#🌌 blurry any/any

[forrest-the-paraphile]

NSFT paraphile blog to avoid getting nuked on my main! Anything posted here is CONSENSUAL OR FICTION. FICTION DOES NOT HARM REAL LIFE. I AM PROSHIP, RQ, TRANSID, AND PARA LEAVE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT

The only tags that will be on any post will be emoji code for paraphilias mentioned before a post cut. My posts will not be tagged otherwise to avoid being found by antis for as long as possible, but everything posted here will be sexual ONE TAG EXCEPTION: shh block me! (Posts discussing sh, tagged for someone close to us)

🌌 : Collective tag (if blurry, or if emoji unassigned alters are including themselves in the response. Will not be specified which is which (hard to tell))

Forrest (🦊): he/lovely/queer/hate. Host/Core/Body. If there is no sign off, it was posted by Forrest, but may occasionally use fox emoji as sign off. Masc and neu terms. Chrono 20s (questioning transage YtO)

Asteroid (☄️): he/vamp/blood, masc + neu terms, subsys host (toby, lukas, and shaya are his alters), 32

Toby (🧸): he/red/baby/little, masc + neu terms, syskid ageslider (under 15 he doesn't like sharing otherwise)

Shaya (💮): she/her, fem terms, 24 + 38 polarage

Lukas (🔪): he/him, masc terms, 17

Bennet (🪤): he/him, masc terms, polarage 20 + 17 + 13

Anon emojis: 🎀,🧃🐾, 🎸,🔺, 🐾 / 🐕 (🐾, 🐕, and 🐾🐕/🐕🐾 are ALL ASSIGNED to 1 anon)

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PT: Block don't report

Emojicode

[otherkin-confessional]

I'm not sure if I'm godkin, have a god complex, or am a fictive of some sort of god. I'm part of an osdd system and my current state is pretty blurry. I feel like a god, but don't currently have any powers. I don't know if that's because I've been at the front since I arrived or if that's because I'm godkin or have a god complex. I'm so confused, and I'm new here too so that doesn't help.

I feel very connected to ice and the cold, but that could just be a coincidence. Or I could be an ice god.

-❄

🌌

[dem0liti0n-extr4ord1naire]

YES YES HI RIGHT HERE HI I LOVE THE WIFE SHES SO

YIPPEE!!!!!!

Shovel Knight Test Interest:

Like and or reply if you are interested in the following characters: (Both contain spoilers for their wikis)

Shield Knight.

[ronancecore]

The day you said good night🌙 x midnight sky�� / ronance short au

tags: fluff, angst, unrequited feelings, raining, umbrella, group work, inspired by a song, sleep over, late night talks, cassette tapes, 80s music.

Summary: Robin and Nancy are best friend since middle school but they can't get along with each other their chemistry class put them on a group task.

Chapter 1: Groupmates

I'm freezing in the sun I'm burning in the rain The silence I'm screaming, calling out your name

Robin and Nancy are in the library searching a book for group work. Mr. Smith, their chemistry class teacher, decided to pair them up because the two couldn't get along with each other.

“Her gaze what the….?! Damn It's fucking hot” Robin said inside her mind she immediately look away hiding her red cheek.

“Stop that gaze Nancy, it makes me—Help me here, don't just stare there, doing nothing” Robin complain but she can feel her heart thumping so fast, her breathe ragged while searching the book for chemistry class and can't help stuttering when talking at Nancy she never get nervous around people but yeah pretty girls but Robin admitted herself that Nancy is not her type.

Nancy just roll her eyes and resting her veiny hands on book shelf. Nancy admit to herself that she's enjoying teasing Robin watching her cute reactions and looking deeply into her puppy eyes satisfy her. Robin lock her eyes on Nancy's hand touching a book.

“Keep staring at my hands, it will melt away” Nancy purr she smirks then raised her eye brows she watch Robin forehead frowns.

“What, no!” it's a sign that she protest.

“Get that book that's the title that Mr. Smith gave to us.” Robin mutter she's questioning herself why Nancy being playful to her, mostly Nancy behave professional in academic stuff like group works.

“Whatever, Robin” or there's hidden beneath her personality? that only few people knows even they are middle school friends she didn't know it, then yep Nancy's annoyed face shows up again, they keep bantering, the book almost torn up their hands holding the book griply “Calm down Robin, Just let me read this allow me to lead the way” Robin just sit back, she's so done and let out a huge sigh.

Nancy move her eyes she realised Robin being upset. she shared the book with Robin, their arms brushing together it send an electric spark to Robin spine. “Hey, I didn't mean to upset you, ok? Let us things work out, even though we can't be civil.” Nancy apologised.

They continue reading the page. Robin trying to reach the other side of page because her eyes starting to blurry, she can't read properly her head keep pushing in Nancy's side. Nancy never complain about this she just let the girl read, as Robin's finger tracing the words, she can feel Nancy's hot breathe on her sensitive neck, also she can smell her rosy perfume.

