#18 is still so hot
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Started another crochet bag....I did try to knit it first but I think I might need to get some wooden dpns, because my metal ones are just too heavy for a lace fabric and keep twisting and falling and generally causing problems. So I'm crocheting the base and then I might switch to knitting for the sides, depending on how it goes.
Ive also noted that I need some kind of pillow for my powerchair. The headrest is way too far back and hurts. I want it to be washable or maybe have a washable cover, since my head will be directly touching it for most of the day whenever I'm finally able to use it. I'm thinking I'll make the pillow out of cotton and find some kind of natural cotton filling (I do have polyfill but I'm trying to move away from all plastic fibers and also polyfill for a pillow sounds bad). And then I will probably try and sew 3 or 4 pillowcases.
I got a free sewing machine that may or may not work after I dropped it on the ground trying to bring it inside. Might try that as a first project on it, doesn't sound too hard as sewing projects go.
Also need a pillow to sit on but im gonna buy a gel one probably, I don't think a cotton pillow is gonna cut it.
#the powerchair is. too small#i dont know WHY but they ordered a 16 inch waist one when i needed the 18 inch waist#i guess bc it will fit thru doors better but it doesnt fit me very comfortably so that fucking sucks#footplate also way too small which is causing a lot of pain#idk man getting a powerchair is supposed to be awesome ! freedom and less pain !#but its still causing pain and i cant fucking use it bc i cant get a ramp that will fit that isnt literally $2000 usd#so i am. very upset but trying to make it more comfortable#yesterday i was able to make dinner using the powerchair and oh my god#first time ive been able to eat what i made while its still hot instead of needing to lie down for several hours from pain#so that was a huge plus#might try and do some baking#idk idk idk#sewing#crochet bag#crochet#disability#powerchair user
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Idk if it’s because of how I’ve curated my feed but I rarely see people shitting on Christine. Any E/C space I’m in is mostly about centering Christine and her satisfaction.
That said, I feel the constant need to warn people that “If you like Erik and Christine as a couple, remember not to have that kind of relationship IRL” is kind of annoying. I get the intention, but people, including young people, aren’t stupid and don’t need constant reminders to not be inspired by their toxic faves.
Like yes girl, I know the Phantom is not a real man. I wish a wealthy, nerdy, musically talented, intelligent old man that lived underground and wanted to help me with my music career was real. But he’s not, so I’m gonna indulge in fiction.
Bless the rest of y’all that get involve in the discourse though. Honestly, could not be me.
#christine daae#phantom of the opera#erik/christine#like do you know how ridiculous it was to be 18 and hearing ppl be like ‘oh you’ll know why Entrapdaks bad when you’re older’#babes its been almost 6 years and they’re still one of the strongest relationships out of the show#i wonder if its more tied to r/c and e/c discourse which 🤷♀️#jokes on them I like when all three of them get together#But yeah I rarely come across thosse ‘Christine was wrong for not picking Erik’ posts unless it was like teenagers on TikTok#Which I don’t take seriously at all#as a former teen on the internet#because most of the time you grow out of it#anyway anytime I got reprimanded for shipping something as a kid it just made me want to indulge in it more#and it made me feel like I was being treated like a toddler#by older people who’d be so up in arms about this one ship while defending another that was equally if not more problematic#my hot take is that in most cases ships aren’t really problematic#its more based on your personal tastes and experiences shaping your view of relationships in media
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20 is such a baby to me and idk if that's fair or just me projecting bc who I was at 20 seems sooo far away
#someone really sweet messaged me on grindr with these wicked hot back tattoos and I'm like so into it. check their profile & they're only 20#girl u can't even go to most of the places I spend my time :( 21 is the new 18 istg#im only 3 years older but god even the 1 year age gap in my last relationship was tangible. different maturity levels#I swore off anyone younger than me after that#but have clicked w two 22 y.o.s despite that so idk 🙄#still no clue how old the woman I'm like.... maybe going to be taken on dates by is but I Like Her I love how adult she is#prolly 10-12 years older than me#woof woof#I'm rambling
