#'I just enjoy watching...' hahaha
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Amnesiac Revan about Shen and Rahasia *while looking at them running away together*:
Forbidden love... They are so sweet together! I'm really into stories with happy endings like this.
Mission: Why don't you have a love interest then?
Amnesiac Revan: Do you seriously believe I need these problems???
#'I just enjoy watching...' hahaha#couldn't help posting it here#each time a jedi is involved in a romantic relationship it is a forbidden one#if one knows me pretty well they know i feel revalek vibes in here!#but on the whole i posted it just for a laugh#and also to reflect how revan can see romantic relationships at the time#revan#female revan#fem revan#f!revan#kotor#kotor 1#knights of the old republic#star wars#mission vao#that 'Romeo and Juliet' quest on Dantooine#incorrect kotor quotes#silly thoughts
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“What If Venom Bonded to Moon Knight?” What If…? Venom (Vol. 1/2024), #5.
Writer: Jeremy Holt; Pencilers and Inkers: Jesús Hervás and Geraldo Borges; Colorist: Ceci de la Cruz; Letterer: Ariana Maher
#Marvel#Marvel comics#What If…? Venom#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Moon Knight#Mr. Knight#Marc Spector#Jake Lockley#Steven Grant#Venom#Loki#Loki Laufeyson#(I would like people to just be aware that Marc was trying to shoot the venomized norse god)#but oh comics my beloved#I think about a lot of things but sometimes I’ll cut loose and just eat the simple wrap of things with a spoon#gosh dang it after five issues I enjoy the big ol’ punch up and the cool venomized suit#and I am refusing to be overly critical hahaha#plus…y’all know me…always a huge fan when antagonists interpret Moon Knight as fractured and vulnerable#and thus make gross underestimations#but watch out#any of ‘em will kick your rear one way or another and they’re even more a force to be reckoned with when they’re all together
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It happened. I have listened to the entirety of MacArthur Park. All seven and a half minutes of it, and even repeated certain parts. A song I would have never looked up on my own, all because of this hopeless romantic, moldy old poltergeist and his gorgeous middle-aged goth babe. 💚💜💚💜
#I am in deep into this ship now#And guess what I'm watching the movie again next week 😂#I literally cannot wait to watch it again and just enjoy the smooth ride this time haha#My goodness I wish Lydia and Beets got their happy ending!#I will be delulu and think they did end up together because we saw them in the same bed at the end lol#I know he's just still psychically connected to her so that gives me hope they can find each other again#maybe she will summon him in the future when she's lonely and become his friend#and eventually they end up together#it's not even 10am hahaha#And I'm deep in shipping mode.#I love these two#Beetlebabes#Beetlejuice Beetlejuice#Beetlejuice spoilers#spoilers#Beetlejuice x Lydia#Betelgeuse x Lydia
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Still a thief at heart, stealing kisses (Patreon)
#Doodles#Gintama#Otose-san#Catherine#Gintoki#Are there any Otose/Catherine fans out there........Does anyone out there ship the old lady and her stray cat..........please.......#They're So cute weh their friendship is genuinely so wholesome I love them#I can't imagine why I'd be drawn to them it's a mystery#It's actually quite funny to me watching Gintama Now vs. when it came out#I definitely would've enjoyed it at the time! I can see it being a formative piece of me had I know about it then haha#But because it wasn't the way I engage with it now is very different - even without having experienced it I Know how it would've gone down#Hijikata/Ginchan are the obvious rivalship which was my Favourite at the time - then reevaluating later into polyshipping etc. etc. lol#I like Ginchan with Katsura and Zenzo as well to a degree :)#But really it's these two I ship so much...#I do think it's especially funny how they're used for comedy relief like ''Who would want to see these two as the main characters!''#Me I would I am raising my hand I love that they're actually friends and enjoy each other's company and like working together#They're not Cute in that fanservice kind of way - Otose-san is very pretty and elegant <3 And her voice is deep and gravely!#And Catherine's a petty asshole haha she's great ♪ She ignores others intentions on purpose to her own ends!#But she also might just actually be a bit dumb? She's very silly haha - and like I said they seem to really complement each other!#Ginchan really what were you hoping to get out of such a question lol#For a first time drawing him it's not so bad but his hair really is...something#I saw the how-to guide! I held it in mind! The amount of fluff is both too much and not enough...gotta make him soft-fluffier....#Also a bit funny to just me since for a bit I really did think Otose-san might've been Gin's mom lol#With how many scrappy little troublemakers she ends up adopting she might as well be! She's just too soft-hearted ♪#And he protects her because she's important to him too! It's sweet <3 Of course he'd want to watch out for her#She's doing fine lol - ewww grownups kissing hahaha
