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i'm So Normal about him
((close ups under cut bc idk he's pretty asdsfksdf))
#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#messmer#messmer the impaler#ace draws#GNAWING ON THE DRYWALL#i lied i’m not normal about him at all#he is so diabolical i need him#his proportions make him look like such a freak#but i'm so into that 👁️👁️#been working on this thing on and off for a few weeks#haha imagine trying to draw a new character based off of like 3 blurry screenshots taken from a 30 second feature in a 3 min trailer#also added a lil reference to the theory that the smoldering butterfly represents him and not melina#this will probably get lost in the sea of messmer fan art but i just had to draw him#my eyes actually hurt#he is SO red
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FNAF movie Vanessa doesn’t know Moon’s crimes,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#moondrop#fnaf moon#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#fnaf#fnaf movie#security breach#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#MOON MENTIONED 🌙🌙🌙#seeing I did sun had to do moon next!!#Vanessa doesn’t know how evil this lil guy is#she just doesn’t like seeing em get hurt 😔#moon is definitely using Vanessa’s kindness to his advantage BAHA#Can’t get blinded if girly is protecting him#I think Vanny recognizes this and wants to turn the lights on more
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(part 1)
"HeLLo HoBsIE."
"... Robin?"
"YeAh, y0U'vE bEeN CalLing mE tHaT... bUt tHaT's NoT mY NAmE. IF YoU wAnt, i CaN sHoW H1m to ¥oU..."
"N-no. Please, Del."
"SorRy."
"Is Dream here? Can I see him?"
"i SuPpOsE yOU c0uLd. YoU WOuLd. buT DReAm iS. aNGrY. fURIoUs. SaD. WoRr13D. sC4rEd."
#the sandman#hob gadling#dreamling#delirium of the endless#dream#dream of the endless#dw he will make an appearance!#for this i was thinking hob ended up hospitalized for something rather serious#be it illness or accident#and dream was only notified when his lil sis came to him like#“sILLy SiLly HoBSie! vIsITinG mY ReALm iN tHe AfTErnOon”#also i think there's a potential for heavily sedation giving you hallucinations of your dead son#and it hurts.#robin gadling#can you tell i had fun?#i have yet to read a fic that goes through this scenario
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Y'know something I think is kinda funny is that while I love both Stans dearly the way I express that love for each of them is very different
With Stan I'm like "I love him he has gone through so much I want him to have a nice cup of coffee and sleep in a comfy bed with warm blankets and to feel safe and loved for the rest of his life" while with Ford I'm like "I love him he has gone through so much I want him to suffer and be in pain and tortured psycologically while he's shaking and crying and being haunted by every single choice he's made- and to also feel safe and loved for the rest of his life"
#every time i see ford i'm like “what if i put him in a situation” and usually that situation is not very good#i just like to see him suffer a lil bit#meanwhile with stan i'm like “you've had enough plot and character development i'm taking you to the beach episode”#the hurt/comfort brothers#gravity falls#stan pines#ford pines#not art
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Growing up, leo being blind was “different” to the brothers in the same way they aren’t the same species of turtle. It never struck the Hamatos to think of it as a “weakness” or set back. I mean, when 1/4 of the only people you’ve your whole life are blind, it’s not really a big deal to anyone. So, it wasn’t ever anything Leo felt “bad” or set apart by.
Until they started expanding their social circle, that is.
#nowww Casey doesn’t MEAN to give him a lil insecurity#he’s never met a disabled person before and Leo had never met anyone outside of his family#so it was new for both of them#Casey doesn’t understand what he said could be hurtful#and Leo doesn’t understand that not everyone has experience with people who are different like he is#tmnt 04#tmnt#04 leo#04 Casey
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Because I haven't seen this posted before, here's the dialogue that happens when you break off Lucanis' romance
#I always make a safety save before cutscenes to repeat them but also to make different choices#sans undertale was right i am a sick fuck who reloads and chooses bad options just to see what happens#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#veilguard#veilguard spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age lucanis#mirghilanan de riva#my posts#datv#datv spoilers#''lucanis approves'' AUGH#ngl this hurt a lil :( he looks so sad.. like he was starting to believe that whatever spark he felt between him & Rook was real#he was likely feeling hopeful about Rook being into him despite the mess he is. as he calls it.#he probably thinks about it a lot during sleepless nights hoping for it to be real considering hes a romantic yet never had a relationship#n then Rook hits him with the 'ehh maybe not! But the team is here for ya bud :)'#Luca is stronger than me bc id simply throw myself off the lighthouse cliff tbh
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OC Inspiration | tags below the cut
Rules: Share your OCs and two characters from other media that influenced them the most.
