#'i can't see much of a future. unless we find out what's to blame what a shame' - will

[chirpsythismorning]

🎨📝☎️🛼🌈🚪⏪️💡🫀

Ever Fallen in Love (With Someone You Shouldn't've?) by Buzzcocks

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[genericpuff]

So there's this account I follow on Tiktok that critiques some webtoons and LO was one of them. They're discussing the finale and my god the comments are glorious. Lots of the people commenting either fell off the comic or were once die hard fans who hated what happened. Some of them even were fans of the series who recently started hating it after the hiatus. From what I saw this was what their concerns were.

Apollo not being punished harshly enough

Last minute queer rep with Hera

Certain plots being thrown in and old ones being tossed out

The ending feeling rushed.

Some of them are blaming Webtoons for 'axing the series' so Rachel had no choice but to rush it. Others are questioning why was there a hiatus at all if this was the pay off?

So now even some of the fans are starting to feel like we former fans do.

Yeeah you know it's not good when even the fans were left going "... huh?" And frankly I do feel bad, as much as I've talked shit about the stans in the past, so many of them hung on with the genuine good faith that it was all "building up to something". There are also people who are still praising it as the best thing ever which, okay, that's them, and people who didn't love the finale but are leaving it be like reasonable non-obsessed people.

I'm not entirely convinced that Rachel ended it willingly, I've seen Webtoons cut series short during their midseason hiatuses by telling the creators "okay once you come back you have this many episodes to wrap it up", so while it is shocking to see it happen with WT's golden goose, maybe they saw the decline over the past several months and realized it was time to cut it loose. But ultimately I can't ever know if it was Rachel calling it quits or Webtoons, not unless one (or both) of them come forward and say anything regarding that. I can only wonder, and in reality, none of what I wonder really matters because it's over.

Again, I do feel bad. I remember when the trial arc was going on and the whole Eris reveal happened and I had that sinking feeling in my stomach that maybe the comic wasn't all it was cracked up to be, that maybe it wasn't going where I had been hoping and assuming it would go. I imagine there are a lot of people feeling that exact same thing right now. I do hope, at the very least, they find their closure through whatever future projects Rachel does or through other comics that fill the void left by LO. I'm definitely hoping the same for myself, tbh, now that the comic is actually over for good I feel like I can finally put my obsession with it to rest, even just a little. Although tbf I'm really just refocusing that obsession onto Rekindled, which I have a much more positive relationship with LMAO but I'm very thankful to have it and I owe that to LO, in all its perks and quirks and flaws.

[kityana]

i was going to add this to this post, but it got very long and a little off the topic and i didn't think it was fair so here goes.

i think there's a very good chance octavia isn't really aware of the situation between her parents.

in "loo loo land", octavia talks about her parents not loving each other as a new development.

when we know for a fact stolas and stella never got along, and seemed to dislike each other from the moment they became betrothed.

but in the trailer, she says "you never loved mother", so it seems like she recently realized that was the case. further more, she seems to put it in the same category of disappointment as the idea of stolas not loving her, too.

i think it's unfair to blame octavia for not noticing the dynamic between her parents sooner. for one thing, abusers are notoriously good at hiding their actions, and abuse victims very often hide their situation out of shame. this is doubly true for male victims of abuse, and even more so if the abuser is a woman. stolas himself says he put up with stella's behavior because he wanted to give octavia "a normal life", and i imagine that "normal life" did not entail knowing just how much her parents can't stand each other and how cruel her mother is to her father.

also, as @ceaselessims noted- octavia is rich and privileged. we base what we think is normal on our environment, and octavia's normal is not our normal. try putting yourself in her shoes- most of the people she knew her entire life were other royals. most of the relationship she saw were relationship between royals, probably the kind that is either arranged like her parents or made for other politically or monetarily advantageous reasons. that means most of the adult relationships around her weren't what we would consider loving, healthy adult romantic relationships. so the fact her parents were rarely if ever affectionate toward each other? to her that probably seemed normal. the fact they rarely seemed to spend time together unless they had to? again, normal. the tensions between them? stella's occasional snide remarks about stolas that stolas probably doesn't even address? normal, normal, normal.

i'd like to think that maybe at some point in the future, octavia willll spend some time with fizz and ozzie, or m&m, or any other actually healthy couple, and then the penny will drop that this is what an actually healthy, romantic adult relationship is supposed to look like.

but for now i'm thinking that for 17 years, as far as she could tell, her parents had a really ordinary, stable marriage of the kind she sees all around her. and then, one day, completely out of the blue, her father shatters it all with an affair. of course she's pissed at him. of course she mostly blames him for everything that's happening and seems more sympathetic to her mother. and of course that shakes the foundation of her trust in him, because as far as she can tell, he betrayed one person that was close to him, so who's to say he won't betray her, too?

and stolas isn't exactly helping things by seemingly not even attempting to explain the situation to octavia. i understand he's struggling with a lot, but keeping her completely in the dark is just letting her jump to her skewed conclusions, and it also gives stella a way to control the narrative, which i'm sure stella is going to take.

i think octavia will find out the truth eventually, and then i'm sure she won't take stella's side anymore after that happens. but i also think she's going to be very sad to know just how much stolas hid from her. that also seems like a betrayal of trust- that he couldn't trust her. their road to healing is going to be long and interesting, i think. and i can't wait to see it.

[bookie-bookdust]

Sebastian Sallow Headcanons

Shitty attempt at headcanons for my morally gray, stubborn Sebby boy in Sebastian Sallow Fucking Sucks. It's long for literally no reason besides I don't know how to shut up.

My Seb has gone through it. He suffers - but he also deserves it for that whole "ignorant" outburst days after what happened in the Restricted Section on the night of the Yule Ball. So yeah, he's begging for forgiveness by the end when he realizes how torn he and MC's relationship has become - not without stubbornly trying to get under her skin first.

