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why-the-heck-not · 1 year ago

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🥺🥺 I’ve been going to the gym during the day this autumn instead of the morning. Today went during the morning like I used to, and the cleaner greeted me and said that he thought I had quit bc hadn’t seen me around, and if everything’s good and that made my day

#i go through life always thinking I affect nothing & no one so things like these baffle me but in a very good way #like I am a human person alongside other ppl after all #i feel lowkey bad tho bc I could��ve been leas awkward and say ’’thanks’’ etc. but I wasn’t expecting to be talking to anyone #also he spoke english so the language barrier bc sure I know english like pretty alright but talking in it is different #but anyways; i love my gym and if I ever move I’m going to be honestly sad about having to switch (bc currently it seems very chill place &#don’t get that gym anxiety anymore bc I’ve been going there for like a year)#november 2023 #2023

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tariah23 · 6 months ago

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#Yuuta literally just had a whole thing about it in the new chapter he didnt even want to do this shit #and I’m sure yuuji would’ve disagreed heavily with this these people always gotta make it about a ship it’s so annoyingsjsjsjs #and sm ppl hate Yuuta now he didn’t even want this sjsjs im so sorry bro #rambling #and ppl were bitching about Shoko’s reaction even tho it’s pretty on brand for how she’d react #they like to act like she doesn’t care at all because it’s so easy to x her out of Gojo’s life because the shippers don’t care too much for #her anyway and it’s easy to forget that she doesn’t matter in their minds #during the fight she started smoking again despite having quit….#and she went through a whole pack of cigarettes during… she didn’t even think that it was possible for Gojo to have lost the way that he #did she completely believed in him because that was her friend #both her and Yuuta are getting shit on so hard bro these people cannot fucking read #jjk spoilers #stsg shippers have the worst comprehension skills….. ever bro #the fact that Gojo had already consented to this in the end is even more sad but they all knew the stakes… I just hate that Shoko and Yuuta #are being heavily shitted on for no reason and making it seem like they didn’t care about him even his other students I’m sure most of them #thought the plan was awful but if it had to be done it had to be done #I’m so sorry Shoko and Yuuta omg

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butdaddyilovehim99 · 2 months ago

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I’m sorry for making you sad 🥺

I’m already out here living like stalag Bucky

#i would’ve realized it’s Bremen II day at some point #but you came at me with that right hook #jk it’s all good honey #I would’ve been sad either way #(that’s the thing tho i’m always sad)#thinking about how by 8:30 am my time gale has already gone down #marge is back home in the states just starting her day none the wiser #anywayssss Bremen II day is still fucking me up

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bootyful-seventeen · 9 months ago

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I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds

#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day #and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those #I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad #and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd #like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff #it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie #Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about #give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit #the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash #but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think #sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots #tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand #saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀#the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age #I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it #omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too #just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned #like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things #cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane

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askamnesiamoonjumper · 8 months ago

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me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time

#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start #I wanna get in his head more ok sue me #Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits #Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts #Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever #That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak #Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it #Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom #I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍#Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue #Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house #Grace post #this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things #Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho #Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain #Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark #Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries #This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts #In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh #Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be #But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc)#So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now #Shrugs #maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno #Ok yapping over byeeeeee

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teddytheartist · 6 months ago

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Happy Pride Everyone!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🤍

#happy pride 🌈#trans #guys turns out I’ve always been a little too into being a boy #and that’s not like necessarily a normal thing #Lol #anyways I’m staying on the trans spectrum I guess #idk if I identify w being nb tho I just feel fluid in my gender yes yes #im a liquid guys #gender soup i would say #genderfluid #demisexual #panromantic #that’s also new as of last year #my demisexuality stems from trauma and that’s sad but I’m actually really comfy like this

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akkivee · 8 months ago

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still patiently waiting for the day ramuda and jakurai commensurate over being weapons of the state 😔

