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princesshair · 1 year ago
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happy 30th birthday niall! love you ♡
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phagodyke · 1 month ago
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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ishikawayukis · 2 years ago
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welcome back kang younghyun 💕
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luvcraze · 8 months ago
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30-Day Gratitude Challenge For Strengthening Relationships
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Here's a 30-day gratitude challenge specifically designed to strengthen relationships between you and your partner!
Day 1:
Share one thing you appreciate about your partner.
Day 2:
Write a thank-you note to your partner for something they did recently.
Day 3:
Express gratitude for a quality in your partner that you admire.
Day 4:
Take turns sharing your favorite memories together.
Day 5:
Practice active listening and express gratitude for the opportunity to understand your partner better.
Day 6:
Write down three things you're grateful for about your relationship.
Day 7:
Plan a special date night and express gratitude for the time spent together.
Day 8:
Share something you're proud of your partner for.
Day 9:
Reflect on a challenging time in your relationship and express gratitude for the growth it brought.
Day 10:
Write a love letter to your partner expressing gratitude for their presence in your life.
Day 11:
Share a small gesture of appreciation, like making breakfast in bed or leaving a love note.
Day 12:
Reflect on the ways your partner has supported you and express gratitude for their kindness.
Day 13:
Take a walk together and appreciate the beauty of nature while expressing gratitude for the moment.
Day 14:
Write down five reasons why you're grateful to have your partner in your life.
Day 15:
Share a favorite tradition or ritual you have as a couple and express gratitude for the bond it creates.
Day 16:
Practice forgiveness and express gratitude for the opportunity to grow together.
Day 17:
Plan a surprise outing or activity for your partner and express gratitude for their excitement and joy.
Day 18:
Write a gratitude list together, focusing on the positive aspects of your relationship.
Day 19:
Share a funny memory or inside joke and express gratitude for the laughter it brings.
Day 20:
Take time to reflect on the strengths of your relationship and express gratitude for your partnership.
Day 21:
Write down three things you're looking forward to experiencing together in the future.
Day 22:
Share a moment of vulnerability with your partner and express gratitude for their support and understanding.
Day 23:
Take a moment to appreciate the little things your partner does for you every day.
Day 24:
Share a story of resilience or perseverance in your relationship and express gratitude for your strength as a couple.
Day 25:
Reflect on a shared goal or dream and express gratitude for your partner's commitment to it.
Day 26:
Write a note of appreciation for your partner's family or friends and express gratitude for their positive influence on your relationship.
Day 27:
Plan a romantic evening at home and express gratitude for the intimacy and connection it brings.
Day 28:
Share a moment of gratitude for the growth and transformation you've experienced together.
Day 29:
Reflect on the ways your partner has inspired you and express gratitude for their influence on your life.
Day 30:
Write a heartfelt thank-you letter to your partner, expressing gratitude for their love, support, and presence in your life.
By completing this 30-day gratitude challenge together, you'll not only strengthen your relationship but also deepen your connection and appreciation for each other. Enjoy the journey of expressing gratitude and cultivating love and positivity in your partnership!
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jkvjimin · 4 months ago
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just reached the #150 post on the jeongguk's nose series 🥺 i told myself i would reach that milestone and stop for a while to focus on what i have in mind for his birthday… so maybe i'll take that break for now, glad that i reached it a month earlier.
i won't stop creating for that series, don't you worry. i have plenty of nose moments in my head still, i haven't started giffing the run bts episodes or the other variety shows yet... i'm so far from the end of that series... matter of fact, this is a never ending series.
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rainintheevening · 6 months ago
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Chronicles of Narnia 30 Day Challenge — Day 10
Centaurs or fauns?
This is actually an easy choice: Centaurs.
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Wise counselors, fierce warriors, brave leaders, humble servants. Whenever they appear, they always feel very parental, very trustable, very good with advice.
I know Oreius was made for the movie (and I have an explanation for why his name isn't a normal centaur name too), but I really love him, love to imagine how he became a father figure to Peter and Edmund especially, not just the general of their armies and their swordmaster, but also their friend and a trusted confidante.