Romy Brandt (Professionals)
Emily Thorne (Revenge)
Cassie Bedford (The InBetween)
Catherine Chandler (Beauty & the Beast)
Tagged by @voidika @thesingularityseries @shellibisshe @theelderhazelnut @rhettsabbott
@direwombat @impossible-rat-babies and @kyberinfinitygems
Tagging, @socially-awkward-skeleton @la-grosse-patate @strangefable @strafethesesinners @aceghosts
@derelictheretic @dumbassdep @josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @captastra
@trench-rot @harmonyowl @cassietrn @purplehairsecretlair @cloudofbutterflies92
@simonxriley @justasmolbard @finding-comfort-in-rain @icecutioner @wrathfulrook
@g0dspeeed @carlosoliveiraa @simplegenius042 @raresvtm
@killyourrdarlingss @katsigian and anyone that would like to do the tag <3
#tagged <3#that second gif of Romy kicking Jack's ass is absolutely Oakley taking up Oliver on his suggestion to spar with him#only his pride isn't hurt rather he gets a kick out of getting her to agree to do something with him even if he loses miserably#and yes; that is indeed Barry Sloane dunking Emily <3#one can say there's quite the funny parallel between that scene and Oakley's beef with John#for lil context: Cassie basically sees ghosts and they show her how they had died#her empathy for victims and determination to get justice for the ghosts is definitely something she and Sabrina have in common#Catherine also has her own version of 'destined by fate' ship with Vincent on top of being in law enforcement#oc: oakley moore#oc: sabrina donovan#wip: in hope of tomorrow#fc5 deputy#far cry 5 oc#fc5 ocs#far cry 5 deputy#character reference#character background#myedits#mygifs#oc tag game#oc tag#tag games#character tag#character analysis#emily vancamp#ocs
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hi! your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts. my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him. how do i continue living after this? there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me. how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders?
hello, love! this is so very sweet and kind of you, and i hope you're treating yourself gently and kindly right now - there aren't words for a loss like this. that heaviness is difficult, and hard, and painful. it's okay if things don't feel okay, right now, or even soon - i think that's something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel: like they should be able to get back to a relative 'normal' in a [insert far too short period of time].
but it's okay if it hurts. that's where i'd like to start. you're allowed to feel that emptiness, that world-crashed feeling that goes beyond words, beyond time. don't feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better. things get easier with time, i promise you this, but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel, too. cry, scream, feel your emotions. they're a part of you. grieve.
it's perhaps a little silly, but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs: mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last. there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better, but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me, and are popular for a wide-reaching reason.
and while personally i don't know much about grief like this, i do know a lot about love; and i think they're a lot of the same thing.
the people we love are a part of us, and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them, because it does feel like we've lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it. but it's because they were so central to our experiences of living - our lives, that the separation introduces a hollowness - a place where they used to be. a home that now goes unlived in.
an emptiness, like you said.
but just because they're not here physically, doesn't mean he's not still there, in your heart, in your life, your memory. you can hold him close in smaller ways, as well: steal a sweater, or cologne/scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering. hold onto the memories you cherish, the things that made you laugh, the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights. write them all down, slide a few photographs in there, go through it and add more when you miss him. keep them all close, keep them in your heart.
you're not alone, in this. he's still there, with you, it's just - in the little things.
he's with you in the way you see and go about your daily life, in doing what he liked to do, in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him. the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody, an old bell, laughter you'd recognize anywhere.
but i think, perhaps most importantly above all others - talk about him. with your family, your friends, his friends, strangers; stories are how we keep the people we love alive. the connections they've made, the legacies and experiences they've left behind, and so, so many stories.
how lucky, we are - to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go. grief is the other side of the coin, but it does not mean our love goes away. it lives in you. it lives in everyone who knew him, in the smallest pieces of our lives.
the people we love never really leave us, like this: they're in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers, our laundry, in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls, our photo albums. they're in the way we store our mail, organize our closets, the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books. the meals we love and the drinks we mix, the way we spend time with one another. they've been passed down for generations, for longer than history - and we are all the luckier for it.
think about what you shared with him, and do it intentionally. bring him into your life, like this, again. whether it's crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else. if one doesn't help, try another. something might click.
i hope things feel a little easier for you, as they tend to do only with time. i hope you find joy in your grief, even if it is small and hard to grasp at first. know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn't a place to put it properly, and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons, and that it is also just simply yours. sometimes things don't have to make sense. sometimes they just are - unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments, as unfair and tragic as they come.
but i promise it will not feel like this forever. your love is real. and perhaps, on where to begin on from here - i think it's less on finding where to begin and just beginning. and you've already started. you've taken the most important and crucial step: the first one. wherever you go, after that, from here? you'll figure it out. you always have, and you always do. it'll come, as things always do. love leads us, as does light - and you're never alone in your hurt. in your grief, your missing something dear to you. i think if you talk about it with others, you'll find they have ways of helping you cope as well - and they have so much love of their own to spare, too.
