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AND ISNT IT JUST SO PRETTY TO THINK? 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ★
percy jackson x daughter of aphrodite!reader
━ ALL ALONG THERE WAS SOME INVISIBLE STRING, TYING YOU TO ME
#i hold them near and dear to my heart <3#yes this counts as apart of the percy x childhood best fried universe !!!#idk ive got 3 little things (including this) abt them and so it is now its own little pairing on my blog ♡#percy jackson#percy jackson moodboard#percy jackson x reader#percy jackson x you#seaweed brain ⋅˚₊‧𓇼#bells' moodboards 𝜗𝜚 ꒱ ‧₊˚
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It's normal to feel jealous. In friendships, relationships, whatever. Jealousy is a very normal, very human emotion and most likely, it's telling you that a need of yours isn't being met. But sometimes jealousy just shows up randomly and makes itself known for no reason. Maybe you have the happiest relationship possible and you still get jealous. Maybe all of your needs, and more, are being met. That's okay.
Never be ashamed of jealousy. Never be ashamed of anger or sadness or fear. These emotions are not “bad”, there is no such thing as bad emotions. You cannot be completely free of them, and they do not inherently mean you or the other person(s) is abusive.
Listen to what your mind is telling you. If you're jealous every single time your friend hangs out with someone that's not you; why? Are you scared of your friend liking the person more than you? Are you scared that you're not worthy of your friend's time and energy? Are you scared that maybe the other person secretly hates you and plans to turn your friend against you?
Whatever it is, its okay. Don't listen to people telling you that “non-abusers don't get jealous”. Because they do. It's just about how they handle the jealousy. If you listen to your body and figure out the underlying fear or insecurity, you're already doing way more than most.
Sometimes you can talk to your friend about that fear. Sometimes you can explain to them that you feel afraid when they hang out with other people because you're insecure. Do not ever make it out to be their problem, like something they should fix. They can understand and do their best to help you, but do not ever demand or even let them drop these friends for you. Unless the friends are genuinely awful people (which you should then have an entirely different conversation about), it is your friend's right to keep them as friends.
But maybe you can come to a compromise. Maybe when your friend is done hanging out with someone, they can tell you about what they did. Maybe instead of an obligation, its like a “oh my god I had so much fun and I want to tell someone about it” thing. They get to talk about how much fun they had to someone that cares, and you get to know that these other people didn't try to turn your friend against you, or whatever your fear may have been.
Anyway, my overall point is; jealousy is okay and normal. It usually covers some sort of insecurity or fear, like how anger can cover sadness or hurt. It doesn't matter how often you feel jealous - I'm a very very jealous person but I have coping mechanisms and ways to help me when I get jealous so that I don't hurt the person I'm jealous of. I will always suggest mental health assistance like therapy or medication if it's available, but sometimes, its more about the way you treat your feelings and the communication you have with your friends.
#obviously everyone is different#journaling my feelings and telling myself that my friends are so awesome that they deserve other friends#will not help every single person that gets jealous#but as a polyamorous person who has bpd and forms fps on my partners most often#ive learned how to cope with my jealousy without becoming overbearing and mean#it took me nearly my entire teenage life and im still nowhere near perfection#this isnt an instant process and im never going to stop feeling jealous#but i can recognize when im jealous and why and i can work on feeling better about it#{ ♡ } nao : misc . . .#jealousy#jealous#relationships#relationship troubles#bpd#borderline personality disorder#npd#narcassistic personality disorder#i dont know how common jealousy is in npd but it sure affects me a lot so#umm#mental illness#mental health#mental health advice#mental health support#bpd help#bpd support
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Stay Still
NSFW smut • Established Relationship Afab!Reader x Severen Van Sickle • Lost Bet & Orgasm Delay/Denial • Edging • GentleDom!Reader x Reluctant Brat Sub!Severen • Severen Begging • Vaginal Penetration • Vaginal Muscles/Kegals • Vibrator on Reader • Primal Vampire Instincts
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He gritted his teeth. Laying on top of you with a steady 'bzzz' noise filtering through out the room. Only thing to be heard above that steady noise was your little moans and sighs...And his heavy breathing as he practically glared down at you.
You had teased him relentlessly all damn evening and he got cocky. Made a bet with some very fun outcomes and he lost. He was so sure he'd win and have you the one begging and trying not to squirm under him. His pride, his greatest sin, was slashed as a harsh jagged breath forced its way out his nostrils as he closed his eyes.
