#*lays on floor*

[letshareapapou]

[rarainks]

🐦‍⬛♥️

[moominpopzz]

Guys I miss Jade Cantrip

[coiled-dragon]

I totally get the desire for people to want to be loved and cared for by big monstrous men who show zero inclination of wanting to love or care for someone, but god I desperately need more x Reader fics where reader gets fucked up, raped, dies or near death, and where these monster men ACT like the monsters they are in canon media,,,

I gotta feed mySELF yet again

[nullshocked]

Genuinely I think the most frustrating part of revisions is when you read something, know what the issue is, and struggle to figure out how to change it to be more in line with what you're going for.

[attroxx]

i just spent an hour and a half re-doing all my tags....so look at them...appreciate them....give them a little kiss please.

[demiosha]

It's 2/2 you know what that means! *Our Light plays*

[waterlogged-detective]

Why did i decide a 6 panel comic strip was a good idea to do first thing in the morning

[end3rboy]

fomo is a bitch Help I dislike using tumblr bc I hate how it looks n how u use it but all my friends moved here n I miss them cries sobs throws up falls over

[starlightkeybright]

just thinking about my BOI and how much I love my BOI

have I made this post already? yes, but I'm making it again

i just still can't believe it, I made him up on the SPOT while writing chapter 27

all cuz I wanted/needed was someone for Amara to talk to so they weren't completely alone in the prison, I wanted someone for them to bounce off of for the short amount of time they would be down there

that was literally his purpose!!! but then!!!!! he just fucking attached to my brain like a parasite and wouldn't leave me alone!!!

and now he's like, my fave character lmao

what the fuck man

i just have days where I think about him and his whole story and I can't focus on anything else

i wasn't planning on the main duo to become a trio, but he just HAD to come back at some point and insert himself

cuz he wouldn't leave me alone!!!!!!!

and now I just love him so much

rough looking dude with a rough sounding voice but he's a softie at heart and a romantic? what the hell

just

fell in love at first sight with Amara and refused to let them go? made it his new life mission to get out so he could find them again? get to actually know them and spend time with them? and even after he finds out the whole truth about them, he sticks around and continues to support them???? cuz he can see that they might've been a monster, but they're also in a lot of pain and all of that chaos was for a reason??? and he decides to stick around to help them out???

even with their low key but also high key flirting back and forth, it just didn't fully click in for him that he was actually IN LOVE with them and BEEN in love with them from the start????

i just can't, I can't handle it

the amount of flailing and SQUEAKING i've done over just THIS GUY is

a lot lmao

and just like

to some degree, you could say they become soulmates, cuz in every life they have afterwards, he still loves them

he still wants to be around them as much as possible and is protective of them (and Kelpie)

he doesn't understand why he feels that way so strongly for the both of them, but he does

i just

asdfghjklktrefdglskmfpsfmsgmdlkewo

this motherfucker

[trulybetty]

@goodwithcheese, always coming in with the things I need to see at the right time. It’s like you’re in my head!

(or maybe I need to stop projecting myself in the tags and reposts and stop aiming for perfectionism - nah, can’t be any of that 🤣)

[distortionincarnate]

Dispensary having the 1 oz for 250 sale when we have No Money. Hell.

[i-am-a-fish]

Sex Ed Time

ok I'm gonna tell you about some things that might happen if you are transitioning m->f. this is not a comprehensive list just my own experience, be sure to do your own research I just really wanted to voice how this affects me because I think open discussion about this type of stuff is just more helpful for everyone rather than keeping it private

BOOBS HURT WHEN THEY GROW

your sex drive (libido) will probably go down a lot

facial hair is very hard to get rid of

my go-to gender affirming clothing is high-waisted jeans. I suggest going to a goodwill or some sort of cheap store that lets you try on clothes to figure out what you like

muscle mass will go down, fat will be redistributed

boobs do all sorts of crazy stuff when you run / exercise

overtime your skin will get softer, you also might smell nicer, and I've been told it can thin body hair but I don't really see it all that much 🤷

your brain chemistry can change when you reduce testosterone and increase estrogen, there are lots of factors that contribute toward any changes to your personality, but hormones can have an impact as well. for me this is a good thing because I struggle with allowing myself to feel emotions sometimes, no matter how hard I tried I was never really able to get myself to cry. I've gotten closer to being able to cry since I started transitioning though and that makes me very happy

this is a slow process that can take several years, ultimately you're going to be in your body for several years regardless, so if this is something you want it's definitely something you should try to pursue if possible. the time will pass anyways, and it does feel nice to work towards something that can make you happier.

also this is very important, you don't need to do any sort of hormone replacement therapy in order to be trans. not everybody can access HRT, and for those who can access it, not everybody wants to take on all the changes that come with treatments. you don't have to chemically or physically change your body in any way in order to deserve respect

all right that's all I have for right now feel free to add anything in the comments, I would especially like to hear from trans men what your experiences have been, I think openly talking about these types of things can really help some people

[lunarsands]

Okay, time to lay down again

[spacedace]

What is it about laying on the floor when you're overwhelmed that makes everything feel so much better?

[nullshocked]

My life is over and I am forsaken by God (I think I'm sick with whatever my parents had).