#(i don't remember the last time i cried)
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just thank you for making me fall in love with women's football. it’s you and will always be you. I’m forever grateful for everything, keep shining Viv ❤️🐐
#I’m broken#I don't remember the last time I cried so much#vivianne miedema#arsenal wfc#viv miedema#meadema#beth mead#arsenal women#woso#woso community#awfc#alessia russo#victoria pelova#kim little#leah williamson#arsenal#lotte wubben moy#laura wienroither#steph catley
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wait a minute
stop.
stop it.
#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#mha spoilers#mha 423#I didn't hate this chapter before that#but now I am#because this is just cruel level of REMEMBER THIS?????#yes. I do remember this. I rewatched and reread this arc VERY recently#so... he killed Kurogiri with a punch like the one he did in USJ and again to save Izuku#I don't care honestly.#I reread this chapter and I cried again bc I REALLY refused to believe that Kurogiri died then#but he did with a death words to Shirakumo's friends and recall of old chapters#even if people want Tenko alive I doubt that Kurogiri will ever materialize again#and I'm deadly serious when I say that this is the worst part of this chapter#I worried for Kurogiri's existence ever since it was revealed that Shirakumo is in there#but that literally took FIVE YEARS TO APPEAR AGAIN HAVING AN IMPORTANT ROLE#and he left while crumbling just like Tomura's body before Katsuki hit him#and the last thing he thought about was about protecting Tomura even though he was partly Shirakumo's dead corpse appearing more and more#even Mic now understood that it's really is him in a way ending his arc from back in Tartarus with Aizawa#and you know what's worse??? TOMURA KNOWS THIS#the way he used “...........” with Kurogiri's name while the page literally showed his black smoke disappearing was heartbreaking before#it's worse now#like... okay he's dying too and he doesn't even know if spinner is ALIVE or not and he saw Kurogiri disappear#all while protecting him from harm one last time#AND WE STILL HAVE NO FUCKING FLASHBACKS OF HIS TIME WITH TOMURA OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAD IN MANGA#I'm getting more and more furious by the minute HAHA#I need to find that one sketch I did way back in 2019 with them after spoilers of Kurogiri in Tartarus#I NEED SOMETHING LIKE THAT NOW AND I CAN'T DRAW#I want to just curl up and cry myself to sleep like a 13 y.o that found out the bird that she looked after died while she was sleeping#kurogiri
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Azula can't help but cry in her sleep, and her girlfriends worry, because that means she will cry for a long time and won't wake up no matter how hard they try.
The next morning she didn't know what she was dreaming about, she will only feel great pain running through her body as more tears fall into her eyes as she tried to remember.
#Azula#Mai#Ty Lee#Maizulee#atla#avatar the last airbender#Azula cries in her sleep#sadness consumes her and her girlfriends can't do anything about it.#Azula with depression#Azula suffers from depression without knowing it#and I don't think anyone really knows.#I remembered the first time I woke up with tears in my eyes and thought of Azula immediately.#Only no one was there when I woke up.
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Watched "Badhaai Do" today. I should've watched this in theatres ahhhh. Great characters. Good direction. Amazing Cast. Chill Soundtrack. An Indian Queer Movie that melted my heart. I feel so warm rn (maybe the climate is contributing to this as well) I don't know how many queer people in India get their fairytale ending (probably not many). But I hope every queer person stays happy and hopeful. This movie was one of the best things i've seen in a while. I laughed, cried and vibed :)
#desiblr#badhaai do#desi tumblr#desi movies#i don't remember the last time i watched a queer movie whose lines i could relate to#when you're in engineering college you don't really talk to people about ANYTHING lgbtq#when most of the people you know don't feel/understand/care about queerness -> they'll think of it as a westernized disease#i'm around conservative people 85% time so tumblr is one of the only safe spaces i can show my love for this movie#all i can say is that this movie has my heart#i cried at the end ahhhhhhh#i think i'm still sniffling a bit#loveislove#queer love#all kinds of love are valid#i hope india is a safe place for queer people one day#till then...we shall pray
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was crying but just a little bit, just shed a few tears in silennce. i sat down & started writing in my diary to get it out, wrote "i think i need to be hugged" and immediately broke down crying
#i never cry#like the last time i cried was years ago#i don't even remember when#and when i want to cry i just can't#touch starved#platonically#i just need to feel that i'm alive#moje
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I know I've said before that I cried, but I was exaggerating for dramatic effects because I'm a liar
BUT TODAY...OH I AM SOBBING RIGHT NOW ! THE TEARS ARE ROLLING ON MY CHEEKS ! I AM SNIFFLING ! I'M EXPERIENCING CHEST PAIN ! WHAT THE HECK REVERSE 4 YOU ? THIS SO HEART SHATTERING I'M DYING ! THE MOST EMOTIONAL WORST BREAK UP EVER !