as an aside, here is the song (northern star by dom fera) i was listening to when i wrote this, for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections, and love, and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us, wonderfully and intrinsically. it's a little more joyous than the others i've mentioned, and plays like a story, and it made me think of what is at the core of this, love and stories and i am here with you, and maybe it'll bring you some joy, if you'd like it. wishing you all my love and ease 💛
#q&a.#birdsong.#wishing u gentle ease; the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently <3#i hope this will make u laugh: when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac-#in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter. can you imagine going out to get the mai#after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets. in the RAIN.... it makes me laugh like i really.#i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w/ that one train track.#and saturn just. it's my fav s.a.l. song for a reason. that slow violin opening? the piano coming in gentle and easy?#it feels like light. like hope. like something new - a dawn after the long dark. that beautiful things can begin again even where#it hurts. and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that.#how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist. what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people. with those we love.#i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you. to have you in his life for the time you had together.#i'm no spiritual person; but i like to believe when you're thinking about him? he's thinking about you too.#the second law of thermodynamics (physics nerd mode) is that no energy has ever been created/destroyed since the beginning of the universe.#so it has to go somewhere - it's that carl sagan quote of 'we're all made of stardust'. because we are. we used to be stars; planets; etc.#i think it's why i think of these space songs - because they're a part of everything; once more; when they go. us and everything else.
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"they never dated but they ARE exes" is such a funny relationship for two characters to have. very awkward relationship to have irl tho
#eliot posts#it still IS a little funny irl tho#i visoted her last night cuz i was in town and the vibe was so weird#it's like. we had an EXPLOSIVE breakup years ago and we're on amicable terms now but there's just the past kinda hanging there in the air#im no longer upset about the stuff she did to me but i AM still a lil sore abt how she hurt our other friends#but sometimes i still talk to her out of... idk. nostalgia or something?#idk if it's the same thing driving her to keep talking to me or what#i don't think she holds any ill feelings towards me cuz she admitted she was totally in the wrong for pretty much everything#and the worst i did was be TOO loyal and enable her but at the same time she thinks she'd be worse off if i didn't do all that back then idk#sometimes i wonder if she wants our old relationship but but i've made it clear we'll never be able to go back there#sidenote: her actual ex boyfriend (who i am still besties with and love so much) is the one that started the joke that me and her are exes#he was like ''i think she's not just MY ex girlfriend she's OUR ex girlfriend'' when i was telling my roommate about her#(and then i told her about that and she laughed and agreed that yeah. we basically ARE exes)#her actual ex/my bestie won't talk to her at all anymore and he's totally within his rights to do that#i actually asked him a few years ago if he was okay with me talking to her before i messaged her cuz i didn't wanna risk hurting him#anyway yeah. it's weird#seeing her left me with a lot of feelings that aren't exactly bad just Weird. idk.
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Is it possible to drink the forbidden juice (Embrace's eye lava stuff)
((This is wild considering I got this ask right after drawing this:))
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#victor grantz#identity v#identity v postman#identity v the postman#idv ask blog#sorry i was getting carried away bullying him. ofc i had to inflict on him grievous injury#yall are freaky man i lost it when i got this ask HAHAHAHA#i hc that the other side of his face is just like that cos of the tome. n he doesnt like to show it thats why he wears the headpiece#its probably also on like 70% of his body which is also why apart from his face theres no other exposed area. might be a vampire thing#but i like this idea. it was an idea from forever ago that it would be similar to how wick looks like. crusty lil doggo#tome corruption is sexy and heres how. throws a dagger into his eye#he dont get crying embrace very often. hes tearing up cos it hurt like a bitch but still. ehe#initially i made him wear the bandage cos he just wants to hide this half of his face but. guess he has a legit reason now
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The way you draw deltarune characters is so charming! Have you ever drawn King?
like twice lol
#ask#okayrigamarole#thats a fun username#i am a little bit of a king hater </3 dont like the way he treated lancer#although hes one of the backbones of why i like queenkaard so much because he doesn't seem to have been very good to any of them#i mean i think he and queen were mutually not good for each other at least dhjbsbdhfj#there's something about 3 people who have all been hurt by the same one dude coming together as a family thats sweet to me#also haha your exes are kissing#very interested to see where his character development goes. idk what the ending of this game is going to look like but i want to believe#that if you recruit all the darkners he might have a change of heart by the last chapter and become a better person#'ah i thought lightners were selfish but you're not so bad so maybe i was wrong' etc etc#meanwhile if you dont recruit everyone he stays a lil bitch dhjbbdjhsf#tldr I Dislike Him Respectfully and i dont really draw him cuz of that#ive drawn him a couple more times but just in sillie little doodles i never posted. i feel like i had a small comic somewhere i never finis#finished that he was slightly featured in. cant remember. i have like 25+ deltarune sketchdump files over these 3 years
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I met people I knew only online for the first time irl last night and I'm still extremely exhausted cause I am not a social person so here. Take an OC.