This idiot constantly wears tight clothes - not because he knows it drives MC insane, though if he noticed, it would get much much worse for her lol- but it's because he's so damn messy he grabs the first clean thing he can find in the morning (slutty little vests, tight sweaters, button downs with stressing buttons - RIP MC).

Reading glasses - enough said.

He's an extremely adept magic wielder. Not only can he cast multiple Unforgivables with shorter cooldowns, but his spells are obscenely strong. MC has not been able to beat him in a duel since that very first time.

That being said, he can't cast a patronus because he's a sad emo boy.

Fav spell: Confringo. Secret fav spell: Imperio.

It's not with the times, but he would definitely listen to metal music. You can't convince me otherwise.

The morally gray/dark wizard line is sooooo veryyyyyy thinnnnnnnn and will get worse.

He doesn't trust aurors and would NEVER BECOME ONE!!!!!!!! Why do ya’ll want him to be a cop so bad??? (Unless he's a dirty cop lol)

Career-wise, he'd be a curse breaker, healer, or a dark wizard 😌

Irrevocably dedicated to the ones he loves, and if he feels its dire enough, he will hurt them to protect them. Trust me on this - for no reason in particular😇

Not opposed to getting on his knees and begging hehehehe...

A skilled healer due to countless hours in the library studying up on a cure for Anne.

Has burned his fingerprints off with too many fire spells. And speaking of his fingers, it's common to spot him with ink staining his skin from all his note taking.

While he's charming and cocky, he sees himself as lesser, dispensable, and directly blames himself for all of his life tragedies.

Anger issues - duh.

Not sure if I'll even get into this in SSFS, but my Seb comes from a family of the Dark Arts - whether he's aware of it or not. We already know Solomon used them. I'd like to think his parents did as well, which is what led to their deaths. The Sallow line is cursed as fuck. Will be exploring this more in a future Dark Seb project where he has to break this curse.

Will make dick jokes. No one is safe.

While he'd make a great beater in Quidditch, his life just doesn't have space for trivial things. He's too busy with murder.

Speaking of body count LOL, he's charmed quite a few witches, but no one has shorted his brain quite like MC. He's intently studied some interesting books in the Restricted Section fantasizing testing out some things.

Idk when his birthday is lol. I'm just agreeing with everyone else.

Seb's relationship with Ominis is interesting....I'll be perfectly honest, I'm not sure if their friendship is going to survive in my world. Seb crosses too many lines. Obliviating your best friend really drives a wedge between you.

THE manipulator. We don't get to see too much of this in SSFS because we're in MC's pov. Particularly because he uses his wiles differently on her. But one of my favorite examples is even as he's mocking her for her poor attempt at lying in the broom closet, he's actively making her anxious (and hot and bothered lol) with that little thread on her sweater. And eventually she slips up. He's such a mother fucker lol.

Okay this post is way too long. I'm gonna leave now lol. BYEEEEE.

[ssoruko]

my predictions (bingo?) for drdt, chapter 2 culprit and also everything beyond, because i'm hyped, and why not!!

the original version of this post was too long and i was yapping. it felt like i was saying everything there is to say, but also nothing of real importance, so i decided to throw everything here, without all my overcomplicated rambling (some stayed though), and hope for the best that this will satisfy the fixated monster in me that needs to get my thoughts out there. also it will be fun to see in the future what was right or wrong.

so, for all of these predictions, please assume that my reasoning is either:

theorists made such well put together points that i checked the evidence on my own while also overanalysing the heck out of it and now i'm convinced

there's not much concrete proof but i think it would make narrative sense, or it would be a great direction for some character's development from what we've already seen of them

i don't even know but sometimes we just vibe and sometimes things are real in our hearts

funny thing is that i find drdt so interesting with how it handles its themes, how it foreshadows, establishes, and resolves, that i'm not actually certain about any of these. my mind wants to analyse it like it's a standard danganronpa game, like it's easy to predict smaller plot points because of the obvious bigger picture, but the special thing about drdt is that i have no idea what the whole bigger picture really is. all i know is that we're focused on trust and distrust, and we will surely follow that path, but i actually have no idea what else is in store. and i'm rambling again but bear with me. point is: i like the writing for drdt and i know i'm not prepared for whatever will be happening later down the line.

so now, for my small predictions bingo:

as most of the community on tumblr thinks, eden and levi are culprit and possible accomplice. that's the part i'm almost sure of, one of them is getting executed. i, however, am not sure who played which role. i'd like to think levi is the one who came up with most of the plan to help eden win the trial, and he's the one with the secret of killing before the killing game (which arei got), but i can't tell why exactly eden would kill arei. eden is not secretly evil. logically there should be some trick here, or it was an accident, but the eden thing to do would be to immediately admit she did it. unless that's where levi comes into play, and he's the one who pulled even more strings, not only setting up the crime scene, but also getting eden to play along. which makes me think eden would still be the one qualified as the blackened, then levi gets to blame himself and gets sick development or whatever. and maybe he lives to try to kill or at least beat the shit out of ace but ace will not die. let's say i'm going with that. eden is the culprit

whit has some special role. he's either the mastermind, or traitor, or key to ending the game, or whatever you want to call it. there's something off about whit with how he seems to know too much

rose sleeps a lot so i think there must be a point in time where someone uses that to accuse or even frame her for murder. although i don't think she will ever get killed when sleeping. i think she's going to be a survivor

ace won't be a victim, and he doesn't seem like a culprit either, so by process of elimination he needs to survive the game

david is not evil or malicious at heart, it's his depression talking. we're dealing with someone burnt out from keeping up his optimistic persona. all this act is self-sabotage and self-deprecation. he cared for arei and now he's spiraling. he will get better though, trust

i know i already talked about chapter 2 culprit but quick hu mention: she is not the culprit simply because i have no idea what her character really is yet. all i know is she is morally grey and she will not die yet because she needs to interact with nico, david, and others some more

arturo is not going to make friends with anyone other than maybe veronica, because everyone hates him, BUT he will not die that soon. i can feel him surviving at least one more chapter just out of spite. if he dies, it's not earlier than chapter four

j will not kill and she will not survive to the end. she will be a victim. my guess is chapter 3, for no particular reason.

