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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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older designs for my specialest guy
#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga#hyuga neji#art#fanart#naruto#2024#i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile#the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you#anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not#under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought#i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married#2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable#when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable#3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions#are not fun as a concept#are they fun on purpose? no#but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose#and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute#but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto#thats my special recommendation from me to you
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this season is doing wacky things to everyone.
skizz has decided he can't be a nice guy anymore (despite his history and nature to be charitable and give back to the server and be the super heroes of the server so to speak)
impulse has gone absolutely nuts and has been accusing everyone of stealing cows right off the bat and seems to have a hunger for victory
and bdubs etho and tango have formed the "tuff guys" cause "nice guys finish last"
so.... people who ahve all historically been part of skizz's superhero gangs are going bad
meanwhile gem and joel who are historically known to kill and steal and antagonize and live on their own etc are making friends with alliums and treating their friends as family
oh how the turn tables
#everyone seems to be hungrier for victory this season#theyre all thinking about their nature and wondering if that's why they've failed in past seasons#straight up skizz says like “no more Mr nice guy” because he's too nice and it gets him killed#and its literally in the tuff guy slogan “nice guys finish last”#and gem and joel both in episode 1 said “I've made a lot of enemies” and (either) “i want to make amends” or “i want to change my strategy”#because the enemy making wasnt helping to win#interesting things#skizzleman#impulsesv#team best#team ties#bdoubleo100#ethoslab#tangotek#tuff guys#geminitay#smallishbeans#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#life series spoilers#life series#pixls things
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the reason I can recognize canon v fanon is that I watched Scorsese and Nolan movies but when i'm watching 911 I know I'm not watching a Scorsese or Nolan movie.
I know it sounds dumb but this year i realized how many people don't know they're not watching Shutter Island or Inception and they try to apply BigMovie logic to written-in-5-days WeeWoo show episodes.
this means if the show explicitly tells you a character is happy or a relationship is going well you're not supposed to infer they're actually miserable and on the verge of a breakup because they're wearing blue and subtextually blue means unhappy and also they're eating pasta and this means the break up is past-a due.
I love doing it and writing metas and speculating but I know it's fanon and there's a 90% chance that's not what the show means so i'm not gonna be disappointed if my meta doesn't get confirmed.
i'm not saying 911 doesn't have subtext, i'm saying they probably don't use it to deny explicit canon because most people won't pick up on it. and if they went with the kind of theories we come up with on here 90% of the audience would be blindsided and think "where the hell is this coming from".
when you're at the movies sometimes the curtains are shown to be blue but you're supposed to understand they're red and it's actually a dream because the character is always wearing sunglasses. but I don't think that kind of brain power is required to watch and understand abc procedural show n.4636367 airing at 8 pm on thursdays.
#if for some reason bucktommy break up in episode 1 it's gonna be out of nowhere (and probably due to external circumstances)#no one is gonna think “oh this must because he was wearing a Henley at the bachelor party”#same can be said if Eddie decides Shannon is not the love of his life#they said that explicitly so it would have to have some build up#911 fox#911 abc
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i love dbda but i also love fashion history so i was very triggered when edwin said emma died in the late 1800s when she very clearly died in the mid 1800s
i would say the 1850s but the latest she could’ve died was in the 1860s
i used this as the reference because you can’t see her full outfit in the show. it’s not very historically accurate but it is clearly 1850s
just look at how similar they are. you cannot tell me she isn’t from the 1850s which classifies as mid 1800s not late 1800s edwin
#sorry guys i was really triggered when he said it#i love the show tho#but as a fashion history nerd and a huge fan of 1850s fashion i could not rest after hearing him call her “late 1800s”#anachronism#dbda#dbda netflix#dbda show#edwin paine#edwin payne#fashion history nerd#i hate joy fun and happiness i know#1850s#mid 1800s#late 1800s#emma dbda#dbda emma#dbda episode 1#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives#charles and edwin lowkey stole crystal from emma poor girl just wanted her friend back but they she left her for gay ghosts#justice for emma
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Lmao so I finally done drawing a lineup of P3 cast in my Highschool AU. Call them wokesona or something ahskskskskasosk
#i really need to figure out an actual name for this AU i cant keep calling it wokesona to myself privately forever 🥲#anyway Aki's costume is like the least y2k here cuz I cant recall anyone wearing jumpsuit as fashion at that time#but shhh mom said i can be cringe online today so like I was thinking that Aki doesnt really have a lot of new clothes in his wardrobe#most of the time he thrifted it or its a hands down from his foster parents or something#but it doesnt really matter his fangirls doesnt care that he is out of date when it comes to fashion#all they know is that boy is hot and they're the reason why Aki has terrible sinus because they wont get his name outta their mouth#anyway again this isnt their permanent clothes hhh its more like a guide for me for everyone's style#i was envisioning that if this is an actual cartoon that nick somehow decides to greenlight#it would be something like 'as told by ginger' where everyone changes clothes in every episode#anyway now that I get this outta my way I can finally go through my request hsjsjaka bUT FIRST //passes out and sleeps for 1 millennia#asukart#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#yukari takeba#mitsuru kirijo#fuuka yamagishi#aigis#aigis persona 3#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#persona 3 femc#shinjiro aragaki#akihiko sanada#makoto yuki#persona 3 mc#junpei iori#00s highschool au
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Ming DID NOT put on that cunty blazer just to lose Joe.
