” You stop messing with the document on your screen and look over to where the box with Jessie’s face was. “About that phone call, I made it weird, I think I just got a little, I don’t know, maybe overwhelmed, so I’m sorry.”
“Oh it’s fine.”
“It wasn’t fine, it wasn’t okay for me to be unprofessional when I texted you earlier and then get upset with you for doing the same.”
“Okay.”
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright.” It was nice that she apologized but it still didn’t provide much of an explanation as to what happened.
The rest of your meeting goes as planned, you walk through every roster member, their current status, if they’re back playing at club yet, if so how many minutes they got in matches, all the details.
“How are you? You’re the only one we haven’t gone through.”
“I’m good.”
“I need more information than that Jessie, come on.”
“I’ve been sleeping better, obviously being in my own bed not a hotel helps, I’ve been a little stressed at Portland, things just aren’t connecting there so the playing has been stressful too. But I’ve been playing full 90’ still and the calf is treating me well.”
“Thank you, I’m glad to hear about your calf.” You can’t help but smile, thinking that your work and knowledge actually helped Jessie return to playing like herself. You type in the information she tells you into your document and then save the file and close it, bringing Jessie face to fullscreen on your computer.
“Alright, I guess we’re all done here then.”
“I actually had one more thing.”
“Oh! Sorry I should’ve check if you were done. Just let me open up my file again, hang on, sorry about that.”
“No, it’s not for the file.” There’s a pause, you just look at her on the screen. She’s looking down and you’re pretty sure playing with her hands, the way she does when she’s nervous.
“Can we please be friends? I’ve been wanting to text you about books I read, or cool travel locations I’ve seen. I wanted to text you that I saw a family of deer the other day and it reminded me of you telling me about the deer in your childhood backyard. But you told me we couldn’t even be friends, so I've been respecting that. But I want to be able to tell you those things, so if there’s any way we could be friends, it can still be professional, but friendly, I’d really like that.” Her sentence is rambling and you could tell she clearly had prepared to ask you but somewhere along the lines was just saying whatever came to her head.
What caught your attention was that she thought of the small 3 sentence story you had told her days ago about your childhood backyard. The backyard where you and your mom used to watch the deer run and graze. She remembered that tiny detail that you told her. It made your heart sing that she remembered.
“We can be friends.” You say with a smile knowing in the back of your head that there would be no way you’d be able to stay just friends with the beautiful girl who was now grinning back at you.
“Yay!” It was such a sweet response, her face lighting up. “Okay I’ll see you next week, same time?”
“Yeah Jessie, thanks, I’ll see you then.” She hangs up the call. You only have a minute in your office in silence before a series of texts come in.
Jessie Fleming: since we’re friends now
Jessie Fleming: look at the deer
Jessie Fleming: 2 Images
You look at the images, one was a photo of three deer, one being a baby, all standing in tall grass, the sun a golden yellow cascading on them. The next photo was a closer shot of the fawn. The pictures looked like someone from National Geographic took them, the detail, lighting, all of it.
You: did you take those photos?
Jessie Fleming: yes
You: wow
You: maybe I’ll have to bring you along on my future travels to be the photographer
Jessie Fleming: I definitely wouldn’t mind that
That was all it took, a simple conversation and two photos of deer to start the friendship between you and Jessie. A friendship that quickly snowballed into what was flirtatious, teasing, sweet, but overall borderline inappropriate for a working relationship. But you didn’t care, it was easy. Over those next three weeks the banter and friendship with Jessie grew and grew, the late nights texting that turned into late nights on FaceTime with the older girl, it felt harmless being that you were so far away from her.
The reality of what you two had developed only set in when it was three weeks later and you were standing in the physio room as players started filing in for the first training session before traveling to Paris.
Jessie walked in, looking around before her eyes caught yours. Her face lit up and you knew yours did too. You felt butterflies in your stomach. She gives you a smile and a quick flash of a smirk as she walks in the other direction going to say hello to the other staff first. She greets them all, you patiently wait, pretending not to be watching her as you restock bandaids in a drawer. But you were, out of the corner of your eye you couldn’t help but watch her move around the room, your heart rate picking up speed as she would move closer and closer with each person she said hello to.
“I saved the best for last.” You hear her soothing voice behind you.
You turn and she’s standing in front of you arms out as she had done to the other staff. You step toward her, wrapping your arms around her waist as she wraps around your shoulders. You wonder how she smells so good for someone who just got off an airplane and a bus ride, but somehow she does.
“I’ve missed you.” Her lips are against your ear and her voice is quiet to not allow anyone else to hear.
“I missed you too.” You whisper back to her. You pull away, catching your Mom’s eye over Jessie’s shoulder. She gives you a tight lipped smile and a small shake of her head.
“Do you need anything?” You offer Jessie, pointing to an open table where she could sit if she wanted her calf or anything else worked on. You don’t miss how at first she doesn’t verbally answer you, instead her eyes move from your face, down your entire body, then back up, her eyes taking an extra second on your lips before returning to meet your eye contact. She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth, biting her lip softly.
“Nope, I’m good.” She gives you a smile, you can see her cheeks have a slight red blush but you ignore that.
She turns and walks away, Janine catching her on the way out. You watch as the two appear to argue for a second before Janine slaps the back of Jessie’s head softly. Jessie returns the favor and smacks Janine’s arm as they keep moving down the hallway. Just before they hit the corner Janine turns back to look at you, you make eye contact for a second and she raises her eyebrows at you. Not knowing what that means or what to do you just turn back to putting bandaids, tape, and gauze back where they belong.
It was going to be a long 6 weeks with the team.
#jessie fleming#jessie fleming x reader#jflem#canwnt#jessie fleming imagine#woso imagine#woso x reader
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Tips for broke witches with a budget of 10$/€:
As someone who started with their craft when they were younger, living in a poor household with little to not money for me available, I know how how it is with a budget so low, that being a "true witch" seems impossible.
Well, I just need to remind you all that for practicing witchcraft, you do NOT NEED everything expensive. In fact you only need so little. Sure, the whole witch aesthetic with all the decorations, the cauldrons etc. looks lovely and most of us would really like to achieve that level of perfectionism, but Witchcraft is much more than that. It is a predominately Pagan practice. Nature is one of the biggest, if not the biggest aspect in it. Sometimes you just aren't really knowledgeable about all the options you're available to.
Tip 1: Nature walks:
As mentioned above, Nature is a big aspect. Almost every ingredient and spell componement is seen outside. Take a walk, go into the woods, get off path, you'll find herbs, fruits, flowers, all kinds of decorations. You can find sticks, bind them in any shape and hang them onto your wall. You can cut off (with Natures permission!) Ivy wreaths and hang them up. Pinecones, pineneedles, treebarks, hazelnuts, feathers, wheats all kinds of grass, everything is out there! Take a look on the ground and maybe you'd be lucky to find a few gemstones (yes, they're just out there!) or if animal bones are something for you even that!
Tip 2: Grimoire/Book of Shadows:
Your witchy journal does NOT have to be that expensive leather bound, old journal that the old antique shop sells for 60 dollars because it has a "magical aura". Yes, how can someone pass on that aesthetic, but your book isn't magick by itself. YOU first put the energy into it and make it something magical to you. Without your journaling and time you've spent, it is JUST a book! Therefore a simple notebook that costs like 1.50 max works completely fine! Mine is a notebook if found in my drawer that has a rainbow reflecting surface, trust me, the aesthetic is the thing you should be least concerned about.