contrary to the two points above, there's an alternate scenario i have in mind, with arturo dying next chapter and j being accused, but still innocent. and she would still become a victim later in the game, probably chapter four

veronica is too much of a wild card but if i were to predict something regarding her role... IF she was a blackened (and i can't tell if she will be), she wouldn't be all that happy or excited about it. there would be some reflection on her part. some subtle commentary on how enjoyment of darker media doesn't, or shouldn't, equal supporting or resorting to real violence. also basically everyone in the fandom agrees her secret is the one about harming herself just to feel something. this ties to what i said, i think. maybe she would kill to test herself, but taking a life will not bring her contentment

teruko will trust less before she learns to trust more (especially if eden really will die), but if there's someone she will learn to trust first, it's going to be charles. if she gets a "pep talk" about trust, it's somehow going to be from david. one asshole to another type of conversation where he's trying to help because he does genuinely care for his classmates

nico will not try to kill anyone again, but they also won't survive

this is probably all, i don't know because i wrote this at night and fell asleep. if anyone other than me stayed to read this, thank you for coming to my ted talk

[gotholdladywithadhd]

Good Omens Song of the Day

we know what's to blame!

I can't see much of a future

Unless we find out what's to blame, what a shame

And we won't be together much longer

Unless we realize that we are the same

this bastard

Lyrics

You spurn my natural emotions

You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt

And if I start a commotion

I run the risk of losing you and that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future

Unless we find out what's to blame, what a shame

And we won't be together much longer

Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions

You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt

And if I start a commotion

I'll only end up losing you and that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

Ever fallen in love, in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

Fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone

You shouldn't have fallen in love with

[alexxncl]

‼️NIGHTBRINGER LESSON 23 SPOILERS‼️

‼️OG LESSON 76 SPOILERS‼️

masterlist | more theories

based off of what we saw of simeon in the new lesson, i think that

1. he knows about alternate timelines and possibly altering your future

2. he didn't know if he'd become a demon or a human after his fall, and he didn't know when or how

3. he knew about the celestial war and its outcome to some extent

4. he blames himself for the fall of lucifer and his brothers (duh), and up until he actually lost his wings, he thought he'd avoided the possibility altogether

there's no way simeon can't tell that mc is a human

lucifer knew that mc and little d were strange, and they're powerful enough to be able to tell that their auras aren't angelic in the slightest - especially little d's

unless you count mc's very very very distant blood relation to lilith and luke's blessing, there's probably no trace of anything even remotely related to an angel anywhere on them

there's no way simeon could meet this version of mc that far in the future without some kind of time travel or timeline manipulation

he's too smart not to pick up on that fact

he doesn't seem worried about losing his wings

at all

mammon, on the other hand, is terrified at the thought of someone he's close to losing his wings and probably wouldn't even entertain the thought of losing his own wings

not until the war, at least

simeon didn't go into detail about how he'd meey mc in the future, nor did he go into detail about when or how he's lose his wings

he brought it up almost out of nowhere

mammon was expecting some lighthearted prophecy similar to meeting someone from your past in another time, and finding out that simeon might experience something as jarring as losing his wings made him want to change the subject almost as soon as he heard it

losing his wings was probably the least terrifying thing he read in that prophecy book, especially since whether or not it would happen and whether or not he'd face a fate worse than death were extremely unclear

war is hardly ever unclear, though

and his apparent involvement in it probably made him think that joining lucifer's side would cause him to lose his wings

when the time came for him to pick sides, he was too afraid of disobeying his father and making every prophecy in the book come true, he wanted his future to be his and his alone

he thought he could prevent the war, or at least hold off on it for a little longer - we all know that he knew it was coming whether he wanted it to or not

but when the time came to talk to lucifer, he couldn't bring himself to do it

he knew something was on his brother's mind, and there's no way there wasn't gossip around the celestial realm about tension between one of the most powerful angels, the 6 angels he looked after, and their father

but he wasn't ready to face the fact that war was coming sooner than he anticipated

so he did what most other angels did and sided with the celestial realm

and then, the fall still happened, but he wasn't involved

and he was able to see the way that despite falling from grace and becoming everything they were told to hate, lucifer and his brothers were still thriving

he thought that maybe, just maybe, falling from grace wouldn't be so bad

but he also thought that with the end of the war, his chance of falling was over

that's why he's so accepting and carefree and less stuck-up than the rest of the angels, so much so that he'd forgotten about the part of the prophecy that said he'd meet mc again

not only did he emotionally fall for mc when he met them again, he literally ended his life as an angel for them by stealing lucifer's ring from the celestial realm

but after seeing how unburdened the rest of his brothers were after their fall, he'd follow them without hesitation anyways if it meant feeling the same kind of freedom

[dabihawksluvr]

Aizawa Is A Bad Teacher

[ NOTE: The questions I screenshot are from another account, I just couldn't find a way to get them all into one post without it being messy. So this is just me answering each one, to give my own perspective. ]

I think it's because Shinsou is a LOT like him, but yeah it's still very shitty for him to do. He should've been the class 1B teacher instead.

This is why I never really liked Aizawa, he reminds me of my abusers way too much and I didn't like how strict/careless he truly is.

