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taikk0 · 2 years ago

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the unspoken broflovski family curse

#added the doodle late oops #taikko art #dont ask me what happened to my old sketchy painted ish style when i first started making sp art #did you know?? that i enjoy?? not? hurting???????????#its south park let me take it easy ugh finally i can draw in a style thats easy rottmnt artstyle kicked my ass #'why is kyles son wearing a different outfit?' i headcanon that kyles daughter is actually wearing hand me downs from him!!#i desperately need confirmed names omfg #I LOVE CHARACTERS WITH BARELY ANY CHARACTER TO THEM!! IT MEANS I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!!#me when i get to slap personalities and headcanons on characters that were on screen for less than a minute <3 #i need to read peoples headcanons on them please im so uncreative and i need to eat i am NOT self sustaining #south park #south park art #south park fanart #sp fanart #sp art #sp fandom #south park fandom #south park post covid #sp post covid #post covid #kyle #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #south park kyle #pc kyle #post covid kyle

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pkaykim · 2 years ago

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Oofurixmas2022 for @meela-31

#oofuri #oofurixmas2022 #IVE REPOSTED THIS SO MANY TIMES IM SORRY #meela-31 #ren mihashi #abemiha #abe takaya #I hope u like it.. 😵😵😵😵#anyway… chill air… being 1 on 1 together outside of school… always so strange and intimate #abe is saying like hey youre blocking the walkway.. or smth… hes so cheeky #im imagining a fic in my mind #like. do you guys get me. mihashi is sitting on the stoop while abe is checking out and hes eating his sandwich #its probably a stupid late time and its quiet and empty and his hands and face are chilly and #and hes about to take a bite and then the door opens and he feels a bag get dropped on his head and its like… a point of contact and its #silly and mundane but its affection idk. ans then abe tells him to move. ugh. love is love #ITS LIKE A SMALL THING THATS LIKE… WE’RE FRIENDS.. you like me.. and it feels goos #THATS ALL #anyway thats why i chose this ver over the one w tajima it got that feeling better. anyway

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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I think rye really likes chocolate, but like... mostly very very dark chocolate. boring bitter barely sweetened adult person chocolate, to the point where most of the others find it borderline inedible. it's a regular occurrence for someone to raid the lighthouse kitchen for snacks and light up like 'ooooh wait we've got chocolate???' and someone else has to go 'yeah but it's only rook chocolate tho sorry :/'. 'oh okay :')'

#strong grassy green tea and really dark chocolate. these are the things rye would subsist on if left to his own devices #thankfully he won't be lucanis and bellara are here fhdsjkah Not On Their Fucking Watch #before lucanis i think food was an 'ugh well I GUESS I have to eat to keep my body on this side of the grave' situation for rye #at least after renn died and the kindly hand helping him sort through his likes and dislikes disappeared #but the experience of family meals and just hanging out in the kitchen and helping out here and there #and someone taking the time to figure out what he actually likes? baby we might be healing this weird little guy's relationship to food #one 'hey taste this real quick do you think it needs more salt or nah I can't decide' at a time. the chocolate & tea stay tho obviously #the more I play the more I get the sense that rye has been just. unbearably lonely for a very long time. and I um.#I want him to be happy. long comfortable evenings-into-nights around the table in the lighthouse dining hall #with everyone eating and laughing and talking together in the warm candlelight be upon you my cherished and beloved son #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar

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crimsongrimoire · 1 year ago

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im not sorry for the kind of person i will become when wriothesley gets released

#wriolette #neuvithesley #ngl kinda hate that tag. ugh. pain in the ass to spell scrambles my brain #genshin #crow.txt #snippets #not sfw #uhhh i think thats all the relevant tags. sorry it will happen again oh my god i love them listen....#i have many thoughts. so many #yeah yeah i cant get an accurate read on wrios personality yet bc hes not REAL yet. but im so impatient i love him so bad #playstyle design presuned lore everything im going to EAT him.#neuvi too but im way less insane about him. hes definitely good but not as Crow Bait. wrio is literally just. so much shit i go crazy over #also would love to know how to pronounce That bc. boy howdy huh.#also how is bottom wrio already so hardcore underrated. pleaseplease please youte nothing. both ways are good. take my hand.

