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amerasdreams · 2 years ago

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the only way i can be assertive is to be really angry

That's why I like anger (when it's righteous not unjustified and hurtful) because it actually gives you energy while fear freezes you

Sometimes people are completely impervious to gentle and polite assertions of boundaries and you have to be clear in a way that is blunt and clear with no room for negotiation and it's the worst thing in the entire world and I hate it so much

#Freeze is what I do #Few times I could actually stand up for myself--#And it was great #Makes me want yo br mad al thr time #Anger gives energy and life #Otherwise I have no natural energy #Retiring ugh #-- when people take money from me-- this was online but #I would not let that go til I got my money back #When I put myself between my sister and her ex she was supposed to have no contact with and told him to leave #After that intruder and it was stressful week and I just wanted to relax w my horse #That guy was using my brushes!!!#I was mad and yelled at him #You don't do that without asking #He said "I'm sorry you're so mad. Like!?!?#I'm glad I confronted him I want more of that bottled lightnig plz #I hate how frozen I was those 2 times those men touched me when I was sitting down tired 20 years apart #Gross older men #3rd time I want to act!!!!#When else. . Mad at my sisters ex again before he left #I confronted my sister when she went back to him and I was babysitting jocie at her apt #And she threw all my things out in the hall and I had to go the te church my aunt was volunteering at #My computer to th food party down the road a few blocks also from their house #(My aunt died a few years later ;( she was the best #When else--

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casualavocados · 9 months ago

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#he doesn't want to fight with you ai di, he wants to Kiss🙄💘🥺

Nat Chen as CHEN YI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userrain #userspicy #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #okay i made this specifically for the 3rd gif bc chen yi's expressions are making me giggle nonstop i was doubled over in tears last night #HE JUST WANTS TO KISS!! AI DI HE LOVES YOU LET HIM HIT IJDKSKG #okay real talk though the fact that he actually gives ai di space 90% of the time. lets him hang out at the bar #like he isnt following him around or constantly dogging him about giving him an answer not does he ever rly ACCUSE ai di of anything #he uses the zhang teng excuse to keep ai di from avoiding him but he doesnt try to keep him where he can see him constantly.#he lets ai di do his own thing and just spends time connecting the dots during the moments ai di comes back of his OWN VOLITION #& he slowly puts together what ai di is refusing to admit and makes his own intentions known without putting them in words either #besides stating his observations (& watching ai di react). Every interaction between them when ai di gets out of prison is like that #gifs 1&2 vs 4&5... letting ai di pull away because he doesnt know whats going on vs pulling him back both to say hey we arent done-#& say im still here FOR YOU - to see how ai di reacts being so close to chen yi after finding him hugging his jacket in his sleep #and then once hes Figured It Out he still keeps the space!! sends gifts... he only Acts when ai di comes back to him himself!!!!#and this time he's READY. and a simp. like. PLS the last 2 gifs..........dude. he wants to kiss so bad

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al-luviec · 5 months ago

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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)

meh HoT gifs (3/?)

#alek gifs #ninjago #ninjago krux #ninjago acronix #hands of time #time twins #alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times #okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around #i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy #ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy #he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day #contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight #gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex #that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix #there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it #krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity #“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird #like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill #the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up #and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal #then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard #for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how #the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced #hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they #went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade #had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the #for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf

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catboy-jupiter · 3 months ago

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i'll be like "i'm a god of writing" and then an hour passes after i post or submit something and i'll be like "i'm so dumb there's so much i could've done better if only i'd waited a bit and looked at it with fresh eyes i would've noticed how much it sucks & what i could've improved that looks so much like first draft material there's so many revisions i could make why i am i so impulsive and overconfident" and then i'll start writing something else and be like "i'm a god of writing" again