I hope that, if he did ever have a kid, it would be the biggest wakeup call of his life. And we do see him treat Eri fairly, but that could be because of her quirk and how she's literally only 4/5 years old. Kinda can't treat a kid the same way he treats his students without being seen as a villain.

From what I've seen, that was supposed to be the case. But Shouta feels like a lesser version of Batman, at least the latter actually cared about his Robins (depends on the canon but majority of Batmans do). With Aizawa, we do not need that same care unless it's with Shinsou.

I think it was even canon that Aizawa just hates All Might for being 'too forgiving' on his enemies. But I've also never seen him favor Endeavor either, I think he just hates people in general.

All Might is a decent teacher, at least he considers everyone's thoughts/feelings and dynamics with one another. Aizawa has not once done that, unless it deals with the troublemakers (Bakugou and Izuku) or that one time when Ochako blamed herself for that one time (though I bet it was just his own trauma and being like 'hey I understand this so let me go fix a mistake I made with myself years ago' kind of thing). The ONLY good point Aizawa has is when he says 'live for the students' to All Might when it was clear the old man had given up on living. But that is ONE point, out of so many others where Aizawa fucked up.

YES. Aizawa is a liar, if he believes these are all a 'logical ruse' then he is really fucked up in the head. I am glad that he made some (very minimal) progress when it was found out that Oboro was Kurogiri, I think the guy just has a ton of trauma he needs to work through and that was the first step. I do think how he is now is better than before, at least now he seems to actually care about his students and he realizes he fucked up badly. Just wish it was before he got his leg and eye taken away, essentially making his quirk trash.

Ugh, having Aizawa as a teacher would be the worst. I did get along with teachers that were like All Might and the rest, but Aizawa would be my 13th reason for finally dropping out. Especially if it was young/teen me? Yeah, he'd be on for 2nd degree murder with my suicidal ass.

THIS. I understand they are training to be heroes, and in this specific circumstance it worked. But ONLY because they were all going to war, which btw Aizawa didn't even stop from happening at all (he did have a heel-face turn during the 1st war which was nice to see as we saw him start to care for his students but it was ONLY thanks to Deku saying losing him would be the worst thing ever). Maybe it's because he held himself to that same standard, so he thinks all future heroes should be the same...but he is damn lucky none of them became a villain, though that was because Deku brought them all together simply by being himself. Aizawa was NOT needed, aside from his quirk he was essentially useless as a person. An maybe he knew that, it wasn't until Deku that he saw some value in living on (which is why he cut off his leg - normally he wouldn't have done that).

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tl;dr - Aizawa is a bad teacher. He is too strict with his teachings, makes assumptions that he rarely ever changes, outright LIES to his own students, puts his students in danger all the time, and cares more about a student from 1B (Shinsou) more than teaching his own class. But, we have to keep in mind that the man was traumatized by losing his friend Oboro (and then Midnight...and now possibly Mic) so he probably feels like his life isn't even worth it. And it wasn't him that wanted to be a teacher, it was actually Oboro. So he only took the job to fulfill his (dead) friend's dream, and it makes it clear why Aizawa is such a bad teacher. He didn't even want this, but feels obligated to regardless of what he truly wants. And yes, he did finally realize he cares for his students...but only when he finally lost the ability to use his quirk, meaning he has to rely on others now instead of just himself.

[xxdoubledaisyxx]

nonary binary

Niku's grace

Life.

the only lesson.

the master has wanted you to know,

inclusive of any other reason

upon arrival to the truth.

I want you to keep yourselves alive,

so I don't have to go looking for you

to pull you out of the fire

when your antics get you cooked in an oven.

I want everyone to know how to resolve these problems

as well as I do,

so they may be done as soon as is immediately accomplished by the moment of truth to which we finally arrive

There are other concerns of mine I intend to address with my intention as possible until all of it is done. For all the rest of my life. Until the last moment when I die. I serve with my whole being this universal purpose and devotion of our passion that is the very meaning of Life and more.

Put your faith in me if you may,

because of what you yourself live to be,

and take what is mine for yourself.

fair trade, free and willing.

in the darkness of our vengeance

against the evil that wronged us

for the sake of one who will not

live to experience that day in mortality

among your ranks

the one,

who wins the day

for the sake of the night.

there is no need to be discreet,

with me around, if I am the only one,

otherwise be not

within the power your self

choombasa

:[

to the hacker community

surviving skillfully with offensive tactics

be reassured that we will find a better solution for combat

than to have to resort to such measures

directly against each other

without the restraint of good sportsman.

we play football for the same reason,

with or without pads

I will help create the exchange nexus

for spiritual and cyber combat.

corruption in cyberspace is reason enough for there to exist a source of worldly transaction facilities with any moral authority to practice economy as a professional with immense amounts of assets and resources to spare.

Cx bank is corrupt,

trust the rez-upped version I made for the same problem myself

Rx reduxion.

initiate rare pokemon sighting

the formula for determining the future aka prophecy:

as derived by bylotean algebra published elsewhere for future reference.

fuL = (x, y, z) (x, y, z) (x, y, z)

fuL= (x, y, z)^3

fuL = B^3

caution: calculations of future occurrence with truth present in reality will result in disruption of the security barrier upon each of our personal lives for ourselves. You may feel threatened or provoked, but I assure you that is not the case. Feel free to see an associate at Way Walker Industries for more details if you wish to know more.

The disruption of the security barrier is normal everyday happening. Not much to worry about unless you choose to, for whatever purposes you have. Hopefully not dark and nefarious like my own. Otherwise come see me immediately and identify yourself under threat of death.

so I'm just telling you, that in this case, when using B^3, remember that is also the name of my ship B-Cubed, otherwise known as Bylotas' Badass Bus.