Your inner muscles had fluttered against him as you shifted to get the vibrator on your hardening clit. You smirked up at him having the vibrator on its lowest setting and directed in areas you knew weren't your sweet spots on that bundle of nerves. Wouldn't want to cum too quickly. No...No, you wanted to slowly milk this man dry while he had to stay still.
"Y-Yn...Yer really playin' with fire. Gonna bring the Devil outta me." He huffed out, panting and glaring.
"So you admit you can't handle it and have zero self control?" You countered teasingly.
He scoffed, "I never said that- Ah!" He softly gasped before hissing like a cat when you clenched your muscles hard around him. "Darlin, c'mon. Ya know I don't handle being bossed around well or stayin' still for too long." He almost sounded nervous as he forced that chuckle. All tensed and strained.
His cock twitched inside you. Begging and aching to thrust deep in your heat. Warm wetness washing over his hard aching cock as your muscles moved involuntarily. He pulled back slightly and you wrapped your legs around him and squeezed tighter.
"Oh, I know. That's the point."
He groaned in frustration. Baring his teeth as this had went on too long. He wanted to just grab your thighs, shove them back, pound you so hard and fast even if it killed you...
"So...Ya gonna admit I'm right?" You asked moaning with a naughty smirk. Letting your teeth roll over your bottom lip. "You have no self control."
"Oooh, damn you-" He groaned out as your muscles milked him when you turned the vibrator up higher on yourself. "YN, this is torture! Pure sadistic sick ass torture!" He grumbled as it faded out to a whine of annoyance.
"Just beg and you can pound me into this mattress."
He glared down at you as you both were positioned in missionary on that mattress. "Never! Do I look like a guy that begs for pussy?"
You playfully shrugged, turning the vibrator up higher as an involuntary moan sounded from your throay and you bit your lip.
Severen instinctively started rocking his hips. It felt good, you wanted him to push you over the edge, but instead you pulled the vibe away from your clit to edge yourself. Getting way too much enjoyment out of this.
"Moving already? Like I said, no self control. Absolutely desperate."
He stopped moving and hung his head with a growl in his throat. Fighting just admitting it and getting what he needed and trying to still win. "You're killing me here!"
"Just beg and this will be over, Severen." You mumbled, eager to get that vibrator back on your aching clit just as much as he was to thrust in your cushioned wet heat.
He scoffed, "Oh pretty please baby, may I fuck yer tight lil pussy because I'm just so weak of a pussyhound? My dick can't take it, I'm so pathetic!" He sarcastically gave mockingly before glaring again as you noticed his body was twitching. "It ain't happenin'!"
"Hey, suit yourself. I can go all night. I got self control unlike you. I can edge my clit alllll night while you just gotta lay there and feel-" You did a motion with your kegels that had him moaning with his eyes closed. "That. All night."
Severen was practically biting his lip and inner cheek till he tasted blood. Ripping sheets under you in the motel room. Twitching and convulsing and trying so hard not to whine or moan. His hips were stuttering and shifting as it took what very little self control he had not to forfeit the bet and just pile drive into that warm welcoming hole you had. His instincts had him feeling like a damn animal.
After a few minutes of feeling yourself so close you got the tingles and heat but not enough to cum; vibrator always pulled away in time...Severen looked almost close to crying in frustration at this point. This had gone on almost 2 hours already and he couldn't handle this anymore! If he was doing it to you he could but being on the receiving end was foreign torture for him.
"Fine! God damn fuck it all, finnnneeee-" He whined pitifully hanging his head. Body laying on you trembling with need. "I-I...Damn it...I..." He struggled but as you both were so close you could taste it he blurted out. "I ain't got it! I need it, pleasssee!...Oh God, please please fuck YN please shit. Baby, I can't handle this, I need you." He mumbled as you he looked at you with a pathetically desperate look hanging his head in shame. His blue eyes looking like a sad puppy right now as he trembled and panted. His cock twitched in you like crazy. Balls ached. Mind was foggy as his instincts were taking over. "If you don't give it to me now...I can't control it! I c-can't-"
Truth be told, you had been past your limit a while ago. Praying he'd say it so you both could have this. But you still had to keep it going.
"I don't know..."
"YN, ya ain't playin' fair!" He argued with a strained voice. He grabbed you desperately fingers digging into your hips as you felt warm at how he looked down at you. His eyes were almost mad with desire as he glared down at you chest heaving even if he didn't need breath.
"...Beg just a little more. For me, just a little more." You were trying so hard to stay in charge but with the way he was looking at you you were losing your nerve to not just let him flip you over, dig his teeth in your neck and fuck you senseless.