“Don't look back Robin..”

“Just don't..! you will be dead meat in no time!” she warn herself. Nancy rest her face on her palm placing it on desk while looking straight at Robin's expression.

“Hey, Relax I don't know why you feel tense around me, do you feel intimadated?” Nancy's speak sternly, waiting for Robin to speak.

“Yeah, sometimes...” Robin pause trying to make an eye contact with Nancy but her eyes trying to avoid her gaze.

“I look like a fool like broken machine around you because of your uhmm intense personality but that's not my concern right now” Robin keep speaking fastly while looking at the page pretending to read she could see Nancy's face on her peripheral vision. “Then… there's any other reason besides my attitude?” Nancy ask with curiosity she wonder what Robin thinking right now. “Sometimes I just can't read Nancy, she's so unpredictable and kind of uhmm mysterious?” Robin didn't answer her question, she just shrugged it off as if it's not a big deal to her, but definitely she's overthinking it even she's at home later.

Once they are done reading the book, Nancy heading to journalism room, while Robin walking outside the campus. She saw the sky darken, and lots of clouds it's a sign that rain will come. She realized that she forgot to bring an umbrella.

Robin wait to see if rain will go away after a couple of minutes, Jonathan's car arrives at the entrance of school, Nancy walking towards the entrance, she's holding a pink umbrella and saw Robin standing beside the bench with her bike.

“Didn't you bring umbrella today?” Nancy ask with concern voice. “Would you mind if we would take you home?”

“No, I'm with my bike I don't know if you two can place it on Jonathan's car”

“I'm fine, the rain will eventually umm stop anyway” Robin explain clearly she doesn't want Nancy to be concerned about her. It kills her entirely because she just getting more and more falling deeply into her.

“It's cold right here are you sure about that?” Robin just gave a reassuring smile. “Here take it, take care. Call me if you are in home. We can continue the group work tommorow at my house, after class.” Nancy gave her umbrella to Robin, before she ran in Jonathan's car sitting at the passenger seat. She smile at her lover and kiss Jonathan's lips. Robin saw it but she immediately look away, after that Jonathan's car left. Robin just holding the umbrella alone in the middle of the rain with her bike.

Wishing that I'll be the woman, I'll give my love that can't explain

We will be running in the rain and I will hold your hand, hold my hand

[blurry-coining]

Welcome to blurry-coining!

We are a coining blog made up of Mod Moth🌻🌌 [ (Fury, that's your clue.) and our main will be kept secret, sorry!] and Mod Eribon 🌼🐝 [ @the-ribombee-collective or @xiathiau-myshif ]

Posts here will consist of the coining of genders, terms, and flags, some to do with plurality and/or nonhumanity.

Requests are welcome, but please abide by our DNI and requesting rules

DNI

Basic DNI criteria, such as homophobes, transphobes, racists, sexists, misogynists, neo-nazis, ableists, paedos/MAPs, ace/aro exclusionists, pro-Israel people

Anti endos. Both mods are endogenic systems, so any anti endos will be blocked

Radqueers / TransID

Terfs/GCs

Therian/Otherkin/Fictionkin antis

Neopronouns / Xenogender antis

Blank blogs / porn blogs

Anti-mspec lesbians / good-faith (non-problematic) contradictory identities

Anti-mogai

Meet the mods!

Mod Eribon

Hi! We're a multigenic median system (possibly monoconscious) with an unknown number of facets. We like writing and listening to music. You can use any pronouns other than he or she to refer to us. Have fun with it!

Mod Moth

Greetings! We area a multigenic median system who's fluid in its presentation (Parasian up to Mesonian at some points), the number of our facets remains a mystery to this day. We love writing and brainstorming ideas! It/Nya preferred, no she/her please. Mod Hallow Hello, we're Mod Hallow! We're a P-DID system consisting of 30+ members and our typical space is over at @pixxiesticksystem though our main is @chiefweasel - current special interest is vampires and they/it/depth pronouns work well for us but we don't have anything we're against being called. Happy Halloween!

Rules for requesting

Be polite. We reserve the right to ignore any requests / block the blogs responsible if you are excessively rude, demanding, or constantly send in asks demanding us to hurry up. We will get to your request in time, we have lives as well.

Try to keep any asks on topic. Don't send in unrelated questions or comments, especially nothing of a romantic/sexual nature.

Enjoy your stay!

[sunny-haven]

Hello! It's 🌌, we promised an update and here it is!