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#not trying to make anyone feel any kind of way but I truly don't understand why anyone insists louis doesn't age#like he's hot as hell but he doesn't look 18 or even 22#he looks ten years older than he did ten years ago#but like#he's only 31#of course he still looks amazing#because he's a hot person in his early 30s#that doesn't mean he doesn't age#it just means he's aging the same way that many super attractive people do#especially millionaires#the insistence that he doesn't age is just so odd to me#he's been evolving beautifully for over a decade every year is a little different and they're all stunning#why isn't that enough to marvel at?#uhoh
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besties wake up new book new cardan fanart dropped
#( 𝐈 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐝 ┊ out of character )#( get ready for a new look bitches only 365 days to go#( cardan when jude reffers to him ( a clown )#( he's so hot omfg#( and still looking 18 even tho he's like 30
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growing up on diff kpop gens with my younger sister this is wild bc her le sserafim/nwjns/illit/kiof was my snsd/aoa/apink/girls' day/exid/gfriend/rv :( 4th/5th gen vs 2nd/3rd gen have CRAZY different energies it's fascinating
#tp#i used to be a die hard sone and pink panda and taeyeon and chorong were the apples of my eye ughh#still AM but the energy is diff bc they're HARDLY active as a group ;-;#miss having hani in every single variety show ever and being a buddy and reloading soumu's page for navillera's release#SCANDALIZED by aoa's concepts but the music was SOOOO good and girls day too my GOSH#want to say bring back the sexy anthems bc that's where they write the best music BUT!! 😞😞 everyone's barely 17-18 nowadays#(not that im not basically their age too but!! good music was good music)#i miss being 9 and hiding the fact that i religiously watched exid's hot pink mv for green highlights!hani 😞😞#and!! and!! all of the chorong dolphin scream compilations!!#and we got married!! i didn't care if they were scripted to hell and back i was just SO entertained ahahaha#and there was this program called showtime where they'd follow groups' days and film various activities they did over many episodes#and that was SO fun#i LOVED apink and exid's showtimes and they did a showtime season for mamamoo and gfriend TOGETHER and once they made them swap#mvs and they filmed each others' music videos the same way and vibes it was hilarious!!#i missed seeing them go on immortal songs and perform!!#i missed the excitement of hearing insanely good vocalists perform solo ballads like eunji solji taeyeon minah etc#THE BIG PINK SUBS AHAHHAHAH those were the days
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oh shoot i turn 19 in 1 week
#as sandy denny once said…who knows…..where the time goes…..#but idk i don’t feel that weird abt it i think 18 has been generally okay to pretty good but bleh#i still don’t know what to do for my birthday i wanted to do a picnic but it’s going to be so bloody hot everyone’s going to melt#i wanted to make it goth themed but that feels cruel in 30+degC weather#whatever!
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Well... uh... hi.
#ahahahahaha....#don't mind me... just returning from my 'short' hiatus like 6 months later#and honestly idk how much i'll be around even still#i'm still trying to find a rhythm that will let me squeeze all the things i need to do into a day#(nevermind having any free time ever for fandom things)#twp is a hot mess#(i mean... as usual)#but at least the days of pulling 14-18 hour days of volunteer work for weeks on end are over... until next year ^^'#twp sneak speaks#twp speaks#twp bitches about real life#twp returns from hiatus#...maybe?#idk how long or how much i'm going to be around this time#(between the end of the school year and some health issues i may be right back out again)#but i wanted to at least pop back in and say hi / see what's happening#i've missed fandom and all of you out there in it! i hope you're all well and continue to be so and i hope to be back again for real soon!#p.s. i still haven't seen mando s3 (blacklisted the tag; don't spoil me please!) or tlou (spoiled to hell and back so no worries)
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fellas is it gay if he stands two inches from your face to ask you about an order and his hand lingers when you go to take the receipt from him? fellas is it gay if he stands so close to you his shoulder presses against yours when he’s cleaning your station? fellas is it gay if he watches you work with a stupid little smile when he thinks you’re not looking..?
#yall. fukgkgckhsnhk#this fucking guy at work. fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkkkk and hes so hot too#he’s three years older than me tho which would be fine if i wasn’t still in highschool (im 18 it’s just like the school part that’s weird)#anyways. uhm. hm.
