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happy st. patrick's day i'm super normal about finding 4(+) leaf clovers
#txt#the ones in the book date back up to 4-5 years i think#the ones above the cut are from today :3
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#blocks an anon that says they reported my blog for promoting ‘modern day slavery’ and an anon ragging on all 5 of the boys also disappears#shocking 😱#the modern day slavery thing is because of the dynamics of my marriage which....#say a lot about your ability to understand and respect different relationships#or possibly just speak to the truth about the anon's maturity#anyway my husband ordered me a sourdough breakfast sandwich from dunkin today and is going to eat the bacon#because my autism makes it so I struggle a lot with food but the number one part of our power exchange is he takes care of me#even when it comes to my 'weird' eating habits which literally any autistic person can tell you comes with a whole host of shame#but he helps me through every fucking step#i truly try not to brag too much about how good I have it relationship wise but genuinely GET YOU A LOVE LIKE OURS SORRY NOT SORRY#best friends since high school#ride or dies since high school#we hadn't talked for over a year and when his life started to implode back in 2008 i was THE ONLY person he knew he could trust
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Repostober Day 29 | 29 Years
Detective Conan began its serialization in Shonen Sunday 29 years ago, and it's still going strong!
I think this is the first Cone I ever drew, in December 2012. At the time, I had no idea that several years in the future, this series would become so dear to me—and would introduce me to so many wonderful people!
#repostober#goop draws#detective conan#i had been getting a lot of anon hate and then there was the pandemic and so i kinda took a break from tumblr for about a year#i came back in 2021 with detco posts and was met with *so* much encouragement and support#all the time i wonder what i did to deserve folks being so kind to me 🥺#thank you detco fandom <333#also i could not have imagined my current detco collection in 2012 lol!#just got my sixth detektiv conan blu-ray box today and that means i now own several eps *three* times ^^;#(part 7 of the japanese vhs tapes and... well i have part 5-5 to part 24-10 of the japanese dvds...)#(so normal about detco ^^; was planning on going to nyc for the eng dub premiere of m24 but looks like it might not happen. again...)#(but hey at least i'll be in nyc!)
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Blast Off! Performed live in San Diego last fall! 🫶
#weezer#rivers cuomo#songs from the black hole#sftbh#i forced my boyfriend to record this becuSe i’m quite short so i couldn’t see right#i’m just so small and petite!!!! >.<#brian bell#patrick wilson#scott shriner#anyways#i got no 1 agnetha listener on airbuds. she’s one of the singers from ABBA#im a big abba fan too! i was wondering what kinda music you guys listen to#i like laufey tons; she interacted with me once on twitter and it’s my greatest feat#UVE BEEN A FAN SINCE 2020 🙄#tch…. posers.#o ya! back to school starting soon too#i’m taking 5 ap classes; seminar; apush; apes#and ap pre clac and ap physics#i wasn’t gonna do APES originally but i kinda have to bc i have no other options :( i like computer science so i wanted to do that but the#class was full; it’s okay though since i can do it next year !#not end of the world :3 but !!!! also$!!! i’m taking my permit test today#retake cuz i kinda had a panic attack the first time😭 i felt like i was gonna die.#it’s okay! i’m amazing. and im gonna do great on it
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MARTEY WE GOTTA GET BACK (tm) TO THE (C) FUTURE (TM) (C)
#churro art#my art#illustration#digital art#fanart#illustrations#back to the future#marty mcfly#HIIII drew this at uni rn cus I gotta wait to get picked up#so I’ve been in lobbies n cafeterias jus sketching good ol marteyyy#ITS ABOUT TIME I DREW HIM SOBS THIS IS ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVE MOVIES#I’ll just say. in the past 5 years of me attempting to draw Marty#his hair was always the hardest thing for me to get right BHUVEDHJSDBHJS#BUT IM smarter now so it came out rlly good I think! I used to struggle cus I only knew how to draw Anime Bangs and side swept hair LOL#and he’s perhaps I have had a long ass crush on 80s Michael j fox but shhh BESUDES THE POINT.#anywaysssss I took such a long ass break from. drawings actually found out how to draw noses LOLLLL#I rlly like how he looks here heheheh I had so much fun drawing this idk I’m inspired today!!!
