#12 days until my first day of college
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the need to make art VS the need to lie down in bed
you will not believe who wins
#i desperately need to post snippets of songs and covers I am rotting it's not good#ive also had the need for OCs because I want to draw them but I don't have any and I need them but I haven't written in ages#everything's a stranger and im the new kid in town#12 days until my first day of college#i wasted this summer too#im so tired all the time and my head hurts#when will it end#also heat exhaustion#so sayeth karma#im not having a good time in the club
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âDIGIMONâBUT MAKING U CUM IS MY REAL HOBBY!â
⯠OTAKU!GOJO X BIMBO!READER
â summary: your best friend gojo is a hopeless otaku virgin with zero rizz that's still obsessed with digimonâdespite being a grown ass man. you're a slut who despite her best whoring effortsâcan't cum. you'll take his v-card and he'll fix your broken pussy, deal? college au.
â cw: virgin!satoru, gentle sex then rough sex , spanking (ass & pussy), slight sugar daddy/baby dynamic, coercion, dubcon, ecchi/pervy/freak nasty satoru, apprehensive bimbo!reader scared to nut, reader is also a bit of a tsundere brat but this isn't brat taming per se, oral fixation, toe licking, riding, prone bone, missionary, pussy eating, deep-throating, forced gagging, fingering, squirting, edging, olfactophilia, hand-job, protected & unprotected sex, bdsm references, masturbation, bit of somnophilia, pet names: Bunny (reader is called that in lieu of y/n), suggestions of geto x reader, mentions of satosugu and shokohime.
â a/n: in my crack smut bag again cause this white haired demon wont let me rest until i write this nasty shit. fr tho this fic 13.3k and literally 10k of it is Gojo fucking you six ways to sunday. fyi this is the same y/n from nerd!geto but this is a different version of that AU where suguru is the one who has rizz and satoru is the nerd. y'all better read this or i'll never write gojo again istg lmfao. also shoutout to @halosdiary for beta reading and telling me it was good enough to post lol.
eta: y'all won. its a series now lol
âFUCK YEAH, LETâS GO!!! I ALONE AM THE CHAMPION OF THE DIGITAL WORLD!!!â
Startled by Gojoâs sudden outburstâyou nearly rolled off the bed.Â
Thankfully Suguru is sitting next to you and caught you before you fell off completely.Â
Fully energized by his win Gojo sprang up from his elaborate PC setup, bouncing around the room in celebration. Fist-pumping the air he couldnât contain his excitement after winning the Tokyo Regional Qualifiers for the Digimon Online TCG.Â
âGuys, hey guys! See! I told you Iâd win! Iâm the strongest! The digidestined!â
You and Suguru exchanged exasperated glances before side-eyeing the hell out of Gojo.
This went on for a good 10 minutes so you had since returned to mindlessly scrolling TikTok, not wanting to encourage your grown-ass-almost-22-years-old-best-friendâs excitement over a childrenâs game.
âYou sure showed those middle schoolers, Toru.â
Suguru quips with a smile. Heâs clearly being sarcastic but Gojo is unfazedânothing could damper his mood.
âDamn straight I did!â
Both you and Suguru have to chuckle, rolling your eyes at his childish enthusiasm.Â
Despite the shared sentiment of annoyance over your best friendâs hobbies, you both were just happy to have Gojo back again. Two long years had passed since his parents made him travel the world on a rotation program, tasked with visiting the various Six-Vision Industries offices he would one day inherit.Â
Being the nerdy genius he was, Gojo stacked a mass of university level credits in high school. So even with missing the first two years of college heâd still be joining you as a third year at your university come fall.Â
After being apart for so long it was refreshing to hang out again and kicking it at Gojoâs mansion had been a daily occurrence since the start of the summer. Although things had definitely changed in the two years Gojo had been away there was one thing that certainly hadnât.
Gojo was still a fucking huge otaku nerd.Â
Youâd thought his time spent in the business world would have matured him. However, being abroad, away from his friends and spending all day around the âstinky old fogeys in suitsâ as he called them, only made him retreat further into otakudom.Â
That much was evident as his collection of posters, figures and manga had somehow only seemed to grow even with him away.Â
âAlright, while I just would love to stick around and hear more about you destroying the dreams of 12 year olds Toruâbeach girl just texted me, gotta bounce!â
Suguru tries to leave but Toru clings onto him practically spider monkeying himself onto his back in an effort to get him to stay.Â
âSugu! Donât leave! Weâve already been apart from each other for too long~~â
Sighing, Suguru attempts to pry his incorrigible bestie off of him.
âSatoru, you just spent the last 5 hours playing Digimon acting like me and Bunny werenât even here. Iâm sure if you go back to playing you won't even miss me.â
Gojo continues to pout as he whines for Suguru to stay.
âBut I miss you already Sugu!â
Gojo presses his cheek against Suguruâs as Suguruâs eyebrow begins to twitch.
âI know! Invite your date here! Our chef is 10 times better than any restaurant youâd go to and you know we have an infinity pool grotto and onsen!
While the offer was tempting as any potential date would be thoroughly wowed by the decadent splendor that was the Gojo Family ResidenceâSuguru would also thoroughly cuck himself once his date was given the grand tour.Â
Particularly the stop which included Gojoâs anime figure and otaku memorabilia rooms.Â
While a good number of them were harmlessly nerdy shonen or slightly ecchi isekai figuresâthe rest? Well the rest contained every kind of freak nasty hentai figure you could think ofâshibari, futanari and even the classic La Blue Girl tentacle dioramasâit was like a horny museum.Â
Although at this point it should be considered a horny mausoleum as no woman who walked in would be walking out still in the moodâit was surely a place where horny went to die.
âUh yeah, sure next time ToruâŚ.â
Suguru reaches back to pat Gojo on the head reassuringly.Â
Lying as he was more than certain there wouldnât be a next time. There wasnât even going to be dinnerâthis was purely a hookup situation.Â
â...but sheâs already waiting for me outside my placeâgotta run!â
Realizing Gojo still wasnât letting go, Suguru sighs realizing this would require him utilizing his Judo training.Â
In one swift movement, Suguru manages to shoulder-wheel Gojo and toss him onto the other side of his massive bed. The bed rebounds as he lands, slightly lifting you off your belly but you still are more interested in your phone.Â
This isnât the first time Suguru has Judo thrown Gojo off of him (likely wouldnât be the last either).
Saying quick goodbyes before Gojo could recover, Suguru manages to slip away.
âTraitor!!! So much for bros before hoes!â
Utterly dejected, Gojo crawls up next to you on his massive bed.
âAt least I still have you here Bunny.â
âUh, not to pile on but you know Iâm only here until Shoko and Utahime text me they are ready to go to the mall, right? Iâm in dire need of a new handbag!â
Now clinging on to you Gojo throws another small tantrum as the weight of half his sinewy body presses into your back, his lean muscular arms wrapping around your shoulders.
âNot you too, Bunny puhleeease!â
Youâve known each other since you were in diapers so it wasnât odd for you, him or Suguru to be found giving the others platonic cuddles like thisâoften all together too. The both of them were always so much bigger than you so you often enjoyed the comfort and security of always being the filling in the cuddle sandwich.
Gojo rests his chin on your shoulder watching as you continue scrolling TikTok. You sit in comfortable silence for a few minutes before his irritatingly hyperactive nature gets the best of him, and he starts poking around your phone to click on other videos that werenât the 'mystery and makeup' ones you were watching.
âToru, you know you could get a lot of your own hoes to hang out with if you werenât such a huge otaku nerdâŚâ
You had to swat Gojoâs hand away again as he tries to click on another prank video and he rolls off of you with a frustrated sigh.Â
â...youâre almost as good looking as SuguruâŚâ
Muttering the last part of that under your breath. Arguably Gojoâs features were just as if not more striking than Suguruâs.Â
He was too hot himself for all of it to go to waste for being such a big dork.
âIâm sure Sugu would be happy to teach you âthe way of the fuckboyâ if you asked Toruâthat is if youâd actually go out clubbing like a normal 21 year old.â
âWhy would I do that though? My house is 100 times better than a club!âÂ
TouchĂŠ.Â
While no one in your friend group was what someone would consider poor, Gojoâs wealth paled in comparison to anyone elseâs and that went without saying. Heâd had everythingâif not moreâthan even the nicest tokyo club had. This was all thanks to his parents as socialites in their own right, often entertaining businessmen, dignitaries or foreign representatives with their ultra-exclusive parties.
âBesides, it wouldn't workââ
Gojo continued to pout.
ââSuguru would just get all the hoes anyway.âÂ
Easily able to walk up to even the most standoffish looking women, Suguru would have them reduced to bashful school girls in under 5 minutes. The women were always willing to hand over their numbers or drop any immediate plans to hang out with Suguru instead.
A good number of them had boyfriends already too.
Yet despite having the looks, Gojo opening his mouth ruined any advantage his lustrous blue eyes, exotic snow white hair and sharp handsome features gave him.
âWell, Suguru has a normal 21 year oldâs room for starters, Toru. Not full of nerdy ass anime posters and Digimon tournament trophies.â
Gojo goes quiet.Â
Driven from an early age to fill his head with knowledge of politics, technology, and international business relations, he spent the precious free time he did get with his friends or consumed by his own interests. Interests which just happened to be a bunch of otaku shitâDigimon in particular.Â
It was an escape heâd cherished as a child and that didnât change growing into adulthood either, if anything he needed it more now.
When Gojo doesnât answer you look over to see him actually sulking for real nowâface buried in a giant Agumon pillow plushie.Â
What a crybaby.Â
But the crybaby was one of your besties so you decided to lighten the mood and tease him a little.
âYa know ToruuuuâŚ.you could just fuck Sugu then. Donât think I havenât seen yâall get a lilâ handsy during our cuddles!â
You give him a playful smirk and mime grabby hands at him.
âOh and you havenât? Donât act like you wouldnât fuck Suguru either!â
No longer appearing mopey, Gojo is up and laughing again. Mission Accomplished.
âHey! I never said I wouldnât but this isnât about me, this is about you finally getting some play!â
You snap back but youâre blushing.
Like damn, who hadnât thought about fucking Suguru though?Â
âIt's not the same if he makes me bottom! Plus no one thinks I can get pussy!â
Gojo grumbles, hugging his Agumon plushie to his cheek.Â
You canât help but notice how cute and baby girl he looks all pouty.Â
Heâd definitely get women lining up around the block of his huge ass mansion if he could at least get to the dating phase without giving out the otaku ick.Â
âBecause you canât GojoâHoes donât want to fuck guys who play Digimon!â
âBut youâre a hoe and you like digimon too!â
Turning to look at him, youâd had half a mind to slap the shit out of Satoru but he had said it so earnestly. There was no sass nor malice behind his words.Â
Besides, you were a hoe. That wasnât something you ever denied.
You sigh.Â
âYeah I am a hoe now and Iâkeywordâliked Digimon. But that was back when I was a kid, Toru!â
Gojo scoffs and rolls his eyes.
âListen, youâre my friend so mâgonna keep it a buck with youâa guy concerned with being digidestined is definitely not pussy destined, you digidork!â
You playfully hit him with the pillow you were laying on, not wanting him to start sulking again.Â
Finally stimulated by something interesting Gojo wastes no time joining the pillow fight you initiated and you tussle with him on the bed until you both are exhausted and out of breath.Â
Of course you come out of it victorious though. By the end youâd pinned both the pillows and Toru under you.Â
Gojo however is back to pouting.
âUgh, Bunny seriously thoughâI canât go into junior year of college as a virgin!â
You smirk at his complaints as the answer is obvious.
âThrow away your figures and digimon cards then.â
âIâd rather die.â
âA virgin? At this rate you will.â
Gojo huffs in defeat as you settle comfortably on top of him this time.Â
Youâre about to reach for your phone again until you see a curious look flash across his faceâthe kind of look he always had as a kid when he thought of a hair-brain scheme that would lead to getting you all in trouble.
âToruâwhat is it? And why do I have the feeling mânot gonna like it?â
You pull away cautiously, but his large hands grip your waist, stopping you and causing you to squeak in surprise.
âHm, I dunnoâwas just thinkinâ... why donât you fuck me, Bunny?â
Your deadpan expression has Gojo scrambling, holding you closer in a vice grip when you try to squirm away.Â
âHey! Wait, Iâm serious! Come on, Bunny! I need the experience and you always tell us about all your hookups! You have the experienceâhelp a guy out!â
Staring at him skeptically you considered.
I mean sure, you always thought Gojo was attractive, more so since he returned this summer nearly a half a foot tallerâbut he was Gojo Satoru.
Your dorky, goofy, pervy otaku bestie practically since birth!Â
You couldnât just go and fuck him could you?
God, you could only imagine the taunts youâd get if word got out. Your friend group would never let you live it down!Â
âNah Toruâthat would be too weird!â
âHuh, how come? You said I was almost as attractive as Suguru earlier!â
You stiffen.
Fuck, heâd heard that after all.Â
âOoo, ooo! Annnnd, you said last week you wanted a sugar daddy⌠Well, hi! Iâm right here!â
The huge grin on his face has you frowning although more so because he was actually making some sense for once. I mean you were half-joking when you said itâwell, letâs be honest not really.Â
However, you mostly said it because while your family was well off enough, you still werenât living in the lap of luxury by any means like a Gojo clan member. Unfortunately for you though, you were born with the expensive tastes of someone who was. So while you could afford a cute Chanel bag or a MCM wallet here or there, youâd set your sights on something higherâa coveted Hermes Birkin.Â
Toru certainly could afford to buy you a whole truck load of them with what his family made in less than an hour.Â
Nevertheless that wasnât really the issue at hand.Â
In spite of you being far from a virgin, there was actually a good reason why you wouldnât be a good choice for Gojo to lose his v-card.
âEr, emâthatâs really not the issue, ToruâŚâÂ
Trailing off youâre the one pouting now as you glance at your nails.Â
âThen what? Donât tell me our lilâ Bun Bun is shy now? Over lilâ olâ me?â
Gojo teases you by sticking out his tongueâchuckling when you snap your head up to glare at him.
âYou wishâŚâÂ
You grumble, chewing your lip now and debating whether or not to tell him the truth while Gojo looks at you with wide and glassy puppy eyes. Shaking your head you come to the conclusion you could trust him with your secret.Â
He was the virgin otaku after allâheâs the one who should be embarrassed here!
âItâs just thatâŚIâI canât cum.â
Gojo just blinks at you.Â
Clearly confused with metaphorical question marks surrounding his head as that's definitely not the answer he was expecting.
âIâve slept with plenty of guys before but I never had an orgasm. I don't even really get closeâI mean, sure, it feels good, I guessâmostly just a little weird. I heard some people just canât and maybe that's me.â
You shrug, a bit nervous to look Gojo in the eye as you thought he may tease you further about this but was lost in contemplation. Almost as if he was seriously trying to do the biological math around what youâd just told him. Â
After about a minute more he finally asksâ
ââDoes Suguru know?â
A simple question, unloaded in tone as Gojo is genuinely curious but it leaves you flustered nonetheless.Â
âWhat?! Are you crazy?! Why would I tell him?!â
âJust figured if anyone could thenââ
ââHell no, Toru! Besides, what if he does? Iâm not trying to be reduced to a fuckboyâs pick me if he ends up being the only man alive who can give me an orgasm!â
Sure Suguru was hot as fuckâas was a lot of your other fuckboy friends (Toji and Sukuna)âbut you definitely didnât want to end up like the dickmatized girls that would follow them around and literally box each other in the streets over some cock.Â
You werenât much of a fighter anyway and your face was far too cute to be getting scratched up.
Pussy should be put on a pedestal, not the other way around. Youâd continue to be orgasmless before it came to that.
âMm, but Shoko and Utahime know?â
Youâre blushing more than ever this time.
âUm, yeahâT-They said once I realized all men were worthless to call them and theyâd give me multiple of them.â
Gojo snorted at that but he was now convinced you both could help each other.Â
âSo we have no other optionsâthen it's settled!â
In one fluid motion Gojo snatches away the pillows from between you and swaps positionsânow with you on the bottom.
âHuhâwaitâToru!?â
Gojo groans.
âCome on, Bunny! I want pussy, you want to cum on top of getting that Bikram bagâ
ââBirkin bag.âÂ
You corrected him.
âYeah that one! So letâs help each other out, eh? PULHEEEASEEEâJust the tip?â
You werenât at all convinced that Gojoâwhose sexual knowledge came purely from JAV, hentai and onaholesâcould make you cum.
But then again sure, fuck it, why not?
You were getting bored waiting for Shoko to call you anyway and if Toru was willing to come off a Birkin for a lilâ pussy, you might as well fuck him.Â
None of the other guys you had fucked even came close to making sex this worth it. Frankly this would be worth it even if you didnât actually cum. Â
âFiiiine Toru, letâs have sexââ
âFUCK YEAH!â
ââBUT weâre laying down some ground rules!â
Sitting up with a straight back, Gojo obediently awaited your orders.
âAnything you want Bunny, name 'em goâon!â
Gojoâs overenthusiasm was like a puppy and you were sure if he had a tail it would be thumping on the bed like crazy now.Â
You wanted to crack a smile but you know from prior experience that if you give men an inch they will take the whole goddamn mileâand Gojo of all people was no exceptionâso you are firm as you sit up to look in his eyes and lay down the law.
 âFirstâlike you said, just the tip.â
Gojo started to protest but the raise of your eyebrows had him changing his tune immediately.
âGot it! Got it! Just the tip would be amazing Bunny, what else?â
He chided himself and you continued.
âAnd secondly, just because you bros have no loyalty, itâs still âchicks before dicksâ over here. You better get your nut quick cause Iâm still leaving to go purse shopping when Shoko and Utahime call me.â
Gojo waves you off with that rule.Â
âPsh, we should have plenty of time, it's almost 6pm! Theyâve probably been too busy bumping their own purses together to go shopping with you for one. You havenât heard from either of them in hours!â
Fair pointâwildly out of pocket, but fair.Â
Still.Â
âBumping Purses!? Really, Toru?â
âYou know Iâm not lyingâbut thatâs it then, right Bunny?â
Not waiting, Gojo throws his shirt off and starts fumbling with the ties on his sweats before you stop him.
âNah, Toru, hold your horses! One more rule!â
Freezing mid-action, Gojo's hands are shaking as he expectantly gazes at you, waiting for the last condition before you give him the green light.
âFinally, thirdâand most fucking importanlyâif you make any, and I mean even just ONEâotaku reference, especially Digimon while youâre inside me Iâll snap your lilâ digidick off, understood?â
Gojo swallowed.Â
Hard terms to live with but something he would be willing to abide by for pussy.
âYes maâam! Got it! Just the tip, you will ditch me for the purse bumpers and no Digimon!â
Gojo repeats your rules matter-of-factly.Â
You roll your eyes but are satisfied enough he understood and you wave him off in the direction of your bag.
âGood. Now, be a good boy and go get a rubber out of my purse.âÂ
Bolting over to your purse Gojo grabs a pack of condoms and is back on the bed in an instant.
Reality sinking in on what you were about to do and who you were about to do it with, you suddenly become hyper aware, appraising Gojo.Â
You note just how much in the two years since high school heâs grown. Still a bit lanky in areas but overall he filled out more for sure and his muscles were much more defined rippling underneath his skin as he eagerly clambered over you. Gojo still possessed the same piercing sky blue eyes that lit up a room but they looked all too predatorily hungry now that he was hovering over you.Â
You swallow.
Youâd feel almost completely out of control of the situation if it wasnât also for the bundle of nervous energy radiating off of Gojoâhis hands spasming like he might bust his pants the moment he touches you.
You try to maintain your composure, but your jaw drops and your eyes widen in shock when he finally pushes his sweats and boxers down in one swift motion.
Gojo was fucking huge!
âToruâwhat the actual fuck?!â
Third leg was a massive understatement.Â
I mean you didnât think heâd be smallâyouâd been around him enough in boxers, sweats, pjs, etc growing upâbut you didnât expect this.Â
He was definitely a grower and Christ did he just fucking grow!
Gojo looked puzzled until he followed your wide eyed gawking down to his lower half.Â
Heh.Â
âAm I the biggest youâve seen, Bunny?â
Growing prideful Gojo pokes at you a bit and your ogling only grows more incredulous.Â
You didn't know if he was the girthiest but certainly the longest by far. Heâd actually puncture a lung if he stuck that whole monstrous thing in you!
It would literally have to be just the tip and you are thanking God right now that heâd already agreed to those terms. That would be much too uncomfortable to cum from and you are beginning to question how the pornstars manage. This wasnât a JAV but Gojo, if his company ever went belly up, certainly had a promising career on OnlyFans ahead of him.
Gojoâs chest puffed up ten times more from your staring as he slipped the condom on (which only fit two-thirds of the way down).Â
âO-Ok, Bunny now you!â
His cock throbbed more violently the longer you looked at him. The anticipation is contagious to say the least and you can't help but feel your chest warm at his eagerness.Â
Gojo wants to get the attention off of him and you smile at him knowingly.
âYou mean you donât want to take my clothes off yourself?â
The thought never occurred to Gojo but he dumbly nodded. Your yelps echo in the room as his massive hands are on your hips faster than lighting pulling you towards him.Â
The motion causes your tits to jiggle, the soft mounds moving freely beneath your spaghetti strapped halter and Gojo berates himself on how he only now is noticing you werenât wearing a bra all this time.Â
Gojoâs mouth goes dry at your nipples, already peaked and poking through the thin fabric.Â
Your nipples pucker further when the crisp air of the A/C hits them after Gojo pulls your top overhead and you arch up to assist, not realizing you presented yourself to him like a treat to a dog.Â
âT-Toru!!!!â
Gojo wraps his strong sturdy arms fully around your body. Pressing his face deep into your chest as his warm wet lips latch onto a nipple. His mouth now suctioned to you, Gojo swirls and flicks his tongue around the hardened bud. Gojo moans around your flesh, pleasantly surprised at how addicting the sweet salty taste of your skin is.Â
If Gojo wasnât sure he had an oral fixation before he surely knows now. Zoning out everything else except for the sloppy sounds of him worshiping your breast, he relishes the contrasting textures of his rough tongue suckling the soft skin of your swelling bud.Â
Gojo surely would have been latched onto you for hours and you are only able to pry his head away when he releases your nipple with a wet pop to take a breath.
âTORU!!!â
Youâre panting and red faced as you yank his head back.Â
But Gojo is a man solely focusedâtongue hanging out off his mouth captivated by how cutely your areola puffed as it glistened with his spit and fighting overwhelming desire to get the other one in a similar state.
âHuhâBunny, b-babyâyou taste so good nâ your tiddies are so niceâso fuh-kinâ soft.â
Gojoâs tongue is hanging out of his mouth drooling as he attempts to dive back into your chest. you feel his heavy cock on your thigh as his hips begin to rut against you.Â
This was too much!
âStop Toru! Youâre being too rough, they are sensitive! Besides, timesâ ticking! Remember I have no problem leaving you blue balled if Shoko or Utahime call me!âÂ
You do your best to give him a disapproving look as you blush.
âAwe but you seemed like you were liking it, you were whining loud enough.â
âShut up nâjust get on with it!â
âYes maâam~~â
Enjoying your breasts so much Gojo almost forgot he hadnât even seen your pretty pussy yet.Â
Making quick work of your shorts, Gojo manages to pull them down just over your core but is stunned once again as he burns the image of the skin-melding fabric of the mesh hot pink g-string covering your cunt. The thin satiny straps dug into your supple hips amplifying your curvaceous form.
Fucking slutty as hell! Â
Rivaling that of even his most favorite and most scandalous hentai figures.Â
This was so much better, so much more lewd as the clingy fabric struggles to cover the fat of your plump pussy lipsânot like the transparency of them left much to the imagination.Â
God help him, he just wants to tear them off with his teeth and open mouth swan-dive into your dewy lilâcuntâ-pushing his tongue deep into your peachy core tongue fucking orgasm after orgasm out of you until he drowned in your milky nectarâbut he has to restrain himself.
You probably wouldnât like that too much given your reaction earlier and heâd die if youâd happen to just call the whole thing off.
Mouth drying and hands twitchingâGojo is trying so hard to be a good boy and contain his more perverted instincts.
âEarth to Toru! Y-You good?â
Gojo looked like a tightly wound coil ready to pop in every sense of the word and you hated that his nervousness was making you nervous too.Â
So on edge you almost jumped once his eyes snapped up to meet yours.
âG-Great, BunnyâŚj-just fine.âÂ
Gojoâs voice falters, becoming more pitchy and you giggle. As much as Gojo wants to look at your pussy as he peels the flimsy moist fabric off of them he couldnât do that at this momentâhe would actually bust his pants.
Instead, Gojo leans in to kiss you, but you block him. He ends up kissing your palm instead.
âToruuu⌠that be too weird, weâre friends remember?â
âYeah friends who are fucking, Bunny! You mean you wonât let my tongue in your mouth but youâre letting my dick inside your pussy?!â
You knew it sounded nonsensical even before he said it back to you. But your heart was pounding so loudly in your ears you could barely hear him anyway.
You didnât know what you were scared of this time?Â
You had let all your other previous hookups makeout with you but Gojo was different.Â
This felt entirely different.
You didnât know why, you just knew it was and you were apprehensive of the unfamiliar emotions he was stirring in you and this wasnât supposed to be anything more than an arrangement between friends.
âDonât you need to warm up tho Bunny? Obviously mâno pro at thisâbut even I know a little bit more foreplay is usually needed?â
Your heart beats louder at his concern but you push that aside trying to focus on your breaths.Â
Satoru should have been the easiest lay but for a reason that alludesâyou were coming undone before him.
âShut up Toru and just fuck me! The foreplay stuff doesn't matter, it won't make a difference anyway, mânot gonna cum! Also youâre big af so grab your lube. We're gonna need lots of it!â
Toru pouts but follows your commands without fuss.Â
Although heâs anxious to get his dick wet he also is still thinking of how he can hold up his end of the bargain other than a stupid purse.Â
You said he didnât need to but he wanted to.Â
The thought of finally losing his v-card excited him but there was something that made his cock throb harder at being the first man to give you an orgasm.Â
But you donât want him to touch you beyond what was absolutely necessary, so how was he going to accomplish that exactly? Â
Gojo was a genius and had the IQ score to prove it, heâd be able to solve the problem once he was inside you, right?Â
Turning back to face you after retrieving the lube from his nightstand, Toru has to grab the base of his cock this time to keep from prematurely coming in the latex that was already starting to thicken with his precum.