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cherry-bomb-ships · 3 months ago

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#i am highkey full of fear but i didnt wanna scare you guys so. we stay sily hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha im so scared #long story short my dad lives in florida. on the west coast. thats all i have to say #ok wow as im making this post my mom calls and says she's going back home too. ok ok ok ok ok #on one hand im so relieved theyll have each other but im also even more scared for both of them #like they stayed thru ian last year which was a FIVE and there was just damage to the house outside #i feel like ive been crying since last night. the moment she told me she was going back to florida i broke down. i just #i feel so selfish for being in hysterics when im not even in harms way but gghhh. gjgjghghghghghghhgghhghg #i need to go back to sleep but i cant stop thinkinnnnngggg i cant stop thinking ugh uuuugggghhhhh #im sorry i probably shouldnt even be posting this but i just had to vent i feel like im losing it #ffffffffffff ok gonna eat something and then sleep bye bye love y9u bye #i might... not post for a few days. but ill be around. bye love u bye #delete later #vent

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yelloworangesoda · 17 days ago

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umm.

#sh //#im age regressing. into. 13 year old #not EVERYONE who curs themself is a child. i happened to know of 1 guy my age and one guy who is older over on twitter #no its a few. im blocking minors. dude stop cutting yourself youre like a little baby. does twitter allow 13 year olds even #i think they do. but STILLLLL #twitter is the worst place bc you go to check dor the age and its not there but it DOES have tjeir bmi #ik why self harm and eating disorders go hand in hand. one is the other. but like ugh.#but idk where else to get pics. fucking. instagram? LMAOO #it seems easy to moderate. ban the people in the self harm #group like cmon. but no. not that im complaining #i think they get around it by being like ‘no pics pro recovery!!!’ and then ignoring that #oh my point today was i had to worry about bleeding on my pjs today. yayyyy it really stings #at home i usually do it before a shower. which is SO painful LMAO but thats the point right but im #not there rn so i cant sit in the bathroom and cut myself #i really did need a sharper knife. ive been using a kitchen knife #i thought tjat would be like ideal but it does not seem to be. this multitool knife goes crazy though. maybe its the weight idk #simons spouting

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im-still-watching-anime · 10 months ago

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i am officially, FINALLY all caught up again in both the manga and the anime for bsd and OH BOY there are thoughts and opinions but also WHO CARES because my tags are finally FREE to be unfiltered

#hnnnnnn #i am SO happy #i am BEYOND happy #i love the arc even if i complain about it a lot #but i am also hnnnnnn…….displeased……..with a few things #the anime fr about to catch these hands #i already KNEW they were rushing it from the few episodes i had watched #but the anime is usually SO good at pacing #that i fully trusted that certain things would be slowed down for significance/impact/etc #but instead the pacing just stayed WAY too fast for me #and they ended up cutting SO many small moments that had SO much importance like im going crazy about some of them #some of the lines they cut…….#or even adjusted slightly that it drew away the impact #ugh i KNOW there was a LOT to balance and a LOT of content to get through #but i am a little disappointed that so many emotional scenes were what ended up suffering for it #this is why i don’t usually like reading the manga for animes i watch #i always end up getting disappointed by the limitations of adaptations #that being said though regardless of general limitations i don’t think some of the rushing is above criticism #and i am going to go and eat glass while seething over the particularly offensive rushing/cuts😤#OKAY DONE that’s the last i’ll say about it i would just go crazy if i didn’t vocalize it somewhere #in general i was VERY happy with the arc in both the manga and the anime i have SO much love for it #definitely a favorite for me #and THAT concludes my very vague no spoiler review #i swear one of these days my self control is going to snap #and im just going to start posting my full essays and content analysis shit about everything i watch here #but for now we’re safe and all my rants will stay spoiler free tag paragraphs instead godbless🙏

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exuberantoctopus · 5 months ago

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#fuck I can’t sleep with the lingering anxiety about my dumbass mistake #this morning I sent my mom camping pics and included one that had a shot of my engagement ring #I never told her about getting engaged because I couldn’t stand the thought of my parents’ reactions #whether they were shocked and then forcefully cheerful #or outwardly disturbed #I just didn’t want it to spoil how I felt #honestly there’s every chance they won’t notice the ring #though my hands are prominent in the picture #but I sent them this morning and she responded that she’d look at the pics later #still no response at the end of the day #again every possibility that she just forgot/didn’t get around to it #but it’s eating away at me to think of her feeling betrayed because I kept it from her #it hurts because I want to trust her with everything and some part of me does trust her with everything #but then I get reminded of why I shouldn’t and it hurts #and I can’t figure out how bad of a person it makes me for keeping them in the dark #ugh #pay no attention to the blogger behind the screen

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silverselfshippingchaos · 23 days ago

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played through that amusement park section of s.pider-man 2 and it did nothing but fill me with thoughts of going on a similar date with my husband. it would be so lovely!