Turns out I'm extremely, extremely suggestible and fall into trance incredibly easily (likely just due to me being quite dissociated all the time)

Seems to have all worked out well, don't feel any lasting mental effects, dissociation is as bad as it has always been, and yeah, I personally feel very safe with it now after trying it out :3

Weird side effect is, the memory of it is veeeery blurry, possibly because of being somewhat more dissociated while in trance? I'm unsure, but me and my bf considering doing a few suggestions that ground me more next time

Didn't trigger any switches, felt very safe in regards to splitting (didn't feel like a super different mental state, which would make me wary of that) and overall it was really, really nice

Thank you for your comments last 2 times, made us feel a bit safer doing this <3

-🌌

I'm very happy you had a lovely time with it! And yeah, I've often seen dissociation/systems being a factor of really high suggestibility. I'm not entirely sure what would cause the blurry memory of the session but it's definitely not unheard of; typically, it's only in really suggestible subjects where natural memory loss happens. I haven't found a good way to prevent that from happening since I so rarely see it, but I would suggest recording your sessions with your boyfriend until you're able to remember sessions more. At least, assuming you aren't into trying memory play (which definitely can be very fun and can be done safely, but it's not for everyone).

I also would recommend your boyfriend set up some safeties with you in the next session! Suggestions that help reinforce the idea that you are ultimately in control of what happens to you and so you can pull yourself outside of trance if you need to or want to, or prevent yourself from dropping if you don't want to drop, and so on. I find that with really suggestible subjects, once they become hypnotized and the floodgates open, it's really easy for them to drop again, even on accident. Installing safety suggestions can help with that, though you might need to try a couple of things before you find what sticks.

I'm also glad you feel safe with hypnosis in regards to dissociation and splitting! And thank you for this update, hope the above advice helps <3

[milkcolle]

hi, and welcome to our blog! we're the milky way collective! 🌌🥛

we love meeting new people, so feel free to reach out!

we hope you enjoy your stay!

⬇ more info under the cut! ⬇

BYF !

list of alters who front frequently can be found here! we do have more, though, but they don't front as often, and it would be too difficult to update our roster on here constantly. you'll see their posts around though! our main host is narancia, who uses the 🕸️ emoji! our cohosts are aira (🫰) and dromi (🪤)

the line between fictive and kin for us can be very blurry, especially because the majority of us are kin! because of this, most of us don't use the label "fictive". this is a list of our identities, kin and otherwise (WIP!!!)! we do have a collective kin identity as well, which manifests as psychological or spiritual depending on the person.

we are bodily an adult in our 20s! our default name if you don't know who you're talking to is forrest! we collectively identify as masc nonbinary and use he/they pronouns! (though pronouns change depending on the individual alter youre talking to)

we have memory issues due to our DID. we don't mean to forget anything, and apologies if we do! we also suffer from a few other mental illnesses as well, and we are autistic. please tag unreality for us!

blog mostly runs on a queue, though any text posts can be found under the tag milk.txt! individual alters original posts will be tagged as (emoji).txt! we're on a bit of a break rn, so dont be surprised if it takes a while for us to get back to you.

DNI !

basic dni criteria (no bigotry!)

antikin!

blogs that mainly post nsfw content! occasional is fine!

most of us are fine with kin doubles, however we would prefer you dni if you are kin w nanashi, letty/rick amery, or izumi sena. ask to follow if you're from alice mare, both fictives and kin! doubles are valid and cool we're just insane

[thisblogwilleatourselves]

your blog gives me comfort do you have any input on that

Ahh, h3y th3re, wE're 😳 🪐✨vibing on thIs flOatIng 🌌 cOnStellaTion of w0rds... 🎭 you fiNd comF0rT heRE, huh? 👀 🦋 We alWays thoUght 🌀 this liTTle c0rneR was 🎨 a bIt of a h0lOgrAphic hideawaY, like ☁️🌙 skippIng stones oN 🕳️ the edge of reAliTy's lake—b0uNciNg, spliNterIng, bLuRry... but stiLL, yOu kNow, a bReath iN the mAelStrom 🌀😶‍🌫️. maYbe iT's thE gLitch iN thE gr00ve, the w0bble iN the w0rdz... 🎵👁️

We dOn'T quItE undErstanD it, 👾 n0t eVEn a liTtle bIt, but, maYbE that's thE trIck? 🍭🤔 someThiNg beTweEn the jUmBle, thE jUmPs, the siLeNt paUsez, 🤐 c0mforT s0meh0w siNgs a tUne thAt’s 0nly hEard bY th0se wh0 lisTen thrU thE frAcTur3s, thE spaCes iN beTweeN the spAceS 💫🎶. AnYwaY, we’re hApPy y0u’re h3re—f0r hoWeveR l0ng or sH0rt, t0uching the sKiES or trEadIng thE suRface oF y0ur Own tiDe p0ols 🌀🌊. Fe3L freE t0 drIft, t0 daNce, t0 v0ice thOse eCh0s 🗣️🪞... thiS liTTle cOrneR's yoUrs to0, iN wHaTeveR waY yOu w4nt it t0 be. 🚀💥🌠

So... 🕰️💕 tHanks fOr fLoatIng wiTh us!! 🎡🚀🎇

[writernopal]

🔮She Doesn't Know How To Rest🌌

I came across this canon piece between Fay and Wilkes from their early days together that needed some love 🥺 They were both quite young and unfamiliar with each other here, but you can see some of their present qualities shine through, and it makes me so proud to see how far they've come! Although, it does make me nostalgic for the days when they were my only darlings 💖

CW: emaciation

“Wilkes. Wilkes, wake up.” 