Katale (Kitty) is wonderful and I love her and she's a criminal and that's fine. She likes to look cute and so whenever I see a really cute outfit in public with a specific vibe, I'm like "Kitty would love that". So here. Please. Please know that I saw this very pretty woman jogging with her hair pulled back, running shorts, and the CUTEST top with a little scarf from the same fabric tied and wow. It was. So wonderful, please have a wonderful day @ the lady I saw jogging yesterday.
#my characters#kitty is so funny to me cause she is absolutely used to a life of crime#shes second in command in a huge group because she actually forfeited the top command spot to her future boyfriend#and now they are exes and besties and she just really likes their criminal crew#and then she adopts a lil agent guy bc hes like a puppy and she is like listen that is my son now you cant hurt him#ANY OF YOU TRY TO HURT MY SON I HURT YOU including you rud my beloved ex current boss#and hes just like okay#and then they become a very weird messed up family of two crime bosses and a good boy#but anyway kitty is the glue that holds everything together and she commits crimes on the side of being nice#like oh sorry im late to get here i had to kill a man#but its also her getting phone calls from rud telling her sorry babe cant show up im a bit gross#and shes like oh yeah dude i get it sometimes blood just doesnt wanna hide :c ttyl smooches ily#anyway she deserves to have cute outfits and no one is gonna tell her otherwise#ALSO for those who dont know and might care shes a weeb she watches so much anime#she just ..... really likes anime and makes rud watch some shows with her during and after dating#he just goes along with it no complaints and he doesnt understand all the appeal#but it makes kitty happy so hes happy
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Chronic pain having disabled Jace with a mobility aid 💖
#his cane is so decked out#going through it so I’m projecting again 💖💖 onto my fave lil guy~~~#ily disabled Jace ilyyyyy#I imagine he found one to match his wand so it looks like a large version of it#just also purple bc it has to be his favorite color#porter offers to carry him places and he refuses bc he likes to build his strength back up after being bedridden for a week or two#jace stardiamond#personal#feel free to ignore beyond this point#->#watch this is gonna be what pushed me to get my own can bc the days that my mobility is limited are fuckin rough#these last couple weeks have been ROUGH#I had trouble making it up the stairs when I got home today trying to put all the weight onto my good leg#just for THAT ONE to start hurting too#gah#bad bad bad day man FUCK#getting in and out of the car almost fucking killed me#I had to keep adjusting on the drive bc every turn shifted me back onto where it hurts the most
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i can’t help but feel like if noah schnapp had been posting quirky little stickers that said “killing trans people is sexy” yall would be boycotting the show like no one’s business. even just so many less people would be pirating the final season based on pure disgust for his actions. but him posting “zionism is sexy” doesn’t seem to have the same effect. interesting.
#i’ve had too many people tell me they’re gonna pirate the final season cause they wanna see it but don’t want to give netflix the money#which if you’re going to watch it that’s the way to do it#but that doesn’t mean netflix won’t still profit off the social capital of the show being watched and discussed#i also would not be able to feel empathy or anything but rage and hurt watching him be his lil trauma uwu boy in the show#that last part is just me personally#not a feeling i expect everyone to have#i just don’t know why people are telling me this#let’s see how quickly i end up deleting this post
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currently thinking about how simmons' jealousy would have played a part in IF leon and helena had been apprehended
but especially if this occurred after he got all ugly
this is to say, i'm broken after drawing leon's scars that simmons totally gave him when he whipped the shit out of him with his bone spike things. guh im still a sucker for aeon with his ass doing that.
#and now... more ideas... fuckin hell#au where helena and leon get separated -> whoops leon's just fuckin gone#leads to simmons confronting ada and begging -> what did she see in leon that he didn't have#before being a freak and showing ada his hostage lol#ugh simmons was a creep!#but then fun lil beatdown rescue with all the friends#piers does live he just shows up a bit later#uhhh something something his ascent to the surface.... getting The Bends....#it killed the infection?? nearly killed him but alas! he lives!#and now im thinking of ada persuading simmons to not hurt leon... worse than he already had#but her sweettalking is keeping him from killing leon at least#... simmons knowing about how they tend to save each other would probably make him super fuckin sadistic with leon
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Gohan rushing to the emergency room to tell the doctors that the baby might have a tail and could break their fingers on accident (it slipped his mind)
#it slipping his mind might sound out of character for him#but it is in line with dragon ball writing#and I do think it’d be in character for him#I haven’t actually watched super so I don’t know how it went down in canon#son Gohan#pan#videl is like super strong so do you think child birth actually hurt?#like if Goku had to give bir- bad example#when king piccolo spat up the OG lil green; did that hurt?#idk#dragon ball#me speaks
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