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hello denizens of tumblr i come with humble offerings
they wish to romance you
#HIHIHIIIIHIIII ITS BEEN A WHILE!!!!#IVE STARTED COLLEGE!!!!#AND IM SO BUSY BUT IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN#BIOLOGY IS SO FUN TOO!!!#I love love love science and biology#what was I saying??#oh yeah HELLOO!!!!#IM STILL ALIVE AND KICKING#crying about statistical inferences but still alive#im going to be busy for a long time but i promise i still care y’all#and if i left any one of you on read i am sorry#im going to respond to all of you in just a minute i prommy life has just been insane so far#insanely good and bad ways#ive learned about people i thought i knew and about subjects i never thought i would understand#okay okay okay enough treating my blog like my diary#thats what my sketchbook is for!! xD#fnaf#fnaf fanart#dca#dca fandom#the dca#the daycare attendant#fnaf sb#security breach#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#sundrop#moondrop#love ya’ll make sure to take care of yourselves#chicken doodles
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bf (bloodstain fool/ boyfriend) has jealousy issues, so you get bells involved
@naffeclipse gotta be self indulgent and nab his bell at some point, after all <3
*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
#post let luce#dcamv#bloodstain fool#my art#naffeclipse#okay dinner time but i wanna get this out before lmao#I could just not tag ramble but where would be the fun in that?#these ideas stacked up a bit but im gonna take it easy this evening hfdj#self indulgence yes but i got the whole weekend to go <3#i have too many moon dresses sorry clip#its kinda hard to have an actual eclipse on a dress#some suns yes but mostly moons n stars n space#okay enough rambling now gogogo food time#menace4menace
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hahaha wheee haha
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions#as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit#and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square#man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink#three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it#well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy#tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long#I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing#if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too#I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch#got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr#now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that#have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens
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Is this canon? Technically no.
Is it even In character? Absolutely not!
Do I care? Not really!
Locus is my blorbo and i can put him in annoying situations, like having a small squad of annoying but just-good-enough-to-not-kill-them Feds, if i want to
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb locus#my art#batsy art#samuel ‘locus’ ortez#rvb oc: the clovers#necoda ‘neko’ micce#anton pavoz#neko looks tall when he’s next to anton and ivia#but he’s like barely 5’6 so when you stick him next to 6’2 locus#anton: ive seen his chest plate more than his helmet#ivia: you can see his chest plate? (shes 5’ even she cant see shit)#i dont have the spoons to work on my bigger pieces bc i have commissions coming up which yay money#but it means i need to consolidate my art energy for a bit and my brain is like nooo my blorbos#in the words of the fave: unfortunate!#i need to get paid tho#so instead: silly doodle time#little guys#no ivia bc i only had a small corner of my sketchbook left and she didnt fit sorry bestie#in my heart shes off helping dr grey she doesnt really get a lot of spare time to spend w her boys until the armies merge#and the medic population doubles#so do the soldiers but theyre consolidated now at the pirates shoot to kill with much better aim so…ya know#batsy do u ever not ramble in your tags? no this is my stream of thought for future me#and anyone bored enough to actually read my tags#i still have beef with the prefect helmet i hate drawing it i love its look im punting it into the sun
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pulled an all nighter so you know the drill
#clemart#macthinker#i did like 3 doodles/drawings and i have to get really brave to post one of them#<- its not bad. im just embarrassed to no ones surprise#ANYWAYS. if anything looks off blame the fact im running on no hours of sleep#i would say I started drawing to keep myself awake. but in reality the reason i pulled an all nighter was because i got distracted drawing#and by the time i realized the sun was already up so whoops#enough about me though.
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WHO ELSE UP FEELING ILL IN THE HEAD☝️☝️‼️‼️
Song: [x]
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk edit#lego monkie kid edit#lmk mk#lmk sun wukong#sun wukong#qi xiaotian#sunburst duo#lmk sunburst duo#lmk amv#lego monkie kid amv#croissart#im super proud of this actually#and im NOT an editor guys i just need pictures to move to music#i don't even entirely associate this song with sunburst duo#i literally heard this song for the first time the night i started this#i lost alot of sleep BUT IT ONLY TOOK ME TWO DAYS 🔥🔥#it was worth it im so happy with this#i hope its coherent enough . looking at it again maybe its just a mess of sunburst duoness#OK IM DONE TALKING
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"You've taken so many risks... so many things could have gone wrong along the way, and you changed so much... Do you regret any of it?"
"No."
