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buck/eddie | 8.8k | rated e
And sometimes Buck hates having the knowledge of a first responder, but more often than that, he hates being in love with his best friend. Because when he gears up to say what he says next, he doesn’t know how much of it comes from a place of concern and how much, even if it’s just a fraction, comes from wanting Eddie more than anything. “Okay,” he says. “Take off your clothes.” Eddie’s shivering actually does cease for a moment, body going rigid with shock. He leans away from Buck’s embrace, as far as the sleeping bag will allow, so he can look him in the eye. “What?” Buck holds his ground. “Take off your clothes.” Eddie fishmouths at him in surprise, effect ruined a little by the shivering starting up again. “C’mon, you and I both know the best way to warm up is skin-to-skin contact,” Buck says, using the slight space between them to tug off his t-shirt. He reaches down into the sleeping bag, wriggling out of his sweats before wadding them up and tossing them to a corner of the tent.
or, eddie’s bad at camping, buck’s trying to make sure he doesn’t get hypothermia, and naked huddling for warmth is only like the third gayest thing happening in the great outdoors
read on ao3
#kayley!!! finishing this the day you start your new job so Happy New Job mwah#please when you’re reading this envision the tent scene from the twilight saga eclipse except gayer (sorry kstew)#911 fic#buddie fic#911#buddie#writing tag#mine
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#sunflora#pov you are a little bug on their leaf. climbing up#that's what this is supposed to be. not sure what to call this angle but i'm starting to think i should create an angle for povs just calle#pov#so i'll tentatively start that just now#anyway somebody reblogged the Ancient sunflora post the other day and tagged it mentioning that i didn't say anything#about pmd. on it. so. check it out#the romance between sunflora and loudred was forced as fuuuuck
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Wrote a bunch for the start of the isa loops au yesterday, here's a segment from it. Accidentally turned into over 1k words of saapfrin suffering and it's gonna continue like this for a bit I think. This was just supposed to be a tiny section that set up the fic and hinted at what went different but it just keeps growing woops-
#me getting on a writing stream w some friends and realising i hadn't even STARTED the fic i selected to write:#'uhhhhhh. LOOP PANIC ATTACK GO-'#isat#isat spoilers#hmm. i have a tentative name for this fic so i should probably make a tentative au tag for categorisation purposes#not your burden au#<- that'll do for now
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I DID IT, I POSTED (started) THE FIC WAAH. Cinderella Boy University AU time babyyyyy, Here’s chapter 1!!
I have so much of it planned out even well beyond that rambly post I made the other day, and I have several scenes already written. I just need to connect them all lol. Hopefully I won’t disappear for too long between chapters, but please do bare with me ^-^
Fic title is from The Tree by The Family Crest, my beloved underrated band please go listen to their music
Summary:
Chase is going to college! ...A year later than planned, but going nonetheless!
With a regrettable choice for an elective credit, the obligatory Discussion Post assignments it comes with it, and some unknown classmate on those Discussion Posts who seems to disagree with EVERY SINGLE post Chase makes in the MOST condescending way possible and it's ALREADY driving him UP THE WALL—
...You, uh, might say his university experience is off to an...interesting start! ——————
"Well, they can't be replying only to you or they'd fail the discussion post requirements," Deacon clarified. "Actually, if it's all anonymous how are you even sure it's the same person?"
"I can just tell, Deacon. No one else in this class is going to be using words like 'insufferable,' 'colloquialism,' and 'alas' in discussions that are only worth a whopping 10% total of our final grade."
"Fair enough," Deacon shrugged.