Captain Doubledaisy.

come take a way of the story for yourself, and as many as you want. They are not even mine to give away. Take all of them if you want. That's how good B^3 is, and I won't blame you if you do, because I don't even know what they are and you probably don't want me to know yourself, because you just found I that really do know, and always did.

...

initiating prophecy calculations itself is going to cause disruptions in the local stability barrier of the reality between good and evil that separates men from beasts.

Take precautions if you do so regularly or deeply due to the increasing entropy of unknown variables being unlimited as x.

No matter how sure you are of what you know, you do not know until the future moment of prophecy has come, and you may never know.

Go forth to the Lord with the fear of Elijah, and strike down the evil ones, with false pagan devilry as their guilt and your weapon of wrath.

Help me have fun, because that's how I want to solve this problem, and I'm not the only one who can't have fun knowing Jesus continues to die on the Cross at this moment because not everyone knows what he has accomplished.

He's not even dead yet.

This is the spear, Longinus, and before I give it to you, I want you to know that I got it from the master true. I am now passing it on to you as I seem fit and necessary for the goodness sakesan samasanta.

go somewhere with a purpose

to never return

you will know you have entered the first door to go inside the school of nine shades

when you find yourself creeping quietly and slick, thin and gaunt, and into a large clay pot, with other clay pots around. In a dark room in a dark place, with a man working at a single light, his back turned. You never see each other, but you carefully fold back into the pot and secure the lid over yourself to find that you arrived outside again.

now introducing pickled people fleshbones.

buy them now at a low introductory price of...

charity.

pickled with real organic people.

free range meat.

produced locally by the Cult of Orwen's devotion.

in cooperation with HoneyYumYum and Way Walker Industries

and Donkey Sausage Expressway exclusive

billboard with reel furry paint

in a figment of our imaginations.

you don't know the truth until* you do.

there is no fooling.

if you want to know, believe that, and you will bring yourself closer and most certainly to the moment of disclosure when everything changes for the one and only time.

changes for the one and only time

way of the story

by Nick Bylotas

a dude actually descended from Polish/Lithuanian kings championing the Lord like Norse Constantine.

This is the end of the story. The Norse win.

Everyone else, take your places, and thank you for your cooperation. I will see you on the other side when this bubble bursts.

If I'm gonna be your Loki

paint me in sausage and cheese

cover me in hot sauce

and stuff me in a hoagie.

it was called the... byloki sandwrap

and it was named after Loki,

when he waved humanity goodbye

from Earth, at the moment we left

to be where we are now,

intergalactic awesomeness

stellar amazing... hair-raising glory

hail the king, sugar boy

don't make the mistake of learning why I have announced his arrival myself.

[loverboyjamespotter]

wait 'ever fallen in love (with someone you shouldn't've)' by the buzzcocks is like the ultimate prongsfoot song from sirius' perspective about james oh my god like sirius in the hogwarts years thinking he should NOT have fallen in love with james not at ALL because he's lily's. james isnt his to have. (or so he thinks) .... 'And if I start a commotion/ I run the risk of losing you and that's worse' .... SIRIUS NOT EVER CONFESSING TO JAMES THAT HE LOVES HIM BECAUSE WHAT IF THAT RUINS EVERYTHING OF COURSE IT WOULDNT JAMES WOULDNT LET IT BUT WHAT IF JAMES PITIES HIM NOW OR IS CAREFUL WITH HIM OR LOOKS AT HIM SADLY AND ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!!!!!! 'I can't see much of a future/ Unless we find out what's to blame, what a shame/ And we won't be together much longer/ Unless we realize that we are the same' sirius literally not even picturing any future bc the sum total of his dreams and hopes is ... just james. THEY WONT BE TOGETHER MUCH LONGER BC THEIR SCHOOLDAYS ARE COMING TO AN END!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! THEY HAVE TO GROW UP NOW!!!!!!!!! unless unless unless ... james realises theyre the same ....

[eartheats]

status: part 1 of 3

[a video seems to be posted. care to click?]

[the video starts a bit unintentionally; one can hear somebody fumbling around what appears to be a backpack before there's a sudden, bright light of the backpack being opened, before the rotomphone is unceremoniously dumped out with what appears to be quite a few things. some pencils, notebooks, pokemon treats, and lots of other stuff; it all gets cleared as ren seems to be setting up their room in the blueberry academy. they're full of giggles and bright laughter, and one can see madison (out of nurse uniform for once) in the background as they both help get the room set up]

🔆: Hey, Mads! Should I start puttin' these books up on this shelf we got here, or do you think they'd be better off in the bookshelf?

[madison looks over for a moment, contemplating before pointing to something off in the background]

👩‍⚕️: I'd probably say the bookshelf. Unless you think there's going to be a lot of books you'll need?

🔆: Well, ya never know. I've been gettin' by at Uva through Completely Legal Downloads [ren airquotes this, to the amusement of themself and madison, who chuckles] of the books I need. But I like this place so far! If they ain't super expensive I'll probs buy 'em to support the place, y'know?

👩‍⚕️: Sounds like someone's developing a bias.

[that gets ren to laugh a bit as they start putting some of their notebooks on the bookshelf]

🔆: Can ya blame me? I mean, I like Uva as it is now--Mr. Clavell definitely hasn't been lyin' when he said he's trying to improve the school. But...there's somethin' about an experience that doesn't have any shitty memories attached that's appealin', you know?

[madison seems to pause at that, as she gets to work on organizing some of the other stuff ren brought with them--clothes new and old, for starters.]

👩‍⚕️: I guess I can't. Not entirely, at least. You do seem infinitely happier than I've seen you in a bit, though.

🔆: Eh, ya think so?

