#❀ Era ⟿ Wish You Hell
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🎼┊ ┊ ⋆˚ Wish You Hell
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#1 Intro : Crown
#2 Wish You Hell [TITLE]
#3 Best Ever
#4 Queen of the Party
#5 Los angeles
#6 Anywhere But Home
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Photobook, three photocards, one lyric book, random folded poster, sticker set, tiger keychain
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° Fans were pleasantly surprised with this release, as prior to the first announcement of the comeback there'd been no news about how Chaein would pursue her solo career outside of YG entertainment.
° Fans were warmly greeted with several music show and variety show appearances, something they weren't used to anymore due to the idol's previous limited appearances.
° After the release of the album, many fans joked that the titletrack of the album was directed to Chaein's former agency.
° Chaein was praised very highly for her vocal abilities during the music show appearances.
° The titletrack 'Wish You Hell' reached a pak and held it for for a month.
° Many idols did the 'Wish You Hell' Challenge, and it became popular even with non-kpop stans.
° Many were happy to see even more interactions between Chaein and other idols! With the other BLACKPINK members all making appearances in the behind the scenes videos plus Chaein interacting with her fellow idols at the music shows, with challenges and being given gifts from other idols.
° During the countdown for the 'Wish You Hell' release piano versions of the songs of the girl group BLACKPINK were played, making some fans emotional.
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(SCAN) WENDY - The 2nd Mini Album "Wish You Hell" Package ver.
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an overlong exploration of death eaters as a cult:
(+ regulus black's identity as a death eater)
death eaters are understandably a difficult topic because of their implications allegorically, but i'm always a bit disappointed with the lack of inclusion of them in any sort of muggle au.
especially in an au that involves the house of black.
a muggle au where regulus and sirius are escaping indoctrination into a cult (this is something that happens in real life all the time, cults are not a fictional fantasy invention) would be a compelling concept for a story with a darker atmosphere. i understand why people who write fluffy, cozy fics would leave something like this out, but for stories that are moody and deal with heavier themes it seems like a missed opportunity. in a way, it might be a good thing that most people don't consider this when they're deciding what to take from the source material and what to leave behind, because cults are complicated, but it also feels like it is taking away a huge aspect of the conflict between sirius and regulus not to include the death eaters.
canon regulus is defined by a lot of things and most of them are in contrast to sirius. he's like a narrative foil for him. the golden child and the scapegoat, the slytherin and the gryffindor, the obedient son and the rebel. they sort of mirror harry and draco's dynamic, in a way. obviously it's an imperfect comparison, but that is the primary canon basis for my interpretation of their characters.
however, there is one major difference between draco and regulus.
regulus wanted to be a death eater. he chose it. his parents weren't like lucius malfoy, who was already a death eater and recruited draco into the cult by virtue of his birth. walburga and orion were bigots but they weren't death eaters.
cults are opportunistic. they look for people who don't have a sense of belonging or identity. people who fall prey to cults are often people who are lonely, directionless, and traumatized. it's like an abusive relationship. they prey on the vulnerable. regulus was soft. he didn't have a loving and gentle home life. he didn't have friends who could just up and take him away from his abusive parents the way james did for sirius. vulnerable, sensitive, tormented young men are the primary targets of alt-right radicalization in real life. men aren't permitted softness or sensitivity so it turns into a socially acceptable emotion instead: rage. hatred. they find a new target so they can stop attacking themselves. they need somewhere to put their pain. in my opinion, this is also the case with many of the death eaters from the marauders era.
barty is a perfect example to use to demonstrate my point. he has a terrible relationship with his father, which means he has a vacuum in his life where that form of guidance would be. the death eaters offer him a new family and an identity. both of his best friends, his found family of evan and regulus, are death eaters too. if he didn't become a death eater, he would lose them just as pandora and dorcas lost them. he's given a socially accepted outlet for his rage in the form of muggles and muggleborns. he's promised he's special just because of the blood that flows in his veins. he views it as counterculture, punk, because he is going against the rest of society and his father, when in reality there is nothing punk about blood supremacy. regulus is the opposite of punk (a conformist to the extreme) and he is in the same organization. if you'd like another example: severus joins the death eaters because they offer him friendship and a sense of belonging after a lifetime of abuse, from james and sirius, obviously, but primarily from his own father. he's given power. he can finally hurt the people who hurt him back.
it's all about the cycle of violence. cults are inherently abusive, yet often these DE characters aren't written as if they're victims because of the violence they eventually inflict on others (as is often the case with characters like bellatrix and severus) and their reprehensibly bigoted beliefs. or it swings too far in the other direction, and they're presented as if they had no agency in their own decision making.
anyone can fall prey to something like this, but sirius had a lot of the things he needed to avoid indoctrination into a cult. a strong network of friends, a strong sense of identity, an eye for and familiarity with abuse. he's not comfortable with authority and questions it frequently. he doesn't like being told what to do. sirius never expected to earn love with obedience. i think regulus did.