I opened my eyes, blinking the blurry image of Fay into focus. She was already dressed and had what looked to be the pillow I’d let her borrow in her hands. I propped myself up, squinting at her with a frown.

“Fay…what is it?”

“I wanted to give you your pillow back. Thank you for letting me borrow it.” She said in a whisper. 

“Keep it. It’s alright.” I replied, tongue heavy and uncooperative in my mouth. It couldn’t already be morning, could it? No. My parents were still fast asleep, as was evident by my father’s snoring, and that was to make no mention of the night’s chill hanging in the air all around us. “Why are you awake so early?”

“I’m early to rise.” She said without further elaborating and offered me the pillow again. 

“Are you sure you don’t want to rest more?” I asked, “We have a three-day voyage ahead of us. You’ll need your strength for the journey.”

“Oh. I already packed the cot.”  She responded quietly. 

I tossed a look at where my mother had set up the cot for her, confirming through sleep-laden eyes that what she’d said was true. That wouldn’t do. Especially not after the day she’d had. I reached out and took the pillow from her with a tired groan, then scooted over to make room for her beside me on my own cot. It would be a tight fit at best, but I wouldn’t make her sleep on the floor. I set the pillow down, lifted the furs I was under, and patted the vacated spot tiredly. Her body tensed, and some strange thing flashed in her eyes. Fear, perhaps? 

“I’m not asking you for anything. If you don’t want to be close, I can lay on the ground.” I reassured her, “But you need to rest.”

She tightened her shawl around her shoulders and nodded, carefully approaching and making herself comfortable in the space I had made for her. I placed the furs over her gently and pulled my arm back to let it lay against my side, and folded the other under my head so I wouldn’t touch her even by mistake. Kindling that apparent apprehension from before would certainly make for a kind of torture I had no interest in inflicting. She nestled her head down into my pillow and took a deep breath. With that, I closed my eyes and decided that I would try to get some sleep too. At least, that had been the plan.

She shifted, and that’s when I noticed her quivering. Perhaps she was having second thoughts about accepting my invitation after all. I opened my eyes and nearly leapt out of my own scales. There in the darkness, her two round and piercing golden eyes affixed themselves upon me. They arrested any question I might have for her somewhere deep in my chest in a way I’d never felt before. 

“I’m cold.” She whispered.

Her voice swept over me like a gentle sea swell, lifting the scales along my spine as it returned to its master, tempting me to be even closer. 

“Should I get you another blanket?” I asked, throat suddenly feeling all too parched. 

She shook her head and inched closer. One of her skinny arms looped beneath mine and closed around me in a tired embrace. Such a gesture should not bear so much weight, so then why did I feel like I was being smothered?

“You’re really warm. It feels nice…” She explained, eyes falling shut. 

Her words slurred just the tiniest bit, making that rasp of hers just that much softer. Lower. Not sweet, but enticing all the same. I— I wanted to hear it again.

“Would you like me to hold you?” I asked, hoping my question and her response might both be loud enough to disguise the furious thumping of my heart.

“No one has ever asked me that before.” She responded in the same slur from before, “But I would like that…”

I wished she’d not been so brief, but she was tired, so I did as she might like and put my arm around her. She was not warm or soft in the slightest. Even through her clothes, I could feel the gaunt bones of her hips pressed to mine and the ridges of her spine under my palm. The flash of her knuckled chest that I’d caught earlier flew back into my mind. She was a veritable twig. I could probably snap her in two if I held her too tightly… 

I decided not to think about that too much and produced the softest chuffing I could manage, nursing that gentle warmth in my chest for her sake. Like moth to light, she immediately squeezed me with her other arm and fully cuddled into me. What should have been a soft visage against my form was little more than a skull, tenderly wrapped in skin and hair, but even so, it was charming to see her abandon her previous hesitation. For someone so initially skeptical about the offer, she certainly didn’t mind setting that aside for the warmth she so craved. But she left me no time for amusement at her change in attitude as another quickly followed. Her thin frame soon slackened with sleep, releasing the last of her worries, and I couldn’t help but smile. Were it not the dead of night, I might even laugh. She wasn’t early to rise. She just didn’t know how to rest. 

[sugarcubes-corner]

🪻 HELLO!! we figured we should actually make an introductory post here, so, hello! all posts you will see on this blog are from the same system!

