#....and this is the BETTER version of that post i never finished!!!
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Oh. Okay cool.
Your peice is wrong tho.
Hey everyone, the AI voice lines I made are for the ONE chapter of Life Longe Strangers Podfic as an experimental piece. It's fully stated and tagged as such. And 3d "renders" should actually be corrected to "render' as in one. That I posted and tagged as being "ai".
The background of the colored version is a freaking screenshot of the game I had there as a pose and clothing detail reference
Oh, my harsh, crisp lines were a trial that I decided that I didn't like because the piece is supposed to feel more emotional and less focused.
Which is why I went from the game model references to reference poses on pinterest that fel more organic.
The background was the last thing I did so of cource its only dont on one? I was just doing a different order to see what worked better. It's a blended color blocking for light and shadows.
Also! I bet you didn't know because most of your art is never quite cleaned up and finished but there are so many great background rendering turorials on YouTube. You should check them out! That's what I did. If you put some time in and practice, you might one day render something until it actually looks finished.
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this is no place of honor. nothing good is buried here. like, look at those tags, jesus fucking christ icansayithewasalsojewish there they are, i'm at fucking PEAK 2:11 in the morning brain and i got hooked on the discourse rod like two hours ago at this point? i've been rewriting the same sentence over and over again trying to come up with a way to insult most of the people on this site while excluding all the people i'd feel legit fucking terrible making feel bad (which. includes forseeably anybody reading this unless the grace of god does- AAAAAAAUGHGHGHGGG JUST PUBLISH THE FUCKING THING
yooo this post literally begins "as a trans woman" and is about "discourse", uncool fetish shit, and like. idfk if theres even word for that other thing. People That Are Not Trans Women Keep Your Mouths Shut On This. Maybe Nobody Should Reply At All Actually? i've reached paranoid moralizing stink-beast levels that i don't even really know what to logically do with like i SHOULD post something and this is like my fifth time trying but also it feels deeply unwholesome to either reject or welcome outside input.
being a a trans woman, (which is. fucking relevant because YES THIS SHIT GETS TUMLBRFIED ALONG DEMOGRAPHIC LINESSSSS I'M REWRITING A FOLLOW UP THAT MORE DIRECLTY MADE CLEAR IT WAS ABOUT TRANSMISOGYNISTIC REACTIONS TO THINGS-RANGING-FROM-COMPLETELY-INNOCUOUS-TO-FRINGE-CASE-PERVERT-SHIT-I.-JFC-I-CANT-EXPLAIN-IT-MORE-AGAIN-I'LL-COLLAPSE) one who is NOT immune to internet horny in all its forms ranging from innocuous to.... Less [private information/"backstory" expunged tldr the internet can fuck you up especially if you grow to view it as a place of refuge] and is ALSO extremely adamant that Hey I Think That People Should Face Repercussions For Publicly Saucing Up On "Gross" (don't. make me spell out the exact points at which i think the enjoyment of a particular subject can be morally justifiable we'd be here all week and we'd kill ourselves before the talk was done) Shit but ALSO also the moral phucking filosopher in me can't shake off the feeling that Even Kink Shaming For Legit "Dangerous" Shit (in. interpersonal and cultural normalization ways not "shoot your boyfriend in the pancreas" ways) Still Fucking Counts As Sexual Harassment*** and. ghahghhhh.
at least if i didn't have a moral backbone i could hang out with those smug pretentious fictional bullshit loving DOUCHEBAGS but no i guess i'd chose "foolhardy and can-have-their-sense-of-Innate-Morality-swayed-into-fascistic-tendencies yet barring those incidencees are still fundamentally deep down good" to "i have pleasured myself with uranium-27 every evening for the past three years and its everyone elses problem, radiation is a puritanical myth" (or for that matter "foolhardy and easily swayed into fascistic tendencies and pretending to be good but its mostly people getting mad at trans women for calling themselves dogs or being furries". i do not intend to equivocate The Bad Thing Thats Transmisogynist with my own fucking sad little adoptive poop house filled with people failing to actually make any progress in extricating 'that stuugh' from the contexts where its fucking dangerous but like hey we're trying and i guess thats better than worshipping the the fucking stuff)
*** just bc i call it that doesn't mean arguments can't be made as to why its necessary or for the public good bla bla bla i'm not strictly arguing against it its just. even entertaining that it might be a lesser of two evils opens up so many fucking unsanswerable questions and my feelings-of-personal-shame-and-guilt engines just start kicking in bc this shit can't even be framed as "rationally" or "concisely" as a fucking trolley problem i'm moral relativisming my way into absolutism somehow i pray for hell to be real so that the duty of judgement can be left to hands other than my own for I Too am imperfect (albeit not in a way that gets off to children, LOL, get fucked i do still have the moral highground, like not over YOU necessarily but over those *other* dipshits that neither of *us* like)
#is 'is legitimately salty she can't just be an eviler person because that life of ignorance and harm sounds so much easier than this carp'#a bad person thing#lmao#<- said as a joke. i feel like 'bad person thing' should be inane enough an oversimplification that my ascription of morality to whats a th#thought that brings me to no actual different standing besides “FUCK those dickheads in their ivory tower of fictitious bullshit” is not me#meant in seriousness#....and this is the BETTER version of that post i never finished!!!#last remark if i type further than this my eye will explode: its. not enough to have the moral highground. that shits easy. the lack of cla#clarity on what to DO with it aside from the vague 'expunge bad thing from polite society which will totally be achievable ever prommy' is#where the actual fucking issue comes in#also. i've been adding tags in order of changes i've made to this#so. the first tags are following offa the bit before the asterixes. lmao.