There you were laid out like a slutâpanties pulled to the sideâfingering yourself a bit to loosen up, having reconsidered his suggestion of foreplay when the twitching on your thigh reminded you of how big he actually was.
âOH SHIââ
You notice his jaw hanging open, utterly entranced as his eyes follow the motions.Â
You knew you should be letting him do this to get the experience but honestly there was no sense in setting Gojo up for failureâdelivering a significant blow to his ego when he inevitably couldnât make you cum. You didnât want to damage him even more if he felt it was his fault your pussy was apparently broken, you having tensed up completely every time a guy had tried before.
But you canât deny you are getting some pleasureâif only through your own amusementâas you grab his cock and pump the lube he poured down his latex covered shaft, still fingering yourselfâmuch to Gojoâs delight and wonder of seeing an actual real pussy up close.Â
Gojo sucks in air and groans pitifully as your hand spreads the cool gel over his length which only intensifies his ache to be inside of you.Â
âCâmere, ToruâŚâ
You beckon sweetly, guiding him forward with your back against the pillows, you tease the crown of his tip through your folds preparing him for missionary.Â
Gojo nearly bites a chunk out of his lip when his thick cockhead finally catches over your slicked entrance and youâre left wincing.
âT-Toru, e-easyâo-ok? Not too deep...â
A breathy confirmation shudders out of Gojo as heâs easing himself into your warm tightening cunt. The stretch is immediate which mentally confirms for you he is also the girthiest youâve ever had as well.Â
Your heels dig into his hips to brace yourself while he hovers over you, arms shaking.
âFUUUUUHHHHââ
Even with the rubber on, Gojo still thinks he might melt from how warm and tight you areâso much better than even his onahole with the custom grip and heating features.Â
Screwing his eyes shut, Gojo has to count backwards from a million, recite Japanâs national anthem, list the GDPs of the top 10 wealthiest countriesâanythingâor he will cum too soon or worse, crack and drive his hips until heâs all the way to the hilt from the way your dangerous lilâ pussy is sucking him in.
God, it felt like your slutty cunt had a mind of its own calling for him to push in a lilâ deeper, greedily begging for him to go a lilâ further but Gojo resists.Â
Sweat beads on his brow from the exerted effort of sheer willpower to keep his promise to you.
To Gojoâs credit, he really is doing his best, only a little less than a third but due to his length that's still a lot.Â
Your eyes wander up to Gojoâs face and away from where he is wholly splitting you open, lest you clench on him even tighter and you knew you needed to relax. Even if you weren't really feeling much but the overwhelming strain from the tight fit, looking at Gojo you were happy that he appeared to be in bliss at least.Â
His eyes still squeezed shut, mouth hanging open and spittle flowing down his jaw Gojo was in his own world as he continuously babbled nonsense about how perfect your cunt felt around him.
Just the tip in you for all of 20 seconds and already pussy drunk from just this much.Â
âB-Bunny, Oh SHHIIIâB-Bunnyâmâcute BunâFAH-ACK sâgudâmâgonna cum soon UHHâpussy feels sâgoodâoh-oh my god!âÂ
Although his entire body is quaking with pleasure, the few functional brain cells that survived the fiery blaze of your sinful lilâ pussy are still thinking of you.Â
Gojo tries to give some attention to your neglected lilâ clit, but a single swipe causes your leg to jerk and you promptly push his hand away again.
âN-NO! Pleaseee, mâtoo sensitive Toru! J-Just focus on your thrusts! Y-Youâre sâclose, mâcan feel your cock twitching i-i-inside me...â
Gojo wants to challenge you on thisâsuspecting from the way your cunt felt constricting around him you felt something pleasurable thenâbut heâs too far gone and much too inexperienced to keep focused on anything else.Â
Especially when you are so explicitly describing him fucking you.Â
Grabbing his face you bring your foreheads to touch to help calm him so heâd last a bit longer. Although you still hold his face to prevent him from kissing you, he's close enough that you're sharing the same breath, now looking into each other's eyes.Â
He struggles to maintain eye contact though before the magnetism of your heated core had them rolling back again.
You're still not close to cumming, yet you are beginning to enjoy the warm comforting feeling of being this full as he holds you close, his short thrusts gaining momentum.Â
Sharing intimacy with someone you actually cared about for once is really nice and you wouldn't mind having more sex like this even if you couldn't cum.Â
Thumbing over Gojoâs moist lips you coo sweet praises to him as he desperately moans around your delicate appendage. Suckling your thumb between his lips and nursing on it until he can no longer contain the heavy breaths that overpower him and fan across your face.Â
Sharing the same exhaled breath is making you light headed and you mewl at the keen sensations it stirs in your pussy that has him full on gasping now. Gojo releases the whiniest moan as he falls into you, unable to support his arms any longer.Â
Showering your neck with open mouth kisses as his body curls more into yours.
However it all proves far too much when Gojo faltering more in his promise, slips more than halfway into your cuntâinstantly filling the latex as it balloons inside of you as you scrape your heels against his back.
SHIIIIIT! He sâbig!Â
Despite nearly splitting your poor pussy into two at the end though, Gojo did such a good job for his first time.Â
Youâd forgive him just this once though as you wrapped your arms around his head, gently petting his undercut. His heaving breaths quiet under your soothing touches, finally ceasing the stream of his spit and tears that had been pooling in your collarbone.
Staying like that for a while holding him while his heartbeat calms to match yours and his length softens inside you. You close your eyes peacefully for a few moments before you hear your phone vibrate next to you.Â
It's Shoko!
Shokoâs text apologizes for the delays and offers to get dinner insteadâpromising to go shopping with you and Utahime tomorrow since they got held up and you make plans for dinner in two hours.Â
Perfect. That gives you plenty of time to clean up and get yourself presentable.Â
âDid you cum even a lil bit, Bunny?â
Oh sweet baby, if you have to askâŚYou think to yourself but it's not poor Toruâs fault your pussy is out of order.
âUm, no Toru babyâbut you did so well! Ya know youâre actually pretty cute and considerate when you get a little pussy. Iâm sure youâll manage to make any girl you happen to get naked happy!â
Gojo counters you with a disappointed look still panting slightly as he pulls out and rolls over bringing you towards him to cuddle. Allowing him, reasoning that you donât have to get up right this second.
Yoour back meets his chest and itâs then you notice the condom still inside you. Figures since it was much too small in the first place. Yet you couldnât complain as it managed to do its job due to Satoru not going all the way in. Breathing out you grimace a bit as you still had to give it a pretty good tug to lodge the filled latex out of your sore cunt.Â
âGoddamn Toru, you were pretty backed up huh?â
Having witnessed the entire display from over your shoulder and the sight of the light blue rubber covered in your fluids while drooping heavily with his own has Gojoâs dick stirring again as you jiggle the rubber demonstrating its fullness before tossing it into the bin beside his bed.Â
Conflicted Gojo broods for a while as he hugs you to him.Â
While his body felt mostly satisfied, seeing you still unsatisfied put a huge damper on his mood.Â
Sure you had told him you couldnât comeâbut would any girl cum without much foreplay or stimulation?Â
Even the darker hentais and JAVs heâs seen had more foreplay than this!
Hmmm...Â
Thinking over the experience again in his mind he had a hunch that if right could cure your lack of orgasms but needed you to let him fuck you once more to be sure.Â
âSo youâre gonna hit and quit just like that, Bunny?â
He teases clinging onto you again when you try to maneuver out of his embrace.
âNo time for more cuddles ToruâShoko texted, weâre getting dinner in two hours.â
âWait! Bunny! Thatâs so far awayâLet me go again, pleeeease!â
Gojo is determined this time to make you cum for real! And, yeah you knowâyour slick heat sliding up and down his cock again would be a highlight too.
âToruââ
ââCome on bunny! We solved my problem but we haven't fixed yours, you still haven't cum yet!â
âToru, I thought we understood we were never going to solve my problem in the first placeâso don't stress! Also I know this is probably the first time a girl has said this to you and actually meant itâbut it's really not you!â
Gojo puts his negotiation face on.Â
You wanted to play hardball? Bet.
âIâll give you my black card for a whole week!â
Gojo turns you around to look him in the eye so you could see how sincere he was, he really wanted to try againâhe knew he could make you cum this time!
You sighed.Â
You couldn't really be mad at himâin fact, it was actually the cutest thingâthat he wanted to keep trying for your benefitâbut you didnât see the point when it would just lead to the same result. You donât even need to glance down to see Gojoâs cock was just as resolute as heâs already recovered and fully brickedâlength pulsing against your ass.Â
Wellâgiven his last performance you were sure heâd last all of five minutes and if you had his black card for a whole week you were about to tear the entire Hermes store upâa Birkin and a Kelly in every color!
Hell, maybe you could even get the coveted baby pink ostrich one.Â
âMmmâkay, Toruâblack card for a week! No limit!â
âYup of course! Oooh noâWait, no rubbers and I'll let you have my new g-wagon too! I hear raw sex is sooo much better you will cum for sure then Bunny!â
Well you knew a good bargain when you heard it.
Throwing the unopened condoms to the side you laid back down.
Imported European cars are stupid expensive to get in Japan and if he was coming off a g-wagonâespecially as it was a custom powder blue matte with dune colored seats and shiny platinum rimsâthen he could have as many two-minute pump sessions as he wanted.
Heâd likely pass out from dehydration in less than twenty tops anyway.
âOkay, but same rules as before except no cumming inside Toru! I mean it! It's too much of a mess to clean up after, itâll be dripping all night especially all that you came last timeâŚâ
The thought of your gooey tender cunt weeping his nut for hours has Gojoâs balls tightening in want of making it a realityâbut he knew if all went to plan youâd be begging for it!Â
Firstâhe needed you to take a more active role this time. He saw you settled back onto the pillows and that simply wouldnât do.Â
âUm Bunny, can you be on top? I-Iâm dying to see what your cute tiddies look like jiggling all crazy like in my face.â
You cover your chest, frowning in offense at his more debauched ecchi preferences but you agreed nonetheless.Â
Relenting as itâd likely have him cumming sooner and then you could finally get ready to meet the girlsâall in your new g-wagon, although youâd definitely have to make up a lie as to how you scammed it out of Gojo.
Gojo takes your place on the pillows, amused as now itâs his turn to beckon you forward. Steeling yourself, you embarked on your climb to mount him. Tall and lean with wisps of hair sticking to his face Gojo looked more like he belonged in a painting, unnerving you that a face only an artist could sculpt admired your body with his lustful gaze.Â
He was too sexy for his own nerdy ass good like this and you failed not to whimper when his strong hands settled at your waist.
Lube in your hand you smirk, gaining some confidence back when you hear Gojo hiss as the cool gel once again spreads down his fiendish girth that pulses restlessly at your touch. The sensation is all the more agonizing without the latex barrier hindering him as your, your silky smooth palm glided over his bare cock before tugging back the sensitive foreskin covering his crown head.Â
Licking your lips you almost want to bend down and taste the pre marbling like a pearlescent jewel on his pretty exposed cockhead.
Heâd probably cry like a baby if you did, you mused with a grin.Â
Good God girl snap out of it!Â
You chastise yourselfâno, you had to focus and end this quickly before you lost your mind. The idea of fucking Gojo beyond what he could buy for you started to get more appealing and you couldnât allow that.
Readying yourself to mount him this time you realize your pussy is quivering in anticipation of the stretchâit was uncomfortable last time soâwhy was your body reacting this way?
Your own pussy betraying you as she seemed to yearn for the opportunity to gobble him up, taking him in with less resistance in spite of you. Flexing around the thick intrusion inside your core you shiver in feeling the curve of every vein on his girthy cock as you lowered yourself onto him.
The way your pussy flexed as a jolt of electricity ran through you scared youâa new sensation bubbling up inside, threatening to make you lose yourself in the feeling. Must be survival instincts you rationedâyour cunt scared for its life never having encountered such an acute danger like Gojoâs dick before.
The burn was pleasurable this time, sucking in sharp breaths at every slight movement of him moving inside your core. Yet Gojo is in even more blissâfrom the serpentine motion of your hips cascading over his own to how your your puffy pussy lips looked so wonderfully parted, stretched open around his cockâFUCK!
How was he going to complete his plan if his brain just started turning to mush everytime your dangerously succulent cunt grinded against him.
âOâooo shiiiiiit!â
âY-You okay, Bunny?â
Although Gojo himself looked like he was in agony his face was reddening from how good your raw gummy walls were surging around his length.
âHhnng, fine Toruâyâer j-just big.âÂ
Gravity was your natural enemy in this scenario and you took him a bit past halfway this time.
Wanting to distract you, his large hands grope your tits but you knock him awayâyour stomach fluttering.Â
âWhat's wrong, this time?â
â...sân-nothing, itâsâjust put your hands on my hips, it helps me so my legs don't get tired.â
You lied.
Well your legs were quivering but more pressingly your heart started to race and you didn't know if it was because a cock like this could actually relocate your uterus to your lungs or if youâd actually started catching something similar to romantic feelings for Gojo Satoru.Â
Either one was unacceptable in your book.
âHurry up and cum, Toru!âÂ
However Gojo is about to say something, your phone rings.
âI-Its UtahimeâŚâ
âDonât answer Bunny! Focus or youâre never going to cum!â
âI can multitask, Toru! Besides, on the small chance I do I know it's definitely going to take longer than the two minutes you lasted before.âÂ
Hushing Gojoâs protests and eyes flaring at him to be silent, you answer the call.Â
âBunny!â
âHime!â
You greeted each other with your usual peppinessâlike Gojo wasnât 6 and a half inches deep with 2 and half more to goâgive or takeâinside you.
âWhatâs up? Oh erm, what am I doingââ
A sly and haughty smile plays on his lips and you scowl at him.
ââIâm still at Gojoâs and noâIâm not doing much at all right now! Hahaâyeah. I can definitely talk, of course!â
Gojo frowns as his eyes narrow and to placate him you start half heartedly rotating your hips.
You still looked sexy as hell though. Even with less effort expended it was still a workout as shown by the sheen of perspiration glowing off your body. That delectable sight combined with the light swaying of your tiddies was more than enough for him to cum if he just focused on himself.
But he was determined not to this time, not until you had.
âSee Toru? They were helping Shokoâs parents!â
You stick out your tongue and he makes a face back at you.
âOh what?âsânothingâHa! Well ok! He said you were too busy bumping pussies to go to the mall with me! Pshâtypical am I rite? Huhâput you on speaker? LOL O-OKAY.â
Snitch!Â
Gojo mouths to you offended youâd rat him out like this as Utahimeâs voice shrills through the phone.
âSatoru you loser! You have to talk about our pussies cause you could never have one of your own in a million years!â
Snorting with laughter Gojo is more than amused.Â
If only they knew.
You pale signaling at him to âSTFUâ or he could finish himself off.
âAww, is that so Utahime? Iâm so hurt.âÂ
The mischief in Gojoâs voice is obviousâheâs clearly mocking you.
Annoyed with him getting the upper hand and feeling sassy, you pile onâ
âExactly Hime! I mean he might get someâbut a total otaku like him wouldnât know what to do with a pussy if he even ever got inâEEP!â
A heavy handed smack comes down on your assâhard.Â
The force ripples its way into your cunt causing you to feverishly tighten as your tongue pushes a low moan out between your lips.
âOh ho hoâwhat's this? You actually like getting spanked huh, Bunny? You dirty, dirty girlâŚâÂ
Gojo is whispering again before his hand once more swats at that same cheek.
The sting causes saliva to pool in the corners of your mouth.Â
If looks could kill Gojo would have died a horrible deathâthat is if you could focus enough to even glare at him. Youâre absolutely mortifiedâtoo consumed by the spanks that fiercely rained down on your reddening bottom, your pussy getting shamelessly wetter with every hit.
âAHâFAHHHââ
âBunny! Whatâs happened?!â
You hear Shokoâs concerned voice this time.
âN-N-Nothing, G-Gojoâs being mean to me cause I told on him! H-He pinched me so hard Shoko!â
âLiar!â
Gojo mouths again and his demeanor turns absolutely devilish.Â
Oh? So that's how you wanted to continue to play?Â
You were such a brat sometimes but then again so was he and his competitive nature soared at the challenge.
âOh did I? Like this, Bunny?â
Gojoâs palms cup your tits roughly before he pinches them, twisting your nipples causing the slobber that collected to dribble down your chin and onto your chest.
âShiiiiâT-Toru! S-STOP YOU A-AHHHâSSHOLE!!â
The grip his thumb and forefingers have on your sensitive buds intensifies and you can barely keep the phone in your grasp as you hold it out arm extended to keep your cries from being heard.Â
With only one hand free thereâs no way for you to worm nor pry his hands from your tits as you are still struggling not to sink lower and choke on your own tongue from the electrifying sensations assaulting your cunt.
This couldnât be what it was like could it? This overwhelming feeling?
You didnât want to admit it but as tear-inducing as the sensations wereâthey felt real fucking good.Â
Your hips began involuntary rocking as your core now craved how Gojoâs cock scraped against your walls like it was trying to carve itself even deeper inside you if youâd let your hips drop just a little bit lower.Â
âToru! Stop picking on our Bunny! Donât make us come over there and kick your ass!â
The sweat that now runs down Gojoâs brow threatens to blur his vision but heâs locked in and focused. The phone situation being so fucking raunchy combined with the way your pussy is creaming on him (despite you trying your hardest not to feel good) has him stressed.Â
Swallowing he had to try hard to keep up the act as well as please you without cummingâit would be a feat if he accomplished it to say the very least.
God, this was all so shamefully vulgar.Â
Did you do this on purpose answering the phone?Â
He didnât even know this was a kink of hisâor yours apparently.
But your âproblemâ was now clear to Gojo:
Itâs not that you couldnât cum, itâs just that you were scared to cum.Â
Any real stimulation triggered your fight or flight.Â
You were perfectly capable, you just needed a bit of forcefulnessâhowever the effect of it terrified you and you bolted from it every time you had sex with someoneâuntil now.Â
Heh, there would be no more running from the nut for his little bunny rabbit.
Gojo wonders how far into his ecchi depravity he can take you.
âYour Bunny, huh?â
Gojo's eyes squinted as if he could stare down Shoko and Utahime through the phone.
You were his.Â
He was the one who was going to make you cum and frankly he didnât give a fuck anymore if Shoko or Utahime heard itâin fact he wanted them too.
Planting his feet into the bed, Gojoâs form shifts as he swiftly grips your waist simultaneously bringing you down while driving his pelvis upâpummeling his entire length into your guts. The prickly patch of groomed hair at his base tickles your poor abused lilâ clit which had been forcibly nestled into themâthe result of being smashed against his pubic bone.Â
âFUHCCCKâMUTHERFUHHâSHHHHâHIIIIIT!!!âÂ
Vision momentarily blacked out and burning with tears mixed with your running mascara, your pussy still reeling from the sheer magnitude of Gojos long girthly length now all the way sheathed and practically tearing through your womb. Your eyes are firmly lodged in the back of your head, the electrifying vibrations cause you to drop the phone entirely. Your world is spinning from experiencing your first small orgasm that only increased intensity as your efforts to escape Gojo are in vain.Â
Your cervix is screaming at the probing intrusion of his bulbous tip ramming so far up into you but Gojo has you anchored to him unable to flee from his onslaught of thrusts.
If you could string together a coherent thought you would have wondered if in fact your stomach had been relocated next to your lungs as you felt so full you couldnât breathe.Â
Your pussy violently spasms around his girth, creamy fluids seeping down onto his base from your cunt sloshing around him. Gojo grips your cheeks spreading you wider increasing the squelching noises echoing from your cunt.
Shit though, Gojo thinks your perfect pussy might actually break his dick off from how fervently you were clenching him.Â
Tongue fully lolled out of your mouth, youâre grasping onto Gojoâs shoulders for stability as your saliva drips down his pectorals.
âBUNNY!! Are you still there?? Whatâs that noise?â
Shoko and Utahimeâs calls for you go unanswered. Gojo on the other hand is grinning, albeit through gritted teeth, pleased at how his long trunk-like cock is rendering you nonverbal.Â
âHehe, you definitely came a bit that time didnât yaâya nasty lilâ Bunny, donât lie.âÂ
âN-N-Nooo T-Toruâsâlike I-I c-canât breatheââ
âHeh, aâcourse you can baby Bunâthat's what it feels like when you cum, even I know that.â
SMACK!
Another firm smack to your ass has your cunt quivering wildly.
You feel like the virgin in this situation nowâand honestlyâare you not?Â
Did those other dicks really count?Â
It felt like you were having sex for the first time as this was a totally different experience even from the earlier round with Gojo.
âDonât worry though, now that I know what kinda shit youâre intoâIâmma take care of that pervy lilâ princess pussy sooo good, Bunny.â
Oh godâThat couldnât be true could it?Â
Spanking? Nipple twisting? Having your insides pushed up to your throat?Â
You didnât actually like this kinda freaky shit did you?
Yet your bodyâs reactions remain true even if your mind doesn't want to accept the cause of the fire that is burning within you. Your pussy is in raptures at the feeling of being molded into the exact shape of Gojoâs cockâveins and all.
âHELLLOOOOO BUNNY!!!!â
Absolutely pleased with himself Gojo retrieves the phone.
âAwe p-poor thing, just stubbed her toe runninâ from me. MyâSHIIIâroom isâFUHHHâk-kinda a m-messâS-See? I almost tripped just now too. Isnât that right Bunny?â
Gojo brings the phone closer and you bat it away wishing he would just hang up and spare you the humiliation. Although humiliation seemed to be your new kink as mirroring his earlier actions as youâre pathetically moaning into his skin. Gojoâs masculine scent, mingled with the salty aroma of perspiration, floods your senses, making you feel even more lightheaded, increasing the sloshing of his cock buried deep in your cunt.
The crude noises that rang from your bodies squelching and slapping against each other renders Gojo unable to keep up the charade either. Making up a quick excuseâhe has to go get ice for your toeâhe quickly hangs up on Shoko and Utahime whose puzzled protests of concern he couldnât give a single fuck about anymore.Â
God fucking you while on the phone with them was so fucking hot, heâd have to get you to do it againâmaybe with Suguru next time, heâd probably even be into it.
âHey B-Bunnyây-you think Shoko and Hime were naked too?â
You groan.
This fucking hentai otaku pervâyou already told him that they were helping Shokoâs parents!Â
You want to glare, scream, chastise, get upâbut you canâtâyouâre at the mercy of him ruthlessly drilling up into your cunt and can only heave out tired mewls in reply.
âFuuuckâimma cum again soon! Do you feel the way your naughty lilâ cunt is squeezing like she wants to wring me dry, wanât me to give it all to your pussy Bunny?â
âN-Not i-inside mâpussy, T-Toru!âÂ
A devious smirk appears.Â
Heh, yeah he promised not inside your pussy.
Without warning Gojo rips his cock out from your sopping core and manhandles you onto your back. Thinking he will simply cum outside somewhere you're finally able to breathe again and you exhaleâonly to feel his monstrous length being shoved down your throat.
Your eyes shoot open.Â
Greeted with the image of Gojo's heavy balls in your face, his ball hairs tickle your nose as you gag around his girth straining your throat open wide. You think if he didnât reach your lungs through your guts he certainly would now that heâs eight and a half inches down your esophagus.
âYou said i couldnât cum in your pussy Bunny, so letâs use that pretty lilâ mouth pussy insteadâsweet fuck, ya know sheâs almost tighter than your actual cunt.â
Your hands fly to the outside of his thighs pawing over the sweat glossed skin as you drag your nails down them, leaving welts in an effort to get him to ease up. The potent musk of your shared lust that had dripped down his balls was now rubbing on your face assaulting your senses.Â
It was fucking nasty, so gross and yet your own pussy betrayed youâburning with an ache to be filled again at the smells that stimulated your own primal hedonistic urges.
âAwe, donât be like that. I know you like it rough, yeah? I havenât forgotten about you either baby.â
Gojo of course at this point isnât talking to you but your cunt.
With one hand squeezing your already constricted airway, Gojoâs other snaked its way over your body and reeling it back before delivering a mean open palmed slap to your clit.Â
The sound of your soaked cunt echoed through his room and he almost came from that alone as your fluids trickled out of you faster, further soiling his expensive sheets.
âThis pussy likes being spanked more than those cherry cheeks of yours huh, Bunny? I know my filthy hentai pussy does.â
Youâre obviously unable to answer but the way youâre gurgling moans around his cock lets him know this is exactly what you like. Thrusting two thick fingers into your quivering core his burly appendages bullied themselves in as far as they could go.Â
âYou knowâG-God, FUCK youâre tightâBunny, you know I read in an h-manga how girls can squirt from a lack of air and a little bit of prodding, sâpposeâS-SHIIIâtâbe something in here that sends em absolutely wild.â
Fingers searching deeper it's not until Gojo pulls back to add a third that he scrapes past a firm spongy spot that has your legs buckling.
Astonished by the amazingly sexy reactions of your bodyâGojoâs eyes are blown out wide over how much your clit swells, your hole twitches and your juices spurt out of you as your tears run over your cheeks to wet his balls further. Gojo doesnât even need to thrust as your throat tightens around him like crazy with him jamming his fingers into that particular spot over and over.
Lost in your own ecstasy youâre proven wrong as contrary to your belief you thought his otaku sex-ed would be to his detriment to his skills. However it's exactly because of all of the lecherous and depraved shit he collected and consumed did he know exactly what to do to you now that got you all messed up. Eyes lodged into your skull, squirting and practically blacking out with his dick stuffed down your throat on his long dexterous fingers abusing your cunt.
âSHIIIIIITââ
With a keen grunt Gojo cums, pumping loads of viscous fluid down your throat forcing you to gorge on his thick cum.Â
âF-Fuck Bunny are you a throat goat? M-Milked me dry...â
Heâs still driving his pliable fingers in and out of you, his arms are shaking from his own orgasm but he doesnât care. Nothing on earth could stop him from replicating the beautiful sight of your pretty lilâpussy spurting out juices that run all the way down his forearm.
