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YOU. CANNOT. TELL. ME. HE. DIDN'T. WANT. TO. KISS. HER. DURING. THIS.
He is absolutely SMITTEN with her!
#adar#sam hazeldine#rings of power#adar rings of power#the rings of power#please send help#uruk#trop#lotr#i dont know what to do with myself#hes been obsessed with her since season one and you cannot convince me otherwise!#he is 100% flirting#knife play is his foreplay i guess#wait what?#did i say that out loud?#i did#you heard right#Adar enjoys knife play#and Galadriel is VERY good at it
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Me when I think about Crowley’s car’s starter crank that was also the crank which kickstarted the universe:
And how he used it during that scene with Adam?
And how he could open that book in Heaven?
And how he seems to have some memory gaps like Gabriel, and relates to the struggle of trying to remember things?
#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#good omens#ineffable husbands#it has to mean something right#or maybe im just going nuts which is very possible#what kind of angel were you crowley#the brainrot is real#my brain will not let go of this show send help#(dont send help i enjoy it)#you know how the fly had gabriel’s memories/personality#yeah what if the crank has crowleys#or even his snake tattoo#OR the car
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i really hate gettign so frustrated i get extremely irritatable and so full of ... energy of just wanting to cry and punch and kick something, and for some reason i also get incredibly itchy but in a way that it wont stop and i just want to scratch my skin off, like theres a little guy running over my skin and stabbing me with a needle in the same spots over and over, every little normal thing can send me over the edge, even thigns like typos, today it was cutting a little avocado that wasnt quite ripe yet, so i wasted it, and annoying ads on TV-
been trying for ages to draw literally anything, been trying to work on a new design sheet for links shiekah arm and i thought maybe i should ditch the sketch part since all things seemed to get stuck on it, but no, i dont know what it is, been trying to just get some of those shiekah squiggly design lines on it and its been three days without anything looking even remotely like i want and its so goddamn stupid, its just some wiggly lines!!!!! and now i am stting here in tears bc im so angry and frustrated about it, all this time wasting over and over and over im so tired of it, i dont want to not draw either though, i have wasted hours doing shitty grind quests in slime rancher, i have been helping with baking cookies, been folding little paper stars, all things i hoped would help me get out of this but it wont work, i am at my wits end
crying and kicking stuff so hard it hurts you cant be the right way to cope with this but all other things that have worked in the past arent doing that...................
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i know these shitty vent posts are annoying#guess how annoying it is to be stuck in my body with my brain not being able to do literally anything#feeling more and more like you just want to explode#i have so mayn things i want and plan to do#but i cant even get one design done#WHY??????????? WHY WHY WHY?????????????#i have all the shit in my head and it seems so fun and then i try it and just want to gnaw my arm off#its been similar like this so goddamn long#what am i supposed to do when the only thing i truly enjoy and want to do sends me over the edge like that#art is my only lifeline to my sanity .......#even pondering if any of the meds i have here could somehow help me but i only really have .. painkillers caffein or alcohol#but the first i dont take for nothing - second im sensitive towards and it hasnt helped and lastly .... i dont like alcohol unless its-#-like a single chocolate thing with a miniscule amount of it#i honestly dont know what im goood at anymore#it was environment once- but that is long past#now i thought its character design but that went straight into the sun now too#no sketches no painting not even the shittiest doodle#i just want this to stop
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What if I posted some ugly ass comic wips. What then
(No dialog yet I just havnt added it. I do have dialog tho)
Anyway please be real nicies I've only ever drawn a comic ONCE
#art#help how do i anatomy#i.. might delete later?? hmmmng.#this is gonna take me a few weeks probably but anyway. if you ever wondered about my wip progress.#its uh. pretty messy lmao#I FORGOT MINERUS HAT.... OMG#well. tyat will need fixing hehe#this will hopefully be fully shaded btw!! it will just take a while.#until then tune into pinkidoodles for more recent art! mostly mikebit au but . please enjoy 🥺#art wip#comic wip#loz zelda#totk swap au#totk au#zelda loz#totk zelda#uhhh i dont wanna bog the main tags to much. and like i said#might delete later#so. mmm any thoughts please send! or tips i. really appreciate it
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The problem with me is that I need to drink my body weight in the most expensive juice every single day or I will die
#I can't drink the cheap ones anymore#i literally could treat myself some time ago and I started drinking like the fancy#100% squeezed juice that costs 8zł for the smallest bottle#i dont like the other ones they taste like shit now i cant go back ToT#there is a single one that i actually enjoy that's cheap and it's somehow the most chemical juice on the planet#caprio multiwitamina my beloved#tastes like domestos but i love it#but I've been drinking it constantly before bc i didn't want to spend my money on teh expensive ones and now I've had enoughh#anyway i bought the expensive juice today n i immediately drank it all in one sitting like some kind of animal.#TOT pls send help i do not have the money to be buying this shit Tot
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pacing around my room motioning widely towards my pinboard and when you look at it its just this chart of me trying to figure out the kerejean dynamics of the fic im planning
#jean paying the tithe of half a boyfriend to harem master kevin day#just joking but ive had some time to enjoy them lately#yes cuties i read niknak22s in the light of day rest assured thank you for sending asks about it#“why does jeremy see kevjean as baby birds” vulnerable and gentle . easily spooked.#“why does jean see jeremy as his best frienemy” because he is too afraid to say the other bigger word#“why is kevin jeremys nagging wife” thats his job#txt#kerejean#for how kevin felt about jean i thought about putting “i will always love you” from the beatrice letters but#i thought it too niche#so just imagine that there ifit helps#favorite person is just a wide term for how he feels about jean but we dont have time to unpack all of that.
