#-Kai

[the-scheme-system]

I’ve noticed that it’s rather difficult to find medical kink content from the other perspective, well I’m here to provide.

Disclaimer: I hope it’s obvious but I am not an actual doctor. This is a fetish that I can’t control having, obviously I would never actually do this to someone.

Warnings: non-con, medical fetish, abuse of power dynamics, this doctor should not be licensed, a simultaneously great and terrible understanding of the medical system, clinical terminology such as “genitalia” and “vaginal canal”, sub has a vulva/vagina and they/them is used.

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To make it clear, I hardly desire physical contact at all. The idea of doing anything sexual with my own body disgusts me, the only pleasure I get from this is mental, which I feel somehow makes it more sadistic.

I walk down the hallway towards the exam room, reading through the chart and smirking under my mask. I stop in front of the door, straighten my back and clear my throat. I knock firmly and wait a few seconds before walking in.

“Good morning, I’m Dr. Chisaki, you must be (name)”

After getting a nod from the nurse opposite me, I look over at our patient. Observing how they look away from my gaze, playing with their fingers and shifting uncomfortably. I lean over the desk and double check the information on my computer before turning back to them. From this point, my focus should solely be on the clinical aspects. For a while I was ashamed to admit any enjoyment I got from this. What kind of doctor would feel this way about their patients? I should be ashamed of myself. But I’m not. Any shame left me a long time ago, and at this point I rationalize it to myself by saying it’s normal to enjoy your job. Right?

I take my place at the end of the exam table, glancing quickly to the nurse and then down at the instrument tray. I grab and begin to put on the exam gloves, the patient noticeably reacts to this. Seeming more uncomfortable as time goes on. The nurse squeezes their hand gently, the patient starts to relax, but suddenly someone is calling for the nurse from the hall.

“Oh dear- I’ll just be a second I’m so sorry-“ she rushes out.

I follow her, glancing out the door as she exits. Before slyly locking it behind her. I turn back to my patient, who looks a lot more concerned

“Now, shall we begin?”

The patient seems too nervous to protest as I make my way back, changing my gloves after having touched the lock.

I ask them to lay back, to just try to relax and that this will be over as soon as possible. Gently at first, I try to spread their legs. They hesitate, so I become a bit more firm. I notice them close their eyes and I will admit I silently chuckle to myself,

“For some people it’s easier to have their eyes closed and for some it’s easier to have them open. Do whichever makes you feel more comfortable, but I will advise you most first time patients prefer to be able to see what I’m doing.”

Their eyes slowly open as I lift the gown, a gloved finger gently tracing along their labia. Their breath hitches and I feel them tense

“Please just try to relax”

I begin to gently press it into them, slowly, watching for any pain or reaction at all. They squirm a bit, looking away from me, but I can feel how they’re actually feeling. Surprisingly wet, I’m able to push another finger in with little effort. This causes more of a reaction though. They gasp slightly then immediately turn their head away, squeezing their eyes shut. They may try to ignore that, but I can’t ignore how they clenched down at first. I begin to slowly move my fingers, gently pushing in and curling them. They try to not react, and for a few seconds they’re successful, but as I push my fingers deeper a moan draws from their lips.

I make no visible reaction, but I’m smiling under the mask. I begin to focus on moving deeper, I am actually performing an exam after all. Two fingers continuing to thrust and curl inside of them, I start to look over and examine the external genitalia with my other hand. Deciding it would be best if I also examine clitoral function while I’m here. Thumb pressing gently into it, I feel them clench more. They attempt to close their legs but I firmly redirect it. Giving them a warning glare, the first time I’ve really bothered to make eye contact. They look more scared at that, but it’s quickly overshadowed but my hands getting back to work.

I’ve learned in this job that consistency is what causes an orgasm. A predictable rhythm their body can fall into. And before they even realize it, they’ll be cumming around my fingers. Not this one though, this one was actually enjoying it. I could tell they were still trying very hard to hold back, but at a certain point instinct takes over. The way their body would jerk, the noises they attempted to stifle, all of it led to me leaning over them further than normal, hand planted next to their head. Looking down at them, watching them unravel. They shyed away from me, and I continued. It didn’t take very much longer, I let them close their legs this time. They reached up to cover their mouth, and came on my exam table. Shaking, crying, gripping onto whatever they could reach. Looking up at me for guidance

“You did wonderfully” I reassure.

They nod a bit and look away, I slowly remove my fingers and stand straight beside them. Carefully removing the gloves and washing my hands thoroughly.

“I’ll give you a few minutes to clean up while I record my findings, I’ll return in about five minutes. You’re welcome to either leave when you’re done and receive the results through email, or you can wait here and we can discuss them in person.”

They nod and I make my exit, walking down the hall and spotting my nurse. She was sitting at her desk, charting. She glances up for a moment and I see her quirk a brow at me, I nod at her. We both knew she wasn’t coming back into that exam room.

I sit down at my desk and begin to chart

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Patient Name: Date of Birth:

Exam Date: Conducting Physician:

Supervising Physician:

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“Exam progressed as usual with no incidents. No significant or abnormal findings within the vaginal canal. No significant or abnormal findings on the cervix. Clitoris was found to be significantly more sensitive than normal. Will advise patient of methods to reduce or cope with this.”

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I grab my laptop and return to the room. The patient remains, having dressed themselves and sitting patiently on the table. I sit down on my stool, crossing my legs and place the laptop on my lap.