ââŚheh, looks like I can milk you too, Bunny.â
Gojo finally dislodges his dick out of your throat but still runs a hand through your pussy folds to rub soothing circles on your clit. You whimper through your coughs as you spit up some of his cum, still gagging after what were mere minutes but seemed like hours of choking on his beefy cock.
Vision spotty, tremors run through your bodyâboth ends so thoroughly fucked outâthat it doesnât register that Gojo is once again lifting your body bringing you towards the edge of the bed.
If you thought Gojo was going to give you aftercare from having used your body like one of his anime fleshlights, youâd be correctâbut not before one last round.Â
Lifting your hips off his luxe bed Gojo positions your wobbly legs on his shoulders. His eyes are blown out and crazed with his own twisted perversion. Weakened and spent himself as cock twitched from overstimulation but heâs never been a quitterâdetermined to make you cum again and again before one of you finally passes out.
Your toes wiggle and you keen as his tongue ravenously dips between your toes. Trailing his tongue past the arch of your foot to bite your heel.
âYouâre so fucking sexy, Bunnyâthe best pussy in the whole world, how could you ever think she was broken? You were just waiting for me to use her huh?â
âS-shut upâToru, j-jeezâŚâ
Your windpipes had been fucked raw and youâre croaking which to your dismay only seems to turn Gojo on more and heâs tapping his tender engorged cockehead on your clit. Your brows pinch together as you bite back moans from his frenulum catching and chafing so wonderfully over your clitoral hood.
âPuhleaseeee, Honey Bunny! Let me fuck you a bit more now that we know you are as ecchi coded as I am, mâkay my pervy princess?â
The very thought shames you and you think your heart might seize from embarrassment if it doesnât give out from pleasure first and your heart feels like it might beat out of your chest chest from all the pet names Gojo is bestowing upon you.Â
âToruâŚâ
You try to reason with him through your defeated huffs as you press your legs shut together.
â...y-you made me cum from your fingers nâ your cock.. Y-You won. PleaseeeâI-I donât even think I can cum any more.âÂ
Not convinced Gojo pushes your legs back.
âOh, is that right? Letâs ask her then!â
Gojo delivers another smack onto your slippery pussy as if on the command of her new owner your obedient cunt immediately leaks a bit more creamy slick onto his palm.
âSee, baby? She says you can though and that sheâs tired of you running from it Bunnyââ
Still hugging your legs together in his grasp, Gojo lowers himself to rub his cheek against your pussy like it was his favorite pillow.Â
âDonât fret my pervy lilâ pussy I won't let Bunny deprive you any longer from what you really need.â
You groan yet Gojo is more gentle this time as he gingerly rolls you onto your belly and lifts your hips to slide his giant Agumon pillow underneath.
Urgh, did it have to be this one!?
There's no time for complaints though once Gojo spreads your cheeks wide. A glob of spit hits your crack as his thumb prods against your shy puckering rear hole while he humps his cock between the fat of your thighs through your soggy swollen folds.Â
âShiiit imma fuck this tight lilâ bunny hole next time baby, mâkay?â
The threat causes you to shudder yet all your back talk and sass is gone from his illicit preparations as he elicits heady mewls from your hoarse throat. Your cunt flutters eagerly to have him fill you again as his fingers imprint themselves into your bottom.
The anticipation is so intense as bracing for his size ripping through you you nearly fail to notice Gojo is now humming to himselfâhummingâTHE DIGIMON CHAMPIONS THEME SONG!?
OH HE HAD YOU ALL THE WAY FUCâ
âAnd suddenly youâre screaming again, eyes glued to the back of your skull as his hips jerk forward, drilling his dick past your walls to pound directly into your cervix with the tempo of a madman.
OH FUCK! âŚsâgood!
You finally surrender letting your cunt control your brain as you throw ass back to meet his frenzied thrusts. Like a drug addict from the first real taste your pussy is already addicted to the feeling of his cock destroying you.
âSâtoruâSâtoruâSâtoruâFUHHHHCK!â
His name fell from your lips like a mantra, the only word your brainânow thoroughly fucked smoothedâcould remember.
The sight of you chasing your own pleasure as your ass slammed back onto his pelvis, your skin rippling as it bounced and splashed frothy fluids onto his abs sent him further into perverse degeneracy.Â
âF-Fuck Bunnyâbaby, this pussy too goodâWe canât tell Suguru for a while, kay? Heâll want to fuck you too and this pussy is just fâme. Suguru gets all the pussy sâtell me youâll keep yours fâer me. Thought you were broken but you just needed my cock this whole timeââ
Burying your face in the sheets bashfully at the mention of Suguru, your cunt pulls more taut around Gojoâs cock.
ââFUHH, g-go out with me yeah, Bunny? Love you sâmuchâSHIIIITâbuy you whatever you wantât-take you where you wantâthis dick sâyours Bun Bunâall yours!â
Plunging into deeper if it were even possible Gojoâs blunted nails drug into the fat of your ass and hips, it wouldnât scar but it would certainly add to the inevitable bruising.Â
âIâll never even look at a non 2D woman again as long as I have you as my lilâ onaholeâshit Iâll never even buy one of those again unless it's in the shape of your pussyâF-FUCK, w-waitây-you think we could get one made in the shape of your pussyâmy girlfriendâs perfect pussy?!â
Itâs too muchâtoo overwhelming and your mind is slowly but surely being corrupted by Gojo. Otherwise the image of him whining while fucking a onahole casted from your cunt as he watches you finger yourself would have never in a million years popped into your mind.Â
Determined to see you unhinged in every respect, Gojo didnât want to deny you pleasure but if he had to be a little mean to you so you could finally be honest with him then so be it.Â
Slowly pulling out, your expression is near frantic as you look back at him. Your mouth gaping and babbling nonsensically for him not for him to stopâyou were so close.
Gojo simpers, relishing in your cute cockdrunk face scrunched with confusion from him pulling out so suddenly.Â
âW-Words baby, câmon I just spilled my heart out here!â
Your pussy weeps longingly for Gojoâs cock as your body shakes with a yearning begging to be filled again.Â
God help you, you want him.Â
You want him and his sinfully curved demon dick badly, itâs all you could think aboutâNot even remembering what life was like before he so perversely rearranged your guts. However, not only did he know how to hit all your spots, he knew youâand despite him completely disregarding all of the rules you had initially set, he was the first guy who actually cared about how you felt during sex, even if he was a perverted otaku.
There was simply no use in denying it any longer.Â
You caved.
Tears streaming down your face as you hiccupped your admission of affections for him, red-faced and flustered.
âSâtoru, I-Iâll be your girlfriendâneed you nâneed your cock sâmuchââ
Pressing the side of your face against the mattress you bring a shaky hand through your legs, fingers slipping over your slick as you part your pussy lipsâyour vacant core exposed and fluttering, begging for him just as hard.
ââmâalso youâre onahole T-Toru, I promise iâll only fuck you, j-just please keep fucking me, i wanna cum on your cock, want your cum in me Toru baby!â
You might die from the shame of it all once you sober up from being utterly cockdrunk and stupefied but all you could think about right now was Gojoâs hard dick laying heavy pipe back into your cunt.
Something snaps in Gojo.
Head over heels for you now, Gojo knew from that moment on heâd never let you go.Â
Real or 2Dâno could compare to you in Gojoâs eyes.Â
Toru finally found something he loved more than digimonâyour perfect lilâpussy.
And he was going to show her how much he loved her right now.
Taking what was so graciously presented to him this time around, youâre short circuiting once heâs finally inside you again your most base needs being satiated turning you into a cockfiendish whore crying for him to fuck you harder as you grip his sheets like you could rip them apart.Â
His strokes become more merciless, unrelenting on your pussy and Gojo leans his weight onto your back, legs bent crouching on top of you, his hips becoming manic they thrashed forward in short heavy thrusts to hammer you into the mattress.
Gojo himself is beyond gone.Â
Disregarding all promises of mentioning otaku shit while he was wrecking your cunt. Â
âFuck bunny this feels better then what I thought Agnewomonâs pussy would be likeâ you'd look so sexy in that cosplay. Gonna have you dress up for me and show you off at cons. Iâll buy you whatever you want, anything, the whole fucking world yeah? Just fuckâwear those those vibrating panties while you cosplay too, youâd like that?â
You tightened groaning at his debauchery, something that was not missed at all by Gojo who by this point had fucked his own self dumb in your angelic cunt. White strands of his hair stuck to both of your faces as he tiled your head back so he could see how desperately those little hearts danced in your dilated pupils before they were reduced to nothing more than mere splotches whiting out your vision.
âFuck u really are a slut huh bunny? Tightening at the thought of all those otaku perverts looking at you in that skimpy outfit while I control the buzzing on that lil clit. But they canât have youâmâthe only otaku pervert that knows how to make you cum!â
Delirious with melodic honeyed cries spilling from you, you just wanted him to stop talkingâpointing out every single time your body responded to his ecchi tastes becoming your tastes and now just yearning for a taste of him.Â
Reaching back youâre pulling him down to smash your lips together. Messy, but you could care as Gojo tried to swallow your tongue fucking his own into your mouth with a force that matched his cock. If fucking you was heaven then kissing you was nirvanaâheâd give you the whole world if he could keep fucking you like this forever.
Gojo needs you to cum again soon as the feral need breed your tummy until it swells with his seed has him losing the little sanity he even had to begin with. A virgin until today heâd saved up so much waiting for your tight cunt this whole time.Â
Moving his lips away from yours only for air, your chest heaves harmonies cries from his hand weaving under your bodies. Jittery fingers swiped frantically over your clit, hurling you towards your euphoric climax as his lips descend back upon yours.
âCum BunnyâI got ya baby.â
Deliberately plowing himself harder against your cervix, your body seizes up releasing tension into pure white energy that you swore was pumping through your every vein as an extension of your pussy as his heavy load spurts to paint your walls and sear your insides as his thrusts continue to swill his seed inside you, pushing it further into your wombâ-thank fuck for birth control.
However that was the last thing you remember before you go limp, temporarily blacked out as you swear youâve transcended to a celestial plane of existence. One where all slutted out souls went to escape from the unearthly pleasure theyâve been tortured by. You donât know how long youâve been out but you're squirming as you come back to consciousness. Realizing your now back on your back as your hips involuntarily rocking against something thick and wet.Â
When you finally manage to open your eyes you're greeted by Gojo tongue slurping at your clit and lapping up the cum oozing out of your battered hole like it was a refreshingly creamy bowl of kakigori. His hands embedded themselves into your thighs pinning them to the bed nibbling on your clit and having your already overstimulated core climaxing on his tongue once more.
Strings of your sticky nectar connect his tongue to your cunt as he looks up at you. Having the audacity to grin lovingly at you as if he didnât look like a downright starved and deranged man with a sheen of shared fluids dribbling down his chin. Heâs pussy drunk once again this time buzzed off the pungent yet sweet taste of his cum marinating in your creamy tenderized cunt. Â
Gojo is cheesinâ at you like heâs found his favorite spot in the worldâand he had as far as he was concerned.
âYou said it was too messy, remember Bunny? The least I can do to make it up to you is scoop every drop out of your runny lilâ cunt with my tongue! What kind of boyfriend would I be to have all this cum soaking my Bunnyâs slutty little thong and spilling down her thighs while out to dinnerâso I decided to have mine a little early.â
FUCKING HELLâDINNER! What time was it?!Â
Disordented, your head is fuzzy and you could feel the soreness settling in your muscles. You didnât think youâd be able to get out of this bed in the next 24 hours, let alone make it to dinnerâif you hadnât already missed it!Â
âNnnn, n-not like I can go anymore Toru, sâall your f-fault!â
Your bruised lips poke out into pout. Gojo chuckles at you how cute you look and he rises up from between your thick thighs to boop you on the nose as he gazes adoringly at you.
âI know princess mâsorryâI already texted Shoko saying you couldnât, donât worry~~â
But your eyes widened as you were now fully worried.Â
Worried as to what the fuck Gojo actually texted them!Â
âT-Toruââ
ââI just told them you werenât feeling well, was that okay?â
Quickly assuaging your fearsâyou can relax a bit for now (although you were sure youâd have a lot of explaining to do later) as Gojo pulls you to him again and softly kisses your neck, hands returning to your ass to rub soothing circles on your chaffed skin.Â
Relaxing again floods sleep into your eyes. A welcome godsend honestly, so you can process everything that just happened, especially Gojo aggressively fucking a love confession out of you.Â
âAnd mâsorry if I got carried away Bun⌠but you were so good for me, so fucking perfect! Just relax and Iâll take care of you! Iâll handle everythingâfor you and your nasty lilâ cunt. I love you both and Iâll keep both my pretty girls happy forever! I promise!â
Gazing at you with cartoonishly sparkling eyes, you have to look away from Gojo lest your ears altogether burn up in embarrassment from his shameless and yet a hundred percent earnest vocalization of affections that somehow still got your heart racing.
ââoh and my parents will be here tomorrowâwe can tell them right? They will be so excited! They've been telling me since I was little I shouldnât let you get away! Ooo! Ooo! Maybe now that we're dating theyâll let us use their sex dungeon! We need to think of a safe word though Bunnyââ
Scarcely comprehending anything he is saying to you, your mind like your pussy had been fully liquified. Both ruthlessly corrupted by Gojoâs long otaku cock and pervy ass fantasies which is no surprise seeing as his family even owns aâ
HOLâ THE ENTIRE FUCKUPâA SEX DUNGEON!?
Like a shot of caffeine directly into your veins your eyes nearly pop out of your head as you blink at him dumbfounded, mouth hanging open. Â
âDoesnât that sound fun, Bunny!? My parents are so cool! When I turned 18 my dad even gave me some of his rare and one-of-a-king hentai figures for my collection to get me started and thenââ
Tuning him out youâre gagged at the unexpected revelationsâand his parents always seemed like such charming nâ decent God fearing people too. Well known to be ruthless in the business world, but upstanding global philanthropists nonetheless.
Well the apple sure as hell didnât fall too far from the sordid sex fiend tree, that was for damn sure!
Clearly you had no idea what you were getting yourself into or had unleashed by agreeing to be Gojoâs girlfriend. I mean, could no longer deny your growing feelings for himâplus he did just give you multiple back-breaking-terrifyingly-mind-numbing-earth-shattering-orgasms. Not to mention, you would definitely be getting one of every Hermes bag ever made if you wanted oneâbut at what cost?
Your Dignity?Â
Self-respect?Â
The right to call yourself a functional and contributing non-degenerate member of society?
Who knows reallyâŚ
Although perhaps dating a Gojo, the next heir at that, youâd be too rich and highly regarded for people to even care (weâll except for your friends giving yâall hell but you could eventually make peace with that).
You internally groan as the gentle touches on your bottom morph into lustful gropes and you know your brand new boyfriend would not be granting rest for your totally demolished lilâ pussy anytime soon unless you could distract him a bit.
ââToru, Toru baby listen, please.â
Interrupting him, you muster the energy to put on the sweetest face you can manage in your exhausted state.Â
And of course, Gojo, as always and yet unknowingly, tests the limits of your tolerance.
âYes, my whittle Bunny, my kinky baby girlâhentai goddess divine?â
Gojo nuzzles your nose in an eskimo kiss as he showers you with âloving complimentsâ.Â
Scrunching your face, you grit your teeth through your already weak smile to stop yourself from losing it at him referring to you as âhentai goddess divineââyâall would definitely be having a talk about that as well as appropriate in-public pet names later though.
âBabyyyyyâIâm so sticky and sore, why donât you be a good boyfriend and get stuff ready for us to take a bath, hm? Maybe find me something else to wear too, hm?â
You did need a bath and you calculated even with his energetic disposition it should take him at least 15-20 minutes to delegate the tasks and get everything together considering how huge his mansion was.
âOh! Of course, of course! Just wait here! Iâll be right back, my ecchi angel.â
Brow-twitching you sit up to wave at him with another strained smile as he scrambles to put on pants and heads out of his room.
You sigh tiredly and make yourself comfy on his cloud like pillows.Â
Thinking heâs finally left and you can savor some much needed time to make peace with what you got yourself into by agreeing to be the girlfriend of an otaku nerd like Gojo Satoruâ
âwhen his head suddenly peaks back in the room with a sheepish look on his face.
âHeh, you know Bunny, was thinkingâyou really didnât think I could code crack your cute lilâ cunt now did ya?â
Your eyes are closed but your fists are balling angrily gripping onto the pillows surrounding you.
âDonât worry Bunny, yours is the only pussy my dick is digidestined for!â
With that, Gojo narrowly avoids the Agumon pillow plushie that is swiftly hurled at his head as he dashes away from the door, his merry yet hysterical laughter echoing through the halls.
Šblkkizzat 2024. do not steal works or gfx, do not translate.
â a/n: this fic was wayyyy too long but i've been kinda mean to y'all gojo glazers lately rejoicing in your sorrows cause you are now miserable like the rest of us lmfao, so consider this y'alls bone :P tbh im kinda surprised this is the first full gojo fic i've written lol, it was fun tho cause otaku!gojo is a freak for pussy would drive you insane in all the right and wrong ways. i still have invisible man gojo and ceo/professor gojo planned tho (plus that frat boy satosugu request).
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Tfw you get your work timetable and immediately yell âwhy have they DONE this to meâ
#they seem to think i will be staying til 9:30pm on a thursday. no i will not#like first of all i donât have a car and thereâs no trains after 7:30 because i live in buttfuck nowhere#and second that is absolutely balls to the walls insane. like you have got to be kidding me#and third itâs a COLLEGE. whoâs even THERE until 9:30???#mind you iâm a TA on the life skills course (so for SEN students). they leave at like 4 at the latest#i still understand giving me a 9 to 5 because admin time and all that; but 12:30-9:30 is absolute madness#i feel like this timetable was created by someone who doesnât like me or doesnât understand human behaviour. like this has to be a mistake#it has to be a sick joke#i know they run SOME classes until 9 (and iâm talking rarely. like. VERY rarely) but why would they want ME in them#i donât work in any of the departments that run those classes#i physically canât work those hours. iâm going to show it to my manager when i see her tomorrow and be like âhey chief is this a joke?â#like the absolute latest i CAN leave is 7. because of the train#and iâm not even saying iâm HAPPY to leave at 7. just that i CAN leave at 7#i mean honestly. iâm contracted to work 28 hours. i thought theyâd just give me four 9-5s!!!#you know; like a normal establishment. instead theyâve given me the saw trap equivalent of a timetable#monday: 9-5. tuesday: 9-7. wednesday: off. thursday: 12:30-9:30. friday: 9-12:30#the only thing iâm happy about here is getting wednesday off. i was hoping to get wednesday off all along#the rest is like⌠why have they DONE this to me. i mean a half day on friday is fine but tuesday and thursdayâŚâŚ.#JUST GIVE ME FOUR 9-5s WHAT THE FUCK IS THIIIIIS#iâm not signing that contract until i get written confirmation from both my manager and HR that no one is expecting me to leave the college#later than 7pm at the absolute latest. and i mean iâd rather leave no later than 5 because like. obviously#girl did i mention I HAVE A 50 MINUTE TRAIN JOURNEYYYYY so if i leave at 7 and the train is at 7:30 iâm actually getting home at 8:20PM#FUCK THAT. fuck these people. if they donât want to have to do another round of interviews they need to fix this#idc how they do it. idc if they have to cut me down to 20 hours or less. fix iiiit#personal#rant
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Can you write a college roommate head cannon for miguel OâHara ( 18+ f!reader)
ik you asked for HCs but I have no self control... my bad, anon!
College Roommate!Miguel O'Hara Headcanons
(AO3 Mirror), Main Masterlist
pairing: College Roommate!Miguel O'Hara x f!reader
summary: Miguel is your roommate. And heâs hot. Thatâs it, thatâs the tweet.
warnings: 18+ as fuuuck. F-receiving oral, using toys, masturbation, voyeurism (-ish), grinding, praise, service dom (idk?) Miguel, recreational drug use (reader and Miggy smoke a blunt). Minors DNI
a/n: I am a firm believer that modern day Miguel listens to 90s rnb, back when men were men: unabashedly, unashamedly down so fucking bad for their partners. he just gives me those vibes!!
edit: I'm writing a full fic for this! Rigor Mortis, college au fic, read here.
wc: 6k
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I'm thinking you become roommates but he's your last choice.Â
Very last minute: you have a big falling out with your now ex-boyfriend, and the plans for flatsharing next semester goes right out the window.Â
So all the good places are taken, and you're going apartment-hunting, but everywhere's either too expensive, too dirty, or there's a predatory clause hidden in the lease: shitty landlords and blaring red flags in 9pt Times New Roman.Â
When you stumble upon Miguel O'Hara; a student in private accomodation who, lucky you, is in need of a roommate; it feels like a godsend.
Rent is affordable and he's nice enough; refusing to grunt more than a few words to you, but is clean, organised, and from what you can tell, is barely in the apartment.Â
You sign onto the lease, desperately, hoping you've just been lucky and trying not to look a gift horse in the mouth.Â
You give a thousand mile stare at the blank document in front of you. A bullshit paper due in exactly 12 hours. Yes, you left it until the final stretch, and yes, it's 10k words. Very doable. You're not fucked. Nope.
You blame it on the banging from next door. Paper thin walls; obscene noises. Cries of Yes Miguel and Just like that, daddy have been plaguing you for almost an hour. His stamina must be superhuman, the way the woman in his bed has been howling. Howling may seem extreme, but she sounds like a dying cat: cock drunk and babbling over Miguel O'Hara?Â
Your new roommate had been nice enough. Quiet, unassuming, and seemed more than absorbed in his schoolwork. So you didn't expect him to unashamedly fuck the girl he's been tutoring for the past week. It all clicks. The "perfect roommate" turned out to have one teeny tiny little flaw: loud, obnoxious sex, well into the early hours of the morning.Â
On autopilot, you're clicking through tabs on your bed. Perhaps you're a prude, but the sex noises are abrasive, excessive, to the point of parody. Persistent, Miguel's low voice reverberates in the walls of your bedroom; making heat pool at the base of your stomach.Â
"You want it, hermosa? Tell meâŚ. such a pretty girl⌠like that?" It's muffled, but his voice is unmistakable. Low, greedy, heavy with want. God, the last time someone's spoken to you like that wasâŚÂ
You shake your head free of cobwebs. No. You're not rewarding him. You can't . Your roommate is shameless, and inconsiderate, and really fucking annoying .Â
The smacking noises increase, coupled with banging on his side of the wall. Resolute, your face hardens. From where you perch on your bed, you slam the wall with the side of your fist.Â
"O'Hara! Keep it the fuck down!"Â
~~~
He's a biochem major, up to his ass in assignments and he still has time for societies, internships and tutoring.Â
The only times he'd be in the apartment really was an impromptu session, and you didn't notice at first, but it became more obvious as the semester went on.
As a so-called tutor, he only seemed to pick the prettiest girls - they would twirl their hair on your kitchen counter and bat their pretty lashes at him when they didn't understand. Favours for a couple of friends, is his only response when you ask.Â
It felt like you'd open the door to a new girl every week and you are baffled. Donned in makeup and short skirts, they'd waddle in asking for Miggy, or drop off half-finished assignments whilst craning their head through, trying to catch a glimpse of him.Â
The absurdity would make you laugh if it wasn't affecting your sleep.Â
Not that he's not absolutely gorgeous, but he's so quiet you would never have thought he had it in him: to have a revolving door of women lining up to lay underneath him.Â
This time, her name is Sarah: pretty little thing in Miguel's Advanced Math class. She perches on a stool, wearing a tight dress that is wholly not appropriate for a tutoring session. She's one of his regulars, if you can call it that, and has been failing for at least 2 semesters. You flash her a smile as you pad through the kitchen, searching the cupboards for a snack. God, she is gorgeous; dolled up for another long session with Miguel, no doubt.
"Where's he gone?" She asks politely.Â
You shrug. "I couldn't tell you, sorry."
"It's okay⌠I'm just a bit stuck." You almost snort and catch yourself. For some reason, you didn't think they actually did any work, merely a pretense for the⌠cardio later on in the day.Â
You glance at her sheet of paper, scribbles in purple pen with large swathes crossed out. Leaning over, you scan the page.
"Right here." You point and she follows with a manicured finger. "You fucked up with this integral and I think⌠yeah, I think that messes with the whole thing."
Her eyes light up as she follows you, explaining with a piece of cookie hanging out of your mouth. She's definitely smart, just a few little mistakes here and there that you're happy to point out. Thanking you fervently, she rushes to correct it.Â
"Ah, it's no problem. I get mixed up with it too." You smile and notice Miguel by the doorway, watching with a strange look in his face. You roll your eyes as you walk past. What a fucking weirdo.Â
"Thought I was the tutor?" He croons.
You raise an eyebrow, voice low as Sarah is engrossed in her work. "...I don't want to fuck her, Miggy , if that's what you're worried about."