Tip 3: Divination Board:
Self-made is always the cheapest option! Again, like your Grimoire, the board isn't the one with with the magical attributes. It's all you! My first divination board was made out of cardboard paper. You have all the options open, it can just be paper or you could even print one out. The material does not devalue the magical properties.
Tip 4: Pendulum:
A pendulum itself is cheaper than you think, look in the right places and you'll see. But if that is too much you can always make one yourself. You have to keep in mind that the item doesn't come with the magic! You're the one making if something magical. Find a pretty stone on the ground (with luck a gemstone!), tie it to a string and wear it as necklace. There you have it!
Tip 5: Cauldron:
A fire bowl, a normal bowl, a plastic bowl etc.! You can use anything. It depends however on what you do with it. Make sure not to use fire irresponsibly if you plan on burning something in it. Keep a window open and don't burn something in a not substitutional material. There's a reason a fire bowl is differencated from a normal bowl.
Tip 6: Gold, Bronze, Silver etc.
This goes for jewelry, tableware, bowls etc. For example in spells/rituals or offerings to a deity. A plate to put your offerings on or to set the spell on. Look into your cupboards! A glass bowl is a popular one to use since it's neutral in it's symbolic and easy to clean. If you'd prefer something golden or any other other material, ask a grandparent or maybe even parent. They usually have some sort of old tableware that is golden or bronze or anything else. If asked (and you're a closet witch!) tell them it's for decoration or putting a candle on it. The same goes for jewerly. Grandparents (or aunts!) usually have old necklaces and earrings they don't need anymore. Or even brooches with imagery you can connect to a deity maybe.
Tip 7: Tarot Cards:
It depends if you believe in the rule that says you cannot buy yourself a tarot deck. I do! Therefore what I did, was make my own one. It took lots of days but in the end I had a full deck! It's lots of work so if you don't want all that from the start, make yourself only the major arcana. Again it can be made out of cardboard, paper etc. The material really doesn't matter. If you're not familiar with the rule, it says your first tarot deck has to be gifted to you, found, or made by yourself. Infact in my case, all three happened to me!
In conclusion, Nature has ALL kinds of componements. You can find so many things all around you if you just look close enough!
But don't forget, cleansing is important! If you take items off the ground out and about, cleanse them off any negative energy before putting them into your household. If anything you need to know I haven't mentioned, just ask.
Happy witching!
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How I journaled every day in 2023, and you can too in 2024


I heard someone wants to become "that girl" in 2024...
Well, let me tell you, "that girl" is the type of babe who embodies consistency; consistency in her thoughts, feelings, words and actions. Now one of the ways I have personified this aura of consistency is through frequent inward reflection through journaling.
I know, we've heard it a million times now. And with the new year approaching, it's so easy to set the intention to journal every day and do it well. News flash, my love, you must do much more than just set the intention. Let me tell you how I did it so you can do the same ~
Equipment
Believe me, I've tried it all: countless notebooks, diaries, bullet journals, apps, all of it, but this past year, only one app *stuck* for me, and that is Notion. Whether you prefer to journal with a good old pen and paper, or even if you prefer to make a big Google document, go for it!
The reason I settled on Notion was its table view/ calendar view database features. I liked being able to add properties like what rating out of 5 I would give my day or being able to label whether I was on my period, or any major milestones. I found that these labels made it really fun to look back and laugh at all the crazy things that I came up with, and reminisce over those 5/5 star days when I really felt like that girl. (see example below)
What the hell do you write about?
"You can write about whatever you feel like!" is the usual response, and while that's great if you're anything like me, you'll need more detail than that. I opted for some classic prompts that I would simply respond to at the end of every day, but if you want to freestyle it, try some shadow work prompts, or even just sum up your day in one sentence, you are more than welcome to.
My prompts were:
1. Three wins of the day: 2. One thing I learned today: 3. One thing I will do tomorrow: 4. Am I worried about anything? 5. Favourite thing of my day: 6. Song of the day: 7. A story from today: 8. An affirmation for my mind to sleep on:
You don't have to write paragraphs upon paragraphs if you don't want to, and some days, it might be hard to even think of three wins, but an it girl can be present and celebrate the endless blessings in life, even when it seems like there are none.
How to be consistent?
Going back to the central theme of this post, consistency, it is important to acknowledge that no matter how pretty you make your journal, or how thought-provoking your prompts are, the most important thing is to actually do it.
Life is fluid, it's never going to be linear. Some days you'll feel amazing, gorgeous and ready to take on anything, but other days you'll just wish you were a flower instead that doesn't have to deal with anything. That's just life. Some days, the last thing on my mind was my silly little journal, but I knew it was something I needed to do for myself, so I took 2 minutes to write a few sentences down, even when I'd rather be doing other things.
How to maintain your consistency:
Set reminders - at the start of the year, I had 2 reminders every day to journal; after the first few months, I cut it down to just one at 9pm, and by the end of the year, I was just doing it because it had become a routine for me.
Reward yourself - at first, you'll just be able to say you journaled for 1 day, then it will be 2 days, then slowly up to 1 week, 1 month, and soon you'll be like me, bragging about how you did it for a whole year! It's an accomplishment! Never lose sight of that.
Be kind to yourself - ultimately, this should be something you do for you and you only, so if you miss a day, it's not the end of the world. Every now and then, I didn't journal for a day - maybe I was too busy, or just exhausted by the time my day was over - so I accepted it and caught up first thing the next day. You make your own rules.
JUST START!!!!!!! - do it! Even if you mess up, start again and again and again! Nothing changes if nothing changes.
What's the point?
You've read this far, and you may be wondering, what's the point of journaling?
Well, I can confidently say that journaling changed my outlook on life immensely. 2023 was the best year I've had so far. Yes, there were setbacks: I lost friends that I thought would have forever, I struggled with my mental and physical health, and I reached points where I thought I was too low to get back up. But recording little bits about my day every day showed me, with actual tangible proof, that I will always get back up. I also had some amazing moments this year: I started a whole new school and era of my life, I made amazing friends, I fell in love with myself again and I found my voice.
Journaling has helped me to see the little positives in everyday life. Even when a situation seemed absolutely awful and I thought that I could never recover from it, I developed the mindset that not only could I recover, but I would absolutely recover. This new mindset helped me to laugh at myself in moments when a previous version of me would've shrivelled up into a ball and disappeared from the outside world.
Looking back over my life these past 365 days has helped me cultivate a new outlook on life, where I don't see setbacks as obstacles or barriers to my success, but as little stories to journal and laugh about when I inevitably overcome them. If that isn't the most it girl attitude to have, then I don't know what else is!
Journaling changed my life, and I hope that it can change yours too! Happy 2024! 🎀
#lifeblr#girlblogging#journal#journalling#girlblogger#becoming that girl#that girl#it girl#self improvement#new year new me#new year new you#goal setting
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the scent wafts in, her name making him beg on his knees chap 1.2



pairing: dabi / todoroki touya x fem!oc / reader (MODERN AU)
summary: He mentions her name after 6 months in therapy, absentmindedly narrating vivid memories of her. She was the only good thing during his darkest times.
