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He ain't slick, I saw what it said before he edited it
I will now be overthinking about this until Saturday
#rotating it in my mind because saying it wasn't his fault then taking it back??#is he actually back to being a total asshole to everyone and not giving a fuck or is he just trying to pretend so he isn't vulnerable again#his character work has always been a strong point and there was always a thread of insecurity covered up with arrogance#keeping people at a distance emotionally and being willing to fuck over anyone as long as he comes out on top but we are post-btybb#seems like danny wasn't able to be useful in taking out ospreay (who absolutely would make mjf feel like he's being replaced)#so the payoff of getting close to him wasn't worth the risk anymore#mjf's self defence has always been building weapons to hurt other people before they can hurt him first#so it makes sense that danny is just a necessary casualty#and he's always turned on people but mjf cracked open his shell during btybb before getting stabbed in the back#maybe knowing how it feels to be on the receiving end made him want to tell danny what he wished someone would've told him#but then he remembered he isn't gonna be max anymore and let his guard down. he's back to being MJF and Better Than You#MJF#Danny Garcia#TW: blood
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also what happened with the anon button
I took away the Anon option to slow down the asks I get since I couldn't keep up and... well I still can't keep up even with anon off so I have (temporarily) turned my asks off.
#I love the interest and the love! people are genuinely very sweet! this fandom is wonderful and respectful#i am just not used to attention in this scale and i don't want to intimitade myself feeling like i have to keep up with it#and have every answer prepared ---> which is a me feeling btw no ask have been pressing me. I just want to make an au good for you all#so i will enjoy everyone lovely tags ramble for a bit in a cozy distance#and open asks again later
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if you are someone like me who has trouble processing life events/mental health stuff create an oc. like. make a guy who's entire story is yours, who knows every inch of your suffering b/c they are you but maybe all their troubles stem from being in an intergalactic war with goob noobs or something. hurt them in terrible ways so that you dont hurt yourself.
#spacie spoinks#fiction is a good way to explore things that are difficult to deal with i do it all the time with my ocs!!#i mean this wont work for everyone#but making an oc who i just constantly take my pain and suffering out on#is something i find very cathartic#also hes not real!!#i made him up!!#hes like just a vessel for my own suffering#a copy of me and what i think i deserve#but will never actually give myself#yk?#also yes make the character you essentially but also keep a certain distance from them in your mind so#that you know that they are you but not *entirely*#its a really hard thing for me to explain#but when i think about my self harm oc i feel bad for him#b/c hes me and we share the same story but different circumstances#hes me but also his own person#and when i think about what hes gone thru i feel sad and sympathetic#and so i end up feeling that way about me too#b/c we didnt deserve 2 go thru any of it#especially good for suicidal ideation#which is something i struggle with a lot
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Has anyone addressed the fact that laszlo and nadja had matching hair highlights AGAIN in the finale but this time they were blue
#i clocked it immediately#i need someone to gif them for me bc idk how#but i feel like theres something there with color analysis and the red highlights showing up when nandermo is fighting#(night market + i think the most recent time was when nandor told guillermo they didnt need him? i could be wrong)#but then these new blue highlights showing up when nandermo fighting is what everyone expects#but instead we get an episode filled with nandor gently caring for and protecting guillermo#and overall just an episode about how much they all care for one another#but its tinged with longing and distance because to be a vampire means you have to keep everyone you love at arms length#i wish i knew how to make gifs so that i could do so much analysis based on the hair and wardrobe of this show. theres so much there#wwdits
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when I tell you I would commit federal crimes for Michiru's backstory from her pov....