#vee queued to fill the void #i never ask for much from their relationship but this has always been the thing i wondered about when i first got thru this track #and five years later i might be on track to getting it since they’ve ‘made up’ lol #i want nb mcd and kp to talk a little more lol like those pairs def still have some healing that needs to happen #tho tbh i’m curious what more mcd needs to settle lol #anyways y’all remember jakurai’s assassin move???? wave????#i’ve long been of the opinion that that technique is the equivalent of the mics’ predecessor #so in a way even tho jakurai and ramuda are two sides of the same coin sensei is his predecessor sorta #sensei should have been the one to understand ramuda the most which is what made their breakup sad to me 😭#ramuda only recently let himself admit he hated what he was doing as of the 2nd drb #but i wonder what would have happened if ramuda knew he had other options sooner 😭😭😭

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cherrysnax · 1 month ago

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the stress of the election plus college is really getting to me. I’m a great student but I feel like one really dropping the ball in this last quarter

#I feel really overwhelmed by like everything even tho I’m on top of things #I’m always tired #I only finish my food sometimes so I’m always hungry but always full #my chronic pain is getting worse #my SAD is setting in #it’s about to be fucking November #I think it’s just bad timing and you know. the looming cloud of more fascism on top of facsim #but hey! ppl like show your spine! :D and regardless of who wins. I think we really need it now

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worm-in-a-trenchcoat · 2 years ago

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A dad and his kids were looking at reptiles and whatnot and asking me to take animals out for them so they could look at them and while one som was looking at the reptiles, the other was looking at the small animals and was playing with a mouse through the glass.

And the dad asked if he wanted the mouse just out of nowhere, and the kid said yes. So the dad asks if I can get the mouse for them to buy it, and I asked if they had an enclosure set up already (when I knew they didn’t, clearly) and the dad said they didn’t.

I told them we couldn’t sell it to him if he didn’t have an enclosure ready and he understood.

But he like… didn’t even seem like he was going to try to get it together while in the store? He was literally just going to buy the mouse and just like… take it home with just the box it came in. Because his kid said he wanted it (the kid didn’t even seem too into the mouse, the dad was trying to convince him to get it. Whole thing was kinda weird).

I just… like why would you ask for the animals before getting the stuff you need to take care of it?? We get people like that every single day. And sometimes we have to walk them through and help them find every single thing they’d need for the animals and tell them the basic care information that you should know before getting the animal.

And then you have the ones who no longer want to get the animal as you’re explaining to the care and stuff because it turns out to be “too expensive”, when the animal itself is like under 20 bucks. 20 bucks covers the animal, but you need a place to put it and stuff to feed it ya know.

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Maybe it’s just the tism, but I don’t get impulse buying animals like that. I always research before I get something, even if it’s a cheap animal. Like my 8 dollar anole for instance, I researched anole care for weeks and had the enclosure setup way in advance before I got her. Don’t get me wrong, I have bought some animals over the years impulsively in the moment before, but only if I knew what I was getting into and had the means and money to take care of it.

I wouldn’t look at an animal I had no basic knowledge on and just ask to get it without knowing a single thing about it or it’s care. Like… why would you do that??

This turned into a rant, sorry. I’m just so tired of people, man lol.

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trvbblemaker · 1 year ago

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currently on s3 of my ST rewatch… i’m on chapter 8… i’m ready to cry

#i always cry at this episode #even at billy’s death #not because i’m sad he died but because of maxs reaction #it’s just so heartbreaking #plus hopper even tho i know he’s omay #okay*#stranger things

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reverie-starlight · 9 months ago

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i turn 20 in one week 🥹

#rev rambles #vent in tags I suppose??#scared but not in a scared of aging way #scared in a holy shit my childhood was already over but now it’s REALLY over kind of way #in a “oh things were already bad but now they’re also very very real and have more weight kind of way #things have more weight now and I don’t feel ready or prepared kind of way #yk???#i still feel like I’m 17 mentally cause. everything stopped for me that year. basically.#like I feel very behind everyone else my age especially my friends #but also at the same time I’m cautiously optimistic abt what this year will bring #very very cautiously tho.#extremely cautiously tho.#birthdays are always weird for me idk #i get more reflective an ig that’s normal for everyone #but idk 🤷🏻‍♀️#anywayyyyysssss I promise I’m not actually sad rn lol #just thinking !!

