#( i want ... to die )

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[worthless-misery]

I don't seek death anymore.

It's just that I'd be fine if my heart stopped beating today.

I'm tired and a break would be nice.

That's all. I'm sorry.

[fvckinsociety]

I want to kill myself.

That's it. That's the post.

[fucklife101]

I don’t feel anything anymore, I’m so exhausted. I just want to be gone.

[buraikans]

hi quotev users how are we feeling

[mixmangosmangoverse]

Yeah so I need to learn to just stop going on Twitter but this specific tweet pisses me off

Fuck you

Anyone who believes this? Fuck you

This is literally Nazi rhetoric. You are saying that Jews will just kill anything they can, because they want to, because they want to rule the world

THIS IS LITERAL NAZI TALKING POINTS

"the Jews won't stop at Palestine!!! They're gonna go attack some place else, just because they can, because they're EVILLL!! It's not enough to just free Palestine, we must have a *final solution* so the world will be free of evil!!!!"

Actually fuck anyone who believes this

"punch Nazis" YEAH RIGHT

You're the fucking Nazis and yet you act like you still care about Jews

I would feel safer around a proud Hamas member.

[shayberri789]

Still internally cringing from my sign class today where I attempted to sign "I've had a long day" I accidentally signed "I have a long dick"😭😭

Someone kill me please I just know my friends won't let me live it down

[maicaronns]

ref under cut

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

[dirtytransmasc]

I think the most depressing part of Isha's death is how predictable it was. we all saw it coming. which, with most pieces of media, one might say her character and her 'arc' was cheap in that sense. that she was added in for the sake of a tragic, but nonetheless, pointless death to spur the plot along. but it was so much more than that.

she was doomed from the beginning. from the very first clip of her. and not necessarily in an obvious way, per say. there was no one moment that lets you in on her fate. but it was an aura that radiated off of her since she arrived. she was doomed, much like Jinx was doomed, and Powder was doomed.

because Isha is a lot of things. good. hope. a child of Zaun.

but most importantly, she is Powder. and Powder will always die. again and again and again. that is her fate. Powder, in any form, whether it's the dying threads in Jinx or the girl she saw herself in, will always die.

and Jinx is doomed to always be Jinx. she will never be more than that. can never be more, because she is the inevitable, unavoidable, unshakable effect of Piltover's cruelty. so long as there is Piltover, and all of the rich and powerful that will stop at nothing to keep themselves in place and in power. there will be Jinx. and if that means the little girl that almost brought Powder back needs to die to keep Jinx in place? then so be it. the girl will die.

with the death of Isha, we see these things: the death of innocence. the death of hope. and the death of Powder.

Isha was a good, innocent kid. she frequently put her body between those she sought to protect (Jinx, Vander, etc.). she fought to protect Jinx several times. she brought out the good in those around her. she helped care for Vander. and despite this fight in her, she was just an innocent little kid was so much kindness in her heart, despite living ina world that condemned her existence and could have hardened her and made her cruel. she was just good. so good. and that's just that.

she was also a representation of hope. she gave Jinx herself, Sevika, even Vi, Hope that Jinx could recover, that she could be brought back from the bottom, back to sanity, back to happiness. she raised Jinx's flare at the rally, the flare that represented Jinx's hope in her sister, and gave the people of Zaun faith in Jinx and their power as a collective. she gave Jinx and Vi hope of having a family again. she was this little ray of light that convinced people to continue.

and, as I've said, her death was Powder's death. she literally became Powder. she had Jinx paint her hair, and she paralleled powder to a T, and she was everything Powder was. and she brought Powder back out in Jinx. and now she is dead. and Jinx will slip back to what she was (like how she did, very briefly, when Sevika told her that Isha was taken), and be undoubtedly worse than before. whatever remains of Powder within Jinx is truly gone now. I don't think there is a single thread of her left. I think from now on, all we will see is Jinx (though I do think she will be different. Jinx had said Jinx is dead, just like Powder was. so I think whatever she will be now, will be interesting).

and all along, you knew she was going to die. she was too good. too perfect. to be allowed to live. but you hoped against hope that you were wrong, and you could tell those around her did too. you hoped she would escape the fate of Powder. you hoped she would escape the fate of Jinx. escape the fate of Zaun itself to die or be changed. and Isha could never change. she could never become a Jinx or a Vi or Sevika or any of the people we see out of Zaun. so instead she had to die, it take all of the change she created with her.

that is the very cycle of Zaun itself.

and the other part of that, is the inherent feeling that she died far too soon. her story, her arc, all of it, felt cut short. you expected it, but it felt too soon. and that too, was the beautiful, yet tragic, point.

there was no reason. there was no reason for her to die, not as she did. nothing will come of her death, outside of Jinx's insanity. no one will gain anything. Piltover and Ambessa put her in the position to die, but they have only shot themselves in the foot. but Isha's death has no real impact other than making those around her hurt. it didn't summarize her arc. it did not move the story forward. if anything it regressed the story back by cutting off Jinx's development.

and she was a child who could have done so much good, simply by existing. she didn't even have to do anything. just by being by Jinx's side, she was doing good. and I know as she grew, she could have done amazing things. but the curse of being a Zaunite and someone close to Jinx (cause girly can't have shit) got to her. she died before her story could even start. you knew that. you could see it. you feel that anger. you feel like it came too soon.

and now this little sweetheart cutie patootie has left behind her unfinished story. she left behind Jinx and Sevika and even Vi. Jinx will lose her mind again. Sevika will lose both of her girls. Vi and Jinx will lose the threads of family starting to form around them. another flare of hope for Zaun has died.

[soulfulazrael]

HAHAHAHAHA! OH MY GOD THIS THING BROKE ME!!

Oh my God! Please Viv. Scream more to the people in the back how evil she is! Come on. I AM SURE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO EARS OR EYES ARE STILL NOT GETTING THE FULL PICTURE NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WILL SMASH IT INTO THEIR HEADS!!!

I am broken! I am actually broken... by that and Awaria game which I beat on Hard Mode. Don't play it like that. Enjoy your life. It's not worth it.

But that gave me something to say... I write better than Viv. No more BS about different interpretations or points of view. No.

This is garbage and I feel insulted that this even left whatever piece of shit writing room. Really? You expect me to believe Octavia would choose this absolute shitheap of a character? Really? Just... Your audience is kids. You want to deny it and say how they should not watch your show, but this is who you write for. But worse, because those fucking shows had decency to TRY! I want to beat myself with a stick for even implying you are comparable to Gravity Falls, Scooby Doo Mystery INC., Courage The Cowardly Dog or Over the Garden Wall. Jesus Christ.

I write better story than this in Hellaverse. Called Song for the Quiet Bird. Yeah. I am no longer afraid to say I am a better writer. You can check it out here if you want and tell me if you agree or not. I will accept it if you do not agree. Always nice to hear that.

This shit broke me. It broke my mind. I don't care about this show. Crash your head against the wall a few times Viv, maybe then you will discover some standards!

FUCK!!!!

I broke... I really did. I don't care about this show's story and if you care about your own mental health, stop caring for it as well. Not like it will help, I am pretty sure there will be lots of morons arguing how this is good writing... And I don't care because I will only get dumber from that. Just... hire an actual writer Viv. For once.

[fucklife101]

I’m so fucking tired. I can’t do this anymore.

[cecoeur]

Via Daniel’s IG story

[natolesims]

Me: yay, vacations!

Also me: *gets a stomach bug*