A little cruelly you push past him, shoulders clashing against one another. Is he smiling ? For now, you blame your perpetual tiredness when you think you catch the hint of a grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.Â
~~~
You're a light sleeper, and it all makes for a tired, delirious combo. You sleepwalk through the day, scramble to finish assignments and whilst it's not all O'Hara's fault, you can't help but blame him for a lot of it.Â
After you successfully get through one long week, you decide to celebrate. That means a couple hours of mindless hedonism: your favourite movie, greasy foodâŚ. and your trusty dildo. Not at the same time, of course.Â
Miguel's not home, and he's not tearing down the walls with some other girl, for once, so you decide to treat yourself.Â
You've been going through a dry patch, and you'd hate to admit it, but he does sound good through the thin drywall.Â
It was a joke gift; given to you by a friend for your birthday. An obnoxiously purple dildo with a suction cup at its base. Aptly named Hugh, due to its - ahem - large stature. Standing tall at 7 or 8 inches, far bigger or thicker than any partner you've taken in the past. Sitting around a small diner booth with your friends and opening the bag to reveal him, had been quite the experience, for sure.Â
It wasn't your fault you had gone through a dry spell in the past few months. With work, with school, with relationship issues, you hadn't had the time or energy to sleep around. Not that you were desperate for drunk, lackluster sex, followed by an awkward dance of ubers and shitty coffee in the morning. Like many, you preferred to do it yourself.Â
Laptop open, you ease yourself onto the toy, already slick with lube. Prepping yourself with your fingers had been quite the task, tabs open to something on a lewd website. It's cheesy, but you didn't really like the bright lights and plastic of usual porn. The moans felt too fake, the sex devoid of any real passion. So you found a couple of independent creators; couples, mostly; carnal fucking with fervour only borne from real love . It's embarrassing to admit it, but your favourite parts are the little kisses and touches in between, or light laughter after a rough session. As if to say: it's okay and I'm still here.Â
On your screen now is a longtime favourite video, a broad man bullying his fat cock into his partner. You can't help but think he looks like Miguel, not as pretty but tan with strapping shoulders, and large hands that wrap around the neck of the girl in the video.Â
" F-Fuck," You breathe, sinking down onto your toy. You bet Miguel's palm on your throat would be deliciously rough, and you imagine how he'd fuck the brat out of you like the man on your screen.Â
What hadn't occurred to you, however, was that the thin walls went both ways. Whilst you were quieter than many of the girls Miguel brought home, you were fairly shameless with the moans and curses that fell from your lips. Headphones on, you were blissfully unaware that Miguel had slipped into the apartment some time ago. The slap of your thighs to the floor, the desperate whine as you roll your hips over the toy - he can hear it all.Â
Miguel has a conscience, so he does feel some amount of shame when he slips a hand down his trousers and presses an ear to your shared wall. He closes his eyes and bites down lusty groans, fisting his cock to your pretty noises. Noises he's been wanting to hear from you for months, now, imagining it was you underneath him instead of his usual partners.Â
He times it just right, squeezing around his tip in time with the steady slap just beyond the wall. Are you fucking yourself? On your knees, hands flat on the floor, churning up your insides with a toy⌠or maybe ass up, dildo attached to somethingâŚ? He almost cums with that mental image, wondering what you'd look like on your knees for him. Is the dildo as big as him? He knows you, knows you'd want it to hurt - for his cock to stretch out your pretty pussy when he cums deep inside you.Â
All things he thinks about with a hand around his cock, and he's already close. But he wants to cum with you, listening intently for the signs.Â
" Fuck," Your voice comes out muffled, but it makes him buck up into his fist all the same. " Need it⌠oh God, I-"Â
He speeds up, wondering what it would be like to have your thighs shake underneath him, what it would take to have you babbling and begging for more. How would he break you? Maybe on his cock, where he'd watch you squirm as you take his length. Or on your knees, choking around him and licking up his cum. Or, God, thighs wrapped around his head, riding out your high with his mouth sealed on your clit, crying for him slow down, for him to-
" H-Harder, Miguel, please."Â
He releases, sudden and intense, spilling white ropes into his boxers.Â
" Fuck, MiguelâŚ"
He fucks his fist through it, overstimulated from the way you say his name. It feels like the only way it should be said; spilling from your mouth, haphazard and desperate. Like honey, like treacle; sweet things he didn't know he had the capacity for. He lets that feeling wash over him, panting, bringing his forehead to rest on cool wall.Â
~~~
He's hot. He's smart. He's a whore.
A total blindspot for you, and no matter how much you can't stand him; you still find yourself stealing glances whenever he's home.Â
And he does seem to be home a lot more, often choosing to study on the dining table rather than his room. It's like he does it on purpose, using the warmer weather as an excuse to wear tiny tank tops and loose gray sweats - showing off the muscles of his broad back and arms perfectly.
Funnily enough, when he's not around those girls, he's bearable - seems to have grown a couple of brain cells in those short few days between sessions.Â
You laugh and joke, sometimes, and he surprises you by suggesting a movie one quiet night.Â
He offers you his sweater to snuggle into, you eat your weight in greasy takeout, and your roommate seems like an actually decent guy??Â
You had fallen into an easy routine: O'Hara leaves a flask of coffee for you to snatch up in the morning, hair damp from the shower and all, and you meet him with netflix and instant noodles in the evening. A push and pull that works in the little space - much smoother than your rocky beginnings.
After a truly shitty day, you come home to a quiet apartment. Almost sleeping through an exam, forgetting lunch, missing the bus home, and having to trek back through pouring rain in a thin coat. Everything that could go wrong, did, and you are left with the pieces. You trudge through the living room into the kitchen, the wet squelch of socks on laminate floor haunting every step. Shedding your limp outerwear, you lay the contents of your backpack onto the kitchen counter: clumps of loose paper, the damp leftovers of a textbook, bleeding ink. Your main concern, however, is your laptop slick with rain water.Â
With baited breath, you put it on the slab, and press the power button. A click, a stuttering whir, and the screen flickers on. Then, just as strained, it putters off. Dead. Completely dead. Your legs almost give out, and you lean on the counter to steady yourself. Half of your life was there; including the final project that would make up a good chunk of your grade. It takes you everything not to collapse onto the floor right then and there.Â
"How was it?" You hear the click of a door and Miguel calls out from the hallway.Â
You wince."...F-Fine?"Â
You hear footsteps, as he gets closer. "Are you asking or telling me?"Â
You clear your throat, desperately trying to keep your voice steady. "Fine. It was fine. I'm just⌠it was fine."
Back still turned, you fumble around with the wet contents of your bag, hoping he doesn't notice.Â
"Long day?" He says warmly, head poking into the kitchen. Haphazardly, you spare him a glance from behind your shoulder. He's dressed in a sweater that fits snug around his chest, rolled up to expose his forearms, and loose sweats. In his hands, he drinks from a cheesy mug - your mug, donning a stupid pun. He looks warm. Cosy. Domestic. For some, reason it makes your heart sink even further.Â
Long day? "Something like that." You manage to squeeze out. There's a pregnant pause as he comes closer. Rummaging blindly through a cupboard, you try to hide behind its door. If he sees you like this, now, you don't know if you'll be able to hold it together.Â
You close the door, and all of a sudden he's there, mug in hand.Â
" Fuck, man- " It makes you jump, as he squints and takes a sip of his coffee.Â
"You look⌠wet."Â
"That's because it rained, Miguel." Snapping at him, your tone is biting. You're tired, stressed and in desperate need of a cry, but he is unrelenting in his gaze.Â
"Are you ok?" He asks, unfazed.Â
There's a lump in your throat and all you can do is nod with a tight expression. His eyes flicker towards the counter and you shuffle, trying to cover up the mess. And then you watch it happen; initial confusion, a flash of realisation, and then worry; all in the space of a couple seconds.Â
Gently, he pulls you aside to inspect the damage. "Mierda. This is pretty bad. You sure you're ok?"Â
He's got a hand on your arm now, The dam breaks and you crumple into tears in the kitchen floor. Of course, he comes with you, rubbing your back as you blubber through the details.Â
" Nothing's going right for me⌠and I've got my final project on there⌠I'm barely keeping up as it isâŚ" All he does is nod, face tight with something you can't quite name. It must seem pathetic to him, you think, shamelessly crying on the kitchen floor, complaining to your poor roommate. He can't leave you like this, because he's a decent person - but internally, he must think you're going crazy.Â
It helps, having him there: a steady presence by your side. Slowly but surely, your tears subside.Â
"You could've asked me to pick you up." He hands you some tissues off the counter, and watches as you mop up the tears. "I would've come, if you called."
"I didn't⌠I didn't think we wereâŚ" You search for the right word.Â
"...friends?" He offers, with a small smile. "You think I let just anyone steal my sweaters?"Â
"First of all," It makes you laugh, despite yourself. "You offered. And second, I've seen what you do with your friends, and I don't know if I have the energy for it."
"Ouch." Bashful, he rubs his chest like it aches. He sits a little close to you, knocking your shoulders with his own. "I know this girl who's crazy good with computers. I could ask her to take a look, if you'd like? Might not be able to save it but maybe we could recover the files?"
"...I'd like that, to be honest."
"Muy bien ." He leaps to his feet, palm stretched towards you to help you up. "I'll run you a warm bath or something. You're creating a puddle and it's going to ruin my floor."
"Our floor, asshole. I pay rent here, too."Â
~~~
You find that you enjoy being around him, and he feels the same.Â
You can't help but compare him to your shitty ex who you were planning to move in with: and even with his quirks, Miguel is better in every way.Â
There is harmony in your household, for a while, and you almost look forward to coming home to him after class. Almost.Â
It doesn't last long, because of course it doesn't. You'd thought you'd come to a tentative ceasefire, able to casually rib and joke with each other - takeout and B-roll movies aside. He leaves you leftovers from food he makes, you turn down your music when he's studying, and he even woke you up the other day when you had slept through your alarm.
Beyond the wall, his music is loud: a playlist you recognise as the one he puts on to (unsuccessfully) mask the noise of his usual late night adventures. Cheesy love ballads, heady RnB that leaks into your own room. You'd rather die than admit his taste in music isn't horrible, but it usually means a long, long night for everyone around. With finals around the corner, there's no way you can let this stand.Â
What kind of person does that? Lull you into a false sense of security with Snakes on a Plane and pepperoni pizza?Â
Absorbed in your own work, you hadn't even realised he had someone over; let alone was gearing up for obnoxious sex. You'd bang on the wall, but you feel like you guys are past that: crossed a threshold of intimacy that means you can shout at him up close and personal.Â
So you stomp over to the hallway, banging at the door to his room. In the short trip there, you've worked yourself into a frenzy. How many times have you told him to keep it down? That it was rude and inconsiderate to flaunt his sex life in your face; to fuck other women so loud you were practically involved? There was something about the little smile he would give you afterwards, when you catch him shepherding his latest out the door in the morning - like he gets off on it, enjoys it, when you react. Even when you think you're over it, he still manages to drive you absolutely crazy.Â
âMiguel? Open the fuck up!"
You're still fuming when the door opens with a click, and Miguel appears in the sliver of the doorway. He opens it so that his frame is half swallowed by the door, top half peeking through with a lazy hand in his hair. And of his top half, he's bare from the waist up, black band of his boxers sitting low on his v-line and loose sweats.Â
All the wind is knocked from your sails, and you lose your train of thought.Â
"Yeah?"Â
"IâŚ" You clear your throat. "I don't care who you fuck, but when I'm doing work-"Â
"-I'm not." He chuckles. "There's no one here, hermosa. Just me. And you, I guessâŚ"
There's something about the way he says it, lazily, as if it's his first time saying those words - wrapping his tongue around your name to see how it fits. If it fits, how it tastes. His relaxed posture, the way his hair fallsâŚ
"You're high." Your brow shoots up. "... you're high!"Â
With a finger pressed to his lips, he grabs your hand and pulls you into his room, eyes darting around the hallway.Â
"Shhh! You can't-" Now, he gets close, whispering like he's saying something he shouldn't. "You can't tell anyone. "
"I won't." You breathe. His face is serious at first, and then you're both giggling. You've never seen him so carefree, and it's nice to see Miguel walking around without the weight of the world on his shoulders.
He's still holding your hand, pressed close, and you see him drag his eyes up and down your figure. "You want do something you'll regret�"
"...I've got a 9am, tomorrow, I really-"Â
"-shouldn't?" He finishes, dragging his hand up your bare arm, pupils blown. He gets up to your shoulders, tucking your hair behind your ear. It's sinful, the way his touch is gentle but gaze heavy - violent in the way he practically eyefucks you. You feel bare, in little sleep shorts and a t-shirt.
He steps back, lounging on his bed, and makes for a half finished blunt by the adjacent window sill. Sighing, you sit by him, sinking into the mattress. He pats you closer, dangerously close, and you comply. One arm curled by your waist, the other brings the blunt up close and you wrap your lips around it. When Miguel brings a lighter to the blunt, you lean into it, knuckles brushing your lips.Â
You take a drag, long, heavy, eyes closed. And when they open, you're met with his own. Maybe it's the weed, maybe it's the heady atmosphere, but you swear his eyes are low and deep with lust.
"Good girl." He rumbles, cupping your chin and tracing a thumb to your lips. He separates, bringin the blunt to his own lips before leaning back to pass it to you. As quick as he gets close, he pulls away; leaning back into the expanse of his large bed. And he looks good, head drawn back and the curve of his tan arm drawn upwards. Tufts of hair from his chest, the trail that leads down suggestively - and without inhibition, you basically drool over him. God, there it is. You feel it kick in and let it wash over you.Â
His music, long forgotten, blends into your downy haze. You want to sit in his lap, rest your head on his chest. You get it now: if this is the view all those women he tutors get to have, then you finally understand.Â
"Come closer, hermosa ." You barely register the nickname, only focused on the way he says it, the delicious way it rolls off of his tongue. You nod, and shuffle closer. His siren song sounds sweeter, somehow, up close.Â
You pass the blunt between you both, and watch it dwindle to the last dregs. Lying down next to him, he clutches your hand and takes the butt between his fingers, letting its flames die as you watch. You giggle and his gaze softens.
"I didn't expect this from you." You look up to see an upside-down Miguel, hiding a smile.Â
"Expect what?" He drags himself downwards, to rest his head by your side.Â
"AllâŚ" You gesture vaguely. "This. Don't even think I've been in your room for this long, before."
His room looks exactly how you'd expect it: tidy and modest, a row of trophies neatly lined up on a shelf, a telescope pointing out towards a window. There are posters by his bed; science related, mostly. You tilt your head in the direction of one of them.
"Is this what they see?" You mumble to no one in particular.Â
He manages to catch it, sluggish in his response. "...Is this what who sees?"Â
"All the girls you fuck." It tumbles your of your mouth, before you can help it.Â
He tilts his head too, looking at the poster and you watch the sharp lines of his jaw besides you. Even at this angle, he's so pretty.Â
"Huh. I guess they do."Â
"It's not very romantic, is it?" You blink, oblivious. Your question is met with a noncommittal shrug. "What was her name last time? Cassie, Clara-somethingâŚ"
"Katie." He hums.Â
"Katie." Ignoring the twinge of disappointment at his quick response, you hope it's the weed and not jealousy that made you pretend to forget her name.Â
You sit up on your haunches, tracing the valleys and mountains of his bare chest with a leisurely finger. You try not to notice the way he shivers at your touch.Â
"I could hear everything. Every, 'Yes daddy'," You feign a moan by curling your lips into an O-shape. You bring your other hand to your hair, head tilted back with exaggerated movement. "And 'right there, Miggy, right fuckin' there' ."Â
Technically, you're making fun of him and laughing, expecting him to follow. But he doesn't, head back and eyes boring into you - only bringing a hand to press yours at his chest.Â
"Thin walls, Miguel." You clear your throat, sensing a shift in the atmosphere. Too far, probably. "Sorry, shit. I didn't mean-"Â
"I hear you too." He says softly. "I heard you, the other day."
Head filled with cotton, it takes a moment for his words to really click. So he elaborates, lacing his fingers with your own.Â
"Fucking yourself, hermosa ." He says it lazily, like the vulgarity of the act doesn't register.
Your eyes widen in horror. How much exactly did he hear?
"...and I heard you say my name."Â
"It wasâŚ. i-it wasn't like that-" Fuck. You can't think straight as it is: and his voice is low and silky, rubbing circles on your hand close to his chest. Even now, he oozes confidence, the steady thump-thump of his heart giving away nothing.Â
"Hmmm? Then what is it like?" You blink at him, unable to answer. "You're a hypocrite. You complain about all these women I supposedly fuck, but then-"Â
He pulls you closer, so that your lips almost touch his. "-you lock yourself in your room, touching yourself and thinking about your poor roommate. What am I meant to do with you?"
A pause, and in your daze, you can't breathe. For all your theatrics, it's too easy for him - to prod and tease, and for you to chase after him. You move to kiss him, but he grabs your chin at the last second. "Not quite. I want to hear you say it."
"Fuck- " You crumple, hiding your head in the crook of his shoulder. Even in your haze, the nerves bubble up from the base of your stomach. "Fuck me, please , Miguel."
He places a hand on your thigh, leading you to straddle his middle, other hand wrapped around your waist. He grinds your lower half into his, leaning up to bring your lips together.Â
He tastes sweet, greedily lapping up your moans in the clash. You're not thinking, not really, lost in the heat of his body, desperate and eager when you kiss. To contrast, Miguel cups your chin, pulling you away for air whenever you sink too deep. Somehow, he still manages to look smug, taunting you with a flash of his little fangs whenever you separate. If you weren't feeling the effects of that blunt, you may have had the means to be embarrassed at how much you want him - needily grinding against him and pawing at his chest.Â
It's too slow, too leisurely, like a punishment; and he refuses to give you what he knows you want. Your whines betray you when he finally slips a hand down your shorts.Â
"ÂżPaciencia, hmm?" He grabs a handful of your ass, clothed cock catching on your clit. It rips another moan from you, which he happily swallows with another kiss. "Patience, princesa."
You hump against one another like teenagers, your hands planted by his head for purchase. Hips moving of their own accord, you chase the relief Miguel provides: with his hands kneading your ass, length catching at your clit, and teeth nipping at your bare neck.Â
He licks a stripe up your collarbone, soothing the blossoming hickeys with a hum.Â
Fuck, how can he be so casual ? You don't know if it's the weed or something else, but he is in his element, hand dipping down your back to graze at your pussy from behind. He hisses when he realises how wet you are, swiping his fingers down your slit and taking them out to pop them in his mouth.Â
Now, flushed and face hot with embarrassment, you look up at him with big doe eyes. It makes Miguel feel guilty for stopping you so close to your climax. Beautiful : lower lip hooked under your teeth, plump and swollen and kissable. He'll make up for it later: a promise he whispers into skin.Â
"You're soaked." He cups your cheek to press a kiss to your forehead, and all you can do is whine. His gaze dips down, to the swell of your tits in that thin shirt..Â
"What did you think about when you touched yourself?" It's soft, said in the warm press of your bodies; hook-shaped and hazy and you fit like you were made for one another. The thought lingers, plants a dangerous seed that makes you forget that the man underneath you is your roommate : unrepentant whore, Miguel O'Hara.Â
"You." You've seen it first hand, he eats hearts for breakfast; and yours is on a platter for him to devour.
He laughs, deep and rumbling, hands resting on your waist. "I know that, baby. You don't have fantasies? Fuck yourself to the thought of someone touchin' you just right?"
Not just someone, him, you think. Your voice dies in your throat at the way he looks at you. "Just⌠n-nothing really-"
He hums, grinding your hips onto his. "Speechless, I can't believe it. Is this what I need to do to get some fucking peace around here?"Â
You roll your eyes, "Don't be a dick, Miguel. When I shout, it's because you deserve it."
"...there it is." Eyes shining, his face stretches into a shit-eating grin. Wide, unabashed, unambiguous. "You back with the living, sweetheart?"Â
It makes you laugh, even though you hate to give him the satisfaction.Â
"What do you want?" He kneads your thigh and pleasure pools at the base of your stomach.Â
You mumble something begrudgingly.
"Hmm? Can't hear you, baby."
Louder, now. "...want to sit on your face, Miguel."Â
Lowly, he groans, shaking his head. "Mierda⌠of course you do."
Expertly, he helps you take your shorts off, dragging the thin material down your thighs. You clambers upwards, wrapping them around his shoulders, watching intently as he kneads the soft skin. It's tentative, at first, and you place your hands on the headboard to perch just above his mouth.Â
He licks, diving in with the flat of his tongue: a long upwards stroke that ends with him sucking your clit. Moaning, your hips jump and he chases your pretty pussy up, large palms pushing you back down. He concentrates on your bundle of nerves, lips around your clit like a man on a mission.
And, God, does it feel good; he watches and learns from your every movement, committing your body to memory. His moans vibrate deliciously, tension building at that spot faster than your mind can register it. Then, you clench around nothing, gushing into his mouth whilst he eases you through it. The noises he makes are obscene; one leg off the bed and a hand snaked under his boxers. He's getting off on it; watching you crumple and sob around his tongue.Â
And when you begin to move off, thighs sore, he doesn't relent, sealing his mouth on your pretty little hole.Â
"Miguel.. fuck-" After your first orgasm, it surprises you when he continues, tongue fucking you with fervour. He presses you close, impossibly close, and your body fights against his ministrations. Heat, everywhere, and it's too much. The haze of the blunt begins to wear off and you are left with biting clarity. You want more of him, deeper; drunk off of just his tongue.Â
You card your hands in his hair, and he moans: deep and wanton, with his eyes fluttering shut. He wants to look, to watch you when you cum on his tongue for a second time. Back arched, the curve of your tits peeking through a tiny top, fucking yourself on his face. He wants it hard , wants you to take control and use him to get off.Â
"Right there, fuck⌠"
Like you can hear his thoughts, you press yourself down harder, riding the deep ridge of his nose for relief. Miguel complies and leans into it. He eats you out like a man starved and the carnality of it all brings you to a second peak. You cum once again, legs wrapped tight around his face. Head back, he laps it up readily.Â
You separate with a wet pop, and Miguel looks blissful : fucked out and panting, wiping the slick off of his face with a forearm. Exhausted, you lean back onto the mattress beside him.Â
"That wasâŚ" He searches for the right word, and it's your turn to finish for him.Â
"... good. " Scarily good. So good you won't be able to see him around the apartment without remembering what he looks like trapped between your thighs.Â
Gently, he turns to cup your cheek and bring your lips to his. It starts off sweet and deepens rapidly, making that thread at the pit of your stomach tighten, again. He grabs your thigh, bringing it closer, and you feel his length poking your stomach. Fuck.Â
"You haven't�" Your hand makes for his trousers, and he stops you. "I want to, Miguel. Want you to feel good too."
His head sinks into your shoulder. "I know, baby, I know. Not like this. Not yet."
You nod, still wrapped up in his arms. You haven't even fucked, and it feels more intimate than it should.Â
"You've got a 9am tomorrow." He smiles with a hand underneath his head.Â
"I've got a 9am tomorrow," You repeat, sighing. "...and my life is falling apart. I'm failing half of my classes as it is."
He turns to you, lazily.Â
"I could tutor you, if you'd like."
âŚ
"That's not fucking funny, Miguel."
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DRUM ME, STUPID! â p.js
pairing: drummer!jisung x fem!reader
drum me, stupid! synopsis: a story about a college student enjoying her life in school perfectly fine, until one of her friends drags the group along to watch their school's band perform. little did she know that day would be marked as the day her whole world turned upside down because of a particular, nonchalant, and difficult drummer boy. a drummer boy who spilled his entire drink on her brand new outfit at a party and never came back.
genre: college au, social media au (some chapters will be written though!), music band au, slight enemies to lovers, unrequited love (for a bit), whole bunch of fluff, angst, mutual pining, silly humor
warnings: explicit language, college partying, alcohol consumption, A LOT of banter between characters including sexual/kys/death jokes of the sort, reader's kind of an ass (in the beginning), jisung ends up being a lover boy once the "nonchalant" wears off, yeonjun flirts like 24/7, overwhelming feelings that the characters can't handle
author's note: hi! since i've always enjoyed reading smaus and always get writers block with full on stories, i decided to make my own :] please excuse my bad knowledge on any of these majors or experiences and none of this reflects the real lives of the kpop idols! this was written solely for entertainment and fun! enjoy!!<3
comment if you wish to be tagged for the story's updates!
profiles #1 â profiles #2
chapters will be added once they're posted!
episode 1: i did NOT agree to this gc name!
episode 2: costumers of ningcreates?!
episode 3: the universe is out to get me
episode 4: p.y.t (pretty young thing) (written)
episode 5: jisung's a coward, we all say in unison
episode 6: the latte lounge incident (written)
episode 7: hating each other era
episode 8: future uncles and aunt
episode 9: apologies & new beginnings
episode 10: what a lover boy!
episode 11: love like the movies (written)
episode 12: super obvious, but still not a confession
episode 13: my wonderwall, at least i hope so (written)
episode 14: she's going ghost mode on me
episode 15: ain't no way a girl got you like this
episode 16: i missed you
episode 17: i missed you (too) (written)
episode 18: finally mine!
episode 19: ningcreates (expanded) fan club
episode 20: she fr got him liking musicals
episode 21: drummer's girlfriend duties
episode 22: i fear yeonjun's loyalty to latte lounge finally paid off
episode 23: first mistake: letting y/n out of your sight wtf
episode 24: you maam caller
episode 25: wym drummer boy has a driver's license??
episode 26: only losers make wishes at 11:11
episode 27: pussy boy stand up
episode 28: no girls allowed at rockway rehearsals! (written)
episode 29: crashed ynsung's date lol
episode 30: ning bag that shit
episode 31: drummed her stupid!
END! started: 06.23.24 finished: 09.03.24
BONUS CHAPTERS:
#1: close to you (written) tba. . .
#2: the not-so-silly apple or orange juice debate tba. . .
#3: finally meeting the parents? tba. . .
Š JIRSUNGS. ANY TRANSLATIONS/REPOSTS/PUBLISHES OF MY WORKS ON ANY PLATFORM ARE STRICTLY PROHIBITED! ALL COMMENTS, REBLOGS, LIKES, & FEEDBACK ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU, MWA! <3
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LOST IN TRANSLATION - mark lee smau
you, as the promising journalism student of NCUT, were more than willing to join the school magazine when you got offered. to your disappointment, the only section they let you have is the anonymous confessions one - which is mostly really, really boring. i mean, who even posts any cool confessions nowadays ? especially in a damn college magazine ? they only offered you the job no one else wanted.
on the other hand, mark, a business student, was never more annoyed with the choice of his major. sure, business is cool and hopefully itâll earn him money, but itâs not something he could really get into. he always wanted to do music. but after long considering, he chose business instead, to make sure he gets a real job in the future. and he doubts that choice was correct more and more every day.
once the school band announces theyâre looking for a new guitarist, heâs absolutely ready to apply until he reads the âmusic students onlyâ part. pissed off, he starts typing a message to the gc, but it ends up going to a different number - and you finally get to help some poor random stranger who confessed with something interesting.
business major! mark x fem journalism major! reader
GENRE â fluff, comedy, humor, slowburn, strangers to friends to lovers, non-idol au, college au
WARNINGS â a little bit of cursing, probably kys/kms jokes, mark is really unlucky and awkward, reader as a journalism student loves gossiping a LOT and sheâll get into everyoneâs business to do her job properly, a lot of teasing, includes mlm, features other idols (aespa, enhypenâŚ)
STATUS â ongoing
UPDATES â every monday, wednesday and saturday
TAGLIST â open (reply or send an ask)
PLAYLIST â solo - frank ocean, ivy - frank ocean, highway to heaven - nct 127, pink matter - frank ocean, infrunami - steve lacy, attracted to you - pinkpantheress, leave the door open - bruno mars, only if - steve lacy, i like me better - lauv, 200 - mark, fireflies - nct dream, up to you - prettymuch+nct dream, itâs yours - nct dream
A/N â my first smau ever :) but iâm so excited ! hopefully it goes well đđť
profiles 1 || profiles 2
band introduction
Y/Nâs magazine account
1) accidental confessions
2) donât do anything stupid
3) y/nâs hit tweet
4) we are the most mysterious bitches in this cafeteria
5) they know what you did
6) you found me thanks to my private twitter ?