"Please let me cum. Please, I can't..." He furiously shook his head swallowing hard. Dark locks hanging over his eyes as he put his head down.
"More." You urged as you pressed the vibrator to your clit with a breathy moan.
"...Fuck! Let me cum! Please I'll do anything, I need you. I need you, Oh God...Oh God I need you. I need to cum in you...Let me, please? Please let me." He whined out not even sounding like himself as he was so lost in pleasure that was so close yet out of reach. "If you don't I'm gonna go insane. I'll go crazy, I will, I really will."
"You need it?"
He eagerly nodded his head. Head rolling back with a groan as you started moving your hips as you got close.
"You're drunk.on it. You need this pussy so bad. All you can think of is how good this cunt makes you feel." You started getting so much more into this, losing yourself. Moaning louder as your own words turned you on.
Him too as he nodded as his cock twitched, "Yes. Yes, its all I can think of. I need it like nothin' else...Baby, I can't!-" He gasped out as your muscles gripped him tighter.
"Good boy. Such a good boy for me. You can-"
He never considered himself into it but you saw how he went haywire not even finishing your sentence before he was like a jack rabbit. It almost damn near hurt! But it was enough to have you over the edge as well before he forced himself deep in you; cumming and growling like a wild animal. Biting down on your shoulder as you yelled out. Blood seeping down your arm as your eyes rolled back with a strained gasping cry.
You both made desperate, panting, loud noises as you both came for what felt like forever. It's like you were in another world for a bit.
He buried deep in you as you both came. Almost collapsing on you in a shaky heap as he couldn't stop giving out exhausted groans and pants.
"That was...Damn...Found something new out bout myself." He tiredly chuckled. "God...S' good..."
You breathlessly nodded and held him close. Like he was an anchor for you right about now.
You both laid there for 10 minutes. The vibrator discarded in blissful silence before you felt him moving again as he kissed where he bit you.
"Sev..." You smirked as he licked at where he bit you.
"I told ya, I need it. You're right, I ain't got no self control when it comes to you." He murmured as he moved in you. Grinding his pelvis against yours.
"Sun..." You tiredly gave looking at the sealed off window and curtain. Tiny bit of pale blue peaking at the far end of a pizza box you both used over the glass. It was probably 5 am or so.
"That sun don't mean diddly shit to me. You teased me too much and got me all riled up and with this second wind I'm liable to take care of business all day until the sun sets...So buckle up, cause now ain't no one sleepin..."
He hesitated before kissing you and saying, "I may have lost but that's cause you're a bully. I'll be good but ya gotta make me." He grinned.
The audacity of you being called a bully by someone like him! It was tossed aside as you felt how he kissed you. Your own blood in your mouth from his lips. You groaned but moved with him, this was gonna be a long day. All you could do was let him ravish you while grabbing the vibe for aa round 2.
#been too long since I wrote for him ♡#severen imagine#severen x reader#severen smut#near dark severen#severen near dark#severen van sickle#severen#near dark 1987#near dark lemon#Severen lemon#near dark smut
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Being a Sukuna fan is really hard right now.
#Look look look I love choso#and i love yuji too#but i gotta stand near my man!#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk 259#jujutsu kaisen 259#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#my king ryomen ♡#choso#choso kamo
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🌸🌈 HBD Goro Akechi 🌈🌸
happy birthday and happy pride month to my most special of boys🥰🥰💗💞🌸
he's my angel and I know he's getting the mental health care he needs🥺💞 (or maybe he's worse lol idk 🤷♀️) as long as he's with akira, that's all that matters😌💗🌈🌸
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behold! an angel!!
#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#implied#he is looking at akira#the insp for this is older akechi going to therapy and becoming a more stable person with a support network#most of that is akira ofc lol#but sojiro and the others love and support his recovery in their own way#(idk if i would say haru likes him but she does want him to atone and get better)#(and she supports whatever makes her leader happy)#(and that just so happens to be goro♡)#i just want my boys to be happy#or destroy each other in insane ways#as long as theyre together#im glad i was able to bust something out for goro's bday#ive been really sick lately#and getting any work done has be near impossible;;;#so thank you everyone for your support!!#it means the world to me#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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happy birthday to the most boy to ever exist ✨️
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bllk boys get picked for popcorn reading and everyone in the class just sighs
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get loved and domesticated you big dummy 🤣🫵
comm from the most beloved @itssummerok !! tell him he looks adorable in pink, i’m sure he’ll get flustered < 3
#927#. . worlds tiniest little beast ♡#summy thank you for this silly piece :’3c i will be back to haunt you in the near future (mwehehe!)