#girl got psychic powers and super powers and the ability to transform into a cosmic super soldier with absolutely no help from a talking cat#and then got visions of the apocalypse coming to get everyone and the universe was like 'you fix this'#and the whole time she was having a seemingly unrelated crush on a girl from another school but keeping her distance for everyone's sake#then she finds out that her gay crush is actually someone she's destined to be with#but for that to happen she also has to go and uproot Haruka's entire life and make her give up everything she's ever dreamed of#but also if she DOESN'T do that the world is gonna end#and so she starts projecting into Haruka's dreams because she has to do SOMETHING#and she tries to meet with Haruka and confront her because 1) she does genuinely want to be with Haruka#but also 2) the world will literally end if they don't stop it#but even as Haruka is like about to gain the ability to transform and awaken she STILL stops her#because even wanting to be with Haruka and knowing that they need to be together#isn't enough to make her ok with ruining Haruka's life#I GO FERAL OVER THIS#sailor neptune#sailor uranus#michiru kaioh#haruka tenou#long post#sailor moon
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Me @ the Duffers: GIVE ME JONATHAN PLEASE I COULD MAKE HIS S4 STORYLINE SO MUCH MORE FUCKED UP
#like a Jonathan who applied to NYU and got in but hasn't heard back from Emerson#and he can't just abandon his mom and Will and Nancy#but he's wanted this since before he started to put everyone's needs first#but is he even “allowed” to what things?#and he's keeping it all to himself and hasn't told anyone#which makes Will's I'm here for you too worse#and Nancy's “our plans”#AND Joyce asking what's wrong with him#and then in s5 you have Vecna taunting him over the secret and fake nancy and Will asking if he's really going to leave them#tying into the abandonment issues#obviously this culminates with his loved ones telling him it's ok to go#specifically Joyce and Will#and then Nancy gets another “ what's a little more?” callback moment#because like they can do long distance if it means he's happy#anyways i could make him WORSE#one day I'll finally write the Byers in California fic#jonathan byers#stranger things
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Me when I think too hard about what the internet/lily orchard did to steven universe
[ID. cause I know tumblr's video player is shit. Jontron sitting on a couch in his basement points at the camera and says "you fuckers! YOU FUCKERS! I WILL RAIN HELLFIRE UPON YOU!" as the video and audio distorts to emphasize his frustration]
#jane journals#posting to my normal blog ig ajfjfkg#but FUCKING HELL YOU GUYS!!!!!#I WAS THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED AND I SAW EVERYONE TURN ON A FUCKING DIME TO HATE ON IT#DOES IT HAVE PROBLEMS /YES/#every bit of media has problems!!!#projects are worked on by MANY MANY people and not ALL of them make smart decisions so ofc there's gonna be some issues#but as far as i KNOW those were all apologized for in earnest#but what we had was a BEAUTIFUL show about emotional intelligence with beautiful aesthetics#and everyone fucking HATED IT and drove rebecca off the internet for a good while#people are way too fucking comfortable demanding shit of content creators these days#and voice actors/writers/animators#y'all need to go back to keeping ur damn DISTANCE#steven universe#su#rebecca sugar#cartoon network
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now that i've seen the DIK fight island obstacle course and how it's. a course. not just them swimming all day makes me wonder who would do best at running through sand. bc you gotta have a technique. or a certain kinda muscle built up. sand is difficult terrain but by pitting garu-dante-quin against each other... hmmm... that's tricky bc they ARE pretty evenly matched. a trio of athletic little lads
#are they running barefoot? do they wear sandals?#will dante and quincy wear shoes while garu goes barefoot?#who's great at traversing sand?#is dante scoffing because GIRL PLEASE he lives in the desert. he does his daily training on the egg-frying-sands#or is garu treating it like a playground because the Dead Zone was a wasteland of rough n tumble obstacles#or is quincy gonna awaken some long-ago-obtained-secret-skill where he runs across sand like it's nothing#OR WILL EIDEN PULL AN UPSET AND BE SURPRISINGLY NIMBLE ON THOSE TOASTY SHORES#nah. i want him going at maybe 1/3 the speed of everyone else and after a while he just collapses and starts making sand angels#he'll keep trying... but how are you supposed to keep up with these inhumanly buff dudes#wait. what if dante actually sucks at traversing sand long distance because of his scrawny lil chikcen legs#STOP SKIPPING LEG DAY DANTE#or will he pull some OTHER magical nonsense like..#ohhh look at dante's triangle torso and wittle legs i bet he won't have the leg strength to walk more than 6 steps --#HEY HOW IS HE MOVING SO FAST ON THOSE TOOTHPICKS#(is it BECAUSE they are toothpicks that he can move so fast??)#like. like a horse. sdtrongk muscle torso. legs so fragile. so skinny. but they toothpick thru the valley at insane speeds#🤔#desert island knockout
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if your ocs were bosses in a video game, what do you think their boss fight would be like?