(In which Touya returns home after rebelling against his family for 7 years. And no, it wasn't about forgiveness. He wanted to fix himself because of a certain someone.)
themes: nsfw, domestic abuse, violence, alcoholism, cigarette smoking, toxic relationships, mental health, co-dependency and other related themes (YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED)
notes: for this one, pls keep in mind that touya didn't have much scars on his face; mostly are on his body to accomodate the plot; charas might be ooc since this is modern au
It was after 4 days that he finally revealed about the Todoroki family, the scandalous story of Enji Todoroki, and the abuse they have endured in his hands based on what he had experienced until 19. To be honest, everything wasn't really how they started. Touya grew up seeing Enji so proud of him, prancing him around as his firstborn, the one who will continue his dream of being the number one corporation in Japan with the best workforce and highest earning. Touya was actually more excited to learn more about business at a young age, studying how money worked through stock exchange games and trying to beat his father through crossword puzzles.
Then the next year, Fuyumi was born, and they were almost the same age, separated by months. One could even say she became his twin, and they shared the same room, the same bed, the same food, the same unisex clothes, the same words—just not the appearance and gender. When it was just the two of them, they somewhat understood each other even if Fuyumi sometimes find him annoying because of his silly pranks.
As he tells this to his therapist, he realizes a shocking truth.
Their family was okay back then. There were a lot of good times, and he had a hunch Fuyumi was the one who remembered most of them when it was supposed to be him, the oldest of the bunch. That's why it was a lot easy for her to forgive him. That's why she hoped so much for him to come back.
His favorite memory was of Fuyumi asking him to create a large drawing of the four of them because she wanted to give something to them. She was holding the same blue flowers their mother liked, and after everything was done, the two siblings met their parents at the living area where they were having tea. Enji ruffled Fuyumi's hair and told her to wash her hands after, noticing the dirt around her hands and in her fingernails. Meanwhile, Rei giggled melodiously, her laughter making Touya embarrassed as she patted his head. They were all happy. Everyone was happy.
When did everything go wrong?
"I think it was when... when Father found me pushing myself so hard because I was so devastated at my achievements that he had enough of me," Touya continued. "Whenever things won't go my way, I tend to neglect my body's capabilities. I stay up all night. I don't eat until I get the equation right. There were times when at a young age, I ripped my hair so bad due to stress. They manifested so bad that I resorted to violence."
A child who throws a violent tantrum. Torn apart posters of comic characters. Ruined picture frames and shattered glasses. Fearful eyes halting in time and unable to stop him from overworking himself. Scattered test papers with scores of 99, 98, 97, and 96 flooded all over like a burning reminder.
"I should've listened to Mother and Fuyumi-chan when they told me to have fun instead."
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After two weeks, the therapist had the guts to ask him about Natsuo and Shouto. He used to evade questions about his two brothers, usually opting for silence or quickly dismissing the man with answers like, "I don't want to talk about them," or "It's not good." The therapist thought maybe Touya would never be able to discuss things about them, but he knew he had to bring them to the table. After all, the eldest Todoroki had mentioned before that seeing them born had been the small flicker of fire that burned their family down.
"Father thinks me and Fuyumi-chan were failures; it doesn't mean Natsu-kun wasn't either," Touya started, remembering the infant Natsuo and his cries ringing around the Todoroki household. Of course, disappointment was etched again in Enji's face, realizing that Natsuo did not live up to his expectations.
Touya could hear his familiar sigh in head, the way he was stoic but Natsuo was trying his hardest to please him. It broke Touya's heart, the way he could only watch his two siblings casted aside like him, thrown away like a garbage because their potential were wasted. In Enji's eyes, they weren't his children; they were experiments with his wife.
"His masterpiece was my younger brother, Shouto," he concluded.
"Do you hate Shouto?" the therapist asked.
Touya could only shrug, not clearly having a definition of what he felt towards his youngest brother. True, he felt so many things about his brother. He was the bane of his existence, after all. He despised him the day he was born, and yet he felt guilty the moment baby Shouto wrapped his stubby hand around his long finger, cooing at the warmth as he opened his heterochromatic eyes and gazed at him cutely. That day, Touya instantly felt a responsibility as his oldest brother, but at the same time, there was bitterness. He knew the youngest would be Enji's favorite; he just knew it, with the way he watched him all this time while he thinks he's not aware.
It will never be Shouto's fault that they weren't the favorites; but blaming him was so easy Touya could get away with it.
Shouto was unyielding, though; confused as to why Touya didn't like him but still trying his bestest to get along with him. He would trail behind him, meekly asking him to play with him, to ask their father if he could play with them for a bit because he wanted to be like the other kids and play. "You should be grateful he's spending time with you," Touya snarked at him, not speaking the next words. Because he wouldn't do that with us; with me. Of course, Shouto was so pure-hearted he just replied him with, "But being with Touya-nii and the others is a lot better. You all get to play other than study."
But studying and being the best was the only thing that kept Touya driving; it would be his downfall, though. Enji found out what he did to himself, knew from his teachers about his wellbeing. Touya goes to school with deep eyebags. Touya gets sulky about his grades. He snaps at the other kids at school. He almost got into a fight with another classmate for trying to cheer him up with his grades. And the next thing, Touya will be dragged to the hallway and Enji would not hesitate to slap sense in his face, disappointment and anger in his face as he beat Touya up for bringing shame to the family, for acting all so childish over some silly grades.
This was his usual routine. His parents would fight. His siblings will help him up to his feet. Fuyumi-chan will take the first aid kit and tend to his bruises. Natsuo-kun will try to shield Shouto away from the scene even though the youngest was already crying his eyes out, not wanting to see him hurt so bad. Don't cry for me, Shouto. Don't be that way with me. I hate you. I hate you the most. Please, don't be like that.
Afterwards, he would play the good son card, would keep his bursting feelings in check, watch over everything he would say and play right in Enji's palm. He needed his approval again, even if the attention was all showered on Shouto. It was damn frustrating, suffocating him the more he watched Shouto endure the beatings as he treated the three of them like nothing. At that moment, Touya wanted nothing to do with Shouto. If he did, he might unleash all these intrusive thoughts.
Fate was a trickster, and Touya would always find Shouto pleading for help, especially to him of all people. "Touya-nii, save me! Please!" It kept repeating like a broken record, haunting him in his dreams. The wet streaks. The runny nose. His tight fisting on his shirt. The way he would hiss his name. The eyes that cried so many times. Touya will never give in; a lie he told so many times.
Touya did give in, and without much thought. Shouto brought back those feelings he wanted; how it felt so happy that someone needed so much from him. He liked it. He felt appreciated. He felt blessed. He felt so free Shouto had no idea how much Touya wanted this for so long. That's why Touya tutored Shouto in secret, teaching him a thing or two about business, about stock exchange, about the Todoroki family, about the Endeavor Corp.—heck, he even laid down the basics of algebra and science on him, ensuring Shouto would be able to comprehend everything at the age of 5 and 6. It wasn't the same as when Enji acknowledged him, but for Touya, this was enough.
Enji knew about it, of course, and he didn't mind... at first. After all, he thought Touya was just helping his brother learn, keeping his mouth shut as he let them be. This aggravated Touya, pushing him slightly to the edge.
"The least he could do was acknowledge me," Touya stated bitterly to his therapist, remembering how Enji praised Shouto's performance instead of telling him how good of an older brother he was.
"So you used Shouto's kindness, is that it?" the therapist clarified.
Touya nodded. "But sometimes, I pity him. I felt those things only an older brother would feel."