A little spooky doodle of KC from Magma :]
[ID: A digitally drawn image of KillCode from the Working for E.V.I.L. AU sitting slightly hunched in a dark room, they have one hand on their shoulder while their other hand rests on a raised surface. KC sits with their legs crossed, looking directly at the viewer as large cables stem from his back and travel upwards towards the ceiling. The background consists of grey walls and a bright red light that emanates from a machine with a red screen behind KC. KC is an animatronic with a circular head, small red eyes and a large grin. She wears a long blue nightcap covered in silver stars and puffy pants that match, she blades adorning her forearms and does not wear a shirt. /End ID]
#tsams killcode#sams killcode#the sun and moon show killcode#tsams au#my art#working for e.v.i.l. au#working for e.v.i.l. killcode#didnt turn out quite as spooky as i had hoped but hey its always worth a shot!#I cant tell you how many times I told myself 'make it darker... ok make it darker again... no still needs to be darker'#im very rusty when it comes to shading and lighting and stuff#hopefully ill be able to get back into the swing of it soon enough
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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
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mitch’s z :) tattoo is, unfortunately, always alive in my head
#i say unfortunate bc i look at mitch marner - one of the best players of the leafs franchise and arguably one of the best of the current nhl#generation - and find it so weird that there are so many who are quick to hate this man#always being screamed at that he should be traded; that he isn’t doing enough; shooting enough; scoring enough#like every time the leafs dont make it to the playoffs its his sole fault.. and at the pinnacle of the anger#hurled at him and the demands of being traded and the new season mitch gets this tattoo#to ground himself. the one thing he writes on his glove for a personal ‘good luck out there’ he had to truly etch on his skin#and im just so fucking emotional#mitch marner#toronto maple leafs#suns net
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selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#sene/selene#posting on tumblr nowadays like im golfing off a highrise roof#punting a post into the fray hand on my eyebrows to shield from the sun watching if it lands well#obligatory napoleon dynamite style fistpump if it does#anyway hi 🫣 im still scuttling around like crecher but im making so much progress on ouro stuff#been really enjoying S' character portraits and incorporating more hints of Oakwerths architecture into their design#thinking of adding some porcelain caps to their horns#happy to share some sneak peeks if you forgive me for not being very social :]#i have 722 asks right now! seven hundred and twenty two. that is a dizzying nr and i honestly don't even know where to start#hopefully it gets neater once the ouro blog is up. pffft a girl can hope#i cannot thank you enough for your kind words and evocative q's#(everytime something new comes in it feels like seeing the first spring flowers) it really fuels me#i am working on the not so secret secret project for a while longer#who would've thunk i'd be more productive when not spending so much time on social media. honestly its a mystery#i hope you are doing well ✨#*skedaddles back offline*
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Day 29: Favorite Glamour
from practical, to... less so, an adventurer's got to have a rather large wardrobe to suit all occasions.
#miqomarch 2024#miqomarch#ffxiv miqo'te#final fantasy 14#seeker of the sun#aka my main looks for each expac....#its been a time trying to figure out his style but ive been pretty consistently putting him in like.#flowy sleeves flowy pants cinched waist kind of stuff. and i think it works for him#im trying to keep him pretty masc bc that is like a big part of Himself#being a tia and a man is a big part of his identity#but not being able to be like. a Proper tia according to his father was a big part of him feeling like he wasn't enough for the longest tim#and why he was sooo desperate to feel needed. because his very first task#the one he was born to fulfill#he couldn't do at all#he's also usually pretty covered up because he has a little bit of a case of the never nudes... but i've been putting a lot of short sleeve#on him lately which do look nice i think#miqo'te are hard to dress they're so fucking SQUARE. he is a challenge but i love him!#m: o'nehgi
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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.