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tariah23 · 24 days ago

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This Latina lady just came up to me complaining about the outcome and how her daughter and son couldn’t even get out of bed and were crying all night- (I was smiling at first and asked her how she was doing and she replied “shitty-“ and started going in- and even though idgaf, I know that sm others so do like I’m not about to laugh in another brown persons face for being emotional even though it is what it is 😭.)

#I care about the kids tho 😭#I know that everyone is emotional but the most important thing to focus on rn is the now #become more involved in your communities #white ppl you need to become a shield for black and brown ppl if you want to participate in community and be an alley #black and brown ppl (i personally don’t believe in solidarity because yall hate black ppl sm and will through us under the bus #at the drop of a hat if it meant you’ll be spared so yeah) need to learn how to work together #and what I mean by this is nbs need to start showing up for black folks and stop playing the what about me bullshit whenever conflict #arises #learn to care about us with your whole hearts not half way only when you want our support as fucking always #I’m not sad or anything since I rly don’t care shit is only gonna get worse or stay the same we’ve lived #under trump before #well just have to do it again but also #Americans need to learn how to sympathize and care about other people regardless of if they are American or not #the amount of liberals we’ve had to witness completely downplay the Gaza genocide simply because they didn’t want to push ppl away from #voting blue is crazy #‘idc if your entire family has been blown away get in that booth and vote blue 🤬!’#like… that’s how yall was talking on here ☠️#crazy as hell #can’t blame niggas and nbs for her losing when her campaign started off like shit from the very beginning #at least black ppl aren’t being blamed this time like every 4 years 🚶🏾‍♀️#actually donate to mfs who need help!!!#I barely saw anybody talk or share and donate to the other genocides going on btw #barely would see anyone post and helps spread awareness for Sudan Congo and the like #let’s change that #be useful be helpful #show up for your brothers and sister #rambling

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gregmarriage · 9 months ago

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i may know it’s healthy to interact with people and be social, but that doesn’t mean i find it easy in any way

#like i don’t actually mean to isolate myself i just get lost in doing my own thing #which isn’t bad in itself #but then i find myself feeling sad and idk why #bruh you haven’t spoken to your friends in quite a while #if i was a sim my social bar would be red #but i still don’t wanna talk to people sometimes #like i have to physically force myself just to say ‘hey!#everyone pray for gwen’s social life bc it sucks and isn’t really getting any better even tho i’m trying my hardest #i do wanna push myself more and talk to ppl i’ve always wanted to talk to #but my stupid brain won’t let me #i’m trying to push past it though #it would be nice to make new friends that i then neglect bc i’m bad at friendship #idk maybe that isn’t fair #but i still wouldn’t say i’m great at it #idk i just feel dumb for begging people to talk to me #or even just sending messages to new people #or even my friends who i know won’t judge me but still #idk i’m still sensitive after my episode and i just feel embarrassing and annoying and like i’m bugging people #and i believe them when they say i’m not but it doesn’t stop completely me from feeling that way #literally ‘hey’ feels like i just pissed on the floor in front of them #like god! way to be annoying gwen!!#yes i know it’s my brain talking but literally i use up so much energy trying not to feel it #and so much letting myself feel it #and i only have so much energy as it is #not that it matters #bc most ppl don’t care as long as i check in sometimes #but again i repeat my earlier statement #don’t wanna check in i feel cringe #need friends and communication but cannot maintain them #like the 100th post i’ve made but it’s what my thoughts are currently