There was a palpable tension as Touya gripped his knees to even out his breathing. The memories were getting more vivid than ever he swore it happened yesterday? Or the other day? But he was a lot younger back then. He was 14 when it happened, and he felt his bruises and scars getting more painful, his skin shivering from a certain coldness. Maybe it was Enji's eyes on him. The same eye color he and Shouto shared. He didn't know. He didn't care.
"Sekoto Peak," he mumbled in a trance, flashes of memories where Shouto held his hand and gazed at the view below him.
"Touya-nii, this is where you go often? It's so cool here!"
"Sometimes, I sleep here under the stars."
"R-Really? Do you bring Fuyumi-nee and Natsu-nii here?"
"I haven't."
"Let's go here, the four of us."
"..."
"Please?"
"I'll see what I can do."
"I couldn't bring them all," Touya admitted, gripping his head to force himself to remember. The therapist recorded his responses through his notes as he muttered everything in a fast pace. "I tried to make a plan. I brought Shouto there a few times without anyone knowing. I asked Natsuo and Fuyumi for help. Before we could all go, Father found out. I couldn't speak. I couldn't fight. I was hit by the bokken. They were all crying. Mother tried to protect me but Father slapped her. I could feel his kick and punch in my gut."
"... did he—"
"No. NO. HE WASN'T DONE!" Touya gulped nervously, imagining the scars on his body burning. "They were hot on my skin. It burned my flesh. I couldn't move. I cried and cried and cried. I begged for him to stop. I want him to stop. The hot iron. Everything. I want the world to stop. I couldn't become the son he wanted. I couldn't be Shouto's big brother. I couldn't give them everything."
And when he ended the story, that was when Touya finally cried, sobbing as fuck. He couldn't care about the world or the pitiful gazes. The boy cried so much from bearing all the sins he didn't do.
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Touya spent a few months in isolation, his thoughts circling around his childhood and all the painful memories. When he was alone, he would write them all down, narrating that one moment in his and Natsuo's shared bedroom where Shouto secretly snuck in and apologized over and over. He kept blaming himself for Touya's pain. Everything was his fault that Touya was hurt so bad, and Touya wanted to agree. It was true, though. He hurt when he was born. He hurt when he got all the glory. He hurt when he became Enji's pride.
He just went silent about it.
Why did he?
It was never Shouto's fault.
"Shouto," he whispered, his hand reaching out to ruffle his hair despite the searing pain in his arms. There was a weak smile gracing his lips, bruised and battered yet patched up clumsily by a crying Fuyumi. "As I thought, I couldn't be your good older brother. Not anymore."
(Touya never knew but after a few years following his rebellion, Shouto went to Sekoto Peak and stared at the same view Touya admired so much, slept under the stars when everything became too much, and wished the four of them could be there together.)
ps. I removed the last part and placed it on the next chap in case y'all confused bcos the post is too long to read
next chap
masterlist
#Spotify#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#dabi todoroki#dabi touya#touya todoroki#mha touya#touya x reader#dabi x reader#dabi x oc#touya x oc#touya todoroki x oc#touya todoroki x reader#shouto todoroki#todoroki touya#enji todoroki#todoroki family
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Nimona trio house headcanons
So I said in a post that I cant find because I've made like 30 headcanon posts that the trio’s house is a perfect combination of them
But I feel like I’ve been purposefully vague about where they would live because I didn’t really have an idea before now but now I do
Imagine literally any Disney cottage and you have it
It’s a small three bedroom two bath single floor unassuming little thing
There’s enough room for all of them and an office but if they hadn't been through Hell and back together it would feel stupid cramped
They live in a heavily forested area that has a decent amount of houses around it with enough space between them to give the comfort of privacy
When they bought the cottage they were really looking for qualities that they would all enjoy
The cottage being surrounded by trees was actually really beneficial for Nimona
It actually kept her from leaving for a very long time because she spent a solid 6 months mapping out the forest and discovering new things almost every day
It was far enough from the city that Ambrosius felt like he could breathe
This was the first time when paparazzi weren’t within arms reach and when he realized that he cried tears of joy
And the house was enough of a fixer upper to give Bal something to do for at least 2 years
The house was very old by their standards so he spent months figuring out how he was going to renovate it before they even signed the papers
Their neighbors are also saints who know no one as high profile as those three move all the way out there for fun
They came over to offer housewarming gifts like food and other things but they mostly keep to themselves unless they need something or are explicitly invited
This was a breath of fresh air because for some reason the people in the city were unusually nosy
You’d think it would be the opposite but no their apartment neighbors wouldn’t leave them the hell alone
You’d also think that they would hate the trek to and from work and that it would be harder to lose paparazzi but again no
The three of them love long car rides and the heavily forested area makes it easy for them to lose them in the trees
Their new neighbors also noticed that they did things like keeping the outside of their house as unassuming as possible
Like Ambrosius planted flowers outside and they have some knickknacks that are too big for the living room
But the house is painted a similar color to the rest of the area
They also park their vehicles behind the house and make sure their names aren’t visible on the outside of the house
And the curtains are drawn most of the time
So the neighbors do little things like park their cars behind their houses so this habit doesn’t seem weird or text the boys when they see an unfamiliar vehicle driving down the street
Or let them know to stay in the city for a little longer cause someone has driven back and forth down the road at least 10 times
Every time they do this Ambrosius and Nimona bake them something or Bal offers to help them around their house
Literally anything to show how undeniably grateful they are for all their help
And most of the time the neighbors turn down the help and share the food the trio made with them
Because they’ve done more than enough already
#nimona 2023#nimona movie#nimona headcanon#nimona#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#my anger issues were jumping out trying to find that post#if yall find it I'll give you a big hug#because I'm going out and literally cant find it to save my life#I also got a new job!!#I love being a cog in the machine that is capitalism#but also I kind of need money to survive so#there is that#I dont know how that's affect my posting schedule#but lets hope it doesn't do anything
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Convention Guide: Basic Tabling Gear
September 2023
Whether you’re an artist alley newbie or you’ve been doing the convention circuit for years, putting together your table essentials is a crucial part of selling your wares at events and ensuring your weekend goes smoothly. In this guide, we’re covering the basics of setting up your first ever table.
This list is a non comprehensive assessment of things a tabler might need and should be used as a simple starting point. The four main categories we will cover are:
The Display
Behind the Table
Money
Quality of Life Suggestions
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1. The Display
a) Tablecloth
Starting from the base layer, we’ve got tablecloths– an easy way to add some color and personality to your table. Your tablecloth doesn’t even have to be an actual tablecloth! You can use a length of fabric cut from a bolt at your local craft store. Convention tables tend to be 6’ long, so when selecting your fabric, look for measurements longer than 72” (183cm).
Play with color and texture to find something that fits the theme of your work on display. Patterns can be fun, but might distract from your inventory or signage if the colors/design are too bold and busy. Tip: your cloth may get messy from food behind the scenes or dust/dirt if you do outdoor events. Get something that’s easy to wash in your machine!
b) Display supports
Most artists these days use cube organizers that break apart into flat panels and connector joints. They are easy to store when not in use, easy to transport in a suitcase or tote, and you can change the shape depending on your table set up and inventory. Tip: constructing your display to include shelves that face you behind the table helps organize your backstock during the show.