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5 for the ask game!
Thanks for the ask! Context
5. A song you think most of your followers won't have heard before
To be honest i have no gauge for how popular any given artist or song is, i could give you some little local ones but i dont wanna dox myself via the full names of my irl friends, so im gonna answer a bunch random different questions instead, sorry :p
For starters this ask game as a whole reminds me overwhelmingly of Playlist by Teens in Trouble
9. A song in a language you don't speak
Jeu by L’Or du Commun
14. A song you love to sing along to
Alone Together by Fall Out Boy is one i can never resist singing, Dancing’s Not a Crime by Panic! At the disco is another
16. A song that makes you think of an old (or current) crush
Monsters by All Time Low feat. blackbear (to us this is about a dude we ended up introjecting lol)
19. A song that makes you emotional
Here’s my Heart by Say We Can Fly, and Bro Hymn by Pennywise (2005 remaster) (cw death/suicide on that last one though)
What about you? Any of the questions that you wanna answer
#this has been in my inbox since august 26th#i drafted pretty much the whole thing the same day and then had to go find the name of the french one#which took. ya know. like a day#but then the pda (pathological demand avoidance) goblin ate it#and i couldnt publish it#we really genuinely enjoyed receiving this ask. dont take this as us saying not to send us asks#but you’d never believe the level of inconsequential things (ask games about music) our brain can decide is life or death and go into -#freeze mode about#answered another ask game today so riding on the adrenaline to push through this one#why is my brain like this. i dont know. send help#(but do keep sending us asks#it makes us happy even if it also engages our stress response because we put an absurd amount of pressure on ourselves sometimes)#lilac answers
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Thinking about how deranged this thanksgiving was.
I hit a kid with my cane. I popped so many painkillers. I hit a kid with my cane again. I went black Friday shopping and came back only with things that weren't on sale. I hit that kid with my cane so hard in the shin he's gonna need a cane, too. I had a religious crisis. I threw my cane at that kid in the passenger seat because he said I don't need handicap parking. Some dude dressed in a really nice santa costume was just standing at the end of his driveway waving at cars and I barked violently at him. I fucking punched that kid. I spent more money on a dog than my family. I still bought that kid ice cream because I hate him but I hate the company I took the money from more. At some point I just fell asleep under the dinner table. I played Minecraft with that kid and he's a fucking loser. I had a whole therapy session in the car trauma dumping for the two hour drive home. I'm going to ruin that kids life I'm just too tired right now. It's been days and I still feel hungover. I didn't even drink.