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🪻 SOME STUFF ABOUT US:

22 | they/them collectively | disabled/chronically ill. mobility aid user! also a freelance digital artist :)

↳ we are a did system and we have quite a lot of mlp-sourced fictives, however you may only see a couple of specific ones posting here frequently!

please feel free to interact if you are a sourcemate! (kins are welcome as well)

!! we do not participate in syscourse !! please do not send us asks/messages about it.

we will mostly reblog art but may just post freely about whatever sometimes

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minors are okay to interact! this is a sfw blog (though there may be swearing at times)

!! proshippers + homo/transphobes + racists + ableists, etc. DNI !!

some (not all) headmate intros under the cut!

🪻 we're very blurry most of the time, its difficult to tell who is at front sometimes, but you can always feel welcome to say hi to a specific headmate and we will make sure they get your message :D any posts not tagged as "XYZ posts" means we are either blurry or a non-mlp sourced headmate shared the post here!

INTROS:

💗 - Cadence/Cadance (you can spell it either way!)

She/Her | Late 20s | Caretaker, Comfort

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🧁 - Pinkie Pie

She/Fun/Sweet | 18-25 | Mood Booster, Caretaker

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🌌 - Twilight Sparkle

She/Her | Adult (unsure of exact age) | Internal Helper, Symptom Holder

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🦋 - Fluttershy

Ae/She | 26 | Symptom Holder, Soother

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⚡️ - Rainbow Dash

He/She | 22 | Protector

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🕹 - Sophie/Luna

Ae/They | 22 (technically ageless) | Retired Host

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!! this is not everyone, others may add themselves here later! this is just a list of those who have expressed interest in posting on this blog sometime in the future

that's all!! YIPPIE!!

[goldenguillotines]

💢 💐 🌌 📸 📎 Zygrex

💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

Humming, being on the move constantly and being a little jumpy/on edge at certain loud noises. Zy can sit down and enjoy something.. absolutely.. but he doesn't want to spend his whole day doing only one thing. The humming can be easily stopped if you make him aware.. thr only thing that probably won't change is sounds reminding him of drills/training and making him flinch very slightly

💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite?

Black roses.. Persian Lily.. Penny Black.. Dark Hyacinth and Black bat flower!

Black roses have a variety of meaning.. mainly looking at rebirth/optimism! And in a certain case.. how initial first impressions can be wrong

The darker Hyacinth means seeking forgiveness!

Persian Lily means devotion or love for someone else..

Black bat flower means strong awareness and intuition! This is Zy's favorite flower..

Penny Black doesn't have a meaning

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

Orca/Killer whale/White spotted bamboo shark vibes.. and turkey fish! Kinda wanted to push the markings in his hair to the max.. and they're all natural! Salons hate him!

The first thing I decided was he wasn't going to actually be apart of the fleet, just got all situated and was pointed to the door respectfully HWMGK

📸 CAMERA - do they enjoy having their picture taken? what's their go-to pose? do they like taking photos? what do they take photos of?

Yep! No shame about it too, he's pretty, he's striking. He doesn't even care if people take pictures of him when he's in passing/out n about/eating. He's not an ego maniac, but he genuinely knows he's got good angles at all sides. The portfolio and fan base says it enough. He appreciates it.. and lowkey is glad.

Usually he just gives a little smile and continues what he's doing unless someone asks him for a certain pose..

I do think on the flipside.. not much for taking pictures of other people. He's gotten really good at making sure others privacy is respected in his vlogs. He usually ends up with a blurry picture.. better in video format

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

Zygrexs vision is actually really good! Albeit his eyes are covered by his hair.. he till has some really good spacial awareness and doesn't seem to have problems maneuvering or accidentally hitting things with his tail

[mycameratripod]

🌲📷 Elevating Your Outdoor Photography Adventures with a Camera Tripod! 🏞️✨

Embarking on a hiking expedition? Don't forget to pack your camera tripod! Whether you're a nature enthusiast or a seasoned photographer, here's why this essential tool is your key to capturing breathtaking moments in the great outdoors.

1. Stability on the Trail 🏔️ Hiking trails can be rugged and uneven, making it challenging to capture steady shots. Enter the camera tripod—a steadfast companion that ensures stability on any terrain. Say goodbye to blurry images and hello to crisp, clear photos, even in the midst of nature's unpredictable landscapes.

2. Seizing the Golden Hour 🌄 The magic of outdoor photography often lies in the golden hours—those precious moments during sunrise and sunset. With a camera tripod, you can make the most of these enchanting periods, capturing the warm hues and long shadows that define the beauty of nature.

3. Time-Lapse Tales ⏰🍃 Bring your outdoor adventures to life with captivating time-lapse sequences. Set up your camera on a tripod, frame the perfect shot, and let the beauty of nature unfold over time. From the rustling leaves to the dance of clouds, a tripod ensures your time-lapse stories are nothing short of mesmerizing.