#the woes of having both a superiority and inferiority complex #also i think this might be similar to how i only get performance anxiety AFTER the performance is done. i'm always like this #i'll be super chill before a play & during it but then the play ends and i'm like “fuck they must've hated my acting” or whatever #or i'll be super chill while singing but then it ends and i go “man i sung way too quietly & i think i was out of pitch i suck”#and once again as soon as i go back to doing it again i go “wow im super great at this im amazing”#on related news i applied to a zine with 2 out of 3 snippets being ones i started writing as soon as i decided i was actually gonna apply #& i decided i wanted to apply 5hrs before i sent the application #so uh. i wrote ~2.7k words within 5 hrs & didnt give myself time to edit it bc im a dumbass w/ no concept of time #(“the applications close jan 2nd so i need to get this done asap” dude there's like a week til then why the rush- oh youve already sent it)#tbf they're more like 2nd drafts? one is a scene i'd kind of written b4 but w/ the intent of no one seeing it so i completely rewrote it #& the other is a very VERY loose eng translation of like the first quarter of one of my one-shots. when u compare its more of a rewrite rly #but still i'm looking at them now & im getting 2nd thoughts i shouldve waited eughhh #if you're a mod of that zine pls look away hahahaha.....#unless you liked those last 2 snippets & r impressed with the fact they were rushed. if so then yea im a god of writing ik ik #but to be fr tho i actually think snippet 2 is pretty strong but i think the 3rd one is... very weak. there's not much cohesion #like i def could've added more connective tissue. i was just a bit over half the wc limit so that was def smth i couldve done. ugh

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nerugetthehellaway · 2 months ago

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altoskh · 10 months ago

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Imso tired man. I'm so tired. Why do I work this hard I am so FUCKING over this shit

#this other bitch out here like haha woopsie i forgot to clock out for lunch even though ive been out for two hours :)#guess ill leave early today! heehee #YOU DONT DO ANYTHING. YOU FUCKED ME OVER YET AGAIN #i am SO FUCKING SICK of this shit. why do I have to be the one to suffer #why do i have to be the person who doesnt get a say in fuck all even though im doing THE MOST WORK #and then i have to sit here and act like she fucking knows what shes talking about wrt animals #IM THE ANIMAL KEEPER. I KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS DEPARTMENT BETTER THAN YOU #Im going crazy fucking insane right now #my coworker is out sick so ive had to do shit scheduled for three people. me. One person #and then im told shit like its just one class! ITS NOT #i have to break them up into two because its too big of a group #then i say ok we are doing reptiles over here #and shes like oh ummmm someone has it reserved for this time so can you do it in [place that is extremely loud]#and im like yeah ok fucking sure FINE #and then we get there and someone else is like ummmm we were told to est here for lunch by [her name]#and i radio her like UMMMM??????????#and shes like Oh woopsie i did tell them! you can do it at ummmm [3rd place]#im like yeah thanks for fucking wltting me know #Sorry im sorry thus is so extreme and petty but im like DROP DEAD #youve made my work life hell when it doesnt have to be because YOU SUCK AT YOUR JOB #FUCK!!!!!#YOU get to have a social life becaus you do whatever the FUCK YOU WANT #YOU get paid way more than me to do FUCK ALL #YOU dont have 30+ living beings depending on you every day #shut the fuck UP #I am so mad that i work so fucking hard and it doesnt fucking matter #so yeah sorry for starry spam but i think hes nice and right now the only thing keeping me from fucking losing it at work #along with a 1 min video of kookaburras im plahing over and over

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utopianoverlord · 1 year ago

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me: I'm the closest I've ever been to finishing my first full playthrough of Baldur's Gate 3. The end has got to be less than 20 hours away. also me: now is the perfect time to start a new playthrough

#if I listen to Other Me it will be the 3rd time I restart #just something about being in Act 3 makes me want to keep starting over what is it #is it that I'm practically married to Act 1 and I miss her?#or is it that I'm Hank Hilling this with my love of delaying gratification?#help 😭

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zephyrins · 1 year ago

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Baldur's Gate 3: please, babe, don't do this to me! you haven't even finished at least one playthrough!

me, buying Elden Ring: don't do what?

