#( brain isnt braining lately lol )
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duu-kiwi · 1 year ago
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is now the time when i finally take out the license to be horny on main???
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wifiwuxians · 8 months ago
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very quick xunyang because they're good for my health.
[ID: a small, roughly colored bust sketch of a couple cuddling in winter cloaks. the taller of the two has his eyes closed and is happily pressing his cheek to the head of his partner, who looks over at him with a smile. their cloaks are black & blue and white & red. /end ID]
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puppyeared · 9 months ago
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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jrueships · 3 months ago
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fuck my stupudass baka life bro
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willowser · 2 years ago
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You know what pollutes my mind lately girldad!touya!!!! i just JUST IMAGINE he’d only be soft spoken and gentle for her!!!! he’d kill and die for her!! anything for his little princess 🫠🫠 I can literally envision him bullying other kids for upsetting his little princess and threatening to burn them on a stick 😭😭🧍🏻
girl dad touya 🥺 will always be my weakness !! i feel like. that's his lil best friend. you're trying to get her to sleep in her own bed, but the minute you leave to go to work, she's grabbing her pillow and her stuffed animal and coming down the hall and he's just waiting for her 🥺 she crawls into bed and snuggles right up to him and he's so warm that she's just OUT. and they wake up a few hours later and go get something sweet for breakfast or whatever she wants !! 🥺
and he is definitely the kind of dad to like. she wants to play with something on the playground and he is subtly pushing the kid off LOL finding a reason for him to give it up or saying like, "hey, wouldn't you rather play with this rock i found ?" until it's free and he can give it to his daughter airheuq and sometimes he'll say some out of pocket shit to these snot nosed brats, like, "i'll be under your bed when you get home and i'll grab you by the ankles and drag you under and your mommy and daddy won't even notice" LMAOOO he's the WORST i love him
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sketchy-tour · 1 year ago
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A shame I wasn't able to find the motivation to finish my Halloween art in time for Halloween. Might still finish it and post it late for fun, especially since it's already lined.
Started it early and everything and I still couldn't make it. Oh well. That's what I get for getting distracted doodling silly stuff.
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bbq-potato-chip · 6 months ago
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kind of want to rewatch cowboy bebop
#honestly i dont know why i just got this wave of nostalgia for some reason#i watched it in the middle of the pandemic. i distinctly remember binging it and eating icecream sandwiches#ik the pandemic was bad but i. i kind of miss sitting around.........#missing that 3 2 1 lets jam you know.#honestly out of all the watanabe productions its really not my most favorite.#space dandy and samurai champloo are my personal favorites#but i've been in a cowboy bepop mood lately. not sure why#its kind of sad though that its the most popular...WHERE ARE MY SPACE DANDY FANS!! HELLOOO#if cowboy bebop and samurai champloo are like bleach and naruto space dandy is like the gintama#which isnt a great analogy but i think it works.#not to mention the fact that the music SLAPS. honestly all three of them have great soundtracks but#space dandy really is my favorite. it just scratches an itch in my brain idk what to say#if space dandy has 1 million fans i am one of them if space dandy has 100 fans i am one of them if space dandy has#10 fans i am one of them. if space dandy has 1 fan that is me. if space dandy has no fans then i am no longer on this earth. thank you#oh and not to mention that the animation is stunning. they get experimental with it and its really cool#its done by the same people who animated mob pyscho i think. not 100% about that but im p sure#i would rb sooooo many gifs but. no one cares about it unfortunately :\#sorry this totally derailed. uh. now i kind of want to rewatch space dandy instead lol
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sovawife · 6 months ago
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srry i havent been active i keep forgetting i have tumblr. whoops i am so smart
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salon-maiden-anabel · 9 months ago
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guh i need to start getting out of my comfort zone of never really changing how characters look else then like. hair fluffyness lol. im always overly aware that i stick toooooo close to their canon designs for what i Want to headcanon them to look like yknow. grumble gurgle idk weird things i just can not get over for whatever reason . Like i know its very much also dealing with "hey i already drew this character once. this is now how they are in my art for the rest of time unless its an au!" when its like. NOTHING IS STOPPING ME FROM JUST. CHANGING HOW I DRAW THEM AND GOING ABOUT MY DAY. gargles rips my hair out
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synthshenanigans · 1 year ago
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"it's not fair, isnt it?"