#red rambles#im thinking about this with mine and curious what other people have thought up#sidebar: i have been thinking about things like 'mechamics' and 'the kinds of attacks they'd use' and 'phases' and 'gimmicks'#i havent detailed them all here because i figured it wouldn't be what other people wanted to read#unfortunately it seems also everyone else thinks this. i want to hear about your mechanics....#so i guess ill go add mine in#kit and kat would be a pair of optional bosses who you fight together - kit a dex build who moves into a strength+dex combo in her second#phase; she doesn't get a second health bar#but it gets dramatically harder to hit her and she stops getting stunned nearly as easily in the second phase#and her hits get much harder#KAT (her gimmick partner) also has a second phase#if you haven't killed Kit before you activate Kat's second phase#(Kat gets a second health bar) she teleports herself and Kit out of the boss fight arena and (as they're optional)#this technically means you can progress but you get no winnings#and the next time you come back they're there again#im imagining them like ds1r havel where he's just like in a shortcut. they're camping a door#anyway you have to fully kill Kit to#get to kill Kat#and her second phase will activate when Kit dies in that case#and she'll go from infrequent but hard-hitting long-distance attacks to frequent long-distance attacks with less intensity behind them#and a set of melee attacks that do a lot of damage but require her to grapple you so if you don't get grabbed you're alright#meanwhile rex (the other one i discussed on discord) is a mainline boss who keeps dying and then just showing up again but he dies like#his ass is DEAD he's not walking off he DIES. okay?#you have to kill him at least twice for the mainline quest and there's even more optional places you can kill him#the first three or four sequential fights (only one of which is mainline) he's human the whole time#the second mainline fight he changes forms and his second phase is in dragon form#and he doesn't get a second health bar or anything but he does get aoe fire attacks#and gets to visibly take damage at increasing levels before you kill him#he also has a mechanic where on his last dot of health he can absorb like 4x the normal amount of damage#so when he should be one hit away from death he is in fact four or five hits away from death
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Chapter 10 !
It's finally here!!! It's just under 14k words so I hope it was worth the wait!
CW for this chapter: body checking; lots of talk about sex and intimacy; explicit smut
I was determined to post this on the 30th and I just barely made the deadline by literally two minutes. So this is NOT actually proofread. (Though I do proofread and edit as I go) so please do let me know if you see any glaring mistakes.
Thank you again--so very much--for waiting! I can't wait to hear what y'all think <3
#fengqing#feng xin#mu qing#ao3 fanfic#fic: distance#I'm exhuasted#I also got my very first Mean Comment#of someone being like “I'm so frustrated that you keep delaying updates!”#and oh boy when I tell you I almost deleted the whole fic right then and there#but !#I'm incredibly proud of the work I've put into this#and I know everyone else has been incredibly kind#so one little weirdo isn't gonna ruin this for me
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#italy#ptxt#i hope you guys dont mind me spamming with travel pics ^^“ Ive been trying to keep them educational#and stuff but honestly some of these are just really pretty ^^'' my bro is suffering mad allergies from all the trees here though#s italy appears specially designed to kill him#oh!! there was also one of capri's goats that i got a pic of! it was really cute#and i saw so many cats~ it makes me miss freya ;-;#That's Vesuvius in the distance!!! im still stunned that thats /the volcano/. Everyone is right too; it does not feel like a volcano.