👩‍⚕️: ...Maybe not as much as when you got to go and see your friends in Unova, but it's still pretty noticeable. [madison laughs a bit, getting all of ren's clothes on hangers] I'm glad that hasn't been taken from you. I was worried after...you know...

[madison gestures at the air a bit, and ren doesn't respond for a bit. their face goes...notably more blank, than anything, and they just keep putting notebooks away for a bit until they're done; madison's done hanging their clothes by the time they are.]

🔆: I'm not gonna let her take anymore happiness from me. [ren's tone is surprisingly determined] I've...I've worked so damn hard to find an arcdamned bright side in life, and my own happiness. Somethin' I can be proud of, and share with everyone I know. And fuck, I actually wanna get to know people! I wanna learn all about this school, and more about battle that I'd have never gotten the chance to. Me an' Lulu especially love it, and Bouton and Soba have been showin' a lotta promise too. I just don't want it all to be for nothin', y'know? And that's why I ain't gonna let her take it. I'm--

[there's a pause, and eagle eyed watchers might have noticed madison moving in the background beforehand--what stops ren's words is a soft hug from madison. one she has to lean down for, admittedly, because she does have a foot or so on ren's tiny ass, but it causes them to start for a moment.

it isn't long before they lean in and wrap their arms around madison in kind; mads' hand goes up to run through their hair]

👩‍⚕️: ...Good. I was hoping you'd say that, kid. [madison sounds genuinely proud of them, and though it's barely able to be seen, her expression is warm] You deserve all of the good things in life. And I want you to be able to experience them, too. Without worrying about the future, or what's to come, or anything like that. You go out there and enjoy every bit of what the Academy has to offer, alright?

[madison lets go of ren--or at least tries to. they cling tighter for a moment, startling madison before bringing themself up and wiping their eyes.

they were clearly crying, but the smile on their face is extremely bright]

🔆: I'm...I'm gonna, Mads! You better watch--by the time I'm done learnin' all I can here, Paldea's gonna have to crown a new Champion! Maybe even a new Top Champion, heehee!

[that gets madison to laugh]

👩‍⚕️: Well, look at you starting to dream big! You're gonna have a lot of responsibilities if you take the Top Champion position, though. Are you really prepared for that?

🔆: Nope! Not yet at least! But I'm gonna learn, and I'm gonna become the best damned trainer! Just watch me, Mads!

[madison laughs again, ruffling ren's hair a bit before separating; this time, ren obliges]

👩‍⚕️: Alright, kid! You get out there and enjoy all this Academy has to offer! But you better promise to keep us all updated, you hear me?

🔆: Heehee, crystal, Mads! Ahh, I should probs get going--there's probs some kinda orientation, right? But I still have...

[madison starts to gently shoo ren out the door, smiling a bit]

👩‍⚕️: Don't you worry about unpacking everything else; you leave that to me, kiddo. You get out there and start your school life!

🔆: Heehee, I will! Thank you bunches, Mads, I'll pay you back for the help!

[ren darts off after a wave goodbye, prompting a bit of laughing from madison]

👩‍⚕️: You try, and I'll repay it tenfold, kid. Focus on class!

[it goes quiet for a bit as madison seems to go back to getting everything organized for them. it last for a few minutes, and the recording almost shuts itself down, but...

madison's phone rings, and she picks it up without missing a beat.]

👩‍⚕️: Hello? ...I'm not sure if you have--oh! Oh. Hello, Detective. Yes, you've reached the right number, this is my burner phone. --Yes, this is Madison. Can I help you with something...?

[...]

👩‍⚕️: Discussing the case and gathering information, huh...well, I'm at about the safest place both of us can be, so sure. I'll bite. What do you want to know?

[to be continued]

[groovytrait]

I can't see much of a future unless we find out what's to blame; what a shame And we won't be together much longer unless we realize that we are the same

[v-anrouge]

Hi pookie 👋🏻

You know why I’m here don’t you ? 👀 (for the match me with someone-)

So, I think my love language are quality time and physical touch. If I have a partner I really want someone I can hug and kiss and all, as for quality time I don’t care what we do, we could be doing two different things as long as we’re in the same room I don’t care.

For the love language I search in someone I think physical touch and words of affirmation. I’m very insecure and I need someone that will assure me they love me and that they will never leave, as for physical touch it’s just because I do that too and don’t want to bother so having someone with that too is ++

Hobbies for them I really don’t care, maybe something not dangerous or else I’ll be freaking out every time they do their things but other than that I don’t care at all. For my hobbies I really like writing, reading and being on my phone doing anything (+ I can play the guitar lol).

For personality I don’t want someone cold, I will not be able to stay with them. Maybe not someone too overly excited too because my social battery runs out quickly even with people I love a lot lot lot. So yeah someone calm maybe and with some energy but not too much is mwah, perfect for me.

That’s all I think ? (I really sent you everything lol sorry for the long rant-)

i think u should date me haha just kidding or am i (/j)

long ass post under the cut also sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes lol

STARTING OFF STRONG WITH

ROOK i think it's very clear that rooks love language is physical touch and words of affirmation (those r just the main ones tbh he has all of them he just wants to express his love for u as much as possible) he will GLADLY reassure you of his undying love and affection towards you, he hates being away from you and when he is forced to do so you're always on his mind and he'll make sure you know that with the multiple calls and messages he leaves u and even letters 💀. since you love physical affection i hope you're ready because this man WILL hug you kiss you hold your hand at any time he's allowed to, he really doesn't care about what anyone says he's just a guy showing pure adoration towards the one he is an absolute fool over can you blame him???