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#daily doodle#art#booba#digital art#oc#pointy ears#elf#elf ears#elf girl#monster girl#monster girls#sibyl#priestess#prophetess#choker#long hair#laurel#yanny#truant#Today I'll be continuing to redraw an old doodle from 5 years ago#I'm considering streaming but based on the luck I've had with my internet all Summer I don't have high hopes I'll be able to stream long lo#Anyways it's Sunday. Last < 24 hours before I gotta clock back in. Gonna try and get the background done today#I'm most excited for the shading part. Not excited to look at the 5 year old doodle I thought was top tier shit at the time#Have a good day
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The crochet journey is coming along, this is supposed to be a scarf but im out of yarn as well as food so to be continued one day eventually
#personal#oh its a bad day today lads 🙃#im so huungryy FUCK#no yarn no food no will to live lately tbh i sure have been spending a lot of time sleeping#it worries me#art#crochet#skull art#skull#pattern is from karin kaufmann on ravelry#ravelry#im finally on ravelry guys look at me go ive only been into yarn crafts for 5 or 6 years now 🙄#oof i wanna die ima see if scoots moved into my island yet and then go back to sleep again#cant do literally anything else so sure lets go for yet another nap
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all
#'hella no one is pressuring you to post anything if you arent able to or are overwhelmed by the barrage of uni work you have atm' stfu#i cannot stress enough the moment i give myself a self-imposed deadline for a fic it HAS to be met#like you guys could beg me to chill out and i simply would not cave#also i just got back from dnd and it was such a good session like i have actual friends there now#and the DM from today actually messaged me on facebook afterwards saying how much he enjoyed playing with me#and he said i brought a lot to the table and my interaction was 'better than some people that have been playing for 5+ years'#I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN DND SOMETHING THAT IS BOTH NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE#and next week is the first week im going without my mate bc she's away so i was a little nervous#but then this guy that's basically adopted us was like 'omg i'll make sure we're on a table together so you at least know me!'#which was nice enough on its own BUT THEN this dm that's been playing for over 40 years who always chats with us after#was like INSISTANT that we go on his table next week which im SO buzzing for bc he's like a veteran player he knows SO MUCH#and it felt very cool that he was actively inviting us like i dont think that's something he does often#hehehe im having fun with the freaks and weirdos <3333#hella goes to uni
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I can’t do this without you, Nathan.
#heroesedit#primatech#heroes nbc#heroes#anni edits#nbc heroes#peter petrelli#sylar#claire bennet (offscreen) lol#meant to do something extraordinary#oh thanks fking Psychoanalyst Sylar. really helpful.#hit him with the hammer peter. hit him.#i think i also havent let go of MY anger lol. every time i'm surprised how strongly I feel about this but i apparently do.#no he doesnt have to forgive him ever. bash his head in and escape the wall with the power of hatred instead. lmao#anyway sorry i have a lot of feelings on that subject apparently#the POINT is that peter doesn't want to skip all 5 stages and go straight to acceptance. he will fight them all the fkin way#and that's what I love from my insanely codependent brothers. lol#im being such a hater today but i swear i dont have beef with any other ships or fans lol. the show however-#oh we go way back. 17 years in fact. square up heroes why do i do nothing but make content for you. turn on your location b*tch.#(can't believe i've actually been mad about the wall longer than they were actually in the wall. asdfghjk)#how to stop an exploding love#heroes season 4
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No one needs to know what's inspiring me to succeed in life (financial ability to buy alecto the ninth immediately upon release and take off 3 days to read it). The important thing is I'm working towards my goals (being rich enough to have a cat who sits with me while I read alecto the ninth)
#literally my noodle in the back seat. we can't let our mental health deteriorate! my fics i have to finish before alecto are in there#also. if i'm relearning to play piano because i want to play the sunlit garden from utena that is my business too. shhh#i am so bad at piano. i went to the student union today to practice bc they have one hidden away in a remote corner#anyone else in the building: god is that a 5 year old tell them to leave#i practiced despite my horror that sometimes one has to make sounds in public. awful. counting this as a success
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hnggghhggg
#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month.#im also turning 24 in a month#both of these things perturb me in some direction or another.#its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately#also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada#and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference#so that'll be fun#not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year?#actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college#i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person#who can do that sort of thing'#i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here#and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside.#and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild.#didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places.#also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever.#skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant#to my life within a decade.#so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me.#I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help#(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)
