#greatly uncomfortable and scared of expressing my own emotional distress :/ YESSS I need to overcome it but I struggle on my own

[futurewife]

As someone who has my emotions locked in a box under 7 layers of chains, something I like to fantasise about is getting to have a really ugly hold-nothing-back hysterical cry in the arms of an f/o and they don't get sick of me or judge me or tell me to pull it together! They are totally fine with comforting me for as long as I need it and they don't minimise my pain, in fact they kind of feel a purpose and honour in holding and protecting me.