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Is it just me or did it seem that Confucius lost the whole “trying to be a social media influencer and obsessed with his phone” part of him in s3? 🤔
I didn’t quite think about it before but watching s2 and s3 back to back it feels like there’s this weird disconnect in how he’s portrayed….like tbh he is NOT the same character in both seasons…which idk maybe that comes from him having more development later on, which I like (!) but still
#it’s actually kinda of fun rewatching the series cause although I’ve seen the original 20 times the reboot not as much#I’ll probably drop more of my thoughts later on#it’s nice because now I can brace myself/skip the really cringe or inappropriate stuff and just enjoy the parts I like now#which I didn’t get that luxury the first watch-thru#I just had to bear with the eye-sex scene and scudworth having sex with a skunk#NOW I CAN JUST SKIP HAHAHA#I think my fav episode is when they go on the ski trip#just overall a good balance of screentime with our main clones#and really funny and natural humor#imo#clone high#clone high confucius
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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I thought I was getting used to all manners of nightmares my health and situation put me through ...
Never did I thought there would be a new thing that'd put me to a new kind of test that'll test the very limit of my patience haha ..
I can do this ... I know I can ... it's okay ... it'll be okay ... you'll be fine ...
You can cry if you want .. you can scream .. that's fine but NEVER allow yourself to succumb to this ... or to cry and scream more than what you should ...
Just smile .. I know I can smile .. I can still smile in the face of the pain .. they think they can crush my spirite ? Well, think again :)
I might become too weak .. I might be broken .. but even so ... I won't allow my spirite or myself to fall down ...
I'll laugh it all off in the end ... my light is here .. this light will always be with me ... no matter what, I believe in it ... I believe in myself that believe in it ...
Even in this abyss it being here ... is warming my heart and gives me the hope and strength that I need to keep going ... so ...
I will be fine .. it's okay ..
#I so wanna read something like Natsuyuu .. or something I love ...#maybe play ? or that's bad idea .. it'll make it worse ...#maybe watch something ?#but .... all that ... not that easy either way .... not now at least ...#hahaha ... the simple struggle to just try to enjoy something this simple ....#I hope people realize the many simple blessings that they took for granted ...#and I pray that they never lose it ever and go through pain just to try it normally ...#I can still enjoy myself and do them in the end ... that in itself is a blessing ... it truly is ....#so ... it's okay ...
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I also need people to know that just today I learned of the 'first dlc boss' aka the Dancing Lion
yeah
I killed Rellana before going there and only learned about it due to a random twitter post
i never even turned into that directions
#txts#elden ring#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#this may also explain why i got close to the castle before doing anything else#and my utter confusion at the question of 'how do you find our comrades?'#like ah yes you mean you-that other lady and the guy right next to us? those ppl?#hahaha nope....just....never went anywhere where literally anyone else was#and so far everyone i got to know semi well is a suicidal maniac#one guy is set on fighting messmer which-good luck bro tell me when you'll be there i wanna watch#another enjoys fighting bc radahn which fair but also i am 99% sure we're gonna fight her now#our first meetup is now looking on who to kill out of the limited pool of people i know which-GIRL PLEASE#2 are super upset about the miquella thing and i am unsure about their further actions#one just died after finally facing his fears of bigass dragon#the one dude on messmers side keeps running into me and dying and having a shit haircut#none of y'all are doing good#one gave me her heart LITERALLY#another is simping for trina...unsure on suicide levels as of rn#sure has a lot of poisons on him tho so there is that#if there is anyone else out there: pls offer therapy and constructive solutions to...all of this#its like herding children who all have the power or night it to kill gods#+bowlcut guy
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So the book club that I've been in since 2022 has 9 regular members now including me, and we have collectively read a total of 28 books together now. This month we put all of our book choices and the members' ratings of the books on an Excel spreadsheet, and have been having fun figuring out various trends and statistics and so on – what decades we have mostly read from, what countries, what genres, what our most and least highly rated picks were for each year, etc. I also thought it would be fun to use the spreadsheet on my own to figure out who rates things most and least similarly to each other in the club. What shocked me was that I found out that I scored the number one most similar/compatible rater to every single other person in the club except two (I was 2nd most similar rater for somebody and 4th most similar rater for the other). Also, apparently me and the guy who I scored least compatible with based on our ratings/taste have the top rated book selections on average in the club so far. I'm not at all sure what this means except that I just know from now on I'm going to have this secret semi-subconscious goal in my mind of inching my way higher in this one outlier book club member's taste compatibility scoring for 2025 hahaha