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(tagging people here who replied to my post about this AU the other day, hopefully that’s okay! @pali-and-proud @shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii @jaiscbstash @hotcocoahouse3301 @amejayr)
#So Shaped By The Chances Fic#<- tentatively the tag I'm using for this#cinderella boy#cinderella boy webtoon#stargoth#lee speaks#it clicked yesterday that I was fully In A Manic Episode when I started this#(like for the last week or so)#and that's why I got SO into it SO fast lmao#Yesterday I've started to come back out of it and I'm mostly back to baseline today#but surprisingly my motivation to write this fic didn't disappear with the impulsivity!#So uh thanks manic episode? For helping me out this time?? Very cool
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It was crazy watching bkdk go from the most hated ship to the most popular ship in the fandom
#idk something i was thinking about#i also used to not like it if i'm being completely honest#i used to be a big td dk shipper#i still like them too!! i just like bkdk more nowadays#i remember when you could say “i like bakudeku” and everyone would move 10 feet away from you and act like you're a witch#i was in an amino group chat (LMAO) and tentatively said “i like bakudeku” and someone was like “bakudeku is so toxic why” and i was like#“oh fuck i don't wanna disrupt the harmony of the group chat” so then i backtracked and i was like “haha yeah i only like them in AUs”#to that person i like them canon compliant the most and always have i lied sorry#bkdk#bakudeku#katsudeku#side note the big reason i stopped being so into td dk is bc at the point where i JUST started liking bkdk i didn't like how a bunch of#td dk shippers would treat katsuki like he was izuku's toxic ex or something or they would use td dk to shit on bkdk#idk how that is nowadays but i used to see it in fic and it kinda just pissed me off too much so i had to step away 😭#i am a multishipper for life tho i'll go back to them someday. also tdbkdk is really good too.#i spaced out td dk so it doesn't show in their tags i hope it works 😭 if it doesn't i love them please believe me#I DO REMEMBER THIS ONE REALLY GOOD VILLAIN DEKU FIC I WAS READING BEFORE STEPPING AWAY FROM THE SHIP#i think it was unfinished i can't remember the name :(
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our flag means death S2E3: the innkeeper
#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2 spoilers#shrimp gifs#it was just a very pretty scene i think#i'm laughing because i played around with curves -- as you do -- but then i had to manually bring the brightness down and make everything#more blue again because it's just better that way lol#god i'm having... so many little marbles bouncing around my head like#this post is already tagged with all the spoiler tags i think i can talk in here#the way it started i had No Inkling At All that this would be this kind of setting. so i didn't pay attention to the surroundings or all th#stuff. hell i could barely hear what they're saying because all my fancy schmancy english skills fall apart in the face of your normal soun#mixing. I MISSED THAT IZ AND ED SAID “LOVE” LIKE HELLO#but. but anyway. but. but once it was revealed that This Is All In Ed's Head. that hornigold is ed and everything is ed. man. god.#it's cold and wet and dark (ed likes warmth). ed was washed up on the shore with his face full of sand but THEN he got rescued by someone#who he hated and associated with all the pain and violence AND who then force-fed him soup so he could get better. who had pretty pieces of#glass hanging from his tent (there's no sun but the decoration itself is a promise of a pretty sighs when the rays of the sun hit#just right--) AND you can't forget the sandals. and the play-acting and aoughhhh EEEDDDDDDDD god he's so good HE'S SO GOOD#i dont think i should touch the delightful revenge scenes because they're dark as fuck and idk if the files i have are hq enough#to survive the becurvening. BUT. ed my love!!! i hope this is not where your insanities end
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//srry for the lack of writing, have some wips <3
#do we prefer the thinner or thicker lines gang#and yes he is a christmas playboy bunny#ooc: behind the scenes#mun's art#tentatively starting a tag for art stuff knowing i will probably not keep it up
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I miss old tumblr in the sense that i could complain about board exams and worrying about not getting enough to be eligible for my medical entrance test and i'd have summoned half the indian side of tumblr to sympathize
#im in sm stress#if i dont score above 75% im not eligible for my neet exam#which im planning to take a drop year for#and its gonne be both expensive and emotionally taxing#and i have to give THIS years neet exam too#for reasons#im not in the clear until may 20#adulthood is a scam#And that is well BEFORE i even start preparing for neet#well before i even have to consider the possibility that i might not get in#im pretty much using this post to vent in tags#its like 4 am#and im stressed. scared. everything#its really difficult just existing w adhd and mental illness#much less studying#and neet is like highly competetive#the cutoff goes so high#i want to get out of this city#and be safe and actually be alive for once#a big part of me will shrivel up and die if i stay#and this is the first time i've actually wanted smth for real#tentatively and doubtfully#but wanting still#and idk if i'll make a good doctor or if i'll fuck up and have it all blow up in my fsce#overthinking basically#im worried im not. capable of doing this#anyways desi tumblrinas where are you😭😭😭😭
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it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.