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kavehater · 7 months ago

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Guys …. Should I ask for her discord

#SORRY MOMENT OF WEAKNESS #HOWEVER #to put it into perspective she didn’t reach out when I offered ppl to give them my new blog #dora daily #she didn’t see it I bet even tho I self reblogged three times #uhhh #she did she’s opening discord in case she deactivates we can reach her #I hate cutting ties #I can’t do this #I FEEL LIKE A SERVANT TO HER ATP like I’m always making things for her and hyping her up etc etc and #stuff #and now I have to reach out first when she didn’t even ask or look for me it’s been actually a long time since we last spoke #I know it’s because she’s busy #but she still talks to some people #esp if they have a hard time #just not me 😀#and it’s sad that after everything I tried to do to get her to just notice my presence (she does momentarily)#but she just never exerts that level of energy back #if I give her long replies she just doesn’t reply which makes me feel stupid #and if I don’t reply well #she doesn’t notice #but it hurts my head cause she’s really nice and considerate you know ? just not to me #I don’t understand 😭

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juhotonin · 1 year ago

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You know I try not to think about it too much because honestly I kinda expected that even when he’s the same guy who tried to manage his timeline to reunite and promote with his members… but what makes me angry is that no mention of his members in his letter…

#like Idk how to feel. I’m happy for him that he finally decided something. I’m sad that we didn’t get a full comeback.#I’m sad that we don’t see idol!rowoon anymore WITH his members. (don’t let me start on the whole fnc kingdom thing)#I’m angry that everyone tried even tho if they had solo schedules they tried for sf9 since binseong left #but rowoon’s schedule was so packed that he didn’t had the time except for the puzzle cb #I’m happy for him like truly that he focuses more on his self now bc he still deals with his back pain but nonetheless I’m sad. angry. empty #I have so many emotions and the fact that I’m not surprised #I’m thinking about the members at this moment and miss youngbin’s lives where I could calm myself #his words are always so calming and reassuring that you feel at ease #like I should be happy inseong is coming back to us tomorrow and youngbin is following. their anniversary is coming up yet…#I’m in this sf9 hole forever. the first group who made me feel something and is so special to me.#I’d still support them but for now thank you for letting us feel how we feel #fun fact trauma was the comeback with all the nine members and we’re literally living the title rn 😅#zey.txt

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pissfizz · 11 months ago

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On one hand toya tenma hc is one of my favorite things ever and it’s very important to me but on the other part of me is coming to hate it bc fans are so insufferable about it

#the fact that they can’t distinguish between canon and fanon is so irritating especially cuz everyone gets so bent out of shape over it #and I’m really sad about this bc I love this headcanon so much but bc of stupid fans of this franchise every time I see it my gut reaction -#-is now always annoyance cuz the shit people say about these characters and the people who engage with them in ways they don’t particularly-#-like etc etc.#not to mention the lowkey hilarious fact that people who hate anything other than the toya tenma bc are more obsessed with him being shipped #-with either of the tenmas than anyone who actually does ship it. there’s barely anyone who does and yallre consistently throwing fits over-#-it and ruining the experience of these characters and this fandom not only for me but probably lots of others #like why can’t you just relax and let people do what they want. if you don’t like it just ignore it stop ruining characters and media for-#-everyone #anyway this is your not so casual reminder than toya tenma is literally just widely accepted fanon and is not actually canon and y’all need-#-to stop being pressed about it #does this count as a rent lowering gunshot lol. it kind of is #anyway yeah I’m chilling with toy.akasa and to.yasaki. i don’t ship em really but they’re fine. yallre just insane #really sucks tho. bc I love thinking of them as siblings but the other fans who talk about them as such are constantly throwing fits #so now I don’t even wanna like it. i barely even wanna see it. and it’s sad #anyway I’m just repeating myself by now #so thanks prsk fandom for being so obsessed with discourse that you ruin the things others love 👍

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