#(gods I have such feels for these lads)
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SYLUS who has loved you endlessly and forever. who never falters even in the face of death, as the only thing that ever stuck as his ultimate priority was ensuring your safety. who initially teases you about the mundane things you find joy in, only to memorize each and every detail. who quite literally puts everything on the line that dares to threaten your life or serve as an obstacle for your happiness. SYLUS—who has sworn to himself to give you the world at all costs—if it meant the cosmos had to burn, if it meant that gods would have to be betrayed and killed.
#⋆⭒˚。𖦹 (˶°ㅁ°) LUNAWRITES!#i just finished listening to his tender moments for the cards i have rn and i am feeling things.#im thinking of so many things but one thing's for sure is that man loves you DOWN.#sylus loves you with every fiber of his being and damn right he's gonna make sure you know even if he doesn't say the words outright#god i love him. I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM#sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace x you#sylus qin#qin che
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siren
#bakuspecial#cw: nudity#cw: body horror#monster#siren! I think. they're bird to me#I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description#and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings#lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At#(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman#but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry#I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human#even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm#...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin#and got startled#its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip#I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man#its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways#now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku#have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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No thoughts only thanatos being gentle with souls and giving mort to the children taken too early and letting shades say goodbye to their families and reuniting friends in the afterlife and looking fondly upon mortals as a shepherd would his flock of sheep
#HELLO YES I HAVE JUST GOTTEN A NEW FIC IDEA#WHOA BOY I AM FEELING THINGS LADS#I’ve got a name for it and everything#mmmmmm very little reading is gonna happen on my part tonight I am TOO BUSY WRITING#he’s the god of *gentle* death of COURSE he cares for us when we need it most#I’M RATTLING MY CAGE DO YOU GET IT!??!???#hades game#thanatos#thanatos hades#grrrrhrgthrmbahgrhagrgs
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david duchovny you are NOT seeing heaven
#THIS POST IS ABOUT REDUX II I HAVE BEEN ON THE VERGE OF TEARS FOR THE PAST HOUR#PROPER EPISODE REACTION TOMORROW BUT OHHHHHH MY GOD#OH MY GOD#anyway finished the cancer arc lads how are we feeling (BAD)#arwen.text#txf liveblog
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"I love dancing. Every time I dance, I feel an elegant aura exuding from me. I feel proud of myself. But no matter how good I am, how much hard work I put in, all people want from me is just my body. My pretty outer shell. That's it."
- Mansuang (2023)
#mansuang#man suang#apo nattawin#the amount of fucking feelings i am having in the club tonight#unreasonable amount of emotions lads#god i want to write a fucking ESSAY about the nuance of every emotion here#Apo captures an entire language worth of complexity in a single micro-expression#It's dumbfounding i dont know how he does it#mansuang edit#mansuang gif#man suang gif#filmgifs
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Hi I'm OCmaxxing right now and obviously that means I have to inflict that upon others too, so I wanna ask!
Now that you've had a decent chunk of time to play and develop Felix, is there anything about him that surprised you as you've warmed him up? Any details or traits that you had originally planned, but organically became something else once you started playing him? Any details that you hadn't planned, but somehow came out anyway? How has he changed since you first came up with him?
He's playful!! I guess I don't know that it's extremely surprising that he's playful and has a sense of humor in general, and he's still generally reserved/quiet among company, but he's definitely got a cheekier vibe than I expected him to-- he's a bit of a tease when he's relaxed/ comfortable, adding little quips to discussions and such. Part of his whole concept is that he likes people, but it turns out this applies very much to individual people as well as People In General-- he is constantly amused (affectionate) by the rest of the party, for the most part as endeared as he is intrigued by them. I was a little surprised at how much he smiles-- just leetol grins to himself, but I think I expected more Resting Neutral Face? But he (mostly) really likes the people he's around right now, and he wears it on his sleeve. He's not as flustered by conversation in general as I think I'd originally imagined, as long as he's not the center/ focus of it. On the flipside, he's not as bad about blurting out unfortunate things as I expected or intended, although admittedly I think this is as much to do with my player cowardice as it is his character choices, lmao. He's still not, like, being polite (voluntarily says something diplomatic rather than whatever he's actually thinking), but rather being polite (not saying Anything, controlling the impulse to verbalize thoughts as they enter his head).
He handles failure worse than I expected-- or, rather, he's comfortable with failure on his own, which I knew, but feeling like he's letting others down is something he takes really hard, it turns out. We had a situation where 1) he blamed himself (understandably, but incorrectly) for things breaking bad in the first place, and 2) he couldn't roll for shit and contributed Absolutely Nothing to the ensuing encounter, and afterwards he took it upon himself to banish himself from the group for awhile when we got back to town, partly out of shame and partly, I think, out of an assumption that Fucking Off would just be the best or most preferable thing for him to do, given the circumstances. I feel like there's sort of an emerging picture with him, through gameplay and also thinking more about his backstory since I started playing him, that part of the reason he's habitually on his own is that he feels (for [reasons]) that he doesn't have much in particular to offer anyone else, which of course is fine if he's just on his own doing his own thing for his own gratification but becomes a problem when he finds himself thrust by fate into A Group Dynamic, with people he immediately likes...
Big ol acts of service love language guy. He's gonna notice and remember tiny things about you and then quietly-- anonymously, if possible-- do something nice about it, which is the kind of thing I think I really had to find out by putting him with other people and watching what happens. Felix will see an opportunity to do a small and very personally tailored kindness and say 'is anyone gonna act on that' and not wait for an answer
#HHUUAHHHH.... REALLY GOOD QUESTION......!!#I'm fighting for my life to just be positive and not tangent but.#I cannot avoid the fact that there's less answer to this than you might expect for having been playing since march--#because I've spent most of our play time LITERALLY fighting for my life and not. really much of anything else. lmao.#and not even in a fun productive character-developing way!!#in fact I'm having to make player choices that are directly counter to what ought to be in-character#because it often feels like the alternative is 'we'll just tpk'#he's being way more communicative and way less impulsive not because of what HE'S like but because *I* cannot afford otherwise.#SO LIKE. SHRUG. he hasn't had much opportunity to evolve or to surprise me yet! he's still hewing pretty close to original concept#and the biggest exceptions are mostly times I've had to break character because we're being forced to minmax combat etc#god I fucking WISH I could have made more discoveries about the lad in the last eight months :') alas.....#ANYWAY. ANYWAY!! thank you for this ask thank you for my life you know I'm likewise OCmaxxing I appreciate the chewtoy about it hehe 🥰#about me#my OCs#felix
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out of curiosity!
#love and deepspace#lnds#lads#UH#snowpolls#SORRY PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW ME IM JUST CURIOUS LMAO#i wouldve done this on the ramble blog but i thought#u know what? just commit.#so here we are jgjddjjsjs#from what ive seen loads of folks use the jp voices#i havent checked them out tbh fjdjdjs#im not super big on otome and am way too shy about playing otome games BUT IT IS MY BLOG SO WE ARE FIGHTING THE ANXIETY#as for me i switch the voices between eng and cn kdbdjdjs#its just whatever im feeling really i have no real reason#but tbh Just for zayne? id switch to cn bc i dont like his eng voice much jsndjsjs#but then again! i do not pay a lot of attention to zayne (SORRY IM TRYING TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE but alas.... too fixated)#btw does anyone have ideas about who the eng vas are?#i get antsy searching bc most folks are like 'hrmmm it feels like ai'#tHAT SCARES ME my god i hope not otherwise id drop it orz or ig switch to cn who knows#alsoooo~ lets be friends!!#im kinda new to lads but id love to talk to other folks about the game ^7^)/
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✨Wavemother's Robe✨
My tav; Basil wearing the highly popular outfit in the game 💙
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 tav#dnd#cleric#my oc#my oc: basil#GOD does he look pretty#the silver and gold???#my pretty boy#i love him#also have a pic of the whole squad#Basil and the lads!#bg3 gale#bg3 wyll#bg3 minsc#you bet karlach is drooling seeing basil in that 'armour'#he thinks its a tad bit impractical#but he does feel nice and free wearing it#plus when your saving the entire world you gotta look pretty sexy while doing so#bg3 karlach#lol#i also like how he looks sorta confused in the 2nd pic#'why is everyone looking at me'#karlach: 'cuz youre hot babe'#'no youre the hot one#que the rest of the squad groaning
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I just finished watching Stand by Me for the first time (I'm a heathen, I know) and man it gave me such Heart Boys vibes. Just Law, Penguin, Shachi, and Bepo going off on some misadventure, arguing, joking, and bonding along the way while they journey to find a dead body. I just want the boys to get to enjoy some of that innocence of youth (yes, I know, impossible for Law but let me dream) before they set off to become pirates.
#Time for Maintenance (OOC)#How Stuff Works (Meta/Analysis)#Young Hearts#Oh Captain My Captain (Law)#Polar Bear Buddy (Bepo)#Reckless Bird (Penguin)#Fighting Orca (Shachi)#(at least their adulthood is oddly better than half the boys' in the movie's)#(gods I have such feels for these lads)
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Omg fam ur so not alone about the sleeping thing, my partner has both some health issues and also just a completely different sleep schedule from me that makes us sleeping together difficult, and a small apartment that makes it difficult to separate ourselves. And like. It's not his fault but its FRUSTRATING so I feel u ❤❤
😔😔😔Its frustrating bc its not her fault but also it kinda is bc i keep asking for basic communication
Im like hey are you coming to sleep in the next hour
And shes like in twenty mins
Which turns into two hours and im not going to dog her or ask again so i have to roll with the concept shes showing up whenever
I also sleep light so without fail if she comes in three hours later i wake up and it takes a while for me to return to sleeping
Its just a combination of stuff that makes this scenario like she doesnt say anything like dawg all i want is for u to poke your head in or msg me like im not gonna sleep yet but she gets mad abt it like its not super late!! FOR YOU ITS NOT you also work from home :/
Thats it and ill just bury myself under the covers n hope i dont wake up when she does come in
#ahh nothing like tumblr morning venting w the lads#i dont care that we have different sleep schedules#at the end of the day#i just want COMMUNICATION 😭😭😭😭😭#i know im ass at it in other ways but im always initiating convos like this and i keep telling her im not nagging u i dont want you to feel#like thats what this is but my god it will be if she keeps this up#i think im just annoyed that she uses the not late excuse but its like yeah i know but some of us have to go to an office to work and need#to mentally be on their A game. like constantly which is what Sleep assists with#not all of us have the luxury of working from home post covid#like dont give me a fakeass time that we both knkw you arent keeping#and shes always like WAIT FOR ME!!!#SO I DO????#AND THEN U PIKACHU FACE WHEN IM CRANKY AND SLEEPY AND AWAKE WHEB I COULDA BEEN ASLEPE?????#😭😭😭 im PRAYING FOR NO BS TODAY AT WOEK I SWEAR#also not to be slightly petty but i do all the goddamn housework
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I can't sleep through the night I can't fall asleep I've been waking up every 45 minutes each night for the last ummm idk couple months I am so sleep deprived I can smell color I woke up at 4am today and can't get back to sleep so I'm on ao3 reading gay fic before school somebody please take me out back and put me down like a rabid dog
#people who possess the swcred knowledge of a restful nights sleep#how does it feel to be gods favourite#melatonin and other natural shit stoped working years ago and i cant have anything stronger for fucked in the head reasons#i fear i might be at my wits end lads
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and the storm he was driving/washed it away/in the eye there was a silence
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#rival hop#and!#professor hop#finally. finally the titus was born set can be done and out of my brain#one more item off the list! the very. very long list of things I wanna draw for these lads#its so. the moment I got into swsh I was like okay so titus was born is a leon song right#before you ask no I don't watch netflix shows. I just listen to young the giant like. casually#this set pushed my drawing water brain to the brink... my effect brain too#not as much as last year's october piece also for these two but still! pretty rough!#also Stuff Happened right before I could finish this lmao. we live in a society#but I got it done and it turned out so much nicer than I anticipated lmao I was NOT feeling hop's side until I darkened the bg#gods. I have never stopped being insane abt leon and hop. holds leon tenderly you have been set up to be such a dick#man who lies to himself everyday vs man who trusts until it ruins his whole world#I!! care them!!!! gods!!!! when will I be normal. when will I not spend two weeks drawing One (1) thing for them#a sad awooga for my kids everyone.#okay. I will lay down now. I have much to do tomorrow#have a good night lads! no reason to not shield urself from the rain remember!
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AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOT ITS TEETH IN ME BUT I’M ABOUT TO BITE BACK IN ANGER
#take me back to eden is so ghost coded it kills me#like im shit at lyric interpretation ill fully admit that but it Screams ghost#‘i spit blood when i wake up sink porcelain stained choking up brain matter and makeup’#‘room feels like a meat freezer i dangle in it like cold cuts’ SCREAMING BITING BITING BITING#its the butcher hanging from a meat hook imagery for me lads i Cant#and my god the soapghost of it all#just ghost lashing out bc he cant understand soaps attention#rejecting his affection and his care bc hes never felt a kind touch without it becoming cruel#and i know we dont acknowledge mw3 but#‘i guess it goes to show does it not? that we've no idea what we've got until we lose it#and no amount of love will keep it around if we don't choose it’#losing johnny being the only thing that snaps him out of it and makes him realise that hes in love with him#‘no amount of self-sought fury will bring back the glory of innocence’ that realisation turning his love inward and fracturing into hate#he couldve been with johnny they couldve been happy together#so he cracks and destroys every enemy he comes across as he hunts down makarov#leaving price and gaz behind as he lets vengeance consume himself#‘i have travelled far beyond the path of reason take me back to eden take me back to eden’#but bc fuck mw3 soap lives and ghost finds him and they live happily ever after#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#take me back to eden#we’re a team. ghost team
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zola anniversary one week from today , , , , , ,
#not gonna lie lads the regret is hitting me Most Deeply™#not to get too far into a spiral but it does have me sitting here like#what have i even done these past several months??#i recorded some utau libraries and set about going through oto hell#started on some diy projects that i still have yet to finish#started playing games again for the first time in a long while#bought my first plant and actually managed to get it to grow#completed my plp2 cover and started on another#but really it feels like i've done nothing at all ; ; ;#it feels like i've just been paralyzed by responsibilities day after day and exhausted by brain fog and lack of sleep#and intellectually i know i was super burnt out and Had™ to drop my anniversary plans#because i'd dreamed too big and i had too much going on#but it just#feels like shit man ; ; ; ;#first zola anniversary i've ever missed since i started and it's the big decade celebration#when they're getting updated no less#god ; ;
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*cries in sad gay bbiiii feels*
#richard papen#richard papen/henry winter#henry winter#the secret history#tsh#sorry for spamming music I’m using for the feels to come ehehehe sad boy hr be upon us lads#Spotify#live for when a song I literally have listened to since it dropped works soooo well for a ship/fic like my god this song#it was always my fav to go on cold winter walks with but now UGH I just think of Henry Winter and noooow more than ever with this sad fic
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