#i came out to my fav professor/mentor today#it was kind of impulsive but idk#she’s just made me feel so safe and supported and cared ab#that honestly all i wanted to do was tell her#and hear what my new chosen name sounds like when she says it. idk.#anyway she was So incredibly receptive and understanding and supportive#like she said things i needed to hear that i didn’t even know i needed to hear#at one point she essentially reassured me that she doesn’t and won’t ever love me any less as a boy#and she immediately wanted to call me by my chosen name and use my preferred pronouns#and she kept telling me too that there’s no pressure or need to stress and that if i ever wanna adjust the name or pronouns i can#and that gender isn’t a fixed thing ofc#she told me that she’s proud of me too#god i’m so luckyyyy dude#i feel so loved and cared about#also i said in an email recently that i was looking for a part time job (like totally as a separate thing i mentioned bc of scheduling stuff#and totally unprompted today#she started talking to me about getting a paid position for me set up with some grant money ig??#which we were already tentatively planning on doing next semester#but bc she saw me say that she’s trying to get it set up now 🥺🥺#AGH i kinda love my life rn#but i’m so terrified to and im even more afraid to admit that#anyway so sorry this is an excessive amount of tags#silas speaks#vent#trans#transmasc#trans masc#transgender#queer#lgbtq+
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getting to customize ur quizzy is like. very interesting
#da: veilguard#dragon age#if the time skip is ten years then it’s like. hmmm Darva has 7-8 years before he was supposed to pass away#idk what’s been going on I wanna wait to see what is going on with the plot#but tentatively Darva has been in Tevinter w Dorian w moments of traveling around#either for Dorian or doing work to see where solas went m#Dimitri is…..ha depends on the AU#w bull he’s been traveling all over#if it’s the relationship w solas then….i haven’t thought that far#I haven’t had a dragon age thought in years you’ll have to forgive me#Owen talks#pls let me know how you all want me to tag this#I’ll probably start shoving thoughts in my drafts
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they're releasing an official sougo nendo and i never finished that particular faceplate but i think i was on the right track vibes wise! LOL at the fact i even predicted his pose. i'm excited to see if any of my other faceplates match the official ones :3c
#hi i'm tentatively back and also might be starting new meds to help me manage some of my conditions woopee!#fuck it this is going in the main fandom tags.#gintama#sougo okita#⚔️ show your fangs
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I'm probably not gonna sleep. Anyway. Headcanons!
Part 2 / Spanish speakers
Mariana - human (he's just a guy in a superhero costume and I love that vision)
Luzu - android??? ig?? (I honestly can't tell whats happening with him but he's kinda like a cyborg/andriod-human-mix in my head)
Max - human (sorry but once again i cannot imagine Maximus as anyone else than Just A Guy™)
Missa - grim reaper/skeleton/wither skeleton (something like that, i can't really place it, just... my mans got his skull out and he's married to the angel of death so he's kinda like a mix of all three)
Roier - spider (but a slight one, like only got extra eyes, bit of venom and sharp teeth maybe got a bit of a web action going on and a bit of skin colouring that's accurate to the spider), spiecies: mexican rust-leg tarantula (i like the red that this guy has got going so i think it fits w/ Roier, also im too scared of looking for a more diverse spider type)
Vegetta - human/something going on w/ stars (i imagine this silly guy ✨sparkles✨)
Carre - human/cat (still deciding whether he's a cat hybrid or just a dude in a onesie, but if he was a cat →) pampas cat or a pantanal cat (honestly the photos of these cats that i found are just really giving Carre energy)
Pol, Rivers, Willy, German - sorry I don't really know these guys so I don't see them as anything other than human
ElQuackity - duck (same as Quackity), domesticated duck (which is just a variation of the duck that Quack is but I feel like the domesticated part kinda ties him with the Fed. how he's kinda their experiment and everything)
#i started getting into some spider research but i got very scared very quiackly so you get a tarantula cus thats one of the only breeds of#you get a tarantula cus thats one of the vreeds of spiders im not afarid of#qsmp#qsmp headcanons#qsmp mariana#qsmp luzu#qsmp maximus#qsmp missa#qsmp roier#qsmp vegetta#qsmp carre#elquackity#sorry not gonna tag pol#not gonna tag the last four before elquackity cause they basically got no co tent#sorry :(#theos qsmp hybrid headcanons
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I believe you used to ID as bi, right? I think you’ve talked about that before? I was curious as to how you realized you liked women, then realized again you only like women and is not actually bi? I’m stuck in the hell of realizing I might be gay. My current thought is “I’d be FebFem if I was side a” which makes me think I’m gay. (Not encouraging just saying my thoughts.) so I’m seeking out other side b/side y storys. Prayers appreciated, and sorry, english is my second language.
Oh you deserve a veterans discount if you remember the I thought I was bi arc ;A;
Also if anyone reading is like me and did not know what FebFem was before this ask it is a bi woman that exclusively dates women. The more ya know!
I will do my best to summarize since it was a long and very confusing time trying to figure this out. But brevity is not my strong suit lol.
If I had to sum it up it would be that my "attraction" to men always felt very performative/forced while my actual attraction to women was very natural, and spontaneous/uncontrollable?
Like as a kid I would just pick random dudes to pretend to have a crush on because I figured you were like. Supposed to have one and it was weird if I didn't have one. As opposed to the very strong female friendships I had formed which were very much crushes looking back on it. I like constantly raved about fictional male characters and how much i wanted them but I really. didn't.
My first boyfriend I didn't even like I just knew he really liked me and was like "screw it might as well". He was a nice dude and wasn't bad looking but I was very much just going through the motions and just trying to be a good girlfriend. The other guys I got involved with were friends of mine and I just kinda assumed that I liked them because we got along platonically. I feel really bad because there was this guy that I claimed to have a crush on throughout college and I flirted with him ONE TIME but as soon as he reciprocated my whole body was like NONONONONONO and I spent so much time violently avoiding the hell out of him for no discernible reason. Like he was a really nice dude and didn't do anything to make me feel that way.