rook's hobbies are quite dangerous and he knows how much you worry about him so he always make sure to let you know that he's safe, you trust his knowledge and skills but still you cant predict the future so you can't exactly just stop worrying, to make up for the anxiety he gave you he'll always return home with gifts, any treats you like and one day he even both you a giantic ass plushie and he'll sit with you and hold you telling you how much he absolutely adore you, not all of rook's hobbies are dangerous tho, he loves art, all types of art, rook also enjoys writing especially poems so he'll love to read all of your works if you let him (he'll find a way to read them either way unless it's something very very personal you don't feel comfortable sharing with anyone) he's literally your biggest fan, he could talk for hours about how much he loves your writing and if you let him he'll love to sit close to you and watch you writing he's unusually quiet because he's so focused and doesn't want to interrupt him, but in case you'd prefer to hear him talking then he'll gladly chat with you the entire time even give you tips if you ask him to do so. rook would love to read with you he loves to hold you and read to both of you he'll also appreciate it if you'd like to talk about the book after, also be ready for rook to sneak up on you and suddenly start reading a poem he wrote just for you he really enjoys doing that especially if u get spooked easily because he loves seeing you calm down when you realize it's him it warms his heart that you feel safe by his side. rook knows he can be too much sometimes so when you ask for a break to recharge your batteries he won't be sad at all!! he'll just kiss your hand or your cheek and ask you to tell him when you feel comfortable again, as extra as rook can be the only truly overwhelmed you like 4 or 5 times and it was in the start of your relationship (as friends or as lovers) because as you two got closer he understood your boundaries better so he can always notice when you're starting to get overwhelmed and immediately will stop the situation in a way that you will only notice after you're feeling better because he doesn't want you to feel guilty in any way

IN CONCLUSION: rook loves you so so so much and he WILL let you know, this man is every insecurity's nightmare because he will have no mercy as he absolutely destroys it he won't be satisfied until you start seeing what an amazing person you truly are he'll always do his best to make you happy and WILL be mad if anyone ever disrespects or make u sad

another person i think would be good for you is

AZUL i know u might think THAT CAPITALIST?!?!?!?? but hear me out azul is also quite insecure and having someone that understands what he goes through will help him so so much, he loves affection he feels so safe around you he just wants to make you happy and that he WILL do!!! it may not look like it but azul loves physical affection, surely he's very shy and will ask you to not do anything too extreme in public but in private??? oh boy he will hug u so so tight and while he's doing so his face is BURNING hot this man looks like he's about to faint his hands are shaking a bit too but u can feel his little smile that he's trying to hide by burying his face on your shoulder, azul tries to hide his excitement to take you on dates and spend time with you by luring u into contracts which is literally just him giving u gifts and getting to stay by your side as a "payment" yes the tweels bully him for it

im pretty sure it was said azul's hobbie is collecting coins or something and like he's so silly cuz he'll one day take your hand and proudly show you his collection he has such a adorable proud smile too please praise him tell him how cool it is and how you're amazed at how many different coins he has, azul would be very very interested in reading the things you write he tries to hide but everyone knows that if u post your works he's the first one reading them in a fake account that's definitely not suspicious at all, he always leaves u such cute reviews and u can always tell it's him but if u ask him he'll die of embarrassment so please don't

he'd also love to hear you playing guitar and he'll ask if you'd like to make a duet w him he'll stop at some point because he's absolutely flabbergasted by your skill make sure to tease him because he's cute when he blushes he's such a pathetic wet dog

azul is a calm man and whenever you feel overwhelmed he'll always immediately take you to his office which is a very calming and quiet atmosphere, if you'd like to be alone he trusts you enough to leave you there but if you'd like his company then he'll stay there quietly by your side as he does his thing, he's very happy you trust him enough to allow him to see such vulnerable sides of yourself and he wants to make sure he'll protect you, azul can also get overwhelmed due to work and in these moments he'll just quietly ask if you can hug him or let him lay his head in your lap, if you can read to him that'd be great too, soon he'll fall asleep with a smile on his lips and all his stress gone

IN CONCLUSION: azul would be an amazing lover for you, you two are a very cute couple it doesn't even look like you're both so silly for eachother for ppl that don't know u both well

another possibilities could be: silver, riddle, trey, jade & idia

[rotationalsymmetry]

Some people seem to like playing AITA: fandom version and, like, ok, I guess if you find it entertaining whatever, it's really not my thing though.

I don't think judging other people (or, y'know, fictional characters) builds moral character -- most of the time. The main exception is when you judge someone and either go "fuck, wait, I've done something that was basically the same thing, and I only just realized it was wrong" or when you have the option of doing something similar in the future and can go "oh wait, I've thought about this, that would be Wrong, I will not do that and I will do this other thing instead."

But mostly what judging real/made up people does is get you in the habit of judging other people, which is usually not the best thing to do in any given circumstance. Usually it's better to go "ok, I'm not in control of anyone else's behavior, given that other people are gonna make their own choices what should I personally be doing here?"

So, let's say the Firelord is publicly humiliating and physically injuring his son and you're watching. What can you do? Well, unless you are the Firelord, not a whole heck of a lot. That's...how it is sometimes. Sometimes powerful people use their power to harm, and you can't stop them, because they're more powerful than you are. There are things you can do to make it worse. But there's not very much you can do to make it better, or even substantially less bad, and I do think facing the truth about that matters. In that an awful lot of what people do that makes things worse (like victim blaming) starts with a refusal to accept the reality of being powerless.

And irl people who are in the same family as an abuser but not the direct target, or who are subjected to systemic oppression, often do actually harm each other or refrain from doing things that would make it less bad, that's very much a common thing that happens, it's realistic. Abuse, and oppression, fuck with people, they fuck with families, they fuck with communities, they often bring out the worst in people.