Equally I love that in the movies Glenstorm is a descendant of Oreius, and so I imagine that the great two-handed sword he carries is the twice-reforged sword Oreius carried a thousand years earlier. (I love the way they're armed in the movies, especially the two-handed swords that feel like legends in themselves, feel like they're passed from father to son through generations.) Also I just KNOW Peter commanded Glenstorm to watch over Caspian as his own son (and Glenstorm lost a son in the raid on Miraz's castle), just like Oreius had done for him. Imagine Glenstorm and Windmane looking out for Caspian, teaching him and making sure he eats enough and gets wounds seen to, and talking about him at night before they sleep, just like they worry over their other two sons, just like parents.
Anyway, yes, I'm picking centaurs. No offense to fauns, they are delightful creatures and I would love to dance with them and have tea and hear their music. But I must pick. So there.
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krispyweiss · 3 days ago
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“Attics of My Life” for Day 25 of “30 Days of Dead”
It was never just exactly perfect. Yet, “Attics of My Life” was always just exactly perfect when it returned to the Grateful Dead’s repertoire after a nearly two-decade layoff.
Despite their imperfections at the mic, Jerry Garcia, Bob Weir, Vince Welnick and Phil Lesh deliver Robert Hunter’s poignant words of gratitude with more sincerity of heart than perfection could ever convey.
When there were no strings to play/you played to me, they sang to sparse musical accompaniment during the encore of the mystery show to be identified on the 25th of “30 Days of Dead.”
“Thank you, all,” Weir says solemnly when it ends. “Goodnight.”
Today’s clue from GDHQ: “A song that took a 17-year hiatus from the live set, returning for the final six years.”
Tune in and turn on here.
Read Sound Bites’ previous “30DoD” coverage here.
Fun fact: “Attics” was the final song the Core Four, Weir, Phil Lesh, Bill Kreutzmann and Mickey Hart, played together, July 5, 2015, as Fare Thee Well in Chicago; read Sound Bites’ review here.
11/25/24
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rosecoloredknight · 29 days ago
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cooking and eating quesadillas at 1am slaps
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zevrans-remade · 11 months ago
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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉#i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now#i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing#shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top#of everything i has to do#these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦‍♀️#i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and#i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk#there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift.#and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people#but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :")#it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday#and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺#ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too#said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂#i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦‍♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭#tbd
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uwudonoodle · 2 months ago
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#animaniacs#meme#stretching#body maintenence#millenials#yakko warner#jokes aside#body maintenance is really important#me and my partner have made a concerted effort to start taking better care of ourselves this year#we're not trying to get skinny or get swole or anything related to appearance#we've watched our parents go through so many struggles with loss of mobility and other age related health issues#it really made us see that you only get one body and you can't take your health for granted#we started exercising regularly#exercise has so many benefits beyond how you look#I don't think my appearance has even changed much but I feel more capable#I have more stamina my back pain and joint stiffness is nearly gone and I'm much more flexible#I think 30 minutes of stretching is a bit much for most people but we do at least 10 minutes after each workout#every other day we tell each other how grateful we are that we're taking better care of ourselves#we feel so much better and doing anything is at least 15% easier#I just don't want aging to be painful#I don't necessarily like exercising but a good pair of headphones with music and audiobooks and youtube can make a world of difference#I never thought I'd be a gym rat but here we are#bodies are meant to move#also why are we like the only people at the gym to ever take time to stretch?#do other people lift weights and then just put up with being sore?#I'd rather not feel sore after exercising#plus stretching is a great way to cool down and improve your flexibility#health over thinness
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johndonneswife · 8 months ago
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someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck
#who is talking about this!!!! let me know#idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which#i was anticipating#and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before#but liiiiiike.#i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them#it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there#just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse#like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no#anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite#and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up#people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out#and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point#or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible#but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding#at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends#which i am so grateful for obviously#i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol#AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad#just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t#i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it#i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this#which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao#probably for the best#ugh whatever#again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know#meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone#AAAAAAAA i just want to scream#text
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peaceliliesandtea · 10 months ago
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can’t help but think how noisy modern life is. the sound of planes overhead. a car rushing past. not just the noise outside but in the home. the whirr of the washing machine, the dishwasher, the tumble dryer. the hum of the laptop fan. the shower. phone notifications. an endless stream of podcasts, music, voices. the lightbulb when it hasn’t been screwed in properly. the flick of a light switch. the television murmur. the phone ringing.
i know that the standard of living we have now is, obviously, better than before. i’m not nostalgic for the past but i’d love a bit more peace and quiet!!!!!