These cubes aren’t your only option. Some people use milk crates, picture frames, wooden boxes, custom built shelves, etc. Consider what works best for you, your aesthetic, and your storage/transportation needs. When in doubt, you can always lay your goods flat on the table.
c) Signage
Having clear signage on your items to denote price helps people feel more comfortable purchasing from your table. Your price markers don’t have to be fancy. Prices written neatly on pieces of paper and paperclipped to your books or taped up next to your stickers is a simple and effective strategy. Some people print out a price list or use a sign board. It’s totally up to you!
Include a sign with your name somewhere in your display, including your social media handle if it is different from your artist name. This will help fans of your work more easily recognize you. Tip: use a QR code prominently displayed on your table that links to your portfolio, linktree, etc.
d) Banner/backdrop
Look out behind you! Whether it’s a banner, a backdrop, or something else, the space behind your seat can be put to use. While it is relatively easy to print custom banners at most print shops, many tablers cite this as an unnecessary expense, especially for first time artist alley participants. If you’d like to hang a collage of your work behind you, look for photography backdrop tripods, which can collapse and fold up neatly. The behind-the-table space is shared with other artists, and it can get cramped. Be mindful of your needs when deciding how to do a backdrop. Some artists opt to exclude a backdrop and just use their cubes to arch over them.
Optional: Decorate your table! Flowers, string lights, plushies, etc. can all bring a special one of a kind experience to your set up.
2. Behind The Table
a) Inventory
Now that we’re behind the table, let’s talk about what’s going on back here. Starting with inventory. If you’re absolutely unsure how much to bring, a good starting number is about 10 of each item. If you sell out, congratulations! You’ll know what to bring more of next time, or you’ll know you should raise your prices. For storing inventory during transportation to the con and while at the show, you might consider simple boxes, an accordion folder, or a portfolio case, depending on what kind of items you’re bringing. Reminder: if you’re using display cubes, structuring them to give you shelves on your side of the table will help you keep things organized.
b) Suitcase/storage tote
Under your feet will be your suitcase/tote box, and perhaps a dolly, if you used one to wheel your boxes into the building. It is recommended that your suitcase/tote has a lock on it, as you’ll be leaving inventory overnight. Hopefully no matter what you use, it has wheels of some kind. All this gear gets heavy. If you are not using a wheeled device, make sure to check your pack’s weight as you assemble your supplies. You will have to carry it from the parking garage or bus stop through the convention center, and back out again at the end of the show.
c) Cover cloth
What else is in that box? Your cover cloth. This one is optional, but some artists like having a lightweight cloth to cover their table when the day is done. Something like a vinyl picnic tablecloth works perfectly. The cover cloth helps prevent anyone from accidentally knocking your things over or having things go missing.
d) Business cards
On your side of the table, you ought to have plenty of back up business cards. You’ll have some of these out on the table for passersby to pick up, but this item is the number one thing you’re going to hand out the most of. It’s always better to have too many rather than too few. For a single three day convention, you might need 200+ cards. Make sure your website/online shop is easy to find on your cards. Cute business cards go a long way to making your table memorable long after the con has ended.
Bonus supplies: Here’s a short list of things you might need throughout the weekend to touch up your display. Keep them in a bag and bring them with you every time you table!
Masking and clear tape
Spare paper for impromptu signage
Sharpies and pens
Zip ties
Scissors
3. Money
a) Card reader
The most commonly used card reader is Square, but there are alternatives. Research their fees and prices to determine what fits your needs. You’ll want to get a hold of a card reader and set up your account well in advance of your show. Card readers require wifi/data to work and will only work in your country of business, so take that into consideration when packing for your show. Most convention halls have wifi (sometimes at a cost), but if your show is outdoors you might be relying on data.
b) Cash/change
Cash is king! Make sure to bring enough cash/change for your show. About $25-50 in small bills is usually enough if you’re also accepting card. At the end of the day, consider tucking your big bills away in a secure location in your hotel room. If something were to happen to your bag, you’ll appreciate not having your entire weekend’s earnings in it!
c) Fanny pack
Keeping your cash attached to you at all times is smart. People often use fanny packs or cross body bags to manage their money.
4. Quality of Life
a) Backup battery
Since you may be using your phone to complete transactions, or maybe you’re drawing on your iPad with time to kill, you’ll want to bring a back up battery. Most tables don’t have access to electricity, so having a battery and charging cables is a good idea.
b) Hand sanitizer & masks
One hand sani pump out front and one behind the table. You’ll be handling money, shaking hands with strangers, and touching surfaces that thousands of people have been touching all day. As long as there have been conventions, there have been con plagues. You don’t want to get knocked out with a cold (or worse) so masking is great!
c) Table buddy
If you’re able to, bring a friend to help you table. Cons will often give tablers 2 passes (one for you and one for a friend). They can help you grab coffee or lunch, get change, package a big purchase, cover you for bathroom breaks, etc. Table buddies are truly the unsung heroes of artist alley.
d) No table buddy? No problem.
Check in with con staff and volunteers. Many comic cons will have a green room for artists to take a snack break and decompress, and con staff will help guide you there. Some conventions also enlist volunteers to help sit your table while you’re away. They’ll make sure your table stays in order, direct people to your business cards, and inform curious patrons when to expect you back.
e) Fun stuff!
There will be plenty of downtime. Con hours are long and often slow in the mornings. Bring something to keep you occupied, but not too engrossed, so you can easily pull away to greet customers and fans. Fidget toys, a puzzle book, knitting or crochet project are all great ideas.
f) Get Comfy, Eat Well, Stay Hydrated
Going from your quiet desk to the high octane energy of artist alley can be a shock to the system. Some items to help reduce the fatigue are: noise canceling headphones during downtime and breaks, sunglasses to combat the fluorescent lights and rest your eyes, slippers or comfy shoes for under the table, and layers of clothing. Convention halls can fluctuate temperatures wildly. With lots of AC during the summer, sweaty crowds, and the flow of traffic to your table, you’ll be working up a sweat fulfilling transactions one second then freezing after sitting still for a minute.
Most importantly, have a small cooler with snacks and drinks. You may not get a break, but it’s important to stay hydrated and energized.
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The next time you're at a convention, take note of displays that inspire you. #ArtistAlley and #ConTable tags on Instagram or TikTok can connect you with creators sharing their setups. Your table design is an opportunity to be creative and express yourself, while also learning along the way what works for you. Most tables, however, are built up over several convention seasons of trial and error, so while it’s good to take note of others' displays as a source of inspiration, try to keep your first table relatively simple. The more you table, the more you’ll be able to identify your needs for you and your merchandise.
We’ll close out this blog post with one final suggestion. Big, multi-day conventions can be fun, but they can also be expensive. Your tabling supplies and inventory aside, if you’re doing a show away from home, you’ll contend with table fees (often $250-450 USD), hotel, transportation, meals, etc. And not every convention is a good fit for your wares! Small, local events and art festivals are a great, low stakes, relatively cheap (or free) way to start tabling. Check your area for zine fests, queer makers markets, and craft fairs.
Sound off if there’s anything we missed! Good luck on your tabling adventures.
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suna week day 6: memories
“wow, you really made this place your own!”
“is that an insult or compliment?” suna remarks, joining komori on the couch, handing him a can of beer. his teammate accepts, and they crack them open, knocking them against one another.
“it’s a compliment! it just feels so lived-in, even it's been, what, three months? i didn’t have curtains for an entire year until my cousin complained.” komori takes a long sip, eyes drifting toward the bookshelf. “what are those?”
several origami papercrafts sits on the top shelf. “i folded those as decoration.” there’s a fox, magnolia, shrine, and volleyball.