The Witcher I played only for 3 hours and never touched again:

#yeah sorry i physically cannot bring myself to finish any game #but with the witcher it was actually a very sad story bc every time I wanted to play the game fucking russians decided to bomb us #so i was forced to pack my things and go to the bomb shelters #and then i was so used to it i just gave up trying #and then we had regular blackouts so no electricity for 12 hours per day #and then i needed enough storage to install bg3 #but then i reached the 3rd act and just... ugh #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #elden ring #the witcher #the witcher wild hunt

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mwagneto · 2 years ago

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finished rewatching s2. inconsolable

#DUDE THEY LIKE K. THEY K THEY KKKKISSED FOR REAL IM GONNA KILL MYSELF!!!! sorry i shouldn't say that #im literally fighting demons (the urge to say kms) every minute of every day there's just nothing else that has enough feeling #this was the 3rd time i watched this season and the 4th time i watched the confession scene im so.#i try not to rewatch stuff too much coz i dont want it to become like stale but im STILL barely #able to process most of the words they're saying coz im too distracted by images and sounds tm tm tm #acting is literally real........ i need to be sedated #it's 3am👍👍👍 my neighbours must fucking hate me I've been non stop screaming for two hours #barking #good omens #gomens

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zenjestrr · 1 year ago

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boy cat is like 🥺🥺🥺🥺"why won't you pet me?? your darling boy?? your gentle son?"🥺🥺🥺 and I hate that I literally cannot tell him that it's because he keeps smacking my daughter in the face every time she goes up to him to say hello

#and it's intentional not an accidental thing #void girl is all gentle and innocent going up to him doing the sniff thing and he acts like she's gonna bite his face off #full force claw slap #this is the 3rd time he's done this I wish I could beam my thoughts into his little brain #and tell him *if you want to enjoy the benefits of free food and water you're gonna need to not claw my daughter's eye out*#I'm surprised that she's still cool with him she is so forgiving

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peapod20001 · 2 years ago

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Bro I’m </3 thinking too hard </3

#vent #ugh. artfight. bullshit. fucking shit #I would rather have banter with my friends than draw for people that don’t care #but alas. the all consuming art game #I love drawing for people in theory but I hate how it makes me feel. do you understand what I mean by this #idk what it is but the fact art fight starts TOMORROW has me feeling like a worthless sack of shit #and that feeling is only heightened by the fact that everyone is going to be invested in it while I fucking crumble for what? the 3rd?#4th year in a row?? god. fucking sucks. I get so in my head with this bullshit every year. but I want to do it #ugh. awful. and I feel worse when people make me things and then I don’t get to send something back #awful gross beast. and now I’m just feeling worse thinking about other things. I’m so overwhelmed #and not a damn person to talk to cus 1. there’s no one to listen and 2. I can’t articulate my feelings! I don’t understand myself!#the only reason I know how to act is because I do research for my fucking characters! I’m my own fucking character!#and I wish someone was there to make me feel special like how I (hypothetically) make my ocs feel!!#ugh. whatever I’m cool and fine and dandy and NOT on the verge of tears and I’m going to eat fucking jellybeans #am I going to have a breakdown every time there’s a Holliday or event? I canNOT be caught feeling like a fucking ball of lint every #valentines day dawg. I can’t be that person. I already did that one time too many ok #how’s it feel to have people enjoy talking to you? cus I’m either too much or not enough for people

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linklethehistorian · 2 months ago

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Transcript:

“BREAKING: A constitutional amendment has been filed allowing President Trump to seek a 3rd term in office.

"No person shall be elected to the office of the President more than three times, nor be elected to any additional term after being elected to two consecutive terms, and no person who has held the office of President, or acted as President, for more than two years of a term to which some other person was elected President shall be elected to the office of the President more than twice."

It was filed by Congressman Andy Ogles (R-TN).