#not like in a 'im going to change my ratings or book selections intentionally to do so' way#just like in a 'im going to be paying closer attention to this from now on and watching it with interest' sort of way#because there's nothing i love more than setting myself dumb secret challenges and experiments#this book club member also scored as the member with the most unpredictable ratings i think?#you just never know what he's gonna think of something which makes it interesting i suppose#like for example when i was being really harsh on study for obedience he ended up rating it 4 stars#also there are SO many questions in my mind about why i am most compatible with 6 out of 8 of the members there rn#like is it mostly because of me or them or just a mix of both#i plotted our ratings out on a line for each book and saw that very often i tend to be in the middling upper portion of the ratings we give#like im almost never the one giving it the highest rating of all but im also usually more generous with the stars i give than the others#and ive never given the lowest rating in the group of all on any book either#so is it just like not being too extreme but also slightly more positive with your ratings leads to being most likely to match others?#i think it must also depend on how other people are rating them. like are they using other people's ratings to decide their own or not#i tend to try to just rate the books based purely on my own taste and regardless of what the others thought#but idk about everybody else#also im glad that i think most of us are also trying to be fair like we will rate our own books low if we genuinely didn't enjoy them too#ALSO AT THE END OF THE DAY book club is definitely about more than just slapping a star rating on a book#and the star rating sometimes has little to do with how great a book club discussion you'll get out of it#but i still think we're having a friendly competition over trying to get the highest ratings from the others#idk sorry this is how i actually have fun hahaha like this is my team sports#another weird stat i found interesting was that i have given out an average of 3.15 stars to the books#and my selections for the club have been rated an average of 3.14 stars by the group#i was the only member to have these numbers be so close together as well#p
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An Effective Silencer
Summary: They would have a pretty good chance of making it if Ubel only stopped talking. There was no time for any defensive spells or elaborate schemes. Drastic measures were called for. Ubel had leaned towards her companion to tease him further but before she could utter a word, Land had moved forward and kissed her.
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FFN
#ubeland#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#ubel#ubel frieren#ubel x land#what is their ship tag anyway#anyway#but anyway#been a while since I've written for a new fandom#it's a feeling#but also quite exhilarating#I had to#this pairing is so full of delicious complexity#and we still know so little about them so there is still a lot of potential#It feels nice to be at the beginning of a shipping journey after being in long-term shipping relationships with my OTPs#that is a thing hahaha when you have been shipping ships for more than a decade#it is a THING to discover new ones#also still finding my bearings writing for this fandom since I never expected to get into this pairing#I watched this show very casually and just enjoyed it#but of course I went and fell for a couple of minor characters#who are also assholes
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Saw this on my dash a couple times and it looks fun so I’m doing it even if I’m not tagged lol
rules: without naming them, post 10 gifs of your favorite TV shows, then tag 10 people (if you want to do it pretend this is livejournal and consider yourself tagged)
#I enjoy the story implied through the first three gifs#the Bridgerton gif is just for season 2 hahaha although I do enjoy 1 and 3 more or less#the gifs aren’t in any particular order#eleventh place is a battle royale between the oc buffy Gilmore girls reign Veronica mars gossip girl if I’m drunk enough etc#need to watch more shows lol#I’m very stuck in the 90s/2000s eh?
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S4 E11 Supernatural
This is a sad one, it's one that shows sometimes humans are just as bad as demons. The father kept his incest babies in the walls (I hope they're twins) and when he died they stayed in the walls. Dean told Sam that he enjoyed torturing people.