#i love amusement parks in general. the faster the rides the better. I'm a massive thrills person!#it would just be so fun.. riding all the rides.. eating all the shitty food.. walking around and giggling.. two idiots in love...#winning prizes.. him trying his best to make sure ash gets the most massive plushie... them having matching headbands or hats...#or K.yohei draping his jacket over Ash's shoulders when it gets dark and chilly #or um. riding the ferris wheel. him putting a hand on her cheek as they reach the top.... leaning in... you can fill the rest in I'm sure!!#it would just be such a nice date! ugh i love him so much #with all my heart #i hope he loves me too hehe #and maybe this is before they move in together + get married... so they both decide to spend the night at K.yohei's place since it's closer #they're both too tired to do anything but cuddle and they both love it that way!!!#they're so happy in each other's arms! and they sleep so good #i love my husbandddd! he makes me feel safe and happy!!!! muah!!!! kissie attack!!!!#ash rambles 💚#kissing in the van 💍

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Hated driving home but I already miss Tessi. I'm gonna be biking to class in the morning but in the afternoon I'll be back in Tessi for my appointment. I know she's right outside and she's a proper car with proper locks and a key fob so people can't steal her like a Kia but I miss her... I wanna say hi to her again... wanna take her on a tour... maybe feed her (gasoline)...

I've had this car for just 1 day now and I still hate driving but I love this car. She's MINE...

#speculation nation #the love just got more pronounced after i named her. it gave her personality.#i like the name Tessi (short for Test Cell 1). it just clicks.#and shes so cute... shorter than me... such a pretty sparkly dark blue... and with such a cute trunk.....#my Tessi who likes to yell at me to drive inside the lines and whose steering wheel is So So Cold...#(i need to get driving gloves hfkshfks my hands were FREEZING this morning)#i also need to go to bed soon. im trying to eat dinner tho. keyword trying.#not much of an appetite rn. but i am eating anyways.....ugh....

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peculiaritybending · 1 year ago

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I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE EVERY TIME I SEE SOMETHING ABOUT THEM I FEEL FUCKING CRAAZZYYYYH THEY MAKE ME FEEL THINGS

#just aauggghhhhj how has it been FOUR YEARS since s1 I’m ILL I love them so fucking much I can’t believe it’s been so long since I last #thought about good omens that show CHANGED ME fr UGH rewatching it made me insane FUCK I love it so much. they are so full of love btw it’s #insane to me. EATING MY HANDS RN #sorry for this 🫶#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 2 years ago

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had a conversation about religion with the Theatre Boy yesterday in which I admitted, possibly for the first time, that despite my Christian faith and belief in Heaven and Hell, I kind of wish I DIDN'T believe in that stuff, that I could just believe our consciousness ceases to exist once we die, because I'm scared of the concept of Eternity

#does this make me a bad Christian or heretic or blasphemous or something bc holy heck it scares me to think about #the fact that I ADMITTED THAT. OUT LOUD.#also the boy said he doesn't believe in the Bible bc he thinks the scientific evidence doesn't support it #meanwhile I'm over here rubbing my hands together mentally preparing my apologetics ramble sksjfskfnsknf #like boy I am the exact wrong girl or perhaps the right one to hang out with bc I can debate that til the cows come home #anyway. I need to STOP mentally replaying the whole conversation yesterday + my second guessing and such #and just relax for a bit. I'm eating goat cheese and crackers and listening to the new ed sheeran album bc my SIL likes it #and hopefully I can shut the anxiety off for a while. ugh.#Lu rambles

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 8 months ago

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Can anyone recommend a good brand of grippy sock/tight slipper? No; not for that reason. I’m kinda eh mentally but not necessarily in crisis (yet)…

The fake hardwood floors in this apartment are literal sensory hell to walk on. I can’t take my socks off and walk barefoot on them for two seconds without getting the worst fucking joint cramps in my hands and feet I’ve ever felt in my life. It’s like insta-gout, just add naked toes; but I don’t actually have gout (thank god)… it’s SOLELY from the texture of the floor. I’ve been wearing the same vampire bat socks for four days because I can’t bear to remove them unless my feet have been soaked in hot water before.

Also, the vampire bat socks for your amusement because the little guy is cute: