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YOU. CANNOT. TELL. ME. HE. DIDN'T. WANT. TO. KISS. HER. DURING. THIS.
He is absolutely SMITTEN with her!
#adar#sam hazeldine#rings of power#adar rings of power#the rings of power#please send help#uruk#trop#lotr#i dont know what to do with myself#hes been obsessed with her since season one and you cannot convince me otherwise!#he is 100% flirting#knife play is his foreplay i guess#wait what?#did i say that out loud?#i did#you heard right#Adar enjoys knife play#and Galadriel is VERY good at it
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Me when I think about Crowley’s car’s starter crank that was also the crank which kickstarted the universe:
And how he used it during that scene with Adam?
And how he could open that book in Heaven?
And how he seems to have some memory gaps like Gabriel, and relates to the struggle of trying to remember things?
#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#good omens#ineffable husbands#it has to mean something right#or maybe im just going nuts which is very possible#what kind of angel were you crowley#the brainrot is real#my brain will not let go of this show send help#(dont send help i enjoy it)#you know how the fly had gabriel’s memories/personality#yeah what if the crank has crowleys#or even his snake tattoo#OR the car
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Need film recommendations which engage with the following:
power imbalances in adult romantic relationships (criticising them)
age gaps in adult romantic relationships (criticising them)
navigating the commodification of young women as one is coming of age in their early adulthood
a plucky heroine sticks it to a creepy man and she comes out on top
Any era of film!!
Anything around those ideas would be really helpful if anything comes to mind! I can't think of anything but i know there would be plenty.
Dont worry about it being a movie you actually liked, it can be a godawful terrible movie. That doesnt matter. U can send ur rec in anonymously if u want. I just need to sift through a bunch of film synopses to see if i can find something for a class.
#pls help#even if it is vaguely along these lines i can at least look up the synopsis and see if it will work!!!!#film reccomendations#film reccs#genuinely if u dont follow me its cool just send me an anon with the film that comes to mind#again. not about me watching and enjoying the film. this is academic
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What if I posted some ugly ass comic wips. What then
(No dialog yet I just havnt added it. I do have dialog tho)
Anyway please be real nicies I've only ever drawn a comic ONCE
#art#help how do i anatomy#i.. might delete later?? hmmmng.#this is gonna take me a few weeks probably but anyway. if you ever wondered about my wip progress.#its uh. pretty messy lmao#I FORGOT MINERUS HAT.... OMG#well. tyat will need fixing hehe#this will hopefully be fully shaded btw!! it will just take a while.#until then tune into pinkidoodles for more recent art! mostly mikebit au but . please enjoy 🥺#art wip#comic wip#loz zelda#totk swap au#totk au#zelda loz#totk zelda#uhhh i dont wanna bog the main tags to much. and like i said#might delete later#so. mmm any thoughts please send! or tips i. really appreciate it
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pacing around my room motioning widely towards my pinboard and when you look at it its just this chart of me trying to figure out the kerejean dynamics of the fic im planning
#jean paying the tithe of half a boyfriend to harem master kevin day#just joking but ive had some time to enjoy them lately#yes cuties i read niknak22s in the light of day rest assured thank you for sending asks about it#“why does jeremy see kevjean as baby birds” vulnerable and gentle . easily spooked.#“why does jean see jeremy as his best frienemy” because he is too afraid to say the other bigger word#“why is kevin jeremys nagging wife” thats his job#txt#kerejean#for how kevin felt about jean i thought about putting “i will always love you” from the beatrice letters but#i thought it too niche#so just imagine that there ifit helps#favorite person is just a wide term for how he feels about jean but we dont have time to unpack all of that.
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5 for the ask game!
Thanks for the ask! Context
5. A song you think most of your followers won't have heard before
To be honest i have no gauge for how popular any given artist or song is, i could give you some little local ones but i dont wanna dox myself via the full names of my irl friends, so im gonna answer a bunch random different questions instead, sorry :p
For starters this ask game as a whole reminds me overwhelmingly of Playlist by Teens in Trouble
9. A song in a language you don't speak
Jeu by L’Or du Commun
14. A song you love to sing along to
Alone Together by Fall Out Boy is one i can never resist singing, Dancing’s Not a Crime by Panic! At the disco is another
16. A song that makes you think of an old (or current) crush
Monsters by All Time Low feat. blackbear (to us this is about a dude we ended up introjecting lol)
19. A song that makes you emotional
Here’s my Heart by Say We Can Fly, and Bro Hymn by Pennywise (2005 remaster) (cw death/suicide on that last one though)
What about you? Any of the questions that you wanna answer
#this has been in my inbox since august 26th#i drafted pretty much the whole thing the same day and then had to go find the name of the french one#which took. ya know. like a day#but then the pda (pathological demand avoidance) goblin ate it#and i couldnt publish it#we really genuinely enjoyed receiving this ask. dont take this as us saying not to send us asks#but you’d never believe the level of inconsequential things (ask games about music) our brain can decide is life or death and go into -#freeze mode about#answered another ask game today so riding on the adrenaline to push through this one#why is my brain like this. i dont know. send help#(but do keep sending us asks#it makes us happy even if it also engages our stress response because we put an absurd amount of pressure on ourselves sometimes)#lilac answers
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Thinking about how deranged this thanksgiving was.
I hit a kid with my cane. I popped so many painkillers. I hit a kid with my cane again. I went black Friday shopping and came back only with things that weren't on sale. I hit that kid with my cane so hard in the shin he's gonna need a cane, too. I had a religious crisis. I threw my cane at that kid in the passenger seat because he said I don't need handicap parking. Some dude dressed in a really nice santa costume was just standing at the end of his driveway waving at cars and I barked violently at him. I fucking punched that kid. I spent more money on a dog than my family. I still bought that kid ice cream because I hate him but I hate the company I took the money from more. At some point I just fell asleep under the dinner table. I played Minecraft with that kid and he's a fucking loser. I had a whole therapy session in the car trauma dumping for the two hour drive home. I'm going to ruin that kids life I'm just too tired right now. It's been days and I still feel hungover. I didn't even drink.
Needless to say I think the spirit of doctor House possessed me for thanksgiving. Either way 10/10 would do again and Christmas is either gonna put me in jail or back on Lexapro
#GUYS DONT THINK I WAS JUST ATTACKING THAT KID FOR NO REASON HE KEPT KICKING MY CANE OUT FROM UNDER ME AND BEING A BITCH#also hes not a kid hes a teenager and he plays football he can take some hits#anyways ive never had a thanksgiving this wild#there wasnt any family drama either???#it was just all me im the problem here and i enjoy it massively#hahah im not okay yall 🤠#my nana tucked me into bed like i was still a little kid though and i just wanted to cry right there on spot#i feel so blessed 😊😊😊 *explosions in background*#WAIT FOR THAT KID TO CATCH ME WITH MY CRUTCHES I NEARLY KILL PEOPLE WHILE USING THEM WITHOUT TRYING WAIT UNTIL IM ACTUALLY BLOODTHIRSTY#hmbmbngg i am. calm and......... collected#i must say it again i shouldnt be allowed to post past midnight#send help#shitpost#shitposting#thanksgiving#dr house#dr greg house#dr gregory house#hate crimes md
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one million creative ideas rushing into my head whenever i have to do any amount of hard work:
#maybe I should've been a little more stressed out about finals#😔#im suffering the consequences now#i hate studying#but also not#i think it's more of the action of putting my brain to use for something I don't particularly enjoy or feel the need to do#like i kinda enjoy history and math but i dont wanna take an exam for it#starts crying#send help#i just wanted to draw some silly sanuso 😞#my rambles
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Good God I think I need a woman's tongue shoved into my mouth
#i might have forgotten how to kiss send help plz thank u#wlw post#wlw#lesbian#it needs to be by my future baby mama tho or else i dont want it nor will i enjoy it#but like i fr need to shove my tongue down my future baby mommas mouth#need#touch starved
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hi! this is unrelated to the situationship but i’ve been going through a crisis about whether i’m bi or a lesbian for like six months now lmao and iirc i think you went through something similar once, so i was just wondering if you had any tips or advice about how you figured it out? tysm!
hiii i did ! i went thru this crisis like 3 times b4 i figured out i was bi, it can genuinely rly be difficult to figure it out it :)
i'd say keep in mind that it's not important to have a label rn - just keep urself open to exploring new feelings ! but also if u want to figure it out faster, spending more time w both men and women - esp those u think you might find more attractive - might help ! for me it was having guy friends, going to clubs, dating, etc, but it can truly be anything :) since starting a hinge profile i've been seeing quite a few men that i found super pretty which confirmed things even further for me (if you go down this route remember that dating app algorithms take a while to adjust)
also remember that ur standards for men may be different, and you may have an intense preference for women which wouldn't make you any less bi ! similarly, if you genuinely cannot imagine a future or conceive of any romantic/sexual attraction between u and a man, then you may be a lesbian ! the point is that u can date ppl and find out !! ♡ also labels can change as u learn abt urself over time so it's all good if you can't land on one definitive label rn forever, it takes time and life reveals new things to us all the time 🩷
while i like knowing that men are like...within my dating pool now, since realising i'm bi basically nothing has changed for me bc i still find women so so much more attractive, so it's good to remember there truly is no rush ! take ur time experiment have fun x
#also looking at pretty men on pinterest did it for me somehow like 😭 its rare that i find myself attracted to a man#but once in a blue moon . yeahhh#one of the reasons why i wanted to figure out a label faster was bc i felt bad not being in either community decisively#after talking to bi ppl and lesbians from diff walks of life i can confidently say like 90% of ppl do not care#if you might only be attracted to women and call yourself bi for the convenice while figuring it out its rly not harming anyone#ppl telling me to read the lesbian manifesto when i was younger halted the speed at which i figured stuff out sm#i would not recommend . but i do suggest reading up on comphet and considering whether ur experiencing it!!#the best way to know though imo is to go thru the mortifying ordeal of talking to more men#also if sex is a part of it for u dont be afraid of exploring the topic more! reading or talking abt it can be super helpful !!#like for me i have a very strong genital preference against male genetalia and it felt rly weird to talk abt it but actually like#sitting w my mostly bi friends and actually talking abt it and doing more research into it made me feel more#secure abt how i felt :) online communities can be rly good for this actually !#also thank u for sending this i enjoyed not thinking abt the situationship 😭#hope u figure stuff out anon! and if not i hope u have lots of fun!!! ♡#asks#anon
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glowing eyes, threatening words
#its now 3am and ive been doing this for six hours give or take#my brain is a fuckin disaster rn. send help LMAO#make them both hot ?? why not. its monsterfucker hours here.#it has been A Month and i have become completely unhinged. enjoy my deranged nonsense#goodnight im going to sleep in a trash can now#king boo my beloved#ratkingdraws#self ship#suggestive#'i dont post nsfw' i write determinedly in my bio while drawing sus shit#how about those speech bubbles tho huh ??? that shit is INSPIRED. i love how they look.#i love how all of this looks im just self concious. but not enough to leave it on procreate. bc i spent 6 hours on it.#goodbye
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;-- kk i made a dent in my drafts tho i still got a few to reply plus inbox but so far so good. ima start reblogging memes again to build up the traction so feel free to send shit especially if we haven't interacted yet. always open to talk prior to interacting to get a plot going
#;ooc#:^)#sometimes i feel a little silly when i send off long replies bc i feel like most of the time it's just all fluff#but can't help myself#i dont think i say this enough but i enjoy writing with you guys#ty for giving me a chance#<333#now i go eat something since ive been napping for too long after work#blep
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you and katsuki who arent just friends. theres always prolonged eye contact and not so subtle touches. youre drawn to him at outings and hes drawn to you.
if youre not sitting in his lap at a party or bar youre right beside him and his hand is on you. it could be his hand on your thigh, your back, or sitting beside you just barely touching you with his finger tips. and if youre not within arms distance you never get out of his sight.
everyone in your friend group knows that you both are made for each other and constantly pick on him.
“bro if you dont make a move i might have to step up.” denki grins at katsuki as hes sitting in the booth watching you talk with mina at the bar.
“ha, id like to see you try”
denki perks up, slipping out of the booth and sauntering over to you and mina at the bar, “uh mina will you excuse us for a second i need to talk with this fine lady right here” your eyes immediately dart to katsukis as he lets out a huff of laughter at your reaction.
he finds it humorous that denki thinks any of his flirting will land with you. he hears denki call you the pet names katsuki himself calls you and watches as every time your eyes dart back to him saying so many unspoken words such as “did he just call me mama???” and “are you really just gunna sit there and let this happen?”
mina slips in the booth opposite katsuki and chuckles at him watching you with a smile, “you think you would be angry watching a guy try to flirt with your ‘not’ girl” using air quotes to mock him, “not enjoying it and even smiling.”
“well when she looks for me after every sentence its kinda hard to think she’s being moved by his useless flirting” he scoffs as you look over at him with another plea in your eyes.
he sighs sliding out of his side of the booth and making his way towards you. “denks, listen. im totally flattered, like, so much, but… uh..-“
“shes not interested.” katsuki says with a small smirk looping his arm around your waist as you instinctively lean into him. you hook a finger into his nearest belt loop to hold him near.
“oh,” denki raises both hands defensively looking back and forth between the two of you. “hey man, look. i get it, totally. ill leave you two alone. dont kill me,” he says with a grin sending katsuki a not so subtle wink.
katsuki lets out a small laugh through his nose “mhmm, now why dont you go flirt with ears instead.” denki immediately stiffens, nodding his head before spinning around and speed walking to jiriou.
katsuki spins you to face him, moving his hand from your hip to your back, your finger still hooked into his belt loop. “tell me everything he told you. if he said something nasty ill kill him.”
you laugh looking into his eyes. you would think that they would be full of jealousy and harshness after watching a man flirt with the girl hes in love with, but his eyes were soft around the edges shimmering in the low light of the bar.
“oh you know, just the usual ‘im a pro hero, i can take good care of you, mama’, but i dont know why he called me mama. you only call me mama when youre tipsy and by then hes close to being blacked out” you ramble.
katsuki lowers his head to rest his forehead on your shoulder so that he can have his full attention on your voice traveling into his good ear. he loves the way you recite the whole exchange. the whole exchange between you and denki only about three minutes but dang can that guy talk.
“-and thats when you came over and rescued me” you say as katsuki raises his head.
“i saw a pretty mama in destress and couldnt help myself” he chuckles as you tilt your head so you can side eye him. a small commotion at the booth he was once sitting at draws both of your attention as denki yells across the bar to both of you, “hey! were going out to karaoke now, sero thinks he can beat me. yall wanna come?”
before katsuki can even roll his eyes and decline his offer youre pulling him by his belt loop to the group, “sure! i can whoop some tail in karaoke. whaddaya think katsu?”
“i think im too sober for this” he grumbles as the group exits the bar to head to karaoke with you and him in the back, your finger in his belt loop and his arm slung across your shoulders.
do no plagiarize or copy.
edit: i did the karaoke scene! 🩷
i had an idea for karaoke bkg but had to lead up to it first. this is my first time with writing convos and not just whats going on lol. lmk what you guys think!!
#youve never put a label on it#but friends dont kiss each other#and friends dont wake up snuggled up together like they do#bkg `✮´#drabble: bkg `✮´#jelly’s thoughts ܸ⁺˳✿⏦۠₊#bnha#katsuki bakugou x reader#my hero academia#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugo mha#bnha bakugo katsuki#katsuki bakugo x reader#katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugo#bakugou katsuki x reader#dynamight#mha bakugou#bakugo x reader#bakugou x reader#bnha bakugou#bakugo#bakugo fluff#bakugo katuski
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"Love and Deep Pockets"
Our LADS Men are financially stable we know this however.....what kind of provider are they? Walk with me....
Zayne
Type: Head of Household
I see Zayne as the traditional head of the household type of man. However he respects you and understands that if you want to work you're free to do so. Just know that all the money you make is yours alone.
MC: Let me pay for something! Zayne: Just let me take care of you
If you really insist on paying he will let you if that's what will make you happy/feel better. Otherwise he's covering all the bills, dates, trips, etc. the only thing that gets split 50/50 are household duties and even then you have to strong arm your way into the kitchen or into doing any of the cleaning.
Zayne is incredibly self sufficient; he's clean and orderly. He is used to keeping his house clean and his clothes washed, pressed, and folded. He's almost unreal with how perfect he is.
The only time you really spend your own money is when it's a surprise for him or when you're alone. He enjoys taking care of you because he absolutely adores you. You're a dream come true and he'll do anything to keep you happy.
Rafayel
Type: Head of Household, False Sense of Independence Provider
If you want to be spoiled he's perfectly fine with that. He's rich and you're his babygirl as long as he can see that smile and be around you he's a happy camper.
Now if you are hell bent on splitting 50/50 Rafayel will let you think you two are splitting bills and things 50/50 meanwhile all the money you send him for half of anything he's putting it into an account that's just collecting interest. He will let you pay for anything and everything you want but best believe he's reimbursing you behind your back.
He'd laugh when you figure it out and try to cuss him out.
MC: I gave you that money to help with the bills Rafayel: and it did help .... it helped me giggle while you thought I'd actually let you pay for anything.

Xavier
Type: Head of Household, No Argument
Xavier is also traditional in a way I mean he's a prince. He is definitely providing everything with no argument. The day you decided to move in with him your bill paying days were over. He let you have your independence when you lived alone, but now you're in his care.
MC: I could've paid for it Xavier: I know but now you don't have to
You can go shopping, buy groceries, buy lunch .... if you're by yourself. If he's with you expect him to already be sliding his card into your hand or directly into the card reader before you can even pull yours out. You have to damn near fist fight this man to pay for anything.

Sylus
Type: Sugar Daddy, Head of Household, Spoiled Brat
SYYLLUUUSSSS. I need him in ways that are unhealthy. This man is spoiling the absolute FUCK out of you. He gave you his black card like it was nothing and asking to spend his money is a 'trivial matter'
You had a bad day? Deposit. You had a good day? Deposit. He misses you? Deposit. Just because? Deposit.
Don't even think about trying to pay for something with your own money. He's the type to hide your cards and slip his into your wallet just so you have no choice, but to spend his money.
MC: I have my own money you know Sylus: Im more than aware kitten I just dont care
Whats his is yours and what's yours is yours. That’s his mentality all he wants to do is make sure you want for nothing and you have the most comfortable life with him.
Don't worry if you still want to work he wouldn't stop you, but those weekly or biweekly checks are just going to be collecting interest because it won't be touched.
#love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#lnds sylus#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads#lads rafayel#lads zayne#lads xavier#lnds rafayel#lnds zayne#lnds xavier#zayne love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#nikaaaaimagine
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if i was dating you, i’d learn to cook all your favourite dishes and memorise all your favourite things so i never have trouble buying you gifts at random when you least expect them. i’d learn your favourite songs on piano and sit you down to listen on rainy days, wrapped up in blankets and with your favourite snacks.
take you on art gallery, museum and aquarium dates and always take candid photos of you to make my lockscreen so i can smile every time i check my phone and reply asap because i miss you.
movie dates in bed when you don’t feel well and taking care of you when you’re ill too 🫶🏻
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#heia's inbox: 🍡#yahuhs#akdlhsf#gvdjgvdkfgjnmgiujrdbhfj#o#a#i#OKAY THATS RLY CUTEEE#seriously#im rly tempted to gatekeep#funnily enough i WOULD actually enjoy any kind of museums art galleries dates and just general dates like this#and i do love piano#but this is more of a heia rant but its always so hard to just in general imagine anyone taking care or helping me when i feel ill or sick#cuz. i feel bad half of the time- JHADFFS#me when i struggle with preparing normal breakfast cuz standing and making food is too much struggle for me omg#so i feel like itd be a lot for the other person...#BUT THIS IS JUST MY RANTING dont mind me#i am sending two hundred hugs to u#<3
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summary: where you and jungkook love to play the push and pull game
w/c: 4.7k
warnings/misc: idol!jk x (fem)producer!reader. the usual. mean words being exchanged to each other in the name of banter 😕 they dk how to be nice to e/o and i enjoy writing that way too much methinks. explicit sexual content (penetrative s*x, unprotected s*x, c*wgirl position, d*ggy, shower s*x, cre*mpie, dirty talk) idk what happened but there is angst here
note: due to popular demand here is pt 2 🤩🤩 i actually kinda have more ideas for this universe tbh and would love to go thru with it but it def depends so dont expect anything!! anywho. hope u enjoy!!!!! its unedited tho will fix later
index: part 1 | pt. 2
jeon jk. (bighit) [10:25pm]: im stressed i need to eat you out jeon jk. (bighit) [10:50pm]: whats taking u so long to answer? jeon jk. (bighit) [10:58pm]: will it kill you to reply
you [11:31pm]: shut up i just got off class
jeon jk. (bighit) [11:32pm]: who gets off class at 12 fucking midnight jeon jk. (bighit) [11:33pm]: are you fucking ur professor again jeon jk. (bighit) [11:36pm]: who was that. kim namjin. the lame ass linguistics prpfessor
you [11:40pm]: kim namjoon* and if im fucking him again whats it to you? you [11:40pm]: hes not lame and hes got a bigger dick than you
jeon jk. (bighit) [11:41pm]: yeah by like 0.05 inch.
you [11:43pm]: if thats what makes you sleep at night ig
jeon jk. (bighit) [11:44pm]: funny bcs who did you come back to after all that? def not namjan
you [11:46pm]: only bcs u send me stupid shit like “im stressed need to eat u out” when u dont get to fuck me
jeon jk. (bighit) [11:46pm]: youre infuriating as hell
you [11:46pm]: I literally do not care.
Your doorbell rings for the second time. Rolling your eyes, you let out a loud sigh and drop your highlighter on your book, dragging your feet to the doorway and opening it against your will.
“What the fuck took so long?” Is what Jungkook welcomes you with, taking off his black mask aggressively and stepping inside the threshold without you even inviting him inside.
You lock the door again, watching as Jungkook expertly navigates the space of your apartment, used to the way he heads to the kitchen with ease where he places the – you noticed it just now – bags of take-out on the counter.
“I told you, I can’t get into anything right now. I have to study for a test.” You cross your arms under your chest, following him. You stop by the counter across Jungkook, looking at him as he opens your fridge to get a bottle of water.
He’s worn all black from head to toe for obvious reasons because you live downtown and near Gangnam, and there’s no way nobody would recognize him if he didn’t get into any disguise.
Jungkook turns to you once he’s chugged the rest of the drink, leaning onto the counter, brow raised as he says, “Who said we have to get into anything right now?”
You shoot him a mirrored look.
“We only see each other for sex. And we can’t have sex tonight. I need to spell it out for you?”
Jungkook doesn’t say anything. Instead, he gestures to the food on the counter and begins shrugging off his leather jacket and cap.
“Eat. You look pale.”
“Jungkook—”
He furrows his brows. “Is it that time of the month? Why are you so mouthy more than usual?”
“Fuck off.” You flip him off which makes him chuckle. It takes you aback a little.
“See. You’re irritable because you haven’t eaten yet. So what if you have to study? Eat first. I’ll help you with your flashcards later, then we’ll have sex. Easy.”
“Who are you and why are you telling me what to do?” You bite back.
“Because you’ll probably die at 27 if I wasn’t constantly reminding you of eating your meals,” Jungkook shrugs and starts tearing off the tapes on the take-out food. “And you like having sex with me. So.” You purse your lips, making a small scoffing sound, prompting Jungkook to glance at you. “Yeah?” He quirks a brow with a hint of a smile on his lips.
You frown. “You’re cocky.”
“You get me hard when we argue. Save it for later.” He says, as if chastising you and redirecting your attention again to the food.
You roll your eyes again, annoyed that there’s a weird feeling in your stomach about the whole exchange and your mouth muscles are itching to curl up a little at his… stupidity. It irritates you, the way Jungkook goes through life in an easy-going way because he knows exactly who he is.
You almost let out a moan as you start digging in the chicken he bought, feeling relieved to finally have something. Jungkook was only half-exaggerating when he said he had to tell you to eat, because most of the time you really forget all about it.
Today was one of those days… you didn’t have to clock in at the company on Fridays but your classes go from 5 to 9pm which drains the hell out of you. Waking up midday means not bothering to eat… and aside from the bagel and coffee you grabbed at the cafe earlier, you haven’t consumed real food.
“I don’t like this.” you suddenly say.
“What?”
You look up at him. He still looks weird.
“That.” you point at his general direction. He raises a brow, growing confused. “You look happy. I’m not sure if I like that.”
“Ouch.”
You can’t help yourself. You laugh at his completely blank face. Cutting yourself off completely, you clear your throat.
“It’s weird. Why?”
“I smile and it just… what? Ruins your day?”
“Yeah.”
Jungkook laughs out loud. “You’re infuriating.”
You hum, weirdly satisfied with that.
Jungkook has been over your apartment many times because as much as his place is way nicer, you don’t like going there. Too risky, too many eyes. Too… scary. You know Jungkook improves his security every three months, as sad as it sounds, but still. You don’t feel comfortable going there, probably why you refused to use the keycard he’s given you. You do fuck a lot in your studio, though, or in the empty rooms over at the company, but when you’re not, Jungkook and you drive here. It’s almost safe to assume that Jungkook knows this place already like the back of his hand.
Probably because whatever the hell this is between you has been going on for eight months now.
After Jungkook and you inhaled every last bit of the food (because he was apparently starving as well), true to his words, he actually did help you study a bit. But that didn’t really last when Jungkook suddenly had his fingers in you thirty minutes later.
One moment you were talking about phonological change and sound laws, the next thing you know, you’re cumming on his fingers, while Jungkook sits on the edge of your bed frantically helping you straddle him. Meanwhile, half of your clothes are forming a heap on the floor as you heavily make out with each other.
“F-fuck,”
Jungkook sighs when the tip of his cock finally enters your pussy as you slowly push down on him, thighs clenching at the way he’s stretching you out.
You gasp when you fully sit on him, open mouths breathing against each other.
“Oh, fuck, you’re so b-big–”
And you might never really get used to it, no matter how many times you do it.
You let out a shaky moan when you feel Jungkook’s dick twitching inside you, opening your eyes only to see him already staring right at you.
“You okay to move?” He rasps, the veins in his arms telling you he’s trying to hold back.
You nod eagerly, placing your palms on his shoulders and preparing yourself to go up. Your slick from the foreplay doesn’t make the stretch of his cock fully burn, making it a little easier for you to slide out and bounce back down on him until you’re repeating the movement faster, with Jungkook taking a hold of of your breasts, squeezing the flesh tightly in his huge palms. He groans, leaning down to capture your nipples, biting the pearls a little too rough you whimper a little too loud.
“O-oh—! Not too rough, Jeon.” You whine, grabbing the back of his head. Jungkook looks at you with brows raised, rightfully confused ‘cause you usually like it when he’s rough with you. You bite your lip, continuing to ride him. “Just a little sensitive. My period’s next week.”
Jungkook nods understandingly, squeezing your chest again, quite apologetically might you say so. He licks over a nipple, this time considerably more gentle with it.
“How’s this for a studying session?”
“N-not bad,” You bite your lip when you feel your thighs quivering, already starting to run out of breath, digging your nails in Jungkook’s shoulders. His hands travel down to your hips, where he grips it tight and starts guiding your ministration, literally bouncing you up and down on him. “Ahh– fuck.” you moan, shutting your eyes close at the delicious sensation of his engorged cock touching every part of your pussy.
You’re dripping on him, both of your bated breaths filling your room as he picks up your own pace.
“You – fuck – enjoy riding my cock like this?” He suddenly cups your jaw, making you look at him. The sides of your eyes sting with unshed tears, whimpering when his dick slips out of you when you try to go down again. Both of you look at it, with Jungkook quickly helping you put it back in, moaning in unison when it enters you again. You tighten your grip on him, soft sighs falling out of your mouth. But Jungkook suddenly lets out a quiet tsk, looking at you with furrowed brows as he says, “Answer me.”
“Y-you know.” you say, mirroring his look. You start rocking back and forth instead, heightening the pleasure.
With the way Jungkook’s face contorts, you know the new movement feels just as good for him.
But he suddenly thrusts from under you, grabbing the back of your hair – the stretch on your scalp didn’t hurt, but it’s enough to make you gasp.
“Why do you gotta be such a fuckin’ brat, huh?” Jungkook groans, guiding your face closer to his. “You act like this around— who’s that guy again? Professor Kim?”
You bite your lip to prevent yourself from smiling at that. You knew he was gonna bring that up one way or another. You and Professor Kim fucked that one time — okay maybe two times when Jungkook and you had this weird cool-off thing going on four months ago, and he made sure to remind you of it every singe chance he got.
“No,” you firmly say, leveling him with a look, still keeping your pace on his cock. “He likes it when I’m a good girl.”
Jungkook’s expression darkens, and you moan when his grip on your hair tightens.
“You’re far from a good girl, sweetheart. But he wouldn’t know that ‘cause he only got to fuck you twice.”
“Y-yeah? You sure it’s not more tha—”
Jungkook cuts you off with a hot, angry kiss. Your teeth cling together, and with the aggressive way he inserts his tongue into you unprompted, you know he’s getting a little heated.
It’s juvenile, but you take a little pride in how much it's so easy for you to piss him off.
But one second you’re sharing a searing kiss, the next moment you feel a sting on your bottom lip.
���Oh—! What the fuck!” You push Jungkook away so hard he unceremoniously plops down on the mattress, bringing you down with him. You manage to support yourself with his hard chest, looking at him with bewildered eyes, touching your bottom lip. The fucker just bit it.
Jungkook lets himself rest against the mattress, gripping your thighs instead.
“He’s fucking weird for fucking his student, by the way.” he says, apparently still not done talking about Kim Namjoon. His hands have made their way from your legs to your breasts, but you whisk them away, shooting him a glare.
“You’re a dick,” you jab at his chest, making him let out a slightly pained “Oh!”, soon exchanged with a grunt of pleasure when you reach for his cock behind you to sit on it again, grinding against it. You lean on his chest, keeping your daggers on him. “You can say whatever you want but you can’t blame Prof Kim for fucking his student.”
Jungkook immediately scoffs. Because you refuse to have anything to do with his hands, he crosses them under his head, eyes casting a glance down where you meet, darkening when you roll your hips against him deliciously.
“He’s a person in power. That gotta be unethical.”
You roll your eyes almost automatically.
“So you wouldn’t fuck me if I was your student, then?” you raise your brow, taking note of the obvious surprise coloring Jungkook’s face.
But he quickly shuts it down with a smug response.
“I would just have to look at other professors to fuck. Especially at SNU? Have you seen the women professors there?” There’s a bite to it, and the smirk on his lips heighten that. Like he’s telling you he has way more options than you – and those options can come easy for him. If he wants to.
“See how you’re not fucking any one of them? Exactly.” you retort.
Jungkook snorts. “I don’t have to,” He removes his hands from his head. “Besides, I fucked Hana before in a professor outfit. Does that count?”
You grit your teeth together at the mention of Hana. She’s a friend of yours, also an idol like Jungkook. You actually do have a lot of friends in the industry, and coincidentally, Jungkook has fucked most of them.
“What’s the matter? Don't like the reminder that much?” Jungkook grins. “I remember Jiyeon being in the same position as you now. She really loves riding my dick. Kind of like you. You two really are friends, huh?”
Kim Jiyeon, a member of a famous group in the country. Another one of your friends and one of Jungkook’s on and off hook-ups too. You don’t know if they still do it from time to time – as far as you know, they ended just as you two began. But you don’t ask either, don’t really care at all.
But it’s funny since you remember him saying awhile ago he hasn’t fucked anybody other than you in a long time. Was that a lie?
“Sure. Don’t feel special though, I rode Jaehyun exactly this way. Went at it for hours because my pussy just gets so wet for him.”
You relish the fact that Jungkook’s smile immediately falls off his face when you say that. But that victory only lasted for a brief moment when he spoke his next words.
“You have a dirty mouth on you, I’ll give you that. Shin’s was dirtier, though. Gives crazy head too.”
You don’t really know why he’s mentioning all your idol friends, but fine. If he wants to play that game, you’ll give it to him.
“Don’t you just love a crazy head? Mingyu gave me one when we finally went out on a date, and I still think about it,” You made sure to grind against his cock painfully slowly, making a show of moaning out loud. “Oh god,”
Thankfully, that shuts Jungkook up.
“So he did ask you out.” Jungkook says, and it sounds so… firm. You can’t even recognize the look on his face.
“Yes.”
He goes quiet after that, but his hands on your waist are tight.
Like nothing happened, you continue riding him – and maybe because you talked too much that the momentum got killed, but suddenly, you stop your ministration.
Jungkook’s brows furrow, about to say something. Just as when he opens his mouth to speak, you get off him, leaving him astounded on your bed with his dick still stiff and hard against his abdomen.
“What the hell?”
“I’m going to take a shower.” you say nonchalantly, already heading to your bathroom.
“Seriously?” Jungkook says, the disbelief in his tone palpable. “I’m still hard and I haven’t even cum yet.”
You look back at him. “You can take care of that.”
Jungkook gestures with his hand. “Are you fucking kidding– you’re serious?”
You turn away and go straight to the bathroom, locking the door and immediately turning the shower on – aggressively so.
You’re not mad, is what you tell yourself. You know you started it when you goaded Jungkook about Namjoon. But you also shouldn’t have taken the bait, because Jungkook is competitive in all areas that affects his huge, dumb ego.
Well, fuck him. Figuratively this time. You can’t believe you let him in your place tonight. You can’t even fucking remember what you were reading earlier, because his stupid horny brain decided it was okay to finger you when you were memorizing the mor—
“What the��!”
You look at Jungkook in shock when he suddenly barges in the shower, all naked just like you and goes under the stream too, looking just as pissed as you left him.
“I know where you keep your keys and you can’t just walk out on me like that,” He turns off the shower and you’re about to complain when he suddenly looks at you again, brows furrowing and tone a little dark when he says, “So what? You play this little I’m-fucking-other-people-and-not-just-you games on me every fucking time and expect me to just take it? When I decide to ride along you get a little pissy and act like a child?”
Your jaw slacks, not expecting the call-out. Jungkook steps closer to you, heavy footsteps sounding like a ticking clock above your head. You’ve always known he’s muscly, and much much taller and bigger than you, but his presence especially looms over you when he’s obviously heated like this.
Your backward steps are futile when he only takes steps forward, until you feel the glass wall on your back.
Jungkook follows, and even though his hands are wet from the water, warmth spread through your body when he takes you roughly by the waist.
“Now you have nothing to say because you know I’m right,” he rasps. You whimper when he presses his body to you, his dick flatly rigid against your stomach, the tip aching red when you glance down to look at it. Jungkook clicks his tongue against his cheek, cupping your cheek to redirect your face to him. “Turn around.”
He doesn’t even bother hearing you out, just manhandles you around himself. You suppress a moan when he rests his dick against the cleft of your ass, his body heat spreading within you when he leans down to whisper in your ear, “You know what’s funny? Your mouth looks adorably small when it’s stuffed with my cock, but it sure is big enough when you run it just to piss me off.”
Your thighs clench at his words. Swallowing the lump in your throat, you look back at him. “S-so what are you gonna do about it?”
Jungkook raises a brow. “The best option is to put my dick in it but you’d be way too happy with that.”
You roll your eyes. “You’re so full of yourself—”
“God, can you shut up for even just a minute?”
You fight the urge to roll your eyes again.
“Can you just fuck me and get this whole thing over with?”
You don’t expect the slap in your ass that comes after that. Looking back at Jungkook with a gasp, you’re about to voice out a complaint when he suddenly inserts a finger in you, cutting your train of thought.
He slowly eases out of your pussy, but shoves his digit back in, settling with a steady pace in and out.
“Look at you, you’re a cockslut. You like when I’m mean to you, that’s why you piss me off, right?” He says, nibbling on your ear.
You whimper when he adds another finger, moaning at the sensation. Jungkook picks up his pace, and your lewd sounds bounce off the shower stall as you start feeling the hot coil in your stomach.
“J-jungkook,”
“Hm?”
“I want– more.” You say, looking at him with your mouth agape, tears forming in the sides of your eyes. Your thighs feel like giving out, and you feel so empty even though he’s two fingers in it’s almost criminal.
“Say it. What do you want?”
You fight the urge to flip him off, but your tone is still snarky when you simply say, “Dick.”
He chuckles, sending shivers down your spine. “Whose dick? And what’s the magic word?”
You shut your eyes close, grinding your teeth in quiet anger.
“Your dick and please.” You say in the most monotonous voice you could ever muster.
You fully expectd Jungkook to prolong the moment a little longer, but fucking finally, you see him stroking his dick a few moments later, shaking his head and chuckling lowly when he adjusts your position against his crotch.
“You whine and I give you what you want. Aren’t you too spoiled, princess?” He says, aligning the head to your oussy until you feel the tip slowly entering you.
You inhale, relief of having his cock back inside you washing over you.
“Y-you love giving me what I want.” You retort back, pushing yourself on him, careful to keep a tight balance on the glass before you even though Jungkook’s got a tight hold on your waist with his other hand.
He only hums, and soon he thrusts inside with no warning – but it’s a pleasant stretch when it happens, a loud moan escaping your mouth from the sudden movement.
“O-oh god!” you yelp when he begins sliding in out of you at a fast pace, gushing as he kept on giving it to you.
You try to keep your voice low but Jungkook’s stretching you out so well, his thrusts so precise and forceful, dick growing impossibly bigger every passing second.