Don’t let this slip by unnoticed. This is not just “one extra term”, it’s a warning shot. It’s a red flag. It’s an omen.

They are slowly turning up the heat in the pan. Do not be the frog who sits denying it’s getting hotter.

One extra term will become two, two will become three, and three will eventually give way to lifelong reign of each president.

Fight. Fight for God’s sake.

Contact your local representative of congress. Convince them we do not want this.

We are going to end up in a dictatorship.

@ikiyou

Please help spread this. I don’t usually get political and I don’t usually ask for assistance but this is important and you have more reach.

#linklethehistorian #my thoughts #thoughts #politics #us politics #nonfandom #non fandom #we lost the battle but we can still win the war #never give up #fight to the last

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devotedlystrangewizard · 8 months ago

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playing elden ring sounds great until i actually have to play elden ring

#ramblings #i want to know whats in the dlc but i dont want to play the game (because the combo of open world & Difficult destroys me)#and i dont want to watch a youtube video about it (i need to experience this myself someday)#so i am at an impasse #this isnt a cry for help or anything i just need to express my every thought on the internet #with other open world games with level progression ive always ended up underlevelled #witcher 3 i got to b&w 3 levels below recommended. i started act 2 of bg3 at like lv5.#i play dragon age inquisition with an exp boost mod for THIS EXACT REASON #but with all of those games you can just set your difficulty to easy and power through #i like a lot about elden ring #and that one time i did a little competition w my brother to see who would beat more bosses (we ended in a tie) was funny!#him running through the castle in one try and then getting stuck on the boss while i struggled with the castle and beat the boss on my 3rd #incredible #but then i had to start over. and ive been stuck at the fucking second major boss. THE SECOND ONE. ever since #but thats life baybee

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himetsuri · 8 months ago

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U DID GREAT BOO

#…!? steph moved!#the voice acting……damn……#the shit i willingly subject myself to multiple times #''i never want to see this again'' i say as i go thru the entire series for the 3rd time

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solarmidnight · 10 months ago

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I want to finish my run in Baldur's Gate 3 for the first time, but I also want my first ever Durge run.

Fuck.

#technically this is my 3rd playthrough of the game but it's the first time i've made it past act 1 #first run i didn't know what i was doing and quit #second run i murdered all the druids and found out i couldn't recruit karlach #so i quit that one #and i'm having so much fun with my third playthrough #but i want durge #specifically i want durgestarion

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emometalhead · 10 months ago

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#ran out of tags on last post but still want to rant without filling anyone's inbox or dash #sorry but here's the continuation #anyway so also we went to my grandma's house and I saw my dogs which breaks my heart every damn time #I miss them so much and it kills me. it causes me physical pain to not have them with me #I'm still mad at my mom to this day for being so horrible to them and giving them away. so it pissed me off to see her cuddling them #everyone disagrees with me but I don't think she has any right to act like she cares about them after she discarded them so easily #I will never stop being upset with her for it and even though everyone thinks I'm a b**** for it I refuse to release the grudge #anyway I'm tired and as nice as parts of my day were I feel like the lows were just really low #this morning we took some lovely graduation photos at my campus (which I visited for the last time) and I'm excited to post a few tomorrow #I'm truly proud of myself and grateful my college experience is over #I just foolishly allowed myself to have a vision of how today would go and parts of it really brought me down #I don't want to complain (which is probably a lie since this is the 3rd post I'm making to rant) but I wasn't expecting to breakdown today #I spent time with people I love and I got cool photos and a really soft sweater with my school's logo on it and I shouldn't be sad right now #plus we're having people over tomorrow for a party to celebrate me #I'm just really reliving the day and a lot of it was negative at my expense and I really hoped everyone would work to make it nice #some of it was obviously out of my family's hands but I feel like they handled that stuff in a way that guilted me and it sucked #I'm just a mess of emotions and I'm lowkey icing everyone out because I don't want to end my night crying again #welcome to real life I guess?#I really shouldn't complain #ashley rants #sorry if anyone read this

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