7) two baddies with connections
8) one at a time gentlemen
9) show them whoâs the king
10) a little stalking never hurt anyone
ďżźďżź11) we arenât homophobic !
12) surrounded by opps
13) weâre locked in baby
14) she has a hand kink
15) hope they play charli xcx
16) party in the city where the heat is on
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I (26, NB) dropped a long-term friend (23, not disclosing gender, I'll call them X) for being a proshipper, and now they're trying to get in the way of my other friendships.
A little more than a month ago, an old friend from when I was an itty bitty teen on the internet (we met when they were 12 and I was 15 or so) messaged me on twitter asking if we could share discord since they're more active on that platform, and they missed hanging out. Ok, no prob!! I missed talking to X and life was going kinda icky for me at the time. We exchanged discords and started talking more frequently, before we would talk through twitter dms maybe one day every few months, and we went from almost no contact to talking every single day. It was like being a teenager again; we still shared similar interests and we really fast clicked over old and new fandoms we were in. We talked about college and how they're starting to get the hang of their new job but needed support, talked about our family lives, etc., and in general I felt really comfortable and happy to be chatting again with someone I've known for so long. We were inseparable for weeks.
However... of course, as adults, and having known each other for YEARS, we started talking about fandom ships and fics we enjoyed. We didn't have the same taste in pairings, but that was okay. Until it wasn't anymore.
I shared my NSFW twitter with them, and they followed me. A few minutes later X told me, "I see you have "proship DNI in your bio, I just want to let you know that I am a pro-ship and enjoy some things in fandom that you might think is gross. I hope that's okay."
I was kind of weirded out, and told them that as long as they didn't like anything that would be criminal in real life, that's fine. They told me they *did* enjoy things in fiction that they "wouldn't condone in reality" and even though they "don't talk about it publicly" they still wanted me to know. For some reason. ?? Even though they KNOW that I have an irl history of abuse as a kid, they still told me this.
I was so fucking uncomfortable and really, really sad, and honestly I felt betrayed? I stepped away from my account for like, an hour before messaging them back and saying I didn't want to continue talking to them anymore. That I didn't know they were that kind of person and I'm not comfortable being their friend. I didn't read their response to me because I soft-blocked them.
While I was getting over that and trying to move on, a few days later I was talking to another mutual friend of ours when they asked if I was still friends with X. I got chills remembering how I broke off with them, and said no, we weren't talking anymore. That they were the kind of person that made me really uneasy and uncomfortable to be around. The mutual friend, I'll call R, said that X was "feeling kind of down about losing a friend recently" and talked about it in a discord server they share. X didn't mention my name but R wondered if it was me who dropped them since I was really touchy about boundaries online. I freaked out a little thinking about them talking about me, and asked what else they said, and R told me "not much, just that they felt sad but it was your choice in the end because you two were different" and I don't know why but it left a bad taste in my mouth. Were they trying to make people seem like I was the bad guy or something?? Idk.
I told R the reason why I stopped talking to X, and that X is a proshipper who likes things like inc*st and rape, and R wasn't as supportive as I thought he would be, saying that he understood how I felt but if X was being honest and open about their interests, it probably meant they trusted me and didn't want to "lie" to me. I don't understand how that's even relevant if X is a fucking proshipper. I don't want their trust in the first place if that's who they really are, and I felt betrayed that someone I knew for so long was hiding that for me until we were bonding again. R basically dropped it there and said "idk then" and I told him I was going to shut off my notifs for a bit. I really don't want to talk with him again right now especially since he didn't seem THAT bothered by X being a proshipper who's into really criminal shit.
Since then, friends of mine who are also friends with R (because he's a friend of X still, for some reason), haven't been replying to me as much anymore and I'm super sensitive to noticing these things, at first I told myself it was nothing, but there's an obvious decrease in our interactions. I can't help but think that X actually said bad stuff about me, and R didn't want me to know, or maybe X convinced R that I was a terrible person or something. I still haven't read X's reply to me because I genuinely do not want to interact with them ever again, but for the past few days I've been so angry and hurt by my other friend's actions that I can't help but want to blame them, since this all started when I left them.
AITA for dropping a friend because their interests made me SEVERELY uncomfortable? I don't know what to do.
What are these acronyms?
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CAMP DADDY
"You got this, Carter," I heard from behind me. It was Dave, the guy at the camp I'd bonded with the most.
I wasn't sure I had it. Over the last week we'd done a lot of challenging stuff... long hikes, swimming races, rock climbing, you name it. But the spelunking was freaking me out a little, between the darkness and the tight spaces. I didn't realize I had claustrophobia, but I guess I did. I was hyperventilating.
"Come on, relax, bro," my buddy said. "One inch at a time. I'm right behind ya, man."
I pushed through. And once I cleared into a bigger part of the cave, I saw more headlamps ahead. I unclenched my held breath.
***
I'd been a real fuck up of a teenager. That's why I was here at this Outward Bound camp. Strike one was shoplifting and getting caught for it. Strike two was yelling at my dad and calling him a piece of shit, on his birthday no less. Strike three was the ketamine use. The next weekend Dad was shipping me off to this godforsaken place in the woods upstate. He wasn't going to pay for baseball, college, or my car if I didn't go. So I did.
The first couple of days I gave a bunch of lip to the counselors. I couldn't stand their fake-cheery demeanor or their 12-step BS. "Stay strong," we had to say at the end of each "huddle" meeting. Like it was fucking church.
But I was smart, smart enough how to play this. I knew I should just lay low, go along with it enough. It was just three weeks.
It helped that I bonded with Dave the first day. He was another baseball jock and cynical too. We made fun of the Sunday School teacher vibe of the lead counselor Mr. Connell. Only at Outward bound we were supposed to call the counselors by first name.
Dave had been there a week. "At least all the physical stuff is good exercise," he said. "I'm actually getting in really great shape for next season."
It was true. There was a gym, too, in the common room of the main cabin basement. Kind of a basic barbells and benches kind of gym but a lot of us jocks would work out together, until I got annoyed by them too. Other than Dave, they all bought into the 12 step crap.
I started talking to Pete, a punk guy with a shaved head and a permanent snarl on his face. He was cool. He wasn't just cynical, he'd talk back to the counselors. But one day he was just gone. No Pete.
***
Maybe unconsciously I was trying to get Pete's fate. Get out of this fucking place. I thought three weeks would go fast, but a week and a half had drained me. I mouthed off to Mr. Connell. Sorry, to "Mike." He smiled in that fakey way and tried to be zen about it. But I was getting to him. After dinner I sulked on my own. I'd started to realize Dave was in on it. Playing normal to get my confidence and win me over to the Program.
I was wallowing in self-pity sure, because I knew I was crushed out on Dave. I'd hidden the gay thing pretty well my last few years, but now I didn't have booze or pot or drugs to push my feelings down. Maybe that's why I was acting out, I don't know. My body was just a mess of hormones and my brain a bunch of conflicted thoughts.
***
I woke up in a room that was identical to the two-bed cabin I'd been sleeping in with another guy Zach. Only it wasn't the same room and there was no Zach. On the other full bed a man sat reading a book, kind of a big beefy-but trim older man, dressed in joggers and a zip-up athletic top that clung to his thick muscle. I thought it was a sex dream, but the second I realized it was real I jolted awake, sitting up straight in my small bed.
"Wait, who are you?" I blurted out. This man wasn't one of the counselors. He was older, with salt-and-pepper hair trimmed short. Probably in his early 50s.
Patiently the man set down his book. He didn't have that fakey-nice look but was on the sterner side of normal. "You can call me Daddy," he said. He had a smooth tenor voice.
This was weirder than a dream. "What the fuck?!" I yelled. "I'm not fucking calling you Daddy. Where's Zach? Where are the other guys?"
He shrugged. "You didn't like the other guys," Daddy explained. "We had to change plans."
I was freaking out now. More than in that dark cave. I jolted up and ran to the door. This cabin wasn't in a big compound but was attached to a single small room with a window overlooking the mountains. I looked back on the bed. The man was surprisingly calm, like he expected my reaction, or worse. That was one thing that made me try to check my emotion, to use my head. I knew how these fuckers worked.
"This is kidnapping," I said. I was realizing I must have been drugged to be moved entirely to this new place.
Daddy shook his head. "Fraid not. And we suggested to your father that we extend your stay here to two months. He agreed it's needed. We'll add more if takes all summer.
I broke down. Tears welled up in my eyes. I wasn't going to let this asshole see me cry, and yet I already was. Defeated, I sat on the bed facing away from him.
"It's OK," he said, with terse reassurance. "It's tough here. I'll make breakfast for when you're ready."
***
I gave him the silent treatment. Unlike the Outward Bound counselors he didn't try to make me talk. Maybe he was giving me the silent treatment too, maybe he realized a one-way conversation was useless.
I got dressed and while Daddy was showering up, I stepped out of the small cabin. There was a trail, and it had to lead somewhere. I took one look back into the cabin, then took off.
Fortunately the trail split a few times so if Daddy followed me he'd have a hard time catching up. I don't know why I hadn't thought of escaping before.
I got lost. Real fucking lost. The deeper into the woods I got, the less sense I had of where to go. The day went on. I got hungry. I kept walking. I expected to hear a highway or cars or people or some sign of civilization. Nothing.
I was freaking out. I stopped and sat on a tree trunk. Crying. There was no Dave urging me on. No "stay strong" mantra. No other guys. It was just me, fucking up again. My stomach rumbled, and I felt thirsty. It was getting dusk. I couldn't believe I'd have to sleep out here, but my big fear was wondering if I'd ever get back.
I heard rustling on the trail. Then saw a flashlight and the dark imposing figure of a 6'4" man coming my way. It was Daddy.
"Here," he said, offering me a sandwich and water. "Have this, then we'll head back."
I was too grateful and relieved to mouth off. But on our walk back I had a realization. "You knew I was here," I said.
"Yes," Daddy replied. They probably had a tracking chip in my clothes somehow.
"And you made me wait here alone."
"Yes," he admitted. "You had to learn the hard way, Carter." There was an undercurrent of empathy to his voice.
***
It took me a couple of days, but I opened up. And once I started talking, you couldn't shut me up, it felt like. I talked about my problems, and Daddy listened. It was like a therapy session and a buddy conversation, from breakfast till night.
Daddy was the first man I told I was gay. We were sitting on the Adirondack chairs outside, enjoying the view of the mountains and the sunset and I just went there. I confessed my problems dating girls and the times I got erection problems during sex.
"I told them I was drunk, but I wasn't," I said.
"I'd have done the same," Daddy said in his mellow voice.
That caught me off guard. I tried to read him, but he was still an enigma to me. A flash of me wondered if he was into men. The dude was jacked for his age, and I got a flash of excitement imagining him having sex.
Daddy was counselor, captor, friend, and father figure rolled into one. "What's your deal, man?" I asked. Not hostile like before, but probing. "Here I am spilling my guts out and I don't even know your name."
He smiled but just kept his even manner. "You don't need to know name, just Da..."
"I know," I interrupted. "You're 'Daddy.'"
Something about my exasperated tone made him smile. And maybe relent. "I did Outward Bound when I was your age. I acted out, got into trouble," he explained. "The Program set me straight."
"Was the program as unconventional when you did it?" I gestured around to the isolated cabin where I was more or less hostage.
That got a grin. "More so."
I was curious. "Did you have a Daddy?"
He nodded. "I did." He took a sip from the can of soda. "Later he taught me how to be a Daddy."
I still didn't get whatever psychoanalytic babble the Program was tapping into, but Daddy's words did make me think.
"You know what makes me, mad?" I asked.
"What?"
"This shit's probably working."
That got a chuckle. "You'll be glad when it's over Carter."
It was dark now and it felt darker out here in the middle of nowhere. "You ready for bed, kiddo?"
It was the first time Daddy used that nickname. But I replied I was.
We'd talked so much we were pretty quiet now as we went inside and got ready for bed. Normally Daddy slept in a T-shirt and shorts but that evening he peeled off his shirt. In the lamplight I could admire the powerful chest muscle and ripped abs. Best of all that DILF body was covered in a trimmed coat of salt-and-pepper fur. Before Daddy I didn't realize I was into older men. Now, I had to check my gaze.
"It's ok to look, buddy," the man said. His voice was as soft and encouraging as I'd ever heard it.
"What?" I replied in a checked grunt.
He tossed the shirt aside and turned to face me directly. He was a masculine god, even more alluring for his quiet nature. "It's OK to look," he repeated. "That's what Daddies are for."
The words were fucked up but they gave me a boner, instantly. I couldn't help it.
Daddy saw and was unfazed, peeling down his joggers to show off his soft genitals. That cock was meaty and matched the low-hanging full nuts in their shaved-smooth sac. It wasn't the first cock I'd seen of course, but it was the first live one I'd seen in a sort of sexual situation.
He walked over and pulled down the bed sheets. Daddy's backside was just as magnificent as his front. Strong back and a meaty round ass, the kind I didn't know 50-something men had. But Daddy had one.
My body was shaking, nervously, but the man was acting normal, getting into bed and pulling up the sheet to his abdomen. He gave one more look over.
"If you want to join me Carter, that's your move."
I didn't know if this was some Outward Bound trap or mindgame. A part of me didn't care, I was so horny. It's as if my brain couldn't stop my body from slipping out of my bed and crossing over. The one thing that gave me courage was seeing Daddy scoot his bed to the side to give me room to get in as he lifted the sheet a little. I could see a flash of his erection, even, thick and meaty like him.
"Stay strong, kiddo," he said softly and I nodded, getting into the bed to join him, my body shaking.
"There," he grinned as I finally settled into a lying position next to him. I could feel the heat of his body even if I was afraid to touch him still.
"You're first time with a man?" Daddy asked.
"Yes, Daddy." It was the first time I called him that. It made him smile, which made me glad.
His fingers touched my flank. I was still wearing my shorts but was shirtless and the skin contact felt incredible. This wasn't faking it with a girl.
"You're a very handsome young man, Carter," Daddy said in that soft tenor voice of his. "I'm honored to be your Daddy."
With that the mean leaned in and placed his lips against mine. It was my first kiss with a man, and nothing prepared me for it. A tingle went up my body and my prick surged even harder in my shorts. Particularly when Daddy's tongue pressed forward between my lips and into my mouth.
I was following his lead. Daddy was my coach at that moment. Coach in life and Coach in sex. I couldn't have dreamed of a better one. It was intense and sexual and passionate, but we also took our time.
As we got into it, I got the courage to feel him. His hairy, muscular, warm body. I reached down and touched his cock, hard and alive in my grip. My first dick, and one I'd never forget.
The way I moaned made Daddy pull back from the kiss.
"You like that, buddy?" he grinned.
"Yes, sir," I hissed.
"You like dick," he said with assured ease. "Don't let anyone make you think you're a lesser man because of it."
"No, Daddy," I replied, gripping his boner one last time before relinquishing it. I had to feel up the rest of him, too. More.
He slipped my shorts down, at least from one side till I decided to help him out. My dick was sap-wet and as rigid as I had ever remembered it being.
"You're not the only one," he said. "Not the only young man into dick. Your buddy Dave..." he started.
That jolted me in surprise. "For real?"
Daddy nodded. His hand now circled around my crotch before his fingers grazed my boner. "For real."
I don't know if it was jealousy or something else I was feeling. "You do stuff with him?" I asked.
The man shook his head. "No. He has a different Daddy," he explained, pausing before deciding his could share the information. "Connell."
Well, fuck me, I thought. The last thing I would expect.
Now Daddy's lips were on my neck, kissing me as his hand alternated between massaging my smoother body and stroking my cock. "You up for the full ride tonight, Carter?" he asked.
If he'd asked me that even an hour before, I would have chickened out. But the body contact and the sexual intimacy made me want it all.
"Yeah, Daddy, I do," I answered. "Stay strong, right?"
That got a laugh. He leaned up. I'd never seen him look so hot, so handsome. "Yeah, kiddo... that's right. Stay strong." He leaned in for another kiss, softer this time. It felt right. Righter than right.
Then he started working his way down, kissing my chest and abs, feeling me up some, telling me he was going to take his time.
I got my dick sucked for the first time. I got my balls licked. Then Daddy urged me to pull back my legs and proceeded to give me my first rim job.
I decided then and there that two months here wasn't going to be enough. I hoped my Dad would keep me here the whole damn summer.
"Oh fuck!" I hissed. It was stimulating and naughty and tickling at the same time. I loved getting eaten out. I didn't have anyone to compare it to, but Daddy was a pro. Eager, intense yet also working in some finesse to keep it intersting.
I slowly relaxed my hole. My whole body was relaxed, in fact, lying back into the bed, looking up at the ceiling as I kept my legs pulled back for Daddy.
The first finger entry caught me by surprise. I looked down to see Daddy's brown eyes fixed on me, as he worked his finger in and out.
"Stay strong, buddy," he urged softly.
"Fuck yeah, Daddy," I replied. Trying to be his good soldier. Daddy was gonna make me a man that night, and I wanted to be all man for him.
He finally pulled back and reached over. I didn't even notice the little jar there before, but Daddy unscrewed the lid and dug in. There was some liquidy grease that coated his fingers.
And now my asshole. Damn, it made his two fingers feel incredible going in. And out. And in again.
"Yeah, you're hungry, kiddo."
I grunted. Those fingers were feeling intense in a great way, but short circuiting my thought. I flashed to think of Dave, imagining Mike Connell doing this to him.
A third finger now breached my relaxed ring. It gave a few gentle prods then pulled out.
"You're ready."
The man scooted in place, his hard dick standing straight up from his hairy crotch that was still darker brown than his chest hair. I had felt but not gotten a real good look at his cock, but Daddy was real thick and maybe 6.5 inches in length. The guy was horned up, too, judging by how rigid his meat was. He slathered some of that grease on his boner and pushed it down to line himself up.
"The entry might be tough," he warned. "Or not."
"You better not say, 'Stay strong,'" I joked.
That got a laugh out of the man. "You're all man, Carter," he said.
And like that his cock was breaching my hole.
"Unnfg!" I let out, before I caught myself. The sting surprised me. It didn't hurt too bad, but the unfamiliarity of it freaked me out some.
Daddy's hands rand along my abs, gently, coaxing me silently to relax. I tried, until I was successful. More dick slid into me. The man was patient, but I could tell he was really turned on.
I was getting my cherry taken away, and I was thrilled, particularly when Daddy's cock bored deeper. Weirdly, the deeper the man went the better it felt. Daddy felt bigger than 6.5 inches. Maybe I'd underestimated his size, maybe it was just the psychological effect of having him buried inside me.
"Fuck yeah, kiddo," Daddy growled. "Take it."
I looked up at him. The man was a stud who knew what he was doing. "You done this before?" I asked. "Taken a guy's virginity?"
The question caught him off guard. It was almost like he didn't want to answer me. But he looked down with those soulful brown eyes and replied, "I have, Carter. Many times." He pulled his hips back and thrust in. THAT felt fricking amazing and I held onto his meaty arms. Then again. "But I care about each and every one," he added. His thrusts got faster, as Daddy intuited I was receptive. "I care about you, kiddo."
Daddy was taking me there. Physically and psychologically, he was showing me how amazing getting fucked could be. The man wasn't rough, but he pumped faster and harder. He was teaching me I loved it that way. I held on and looked up at him and felt my prick quiver.
"Fuck me, Daddy!" I hissed.
"Yeah, kiddo. Daddy's got ya." His body seemed in control but his breath was ragged and heavy. The man was turned on like hell.
That thick cock seemed a blur inside me now, its way in my tunnel greased up and the heavy hard rod punching some spot inside me.
I dind't realize I was so close to cumming until Daddy's greased fist wrapped around my bone. Not even needing to stroke it, just touching me made me fire off. I saw white, and my body felt hot and tense, then it all got released with a series of cum shots firing out of my young jock body.
I tried to keep my vision, to look up at Daddy in gratitude. To watch his own O face take over form the calm, collected surety of his experience. That got tossed out the window when Daddy came. He was as lost in pleasure as me. That made me happy.
We crashed together. Holding onto one another's hot sweaty bodies, them our lips meeting to kiss again.
"Oh buddy," he hissed finally. Like I was the one who'd done him a favor. Maybe I had.
We didn't talk after, we didn't need to. Instead, Daddy held me in a spoon position and we drifted off to sleep. At least for a few hours before we had sex again.
***
The next week, Daddy had me pack my backpack, and he led me back to main compound. I would have been sad our alone time was over, but I knew it wasn't going to be our last. Daddy didn't have to tell me. I just knew he'd be in my life from now on and me in his.
Punk dude Pete was back. His hair had grown out and was in a military buzz and his snarl was gone. Dave though was the one who welcomed me first with a bro hug. The other guys followed suit.
I wondered how many of them had a Daddy.
***
I was part of the Program now. Welcoming the newcomers. Bonding with the cynical ones. I'd been where they were and knew what they were going through. I'd been a fuck up, too.
Two months went by quickly. My Dad was there to pick me up. He had an apprehensive look on his face. Connell told me that Dad had been updated on my progress, but after what my father had been through maybe he was nervous I'd not been truly changed.
I had my mobile phone back, and I'd already looked at the last messages multiple times. "Stay strong, kiddo - Daddy." Then "You better stay in touch. Love ya, Carter."
I took one last look and tucked my phone into my pocket before running over to give my Dad a big hug.
"Damn, Sport."
Dad hadn't called me Sport in ages.
"Thank you, Dad," I said. There would be more to say later. But the look on his face was a huge reward. His fingers grazed behind my ear as he held my head steady and looked into my eyes. Like he was reunited with a son he'd lost for real.
"OK if we break up the journey home?" he asked, snapping out of his spell and grabbing my bag from me. "It's a long drive."
"Of course," I said.
We got settled into the front seat and Dad started the car. We made some small talk, and Dad caught me up on life back home. Though I didn't miss much, other than maybe Dad re-treating the wood on the back deck.
We were winding down the mountain and re-entering civilization. At least if these small, one-traffic-light towns counted as civilization.
Dad shifted from the small talk. "So... you survived OK, Son?"
I nodded. "More than survived, Dad. Thrived." I had bought into the whole Program now.
He seemed pleased. "I, um... heard from an old Army buddy of mine," he said. Something in his tone seemed laden with meaning. "He said he got to know you real well."
I blushed. I knew damn well my father was talking about Daddy.
"Yes, sir. We got real tight."
Dad had a good idea of what I meant. He gave a gentle nod and glanced over at me. "I'm glad to hear."
I was chubbing up in my jeans now thinking about Daddy. "OK if I go visit him sometime, Dad?" I asked.
Dad's voice got quiet. "That can probably be arranged."
I thought maybe I freaked my dad out. But we were quiet for a lot of that drive. It had been around 3PM when I'd checked out of the Compound, and it was getting dinner time.
I loved diner food and after two months of Outward Bound meals, I was ready for a real restaurant meal. I scarfed down my food, which amused Dad. "Looks like they haven't been feeding you, Sport," he said.
"They definitely don't believe in creature comforts," I said. I pulled out my phone. "This might have been the hardest thing to live without." I mostly was checking to see if Daddy sent me another message.
Dad laughed. Then he got serious. "So... no hard feelings, Carter?"
I sighed. "God, Dad. After what I did to you? What I put your through? I don't know how to make it up to you."
"You don't have to make anything up to me, Son. Just stay on the straight and narrow. At least till you find yourself."
I took that in. "I'm finding myself, Dad. For real."
"That's all a father can ask," he said.
Dad was normally not great at expressing emotion, and already he was itching to get the check and pay for the meal.
We drove a little bit more. Dad had me find an available hotel that wasn't too expensive. I don't think I realized until we checked in how long of a day it had been. Emotionally as much as anything.
I decided not to check my phone again. Daddy and I would find a groove to correspond and to meet again. I trusted him.
After I brushed my teeth, Dad was in one of the beds, watching TV on low volume. He wasn't build quite as strong as Daddy but his upper body was solid, and he had the same soft furry chest. As I stripped down to my briefs, Dad's eyes watched me furtively. Probing me with soft expectation.
I took the initiative this time. Just feeling Dad's eyes on my half-naked body was all the signal I needed. Pausing at my own bed, I turned back to him. "Ok if I join you instead?" I asked.
Dad was too scared to reply. But he nodded and slid over.
Only when I got into bed with him did I realize that Dad's bod was more solid than I initially thought. His clothes always hid the hard tone of his muscle and he had some love handles that stopped shy of a beer belly.
Our kiss was soft and taboo as fuck. Dad's hands clung to my body, like eagle talons. I pushed my tongue into my father's mouth and felt him plunge his back. Dad didn't kiss like Daddy did. It was hard and needy.
Just as impetuously he and I stripped down our underwear. Our dicks were a lot alike. Longer, regular thickness, with a gentle curve to the right, heaving leaking. Like twins. Dad looked down at mine, like I did at his.
"You're all grown up, Carter."
"Yeah, Dad." I reached down and touched his cock. My dad's cock. He wasn't Daddy, he wasn't my first man, but the forbidden aspect made it off the charts. "I gotta learn to be your son again, though."
Dad gulped. His eyes grew misty wet. "You never stopped, sport. Not even this last year."
We kissed. Dad was responding to my soft approach, like I'd responded to Daddy's. My hand ran along his strong chest and his softer middle as we made out. I felt every bit of guilt for how I'd treated Dad and it was coming out in the only way I knew. Like Dad, I wasn't good at expressing emotion.