I think the last straw for me was a guy that I'd met after breaking up with my situationship not-gf, gf. We got along decently well online, even flirted a lot, potentially talked about getting married but didn't want to say anything definitive until we met in person. I was really excited to meet him because I genuinely believed I liked him but when he showed up it was terrible. We were kind of affectionate with each other but it was just really awkward and it just felt. Wrong. The next day I was very physically repulsed and depressed and I don't think we even spent the last day he was here together because I didn't wanna see him. And he'd done nothing wrong at the time for me to act or feel that way. I didn't let guys touch me at all for a long time after that because I could just feel the phantom sensation of him touching me and I hated it. Also spent a lot of time wishing he was more like a woman and being annoyed that I couldn't connect with him like I could with my ex.
I think that's when I realized frfr that I wasn't into men. That and I generally do not find men to be attractive at all(some are tbf from like an aesthetic point of view but most of them are not) and I find their genitalia legitimately repulsive and would not want to be intimate with them. When I was into my ex I genuinely wanted to be close to her all the time and I couldn't get enough of her touching me. I started to feel like. physically intoxicated by her presence and I just wanted all of her so bad. My face would feel hot when I was with her, I got butterflies. I wasn't fully aware of what I was feeling at the time (because I had deadass never felt it before) but that was just my body reacting to her, I didn't have to force it.
And unfortunately there was a period of time where i just. had an intense sexual attraction to a friend of mine out of nowhere. Being near her was often too much for me and I couldn't touch her or be touched by her without being very turned on. Even smelling her perfume would drive me crazy. I felt like a 14 year old boy it was freaking terrible I will be real. But again it was an enlightening experience because it was just my body reacting. I wasn't forcing it--in fact I wanted to force it to stop but couldn't. Comparing those experiences and all the other little mini crushes/blips of attraction to women to what I thought had been attraction to men I kinda put together that it was the Comphet(TM)
I hope any of that rambling is helpful and I hope you find the answers you need!
#im tentatively leaving this rebloggable because someone might be helped by it. but i will quickly change my mind if people start acting up#also lmk if i should be tagging this with the community guidelines. i tried to keep all the smexual stuff as vague as possible#lotl thots#side b#side b ssa
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need to render the guys but they're so back
#the abandoned comic might rise once again#if i ever start posting the comic again it will be when i have at least act 1 done because im not making the same mistake as last time 💀#which also means it's never happening because i just finished lining one single page of a 4 page comic that i started in june#nhyhu.original#<- tentative tag for my original work#nhyhu.art
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Me: I don't really like enemies-to-lovers that much, especially if there's a lot of disdain involved.
Me, after thinking abt Alice Dyer and Gwen Bouchard fucking sloppy style: i think i hauve covid
#disgruntled octopus#tmp shit#tmagp#i am. tentatively. going to maybe start actually tagging posts abt media i like#i usually dont bc tags are alarming a lot of the time#but also. i enjoy shitposts other people put in tags so why not me!#the magnus protocol
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Haven’t shown y’all my Earth where Frankie’s a trans lady and Danny sees Ghosts. [There’s more to it but, like….this is the most relevant info for the doodles.]
#Francis Castle#Francis Castle Fanart#the punisher#the punisher fanart#danny ketch#danny ketch fanart#ghost rider#ghost rider fanart#E-1815141425#ron’s art tag#shut in the fuck up ron#Danny’s still the Ghost Rider btw#but Naomi didn’t die early on#Barton Johnny and Barb all died in a tent fire at the carnival#Danny was 3 and watched it happen before the Ghost Rider [Naomi|Ghostie] saved him#they lived together for 10 years before she officially had him live with Mrs. Ketch#same year she left Johnny came back to life [He’s 22 atp]#and Barb sticks with Danny as a spirit#a little thing about the ghost rider hosts is that they are basically connections to the dead in some way#so Danny sees ghosts because Naomi still fucks up her deal with Mephisto making Danny the next host in line#when Johnny’s reborn [it’s via a black goat and a ritual and shit] he also has this ability since#he came back carrying Zarathos’ heart/soul with him#it…it’s a whole thing…#but Danny thinks he’s crazy so when he starts college it all kinda gets fucked up because Naomi dies the same year [he doesn’t know she’s#dead yet] and the ghost rider transfers itself to HIM adding the ability to see the damned#so he ends up having a full blown freakout at a house party 😭#and he’s like “nope. nuh-uh.” and admits himself into a psychiatric facility#and then a whole bunch of other shit happens whatever#but frankie’s like a mom pt 3 for him 😭😭😭#but he’s scared of her a bit 😭
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