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Compilation of EVERY single time they changed Hobie's filter in the digital version:
Left: Theatrical release Right: Digital release
You might have to click on some of them to get a better look at Hobie, sadly I don't have a video editor that allows me to make better edits than these :')
#This took so long to make lol#cause I had to edit every scene with Hobie from both versions so I could watch them right after one another to compare them#I did this with ALL the scenes he's in also the ones where he's on screen as spider-punk#but they only changed his filters in these scenes so it was a waste of time :')#sidenote: no it wasn't it's never a waste of time to look at hobie I just couldn't use it for my GIFset lol#I also made a bouns one but I'm not allowed to post more than 30 GIFs in one post apparently so I guess I just won't add it then...#but Hobie was basically filterless during all these scenes in the theatrical version#I like that they gave him more different filters in the digital version#the only change I don't like is in the first GIFs#cause like that one post pointed out it looks like they removed his lipstick for some reason#also really wish I had a better video editor so we could get a closer look at Hobie but I did my best with what I had#also slowed some of them down to get a better look at them#been having this idea for a while and now I finally finished it!#which means I can go back to working on my fics now#hopefully lol#also lemme know if there are some other scens you guys want me to make comparisons of#cause I have both versions#the theatrical release isn't the highest quality though so if you know where I can get my hands on a better version lemme know ;)#hobie brown#spider punk#miles morales#spider man#peter b parker#jess drew#miguel o'hara#spider man across the spider verse#across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#atsv#theatrical version
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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miraaa!!! <3
greyscale version under cut !
#woagh first colored isat art#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#sorry abt posting a wip a month ago never finishing it and then just having to scrap it and redo it </3#at least this version looks better i think#my art
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A couple extra shots that I never ended up using.
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Erenville#Viera#male viera#Wuk Lamat#Hrothgar#Female Hrothgar#I got interrupted and never got to finish these#(It was going to be part of the set where Wuk Lamat Finds Out:tm:)#And Imma be real with you I like how these turned out waaaaay better than the ones I posted in the final version#but the idea of trying to match poses shaders lighting etc to finish it to match these made me want to cry.#I'm actually really happy with how Wuk Lamat's face posing turned out in this tho.#So I guess I didn't want to *not* share them.
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God. What if Pandora didn’t want to open the box. What if she was manipulated, her hands tied to and guided by strings she couldn’t shake off. What if when she released the horrors out into the world, Hope chose to stay with her, in the box. What if Pandora couldn’t rid herself of that guilt. What if Hope couldn’t convince her that not all was lost, and that she wasn’t responsible for the strings around her hands. That she wasn’t a monster.
What if Pandora and Hope found a way to trap everything in the box again. What if Pandora couldn’t do it. What if she didn’t want anyone else to feel the guilt she did. What if she thought that trapping the horrors in the box would just doom everyone into the same cycle. What if she felt she had to break it by bearing the suffering of everyone else. What if Hope tried to convince her that it could be better. What if she wouldn’t save herself. What if Hope had to kill Pandora for a chance to save everyone, including her. What if they both were sealed in the box. What if no one ever knew what happened to them. What if their last words to the world and to each other were “I love you.”
What if the world ending was never Pandora’s fault, but in her guilt and grief she blamed herself for it, and the Hope that voluntarily stayed by her side had to take her life to save it.
What if?
