mayaansh

[mayaansh]

Raakh se khaak

Or khaak se raakh

Bannee ka safar zyada lamba nhi hai mere jaan...

Abhi aap humse anjaan hai..

Hum us k bhakt hai ....

Jo sansarik bhi hai

Or aghori bhii.......

[mayaansh]

Zindagi hai , sukun dundhati rehti hai ....

Bekhabar hai...

Sukun ki keemat Maut Hoti hai. .

[mayaansh]

I wish I could cry for myself.

I wish I could love myslef and say am there for you.

I wish I could change the past

I wish I could see through that person was a monster

I wish I could make myself happy now

I wish to move on.

I wish to be happy.

[mayaansh]

Kaya yar , insan khud se to such bolta nh, or chahta h ki sb us se such bole.

Haqiqat yh hai , ki agr hr koi 100% such bole to koi bh rishta nh bachega.

Magr kubsurat bat yh hai ki , jo rishta bachega wo bhut mazbut or khubsurat hoga.

[mayaansh]

Isn't its difficult to unlove someone.

Guys please tell me how to undone love, for me once a love is forever love.

But some people just through everthing in dustbin just like a use and throw pen or a trash paper , nor a feeling.

How can someone fake a utterly pure emotion like love.

[mayaansh]

YOU were the first and last love of my life.

I LOVED YOU.

I love you.

& will continue loving you.

[mayaansh]

I have no clue why am I still stuck & how easily people moves on .

[mayaansh]

BEING A lgbt , why is it so hard to find a real and genuine female partner for life.

[mayaansh]

I still visit the place where you used to stay at rent

That place has alot of memory , that juice corner , that samosa shop, that scooty repair shop, that small room where you and I had spent time together ,

I have no right on you , you screwed alot of things , not you , but I love the one , with whom I felt in love forever , no one not even you can snatch that from me .

Stay happy in your new life , I have no complaints from this new person , all the grudes are from my one gauraansh . 

[mayaansh]

I have no clue you read my post or not will my things reach to you ever or not , but still , I love you out of nothing , I wish we could be together forever

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[mayaansh]

Block Unblock

You remember when we were in relationship either I used to block you from whats app and call and sometimes you stop calling me , but still we both had one thing in common , we know in comming time we will be together again and will talk.

Now , we cant talk to each other ever ,we both have different life's. 

[mayaansh]

Move On

No one know our love story , because love story needs two people, and I was the only one who was in it , and thats why am the only person who was and is hurt and I have no courage nor any interest in moving in my life , I love to hold my memories with you , that no one can take away from me 

[mayaansh]

Lost

I am such a stupid person, who still holds your memory and your love in my life and my heart , when I know you belong to someone else and you don’t love me any more

[mayaansh]

Feeling lost

Can't stand this dual face world

Wish to flew away

[mayaansh]

JOB , LIFE , EXPENSES , MGMT

Just casually going through my expenditure of last month , and got stunned after calculating the total amount to be of Rs. 41,444 Rs , come on how can I do this be possible , now I need to be  extremely sensible with my expenses.

I wish I could learn the art of managing my funds and investments as well.

[mayaansh]

Yes , I am gay/lesbian .

What makes a difference, I am still a human .

Isn't it's enough...

[mayaansh]

NOT SO EASY

First moving ahead from a bad relationship with a guy wasn't easy , now how to move and forget the relationship with a women , whom you fall in love too bad...and get married to an unknown guy just for sake of society