“why those?”
“they each represent a memory in my life. the fox is for inarizaki, obviously. i had a shitty childhood, and i wanted to get away. moving to hyogo was the best thing for me, but it wasn’t easy…”
--
the culmination of poor habits, stress, and pressure caused him to get a terrible fever during his second year. his parents couldn’t be bothered to travel three hours to care for him, and while the dorm caretaker gave him a care package with medicine, that was the extent of it. he didn’t have the energy to take any of it, nor the stomach for any food. instead, he sweated under thin blankets, hollow coughs echoing in his room.
knocks sounded on his door. suna ignored them, but as they grew insistent, he pulled himself out of bed with a groan to throw it open. he was immediately assaulted by his masked teammates. “we’re takin’ ya ta kita’s place,” aran declared. “twins, grab his blanket an’ phone. akagi, the medicine. gin, get his socks an’ shoes on. omimi, jacket.”
before he knew it, he was shoved into a car with his teammates and then shoved beneath a futon, weighted blanket embracing him like a hug. kita wiped sweat off his forehead before placing a cold compress on it, the twins jostling each other as they brought a bowl of okayu and cup of water so he could take his medicine. “after yer done eatin’, we’ll get a bath runnin’,” kita told him. “gin brought some clothes fer ya ta wear.”
“you didn’t have to do this–“ he tried protesting.
“if not us, then who? yer parents aren’t with ya, an’ there’s only so much the caretakers can do. we’re yer teammates, suna. ya can rely on us.”
his eyes flickered toward each of them, seated in a huddle around him. he bowed his head, murmured his thanks, and took a spoonful of okayu. it was delicious, even with the splash of salt that accompanied it.
--
“yeah, you guys always seemed close-knit,” komori comments. “i don’t keep contact with my high school team, except for kiyo and iizuna-san. what about the magnolia?”
"it's my sister's favorite flower. she taught me how to fold it, actually…”
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it was rikako’s first time visiting him in shizuoka. he showed her all the tourist destinations, and after some needling, took her to his favorite local spots. for dinner, they ate oden and gyoza before returning to his apartment.
“you need more stuff,” was her first critique of his space. at that point, he only had a couch and half-occupied bookshelf. “i thought you’d have tons of trophies and pictures.”
“i'm not that decorated.” he carried a pack of origami paper to the table. “i don’t think i ever won an award in my life.”
“it sounds sad when you say it aloud.” she didn’t hesitate to take several sheets out. “you should fold some origami as decorations! it’s cheap and looks cool.”
“sure, but i don’t know what to fold.”
“a magnolia! here, i’ll teach you.”
they sat together as she guided him through each step. origami started as a way for them to bond, folding cranes late at night while their parents argued. suna used it as a coping mechanism, and rikako used it for art. nevertheless, their love for origami never waned, both eager to expand their repertoire to include different shapes and techniques.
“do you know what magnolias represent?” rikako asked. when he shook his head, she explained, “they represent luck and stability. they're associated with female energy and used to honor women. i like them because of that, but also because of how pretty they are.”
two origami magnolias sat on the table, one misshapen, the other symmetrical. rikako laughed at him, and suna rolled his eyes, raising the two to compare. “you can use it as decoration, if you want. just a little something to remember me by!”
--
“as if anyone could forget riri-chan,” komori says with a snort. “i see her so often, i wonder if she’s even a student.”
“i wonder more where she gets the money for shinkansen tickets,” suna agrees.
“the volleyball makes sense, given you play it, but what about the shrine?”
“oh, that one is easy. it’s for my two best friends in the world.”
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suna never thought he'd be friends with the miya twins, let alone best friends. the realization came after graduation, while he was struggling to find his place in the professional circuit. he went home with them during golden week, let mama miya ruffle his hair and cook him dinner, reassure him that he's fine. his smile was a façade that hid his insecurity, his doubts.
i’m not good enough for this. i’m not talented enough.
“hey, rin.” osamu approached him. “ya all right? i haven’t see ya so quiet before.”
he didn’t look at him. “fine. don’t you have to study? you were complaining about tests after break.”
“it can wait; makin’ sure yer all right can’t. so? wanna talk about it?”
suna was silent before he released a long, unsteady breath. “do you think i’m wasting my time?”
“whaddaya mean?”
“this. trying to make volleyball a career. i’m not as good as atsumu, or i would be in d1 by now. my grades aren’t as good as yours, so i would’ve flunked out of university. am i just destined to be mediocre? maybe i should just get a job somewhere and call it quits–“
“like hell yer quittin’.” atsumu stormed in, fire blazing in his eyes. “yer sellin’ yerself short, sunarin. yer a damn talented player that any team is lucky ta get. the bigwigs just haven’t seen yer potential. an’ don’t give me shit ‘bout bein’ dumb – ya tutored us in chemistry from first-year ta third. ya’d totally kick ass in school.”
“yer a starter fer yer team too, but ‘tsumu isn’t,” osamu added. “that counts fer somethin’, yeah? i bet once the season is over, yer gonna get a bunch o’ offers. yer hot shit right now.”
“i don’t feel like i am,” suna muttered.
“ya are, trust me. so don’t worry ‘bout it, ‘kay? if ya feel like it ain’t workin’ out, talk ta us, an’ we’ll figure somethin’ out together. what else are friends fer?” atsumu pulled him into a hug. “get in here, ‘samu.”
his twin eagerly obliged. “we’re here fer ya.” suna closed his eyes, mumbling his thanks, lost in their embrace.
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later, suna adds a new papercraft to his shelf, one that took forever to figure out. his eyes move from the fox to the magnolia, shrine, and volleyball, and finally, he adds the olympic rings to his collection.
he can’t wait to see what else will join his shelf in the future.
#flyingwargle original#drabble#haikyuu!!#haikyuu drabble#fandom event#sunaweek2025#suna rintarou#komori motoya#inarizaki#miya atsumu#miya osamu#miya twins#post timeskip#listen i know the origami stuff is only in the cranes born from love take flight series#but i associate it so much with suna that i can't resist
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Dad!Eddie Munson headcanons?
(if you haven't already)
I LOVE DOING THIS!!!
single dad! Eddie series someday?
Your pregnancy was easy but it was anything but stress-free.
When you told Eddie you were pregnant, he stared at you for a moment before he said “are you keeping it?” With the most monotone voice you’d heard. His reaction to learning that you were carrying his child.
It took him a week before it processed for him, that you were going to be having his baby, your baby together.
He came home one night later than usual and bolted to you with a small gift bag, blue with white tissue paper.
You opened it slowly, loving the big cheesy grin on his face more than whatever could b possibly be in the gift.
A small hellfire onesie, 3-6 months. You cried and he cried.
Eddie was so worried during the pregnancy. He hadn’t gotten lucky with his parents, his mom dying when he was so young and his father being- his father.
He was so sure that he wouldn’t even know how to be a parent.
All of his worries were washed away when a doctor put your little baby girl in his arms.
Big round eyes and a full head of dark hair. She was a month premature, and while completely healthy, she looked impossibly tiny in Eddie’s arms.
Delilah Juliet Munson
Eddie cried when you held her for the first time, and he cried when he handed her to Dustin for the first time. He sobbed when he watched Wayne hold her carefully in hands aged by years of working in factories and raising a troubled boy.
Eddie sang to Delilah every night since you brought her home. A lot of them he’d written for you, a lot he’d written for her.