#ive been sorta rotating this around my brain the past week or so.#yeah.#anyways.#i will NEVER be over this#i just. once saw someone refer to martin as the ‘humanity that they’re saving and will save them’ or something along those lines#and well. hope and humanity are kinda the same thing arent they?#hell i think in some versions of the myth hope is actually referred to as humanity#and this just started rattling around my head#but i can’t quite get the words right#im going to post it anyway. because better to have written down something than nothing at all.#but i can’t quite get the words right.#it has however also made me realize that jumanji is also pandoras box#which is kinda funny#the magnus archives#mag 200#pandoras box#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i guess now that ive processed it for a week or so. its time to listen to the post-season content and start the magnus protocol.#actually it may have been two weeks. i don’t remember when exactly i finished it.#anyway.#its late i need sleep.#tma#the magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma s5 spoilers#tma finale spoilers#how to tag this so that anyone listening for the first time does not see………
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RED STRIPES
JET BOOTS⁉️
#sonic#sth#shadow#shadow the hedgehog#sonic fanart#happy sonadow generations release day everyone 🍾 gay hedgehogs have become real#i finished this a while ago and never got around to posting it so. what better day than today#two versions as well bc i cant decide which i like better </3#im having so much fun with the shadow campaign i feel like im 16 again#my art
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Don't remind me // I'm minding my own damn business Don't try to find me // I'm better left alone than in this
Belated Christmas gift for @kissayoubasard <3
#disco elysium#ruby the instigator#disco elysium ruby#my art#ough I am SEVERELY unhappy with it but it was dipping into the dangerous go on and you'll never finish this#so ough. yea#better posted than deleted#anyway ily gio more rooby is coming#GASLIGHTS YOU. U DIDNT SEE THE TOO DARK FOR PHONE VERSION U DID NOT
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Boy King Seb :D
#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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Stealing YO Cake! 🍰
The great ninja Yuffie will be taking this! After all, it’s MY birthday, SUCKER!
Birthday present I did for @skysabri9! ^w^✨✨
Yuffie is her favorite FF7 character (Also one of my favs too x3) so I decided to draw her, added Nanaki because he's basically Yuffie's plushie ^w^💕
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#final fantasy 7#ff7#ff7 remake#ff7 rebirth#yuffie kisaragi#yuffie#ff7 yuffie#nanaki#red xiii#chibi#semi realistic#miscellaneous#artists on tumblr#I always add so many details to chibis#details that I know most people wont see because I shrink the pics to post them but oh well lol#I still do anyway#I did every single hair... As usual xD#sabri has the actual size of this pic and other versions xD#love yuffie ♥ she's there to bring you joy and she delivers LOL xD#just in time for Yuffie's birthday! So happy birthday Yuffie!🎉🎉#I never manage to post anything on character's birthdays but since I finished this months ago I thought it'd be nice to post it now lol#if you're curious PLEASE read the link attached on the title I explain things way better there and give details of the process and such x3#logo means personal work x3
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idk what possessed me to draw this today im not even into dangan anymore. nostalgia + the urge to draw body horror on a wednesday morning i guess.
#kokichi ouma#blood tw#body horror tw#drv3#i never even finished playing through v3#started like 4 years ago#yeah i was a quarantine danganronpa kid#unfortunately#theres a non bloody version of this i might post later i just like the bloody one better#danganronpa
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ok. final edits coming tomorrow and i am being so fucking for real about that. they’re loaded in ao3 and everything. for now it’s just wwgattai and debriefing, i only have very minor minor edits to the other one-shots but those’ll come a little later so i can kind of stagger posting them if that makes sense.
in case ur interested in the overarching changes i’ve made, these are the themes upon which i’ve expanded, just for shits & gigs:
my surface-level top gun 1986 character analysis of tom kazansky that he is so successful in the navy because he follows rules/orders (compared to maverick, who doesn’t follow orders & stagnates in the ranks): taking that shit to the extreme. expanded on the politics of “just following orders.” he is complicit in a cycle of “just following orders” and eventually becomes the one giving the orders at the top. internalized homophobia/compulsive heterosexuality also is really another way to “just follow orders.”
in a similar vein: expanded on the idea of choice and free will. how much of ice’s life he “just lets happen to him/goes along with” vs. the things other people tell him to do vs. the things he actually chooses to want & go after. all three categories often overlap in a way that is very confusing for him.
the “long-distance” aspect of icemav’s relationship. it’s difficult enough to pull off an LDR (speaking from personal experience); it’s even harder when you’re both in denial that it’s actually happening. when you’re separated by distance, it takes a lot of effort to come home. that’s not something that just happens. you have to keep actively choosing to be with each other.
the honest truth: ice is not fighting for his rights/general acceptance, and if he were then the navy would either kick him out/his conservative subordinates wouldn’t treat him with the respect his job requires, which means that, from a realist perspective, his relationship with maverick and his naval career are absolutely incompatible with each other. he’s compromising both to have the other. he cannot openly have both. there’s a lot of tension there that was not fully resolved in previous versions of this series.
more freaking out about being old/close to retirement, which i completely neglected in the previous versions of this fic. what does it mean to retire if you’re defined by your successful career and service to your country? what does it mean to retire if you haven’t figured out your relationship with the person you might accidentally have to spend the rest of your life living with?