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"Togethers and Tomorrows"
A quiet scene from chapter 35 of And the Reason Comes, by @whatacartouchebag as a wee birthday present for a precious friend. I have been wanting to draw this since the chapter was posted, just thought you should know ♡
#fair game#qrow branwen#clover ebi#rwby#rwby fair game#qrow x clover#Reason#renabe#plant is so so sleeby#and bird can only sigh softly at him for waiting up#and carry him to bed ♡#i went to reread the scene to refresh my memory on how the wee plant was being carried#and damn near got distracted a handful of times#wanting to read the whole chapter but knowing i'd be a sobbing mess if i did#since you're so good at that with your words :')#laksdhf okay outta the tags with me#but wehhhh love you friend#and love this beautiful fic you've poured your heart into ♡#thank you always for sharing it
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Hi hello. Just checked my AO3 word count and uhhhh
IN 11 MONTHS!? HOW DID I DO THIS!?
#comet comments#sorry i am just stupid proud of myself for this#that is an inane number#and it would not be anywhere near that big if it wasn't for all of you#♡♡♡♡
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i need light being creepy to near… like the stalker shotacon kind of creepy. i suppose that’s what two faced charade is there for actually… what’s funny is that i have a little bit of chapter two done but haven’t started on chapter one !
anyway light should tell near that he’s too young to understand right now but he’s going to raise him to be his little wife :3c ♡ (he doesn’t know that near is actually 18, he just looks very young for his age)
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After so much stressing, this Logan fic is finally finished, well the bulk of it. I gotta go back and edit it and that’s gonna be another thing I gotta deal with. But for the most part, the words are all on the page and I can take a break and watch a Minecraft playthrough video. Say you’re proud of me cause I did the impossible. 😔💔
Hope I get to post it soon.
#ཐི♡ཋྀ nic’s nonsense#I feel like I can breathe lmao#never written so fucking much#I’m actually scared#editing damn near 8k words is terrifying me#like damn#but I gotta do it#I really want a sandwich
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"You make me the happiest man, Kai-kai!!!"
#(🌹).♡ — Kalemelho#🖌️— My art#(🪶) *.✧ — Vermelho#(♡) 。.゚— Kalei Mauve#never play that one somethin' stupid cover by Michael Bublé near me.#I'll go CRAZY#ALSO NERO WAS THE ONE WHO HAD THE IDEA OF THEM WITH THE POKEATHLON UNIFORMS HEHEHE#tried to make them whe they were a little younger??? I don't think it looks much like it but still tried ARGHH#also. Vermelho was the one who helped Kalei to tie his hair#mhm. nero confirm#gives u the mic#they love each other so much you have no idea how often I think of them#I bet Vermelho loves to call Kalei Kaikai and Kalein (being the guy he is) is already annoyed#maybe deep down he likes it and he is trying so hard not to show it#just like his smile on the photo#also don't pay too much attention to the water. I traced over a water png I found on google I'm so sorry#how to draw splashing water tutorial google search#Imagine they were going to put on the uniforms and Kalei didn't like pink so Vermelho is like “you can take mine”#and then the pink doesn't evet fit#still he does it because he cares about Kalei#even if it seems like somethin silly#ARGGHHGHHGHGHRGGHGHE23!#"$12#helpme#HAPPYY PRIDE#TO THIS IDIOTS#I HOPE THEY KISS#⭐ — Nero!!!
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(slight spoilers) imagine evelyn's reaction seeing mirage literally get destroyed and die
#xelle.gush#BUT LISTENNNNNN#he gets fixed by noah in the end but oh imagine the despair she must've felt watching him get blasted by lasers#mirage insisted that she shouldn't join the mission bc he doesn't want to risk getting her hurt#but she insists further how if the world is ending she'd rather be with him (he succumbed to this)#and ohh girl witnessed the (near) death of her beloved mech. if noah was sobbing then evelyn was BAWLING#heh..... it's not xelle's s/i if there's no angst or trauma#♡: miraev
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💞💗 Day 6- Future 💗💞
posting twice today bc I felt like doodling older todd and wallace lol🥰💗🌸
(don't mind that 40 yr old todd is wearing the same shirt forever😂😂💦)
#toddallace week#toddallace week 2024#toddallace#todd ingram#wallace wells#spto#scott pilgram takes off#spvtw#this is nowhere near perfect lol#but it was fun to doodle#any excuse to draw older wallace😍💗💞#he looks so good#im lov him#my babygirl#i also just finished my art for tomorrow#im excited to post it!#i hope you guys will like it~♡#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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too unphotogenic for dating apps
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