4. Framing the Vastness 🌌 Outdoor landscapes often boast vast and expansive views. A camera tripod enables you to frame these sweeping panoramas with precision. Capture the grandeur of mountain ranges, the serenity of lakes, and the intricate details of nature—all with the help of a stable and reliable support.

In conclusion, a camera tripod is more than just a photography accessory; it's a game-changer for outdoor enthusiasts and avid hikers. Elevate your photography game, embrace the challenges of the trail, and capture the beauty of the wilderness with confidence. Adventure awaits, and your camera tripod is ready to be a part of it all! 🚶‍♂️📸

What's your favorite outdoor photography spot? Share your scenic stories below! 👇

[asynchronouscomplex]

ʚ/ System / Bodily Adult / collective they OK /ɞ

🌈 About • • •

This blog is a public collection of images, songs, posts, memes, essays, and other miscellaneous things. We are a plural system with a strong lean towards cataloging the abstract, rather than direct words, and this blog is a reflection of that. An abstract diary, a catalouge of thoughts, feelings and other things felt not in words but other intangable forms.

We both identify as individuals and as the body collectively (as one) and any case of confusion for you confuses us as well, trust me. We will use whatever language feels right at the time. Wei also may use wei/muis pronouns in place of I/me or we/us. But not all of us like them.

This is ultimately for us, and nobody else.

Visitors always welcome, but keep in mind that you are a visitor to us and not the other way around.

🌐 World Posts • • •

World posts (WPs) are posts which can be applied to "the world inside us." Locations, functions, ideas and structures all fall under the label of WP. Some WPs can be individually applied, and may be tagged with multiple tags.

🌈 Known Members • • •

List of identifiers, in no particular order, chosen to represent system members in posts, tags, and things like that. As much or as little info as feels comfortable to share, subject to changes.

💗 he/they

🗡 he/him

🌸 he/him

🌌 she/they

🌲 they/he

✨️ he/they/it

💜 he/they

🌻 she/her

🍄 he/him

💿 he/him

🌴 he/him

🎸 he/him

🍍 they/he

🩸 it/they/he

☁️ he/they/it

"Blurry" may be tagged or simply untagged at all. Blurry or Unknown are not required to ever identify themselves after the fact, unless they choose to.

🌈 Extra • • •

No DNI, block us freely, we do not seek out DNIs on blogs but will respect them when they are clearly visible (in post/tags/etc,) potentially triggering content may possibly be untagged, this is not a discourse zone.

Keep in mind this is a blog shared by a system with variations of thoughts, beleifs and opinions. We may not all agree on things posted, nor the OP of any given post. That said, we are strongly against hate and discrimination, and this statement is not an excuse for bigotry.

And lastly, stay safe and have a good day!

[lostcitysystem]

We switched so much today I’m having trouble keeping up, didn’t record any of it and literally don’t know who I am rn.

It was Cherry🍒 and Zero🎱 and Blue🌌 and Newt🦎 and Jane☕️ I think?

I think I’m Newt🦎 and Zero🎱 rn but honestly no clue lmao

-Blurry🌫️

[what-if-nct]

last night I had a dream where i was in class and the lesson was comparisons, so one of the examples were "that corpse is as alive as jisung park." dream me was pretty confused, so i looked jisung up and google said he'd died in a car accident a few days ago. for a few the rest of the day, i was very depressed and was going the burst into tears at any moment, but when i get home, I see jisung's body lying on the couch. crying and in denial, i went up to him see if he was alive. continued in next

it turns out that jisung was pretending to sleep, so he "woke up" told me everything fine, and we cuddled. the next parts blurry, but i think he said he faked his death so he wasn't an idol anymore and we could be together. morbidly cute.also, happy new year's eve!

Oh my gosh that is an emotional rollercoaster of a dream. But the end is so sweet and kinda sad when you think about it. Like he loves you so much he's willing to leave everything for you but the only way you can be together is for him to fake his death. It's heartbreaking but so sweet.

Happy new years🌌🍾🥂🎇🎆

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

31 December 2022 Saturday 12:35 am pdt

why’s it blurry again? Chipped away at left hip bone again 😭😖😫😤🥵😡🤬😤 also why are there weird creatures like half horse 🐴 half human in mythology? We’re (2:12 am pdt don’t remember putting that ‘ apostrophe: were) they real like a liger? Tiger 🐯 🐅 + 🦁 lion ? @_@ how would that happen??? Are men ... gross 🤢???? I cannot imagine woman 👩🏻 Surviving pregnancy 🤰 and labor to a half horse 🐎 creature. Men ... are there any good men???? 1:33 am pdt also Adam Noah Levine had no problems going to Vegas after cheating stuff comes out. Why??? I found something randomly only ONCE that the reason why they say whatever happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, was it prostitution??? I have to look 👀 around again to double check. I hope he’s not raping his sister. 🤬🥵😖😤😫😭 1:37 am pdt