#idk if i believe he actually enjoyed it. i think he convinced himself he enjoyed it.#sam asking dean if hes cool and dean not giving an answer#•like you know what Hell's like• 🙃 oof#i like when they make a joke like •hey maybe we could tell them the truth!.... hahaha yeah no. lying it is!•#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural s4#supernatural#batcavescolony watches supernatural#batcavescolony watches#that poor family they went there to get away from trauma just to get more trauma. i wo der if they kept the house?#spn
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to knowis to be loved and to be known is to b eloved. I want transgender friends who will know me and love me in a way that cis people usually do not
#getting floored by transgendered feelings tonight. I went full femme last night in a way that I haven’t in a long time and it really made#it clear that what I enjoy about looking feminine is the ATTENTION. PEOPLE PAY SO MUCH GODDAMN ATTENTION TO PRETTY WOMEN#I will fully admit that I love getting positive attention for my looks irl. Like I’m not really pretty unless I#put a lot of effort into makeup and clothes so getting compliments on my clothes/appearance is like crack cocaine#which is not healthy. I don’t WANT to care about what I look like#but tbh one of the reasons I enjoyed cosplaying so much is that I got all that attentiob without the requisite feminity. Hahaha hhhhhhh#Last night as I was putting myself together for the charity dinner I felt like I was dressing up a doll. FULL out-of-body barbie vibes#I’m so disconnected from feminine feelings right now. But at the same time I had so much fun being pretty and getting compliments#idk. I don’t even know how to feel. I’m so goddamned tired of all this#if I could beam a perfect understanding of gender fluidity into the brains of everyone I meet I would have come out YEARS ago#I just don’t want to be alienated any more than I already am from the people around me#living in the us south means suffering alone in transness I guess.#I don’t want to be the first genderfluid/nonbinary person EVERYONE has ever met. I don’r want to have to justify my existence#but this cannot go on. but I’m afraid of T. I don’t want to go bald 😭#and I still want to wear dresses from time to time#maybe the solution is becoming a lolita lifestyler. dress myself up as a doll every day for the fucking compliments#leave no room for dissatisfaction with feminity. FUCK#I NEED A GENDER THERAPIST WORSE THAN ANYTHING#BUT IT’S THE SOUTH AND THE NEAREST ONE TO ME IS OVER AN HOUR AWAY#AND she’s out of network. FUCK#anyway I watched an episode of the new f*llout show and it was pretty good 😊#AND I’m playing st*rdew valley again on the new update and the update IS SO FUN#<-lil media update to lighten up this post.#this post was typed up not from a place of despair but from a place filled with the same emotions that a dog chasingits owntail experiences#I’m doing well enough mentally that I can deal with my transgender feelings again yknow. maslows heirarchy of needs with m#with transgender feelings at the top#weekend whining
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Hi, sorry if this is unwarrented but if you want to watch de mol belgium it is on npo start, you do need a vpn to put your location to the netherlands (only the most recent episode is with a free account). I haven't used it this year, so it may have changed, but in the past I've used goplay.be (the belgian national television site) which was free but also required a vpn to set the location to belgium and where I could also watch old seasons. As a fellow widm fan I hope this helps and you can enjoy some more with accents :)
#submission#< damn. im gonna add in the tags#i think id enjoy de mol belgium im more worried bc my dutch level is roughly A1 and i do Not know how to progress#the only reason i can still enjoy widm is bc someone does english subs#i remember i got a vpn last year to watch eurosong belgium which was wild i was in the netherlands i was Next Door#i think i might try and invest in a decent one tho just so i can get dutch media here in australia#but its never unwarrented hahaha
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Aquariums are for lesbian dates only I think
#Sobbing though I was just thinking about my trip to the aquarium with Maxine the whole time ;w;#Runa watch#I'm kinda glad they didn't do the whole play and stuff but like. Yeah#For the ending#Its a good message!!!#I feel too old watching these sometimes though#Literally sitting here like 'oh young love hahaha what funny things these kids do'#But I still enjoyed#I can see why people consider it a pretty core yuri anime#I'm just surprised I watched a show by myself#Its been. A while tbh....
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me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues
#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!!#i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha.#and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻#which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!!#but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding#but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter.#and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding#literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift.#and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit.#and disrespected. and useless.#i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face#like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything#and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday#like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!!#so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!????#i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!!#oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop.#not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok.#not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok.#and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit.#25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts.#and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.
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