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if you couldnt tell i like murder mysteries, this is a ref to WKM with @socialc1imb's clue au. The Mystery² and the Murder amount is too high to count
Alt Lighting versions cause idk how light works
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yutadori · 2 months ago
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sometimes you just need to hit your head against a wall at school and move on
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sparkleyiff · 4 months ago
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Not sure if I'll be doing anything more for artfight this year I am. suffering. sorry :(
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zeloinator · 4 months ago
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Updated my anem files and did some gpose after being mostly stumped by the file just not working in game and idk why so its back to the beginning! But i did some gpose of not the oc I should be doing gpose of (Zee) but my dawntrail spoiler oc and my warrior of light from the AU where Belle Ze’bub and Kask’ov Amon’tillado are the big bads (and accidentally gave the two ocs the same haircut)! Things are quite wonky for my still and I’m just not able to be happy with much i do gpose wise (well for a while before the update) so hopefully I’ll just post stuff and not overthink it ;-;
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krispiecake · 1 year ago
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i hope that everyone is aware that i am trying SO HARD to be normal but the universe is TESTING ME.
#i am trying ao hard not to fall back into old habits rn but jesus CHRIST brooooooooo#i havent been able to get barely any time with the staff i need for the past two days and now#theyre like 40mins late with my meds bc of another tenant#and its not even like theyre WITH the other tenant rn btw there are two members of staff sat in the office just talking#and its like bro. BROOOOOOOO#like they know this shit is SO triggering and i know they cant help some stuff but i still feel like i should be able to get my meds on time#if they arent actively with another tenant#its such a small thing but it helps my brain remember that actually they do still care abt me lol#all ive wanted to do since like wednesday was just watch a movie with my fp now that we’re cool again#and i was waiting in the lounge for like an hour and no one even came in#and its not like we planned anything so im not mad or whatever im just frustrated that#i had a rlly shit night last night and a pretty shit day today#and there just isnt anyone around to talk to bc theyre all dealing with someone else#or not even just sat around talking or whatever#idk this shit makes me wanna punch things burn everything to the ground and then kill myself if im being totally honest rn#and like last night and this isnt my therapists fault or anything but ahe wasnt able to pick up#and i managed to get thru it but it just added to the feeling like no one gave a shit#and its past nine again so she probs wouldnt be able to pick up now even tho i kinda need help again#idk this shit just. its so fucking triggering and i feel insane and so tightly wound#and ive been putting so much effort into my stupid therapy and i just wanna let go and have a full on meltdown again#i wanna take a bunch of pills and scream and cry and throw things and argue and just LET GO#cuz i feel like thats my ‘true nature’ and everything else is just me faking#or masking#AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT ITS SO MUCH EFFORT AND I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING NOTHING BACK
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exsqueezememacaroni · 1 year ago
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you know what? fuck it, let's do this poll.
by the way, this is an entirely random set of songs - I don't even do karaoke!!!
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dullweapons · 8 months ago
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FUTURE ME : remember to write that canon about ray age regressing . you keep telling yourself you will & then you fucking forget >:(
AGE REGRESSION
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ray has a tendency to age regress & i mean this in a coping skill way & not DDLG / age play way . he's not into that . ( he's fine if you call him baby / baby boy as long as you mean it as a term of endearment )
in times of great stress ray might feel the need to find a way of escapism . this usually involves him wanting to get away from everything , himself included . he does his by returning to his true form of ayrin & running around ' playing ' . ayrin's way of play usually involves murdering something . he'll terrorizer some random moblins most of the time . he happy that no one knows who he is & thinks he's just some kid running around hyrule . sometimes he' bother strangers . normally looking for someone to amuse him ⸻ unless hes age regressed due to depression : then he may look for someone to baby / take care of him . someone to be nice to a lost little kid .
during this he will try to avoid people he knows ( he doesn't want their first interaction with ayrin to be ... unplanned ? he'd rather prepare his friends or romantic partner as ayrin can be a handful ) , unless they know of ayrin . if they do he may enjoy being around him because as ayrin he has an easier time emoting & talking .
if he is talking to people who do not know ayrin & ray are the same , he may refer to ray as ' uncle ' or ' uncle ra - ra ' as ayrin once did in the past . he may even hype himself up if he ends up talking to someone he might like as ayrin ⸻ telling that person they should meet his uncle & that he's really cool lol
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