She’d sit in his lap between him and his guitar, playing with her dad’s soft dark curls that she’d inherit.
There was no trouble telling that she’s Eddie’s, she looked nothing like you. Dad’s girl through and through.
As she got older, she didn’t seem to act much like Eddie. She was more timid and quiet, didn’t get mad quick.
From any child you’d expect tantrums, especially a Munson child, even Eddie threw tantrums from time to time.
Not Delilah. She’d cry when she was sad, express that she was mad when she was, but she was incredibly emotionally intelligent, tantrums were never a thing you had to deal with from her.
She didn’t share many mannerisms with Eddie, only a few. When she’d colour she’d stick the tip of her tongue out past her lips in concentration, when she was scared or nervous her hands would shake, and she’d always talk with her hands. Even if she was talking about something boring.
She loved to talk- she got that from Eddie. It would take some time to get her to open up, but she’d talk your ear off when she gets comfortable.
Delilah and Dustin have an incredible bond. Uncle Dusty. She draws pictures for him all the time, includes him on family portraits, picks him flowers.
“Daddy can you put this in your pocket?” Is for Uncle Dusty.” She’d grin, adorable tooth gap on show with a cool looking pebble in her palm. And Eddie would put it in his pocket, and Dustin would keep it forever.
When Delilah was old enough for preschool, she’d started to cling to you a bit more. She always wanted you and always loved you, but she was dad’s girl. And overnight she’d decided that you gave the best hugs, that you told the best stories, and that you gave the best piggyback rides, which Eddie swore was false because he was both stronger and taller.
But she still loved her dad, told him all his secrets and asked him all her questions.
One day you went into her room to the both of them looking sheepish, she handed you Eddie’s D20
“If you roll a number bigger than ten, you and daddy get to have another baby!”
#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#petalwrites#eddie munson headcanons#dad!eddie munson#dad!eddie x mom!reader
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You have to write the proposal I’m BEGGING 🤧🙏
so i definitely got carried away with this.
light of the love that i found
1.2k, fluff, light angst, happy ending, sometimes jace gets treated niceys
When Jace Teleports into his classroom on Friday, there’s a box on his desk. It’s ornate and weighty, carved out of solid wood and engraved with delicate looping vines and flowers. Another one of Porter’s gifts.
It’s one of the little things Porter’s been doing lately, leaving him presents after they fight. Last week it was a new set of gem-infused inks in every color, after they’d screamed at each other for twenty minutes after a few lighthearted jabs boiled over. A month ago, when Jace had threatened to walk out of their plan entirely, he’d found a new leatherbound sketchbook in their bedroom, filled with sturdy paper that could withstand anything he’d put it through.
He hates the way it works. It shouldn’t be this easy to win him over with a couple of trinkets. But sorcery is an expensive profession, and teaching it moreso, even with the school providing a fund for material components and spellbooks. The thought of Porter, who can’t even cast a simple Prestidigitation, tracking down wood from a tree struck by lightning just to apologize, makes him melt despite himself.
He chills again, though, at the memory of last night. They’d flung every insult they could at each other, every secret confessed turned into a knife to lodge in each others’ flesh and twist. He opens the box hesitantly, expecting pearls or diamonds, something extravagant to make up for it, but instead finds a piece of cardstock nestled into the crushed velvet lining. Turning it over reveals a message.
Remember our spot? Meet me there, at our usual time.
A clearing in the Far Haven Woods, where they used to sneak away after work and watch the sun set and stars rise with a bottle of wine. Of course he remembers it. Back when life was easier, their schedules not filled to the brim with ambrosia and Devil’s Honey and hazardous spellcraft.
The bell rings, students trickling in, and he shoves the box into one of the larger drawers in his desk. Porter’s planning something, clearly, and it should make him nervous. Instead, there’s a buzz under his skin, excitement mixing with anticipation.
“Hey Jace, can we have class outside today?” A freshman asks, before he’s even had a chance to take attendance.
He sighs. Today’s going to be a long day.
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Long day ends up being the understatement of an eon.
The artificer class across the hall is doing something loud and obnoxious with their arcanotech that has all of his jumpiest underclassmen on a hair trigger. Before he knows it, he’s got eight new Surge Incident Reports to fill out, and it’s barely noon.But there’s no time to do that during his planning period, because Lucilla gets a bad case of nausea and needs someone to cover her class and he’s the only one available.
Mercifully, his seniors are able to work on their portfolios independently, so he can catch up on all the grading he’s missed while working on The Plan, but just as he’s about to head out to meet Porter, a parent walks into his classroom, and he cannot believe he forgot he scheduled a parent-teacher conference today of all days.
By the time he finally leaves work, it’s 6:04 PM, the November air cool against his skin but not helping with the beginnings of his migraine. He hates talking to parents, especially the ones that like to yell when their children don’t earn As just for showing up. By the time Ken Morilinde finishes his tirade and Jace can head out to the woods, the sun’s already making its descent downwards.
Finally, though, he’s at their clearing. It’s just like he remembers it: the overgrown path giving way to a patch of grass and low-lying ferns next to a small stream. Porter’s waiting for him, a checkered blanket spread out on the ground, wine uncorked with two glasses poured. At the sight of Jace, he grins. “Thought you weren’t gonna show. Had me thinking I pissed you off for good.”
“Work sucked today,” Jace complains, sitting on the blanket and downing a large sip of wine. “When you’re a god, promise me you’ll destroy the Morilindes. Or at least put a curse on their family for ten generations.”
“Consider it on the list. Don’t think about that now, though, I need to talk to you. And you need to take it seriously.”
This isn’t what he thought he was walking into. Jace finishes his glass, pours another one. “Well, that’s ominous. Spit it out, then.”
“You like this, right? Us, together?” Porter asks him, taking his hand, running his thumb over Jace’s knuckles. The skin there is red and angry from a student’s accidental Shocking Grasp, threatening to split. Porter presses his lips to the wound in a kiss, Lays on Hands until it heals. “I know we’ve had our disagreements, but… I wouldn’t trade this for anything.”
He’s thrown for a loop at the question, Porter’s sudden gentleness making him lightheaded. Isn’t it obvious? “You know I could kill you if I wanted to, right? Of course I like this.” The next words out of his mouth are too honest, but it comes out before he can stop himself. “I wouldn’t trade this for anything, either.”
Porter laughs, genuine and lovely. “That’s what I love about you, bunny. Always so bloodthirsty.”
“Creep.”
“You’re not denying it?”
Why would he? He doesn’t need to pretend to be Chill Jace, Friendly Jace, Helpful Jace with Porter. “Is that all you wanted to talk about?” He leans back against a tree trunk, tips his head up to watch the sky shift from orange to purple-pink.
“One more thing. Close your eyes for me?” Porter asks, and he does so without question. The combination of being pleasantly tipsy and the atmosphere - distant owl calls, the sound of rushing water, the last fireflies of the year flickering - does wonders for his mood, his terrible day at work nearly forgotten. He could fall asleep like this easily, but it only takes a few moments for Porter to say: “Okay, now look.”
He opens his eyes to Porter holding out another box in the palm of his hand. It’s small, square, and covered in black velvet. He knows exactly what’s inside.
“Porter…”
“Open it.”
Porter hands it to him, and he does. The ring is gold, with small garnets inlaid around the entire circumference. On the inner surface of the band, he can see tiny engraved runes. “It’s beautiful.”