Soon, the cramped shower stall is fogged, with nothing but your heavy breaths and moans and groans filling the air, Jungkook beating your pussy with speedy trusts your breasts are starting to hurt from the jiggling – thank god that Jungkook decided to fondle them with his palms, squeezing and holding, flicking your nipples every now and then.
“It’s–shit–it’s only me who gets to see you like this, begging for my cock because you fucking love it so much,” Jungkook says against your neck. “So fucking wet, such greedy pussy – and it’s mine, right?” You only whimper, but that obviously does not make Jungkook happy. With a forceful tug on your hair, he makes you look at him. “Answer me when I talk to you, baby, or you’re not gonna cum.”
“Y-yes!”
He hums, slowing down to give you a slow, purposeful trust.
“I don’t care who else you fuck, __. Because at the end of the day, it’s me you come back to.”
You could almost cry by the way he’s going so slow that you feel almost every ridge of his cock, but it feels so good. He’s so big and hits all the right spots, even when he talks shit.
“Shit.” he hisses before speeding up again, and you can feel fhe tell tale sign of his orgasm when his rhythym becomes uncoordinated for a bit of a moment, groaning a little loider than usual, until one of his hands on your waist let go to squeeze his dick in your pussy.
“I’m gonna cum,” Jungkook says with heavy breaths, staggering a little. “Where can I cum?”
“Inside.” you say, “Please cum inside. I need it, Kook. Cum inside me.”
“Yeah?”
“Y-yeah. Please. Need it. Need it so bad.” you bite your lip, feeling a little delirious.
When Jungkook moans a little louder, that’s when you feel the hot liquid running down your legs. It makes your pussy flutter, whimpering when Jungkook inserts his cock in you to push his cum back again, stuffing you with his cum.
“So damn pretty… fuck,” Jungkook whispers, rubbig the base of his cock against your lips.
“Kook–”
He doesn’t let you say any more, just creeps his finger in your pussy, thumb rubbing your clit in eights. And because you’ve been basically edged as well, it doesn’t take too long for you to follow him, cumming down hard.
Jungkook helps you get up, lets you rest your back against him as you try to regain your mobility, chest heaving up and down.
It’s weirdly calming when he runs his hands over your body, caressing your stomach and squeezing your tits as you both come down from your high.
“You okay?” Jungkook whispers against your head. You nod. “Alright, I’ll leave you to it.”
You’re about to ask if he plans on showering as well, but you stop yourself before you can even say it out loud, looking at his disappearing figure when he walks out of the shower box and the bathroom altogether.
It takes you a moment to start the shower again.
But it was only a quick one, and you didn’t exactly think about where Jungkook would’ve gone by the time you're finished, but once you’ve emerged in your bedroom again, you see him pulling up his pants, buckling his belt.
“You’re leaving?” You say, pausing. Then you realize it came out kind of weird, so you try to scratch that. Glancing at your alarm clock by the bedside table, you clear your throat. “I mean, it’s 3 am.”
Jungkook looks up at you. “Yeah. I have practice at 6.”
“Ah.” you nod, blinking at him. You head to your closet, picking out your clothes for the night. ��You have three hours left. Tough.”
Jungkook snorts. You can hear him shuffling behind you while you wore another clean camisole and shorts. When you turn around, Jungkook’s dressed now in his black shirt and jeans. His cap and jacket are in the living room, so he'll probably just grab them when he heads out.
When you plop down on the bed, you watch as Jungkook picks up his wallet and his phone, stuffing them in his pockets. You thought he’d leave by then, but he suddenly speaks.
“Hey.” He calls. You raise your brow at him to continue. Jungkook pauses for a moment, looking a bit unsure. Before you can ask, he finally says something. “You can fuck Kim Namjoon or whoever you like,” he starts, staring intently at you. “Just tell me beforehand so we can sort it out.”
A few beats.
Jungkook doesn’t follow it up with anything, and nor do you say anything quickly to that.
The silence sounds way too loud.
“Okay.” Is what you settle with. Jungkook stares at you a little longer than necessary, so you arch your brow. “What? Anything else before you leave?”
It takes Jungkook awhile to say, “Nothing.”
“Okay… and uh, thanks for bringing food.”
He arches a brow, lips curling up a little. You squint your eyes, rolling it when he gives you a knowing smile.
“Good night, I guess?” Jungkook lamely offers.
You nod. “It’s 3 am but okay.”
“You can’t tell me good night, too?” Jungkook says.
“Uh, have a good sleep and sweet dreams?” you say with the flattest tone and face.
He scoffs, but he looks amused. “You can be a little more sincere than that.”
You wave him off. Jungkook shakes his head, turning on his heels to head out the door.
“Jungkook.”
His hands around the door handle pauses mid-air to look at you.
You look away.
“Mingyu did ask me out,” you start.
Jungkook’s face is unreadable when he says, “I didn’t ask.”
You shake your head. “No, I know you didn't, I just–” you sigh. “That was a week ago. I just want to say that… nothing happened.”
It takes awhile for Jungkook to understand.
“So…”
You lied. About the head or whatever the hell you said about Mingyu and you together. Mingyu was a nice guy, and the date was also really nice. But it just… didn’t work out.
“Yeah.” is what you settled with.
You don’t really know what you expected from him, but he just nods.
“Alright.”
That was the last thing he said when he walked out of your door.
You look away, grabbing your phone to check some notification. There’s something on instagram, and there’s a message from Yoongi. Some mp3 file. Music stuff, you guess. And there’s one from Yena too, a member of a rookie female group over at the company who’s getting into songwriting.
When you lie down to sleep, you feel empty.
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