Needless to say I think the spirit of doctor House possessed me for thanksgiving. Either way 10/10 would do again and Christmas is either gonna put me in jail or back on Lexapro
#GUYS DONT THINK I WAS JUST ATTACKING THAT KID FOR NO REASON HE KEPT KICKING MY CANE OUT FROM UNDER ME AND BEING A BITCH#also hes not a kid hes a teenager and he plays football he can take some hits#anyways ive never had a thanksgiving this wild#there wasnt any family drama either???#it was just all me im the problem here and i enjoy it massively#hahah im not okay yall 🤠#my nana tucked me into bed like i was still a little kid though and i just wanted to cry right there on spot#i feel so blessed 😊😊😊 *explosions in background*#WAIT FOR THAT KID TO CATCH ME WITH MY CRUTCHES I NEARLY KILL PEOPLE WHILE USING THEM WITHOUT TRYING WAIT UNTIL IM ACTUALLY BLOODTHIRSTY#hmbmbngg i am. calm and......... collected#i must say it again i shouldnt be allowed to post past midnight#send help#shitpost#shitposting#thanksgiving#dr house#dr greg house#dr gregory house#hate crimes md
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one million creative ideas rushing into my head whenever i have to do any amount of hard work:
#maybe I should've been a little more stressed out about finals#😔#im suffering the consequences now#i hate studying#but also not#i think it's more of the action of putting my brain to use for something I don't particularly enjoy or feel the need to do#like i kinda enjoy history and math but i dont wanna take an exam for it#starts crying#send help#i just wanted to draw some silly sanuso 😞#my rambles
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Good God I think I need a woman's tongue shoved into my mouth
#i might have forgotten how to kiss send help plz thank u#wlw post#wlw#lesbian#it needs to be by my future baby mama tho or else i dont want it nor will i enjoy it#but like i fr need to shove my tongue down my future baby mommas mouth#need#touch starved
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I want someone to love me quietly and loudly at the same time because Im an idiot
#mine#words#human#love#someone unashamed of loving me#someone free to love me and choose me#someone who loves me with every blink#a love radiating from them surrounding me like a blanket making sure i feel it because im an idiot#because im an idiot#clown#feelings#thoughts#love comes in many forms and i dont want this to be romantic only#my friends are loving me openly and casually w lil care packages and notes for me with videos they send me with “ill sit w you”s &“i listen#with “your feelings are valid” “youre being hard to yourself so im being even softer” with “hey do you wanna play sth”#with “wanna body double” and “i rmb you like this” “have you eaten yet” “can i give you a hug”#with “my treat this time” and “can i come visit you” with “missing you” and “we share this part of life”#with “hey this reminded me of you” and “i dont need this but i thought you could” with “what have you been up to” and#with “do you wanna go there together” and “im getting [food/drink] you want some as well?”#with “i can pretend to be your waifu and help with chores” and “lets cook together” with “lets go on a walk together”#with “tell me when youre home” with “take care” and “enjoy!” with “hows your day been” “howd you sleep”#with “tell me about your dream last night” “show me your outfit” with “how are you” and “i can explain it to you again” with “i'll wait”#with “nice to hear from you again” and “i try to understand” with “im glad a late answer is better than none from you”#with “you cannot see your own effort but i can” with “how can i help you” and “just wanted to see/hear you” with “hey take this food w you”#with “i dont mind doing that for you” with ┌|∵|┐┌|∵|┐when seeing each other on the streets#every lil whimsical every experience thought and feeling shared#im immensely loved and i hope those people know and feel how i see appreciate and love them back#i am loved already#my friends make sure that i do not accept any less love expression and im endlessly grateful for them#“i will try for you” “i'll try remind you” “i can wake you up” this all will get its own post one day
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hi! this is unrelated to the situationship but i’ve been going through a crisis about whether i’m bi or a lesbian for like six months now lmao and iirc i think you went through something similar once, so i was just wondering if you had any tips or advice about how you figured it out? tysm!