His mom and Tong should have known he wasn't going to go down without a fight as soon as they saw him show up in the Hillary Clinton. Man meant BUSINESS with that.
#my stand in#my stand in the series#there was zero chance he was gonna let Joe go without a fight in that blazer#come along now#also fuck his mom#she literally said she was happy when Joe 1 died#and what a godawful foul bitch thing to say about the person your kid loves#I fear it is NOT going to be a good episode for Ming next week#and Joe will be going through it too#but still#that blazer will always be famous to me#Ming showed up to make Tong grovel dressed like a Caucasian Woman of Wealth#and they thought they could beat him???#it is to laugh#regular Clyde
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Five pizzas and a wedding ring...
Y'all this man's SWEETEST dream for the past six years has just been getting to meet her, share a meal with her, and fall in love with her in a world that never died.
Like real people do.
#towl spoilers#towl#twd#twd spoilers#richonne#rick grimes#michonne grimes#text post#the ones who live#nobody touch me#i cant breathe#yes im ALREADY writing a fic about it and it'll be my next piece#five pizzas and a wedding ring#Rick Grimes didnt invent loving your wife but he did perfect it#dont nobody love anybody like Rick Grimes loves Michonne#dont nobody love anybody like Michonne Grimes loves Rick#Ive already seen episode two and i promise you you will not be disappointed#the reviewers all said ep 4 is the Big One for Richonners#but if eps 1 and 2 are like this#what in the hell is s4 going to be???#oh my heart
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insane how people act like charles is ‘the jealous one’ like edwin didnt spend the whole first episode screaming crying throwing up every time charles looked at crystal and not him
#obv its deeper than that#like after 30 years of almost always taking edwins side on everything#he suddenly leaves WITH SOME RANDOM GIRL while saying he has a poor attitude and hes like? do i? yeah bc the living suck right? right?#and he decides to stay annoyed when they come back bc he LEFT him ugh. for a GIRL. like they’re actually still teens in school#so he really really hopes this is a passing fancy. like a pet or something. a wounded bird that we CANNOT KEEP#and when charles points out that it is in fact jealousy (which by charles time is not at all couple exclusive) it literally takes him aback.#bro said ‘jealous?’ so breathlessly like cmon. but b4 he could let that sink in crystal wakes up so he lets it go#probably had a whole internal convo where he reconciled being able to be friend-jealous and then kicked it up. like really up#‘maybe its your outfit’ and ‘also we are punishing you’ and ‘are you ready to talk to her shoes’#‘you spoke to a demon in this friendly malt shop’ and ‘oh you love this dont you’ and ‘saved you one time and now you wont leave either’#like yes he IS jealous and yes he WILL make it everyone’s problem on purpose#do i even have to pull out ‘of course you fell for a living girl’ (looks at him through his lashes) help him#90 percent of these are from the FIRST EPISODE okay#episode 1 edwin is THE cattiest bitch so it tracks that the cat king wants him#point is they are both insanely jealous ok#dbda#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#bumblysdumbly
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Jingles a little bell in front of you to convince you to do tasks.
[First] Prev <--> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin ling#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#A-qing#Not tagging XXC its too mean#Season 2 is underway! This episode has so much going on but it's a great season start#I adore how the juniors bicker in the opening scene....especially jin ling#I know there's more to him wanting to help out than just the jingle jangle of the clarity bell but also#from the outside it really does look like wwx jingled a little bell in front of him and made him go from 'not helping' to 'fine I'll help'#I also have failed to capitalize on the fact little jin ling has a bell on him. It has meaning and emotional weight. However.#JC really said: 'this little boy keeps getting underfoot and lost in crowds. I'll put a bell on him'.#Its stated that *all* the yunmeng jiang disciples had a clarity bell. Which is 1) funny to think they all wander off at times 2) owwww#Also extra 'Owww' the audio drama adds with this scene is the weight on how wwx never got to give baby JL the bell he carved as a gift#That little bell can hold so much significance to so many aspects of these character's lives.#'Clarity' as an adjective here is also pulling some fun weight. JL slowly coming to truly see myx/wwx as someone more than the rumours#have made him out to be. Teen discovers that you should make your own decisions about someone! Good for him!#JL is a great character and I like him more than my silly little comic design implies.
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one thing im thinking about is how every team stuck together til the end.
every team stuck together, and every team died together. dying all within the same rough time frame
except team ties, who all died seperately,
Skizz died amongst the bad boys, after jimmy, before joel.