#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there#im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold#at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire#theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade#of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about#the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc#its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a#metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm#just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long#sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone#its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it#everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much#damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i#collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells#me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my#wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im#excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it#feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun#is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's#what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy#but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire#unrelated#hm i should maybe add a tw to this#tw self injury#but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life#but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it
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wow, who knew scraping three inches of Winter Storm off your car at midnight on speedrun would leave you ABSOLUTELY FUCKING WIRED, this was not the goal
#text#personal#winter storm#listen i thought if i did it tonight i wouldnt have to fuck with it in the morning so i could GET MORE SLEEP#(and also let any sun melt anything before i roll out of here at 9)#(its not enough sun time for that but im#anyway now im HYPED#WHAT A SPEEDY LIL FULL BODY WORKOUT THAT WAS FUN#also i think im Impulsive rn#i didnt MEAN to look at other knitting projects but i DID#that set me back#reread friends new first page#did a BUNCH of knits today#i should be sleeping and YET
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yall dont laugh too hard ok. ok
paper machet paul mask
#when i say paper i mean e v e r y t h i n g is paper#artings#i put tinfoil around my jason mask to make like. the base. then put my paper sludge on top to give it shape#a lot of layering w regular paper & some leaving it in the sun & shaping/carving etc somethin like? three days? give or take?#then when it was dry enough i glued on some ripped up cardboard to make it sturdier. that was a lot of fun#and when it came time to paint i forgot where my black paint was so i glued on a bunch of black napkins 💀 and filled in the gaps w sharpie#the paintjob is meant to be gesso & uhhhh some shimmery silver paint i have#and obvs more sharpie for the details#and his teefs are made of these sticks my mom was gonna use for a money bouquet for my aunt and never finished#painted em white then painted em w the silver. lot of hot glue on this guy. and some industrial like Real Glue as well#theres a reason im not showing the back btw 🙏#and i realized i cut the edges too short too late in the process which is why the bolts are on top of the face#OH I MADE A STRAP FOR IT!#its meant to be just an art piece (kinda like my joey one which was just a white mask i drew on) BUT it is also SOMEWHAT wearable#on my head at least lol#thinking about shaving it to be more like the refs size? possibly fixing it so the bolts r at the sides??? another day lol#anyway im posting this bc im thinking of making another mask for halloween 🤞
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my friend pisses me off soooooo bad
#i text her first to ask abt how her essay is going wish her luck 2 times and she doesnt even like the message or say anything she just#changes the topic and then leaves me on read. okay#plus shes been getting so weirdly paranoid that im talking shit abt her to other ppl just bc ive finally made some other friends that arent#her after 1.5 years of suffering alone at my uni#(which i seriously to be honest do just bc shes been getting on my nerves with a lot of things lately)#but like man . throughout the 1.5 years that weve been talking to each other we havent progressed enough to call each other by#our first names to get the other to turn around etc i dont think we r close enough for me to abandon the wonderful religious practice of#sometimes discussing the things that your 1 friend does that piss you off with your other friends but then still hanging out with them#not because youre some sort of irredeemably evil two faced motherfucker but because thats just a normal part of having social relationships#mp#like i get that insecurity sucks and its a shitty feeling etc but ive literally dealt with this my whole cringe embarrassing childhood &#teenage years LOL like as long as your friends still make a conscious decision to spend time with u & u have fun together#then i think you dont need to worry. which is what i do so#the sun will rise again tomorrow
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people will go all "just be yourself and love yourself! :)" and then go "if you don't act the way i want, you gotta reprogram your entire way of thinking then reach into the very core of who you are and what makes you you, discard it, and replace it with this better, friendlier, more empathetic version that's coincidentally far more convenient for me to deal with than any other possible compromise we can make that you can do for me but doesn't stretch your mind to nothing but thin bands of what you'd consider 'You' :))))))"
#mine.txt#just thinking about all those 'think positively!' and 'romanticize your life!' posts#like on one hand i can see their merit cause self-hatred though instinctual is ultimately detrimental to your mental health#but on the other hand...some of them (a lot of them) are really just unashamedly asking other people to completely change themselves huh#all in the guise of ''positive thinking'' ''self-love'' and ''betterment'' no less#i suppose i shouldnt be surprised considering most people can barely grasp the concept of someone who Genuinely has muted emotions#as a natural state instead of a depressive symptom#not to mention the human quality of escalating things#so ofc tumblr which seems to currently be in its mental health recovery phase would naturally lean in so hard towards ''radical happiness''#but man sometimes i really do just wanna shake the person from behind the screen and say#'no! dont you understand! this is just how i am! stop implying that everybody who doesnt feel joy at simply waking up is a miserable hag!'#sometimes they dont even imply it they just straight up say it 💀#im honestly fine (as in idc) with seeing them but they remind me so much of those toxic positivity bitches that sell you random hoaxes#and tell you that youre ''ruining their vibes'' when youre not just beaming like the sun every waking second#well idc most of the time that is#sometimes they just trigger my szpd (and my dpd weirdly enough)#with the szpd obviously i dont like being told what to do and what to feel and having some rando assume things about me#but with the dpd its like#oh i must be doing something wrong ofc this stranger on the internet knows more about emotions and feelings than me#cause im a dumbass who doesnt Feel things therefore i must do what they say even to my own detriment#this mainly applies to those guilt-trippy ones so ive learned to steer clear of them#possibly even block the op
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