But I was good at this.
I broke off the kiss with a playful smile. Dad seemed to be trying to read what I was thinking. I let him wonder a minute longer.
I scooted down, kind of kneeling on the bed, till I was face to face with the dick that made me. I touched it again, feeling its poker hot heat and its steel rigidity. I could smell his masculine scent.
"Sport..." he urged, as if telling me something.
His next words caught in his throat as I took his dick into my mouth. I paused a second. Daddy had instructed me in this, but my father's cock felt particularly dry until I summoned up some extra saliva. Then I went down on him, slowly, teasingly.
I was going to make things up to Dad in the way I knew how.
He placed his hand on my head, softly cradling it as I lovingly blew him to completion.
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The next morning when Dad was in the shower I sent a text.
"Daddy, you didn't tell me you knew my father."
He was up and the reply was quick. "You had to find out for yourself." Then, "I hope you can be a junior counselor next summer."
I thought of what next year would mean. Being off at college, enjoying some independence. Making new friends.
But I knew that meant nothing. "You know I will," I wrote.
"Stay strong," Daddy replied.
"Stay strong," I wrote back, then set down my phone.
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They Were Never You
Summary: Spencer finds family and maybe more while at university.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Category: fluff, light angst
Warnings/Includes: Spencer and reader are 12-18 in this, teenage angst, teenage hormones, absent parents, Spencer's mom, arguing, bad relationships, reader is a cheerleader, use of Y/N, reader only has a mom
Word count: 5.4k
a/n: spencer baby i want you to be happy you don't need any more sadness in your storyline !!
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Starting college at the tender age of 12 was undeniably daunting for Spencer Reid. The vast campus, the mature students, and the intense coursework all contributed to a whirlwind of emotions that he had to navigate. Fortunately, he found some solace in knowing that his assigned advisor was not only understanding but also one of the leading professors in his field. It was a slight disappointment, though, that he wouldnât attend her lectures until he reached his upper-division courses.Â
One afternoon, Spencer had a scheduled meeting with his advisor, Jan, late in the day. He nervously approached her office, his small frame barely reaching the little window as he knocked softly.
âHi, Spencer! Please come in and sit down,â Jan greeted warmly, her smile putting him at ease.Â
âHello,â he replied quietly, his eyes flickering over to a girl sitting in the corner of the room.
âIâm sorry, this is my daughter, Y/N. She hangs out with me after school gets out. I hope you donât mind that she sits in on our meeting,â Jan explained, noticing Spencerâs curiosity.
âNoâuh, no, thatâs fine,â Spencer stammered, taking a seat opposite Jan.
A few minutes into their meeting, Janâs phone buzzed insistently. She glanced at the caller ID and sighed. âIâm terribly sorry, Spencer, but I have to take this call. Itâs quite important. Iâll be back shortly,â she apologized, stepping out of the room.
Left alone, Spencer fidgeted with his hands, feeling the awkward silence stretch. You, always the social one, saw an opportunity to break the ice.
âSo, Spencer, how old are you?â you asked, your curiosity piqued by the boy who seemed out of place among the usual college crowd.
â12,â he replied, barely meeting your gaze.
âMe too! How come youâre in college?â you continued, genuinely interested.
âIâm really smart,â Spencer said simply, his voice tinged with pride and modesty.
âHmm, okay⌠whatâs 10395 divided by 15?â you asked, testing him with random numbers that popped into your head.
â693,â he answered without hesitation.
Your eyes widened in surprise. âI donât even know if thatâs right, but I totally believe you,â you said, your tone filled with genuine awe.
Spencer giggled shyly at your response, the stuffy air in the room easing slightly. For the first time since he started college, he felt a bit of normalcy, sharing a simple, innocent moment with someone his own age.
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Spencer found himself looking forward to the times he could schedule late appointments with Jan, his advisor. It wasn't for any particular reason, of course. He definitely needed to see her later in the day to fit into his very busy schedule, and it was absolutely necessary for him to meet with her multiple times per term.Â
As the months went by, these late afternoon meetings became a regular occurrence. Spencer would knock on Jan's office door, a little less nervous each time, and he always found you there, sitting in the corner, waiting for your mom to finish work.Â
One particular afternoon, Spencer arrived for another scheduled meeting. He knocked and entered the office, greeted by Jan's familiar, warm smile.
âHi, Spencer! Come on in. Howâs your day going?â she asked, motioning for him to take a seat.
âHello, Dr. Jan. Itâs been good, thank you,â Spencer replied, glancing over at you in the corner.
As the meeting progressed, Spencer couldn't help but steal glances in your direction. You would often be engrossed in a book or working on some homework, but you always looked up and gave him a friendly smile whenever you caught him looking.
After discussing his coursework and upcoming projects, Jan excused herself once again. She apologized as she stepped out, leaving you and Spencer alone in the office.
âSo, Spencer, what are you learning about today?â you asked, your eyes sparkling with curiosity.
âQuantum mechanics,â Spencer replied, his voice gaining a bit of excitement. âItâs really fascinating.â
âWow, that sounds complicated. Can you explain it to me?â you asked, leaning forward with genuine interest.
Spencerâs eyes lit up. âWell, itâs about understanding the behavior of particles at the smallest scales. Itâs like⌠imagine if you could see the tiniest building blocks of everything around us and how they move and interact with each other.â
You nodded, trying to grasp the concept. âThat sounds really cool. Do you think I could understand it if I tried to learn?â
âOf course!â Spencer exclaimed, his enthusiasm growing. âYouâre smart, Y/N. You can understand anything if you put your mind to it.â
You beamed at his encouragement. âThanks, Spencer. Maybe one day you can teach me more about it.â
âIâd like that,â he said, feeling a warmth in his chest that he couldnât quite explain.
When Jan returned, she found the two of you deep in conversation, a smile playing on her lips as she observed the budding friendship. Spencer left the office that day with a lighter heart, looking forward to the next late afternoon appointment, not just for the academic guidance, but for the chance to see you again.
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As summer approached, Spencer found himself facing an unexpected dilemma. He had always assumed he would return home when college was out, but a recent revelation about his motherâs living situation in a care facility left him with nowhere to go. The thought of spending the summer alone and without a place to stay weighed heavily on his mind.Â
During one of his scheduled meetings with Jan, a meeting he had purposely chosen when he knew you wouldnât be there, Spencer decided to bring up the issue. He entered the office, his usual composed demeanor slightly marred by worry.
âHello, Spencer,â Jan greeted him warmly as usual. âWhatâs on your mind today?â
âHi, Dr. Jan,â he began hesitantly, his fingers nervously tapping on the armrest of his chair. âI, um, have a problem. I donât have anywhere to go for the summer.â
Janâs expression softened with concern. âWhat do you mean, Spencer?â
âMy mom... sheâs living in a care facility, and thereâs no other family I can stay with,â Spencer explained, his voice barely above a whisper. âI donât know what to do.â
Janâs heart broke for the young boy sitting before her. Despite his remarkable intelligence and maturity, he was still just a child in need of care and support. She thought for a moment, weighing her options, and then made a decision.
âSpencer,�� she said gently, leaning forward. âI canât bear the thought of you being alone this summer. Would you consider staying with Y/N and me? We have plenty of room, and Iâd love for you to spend the summer with us.â
Spencerâs eyes widened in surprise. âI donât want to be a burden, Dr. Jan.â
âYou wouldnât be a burden at all,â Jan assured him with a kind smile. âIn fact, I think Y/N would be thrilled to have you around. You two get along so well, and it would be nice for you to have some company your age.â
Spencer felt a wave of relief wash over him. The idea of spending the summer with you and Jan, rather than facing the unknown alone, was a comforting one. âThank you, Dr. Jan. I really appreciate it.â
âItâs settled then,â Jan said, her smile widening. âWeâll make sure you have a wonderful summer, Spencer. Iâll take care of all the arrangements. You just focus on finishing your term.â
As Spencer left the office that day, a weight had been lifted from his shoulders. He felt a sense of belonging and gratitude that he hadnât experienced in a long time. The prospect of spending the summer with you and Jan filled him with an unexpected sense of excitement and hope.
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Spencer Reidâs summer with you and your mother, Jan, was transformative. The days started with shared breakfasts, where laughter and stories flowed freely. Spencer, ever the scholar, enjoyed the frequent library visits. You would tag along, your nose often buried in a novel, while Spencer delved into more complex topics. These trips were not just about books but about bonding over shared interests and knowledge.
Afternoons often saw the three of you venturing outdoors. Whether it was picnics in the park, hiking up hills, or friendly competitions in various activities, the time spent in nature fostered a sense of friendship and fun.
Evenings were reserved for deep conversations. Whether it was discussing a book, sharing personal stories, or stargazing in the backyard, these moments brought you and Spencer closer together. Spencer often found himself opening up about his past and his fears, finding comfort in the understanding and support from you.
Cooking together became another highlight of the summer. Jan would teach you and Spencer her favorite recipes, turning the kitchen into a hub of activity and laughter. You and Spencer would often compete to see who could make the best dish, with Jan serving as the delighted judge.
Through late-night talks, you and Spencer grew particularly close. You introduced him to music, movies, and other pop culture he had missed out on, while he helped you with your schoolwork, making complex subjects more approachable and even fun.
As the summer ended, Spencer left with a lighter heart, feeling a sense of belonging and gratitude. The bond you all had formed carried through the next year. Despite his busy college schedule, Spencer made time to help you with your schoolwork, exchanging notes, emails, and occasional visits to keep your friendship strong.
When the next summer arrived, Spencer once again stayed with you and Jan. The days were much the same, filled with learning, adventures, and deep conversations. This time, there was an added focus on preparing you for high school.
Spencer tutored you in advanced subjects, making sure you felt confident and ready for the challenges ahead. Jan and Spencer both helped you develop important life skills, from time management to effective study habits. Spencer also provided emotional support, sharing his own experiences and reassuring you about the transition to high school.
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"It's so nice that you get to live in a dorm," you complained to Spencer, lying back on your bed and staring at the ceiling.
"Huh? Why?" Spencer asked, looking up from the book he was reading.
"Because you get to be alone. I would kill to constantly be alone," you replied, tone drenched in teenage angst.
"It, um, it's not that great," Spencer said, glancing at you.
"But like, you don't have someone constantly sticking their nose in your business and making you do chores and homework," you continued, a hint of frustration in your voice.
"It's nice your mom cares about you so much," Spencer replied softly.
"Oh, Spence, I'm sorry. IâI didn't mean to be inconsiderate," you said, sitting up and looking at him with genuine remorse.
"No, it's okay. I just don't really like being alone," Spencer admitted, his eyes meeting yours.
"You have me?" you said, a small smile forming on your lips.
"I know," Spencer smiled back at you, feeling a warmth in his chest.
The two of you were hanging out in your bedroom, no longer having to stay with your mom after school now that you were the ripe age of 15 years old. You and Spencer spent a lot of time together, having become best friends over the years. Little did you know, Spencer had developed a huge crush on you.
"Did I tell you that Taylor asked me to prom?" you suddenly announced, breaking the comfortable silence.
"Prom? You're a freshman. Who's Taylor?" Spencer asked, feeling a pang of something unfamiliar in his chest.
"They're a junior on the football team. They're really popular," you said, your excitement evident.
"Oh," Spencer muttered, trying to hide his disappointment.
"I thought you'd be excited for me⌠this is huge!" you exclaimed, leaning closer to him.
Spencer forced a smile, swallowing the lump in his throat. "Yeah, it's, um, great. I'm happy for you."
"Thanks, Spence," you said, your smile brightening as you reached over to give his arm a reassuring squeeze.Â
Spencer's heart ached with unspoken feelings, but he didnât feel happy for you, his best friend, but heâs become pretty good at hiding his emotions. As you continued to talk about prom and your plans, Spencer listened intently, offering his support and trying his best to mask the growing crush he harbored for you.
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Spencer sat in the backseat, nervously clutching the seatbelt as you practiced driving with your mom in the passenger seat.
"Okay, ease into the gas," your mom instructed calmly.
"Got it," you replied, trying to focus on the road ahead.
Spencer couldn't help but chime in, "You're doing great, Y/N."
"Thanks, Spence," you said, glancing at him in the rearview mirror with a smile.
"Remember to check your mirrors before changing lanes," your mom added, her tone patient.
You nodded, following her advice. "How do you stay so calm back there, Spencer?"
"I'm used to being in high-stress situations," he said with a small chuckle. "This is nothing compared to some of my classes."
You laughed, the tension easing slightly. "Glad to know my driving isn't as terrifying as quantum mechanics."
Spencer smiled, "Not even close."
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âY/N? Whatâs wrong?â Spencer asked, concern evident in his voice as he saw you crying on your bed.
âTaylordumpedme!â you sobbed, the words tumbling out in a rush.
âWhat? I canât understand what youâre saying. Take a deep breath,â Spencer urged gently, trying to calm you down.
You took a shaky breath and repeated, âTaylor dumped me.â
âOh, Iâm so sorry,â Spencer said, his heart aching for you.
âNow I canât go to prom! This is so humiliating! Everyone knows! I told the entire cheer team I was going, now practice is going to be so awkward,â you wailed, burying your face in your hands.
Spencer moved closer, hesitating for a moment before putting a comforting hand on your shoulder. âHey, itâs going to be okay. You donât need Taylor to go to prom. You can still go when youâre a junior.â
You looked up at him, eyes red and puffy. âBut thatâs so far away, and it wonât be the same. I was so excited, and now itâs all ruined.â
âIâm sure youâll get another date,â Spencer said gently, trying to reassure you.
âSpencer! They were my soulmate!â you cried out, fresh tears streaming down your face.
Spencerâs heart ached seeing you so upset. âI know it feels that way now, but youâre amazing, Y/N. If they didnât see that, then they werenât worth your time.â
âYou donât understand,â you sniffled. âEveryone was looking forward to seeing us together. I was looking forward to it.â
Spencer took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. âYouâre right, I might not fully understand how you feel, but I do know that youâre stronger than you think. And Iâll be right here with you, no matter what.â
You sighed, wiping your tears. âThanks, Spencer. You always know what to say.â
He gave you a small, supportive smile. âThatâs what friends are for.â
âI love you, Spence,â you said, wrapping your arms around him in a tight hug.
âIâI love you too,â Spencer replied, his voice a bit shaky. More than you know, he thought silently, his heart pounding in his chest.
As you clung to him, finding comfort in his presence, Spencer closed his eyes, savoring the moment despite the circumstances. He wished he could tell you everything, how his feelings for you had grown far beyond friendship. But for now, he held you close, hoping his embrace could convey the depth of his affection.
You pulled back slightly, looking up at him with a soft smile. âThank you for being here for me. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
Spencer brushed a tear from your cheek, his touch gentle. âYou donât have to worry about that. Iâm not going anywhere.â
You leaned your head on his shoulder, feeling a bit of the weight lift from your heart. With Spencer by your side, you knew you could face anything, even a heartbreak as painful as this one.
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Spencer got his license before you, which meant he became your unofficial chauffeur using the car your mom saved for you. Whether it was taking you to the movies, dinner, the mall, salon appointments, or wherever else you needed to go, Spencer was always there, ready to help. He was basically your boyfriend in every way that mattered, and yet, you were still dating a string of different people.
Being an objectively attractive, nice, and smart cheerleader, you had no shortage of admirers. People were practically banging down your door to date you. Whenever one person would dump you, Spencer was always there to comfort you. Youâd lean on him, cry on his shoulder, and heâd offer kind words and hugs. And then, just days later, youâd have a new partner, and the cycle would begin again.
Spencer watched it all with a mixture of heartache and resignation. He knew you were dealing with your own issues, much like he was. Both of you shared similar experiences with distant or absent fathers, but while Spencerâs response had been to seek stability and comfort in his studies, yours had been to never allow yourself to be single.
One evening, after yet another breakup, Spencer drove you home from the mall. The car was filled with the sound of your quiet sniffles and the hum of the engine. He glanced over at you, his heart aching for you once again.
âYou okay?â he asked softly, his voice filled with concern.
You shrugged, wiping away a tear. âIâll be fine. I just donât understand why it keeps happening.â
Spencer wanted to tell you that you deserved better, that these fleeting relationships werenât enough for someone as amazing as you. But he held back, afraid of crossing a line. âYou know Iâm here for you, right? Always.â
You gave him a small, sad smile. âI know, Spence. Youâre the best. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
As he pulled up to your house, you reached over and squeezed his hand. âThanks for everything. Really.â
Spencer squeezed back, wishing he could do more. âAnytime. You know where to find me.â
You leaned over and gave him a quick hug before getting out of the car. As you walked up to your front door, Spencer sat there for a moment, watching you. He sighed, knowing that no matter how many people you dated, heâd always be there, waiting in the wings, ready to catch you when you fell.
But deep down, he couldnât help but hope that one day, youâd see him as more than just a friend. One day, maybe, youâd realize that the person who had always been there for you, who had always loved you, was right in front of you all along. He turned on You Belong With Me and drove back to the dorms. (let's pretend this song had already come out)
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Towards the end of the year, you excitedly announced to Spencer that you were in "a serious relationship this time, Spence." He wanted to believe you, but given your track record of fleeting romances, he couldn't help but harbor some doubts. However, as the relationship lasted a whole month, he began to think maybe this time was different.
Since you turned 16, you no longer needed Spencer to drive you around, but now your new partner, Avery, had taken over that role. Spencer couldn't help but feel replaced. You were always too busy to hang out, spending all your free time with Avery. It left Spencer feeling a pang of loneliness and jealousy he couldn't quite shake.
In June, Jan threw Spencer a graduation party to celebrate him finishing his undergraduate degree. It was a big milestone, and Spencer was looking forward to celebrating with the people he cared about. You showed up with Avery, who you had now been with for two months, and it felt like a punch to the gut for Spencer when you spent the entire party with them.
When you finally introduced Avery to Spencer, he couldn't help but feel a surge of resentment. Avery was polite, but Spencer's responses were curt and distant.
"Avery, this is Spencer. My best friend," you said, smiling brightly.
"Nice to meet you, Spencer. Y/N's told me a lot about you," Avery said, extending a hand.
Spencer didnât take their hand, just ignored it until Avery awkwardly put it back down. "Nice to meet you too," he said, his tone lacking enthusiasm.
The tension was palpable, and you quickly picked up on it. After Avery walked away to get a drink, you turned to Spencer with a frown. "What's your problem, Spencer?"
Spencer, not Spence. "I don't have a problem," Spencer replied, avoiding your gaze.
"Clearly, you do," you said, crossing your arms. "You've been ignoring me all night, and you were so rude to Avery."
Spencer sighed, trying to keep his emotions in check. "It's just... I feel like you've forgotten about me. You're always with Avery now. We never hang out anymore."
You softened slightly, realizing the impact your new relationship had on Spencer. "Spence, I didn't mean to make you feel that way. Avery's important to me, but so are you."
"It doesn't feel like it," he muttered, looking away.
"That's not fair," you snapped, frustration bubbling up. "You know how much you mean to me, Spencer."
"Do I? Because it sure feels like I've been replaced," he shot back, his voice tinged with bitterness.
You stared at him, hurt and anger mixing in your eyes. "That's not true. I'm sorry if it seems that way, but I care about you both. Can't you just be happy for me?"
Spencer took a deep breath, trying to quell the storm of emotions inside him. "I want to be happy for you, Y/N. I really do. But it's hard when I feel like I'm losing my best friend."
You sighed, your shoulders slumping. "You're not losing me, Spence. I promise. I'll make more time for us. Just... try to get to know Avery. They make me happy."
Spencer nodded reluctantly. "Okay. I'll try."
You gave him a small, hopeful smile. "Thank you."
The party continued, but the argument lingered in the back of both your minds. It was a reminder that even the closest friendships could be tested by change. But you were determined to find a balance, to prove to Spencer that no matter what, he would always be an important part of your life.
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It was Spencer's last night before he would move away to a different state, preparing to settle in during the summer before starting his master's program. You had promised to hang out, making plans for one final evening together. However, as Spencer rode up to your house on his bike and saw Avery's car parked in the driveway, it was clear that you had forgotten.
Feeling an overwhelming surge of emotions, with rage at the forefront of his teenage hormones, Spencer sped off, pedaling furiously down the streets. He couldn't believe you had chosen Avery over him on the one night that mattered most.Â
Back at his packed up door, Spencer's mind raced with thoughts of betrayal and heartbreak. He sat down at his computer, the anger and hurt boiling over into his fingertips as he began to type. Words flowed out, raw and unfiltered, forming an emotional email that laid bare everything he had been holding inside.
Subject: Goodbye
Y/N,
I can't believe you forgot about tonight. Our last night together before I leave, and you chose to be with Avery instead. I don't even know where to start. This hurts more than I can put into words, but I'm going to try.
Iâve been your best friend for years. I've been there through every breakup, every tear, every moment you needed someone. I thought tonight would be different. I thought you would be there for me, just this once, when it really mattered.Â
Seeing Avery's car in your driveway tonight felt like a slap in the face. It's like I've been replaced, and maybe I have. I always tried to be supportive of your relationships, even when it hurt to watch you with someone else. But this time, it's different. This time, it's unbearable.
I've been hiding my feelings for you for so long, afraid that telling you would ruin everything. But now, I feel like I've got nothing left to lose. I love you, Y/N. More than just a friend, more than anything. It's been torture watching you date all these people, knowing that none of them could ever love you like I do.
I don't know what I'm expecting by sending this. Maybe nothing. Maybe just to let you know how much you've hurt me. Maybe to let you know that Iâm leaving with a broken heart. I don't know if we'll ever be the same after this, and maybe that's for the best. But you deserve to know the truth, even if it changes nothing.
Goodbye, Y/N. I hope Avery is worth it.
Spencer
He hit send before he could think twice, the weight of his words hanging heavily in the air. As he lay in bed that night, staring at the ceiling, Spencer wondered if he had just ruined everything or if, somehow, things might finally change for the better. Either way, there was no turning back now.
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You didn't see Spencer's email until the next morning. As your eyes scanned the words, your heart dropped to your stomach. He loved you? Avery had been at your house the previous night to break up with you, not to spend time together. Panic set in as you called Spencer over and over, but he never answered. You hadn't even realized what day it was.
Knowing Spencer's plane didn't leave until the evening, you threw on some shoes over your pajamas and ran out of the house, your hair still messy from sleep. You drove as fast as you could to Spencer's dorm. When you got there, you used the trick Spencer had taught you to sneak past the security-locked doors and ran up the stairs to his floor.
You banged repeatedly on his door, your heart pounding in your chest. Finally, the door opened, and there stood Spencer, looking surprised and confused.
âWhat? Y/N? What are you doing here?â he asked, his voice tinged with irritation.
âIâm so sorry I forgot about last night,â you said breathlessly.
âYou saw my email?â Spencer's face hardened, a mix of vulnerability and anger in his eyes.
âYeah. Iâm so, so sorry, Spencer. Iâm the worst friend in the world. Avery was only over to dump me anyway,â you explained, tears starting to form in your eyes.
Spencer stared at you, his emotions warring on his face. âSo you only remembered me because Avery dumped you?â he asked, his voice breaking slightly.
âNo! Itâs not like that, Spencer. I was planning to spend the night with you, but I got caught up in everything and lost track of time. Youâre so important to me,â you said, stepping closer.
He looked away, his jaw clenched. âIt doesnât change the fact that I was an afterthought, Y/N. Youâve been so wrapped up in your relationships that youâve forgotten about the one constant in your life.â
You reached out, touching his arm gently. âYouâre right. I have been a terrible friend. But I donât want to lose you, Spencer. You mean the world to me. Can we talk? Please?â
Spencer took a deep breath, his eyes meeting yours. âOkay. Letâs talk,â he said, stepping aside to let you into his dorm room.
As you entered, you felt a surge of relief and fear. This conversation could change everything, and you hoped with all your heart that it would be for the better.
You stepped into Spencer's dorm room, the door closing behind you with a soft click. The room was filled with packed boxes and the sense of imminent departure. You both sat on the edge of his bed, the air thick with unspoken words.
âSpencer, Iâm really sorry,â you began, your voice trembling. âIâve been so caught up in my own world that I havenât been a good friend to you. I never realized how much I was hurting you.â
Spencer looked at you, his eyes full of pain. âY/N, Iâve always been there for you. Every time you got hurt, every time you needed someone. And I was happy to do it because I love you. But seeing you with all those people, knowing I was just your fallback, it hurt. A lot.â
You nodded, tears welling up in your eyes. âI know. And Iâm so sorry. I never meant to make you feel like that. I care about you so much, Spencer. Youâre my best friend.â
âBest friend,â Spencer repeated, his voice hollow. âThatâs all Iâve ever been to you, isnât it?â
You shook your head. âNo, Spencer, youâre more than that. You mean everything to me.â
Spencerâs expression softened slightly, and he moved closer. âDo you really mean that?â
You nodded, feeling the weight of your words. âYes, I do.â
Without warning, Spencer leaned in and kissed you, his lips soft and hesitant against yours. For a moment, you froze, taken aback by the sudden intimacy. Then you pulled back, your heart racing.
âSpencer, Iââ you started, but he cut you off.
âYou donât see me like that, do you?â he asked, his voice cracking. âYou donât love me the way I love you.â
âSpencer⌠that was my first kiss,â you said softly.
âWhat?â Spencer's eyes widened in surprise.
âMhm,â you nodded, a small smile playing on your lips.
âBut youâve had so many partners!â he exclaimed, trying to make sense of it.
âI never kissed them,â you admitted, your smile growing.
âWhy?â Spencer asked, bewildered.
âThey were never you,â you replied, your eyes locking with his, filled with sincerity and emotion.
Spencer stared at you, his mind racing to comprehend what you had just revealed. "But why me?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper, filled with hope and disbelief.
"Because, Spencer," you began, taking a step closer to him. "No one else ever made me feel the way you do. You were always there for me, always caring, always understanding. I guess I was selfish⌠and scared to ruin what we had, so I kept my distance in that way. But now I realize how much Iâve hurt you, and missed out on by not telling you sooner."
Spencerâs heart pounded in his chest as he processed your words. "I thought I was just your fallback, the one you turned to when things went wrong with others."