#im still not happy with this story but I’ve come to the conclusion that i never will be#unless i start over from the beginning#which i can’t do bc i have a life#so#at this point whatever im just gonna post what i have which at least is a little better#it’s long as fuck though just a warning#like 20-25% longer than current version#gonna post & then take a break. i need a break lol#at some point i will finish the slider one shot so i can print off my final copy of this series#so like that will happen at some point#but yeah i need a break#process poasting#edts notes
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i loveeee making playlists this is a little known fact about me. my playlists r like my babies
#unfortunately i never finish them bc i csn never be fully satisfied w how the vibes and lyrics and everything match up#i do have a couple on my profile rn (LINK IN PINNED. LOL) but i have like a billionthst r like forever wips#i have twooo that r BASICALLY DONE i just need to do srt for the covers. and these are my ice emperor redo#and a jaya playlist … 🤨 but miserable version.#jaya DIVORCE playlist#that ones complex.#i struggle w making them understnadable for others lolol#my last ie one i wrote like a full google docs thing explaining each song choice in detail#but im hoping the new version is better. more understnadable#its abt my like complex interpretation of zane and vexs relationship.#the original went from like#them meeting to the intense codependency to the slow fallout and then like. zane After it all#the new one is kinda the same but shuffled round a bit. and condensed w different songs in parts#it has a LITTLE bit post vex. but doesnt dwell quite so much#immm not sure abt my jaya playlist it might need more refining.#but its like the idea of them almost feeling obligated to be together at first#and then slowly realising it wont work but its already hurt them both#but it has a good ending i think.#im kinda not sure on it but ill have to relisten. its kind of a rlly conplex thing in my mind so hard to wrap up in a playlist#other ones im working on rn are a birdrickkkk playlist. lol. and also maybe skybound??#im also hoping to be able to make more general playlists for each of the ninja that i can keep updating#my lloyd one is coming along nicely and the jay one. Has Songs in it. but the rest r like 1-2 songs each 😭 wtf#im gonna do some research. (listening to other ppls playlists and picking out the stuff i like)#im like superrrr fussy w my playlists thi LOL#liteeally i am that guy listening to playlists liek ‘he would not fucking be represented bu that’#BTW THIS IS KINDA FUNNY. is theres sooo many rick playlists w the desc liek ‘ugh i made a REAL rick playlist bc he wld NOT listen to mitski’#and like. true. but this isnt for him. ITS FOR ME#for the record. rick would listen to breakcore. thats my wisdom.#my rick playlist wld PISS those ppl off. lololllllll watever#IM OUT OF TAGS LOL ok thats my thiughts. byeeeee
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This started off as just muscle practice bc I saw a funny looking stock photo that reminded me of Fred and his burgers. Still struggling with side profiles, it’s the nose size and ear placement that gets me stumped x.x
Here’s a d drawing of dad Chad and his two oc kids (Xavier and Amelia), I couldn’t decide whether to cut off their feet (bc dear god are they ugly) or just keep them (bc it would look weird without them in this pose) >_>
Fred and Chad belong to @heart-hunted ^_^
#noob artist#heart hunted fanart#heart hunted game#hh fred#hh chad#hh oc#tried out shading but tbh I’m too lazy to do it for every drawing#been trying to get better with drawing muscles#the Fred drawing has an alt version#but that’s never gonna see the light lolol#I have another finished drawing ready to be posted in a couple days
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“Helen!” Helen tries to hold back the smile, but Rob is already grinning at her, his beer in hand. “Let me get you a drink! Wine, yeah?”
She rolls her eyes through a laugh, but answers, “White, thanks.”
“You got it,” Rob says with a finger point. “What about you Daz? You on the wine or beers tonight, mate?”
Dale, looking horrified at the nickname, still smiles politely as he says, “Beer, thanks Rob.”
Rob clicks his tongue, grin never fading. “Back in a moment, guys.”
ive actually already changed this first draft bc i decided that keeping dale in the fic just so i could write rob calling him daz isn't a good enough reason to include him, but the point of this post stands that there really is something about writing rob that is just SO fun. i can see all his funny little expressions in my mind's eye. he's the loveliest. my best friend. my no. 1 guy.
#the actual idea is helen and rob being besties at the christmas party and dale being there stops that being its best unfortunately#also this is shit in many ways rn but im gonna make this 5% of a fic in version 2.0 so much better i am putting that into the universe#i can See where it is going and fingers crossed i can get there!!!!#i mean there's an 80% chance i never finish this but you gotta shoot your shots anyway#that's why im on new fic no. 5 in just a couple of days#like my god the amount of documents i have open rn. ridiculous.#my post tag
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