#*chanting* kill me kill me KILL ME

[bogglebabbles]

Sometimes I'm like 'am i really autistic?? was i misdiagnosed??' and then i have to sit two hours maintaining the appearance of professional interest without turning away for too long, and with hands that are kind of sticky because it's cold and humid in the room, with a bit of a tummy ache, and i start feeling like i could power a modestly sized country with the heat of the rage and weeping despair that is rolling off of me.

[koningen]

the enormity of my desire is very revolting btw i know thats not the quote but i gave my own spin to it. i keep hearing songs that remind me of [redacted] and i have a visceral need to make a playlist mmmMMM

[collegeboysam]

aemond at the red keep: why does everyone keep saying i killed rhaenyra's son? the bastard is literally right there...and there...oh and there too

[toxooz]

Kari should be allowed a lil murder. . As a treat ❤️

SHE ABSOLUTLY SHOULD she'd be a bit nervous tho

[blatantlyhidden]

bullying is great bc it got us kovis at böle afterparty

[clovexei]

I'm playing the new Pokemon Snap and what's funny to me is the various NPCs popping into my voice chat mid-mission to say things like "Beautiful shot!" and "Wow, that's gonna turn out great!" meanwhile I'm taking 1,000 pictures in panic mode, screaming because I just saw the pokemon equivalent of a werewolf, random explosions are decimating what I THOUGHT was a chill desert landscape, and I did not realize how fucking big Pincer would be in comparison to my fragile human body.

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS

[akkivee]

i hate it when people gas up posse and bat’s discography and then throw in bb needs to change up their sound as if posse doesn’t have 3 bubblegum pop songs rebranded and bat doesn’t have 3 spoopy songs of the same vibe 😤

[naughtynanzhu]

I can't do a single fucking chore man I'm so fucking useless I wish I was dead LMAOOOOO

[juniperhillpatient]

I like characters whose narcissism & egotism knows no bounds & competes only with their dramatic & unhinged levels of self hatred who simultaneously think they’re the worst & the best & there is no in between because that’s sooo me but about boring stuff. it’s fun to imagine if the stakes were higher than either obsessing over saying something awkward or thinking I’m basically a god because of one clever moment like. I have no chill either way so I love characters who Are Like That but for dramatic reasons hehe

[rickyyysaurus]

Minding my business at work by myself when I get hit out of nowhere with a tidal wave of cringe realization so strong I nearly drown in it

[diathadevil]

Took me years but I finally got around watching Hadestown.

I hate how I bawled my eyes out knowing full well the story already lmaooooo

[handweavers]

living literally in the jungle and hearing a hundred different strange animal noises a day that sound so close you can't tell if they're outside or inside the house but outside and inside are fluid spaces because no room is fully 100% enclosed and it's got my stupid canuck nervous system acting like a skittish cat but i'm learning to be fine it's fine it's all fine. i am in the jungle. i think there are bats living on my balcony. i'm on 8mg codeine. i saw a rat running on 2 legs with the husk of some kind of nut from a nearby 30 ft tall tree in his tiny hands through the middle of my kitchen earlier. i saw macaques having sex on a roof the other morning during breakfast. it's all fine

[shmothman]

20 mins til my presentation im gonna dieeee

[asexual-squidward]

Posts about LOST making me revisit my thoughts / headcanons about what happens with Ben and Hurley on the now-peaceful island.

I love the idea of the dynamic between Ben knowing everything about how the island works, but not much about popular culture or actually having a life outside of following orders and doing things for the sake of the island. And Hurley wanting Ben to loosen up and also deal with some of that trauma that he’s got going on, but also being very ‘???’ about how the island works.

And Hurley has an uphill battle because the remaining people on the island:

Don’t know who he is just emerging from the forest and proclaiming him to be the new protector

Ben is here and has a history of being the Cause Of Problems and now he’s claiming to be good now and this new guy is vouching for him but how can we trust him when he’s a known liar

So trying to get Ben used to living a more settled and less traumatic life is challenging because the guy has been essentially running on fumes for years and now his conscience and trauma is catching up with him and isolating himself doing paperwork isn’t going to help that.

Headcanons for Ben & Hurley’s Adventures On The Island™️

Ben is sometimes very exasperated at Hurley continuously questioning stuff that he understood (or learned not to question) when he was barely a teenager. But also Hurley keeps trying to get Ben to sit down and eat some goddamn popcorn because what do you mean you haven’t watched [movie]?!

Ben has to to unlearn lying automatically as a form of putting up walls. Hurley becomes very adept at telling when Ben is lying (he doesn’t know if that’s part of being the Protector or if his friendship with Ben has granted him that).

Hurley introduces Ben to ‘his culture’ (ie movies and video games. He uses his powers as Protector to ransack an out-of-business Blockbusters at least once) - while also reading books Ben recommends even though he’s not much of a book guy but he wants to meet him halfway.

Both of them help each other process their grief, trauma, and PTSD from [gestures to the entirety of LOST]. Including flashbacks, nightmares and panic attacks. Both of them are good listeners, it’s getting the other to talk about their problems that’s the struggle (Hurley rambles about other things to change the subject while Ben will just keep working until he drops)

Following from that, Hurley keeps getting imposter syndrome and thinking he’s not good enough to be the Protector. And he doesn’t understand why Ben trusts him (Ben also has this exact fear too but hides it far better)

Ben is still unused to hugs, which is an issue as Hurley is a big hugger. He has picked ben up in a bear hug and spun him around at least once.

Basically Hurley has adopted the human equivalent of a rescued attack dog as his emotional support animal.

[ghost-of-you]

5sos: puts HBG on the dice

5sos: has to play HBG

5sos: surprised pikachu face

No because those men took a glorified beach ball the size of Luke, slapped a song they actively hate and they think we like because of the chanting (hbg), 2 songs a lot of people talk about in social media and we do actively like (wayf and iydk), a song they never played before that is somewhat popular on 5sostok for conspiracy theories about who it is about (ela) and 2 songs I have no idea how even ended up on the mix (voodoo doll and heartache) and decided that literally throwing that in the audience would be a great idea. A tour doesn't need a surprise song, they made a conscious decision of making the dice, then they pick the songs on said dice and go all when it lands on half of them.

Like dudes what the hell did you think was gonna happen? That you could cheat your way into not playing it the whole tour? If you don't want to play the song don't make it an option, is not like y'all are not pretending half your discography doesn't exist, put hbg in that box and tell the people chanting for it to get over themselves. It's your show, you make the rules. If you hate a song don't fucking make it an option.