"You were never just a fallback," you insisted, your voice firm. "Youâve always been so much more than that. I was just too afraid to admit it, even to myself."
âSo what do we do now?â Spencer asked, his eyes filled with uncertainty.
âWell, youâre leavingâŚâ you began, your voice tinged with sadness.
âI know,â he said, looking down.
âBut⌠we have email, and phones, and we can write letters!â you said, your tone growing more hopeful.
âYouâd be willing to do long distance, for me?â Spencer asked, his eyes big and full of love.
âIâd do anything for you, Spencer,â you replied sincerely, taking his hand in yours.
âIâm so glad Avery dumped you,â Spencer said, a mischievous smile playing on his lips.
âThatâs so rude,â you laughed, feeling the weight of past hurt lifting, âbut I donât care. I love you.â
âI love you too,â Spencer replied, his eyes shining with emotion.
â
Two years later, you graduated high school and Spencer was well into his PhD programs. You had stayed true to your commitment to each other, maintaining a long-distance relationship through countless emails, phone calls, and handwritten letters that kept your bond strong. The distance had only made your connection deeper, and your love grew with each passing day.
When you got a job in the city where Spencer was studying, you moved in together, transforming your shared space into a home filled with warmth, laughter, and countless books. Still in love, still best friends, you navigated the challenges of life together.
Your late-night study sessions turned into heartfelt conversations, your shared meals became cherished moments, and your weekends were filled with adventures and quiet times alike. As you sat together on the couch, wrapped up in each other, you both knew that this was just the beginning of your long life together.
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iâm kinda curious on whether or not the reader would continue going to college after they go back to the wayne manor. furthermore, i also remember the resder mentioning a small group of friend they had, will they stay in contact with them? how do the family react to them being so close with others? dudhjew i love this series you write so well.
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a/n: phew i finally get to answer asks !! yesterday was insane, me and my family swam on around 5 different beaches so i was outside for more than 12 hours with no wifi and the power keeps turning off in the house due to the weather so that's that. i love writing so this is a bit longer than i expected hehe. oh yeah i forgot to tell yall that in the timeline, the mc may be bruce's third child but they're actually younger than tim as he was adopted later on.
now, to answer. i don't think bruce, as your ever-so loving father, would agree to get you back to college once you're back (kidnapped) in the manor. he wouldn't directly say it, but with your current state of relationship towards your family, with just how much time they have lost not spending it with you, it's a given that bruce, your dad, and your siblings who are feral for any ounce of attention from you, would insist that you take... a very long vacation with just them.
after all, desire is one of the stronger emotions they feel towards you, and they grapple at anything you offer towards them. but they still want you to be happy, no?
so at first, they'll let you go to your classes (though you'd be heavily monitored everywhere. who knows what bad influences scurry the area, right? barbara and tim take turns watching through the live feed of your college) but that's only if, and only if the uni's timetable allows for a flexible schedule with your family after. that means, if you're stubborn enough (which bruce understands, because "bruce! you allow damian to go to school so why can't i?!" and he's willing to give his baby the world after he finally hears them say his name) and still wish to continue the course you're working so hard for, one you had attained a full scholarship for, then go ahead!
though they can't help it when the hours they're supposed to get to know you better are taken away from them. for now, you'll have a taste of freedom before it's ultimately taken away from you.
but until then, you'll have to learn how to balance school life with family life. because even if there would be no more crappy apartment to go home to, even if you actually get a full meal instead of cheap, microwavable oven meals and dollar priced ramen, even if you still get to pursue your dream courseâ it's undeniable that the moment you leave your uni's doors, you'd be picked up by dick, tim, and even your youngest brother damian fucking wayne driving the car, to be escorted back to the manor strictly after classes. during the night, should you ever overstay for projects, it would be jason who'll greet you and allow you to ride his motorcycle; though that's only permissible if you have updated them a day before that you wouldn't be home before the curfew bruce has set up for you.
sometimes, it's your father who makes an untimely appearance with his well-known persona, brucie wayne. he'll greet all the people who pass by with a teethy smile, his big hand holding your stiff shoulders after he kisses your cheeks as a greeting. if you're out the door with your friends - friends who knew of your history of neglect, who told you they would always take your side - then he'll shake their hand, introduce himself with a charm that makes them question if what you've told them is true.
he presents himself with such an aura that's harmless, as if him and your other siblings who are spying by a bush aren't incapable of taking all friends down with just a punch to their face shall one of them speak up or dare tease you in front of them.
unfortunately for you, even some of your friends would be truly convinced that your father wasn't the same man you've told your lifelong stories about neglect. not when he makes a show of running his hand through his baby's head to comfort them whilst he talks to them, not when he cloaks your shoulders in his own work suit to make sure his child wouldn't feel the chilly weather, not when he takes all the time in his busy day to pick you up from school as he should've done all those years ago.
but who would believe you when it's obviously known by the public eye that bruce loves his child, (name) wayne?
you know it's all fake, and it's scary for you, that he simply was able to make a cover up story to the journalists that his child's lack of presence to the public is him merely wishing to shield them from the disgusting media, no?
now that you're older, he says, he would want to make a show of his undying grip over you, that his gleeming eyes that hold multiple threats towards the people in your campus is simply his overprotectiveness as your father, that if they ever harm you or dare question your family's overprotective nature towards you; they'd be gone by the very hands that sworn to protect gotham.
it's all fake, you tell yourself.
but what isn't false are his intentions to make you feel like you're part of the family now, no matter how much you kick, or fight, or scream; they'll always remind you that you're loved and always will be. it's both an apology and display of affection towards you.
it doesn't matter if your uni is on the other side of gotham, you're always coming home to them and that's final. at least you know they still have an ounce of empathy for you to continue having friends (and a boyfriend that they've no knowledge of, yet), as long as they heavily monitor you...
... what you don't know, though, is that the moment you've fallen into the hands of dangerâ your father wouldn't hesitate pulling you out of college and instead settling for homeschooling. you have brilliant siblings, after all, and a father who had trained all over the world.
that's why hangouts with friends are unpermitted, you soon discover that only trying to beg bruce to at least be more flexible with your friends would only lead to even lesser chance of trying to find escape in your already stuffy life.
and don't even dare throw a tantrum about preferring your friends over them. if you even go as far as calling one of your friend's parents as an even better parent than bruce could be, that your friends are people you consider actual siblings, then you've guaranteed yourself a one way ticket to being locked up in the manor, permanently; with your father and your siblings, especially damian, trying to prove themselves that, no, you didn't just fucking say that, take it back.
you're going to witness a personal breakdown from damian. because no way do you prefer those scum over him! he's supposed to be your favorite, who are they to take his place?! you love him, you love them, you wanted attention from the family, didn't you?! you wouldn't be able to comfort him because he'd already wear his robin suit, ready to eliminate any of your friends who are younger than you because they don't deserve to be seen as your younger sibling, no matter if you had just blurted that out as retaliation for an argument.
what you had just said is serious, and bruce and dick wouldn't even try to stop that kid from slashing someone in broad daylight; dick choosing to cry and refusing to let you go from his arms as he babbles on about his delusional baby bird, trying his damn best to not let his temper get to him, trying so hard to not choke the ever living shit out of any of your older friends once you confess calling anyone of them your older brotherâ because him, jason, and tim are supposed to be the only ones you consider your older brothers, babybird!
hell, even tim and babs are already on the monitors ready to give damian each and every one of your friend's individual locations.
bruce especially, would be heartbroken that his child called someone else their father. that's his title. you calling him father, or dad, or papa, or any language that describes him to be your parental figure is the only thing keeping him sane. he hates it when his child only calls him bruce as if to describe a mere stranger, to which he knows he is to youâ but it sounds wrong and it furthers the ache in his heartâ and it's even worse if you chose to call someone else a father, chose anyone else than him as your dad.
batman is even more cruel in his patrol after your argument, punching the living hell out of any male criminals, picturing your voice playing over and over again calling them your father instead of himâ it only makes him perceptive of jason's moral code. because what if you have fallen into the hands of anyone but him before he had come to take you back? he knows he isn't the best, was never there for you until now, but fuck, he needs to make it up to his child, and getting angry at you only worsens your already severed bond with him.
so you may expect a punishment, but it's already punishment towards you when you're now isolated inside the manor with only the presence of your siblings to comfort you throughout the nights where it gets too lonely during patrol time. bruce would have more than an hour long talk with you in his study, forcing you to confess every single thought you have about him and your siblings. he tells you it's all unrecorded, that there's no cameras to watch over your one-on-one confrontationâ he just wants his baby's opinion on everything so they could adjust to your every whim, but really, it's all just a matter of them wanting to dive deep into your very thoughts like the invasive creatures they are.
the worst part of it all, is that nobody even dare mentions the names of your friends and their respective family. they listen to anything you say, because you already barely talk, but the moment you mutter about missing them, the topic would be shunned down by something, anything else. whether that'd be damian deciding that his older sibling should paint with him, or dick inviting you to watch him perform his acrobatic stunts.
it's a distraction you know you're susceptible to, because they all wish to take your thoughts away from those scum, as damian calls them, and instead have you focus on them, your actual family. those people are nothing to you, now that they're out of the picture.
... you should've chosen to be homeschooled instead of unintentionally getting your friends killed.
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Got Your Body B*tch!
Drew:
This is Marco, heâs a raging asshole (for a lack of better words). Iâve known him all of my life, down to when we were young kids. And heâs always been a huge pain.
Marco, is the type of guy whoâs cocky, always gets what he wants, comes from really nice rich parents, and incredibly insensitive.
Heâs been that way forever.
I thought I was done with him when I left to go to college. That was until I walked in to my college apartment and saw Marco unpacking bags.
âDrewphus! I didnât know youâre my roomie. Youâre going to have to leave the apartment when bring a girl over, okay? Oh also, no touching my shit. I donât want you get poverty all over it.â
If looks could kill in a moment, I swear Marco would be dead on the ground right now.
âIâm kiddingâŚ. Well, kinda. So here is your space, I hope you donât mind but i already called the bigger bedroom since i was here first.â
âThatâs fine Marco,â I say biting my tongue.
âGreat, well have fun unpacking whatever you got in those two suit cases. Iâm gonna have some private Marco time if you know what I meanâ
Marco makes a jerking off hand gesture, I just roll my eyes and head into my new room.
A few hours past after I unpack and settle in, I order a pizza for dinner and lay back in bed.
All I can think about is how Iâm about to have to live in the same quarters as Marco. The same guy I cant stand to be around.
UghâŚ
So just like I always do when I get this stressedâ itâs time to jerk off. (Something Iâm sure Marco has already done 12 times today)
I checked my phone to see how much time I have until the pizza arrives, one hour. Great!
I pull off my shorts and open up my laptop. I feel a little embarrassed to admit this but I the kind of porn I like isnât for everyone. I have a foot fetish. And not just that I this thing for jock athletes and their feet. I hate how much it turns me on especially since itâs guys like Marco that really get me going.
I start scrolling through and see this really hot jock with big feet. I click on his page. His username says AlphaAlex, heâs tan, dirty brown curly hair, six pack, big musclesâŚ
I start mentally picturing him with me in the room, fantasizing him taking off his sneakers and dirty gym socks in front of me.
He says to me, âHey Drew, do you mind rubbing my feet? Iâve had a really long practice and they are killing me.â
He puts them on my lag and says, âsorry if they stink!â
He lets me rub them and I ask him if I can smell themâŚ
He says, âSure, you can do whatever you want with them. After youâre done with my big jock feet, do you mind massaging my cock next?â
I stare deeply into AlphaAlexâs massive bulge on the screen. Almost about to nutâŚ
âBRO!!! WHAT THE F*CK DREWFUS! I KNEW YOU WERE A HOMO BUT YOUâRE A FOOT FREAK TOO?â
Cum squirts onto my chest just as I turn to see Marco standing at my door with his cellphone recording in hand.
âMARCO!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?â
âBro, wait until I show this to everyone! Now everybody going to know youâre a foot freak!!â
âMARCO PLEASE NOOO!!!â
I hop out of bed and Marco turns around and I chase him butt naked through our apartment.
He screams, âStop chasing me foot freak!!!â
Marco shuts the door and I feel my stomach turn. I beg him to delete the video but he doesnât respond.
As I go back to my room, I cry into my pillow⌠I feel so mortified.
I lay back, wiping my tears and say, âIf someone could hear me, I wish I can get revenge on Marco. No I want more! I want everything Marco hasâŚâ
I cry myself to sleep, nervous for what the next day had in store for me.
The next morning, I wake up feeling kinda off. It takes me a second but I realize that somehow Iâm not in my room!
In a panic, I rush to get out of bed until I come across a mirror.
Thatâs when I see Marcoâs reflection looking back at me!!!
âHoly shit!!â
I feel a moment of fear hit me⌠but then I remember my wish last night. Someone out there listened to me.
I look at Marcoâs face and then down at his body. Hes a dick butâŚ. He is hotâŚ
I pull off Marcoâs shorts he slept in and his 10 inch hard morning wood comes flopping out.
âHoly fuckâŚâ
I grasp it in Marcoâs hand, which I guess is my hand now?
Nervous, yet kinda excited, I wasnât sure what to do.
I looked down at the throbbed cock in my new new hands and immediately start jerking off.
I hop back into Marcoâs bed and bring his foot up to his face. He actually has some sexy feet!
I start licking his foot from heal to toe. I relish in knowing the fact that he would go insane if he saw me with his body right now.
I keep tugging away at his cock and this maybe the best jerk off session in my life.
I twist Marcoâs nipple and let out a soft moan.
âFuckkk Marco your nipples are sooo sensitive,â I say aloud.
Hearing his voice sends me into a frenzy, just the thought that I can say anything, do anything as him. I have complete control of this dickhole!
I stand up out of bed and dash to the mirror, I grin at his reflection and jerk his cock even faster.
âDrew, it feels soo good, keep jerking my cock Drew. My body belongs to you now, my big feet, my sensitive nipples, my sexy abs⌠FUCKKKK THIS IS SOOO HOTTTT!!!â
I nearly screaming by this point and I feel every muscle in Marcoâs body tighten.
Iâm tugging so fast now and then cum sprays all over the place.
I fall back onto Marcoâs bed covered in his nut. I look at his covered hand and lick it clean.
I lay back and gently rub his fingers back and forth on his stomach up to his chest.
Then reality started to sinkâŚ.
Wait, if Iâm Marco⌠what happened to my body?
âAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!â
I hear a distant familiar scream coming from the background.
âOh shitâŚâ
Heavy footsteps coming charging my direction and before I can even get up the door slams open.
Out of the door is my bodyâŚ
My eyes get big, I donât think Iâve ever been that angry. My face is blood red and he starts to charge at me.
âHold up!â I say hopping on top of the bed.
âDREW YOU PIECE OF SHIT IM GOING TO END YOU!!â
He balls up a fist and starts to pull back. Before he can reach me I grab the balled fist.
I guess Marcoâs body has quicker reflexâs.
I pull him in and toss him on the bed. I pin him down and say, âIâm a lot stronger than you now. You wanna talk instead?â
âF YOU!!!â
I twist my former weaker arm and he shouts out, âOWWW SHIT, FINNNE!!!â
I get hop off my body and let him turn over.
He glances me over and says, âdid you just jerk off in my body?â
I look down at the undeniable evidence.
âYeah, I did. It was amazing.â
âYou piece ofââ
I look down and notice the tent in my boxers.
âWait are you turned on right now?â I say to him.
âNO IM NOT!â
âYou have a very noticeable boner right now.â
âShut up! No I donât!â
âWhat was it for you? Seeing your body all naked? Or was it when I pinned you down?â
He says nothing to me, just looks away.
âI mean you have very hot body Marco, theirs no shame in being turned on by it. Hell, I canât stand you and I just had the best jerk off session in my life. Whatâs getting all hot and bothered? Is your hairy pits?â I hold his armpit up and step closer to him.
âOr maybe itâs the sight of your own cock.â I say shaking his semi-hard dick at him.
I move even closer to him. He looks like heâs in a trance.
âOh you know what always gets me hard. Big manly feet,â I kick his foot up and show it to him.
I place his foot on my former bulge and start rubbing it.
âDoes that feel good?â
He still say nothing but lets me keep going.
I push him further on the bed and pull off the brief I went to bed in my last.
My dick comes out standing straight up and leaking from the tip.
I place his foot on it and start toying with it using his toes.
He lets out a moan.
I look at my former face and heâs so turned on right now.
I pull his foot away and he says softly, âplease donât stopâŚâ
âOh you donât want me to stop?â
âNo⌠please Drew⌠itâs throbbingâŚâ
âWell youâre gonna have to finish the job yourself, Iâm going to shower and head to the pool.â
âWHAT!??â
âYeah the pools still open, got to make the most out of these last few warm days Drew.â
âYOU!!! Drew, you canât just leave me like this!!! I want my body back right now!â
âSorry DREW! But this wasnât my doing necessarily. If anything this is karma for you being such a prick all these years. Now run along and go take care of that boner little gay boy.â
I look at the corner of Marcoâs room and see his dirty sock.
âOh here you go! A gift from me to you, enjoy!â
I give my former throbbing dick a pat and I run off to the shower, leaving Marco in his mixed emotional state.
I rinse off quickly and come back out, I walk back into Marcoâs room and see heâs still on the bedâ sniffing the dirty sock and wanking one out.
âOh fuck youâre back already!â he says to me.
He looks so pathetic right now.
âGeez, just stay right where you are.â
I drop the towel and get into bed with him. I grab my former cock and push it into Marcoâs throat.
âHOLY!!!!â he screams out.
I suck off my former body while Marcoâs moans frantically.
I feel him running my former hands in his hair and I feel myself getting a little excited from it. Itâs kinda hot being this aggressive and sucking my former body off.
He lets out a loud grunt and cums down my new throat.
âBetter?,â I say whipping the excess cum off my mouth.
âGod yeah,â he says taking heavy breaths.
I look at my former body in the eyes and for a split second I thought about kissing him. But then reality sinks in⌠thatâs still Marco inside.
I get out of bed and say, âIâm heading down to the pool.â
I put on his bathing suit and he says to me, âDrew, Iâm sorry for being such a dick.â
âI know you are,â I say back.
âCan we try to fix this?â
âIâm sorry to Marco but I donât think we fix this, these may be our bodies forever. So you might as well get comfortable.â
I left him sitting in his now former room naked and silent.
When I get down to the pool it doesnât take me long to notice others noticing me.
Some girls and some guys, I look over at some of the guys and even wink at one. He is super cute and fit.
I hop on to a float and lay back soaking up the sun. I wait to see if that guys going to make a move when the ultimate buzz kill shows up.
Itâs Marco in my body.
âSup,â he says to me.
âJust trying to relax.â
âYeah well, we still need to talk.â
âWe donât now f*ck off.â
He rolls his eyes and walks over a chair by the pool.
Soon that guy from earlier comes over.
âHey, whatâs up?â he says to me with a grin.
âJust laying out wait for you to come over,â I say with a smirk.
âOh is that so?â he says flirtatiously.
He gets into the pool and now heâs right next to me.
âIâm Lois.â
âMarco,â I say introducing myself to him.
âSo do you live here?â
âYeah Iâm on the second floor.â
âNice, Iâm on the third.â
We flirt and have small talk for a minute until he asks me out.
âSure you wanna do tonight?â I say to him.
âOh man, yeah Iâm down,â he tries not to be too excited.
âGreat, letâs say 7?â
âYeah 7 works for me.â
âCool,â I say grinning at him.
I peak out of the corner of my eye and see my Marco coming up to the pool.
âWhat are you doing?â he says to me.
âOh hey Drew, this is my roommate.â
âOh nice, Iâmââ
âDonât care dude, I need to talk to you Marco.â
âUh okay, sorry Lois. Iâll see you tonight?â
âYeah for sure!â
I get out of the pool and walk back to the apartment with Marco angry.
âWhat was that?â he says sternly.
âNone of your business! Also you were just so f*cking rude!â
âI donât care! You were flirting with that guy!â
âYeah so? We are going on a date tonight.â
âWHAT?!?â
âYeah, and you interrupted it.â
âYouâre going on a date with a guy in my body?!?â
âItâs my body now and yes I am!â
âBut⌠but you just sucked me off andâŚâ
âAnd what? You thought that was something special?â
âOF COURSE NOT! IâM NOT GAY!â
âWell what you did a few hours ago seemed pretty gay to me.â
âYeah thatâs because Iâm in your gay body and plus thatâs my body. Itâs kinda like masterbation.â
âWhatever man, I really donât care. If you want to pretend to be straight thatâs fine. But Iâll be honest, I think youâve always had feelings for guys. I know because Iâm in your body and Iâm still attracted to men.â
âSHUT UP!!!â
âSo itâs true, youâve been a dick to me my entire life about my sexuality, what I like, and it turns out you have some pinned up jealousy towards me right?â
Marcos looking down at the ground.
âWe could have been friends, do you not get that?!? We could haveââ
Marco grabs me and kisses me.
I was so shocked and I even felt butterflies in my stomach. We kiss for a few minutes before I pull back.
âWHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!?â
âIâm sorry Drew! I was never going to do all of that stuff. I⌠I donât know how to say this⌠I like you. I like you a lot. Hell, I thought about kissing you just about every time I went to kiss any girl. But I have so much anger and youâre right I am jealous! Iâm jealous that youâre out and proud of yourself. Youâre so confident! Fuck!!â
âSo why put me through so much!?!! I mean look at us, weâre literally trapped as each other now! All of this could have been prevented if you just owned up.â
âI thought⌠I thought you would have hated me so much that you would tell everyone the truth about me. So⌠I just, I was a prick.â
âDamn right you were!â
âSorry⌠again.â
âItâs fine, I guess Iâm sorry for causing this body swap thing between us. I made some wish last night to get back at you. I didnât think it would become anything but then woke up as you.â
His eyes get big, âso thatâs how this happened?â
âYeah, I guess something out in the universe was listening in and heard me.â
âThatâs nuts.â
âYeah it is.â
âWell if we are being honest about everything. I wasnât just turned on by you dominating me upstairs. I was freaked out and yet turned on from being inside of you.â
âReally? My body?â
âYeah Drew, youâre cute. You have an adorable face, cute slim figure, youâre charming yet kinky.â
âWow.â
âAnd now I guess we are going to have to be each other forever?â
âYeah I guess so.â
âWell if I had to be anyone else, Iâm glad itâs you.â
âYou mean that?â
âI do.â
I grinned at him and he smiles back at me. We both start to laugh.
âAre you still going on a date with this Lois guy?â
âWell not if an adorable guy whoâs charming yet kinky stops me.â
âI guess thatâs me now isnât it?â
âYep!â
âWell I canât fully stop you but I can tell you this. If you donât goâwe can order take out, lay in bed together, and fool around all night.â
âHmmmm⌠that sounds promising.â
âPlus, I know my body really well. And I can tell you no one knows how to make that body feel as good as I do.â
âIs that so?â
He walks closer to me seductively and Im starting to get hard again.
âIâll nibble on those nipples, toy around with my ballsâŚI bet you these hands are going to feel so good working that cock..â
He reaches into my bathing suit and I gasp.
âFuckkk, I guess Iâll be staying tonight,â I say barely getting words out.
âHell yeah!!!â
3 Months Later:
âBabe, are you packed? We got to be at your parents in a couple of hours⌠Babe?â
âHiâ
âAre you kidding?â
âWe have time for a quick round, sides Iâll jerk you off using these sexy toes,â I say wiggling my feet at my boyfriend.
âFuckkk⌠I guess we have time.â
Marco pulls off his shirt and I see the definition built into my former chest. Heâs been hitting the gym a lot lately and everyday heâs looking sexier and sexier.
Marco pulls off his shorts and heâs already hard from these feet. It works like a charm every time.
I watch as my boyfriend grabs the foot that used to belong to him and he kisses every toe.
Itâs crazy how quick the time had flown since we woke up as each other. I guess it helps that we are so in love with one another.
I start rubbing the cock that used to belong to me and now Iâm hard.
âBabe, you are so talented with those toes⌠mhmmm that feels good.â
I use both feet and stroke back and forth.
He stops me for a second and plants my foot on his face.
âDid you work today without any socks on?â
âHell yeah I did.â
He takes a big sniff of them.
âFuckkk, I love you.â
âI love you too.â
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The Manuscript - A.H
a/n: this was supposed to be based on t.s new song manuscript, but it didn't realllyyy turn out like that
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pairings: aaron hotchner x reader
summary: while unpacking you find a series of letters aaron wrote to you in college
warnings: angst, age gap (reader is 20s, hotch is 40s), haley and jack don't exist in this universe
wc: 1.3k
Your gaze swept over the towering stacks of boxes littering your living room floor, and with a resigned sigh, you began the daunting task of unpacking them. Your hands found the nearest box deftly lifting the flaps as you began to pull out its contents. Your felt the soft crinkle of paper beneath your fingers, and gently, you drew out a stack of letters, their edges softened with time, all neatly tied together with a string.Â
Your heart seized a sudden halt as you realized just what they were. Your throat constricted, parched, as tears stung your eyes, threatening to spill over, your fingers coming to rest over your mouth. Instinctively, your body sank onto the cold hardwood floor, gently placing the papers down beside you. You had forgotten these had even existed, let alone made it with you on the move.
You didn't remember seeing them when you packed, did you? Your fingers shook slightly as they picked apart the knot, and with a hesitant touch, you reached for the first piece of weathered paper.
January 5
Honey,Â
Your letter was a welcome surprise, far sweeter than any text message could be. I enjoyed spending New Years Eve with you too, and I hope this case ends quickly so I can take you on a real date.Â
I'm glad to hear college is going well. Should you encounter any more issues with your professor, please let me know. You're a bright young woman, and I have no doubt he'll see that in time. I am looking forward to your next letter.
Yours,
Aaron
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March 12
Honey,Â
I'm glad you enjoyed our date as much as I did. At times, I find my thoughts wandering to you in that dress, and it's a welcome distraction.Â
I'm glad you look forward to our letters, because I do too. And yes, rest assured, I'm taking all necessary precautions in the field. Don't worry, the team has my back, especially Garcia--she's got more eyes on us than stars in the sky.Â
Goodluck on your psychology exam. I know you will ace it.