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Idk how this works, but 4,18,28 please
Hello, thank you. It's perfect like this! From this ask game
4. What did they do before they became a crusader? Did they have a job, an occupation?
Answered here!
18. If they survived, what is their life post crusade?
Nela survives the Crusades, staying in Drezen as its governor. To put it in few words: she has nowhere else to go anyway, and despite the many struggles and the growing mental health issues she also feels fulfilled by the job and has a talent for it. She has grown attached to the place and its people, it's where she belongs now that her home is gone.
That's... not as positive a choice as it may sound.
The first few months after the Crusades are won, Nela remains busy. However, as soon as Drezen and Mendev start to settle in, the companions go on their respective ways and the workload goes down... she crashes and goes on a downward spiral.
All the mental issues and trauma she had shouldered by playing the part of the perfect Commander start to appear, and she declines fast. Any attempt to help is pointless. She doesn't want to talk about the actual sources of her issues, so there is no way for anyone to intervene. It gets bad, really bad. She starts to self-harm a few months in.
It's only thanks to Sosiel's intervention that the situation gets solved before it can reach a critical point. Sosiel and Nela share a homeland, both coming from Carpenden, Andoran. He knows her relatives, enough to have mostly figured out by himself what's truly going on and approaching her brother, now an elder man in his 90s, with the full story. A way to return the favor, so to speak.
Samel, Nela's brother, ends up rushing to Drezen to meet up with Nela. Having a part of her family, her old world, back is a massive relief, but it's as much of a relief to have someone she can afford to be fully honest with. She doesn't have to fear hurting him with her feelings and thoughts, or to show weakness to the wrong person as someone in a position of authority. It doesn't magically make it all better, but it gets her started.
She ends up retiring from Drezen for about half a year to get some rest and work out her issues, moving to one of Daeran's properties closer to Nerosyan. Anevia and Irabeth contact her from time to time for bigger decisions, but she is mostly left to rest and recover.
It takes her years before she works out through it all. It's never fully gone, but she is finally comfortable in her own skin and at peace with how her life turned out. She remains just a governor, stubbornly refusing getting any more political power and making an effort to discourage anything that may push her beyond the edge onto divinity.
She also remains in contact with the Hand of the Inheritor and her fellow angels companions. From time to time, she goes on escapades to help them out in other planes. The rest of her time and effort is spent in helping out with purifying the Worldwound and providing aid to the efforts of the Sarkorians, druids and other followers of the Green Faith.
Daeran and her only marry once the worst of her own issues have passed, about 2 years after the Crusades have ended.
28. Would they be a companion instead of the KC? What would their storyline and personal quest be?
Answered here!
#oc: nela damasio#It's a lot so i hope i managed to explain myself#I'm certain i've gone into more detail about some bits here and there but i've never attempted to go through the whole sequence before#This was fun but challenging kadhjkas#To say Nela is grateful to Sosiel is an understatement#She was convinced everyone was either dead or too senile#and she didn't have the heart to face that truth with her own eyes#Admittedly she couldn't imagine how much the experience of losing his sister and the turmoil that went on in Andoran had changed her brothe#He is much healthier than an average 95 years old grandpa#She also gains a grandnephew (the one family member Sosiel knew and got the information from)#the only “new” family member she connects to#Everyone else wants to keep their distance and the feeling is mutual#thank you so much again this was fun <333
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it's been since my early 20s that I had in-person friends to actually hang out with regularly. and idk how to word it exactly, but making a push last year to actively try and forge friendships in person was such a good idea
I'd been missing that sense of physical community for so long and I finally feel like I have it back. and it's just a boon to my soul!!