Tango died amongst the clockers, after bdubs, before scar and cleo.
Etho died amongst the nosy neighbors, after bigb and grian, before pearl.
Impulse died among the mean gills, after scott, before martyn.
Team Ties. their name symbolizing their connections and metaphorical ties to each other.
All died separately.
All died alone.
#tangotek#impulsesv#ethoslab#skizzleman#team ties#limited life#trafficblr#life series#tango tek#etho slab#I GENUINELY THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE THINGS EVERYONE WAS POINTING OUT#and if you say OH GRIAN BETRAYED THE BAD BOYS or MARTYN BETRAYED SCOTT i will kill and eat you#grian stayed with joel til his final moments. still offering his life to him. and basically got joels blessing to join the nosy neighbors#and like scott said at the end of his episode#he wouldnt have it any other way#this is by far the most loyal season#martyn couldnt back stab scott if he tried#scotts been sacrificing himself all season#anyways IMPULSE NUMERO DOS!!!!1!
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i have this really stupid idea in my head that im frankly a little obsessed with and the idea is this: trent crimm doing a drunk history episode on ted lasso's first tenure at richmond. is that how drunk history works? i don't think so. do i care? absolutely not. it's a special episode who cares because this image is not only hysterical to me but treasured. i treasure this image. i hold it close in my heart and also laugh and laugh and laugh.
#ted is played by what is very visibly a butch lesbian in a huge fake mustache.#roy is inexplicably played by himself in a wig.#ternt drunkenly and passionately explaining this whole thing. he says his own line and the trent actor (who also has a wig) gets to act it#trent waving his hands as he's explaining all this. the host being like 'not very often we get to have someone include the part where They#come into the story' and trents like [dorkiest finger guns]#also yes i said first tenure bc this scenario lives in post canon fantasy fix it land where ambiguously ted comes back to richmond#at some point. and also both bc my tedependent heart is obsessed and bc it's really funny#marries trent. just bc i want this to end with trent--hammered and pleased as punch--being like AND THEN I MARRIED HIM!!!!!#[falls back on couch happily] :)#also in the line of that great 5+1 social media fic#by jessjessthebest. a sequel thats just like a youtube video like#'we made ted lasso and trent crimm watch that episode of drunk history about them' and trent is just. head in hands the whole time.#ted is DELIGHTED.#anyway i rotate this in my brain fucking DAILY. it's so goddamn funny to me.#ted lasso#tedependent#tedtrent#trent crimm#the line in question being 'is this a fucking joke' i just realized i did not clarify that#no but really im obsessed with this it's so fucking funny#also any image trent had left of being a ruthless ex journalist is thoroughly ruined#all of his former colleagues have seen him and drunk and giggling and fully admitting what he was thinking at the time and oh boy#hes a disaster <3#gertspeak
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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as nice as their agreement to make up was, I don’t think this is the last of the divorce. they sounded really frustrated at each other when the ladder broke, so their truce was just that. a temporary promise to not kill each other to death for like an hour
#also I was surprised at first that John went straight on the offensive but. I really shouldn’t have been lol#like babygirl WE understand why you did that so maybe explain yourself instead of threatening what was#literally your goal in season 1 lmao#he’s silly like that#arthur was so cute this episode he’s trying so hard to keep up the brevity#and john is not having it#malevolent#malevolent spoilers#my point in the main post is probably super obvious but I think it should be said
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#💝#HE SCREAMED AT YOU???#hbhhnfhhbbggggggfgggg i know it was said in shock at what the boss was doing#rather than in shock that the boss did that TO PIM but hhfvrvgghgfghgggggfrf#i love this entire beginning scene just with them so much………. the contrast between this and their first interaction in the pilot#charlie is so clearly invested in what pim is saying and he 100% believes him and agrees with him#not to say he’s EVER been an outward jerk toward him cuz he hasn’t but Man. this is. yeah#i know this is like the episode where they split for this season im guessing#as in just for this one episode and then they’re together again for the rest#but this and the way charlie seemed to like. get More stressed out and afraid when he noticed pim approaching the boss at the end#man is that more than enough for me#literally this could be it for the next 2 years like what happened with season 1 and id be literally fine#Sigh#god i’m So Excited#also the little jazz hands pim does to signal screaming.. I love you I love you I love you i love love love you ilove you so muc pim pimlin
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ok ok ok ok ok ok ok but jhonny bailey in anthonys ultimate PEAK SOFTBOY ERA™️ is doing things to me its things
#the dreadful things#episode 5 anthony#like i said just#another level#honestly#jonathan bailey#he looks like he’s 19 in his softboy era#season 1 anthony was TIRED#this boy here is#idek#bridgerton#netflix bridgerton#polin#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton season three#netflix#s2 kanthony#gods#anthony bridgerton#anthony x kate#kate sharma#love the subtle inflections in anthonys outfits too this seasons#kanthony#kanthony baby#love to see kanthony in this beautiful era#ugh
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