Yours,
Aaron.Â
--
May 5
Honey,
I've read your letter several times, and I want you to know that it's perfectly normal to question your path. Trust your instincts--they've led you well thus far. Remember you are allowed to change your mind. Your parents will understand.
No matter what you decide, I have no doubt you will succeed. You have a rare combination of intelligence and empathy that will serve you well in any profession.
Once I'm back, how about we go to that restaurant you love? Consider it a date.
Yours,
Aaron.
--
July 19
Honey,
Summer suits you, I can tell--even from a distance. I'm proud of the work you're doing--shadowing at the occupational therpay office and working with children is no small feat. You'll have to tell me all about it when I get back.
The case is demanding, as they often are. And as for the sweatshirt, consider it yours. I had a feeling it wouldn't find its way back to me anyway.
We should talk about getting you a key to my place. Then you'll have no need to borrow my things--you'll have access to them whenever you wish.Â
I love you. I'll say it again when I see you.
Yours forever,Â
Aaron
--
January 14
Honey,
Congratulations on your first semester of OT school. I am incredibly proud of you and everything you have accomplished. Smarty pants.Â
I'm glad to hear you've been using the journal I gave you for Christmas. I would give you a thousand if that's what you wanted.Â
When I'm back, we'll celebrate your achievements properly. Until then, know I'm grateful for you every day. You've made me the happiest I've been, and I cherish every moment we share. I love you.Â
Yours forever,
AaronÂ
--
May 20
Honey,
Your last letter lingered on the topic of our age difference, and I've been giving it a lot of thought. It's a subject that, admittedly, has crossed my mind more than once. But let me reassure you, to me, it's the person you are, not the years you've lived, that matters most.
I understand the concerns that come with this, and I want you to know that it's okay. Your feelings are valid. We're navigating this together, and I remain certain in my commitment to you and to us.Â
We'll talk more about this when I'm home. I love you.Â
Yours forever,
Aaron
--
August 8
Honey,
I want you to know that I didn't mean to leave things unresolved, I'm sorry I was called away. I'm not writing to rehash the argument. I understand everything you said, and it's given me much to think about.
You are the most important part of my life, and us being at odds is more challenging than any case I've ever face. I love you deeply, and I'm committed to finding a way through this together. When I return, let's sit down and talk--really talk. I'm sorry for the way things were left, and I hope we can move past this.Â
Yours forever,
Aaron
--
December 22
Honey,
I find myself at a loss for words yet compelled to write to you. I've had time to reflect on everything that happened between us. I'm deeply sorry for any hurt I've caused, and how things unfolded. My only wish was for us to want the same things.Â
Please know, I will always be here for you, in any capacity you need. I hope you find someone who is worthy of you and can provide the life you deserve. You deserve someone who can walk with you through all stages of your life--someone who can give you the family you dream of. You have so much to offer.
You are an extraordinary person, and I have no doubt you will find great love and joy. And though it may not be with me, please remember, I still love you.
Yours always,
Aaron.
--
You hadn't even realized you were crying until your tears began to soak into the page, each droplet distorting the text as it spread. Your hand moved instinctively to your face, the fabric of your sleeve brushing against your wet cheek. A decade-old ache twisted inside you sharply, as fresh as if it were only yesterday.
You returned the letters to their stack, the bow tied as neatly as it was before, and laid them at the bottom of the box. As the papers found their place, your focus shifted, something else catching your attention--the journal he'd given you.
The sudden patter of footsteps coming down the stairs snapped you back to the present. Hastily, you wiped away the lingering tears and secured the lid on the box. As you turned, your face transformed with a practiced smile just as your seven-year-old daughter came skipping into view, her voice bubbling with excitement, "Mommy, mommy!"
Gathering her up in your arms, you showered her cheeks with affectionate kisses, her infectious giggles filling the empty house.Â
"When is daddy going to be home?"
With a gentle smile, you replied, "Soon, sweetheart," while your fingers danced along her side, eliciting more giggles. "Do you want to help Mommy unpack?"
She quickly scrunched her nose and shook her head. "Mmm, no, not really."
You laughed, and your heart swelled with love so intense it almost hurt. The front door swung open, and your daughter's voice pierced the air once more with a, "Daddy!"
Her little feet dashed off as she rushed to greet him, leaving you to resume unpacking. You barely had time to refocus when you felt a gentle touch in your hair. Aaron was there, kneeling to your level with a tender smile.Â
"Hi, honey," he said, his hand pausing as he noted the redness around your eyes. "What's wrong angel?"
You reach for the letters, holding them out to Aaron with a half-smile. "Just revisiting the time you were this close to losing the best thing in your life," you tease, a laugh bubbling up. But as the laughter fades, it morphs into a sob.
Aaron's laughter mingled with yours as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close to his chest. "Yeah, that was a close one," he admitted, his voice a soft rumble. "Glad I came to my senses."Â
#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner angst#aaron hotchner#hotch#hotchner#criminal minds angst#cm#thomas gibson#Spotify
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modern!ellie hcs
notes/warnings: this is my first time doing something like this.. đđ i hope u like itđ also, ellie and reader are dating and a lil of loser!ellie... that's just the way she is đ
not proofread i think, i'll try to make it as good gramatically as i can but no promises đđ (english is not my first language forgive me đđ)
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modern!ellie who cuts her own hair.. she REFUSES to go to a hair salon, she says it's a "waste of time and money"
modern!ellie who is kind of into fashion, i think she'd dress like this or like this...
also i just know she LOVES LOVES LOVES jorts, when spring starts that's ALL she'll wear
AND you guys just share clothes, you steal all her clothes and she steals yours
modern!ellie who wears a LITTLE bit of makeup, just mascara and chapstick. highlighter for special occasions
also her lips are so dry... đ she applies chapstick every five minutes and is constantly losing hers so you had to get her a one of those BIG vaseline things because she wouldn't stop stealing yours
modern!ellie who is a cat girl. you guys have like three cats together and they all look like the both of you
also their names are you guys' ship names until you ran out of name combinations and the names you had to choose were something like "sardine" or "chicken nugget"
modern!ellie who just loves kids cartoons like adventure time or the amazing world of gumball
modern!ellie who is CONSTANTLY daydreaming about being spidergirl and swinging around the city (spidergirl!ellie hcs coming soon... đ¤)
modern!ellie who plays minecraft and stardew valley for eight hours straight
modern!ellie who LOVES youtube and can't have a meal without watching a video
i KNOW she loves sinjin drowning. I DON'T MAKE THE RULES đ¤ˇââď¸
modern!ellie who has an INSANE vinyl collection.. it's all divorced dad music but she also owns a few of your favourite albums for when you come over<3
modern!ellie who is a barista. JUST HEAR ME OUT OKAY. while she's studying in college or something she works part time at a cafe... picture her with her little ponytail (like 17yo ellie) and her sleeves rolled up... UGHHHđđ she's so fine i can't.
talking about college... modern!ellie whose major is something nerdy like physics, astronomy or engineering... or maybe even architecture since she likes drawing so much
modern!ellie who was BEGGING you to move in with her until you finally agreed.. your apartment is the cutest thing ever, i feel like ellie's decorating style would be something like this:
modern!ellie who loves cuddling SOOOO MUCH. she's so touchy, she just IS.
modern!ellie whose burps make the entire building shake. it's actually insane and they smell so bad like.. you can smell the subway meatball sandwich she had for lunch earlier that day đđ
modern!ellie who constantly brags about you being her girlfriend, she never shuts up about you. and all of her instagram and tiktok posts would be about you (except from her outfit checks, of course)
modern!ellie who loves those cliche robbing movies, do you know what i'm talking about?? like those about robbing a bank or a museum and there's this incredibly unrealistic plan that comes out perfectly... THOSE kinds of movies. she eats them up EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
modern!ellie who fights with people on the internet constantly đđ she sees a comment on a tiktok video with an opinion different than hers? SHE'LL REPLY. and she's going to wait for HOURS for the other person to respond
modern!ellie who secretly loves laland. i said it.
modern!ellie who either sleeps for 12 hours straight or won't sleep for two days. there's no in between.
modern!ellie whose walk is so funny đđ it's almost like she's jumping while she walks
modern!ellie who carries a picture of you absolutely EVERYWHERE
and your apartment is filled or pictures of both of you
modern!ellie who loves her friends. she makes those stupid tiktok slideshow trends about friends but posts them privately because she's embarrased about it đ˘đ˘đ˘
modern!ellie who has a journal and writes every single thought that crosses her mind down. and when she doesn't have her journal with her she writes in her notes app
modern!ellie who secretly fucks with taylor swift's sad songs and cries to them
okay i think that's enough.. im getting a little too carried away đđ lmk if you like them or if i should make a part two!!
#ellie williams#ellie headcanons#ellie williams headcanons#ellie williams hcs#ellie williams x reader#modern ellie#lesbian#wlw#tlou#tlou2
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college! fratboy!luke situationship
mdni; this is for my fellow ksig!luke truther @starswillow
the idea of staying on campus for the summer almost made you want to reject the research position you were offered by one of the labs in your department, but the stipend, free housing and meals were too good to turn down. you didnât necessarily want to go back to the middle of nowhere indiana to live with your parents for three months, which was the only other option you had, so you stayed while all your friends said their goodbyes and went off to start their summer travels or internships in big cities.Â
you had a planâ you were going to go to lab, go eat, and head straight home. you were going to use the summer to recharge from the stress of your first year in college. you didnât plan to run into luke castellan, who was re-taking a class in the lab next to yours because he fucked up his final experiment so bad, even the professor couldnât figure out what he managed to do. and you definitely didnât plan to fall into a situationship with the newly pledged ksig brother, but here you were.Â
it started out innocently enough. his class ended the same time you took your lunch hour and heâd see you walking out with the rest of the future college drop-outs like him to the dining hall. luke had never seen you around before, after all the school was huge and it seemed like youâd be in classes that he was too dumb to even attempt. for fuckâs sake, he failed chem 101 and you were working in the lab of one of the most respected, tenured professors on campus. it wasnât fully his fault, at least thatâs what he told himself. heâd been sheltered away at a k-12 school in the middle of montauk for all his life and college was his first taste of independence. maybe he went a little overboard sometimes with a party every weekend, joining a fraternity, and serial dating so much that he virtually had no time to do his assignments.Â
around day four of running into you, luke decided to approach you. his opening line was a simple, hey, were you in my stats class last semester? again, he knew you werenât in his class, but he needed an opening to talk to you. you turned around, blinking up at him in confusion because you didnât take a single math class last year, and shook your head. he shrugged and introduced himself anyway.Â
it became a routine after that. if you got out on your lunch break before he did, youâd wait by the benches next to his lab. if he got dismissed from class before you, he would lean against the outside wall of your lab and play mindless games on his phone until you emerged. lunch hours turned into dinner requests to late-night study sessions when you found out he was struggling with chem. (his assumptions were rightâ you were too smart for him. youâd skipped the first two introductory chem classes because the placement test all freshmen took showed that you were way ahead of the curve.)
steadily, lukeâs grades got better, mostly because of you, the two of you spent more time together than apart, and your original plan of using the summer recharging was turned on its head.
it began as the typical college fling. putting hundreds of hormonal teenagers in a confined space was a recipe for disaster. your summer consisted of fooling around with luke in the quiet of your dorm, the backseat of his car, and on occasion, the bathrooms in the chem building when one of you was feeling needy during the day. youâd heard your friends' stories of their hook-up culture experiences and youâd been sexiled by your roommate one too many times for your liking, but you never saw the appeal of it back then. but luke sauntered into your room for the first time when you invited him, with thoughts of things other than understanding covalent bonds in his mind.Â
you werenât blind. you knew there were attractive people on your campus, but youâd never felt physically attracted to any of them, until luke castellan, backpack slung across one shoulder, with a backwards boston red sox cap on, gray sweatpants, and black compression shirt on. the silver chain he always wore around his neck wasnât tucked under his shirt like usual and the diy beaded bracelet he had on his wrist was a perfect contrast to his tanned, veiny hands-- and you knew you were fucked.Â
luke fucked you on the uncomfortable university, twin-xl mattress, drinking in the pretty sounds you were making while his cock deliciously pistoned inside of you. all his notes and books were long forgotten on the floor of your dorm while his hips snapped against yours, teeth nipping at the skin of your collarbone while he groaned the filthiest things in your ear that had you blushing and tightening around his cock. my brilliant girl, but so dumb around my cock. you like that, baby? you take me so well, my best girl.Â
and all you could manage to do was babble out incoherent sentences that usually ended with you panting out his name, the only thing youâd remember through the fog in your mind. luke. luke. luke.Â
he loved it. he loved hearing his name leave your lips, all raw and hoarse, like how he knew his back would look with all the scratches you clawed into his skin. heâd pull out, against his primal urge to plant his cum so deep inside you, and finish on your sternum. then, heâd take his two fingers, scoop up his cum, and watch your greedy tongue suck around his digits with your big, fucked-out, eyes staring at him as if you worshipped him. luke wasnât selfish either, in fact he was giving, which came as a shock to you.Â
heâd spent hours lapping at your aching pussy, eating you out until you were pulling him off with a whine from multiple orgasms, or until his dick was standing at attention again because he couldnât imagine a hotter thing to watch besides seeing your face contort in absolute pleasure because of him.Â
the pillow talk and after-care were amazing too. he wouldnât leave immediately after your long nights together. sometimes, heâd stay in your dorm even when you left to go to the lab for the day. when you came back, your room was pristine. luke would make your bed and clean up the sticky residues from the night before, just to mess it up again a few hours later.
he never shared with you was that he was in a frat that was notorious for having situationships that never amounted to anything but that. so imagine your surprise when you decided to give into your friendsâ insistence and attended the first party of the school year at the ksig house and found luke castellan at the dj booth with his ksig shirt on, surrounded by pretty girls with red cups in their hands. he had his arm thrown over the shoulder of another boy, chris rodriguez, as he screamed out the lyrics to love me by lil wayne.Â
when luke's eyes spotted yours in the crowd, his face broke out into a mischievous smile as he raced down the stage to grab your hand. he led you upstairs to his bedroom, deadbolting the door, and fucked you like it was summer again.
it wasn't bad for your first situationship.
#frances writes#luke castellan#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan imagine#luke castellan pjo#luke castellan fanfic#luke castellan x yn#luke castellan x you#luke castellan x y/n#luke castellan smut
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Valid. With or without validation. (A before there was an A.)
Asexuals, aromantics, and everyone else on the aspec are valid, and were valid even before we had a name for what we were.
In May of 1971, I was born different. There wasnât a name for it. (The committee who wrote the Asexual Manifesto wouldnât even form for another year and four months.) I was valid, but there wasnât even a way to say what about me was valid.
In June of 1989, I graduated from High School. I was barely 18. I was still different. But in all those years, Iâd never encountered the words aromantic or asexual. (Instead, I heard words like frigid, weird, secret f-g, psycho, virgin, and sheltered). In Career And Life Management class, where sex education was a brief module, they didnât even mention X on the Kinsey Scale. We were told it was 1 to 6. Period. (I didnât check, because I was X on the Kinsey Scale, which meant I didnât care about things like the Kinsey Scale.) They managed to find a way to invalidate me without even naming the things they were invalidating!
By April of 1993, I graduated from college, still different. Now I was hearing kinder guess-names for what I was: Busy, focused, fussy, pure, a late-bloomer, and undecided. But I still hadnât heard words like aromantic or asexual. I was at an art school. I heard all the other words. I saw people living all the other words. I saw bi couples, I had gay and lesbian friends and instructors, I had a pansexual classmate, and knew someone who was almost certainly pre-transition trans. I was aromantic and asexual but I had no way of finding those words, or being rescued from my confusion by those words. By this point, I didnât even need validation, anymore. I just wanted understanding.
But I got sent out into the world, to go start my career, and figure out apartments, cars, taxes, utilities, setting up a business, and a million other adult things that took âhoused-or-homelessâ priority over âfiguring out what was âwrongâ with meâ. So, even though there were murmurs on the right talk shows, or screeds in the right ink-and-paper offline zines about asexuality and aromanticism, they werenât in mainstream or sidestream discourse. I had to settle for âdifferent, busy, and single-minded about his careerâ.
It would take until late 2022âover 29 years after I left college and 51 years after I was bornâbefore I started noticing social media posts about âaroaceâ characters who didnât feel love.
Now I had a name for my difference.
I knew exactly what I was, because everything I read about asexuality and aromanticism perfectly matched and explained the experiences Iâd had, and the feelings Iâd felt, since I first noticed I was different at age 12!
Iâd been valid all that time. I saw the other posts saying we didnât belong in this or that community, and the names should be broken up into more categories, and we were taking up space at pride festivals, and this was a made up thing that didnât exist prior to⌠oh, fuck it, it didnât matter. I was aromantic and asexual on the day I was born in 1971; before those two words were available to ordinary people. I was real, I was who I was, and I was valid, and even though I wasnât allowed to know what I was for another five decades full of trauma and loss and hurt, I always was who I was, and so I always was valid, regardless of whether or not anyone else agreed.
And so are you.
#asexual#aromantic#asexuality#aromanticism#aromantic asexual#aroace#aspec#validation#A before the A#2slgbtqia+#lgbtqia
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be a FREAK like me too
warnings: +18 mdni!, smut, pwp, fem!virgin!reader, make out, age gap (not specified but everyone is over 18), fingering.
a/n: english is not my first lenguage!
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Your life was monotonous and boring, with strict parents who only let you leave the house for college things and no little siblings to play with. Everything was like that until one day the circus of monstrosites arrived in the city, and your father decided to take you and your mother to see what show they could offer.
Excited, you dressed in a beautiful white dress with pink flowers that they gave you for your 18th birthday, you subtly made up with a pink eye shadow and a gloss on your lips, you were ready to go out.
. . .
You got out of your fatherâs car and looked around, both excited and scared of what could happen there.
âCome on, honey, or weâll be late,â your mother warned you while she and your father were starting to walk towards the circus.
You ran after them until you reached them and got by their side. Once inside the circus you were amazed, everything was full of colours and lights, the typical circus music sounded in the background while children rode the attractions, you were fascinated.
You approached the entrance of the tent of the show, your father paid for the tickets and you sat in the front row to be able to see the spawns up close.
. . .
The show was halfway through and everything was spectacular, you were delighted with those people with deformities. Everything was going perfectly until Jimmy Darling, the lobster boy, appeared on stage.
You were damned with his beauty, so much so that you overlooked the deformity of his hands. He began his monologue as usual and at one point you clashed looks, making him wink and make you blush, you just wish your parents hadnât realised.
. . .
At the end of the performance everyone got up from the seat and left the tent, including you and your family. You escaped for a moment saying that you would go to the bathroom to actually go in search of that handsome boy who had darned you with his charms.
After a couple of minutes looking for him, you found him about to enter his caravan and accelerated the pace until you reached him.
âMr. Darling?â You said once you were behind him, touching his shoulder to get his attention. He turned confused about who was calling him until he saw you and smiled.
âOh, you, youâre the girl in the front row, right? Whatâs your name?â He said and you nodded your head, telling him your name.
âI just wanted to tell you that I loved your show, it was wonderfulâ you smiled cheerfully as you put your hands behind your back.
âYouâre such a sweetheart. No girl had come before after a performance to congratulate me,â he replied winking at you once again, making you blush and look the other way briefly.
âWell, just... just wanted to tell you that. Iâm leaving nowâ you said goodbye with your hand and turned around to go back to your parents.
âWait!â You heard Jimmyâs voice behind you and turned your head to look at him âIs it okay if we see each other someday?â
You were very excited when he asked you that, you were excited to be able to spend more time with him.
âOf course yes,â you replied with a wide smile.
âPerfect, is it okay if we meet in the âCoffee and Jhonsâ cafeteria? Itâs a good place to see each otherâ he suggested, shrugging his shoulders.
In your head you were already making a plan to be able to leave the house without your parents knowing that you were going to see a boy, much less could they know that that boy was a spawn.
âOkay, Iâll see you there tomorrow at 12 am?â You said this time with a small smile.
. . .
You had deceived your parents by saying that you were going to your friend Aliceâs house to study when you were actually about to reach your meeting point with Jimmy.
Your stomach was full of butterflies, you had never lied to your parents before, much less to go see a boy. But it wasnât just any boy, it was Jimmy Darling.
You entered the cafeteria and looked around you until you found Jimmy sitting on one of the stools at the bar, waiting for you. You approached him from behind and touched his shoulder making him turn around.
âHello Jimmyâ You greeted with a small smile, you were very nervous.
âHi darlingâ He said grabbing your hand and leaving a kiss on it, to which in response your cheeks were coloured.
When he saw how you blushed, Jimmy smiled from ear to ear making his cheekbones stand out. You sat on the stool next to him and asked for a cherry coke to drink and a cupcake, while he asked for a beer.
You immediately realised the leather gloves that covered his hands, and you frowned confused. âWhy are you wearing those gloves?â You asked delicately, without wanting to offend him.
âWell, as you know, I have lobster hands and many people could be scared to see them,â he replied while still smiling.
You took one of his hands and stroked it over the glove. âIâm not scared of your handsâ you said as you looked him in the eyes with a soft smile, which warmed his heart.
. . .
It had already been several weeks since your secret meeting with Jimmy, and you did not stop running away from home to go see him at any time. This time he had rented a motel room just for the two of you. Were you nervous? Yes, and a lot.
You stalled through the window of your room and ran down the street where Jimmy was waiting for you with his motorcycle.
âHello, darling,â he said when you rode behind him on the motorcycle and grabbed his waist so you didnât fall. âReady to go?â
The road to the motel was quiet, it was night so there were not many people on the street and you could enjoy a small walk before reaching your destination.
You entered the reception of the motel and Jimmy asked for the key to your room and then go to the elevator to go to your room.
âYou look beautiful today, more than usualâ He said while the elevator doors closed.
âThank you very much,â you answered with a smile while blushing, his flirtatious comments always made you blush.
He approached you and placed one hand on your cheek and the other on your waist, curiously today he was not wearing his leather gloves. âCan I kiss you?â He asked in a whisper as he brought his face closer to yours, to which you nodded.
He kissed your lips gently, he knew it was your first kiss and didnât want to scare you. You corresponded to the kiss, nervous but excited.
The elevator doors opened, this time leaving you on the floor of your room. Jimmy slowly separated from you, âCome onâ said as he grabbed your hand and guided you to the room.
Once inside the room he closed the door and kissed you again, but this time with more passion. You opened your eyes surprised at his action, you didnât expect such a hungry kiss after that sweet kiss he had given you minutes ago.
He guide you to the bed, making you both sit on it while you were still kissing. You followed the kiss shyly until you gained more confidence, thatâs when Jimmy licked your lower lip to ask for permission and be able to put his tongue in your vocal cavity, which you agreed to.
Your tongues were dancing inside your mouths in a heated and exciting kiss. Jimmy grabbed your shoulders and gently pushed you until your back collided with the bed mattress, leaving you lying down.
His large fused hands walked through your body being careful not to touch any inappropriate place until it reached your waist, stopping there and separating slightly from the kiss. âIs everything okay?â He asked looking into your eyes to make sure you were comfortable.
âYes Jimmy, Iâm greatâ You confirmed with a smile as you rested one of your hands on his cheek and raised your head to kiss him again.
He reciprocated the kiss gladly and his hands moved around your body again, this time leaving them right on your thighs and putting them a little under your dress. His thumbs drew small figures on your inner thighs while his hands moved very slowly â so as not to alarm you â towards your centre.
When the tips of his fingers grazed your underwear you shuddered and separated from the kiss, looking at Jimmy a little scared.
âShh, donât worry, darlingâ He tried to reassure you as he lowered his kisses to your neck and hid his face there. âCan I?â He asked as he wrapped his fingers in the strip of your panties, to which you nodded.
He slowly lowered the garment down your legs, caressing them in the process. âTell me, honey, have you ever touched yourself down there?â He asked by taking his face out of your neck to look into your eyes with a smile on his face.
âYes, but only a couple of timesâ You replied embarrassed as you looked away from him, to which Jimmy laughed.
âItâs fine. Does it bother you if I touch you?â You bit your lower lip repressing a smile at how understanding and respectful he was.
âYes, please touch meâ You begged slightly as you looked at him again with big and bright eyes.
Jimmy did not hesitate to start caressing your clit with two of his fused fingers to prepare you, to which you covered your mouth with both hands to repress the sounds that threatened to come out of your throat.
âOh, pretty girl, let those beautiful sounds come out, I want to hear you moanâ He said without any qualms making you blush, but you listened to him and took your hands away from your face.
His fingers went from caressing your clit to surrounding your entrance, which made you let out a little gasp. âJimmy...â you whispered as your breathing agitated.
âAre you ready?â He asked leaving a small kiss on your cheek, you nodded and he began to put his fused fingers through your entrance very delicately so as not to hurt you.
You closed your eyes and hissed slightly while your fists clung to the sheets. At first it hurt a little but then the pain was replaced by pleasure little by little.
Your back bent over and moans and more prominent sighs began to come out of your mouth, your hands clung to Jimmyâs biceps while your face contoured with pleasure. Jimmy looked at your face with a big smile, proud of himself for causing you so much pleasure with just his fingers.
His wide fingers caused you an indescribable pleasure, they widened your vaginal walls deliciously. You couldnât stop moaning loudly, and you were surprised when his thumb began to caress your clit again.
âJimmy... I- I think Iâm going to comeâ That phrase made him smile even more, and he began to speed up his movements.
âI know honey, I can feel it,â he said as he began to kiss your jaw and leave a path of kisses up to your neck. âYou just let yourself go, let it goâ
It didnât take you much longer to finish, moaning his name loudly and closing your eyes tightly. Jimmy laughs slightly when he took his fingers out of your intimacy and saw how wet they were, and then put them in his mouth and savour your juices.
âJimmy! Donât do that...â You said covering your face with both hands because of the shame.
âWhy wouldnât I do it? You are deliciousâ He let out a little laugh at your reaction and then lay down next to you, passing an arm behind your shoulders and curling up with you. âNow letâs rest for a while, itâs been a very trying moment... but donât think Iâm done with youâ He said the latter giving you a small spanking.
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