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it’s all about the ✨metaphors✨ man
#(song description was shoddily edited from magnetic today lmao never forget the autumn nico token event of 2k16)#in other news sif2’s song description feature is literal comedy gold im in t e a r s#bibi’s song descriptions are especially funny my g o d and the way they give spoilers for the past live performances is the cherry on top#the way they kept the beatmaps the same from sif1 though… but why did they change the attributed of the srs h e l p#i know teacher nico was supposed to be a smile perfect locker how did she turn into a pure scorer helloooooooooo#but!!!! some of the features seriously remind me of honeypre????? did flaggs have a hand in this game or sth hello#why are the idolised urs ‘animated’ with the swaying bg and blinking like evolved 5☆s im in tears#and the home screen feature too. like. lol. i miss sif1 sm i want my taisho honk backkkkkk#i want my yohane collection back while im at it auaaaaaaaa my complete water blue new world 1st years collection aaaaaaaaaaa#g o d. ok. that’s enough crisising for one night. i have lp to clear before it eoses in 3 months#shibaclown saturday
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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do
#i was supposed to have someone review my resume and i was banking on the fact that maybe talking to someone instead of being alone in my roo#would help me out but the whole appointment system maker thing was messed up so we couldnt even meet#so i literally hvae nothing better to do than wait the next few days to get back to campus#and i was soooo excited to go back to school and i still am cuz i know itll make me feel better being around people#but im just a lot less excited than i was#cuz i just really really hate the idea of having to spend another fall semester getting over someone#like i couldve probably handled spring semester. but fall semester???? when theres already enough desolateness as it is???#like i just hate hate htae the idea of being on buses and starting to cry again and its midnight at 4pm when im crying#and theres people everywhere and the wrost part is shes literally on the same campus as me!!! so now i might actually see her!!!#and i dont want to!!!#i want to be friends but right now i know if i see her again ill just start sobbing on the spot#i was so excited for thsi fall sem but now im just notttt#and i know ill be busier (hopefully) this sem so im sure ill be better off than last year#but still like. idfk i dont know what to do. i think i just need to hear someone elses voice#im supposed to talk to my friend later today so maybe thatll help#cuz im kinda ready to tell someone about it but what if she telsl me she cant call what am i suppsoed to doooo#cuz last year the person iw as getting over lived a bajillion miles from me so it was easier!!! but she and I live 5 mins from each other#AND SHES FREINDS WITH LIKE ALL MY ROOMMATES#THEYRE ALL HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS !!!!#GODDDD.#i mean there are def upsides to this . for example its good we broke up now#cuz imagine if we broke up cuz of a fight and then thered be a big issue in the friend group#but it ended well and i dont think our friends / roommates will be 'picking sides'#as long as i just dont do anything drastic lol#adn who knows maybe our friendship will bounce back and i really hope it does!!#but she and i didnt start off as friends we kinda went into this knowing we were into each other to begin with#so like how do i be friends with her you know???#and friendship is soo important to me so its not like i dont want to be friends with her. i really really do. i just dont know how itll wor#like i value friendship over romantic relationships any day but also our relationship felt so deep to me#which is why im scared that we wont be friends even though i know we both want to be
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feeling sooo stuck with my content rn🤪🤪‼️
#txt#i started this blog with lotsa cas & now im posting jimmy nd darlin and i love them dearly#bUt#im a gameplayer im not a cas person im def not a builder;;#& yes the duttons ARE a gameplay. series ? but theres truly almost no gameplay in ts4#and i do want to include some story elements i wanted to work on darlins character bio today#but it feels so unnatural and foreign to me#partly in a new and exciting way bc yeah!!!! trying new things!!!! wooo!!!!#(thats why i started this legacy in the first place)#but also. coming back to ts3 after 5 months it really put into perspective how lackluster the gameplay in ts4 is to me#dont get me wrong i used to love it i used to have multiple legacies i got to gen 6 with#which is a big accomplishment to me#& i used to have so many fleshed out sims just by the magic of playing with them and my silly little brain#but. i feel like im putting too much pressure on myself with jimmy bc he means so much to me i want him to be the best sim ive ever played#and to be distinct and like a. uuum. primary figure on my blog lmao#like when u think of me u think of jimmy even years down the line. or whatever#but thats so much pressure and GAHHGHH#the urge to post filler content from the duttons up until the point i figure myself tf out is real but also.#i dont wanna do that i dont want jimmy to be filler#-___-augh god#if you actually read this all have a tulip 🌷 . ily. some advice or words of wisdom or reassurance would be greatly appreciated
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