It is possible to both acknowledge fully the harm caused and have compassion for people who contributed to the harm. Often even the main person causing the harm -- with Ozai for instance, we don't really see much that makes him sympathetic (which is fine, there's only so much villain-sympathy that one story has room for before things get completely off the rails) but it's reasonable to guess that the way he was raised was pretty similar to the way Azula and Zuko were raised, and if you can have some sympathy for Azula (which I think people should) it's I think possible to also recognize Ozai as being, well, very much a product of his society and his family and the way he was raised. Naming actions as reprehensible is not actually the same as declaring people who do those actions to be categorically different from people who get hurt by them.

And having sympathy or compassion for someone is not incompatible with wanting other people to be safe, protected.

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: November 1, 1986

Lyrics:

You spurn my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt And if I cause a commotion I only end up losing you and that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? You shouldn't have fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future Unless we find out now just what's to blame And we won't be together much longer Unless we realize that we both the same, that's what I'm saying

Ever fallen in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? You shouldn't have fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt And if I cause a commotion I only end up losing you and that's worse, my pride

Ever fallen in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? Ever fallen in love, in love with someone? You shouldn't have fallen in love with

Did you ever fall in love? Did you ever fall in love? Did you ever, did you ever, did you ever? Did you ever, ever fall in love? Did you ever, ever fall in love? Did you ever, did you ever, did you ever?

Songwriter:

Roland Gift, David Steele

[random-gay-writer]

The Flash Thoughts #1

I started watching The Flash and don't want to keep bothering my girlfriend with my commentary so I'm putting it here since no one will care anyway lol

I have seen clips and compilations before I decided to actually watch it so I know some stuff that happens.

A compendium of what I've already sent them, I will clarify nothing:

I don't want to watch The Flash TV show, but for the second time I keep getting clips on youtube for it and... I might watch The Flash TV show

The main thing I know is I fucking love Killer Frost lol

I started watching The Flash

It's fun so far I do know a lot of what happens in the future, so it's fun seeing the beginning lol I do wish Flash was funnier though, but I knew going in that he was more stoic

Yeah, and I get that but like... maybe choose a different hero if that's the hero type you want??? lol, Barry definitely has a reason to be a little emo boy, I'm not denying it, just kind of wish we had some more of the funniness

I do like the casual homosexuality in the show

Yeah, the captain says his boyfriend wants him to eat healthy so he could only eat burgers at the office And then Hartley, episode 111, he lost his family money because he came out to them It's just so casual and I love it. Like having queer couples front and center is nice, but having just gay people living around them without a big to-do is amazing

They are really loosey goosey with who knows about Barry's identity

Honestly, good on Eddie for pointing out something that feels off and making a boundary

Oh come on! The captain just got engaged, he can't die!

Barry and Iris finally kissed, honestly thought she was going to get with The Flash first and find out, but then he accidentally reversed time and now they never got together and I'm guessing he forgot that part

It's pretty good, I just personally am annoyed by the "changing an entire day for the worse with time travel" trope that happens sometimes

At this point, half of Central City is going to know about Barry's identity

The timeline is weird. Reverse Flash says he is born 136 years from now, when Barry is around 25, and says that they are rivals How old does Barry live to be? How old can he be? I fear I will get no answers

I look forward to it because this is confusing

I'm not surprised, shows that have nine seasons usually do lol

Barry should not save his mother. I know it sucks, but this is not smart, man. But I know his mom comes back somehow and I think she's called Speed Force

Ronnie is so sweet, but I know he doesn't last, so I'm trying not to get attached

There was a tiny flash of Killer Frost in the last episode of season 1! I love foreshadowing like that

Damn, girl lost her man twice Poor Caitlin

I also like that Cisco has something too, I didn't know that from the things I watched before, but I like that he can see into alternate realities or something

I don't blame Henry, I would also not like to stay in a city that convicted me of murder and thought I was guilty for fifteen years

"I thought you hated him." "Not as much as I hate you."

Patty's cute, but like... we know he ends up with Iris lol It's cute seeing him with other people, but we know the end game

They got pretty experimental with the shots in season 2, good for them

Also, I'm guessing metas can only be detected after they've been activated because Earth 2 Wells used his meta detection app to show Barry and Cisco were metas but it said nothing about Caitlin Unless there's some kind experiment gone wrong later on that makes it happen, but I hope not because it'd be cooler, plus we saw already that meta abilities can lay dormant until they're activated

It just alerted the wearer to meta humans It buzzed and went red around Barry and Cisco but was blue and still with Caitlin

It's not a man, it's HawkGirl! Cisco is so dumb

I do feel really bad for Grodd, he's just a lil' guy trying to live in a world not made for him

Things really change so fast lol, in season 1, Felicity goes from being single, to being with Ray, and now in season 2, she's with Oliver I know time is different on Arrow versus Flash, but still

And I just got confirmation that Kat McNamara is in a couple episodes of The Flash! I love her and knew she was in Arrow but I just thought to wonder if she made an appearance in The Flash

I did not know John Barrowman was in Arrow

I like Patty but it's not a good look to break into a building and then shoot someone with really no probable cause

There is, one thing I do hate is when there's a crossover and one episode is on each show and the "last time" doesn't give you the recap of the other show I just had to Google what happens with a plot line since I'm not going to Arrow just to watch one episode

I just love Snart, he's so complex!

The Flash secret identity is literally the worst kept secret in Central City

Like, I get Wally's mad, but he just sounds soooo whiny, like your mother hid you from your father and you're... mad at him for... not being psychic? You're an adult (maybe), grow up dude

Probably unpopular opinion, but I don't give a fuck about Reverse Flash anymore, I don't need Eobard here. Like I'm sure it'll tie into the timeline and stuff but just, we already have fucking Zoom to contend with, why is this banana motherfucker back? Get a life, homie