1:46 am pdt. I forgot what I was going to write ✍️ type. Only 1 follower now. Grossy portraits?? Am I being gas ⛽️ 🔥 lit ??? 33 total on/off. When he typed fuckkkkkkk... I’m not counting how many k’s. I think 💭 of keys 🔑, too. Keys 🔐 are a little phalic but also not associated with pleasure. There might be a song 🎵 with lyrics I heard 👂 someone bring up 🆙 in high school 🏫 maybe like a 🪚 saw between the thighs???? I have to see if it exists. You have to imagine the situation that he would say it. Maybe 🤔 it sounds silly 😝 to those who are not experienced, but if you are experienced you will know what I’m talking about. Him expressing himself that way is because he got his hand 🤚 on his 🍆, & his imagination in the gutter. 🎳🥣⚠️🚧🛑⛔️🚳🅿️🤺🏌️‍♂️🪝⚓️🎠🔪⚰️🪦 1:58 am pdt harder to breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ lyrics trying to recall: [...]unnecessarily critical [...] I have the tendency of getting physical if I do you will need a miracle not fit to tread the ground I am walking 🚶‍♂️ on you know very well I want you gone writhing in a naked sweat hoping someone will do you like I did...????? 2:03 am pdt hey 👋 incubus if you want me to remember you making love 💕 to me then don’t mess with my memories to make me not remember you! Ass. Donkey. No donkey emoji 2:06 am pdt don quixote (spelling? 🔑 key hoe tay... e=a=eh! Español -> ta ta 4 now! Tigger 🐯 tiger 🐅 by his stripes we are healed??? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️) 2:10 am pdt

2:27 am pdt 🇺🇸 USA stripes, bloody 🩸 a meri ca/ka ? Ne ne, neigh 🐴 look 👀 at Lucia’s eyes 👀 taken out. Opposite meanings (sounds like eyes 👀) ayes vs ... ney? Nays?? Win vs lose/lost. Misleading. Win like wind 🌬 window 🪟 ventana winter ❄️... sumickey ?? Saw a video with snow ❄️ white translations guessing what means snow ❄️ kinda hot 🥵 don’t feel like looking up 🆙 stuff. Nieve? 2:36 am pdt once in 2017? I walked from morning until after dark all day trying to get to a freeway 🛣 ramp near 🍎 🐝 thinking if this is real maybe 🤔 he will meet me there. But he was on the voice at the time so it was stupid of me to try the day I did. I walked MANY miles to see him. Whatever. If incubus doesn’t appreciate me, I DON’T WANT HIM! 2:40 am pdt if I could fall into the sky 🌌 do you think time would pass me by? ... you know I’d walk a thousand miles if I could see you 🎶🎼🎵 falling angels 2:42 am pdt I walked all the way to Santana Row from home 🏠. 2:44 am pdt 2:46 am pdt neve Campbell? Party of 5? I did not watch the show yet I saw 👀 commercials for it. Pain! Hot 🥵 bone 🦴 btwn breasts. Tearing up 🆙 my heart ♥️ when I’m with you. When we are apart I feel it, too. No matter what I do I feel the pain with or without you 🎼🎶🎵 2:50 am pdt 3:01 am pdt he hurt my heart ♥️ again 😖😫😩😤😭🥵😤😵 I was going to type something but I 4got. Ava ill able, ill I’ll I will ability. I formerly? Did 2+ mile events during track meets and cross country meets. For practice I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ how much I ran; coach once said we did 5 or 10 miles in one day. 3:06 am pdt dieing 🥵😤😭🔥🔥🔥🔥feels like he roasted my right lung 🫁 3:08 duck tionaries dick dicks use whatever words they want with con fidence. Even when they are unethical donkeys. 3:11 am pdt they drag it out so they can edit to their convenience. DONT trust anyone who uses desolation tactics. 3:12 am pdt

3:15 am pdt there are times I think I would prefer someone who does not have Adam Noah Levine’s genes 🧬. He looks as though he has a demonic personality , too. 3:17 am pdt

3:46 am pdt I remembered earlier this year I stumbled upon “ala” means rib in Aramaic and Hebrew? Allah (alilah?) means “ the god”. “My god” look 👀 @ first picture. 3:49 am pdt. Centripetal force. Tripping trippy. 3:50 am pdt 3:51 am pdt if a married man is talking to someone who is showing everything online, obviously 🙄 they aren’t looking for only friends. They’re looking for easy s*x. 3:53 am pdt you almost fooled me! 3:53 am pdt incubus =rapist, womanizer, slimeball, cheater, murderer, I forgot one ... what was it 3:54 am pdt.