#Last time I cried like that in a gl was when Kim and Wan broke up for the third time#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? WHAT DO YOU MEAN ?#WHY#WHYYYYYYY#Four will never stop being the greenest flag#sacrifying their happiness of ten years#Four KNOWING that it's impossible for them to be together and have Vivi alive so she's willingly stepping away from her soulmate#THE RING#THE FUCKING RING#TRACING THE SYMBOL IN HER PALM TO REMEMBER IT FOREVER#THROUGH ALL LIFETIME#WHO HAS CHOSEN MY DEATH TODAY ?#WHO DO I HAVE TO TALK TO ?#I swear#This show is personally angry with me#I don't deserve this much pain#Reverse 4 you#reverse 4 you ep 7#four#wa#four x wa#jattawa
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I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been born a frog. I should have been
#us elections#us politics#election 2024#i talked to an older friend today and he helped a lot#being with people helps#reminding myself that people care helps#47.5% of people in the usa care#which is a minority but at least it's close enough of a minority to a coin flip that i can always find good people#i am trying to be positive and not live out these last two months of peace in despair#being alone hurts more and i spent too much time today doomscrolling but i need some time to prepare for what i might see in the future#i do not want to make plans i do not want to make plans i should not NEED TO HAVE PLANS FOR A PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION#when i was 15 i had a whole plan for a novel i wanted to write. it was a whole carpe diem/memento mori about living life before it's over#it was going to be a good book. but now i'm not sure i believe in what i am saying enough to write it.#and i am not sure if it would be what the world needs.#but it would have been a good book. it would have been an amazing book and i didn't want to start because i didn't know how#and i wanted to wait until i had more writing and life experience to do it justice#and now i just don't have the OPTIMISM to do it justice and now it may never be written#moral of the story is write the thing NOW edit later make the thing now while you are still passionate about it existing#contrary to the contents of this post i am actually doing much better than i was this morning.#today an irl friend held my hand as i cried under a couch and an online friend reached out to make sure i am okay and i am not alone.#a lot of it is cold comfort. but at least i am regaining some faith in humanity. not all of it. i will never again have all of it.#but i will have enough.#i am a little more afraid of dying young than i was this morning and that is good. that is good.#i am not the only one who has lived through a historical event.#i will do a lot more tiredposting in the near future#especially as inauguration day comes up#but for now in the tags i feel at least a little better.#seraph rambles#seraph originals#side note: the content of the actual post is reminding me of otherkin back in like the 2010s lol remember when that was a thing on tumblr
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As someone who has my emotions locked in a box under 7 layers of chains, something I like to fantasise about is getting to have a really ugly hold-nothing-back hysterical cry in the arms of an f/o and they don't get sick of me or judge me or tell me to pull it together! They are totally fine with comforting me for as long as I need it and they don't minimise my pain, in fact they kind of feel a purpose and honour in holding and protecting me.
#something about this sounds so passive aggressive lol#anyway I don't remember the last time I cried in front of other people without feeling shame... ohhh I'm so emotionally debilitated#I guess I always feel apologetic for making people have to 'deal with me' and that I'm imposing something inconvenient onto them.#greatly uncomfortable and scared of expressing my own emotional distress :/ YESSS I need to overcome it but I struggle on my own
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I think I might be having a crisis, collapse, meltdown, panic attack, whatever you call it. I really can't stop crying. I feel like Anne Rice found my inner child and broke what was left of them. I have a little of a headache now too. I don't think I've cried this much with a book. WHAT DO I DO? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!! /GEN /SRS
Update: Now I'm sobbing really loud and trying to control myself not to wake up my family and failing miserably. I don't think I've ever cried this much with fiction. Even in real life that's rare? But it just feels like something in me was crushed. :(
#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#I don't even remember the last time I cried like this?#maybe two years ago when my grandfather died?#what do i do when i want to keep reading and finish tva this week but am a MESS