#[static]#i love love love my friends from all over the world and im always longing to hang out with you all in person#i love that we've all found ways to be close despite distance! be it games or hanging out or calls or sending each other fun stuff#my brain was suffering big time not having ppl directly in front of me (besides my wonderful beloved husband)#and now i wake up every morning with many messages from my local friends and we hang out weekly if not more#it's just .... nice to finally have found community!! i moved right 2 months before covid so there were years where it was just me n percy-#- holding on for dear life but now we have ppl who we can hang out with together and make memories with!#we're both pretty introverted but ya still need some sort of human contact now and again haha#there were a couple years there where the only time id get a message it was just from my mom and that was it fkjghd#i had stopped messaging old friends from my old city because they never replied back and i got tired of reaching out after a couple years#everyones got their own battles to fight and all that i just got really bummed out trying to keep connections going when it felt one-sided
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look at my alternate yuu concept boy
#i just think the idea of isekaing at age 22 and being shoved into high school is so funny. shes just here now#185cm makes her the same height as leona btw. nearly six foot one. absurdly tall#she did not have friends b4 twst bc she had a Lot of ppl approach her bc of her parents#was very good at keeping a polite distance and went a little insane in twst as a result#fails all her classes at nrc bc she is going home at the end of this to her Real life so who cares shes here for a Good time#girl w/no subconcious desire to stay in twst tho i do think itd be good for her in the long run#she wants to go back to her own reality bc she wants to finish her degree. she was so close#Everyone's Big Sister (self-proclaimed) and incredibly obnoxious abt it#gets on v well with kalim and lilia and then cater is there in the background like. Please Let Me Out.#shes in gargoyle research. malleus is a little brother to her and i think he actually does see her as family more than a romantic partner#WHICH IS RARE FOR ME im usually all abt malleus > yuu but here it makes sense. they are platonic. u kno how it is#book 7 is a really bad time for her bc she learns all of lilias backstory and realizes how much shit he wasnt telling her#as if she were telling him anything serious abt herself LMAO but him leaving w/o sayign + finding out his backstory from a dream is just. h#book 7 i think is whats solidifying her desire to return home. she has a place where she belongs and its not here.#anyways ironically despite how much ive written here + how much ive thought abt her shes only a secondary yuu. yjn comes first always <3#i do really like her shes a lot of fun to think abt. very Messy and impulsive unlike yjn whos thoughtful and deliberate. u kno#god this was a tag essay. ok.#how do you art#twst oc#myuu stuff
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ill be having such a good time then Boom, someone says something
#i love to drive... when i know where im going#im a great driver#but my navigation skills are so shit. theyre so shit#yall i cannot. for the life of me. read fuckin google maps well while driving#i cant judge the distance of a turn.. i think a right turn is a left bcs the screen didnt rotate yet and it's#and i cant remember road names bcs im a landmark man#it's so embarrassing. and all my good driving turns to shy shit bcs it's like. idk. i hate being weird. i hate feeling stupid#i hate being stupid#i hate being told im not stupid until i do smthing stupid again and they get annoyed and u can tell they took it back#bcs everyones right. everyones so right so im not mad at them. im not#im just mad at myself. like it's so fucked. i hate being fucked (literally) (asexual)#i hate getting marked for being wrong in math bcs i saw the + as a ÷ and i did the division right but no one cares abt that bcs it's weird#it's fucked it's so fucked im so fucked#it's so embarrassing. i hate being embarrassing#it's not quirky or cute or anything. setting the wrong alarm bcs i saw the 8 as a 6 is not funny. it's not when u keep doing it#and u keep doublechecking urself and get it wrong anyways#i hate being stupid. i hate being stupid. i hate being stupid. i hate being stupid#u think i dont want to just be normal and fun and carefree with things people find easy? you think i dont want an easy life?#u think i like making people's lives hard? you think i Like being a burden???#i dont wanna be here .
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Alice and Teddy’s vibe is that scene in The Office where Michael makes sexual remarks about Pam right in front of her until she leaves, then tells the kid he’s talking to “I’d never say this to her face, but she’s a wonderful person and a talented artist”
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#Alice I see you keeping everyone at a distance with aggressive flirting you sexy idiot
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