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mwebber · 1 year ago
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finally homeeeee oh god. week 2 of law school done and it's hitting like an 18 wheeler. the thing they dont tell u about going 2 school for reading and discussing the faults of society is that when u finally get a break from reading and discussing the faults of society ur brain refuses to use any horsepower even remotely related to reading or the faults of society so u simply. Marinate. on the bright side though im totally free for the weekend!
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ilikedetectives · 2 years ago
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ni-kol-koru · 2 years ago
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KnB 30-Days Challenge
Day 6 : Favorite Minor Character
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Miyaji Kiyoshi 🍍🧡
I remember seeing Shūtoku on the screen for the first time and him being the one to catch my attention out of everyone. He looked cool and I liked his blond, fluffy hair! After I watched the Shūtoku-Rakuzan match in season 3 and heard his back story and found out more about him, I realised he was much more than a cute minor character. He also reminded me of someone... It was me, of course. We don't really look alike, but when it's about personality, we have a thing or two in common! Just like me, the only thing people around him choose to see is his irritabilty. He has a foul language and a short-temper and everybody seems to know that, but that's all they know. Even Shintarō and Kazunari thought that Kiyoshi is just scary and angry. There is just so much more about him, but it is all overshadowed by his usual moodiness. He is also really hard-working, he has good grades and is really dedicated to his hobbies. He also has a perfectionistic nature which makes him act really strict towards himself, and even others. Well, I am the same way. Always striving to be perfect in my studies and hobbies, I put a lot of pressure on myself because of it, which is usually the source of my irritability and moodiness. Even the part where I criticise others for not seeking for perfection is rather true, and I am not really proud of that. Oh, and I am also into idols, just like him! I collect albums, posters, photocards and CDs. I just don't go to concerts because the idols don't hold any tours near my country, ever...
Another little thing that we have in common is our obsession with pineapples! I don't really want to throw them onto people's heads, I just really like how they smell and taste.
Finding a character that I was so alike at a young age was very precious to me. Nothing changed after years, I still love Miyaji-San a lot! He will always have a special place in my heart! 🧡
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krispyweiss · 12 days ago
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“The Wheel” -> “I Need a Miracle” -> “Standing on the Moon” for Day 16 of “30 Days of Dead”
Abrupt transitions and scant attention to vocal codas are the order of the 16th of “30 Days of Dead.”
Culled from deep in the Vince Welnick era, “The Wheel” -> “I Need a Miracle” -> “Standing on the Moon” come from a mystery gig that featured a lively and adventurous “Space” segment, if the snippet presented here is any indication; that it stands out so much on this soundboard recording says something about what follows.
Good enough, “The Wheel” is nevertheless perfunctory with a tired-sounding Jerry Garcia leaning on Welnick and Bob Weir to carry the vocals.
Welnick is at his bluesy best on “Miracle,” adding grit and color to Weir’s celebration of debauchery even as the three singers truncate the so-often-infectious refrain and Garcia hits the first notes of “Standing on the Moon.”
Welnick opts mostly for tasteful piano sounds on the “Moon.” And though Garcia forgoes any emotional Be with yous on the outro, he channels his feelings through an unexpectedly dark guitar solo that is nearly as effective as the usual tack, albeit from 180 degrees in the other direction.
Today’s clue from GDHQ: “A trio of songs that were generally played in the post-‘Space’ part of the show from 1980 onward.”
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Read Sound Bites’ previous “30DoD” coverage here.
11/16/24
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