hiii i did ! i went thru this crisis like 3 times b4 i figured out i was bi, it can genuinely rly be difficult to figure it out it :)
i'd say keep in mind that it's not important to have a label rn - just keep urself open to exploring new feelings ! but also if u want to figure it out faster, spending more time w both men and women - esp those u think you might find more attractive - might help ! for me it was having guy friends, going to clubs, dating, etc, but it can truly be anything :) since starting a hinge profile i've been seeing quite a few men that i found super pretty which confirmed things even further for me (if you go down this route remember that dating app algorithms take a while to adjust)
also remember that ur standards for men may be different, and you may have an intense preference for women which wouldn't make you any less bi ! similarly, if you genuinely cannot imagine a future or conceive of any romantic/sexual attraction between u and a man, then you may be a lesbian ! the point is that u can date ppl and find out !! ♡ also labels can change as u learn abt urself over time so it's all good if you can't land on one definitive label rn forever, it takes time and life reveals new things to us all the time 🩷
while i like knowing that men are like...within my dating pool now, since realising i'm bi basically nothing has changed for me bc i still find women so so much more attractive, so it's good to remember there truly is no rush ! take ur time experiment have fun x
#also looking at pretty men on pinterest did it for me somehow like 😭 its rare that i find myself attracted to a man#but once in a blue moon . yeahhh#one of the reasons why i wanted to figure out a label faster was bc i felt bad not being in either community decisively#after talking to bi ppl and lesbians from diff walks of life i can confidently say like 90% of ppl do not care#if you might only be attracted to women and call yourself bi for the convenice while figuring it out its rly not harming anyone#ppl telling me to read the lesbian manifesto when i was younger halted the speed at which i figured stuff out sm#i would not recommend . but i do suggest reading up on comphet and considering whether ur experiencing it!!#the best way to know though imo is to go thru the mortifying ordeal of talking to more men#also if sex is a part of it for u dont be afraid of exploring the topic more! reading or talking abt it can be super helpful !!#like for me i have a very strong genital preference against male genetalia and it felt rly weird to talk abt it but actually like#sitting w my mostly bi friends and actually talking abt it and doing more research into it made me feel more#secure abt how i felt :) online communities can be rly good for this actually !#also thank u for sending this i enjoyed not thinking abt the situationship 😭#hope u figure stuff out anon! and if not i hope u have lots of fun!!! ♡#asks#anon
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glowing eyes, threatening words
#its now 3am and ive been doing this for six hours give or take#my brain is a fuckin disaster rn. send help LMAO#make them both hot ?? why not. its monsterfucker hours here.#it has been A Month and i have become completely unhinged. enjoy my deranged nonsense#goodnight im going to sleep in a trash can now#king boo my beloved#ratkingdraws#self ship#suggestive#'i dont post nsfw' i write determinedly in my bio while drawing sus shit#how about those speech bubbles tho huh ??? that shit is INSPIRED. i love how they look.#i love how all of this looks im just self concious. but not enough to leave it on procreate. bc i spent 6 hours on it.#goodbye
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Me when I found that one drabble/lore long fic of my observer and I realized I gotta redo their sprite to their current one on their banners in the future to be consistent):
#✎ . . . 「 𝙀𝙔𝙀 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙀𝙃𝙊𝙇𝘿𝙀𝙍 」 ➠ ❝ observer speaks ❞#;; i hate consistency but my sorry ass will haul my brain if i dont#;; on that note Im having so much fun writing with idv men#;; silly silly ideas for potential longfics..... tasty#;; i swear im doing okay i am enjoying the Silliness™ and esp like#;; crackhead fucking incidents in the manor LMFAO#;; ONE OF THEM IS BASICALLY SOME SURVIVOR BURNS THE KITCHEN CAUSE THEY CANT COOK A BANANA#;; THATS IT THAT'S THE PLOT LINE LMFAO#;; im having too much fun thinking abt it send help
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;-- kk i made a dent in my drafts tho i still got a few to reply plus inbox but so far so good. ima start reblogging memes again to build up the traction so feel free to send shit especially if we haven't interacted yet. always open to talk prior to interacting to get a plot going
#;ooc#:^)#sometimes i feel a little silly when i send off long replies bc i feel like most of the time it's just all fluff#but can't help myself#i dont think i say this enough but i enjoy writing with you guys#ty for giving me a chance#<333#now i go eat something since ive been napping for too long after work#blep
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if i was dating you, i’d learn to cook all your favourite dishes and memorise all your favourite things so i never have trouble buying you gifts at random when you least expect them. i’d learn your favourite songs on piano and sit you down to listen on rainy days, wrapped up in blankets and with your favourite snacks.
take you on art gallery, museum and aquarium dates and always take candid photos of you to make my lockscreen so i can smile every time i check my phone and reply asap because i miss you.
movie dates in bed when you don’t feel well and taking care of you when you’re ill too 🫶🏻
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#heia's inbox: 🍡#yahuhs#akdlhsf#gvdjgvdkfgjnmgiujrdbhfj#o#a#i#OKAY THATS RLY CUTEEE#seriously#im rly tempted to gatekeep#funnily enough i WOULD actually enjoy any kind of museums art galleries dates and just general dates like this#and i do love piano#but this is more of a heia rant but its always so hard to just in general imagine anyone taking care or helping me when i feel ill or sick#cuz. i feel bad half of the time- JHADFFS#me when i struggle with preparing normal breakfast cuz standing and making food is too much struggle for me omg#so i feel like itd be a lot for the other person...#BUT THIS IS JUST MY RANTING dont mind me#i am sending two hundred hugs to u#<3
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