“I’m glad you decided to stay, I do have a few findings to discuss with you.” They look a bit nervous again.

“Overall everything went well during your exam. Everything internally is normal and no cause for concern” the nervousness fades and is replaced with confusion, I continue “well, I found that your clitoris is a lot more sensitive than expected. There’s nothing wrong with this, and it’s nothing that will cause any significant health impacts. However, especially now that you’re aware of it, it may lead to discomfort or, well, let’s say be a bit of a distraction. Don’t worry, there are ways to help. My usual recommendation is physical therapy.”

“and what would that entail?” They speak for the first time, softly

Once again I smile under my mask

“Essentially it would be what we did today, but with a lot more focus and intensity.”

Their eyes widen but it doesn’t seem to be fear anymore

“I would like to see you back within two weeks to begin treatment, I have an appointment available next week at the same time.”

They hesitate

“But if that’s too long to wait, I do make house calls.”

If I missed any tags/warnings please let me know, asks are open on anon.

[i-cant-be-trusted-alone]

as someone with a Miku fictive (a bit of a chaotic one ngl) i can confidently say her ego was (and still is) incredibly boosted by the Miku worldwide trend

she's always hovering and every time we see art of her like that she squeals "THAT'S MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

[the-music-phantoms]

The body is the system pet, let me explain, we feed it (sometimes), give it water, give it sleep, accessorize it, ect but it isn't like any of us

[ultimate-detective]

How are you doing today kiddo?

(@fukuzawasrealwife)

I’m alright? I’ve been tired all day, which is weird, but I got ice cream!!

[the-prisim-constellation]

I see alot of people saying things like "the future is plural" when I see that I hope that they mean the future is more accepting of plural people and don't mean that there are more systems.

Being a part of a system can be really hard and troubling and most systems are caused by trauma, even if it can't be remembered.

So I hope the future is more accepting and accessible to systems, and I hope less children suffer from the abuse that can cause systems.

[astral-arbour-system]

We thought faketive would be a term for an introject of a fake person at first. Anyone know if there's also a term for that? I was someone Rowan made up and said was a real friend for whatever reason. In the context of "Oh yeah my friend Kai and I played Minecraft for his birthday" "Kai's starting hrt soon, I hope it goes well for him he lives in a less trans friendly place" and then eventually "I think Kai killed himself"

I'm not a factive because I was never real but I'm not a fictive either because I wasn't exactly a fictional character. No term we've seen fits me as well as I'd like.

[th3-moth-collective]

I have a question

I know ibs and pcos are medically considered chronic illnesses but do you guys on here agree with that?

[nightfallsystem]

if we get another fictive ill cry

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

Love it when Rolling Stone puts out an article about the 25 most influential internet creators and I've only heard of 7 of them

[thatonedudeinthecorner]

Grunkle Stan is WHAT

I don’t know where the original meme is even from but it GETS ME EVERY TIME

[sage-nebula]

This is literally the funniest fucking thing Edgeworth has ever said

[the-scheme-system]

As expected the dentist gave me many many ideas

Concept: numbing a subs mouth to inspect it, probing with gloved fingers as the only thing they can feel is a very faint pressure. They whine as you easily push your fingers deeper into their throat, muscles completely relaxed and pliant.

And while I’m not sure how I feel about the idea of blowjobs, a dildo would suffice for the next idea. I know for many subs the feeling of giving a blowjob can be pleasurable in of itself, well I wonder how they would react to not being able to feel it.

Something else interesting happened, I don’t know exactly what it was but they put some kind of metal device in our mouth that had to be locked into place. They took it out before we left, but the feeling and sounds of it being removed were confusingly enjoyable.

My last idea is simple and predictable, just the dentist giving you a bit too high of a dose on whichever calming medication they’ve given. We’re always prescribed Valium because it just makes getting relaxed so much easier. It’s also a really nice feeling.

As weird as this may sound, I actually enjoy going to the dentist. I get to lay there while people dote over me and I’m completely drugged up with a mask on that’s just feeding me more of what’s giving me that feeling. Did I feel slightly guilty about this? Yes. Did it stop me from thinking about it? Absolutely not.

If I’m going to be paying hundreds of dollars (with insurance) I’m going to enjoy myself.

[the-music-phantoms]

This one's for me and raine

For all those nights you stayed up listening to my bullshit about my source and my girlfriend

For all those times i didn't feel wanted by anyone and you dragged my ass through headspace and asked everyone how they felt about me

For being the only one who gets the feeling of the bullet

For being the only one who can handle my jokes 24/7

For allowing me to be your friend even thought the reason I exist isn't a good one

For dealing with me spilling all of your secrets to our partners

For dealing with all the bad stuff I remember

For laughing at me and my jokes even when they're horrible

For never getting mad at me even when I get jealous

For never hating me

For dealing with my "god-complex"

For letting me get high in headspace even though you feel it when I do

For helping me pick my girlfriend off the bar floor in headspace that one day

For understanding my jokes about my source

For letting me try makeup on the body even though I clearly have no idea what I'm doing

For never kicking me out of front unless it's for a joke or absolutely necessary

For letting me be your co-host

Thank you, Raine, for all this and so much more

You're my bestend (inside joke)

From Kairo Phantom

[demaparbat-hp]

He's never happy

[i-cant-be-trusted-alone]

i was born to be the loser boyfriend