#-not being able to function normally

[corner-collects-rocks]

every once in a while i’ll remember the scene where renee needs to borrow andrews car to go bust jean out. specifically when she knocks to wake the boys up neil on instinct reaches under his pillow to grab a knife/gun or something to defend himself and he grabs andrews arm on accident and andrew just kinda looks at him. i think abt that a lot.

i think abt how in a way its kinda symbolic of how neil can begin to rest and how andrew will look out for him as well. a reminder that even after everything neil isn’t doing this alone.

idk i think thats like one of my favorite bits of the whole series and i think about it like all the time. like a concerning amount of time maybe.

[ri-afan]

Thought posed:

Danny does the college stuff and interning for stuff at Wayne Enterprises while living in Gotham, but he doesn’t catch the Bats attention because he simultaneously is both Just Normal Enough while the Bats are Slightly Out Of Step of normal long enough that things with Danny don’t catch their attention. (Gotham as a whole is a huge ‘well this might as well happen’ place and after however many years…the threshold is a bit off for weirdness. Pair that up with normal Batdrama and role-code-switching and minor things are likely going to be subconsciously overlooked if not clocked as Dangerous.)

(Does Danny know the Bats’ IDs? … He would deny it if asked. Not his circus business though. He does think it’s smart that they at least try to cover their faces, unlike when he played the hero. He meets Clark before Superman and feels like he’s on the Office or something.)

Danny moves on with the astro-stuff (whether an astronaut, an astrophysicist, or whatever else) in another city and catches the attention of another hero as Not Normal, What’s Up With That Guy?? (two parts coincidence, one part Danny’s willingness to trust for the better, one part Uncanny) and they track his history to Gotham/WE and decide to ask the Batclan if they knew anything.

They find out nothing really is wrong with Danny (…the JLD was not called or conferred with, unfortunately for all) but it does spark the reeducation refresher of the Gotham Clan for Human Weirdness (that also educated the rest in just how messed up Gotham can be).

[front-facing-pokemon]

[c0rpseductor]

i love having bpd bc ill feel rejected for the dumbest most nonsensical shit in the universe and know that if i open my mouth to ask for reassurance i'll sound like a disgusting clingy hysteric and have to just sit there biting off my own tongue and swallowing it. because my brain is broken and makes me think people hate me and tries to get me mad at them over shit like the punctuation in their texts or whatever. and also society believes i am biologically evil because of this

[acediaedeus]

do you ever wonder whether Ichigo had dreams as a kid? did he ever lay in bed, after being tucked in by his loving mother, and imagine his future? and do you ever think about Ichigo, right after his youth, spent being a weapon of war, has ended? about him coming home after a tiring day, filled with what is, in comparison, trivial human matters, and just sitting there for a moment? and then coming to bed and trying very hard to not imagine anything at all? do you? because I don’t!

[altarfates]

hoping and praying that they do a med review for me this week and i can actually sleep for more than four hours again it's been two weeks i am actively perishing.

[anabetel35]

Hey does anyone want to talk about the way that Harumi will most definetly have all of the identity issues you may have post-crystalized? You know. Harumi, who spent her whole life dedicated to hatred and trying to bring back an evil that everyone fought so hard to cast away? Who devoted herself to not one but two evil overlords? Who thought that the ninja deserved her hate until she died for the first time and until she was moments away from helping the person who she should've despised all along destroy the world as she knew it? Who spent her entire adolescent life when she was supposed to be a teenager and establishing human connections and figuring out who she was plotting, running a whole biker gang and manipulating most people around her?? Who DIED and is a zombie now? Probably? Who now might not even have a heartbeat to remind her that she's human? Who's worldview has just turned inside out and who will have to live with becoming the exact person that the little kid she did everything for would've hated? Who, for the first time in her life, doesn't have heroes that she can look up to and put on a pedestal, no figure to devote herself to? If not I'll just go into a corner to think about herself on my own--

[honeyconez]

guys hear me out would painis cupcake pay taxes? Because he’s not like mega insane like ass pancakes I think he’d pay his taxes in my professional opinion.

[taroet-archive]

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜ caroline + stiles

Oh. Oh. Oh. Okay, see, he thought he had a handle on this whole situation— thought he was being slick, casually suggesting something that could be a date but also technically could not be, in case she wasn’t into it. A low-risk, high-reward kind of deal. But now, she was looking at him, saying Are you asking me out on a date? & his brain had just stopped working.

His mouth opened. Then shut. Then opened again. Nothing. Absolute radio silence from the part of his brain responsible for forming sentences. “ Uh— ” He cleared his throat, scrambling for words. “ I mean . . . am I? ” A pause. “ Wait. No. That’s a dumb response. Yes? No, not no. Yes. ” He squeezed his eyes shut for half a second. “ Wow. Okay. Let me try again because that was embarrassing for everyone involved. ” Deep breath. Focus.

“ So, here’s the thing— I thought I was being smooth. Like, casually throwing something out there that could potentially be interpreted as a date, but also, you know, not a date, just in case you weren’t into that idea. A Schrödinger’s Date, if you will. ” He gestured vaguely. “ But now that you’re asking me if I’m asking you, I feel like that means my plan failed spectacularly & I should clarify that— yes. Yes, I am asking you out on a date. ”

A short silence. His fingers drummed anxiously against his leg. “ And, uh— if you need me to, like, re-ask in a way that sounds less like a panicked deer in headlights, I can totally do that. ” He exhaled sharply. “ So, yeah. That was an official date invitation. Completely intentional. No take-backs. ” Another pause. His lips quirked. “ So . . . was that a yes? ”

[vacalimpia]

i must say i did not expect getting a chronic illness diagnosed would be of any help, i thought it wouldn't matter since ive already had it unknowingly for 2 years, but it's actually quite helpful... I suddenly can hardly remember the feeling of having moments where I can't do anything because of my fibromyalgia, which is nice☺️☺️ Without it it feels I can be more optimistic.

But at the same time I can't help but feel the dread of having to take antidepressants for the rest of my life so i can get close to functioning like a normal person. I am quite dependant on them to go through the day without pain and be able to sleep properly. Something about that makes me feel a bit lonely😓😓

[splattacks]

it's been one of these days. bad

[exhaustedwerewolf]

christ. texted me boss I’d be in tomorrow and I’m feeling better. only for her to be like well your gp declared you unfit for work so hr won’t let you work. only for me to be like. okay I’ll see if I can get my gp to declare me fit for work in the morning I guess since it’s an afternoon/evening shift… only to start feeling unwell.

[rubyneo]

guy who is having the strangest stress dreams known to man voice haha nah i just didnt sleep well last night

[grinningghoulie]

A bad anxiety day >< )

[theholtster]

To all the people I've had conversations with that end with me barely saying anything or just nothing at all it's not because I'm disinterested it's just because I'm a stupid failure who can't communicate at all like a normal human being sorry for the mixup

[evilestscientist]

I will never understand people who brag about getting no sleep