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#Alright lil blog update. Running the reblogs queue again tonight (yay!). Been procrastinating it for like? four months now?#I'm not going to fix the order anymore in a crazy pattern that only I can see. And like the point as always been#“it's only for myself‚ because I like seeing the posts all ordinately lined up ☺️”. But it does start being a problem when.#It actually blocks me from reblogging alltogether. Or makes me end up with 978 posts in the queue and 15584 in the drafts#(lol) (yeah)#Anyways had to write it down publicly because last time I said “screw it I'm not going to post in order anymore”#I lasted exactly one (1) day#Mmmmmmmmhhhhhhhh#I need to make space in the queue so I've set 20 posts in the night / morning for the time being.#Probably going to tag less because again. the posts are piling up. Sorry everyone#So like... After this string of disappointing (and possibly irrelevant?) updates. Feel free to unfollow me etc. etc.#(Mututals included? I really hold no bad feeling I know I post a lot. I don't care about mutualism if we're friends we're friends)#Have a nice day / night!!!#random rambles#Btw for anyone wondering my previous queue lineup was 4 fanarts / 2 other category posts / 4 fanarts / 2 other category posts etc.#(other category could be like. gifsets together. analysis together. textposts of approximately the same length together etc. )#And fanarts had to be coherent between each other for characters / composition / oftentimes color palette#Anyways. Winning over ocd today 💪💪#(I say as I didn't pick this month specifically because the second half of the year starts together with it. Anyways)#ManBreakingChainsMeme.png#Edit: Just remembered this all started because I accidentally hit shuffle queue two or three weeks ago#When it happened I had a mental breakdown and cried for two hours but looking back. Maybe it was really godsent
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I GOT THE TICKETS I SURVIVED THE GREAT WAR
#I can't stop crying#I don't remember the last time I cried so fucking badly#I've started bawling in front of my mom#this is sk embarrassing oh my goodness#I'm a total mess rn#but I'm so fucking happy!#SEE Y'ALL IN WARSAW!!!#rambles
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i hate that the solar eclipse just now serves as a reminder that nobody loves me.
#🍂 arian's shit#IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND NOTHING HAPPENED. but yeah#i will always think of the solar eclipse i witnessed and think about that#two people one of them my friend the other i thought i could consider my friend but HE PROBABLY DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT.#they both talked and did their things and laughed and they are so damn close to each other it almost made me cry and reminded me that#it was such a profound moment too when i realized what was going on#they were in another world that didn't have me and i get that. i do. they have known each other for a year and i abruptly showed up#two months ago and one of them we are getting close she likes me around#at least i think#the other one he is nice he is supposed to be like this he is nice to everyone that is who he is#so what is happening: he is completely indifferent to me. most he did was remember my name and face. but he is nice.#i like them both so so much it almosg does hurt when i stood there awkwardly almost like i was intruding#and i realized that i have never not been close to anyone#no acquaintances all the friendships i have had they sre the reason why i live and i know that they live for me too#we have known each other since kindergarten. they held my face and cried and told me that i was love when i was leaving for the last time#they love me. i am sure of it.#but now i don't have anyone near whom i do love. people don't love me. i used to be love.#it also hurts that i am Average Person In The World#i am not funny. i do not have unique quirks. i do not have a single talent.#all i am good for is saying the wrong things all time.#even in my old life i was someone. someone who isn't the same as the person who saw the solar eclipse today and felt all this#i was the idiot. I WAS THE IDIOT. i was the writer person.#i don't feel like any of these things now. they had a thing in common: their capacity to love and be loved.#i love very easily but i am not an easy person to love.#vent post#god this is such a small little thing i am the most pathetic thing in the world#feel free to scroll away don't even read this shit#arian contemplates his universe
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Period got here a week late and said "u know what, bleeding isn't enough, let me make you ✨️extra sad✨️ as well."
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i GROSSLY misremembered just how good life is strange before the storm was
#i. must have cried like 7 times#which i also did last time i played it don't get me wrong but#idk. it's really really hitting right now. jesus#life is strange#life is strange before the storm#games#i still think when it comes to lis-games nothing will ever 'top' lis1#but the daddy issues bts depicts? chefs. motherfucking. kiss. MWAH#god i remember playing this for the first time a mere month after my dad passed away#i was a wreck and i don't say that lightly
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just finished rereading gideon the ninth
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Streets are saying We Live In Time is similar to One Day, This is Us, and The Fault in Our Stars?? Bro I'm finished. Like I'm in so much trouble.
#scribblesbyc#I'm going to have to go and see this alone aren't I#Like that's a succinct list of ever piece of media that has crushed me soul and left me a sobbing inconsolable mess#Like its almost exclusively those 3 things#The other thing is like the last hour of Elvis but we don't need to talk about that#Its bad enough that Flo and Andrew are in a movie together but if its that sad?? I'm not surviving this movie imma die in the theater on go#florence pugh#flo#andrew garfield#I wish I could explain to you how little I cry like I think I remember every single time I've cried since I became an aware person#like it happens that rarely
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