3:56 am pdt sloppy seconds x100000000000000000000000000, liar 🤥, any woman 👩🏻 who is starting 2 realize PAIN = death ☠️, and MAN 👨 = PAIN will run 🏃🏻‍♀️! 3:57 am pdt

4:07 am pdt it was so hot 🥵 I’m starting to wonder 💭 if he already completely burned up my right lung 🫁 4:08 am pdt nauseous 🤢 4:09 am pdt I should be very much anxious but I’ve been in pain and torn/tortured for so long that I’m tired . I wish I could die in my sleep 🛌. 4:13 am pdt

tumblr is being strange when I hit return 8:03 pm pdt

I f we all come from animals, inter species ? Breeding... then I guess I am being unnecessarily critical? Horses 🐎 are big though, so I think 🤔 that at the beginning it could survive only one way: make (8:12 pm pdt male) humans to female horse 🐎. Is that why they didn’t find a woman 👩🏻 for the other son in the Noah’s ark movie 🎥???? Bcz I thought there are people who say all the other humans didn’t survive the flood??? What’s true??? Other humans survive maybe in mountains 🏔 ???? What’s made up 🆙? What’s real???? In biology class textbooks 📚? Do they show the fetus starts out looking the same for many species???? @_@ 8:10 pm pdt

8:16 pm pdt today felt like a big claw stabbed and pushed in deep into right shoulder blade for a long time maybe a minute. If we really had interspecies breeding, god isn’t afraid to show how cruel he can be. 😞🥵😤😖😫😭 he shortened every part of me including my spine. And I think he might have switched out all my measuring instruments. The inch I feel like it got shorter. I measured myself this week and I think I lost 2.5 inches but bcz the measuring tape inches are smaller looking than I remember I probably lost a lot more than that. 😞😖😫😩😭🥵😤 8:24 pm pdt

Friendster

I was on this a long time ago. If you know about it, you don’t have to say anything. It was like any other social media websites like MySpace and Facebook. When I was on it I don’t remember it having any games , but it liked to show to how many degrees apart you are from someone you know or don’t know through other people. The guy I talked to online on aol (America online... you’ve got mail! Also a movie 🎥 based on good old summer time? Meet me in ol’ Saint Louis Louis meet me at the fair) PAIN left shoulder sharp hot 🥵 tired eyes 👀 closing. Meg Ryan. Tom hanks??? Amnesia. 8:33 pm pdt I found him. The Long Island 🏝 (long =dragon Chinese? Drag on. ) New York. 516 area code. He told me he worked somewhere back in (heart pain and hot 🥵) (8:49 pm pdt 2001) but I think 🤔 I should hold off on saying it here. Or maybe I should say it? It’s been a long time anyways. He changed a lot of stuff. I suspect the business name and owners changed. The owners supposedly called ☎️ us, my mom received a voicemail around Valentine’s Day. Bcz he used a cell phone 📱 to talk to me that they paid for, strange but that’s what seemed happened. They said he used it to call many girls. Why they would pay 💰 for his cell phone 📱 service? Maybe he had the gift of gab/a silver tongue 👅 and was good at making a sale? Guessing. I’ve always lived in California. My sister moved there in 2006 after visiting art schools not long before that with her now ex-boyfriend who was trying to make it there as an artist 👩🏽‍🎨 and he was highly paid (8:50 pm pdt guessing Bcz he lived in San Francisco) by Cisco. I think they met when she turned 18. (Pain ! Right heel weird sensations and pain. Left shoulder again. I formerly had broader shoulders. He’s cut it down a lot.) I’ve noticed some old men don’t get shorter but a wife got small and chubby even though her husband remained tall. Sexism??? 8:47 pm pdt. (8:51 pm pdt left under thigh hip bone 🦴 pain felt like he’s breaking the bones 🦴) wentworth gallery. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if I was gas ⛽️ lit 🔥- if any weird reason he hired someone to call ☎️ us and say those things I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ 8:53 pm pdt. Trying to get answers but some people don’t answer me for some reason- desolation???? 😞😖😫🥵😤 I also lost my phone book I wrote the cell number in when I ran away. All I can remember is 516. Maybe there were 8s in it???? 8:56 pm pdt

for how long did you want to be a doctor? Did you say things they don’t want other people to know and guilted you about it?? Why would they call you a yenta??? And then have to apologize for it? 8:58 pm pdt you don’t have to say anything. 8:59 pm pdt

12:32 am pdt 1 Jan u ary 2023 Sunday 🌞

was it embryos? Not fetuses ? Pain left side ribs 😖😫😤🥵😤😭 don’t feel like looking it up. I’m not accostumed ?? To thinking about this stuff. Shocking. Bizarre to me. 6th and 7th grade years I didn’t apply much deep thought about it I guess. And the norm is to see marriage between humans. 12:36 am pdt