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legs & lessons in perseverance | march '23
#so.#i fell into the fireplace lol#- thats the concise summary. but ive just been unwell health wise recently. i think ms is just harrowing to deal with#because you can go for so long symptom free and then one day you wake up and everything is wrong#your body feels wrong.#i remember being constantly angry at my body as though its a separate entity. especially when i was like 17/18.#because everytime i had a bad ms relapse i would literally breakdown in angry tears like- at my body. i was good to you. im meditating#im eating healthy. im exercising. ive been good to you.#but then suddenly you cant see or youre shaking uncontrollably or your limbs are numb#or my new favourite one: a couple of weeks ago i woke up at 4 am in a cold sweat. the inside of my thigh was burning#i dont mean like. exercise burning. i mean like struck a hot iron rod burning. it was obv nerve pain but that didnt stave off the panic#so i messaged my neurologist and hes like 'yeah its fine. wanna inject yourself?'#anyway. so recently i was helping my friend get his place houseparty ready and we were cleaning out the fire place#and my legs just gave out 😍#and i got so angry and humiliated i kind of just wanted to go to bed and not wake up tbh#which is what i usually do but like. i was angry. angry. scorpio angry as lidya would say. so i had a nap in his bed#and when i woke up i felt slightly better and for once i thought 'im not going to let my body ruin this day for me'#and i just dragged him to the markets with me. and i still had the tremors but we bought more greens than either of us needed#and we laughed and walked and he carried me to the car at the end of the trip and it was one of the best days ive had in a long while tbh#and it feels impossible but sometimes all u need is to brush the ash from ur knees and hide the scruffs with stockings &maybe youll be ok#💚#tw chronic illness#/ multiple sclerosis
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hi yes ive got sm to do today istg i just wanna
#( love waking up to the first statement from my mother that we need more money . )#( e. i. she wants me to take on more comms despite me being SWAMPED as is & is likey#to make me feel like shit if i dont force myself to take on more comms . bc its ALWAYS my job to pull in extra cash . )#( she doesn't ever try to find a way to make more money#she's not tried to get a job again since before i was 18 . its ALWAYS put on me & im always expected to fix their problems . )#( like !!! obvi i don't mind helping out with money & ofc i enjoy having hot water & coal for said hot water .#but she KNOWS im working on sm shit rn . WHY DONT YOU EVER FIND A WAY TO BRING IN MONEY ??? )#( always bragging saying she could sell pics on her OF or smthing like ok then FUCKIN DO IT IF U THINK UR SO SET 🙄 )#( stop pressuring your 22 year old to be able to pay for & maintain the house & children that belong to YOU . )#( my ass wouldnt even still BE HERE had they not sabatoged the money william got for his 18th & gaslit him into spending it all to help her#( yup !!! )#( sorry !!! sorry about the rant !!! im just :)))) )#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#delete later.
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Will Byers I feel your pain. I too am a homosexual who only ever gets hit on by the wrong gender in public 🫡
#why can’t More Girls think I’m hot instead of just men who are at least 4 years old than me.#and btw I’m barely 18 and I know I can still pass at 16 or 17 so what is up with that 🤨#anywayyyy#will byers#elli’s random thoughts
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kinda cringe but also silly and sappy i went out for hot pot with 3 other friends yesterday and afterward we went to the pet shop and we all held hands like a chain of kindergartners looking at all the animals
#for context we're all 18-24#it was so fun i love them also that hot pot fucked SO hard i was chugging that broth by the end of it#also the pet store still had all this pride stuff hanging up???
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#this was. not prompted by anything recent i’m just thinking about it#but idk Why my friends feel compelled to make jokes about me hating butches????#like it’s obviously not TRUE….. and like i shouldn’t get upset if it’s not true but#it resurfaces a time of my life (think. when i was like 18) that is really really embarassing#it just makes me feel like i haven’t changed. which i have#and i know it’s all jokes and almost always has to do with discussing characters from stuff or whatever#but still. it feels like that kind of mean spirited joking where you’re actually kind of seriously making an accusation underneath the joke#ykwim#anyways. i love butches and these jokes are dumb and the next time one is made i will say something fr#bc i don’t wanna be stuck as the image of me who is fresh out of high school. jesus christ#i think the main one i’m thinking of is like#i had mentioned that i used to not think that jaina from naddpod was hot#when like. she clearly is. and also is implied to be butch or at least my friends hc her as butch#and everyone dogpiled on me and was like SO YOU HATE BUTCHES#and like i tried to earnestly be like No why would you say that 😭 but nobody paid me any mind. idk#it’s happened at other times in a similar way and again it’s a JOKE but it still gets to me#diary
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For context on the weather thing I live in illinois and we can get extreme heat and extreme cold here, so anything between 45 and 95 is manageable lol
#Hottest I've lived through is about 113 I think? And coldest was negative 18#Ok I googled the hottest temp in illinois and it says it hasn't been 113 since the 1930s so our thermostat must've been broken#Bc I distinctly remember reading 113 and being like holy shit?#Maybe it was 103 and my dyslexic ass couldnt read#Or I lived in Illinois in my past life too and I'm remembering it being hot as balls 100 yrs ago. Which would be significantly funnier#So miserable the memory followed me to the next life (and i still chose to live here) lmao
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