“Jace Stardiamond, will you make me the happiest man this side of the Celestine, and marry me?”
All the arguments, all the nights of lost sleep, all the waiting and boredom and terrible days at work, all of it seems so small and insignificant now. He’s a dam full to burst; tears well up at the corner of his eyes. He tries to speak, but no words come. All he can do is nod, practically falling into Porter’s embrace as Porter kisses him, slipping the ring onto his finger deftly. The faint aura of protection settles over him, comforting and warm.
“‘S that a yes?” Porter holds him still as they pull apart, looking at him intently.
“Gods, you’re stupid,” he sniffles, wiping away his tears. “Yes, it’s always been yes.”
Porter kisses him again, and for a brief moment, everything feels right.
#asks#whoblewboobear#starbreaker#SOMETIMES. sometimes i am capable of letting jace leave the torment nexus.#title's from fool in the rain by led zepp <3
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Alrriiiigggghhhttttt!!!!! LAST ONE!!!!! (:
I'm Sayo again, and I wanna request regressor Natsuki headcanons, or the link to them if you wrote them!!!
Natsuki is Yuri's main baby (though she takes care of me too it's so sweet) and I wanna surprise her with it!!!
seriously we love your blog content, please make sure you take breaks so you don't burn out, even if you love this work!!!!
OKAY BYYYYEEEEEE <333
hello! of course <3 thank you for being so kind about my writing, i’m so happy you enjoy it!! :0 here’s your request!! have a wonderful day <3

little natsuki headcanons!
•natsuki regresses because she wants to experience a childhood in a safe and fun way, one that she never got. she’s always been fond of childish and cutesy things, too!
•she regresses to ages 3-6, usually on the younger end of that spectrum.
•she adores baking, even when regressed! admittedly, it might get a little messier than normal, and her decorating skills might not be as up to par… but it’s okay because she’s having fun! and it tastes sweet and yummy nonetheless!
•definitely adores cute outfits and ribbons. she likes spinny skirts that she can twirl in, and she likes putting her hair up with cute ribbons or clips (maybe even cat themed ones!)
•has a lot of plushies,, very fond of them but refuses to tell anyone!! finds it embarrassing even though she knows no one would judge her for it. she does have a cat plushie that is her absolute favorite!
•she likes having juice or milk in a pink sippy or cup!!
•on the topic of pink, she REALLY likes pink,, strawberry milk, pink plushies, probably even pink blankets and pillows. it’s just a cute color!! but she’s also fond of pastels :)
•i don’t imagine she’d be a very active regressor. i think she’d prefer to take naps with her plushies or watch some of her favorite TV shows from her childhood! buuut on the occasion, she may or may not have silly dance parties in her room…
•she’d adore picture books!! flipping through them and looking at all the colorful pictures makes her happy, and the stories are easy for her brain to follow along with.
•would also like coloring sheets!! she’d be super careful and try her best to color in the lines with the cutest colors :) she might even add her own little designs too, like flowers at the bottom or hearts bordering the paper!!
•sometimes, natsuki regresses when she’s particularly stressed or things at home aren’t so good. she tends to avoid regressing when she’s upset because she wants her regression to be a safe, happy place,, but sometimes it’s the only thing that comforts her.
•if she is regressing impurely/due to stress, she usually just tries to distract herself with things that bring her comfort, like her favorite music, childhood TV shows or plushies!!
•sometimes, though, all you need is a good cry.
•usually, though, her regression is just very cozy!! full of things that make her happy and remind her of what it was like to be a child :) it brings her so much comfort.
#age regression#age regressor#agere#agere blog#sfw agere#sfw#agere writing#agere imagine#agere headcanons#ddlc natsuki#natsuki ddlc#ddlc agere#ddlc age regression#ddlc headcanons#doki doki literature club age regression#doki doki literature club agere#doki doki literature club
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Rambling post about The Art TM
Firstly, a special thank you to @livmadart who fuelled my motivation with her lovely tags on my art to finish making this post as soon as I could (life just likes to get in my way). You are such an amazing person and artist (by the way, everyone should totally check out Liv's BDay piece for our favourite little menace BECAUSE IT'S GORGEOUS), and your words always mean a lot to me (even if I'm not the best at communication, for which I apologize, still love and adore you, despite the awkwardness and sporadic talks).
The Idea
My art was inspired by the amazing @detshin's piece. Ever since I've seen it, I felt the urge to make a companion piece for it; I adore the composition and the symbolism in it to bits.
The Concept
I also wanted to take my own spin on the piece. From the start I wanted:
Conan's eyes not being covered (because he can see)
Conan looking at the viewer like he is looking straight into your soul. No thoughts, head empty why, it just felt right.
His mouth to be the one that is covered in some way. The sheer symbolism of his mouth being obstructed (but cannot speak) just made my heart ache so badly.
Changing the outfit based on this musing of mine.
As for the rest, it came about when sketching around, and waiting for that CLICK in my brain. And the forget-me-nots covering his mouth was that CLICK: SYMBOLISM IS MY LIFEBLOOD.
The Materials
I had 2 techniques in mind: watercolours and soft pastels. Ultimately I decided on soft pastels because
I haven't worked with pastels in YEARS, yet I adore the technique
I haven't used these pastels since I got them from an attic cleaning that we did for an old lady last year-ish (they would have been thrown away, after YEARS OF DISUSE and my heart couldn't take it, SUCH BEAUTIFUL MATERIALS TO WASTE AWAY)
I felt that what the material has to offer suited this particular piece: the vibrant colours offering a certain contrast to the original piece, and a certain feel (especially on the right paper) to the texture.
After some testing, I decided that going with a dark background works better: it made the colours more vibrant, and the slight texture of the paper did its magic. + Dark VS Light background colour was another nice contrast between the two pieces.
The Making
At first I didn't know what to use to sketch with, so I tested a couple things, and ultimately went with a white pencil: easy enough to erase if needed but also visible enough to see on this particular paper I had.
Looking up and studying tons of reference pictures for various things (sometimes with more, sometimes with less luck): the pose, facial features, the flowers... I have a whole folder of 'em LMAO
Actually drawing that sketch LOL
Then came the colours, which I tested on a separate piece of paper, to see which ones I want to use... After that I added the main blocks of colours.
And when I liked it, proceeding with the actual colouring: mixing all the different colours and layering them. In some places I used 4-6 colours (or more, depending how you look at it), while I used only 2, but mostly 3 in others.
Lastly: I used hairspray as a fixative, which slightly changed the quality and texture of the pastels and colours. (See below.)
The Feelings
As mentioned above, it has been years (I think around a decade actually, what the fck) since I used soft pastels, so it was a bit of a challenge to get back into using the material (and I'm not as experimental and confident I want to be yet, and likely fried my brain a little in the process). Also tons of fun, though! I forgot how much fun is there in the process of creation, and this piece brought that back into my life.



#la junk talks#my stuff#just lots of rambling#also i've been meaning to finish this a lot sooner but life interrupted me#and ended up a lot busier than planned so apologies to my past self that thought i would be finished with this post much sooner#instead of only posting this on the next sunday#which makes it a week. to be fair i haven't had much free time all week. only today lmao#with this i'm shutting up#if anyone wants to ask anything or just want to chat about this piece (or in general): you are more than welcome to approach me#time to faint to bed#and if you want more detail pics i have tons so... i'M just proud of this piece ALL RIGHT? had to make sure i have PICS
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