the alienation and isolation of outsiders when someone is being indoctrinated into a cult is likely a large part of the reason the rift between sirius and regulus became so insurmountable. cults require a religious sort of devotion. they try to erase your former identity and make you a brand new identity that revolves around the cult.
the death eaters are defined by their death eater identity even more so than their personal identities. the donning of a mask so they all become indistinguishable, and cover their faces except for their eyes (a window into the soul that is being damaged by the darkness of their magic and actions) is a clear visual symbol for this.
i don't think regulus was a very good person. he was complicated and deeply flawed. his beliefs were reprehensible. i think he was a blood supremacist when he took the mark, and i think he took the mark because he was eager to be a death eater. he became disillusioned as he grew older when he realized the gravity of the fact he was in it for life, and discovered the extent of the violence he would be expected to inflict. he died doing everything in his power to stop the dark lord. but because of the nature of cults, and their impact on identity, it wouldn't be remiss to acknowledge that he may have intended to die in that cave because a life outside of his identity as a death eater, without the other death eaters he considered friends and family, likely seemed hopelessly out of reach.
exploring this when you're working in a non-magical setting would be interesting. even if you don't actually include a cult in the story, taking into account the implications of why regulus would choose to become a death eater at sixteen informed so much of my perception of him. a lack of a sense of self, extreme loneliness, fear, a longing to be loved, a longing for community, an escape from his parents' grasp, ect ect. i'm rambling. i only have a surface level understanding of how cults work because we touched on them in a psychology course i was sitting in on lectures for a few years ago.
i might write a fic about this, i might not. my longfic is already taking up so much of my time, affection, and mental space that i'm reluctant to start another story. but a muggle cult au + jegulus would be fun to write :)
#marauders era#death eaters#muggle au#feel free to give me recommendations if you've read or written a fic that explores this idea#the black brothers#regulus black#sirius black#regulus and sirius#my marauders rambles#james potter#sirius and james#the house of black#the black family#barty crouch junior#severus snape#pro severus snape#i'm not saying fics that don't touch on this are bad i'm just saying i wish more people would include it in the narrative somehow#the best part about writing fanfiction is writing the characters however the hell you want
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
#origins smp#i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅#beeduo#otubbo#oranboo#beeduo fanart#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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recent lounging babey images
#he's so floppy recently and I hope it's just the heat. I think wamr weather makes everyone floppy and loungy#a beauntifulle boye...#cats#STILL working on posting some drafts. finishing new poll adventure.. other things... It's just hard with the weather and other things going#on. I've had a few more doctors appointments and other things to do recently that have to be done in a time limit#so I hvae to use my extremely limited energy working on that instead of doing the things I'd really rather do. :T#Main focuses though are keeping up better with doing and posting costumes + sculptures as main creative things. at least finishing the#main poll adventure story. Reworking the game I kind of abandoned for a few years. keeping up with game videos and a few other side things.#Especially the game though. I've been in a really worldbuildy mood recently. I just wish that was easier to manifest into something. I've#now put the worldbuilding slideshow reading video on pause for a while because it's SOOO long to do#and I think I should prioritize making games and stuff instead. but still other things. IT's just kind of like.. I have a whole world and#everything very built and planned out but now.. what do I do with it? what's the best way to share that? factual slideshows just going over#the information like a dictionary? make it into a game? write short stories? do art attached to the world? etc. etc. ?? There are so many#potential avenues I end up kind of flip flopping between them a lot because none really seem more beneficial than the others and they all#seem equally enjoyable and also equally hard so. It's like?? I guess just do what the hell ever and hope I made the right choice in terms o#cost benefit and reward for my time lol. ANYWAY.. Also why I'm in my 'trying to make friends' era still because I think having other creat#ive friends can help you find direction like.. people will meet each other and then go 'hey lol just for fun lets start a project together!#and then like 5 years later it's genuinely become something. etc. having other people to help weed out ideas and start small creative teams#together and etc. I feel is a very beneficial part of networking or whatever but also I have the social capacity of a stale bread roll and#am also inherently unrelatable to seemingly a majority of people due to my hermit wizard swag (detachment from general society and hyper#focus on fantasy worlds in my head gjhghj) so trying to meet people as a grown adult with social issues is Very easy and fun (it is not)#even very basic things like my core communication style is so incompatible with a lot of people it's like.. hhhh... People in this modern#age have GOT to stop being afraid of phone calls and/or text that is longer than 6 paragraphs. Work with me here. I WANT to talk to you. bu#I do not know what your emojis mean and it's physically impossible for me to type less than 85 sentences. please.. hhjgjgb#AAANYWAY!! I am working on things when I can given the circumstances (SUMMER).. hopefully some costume pictures and stuff soon. :'3#I've not forgotten about my art and etc. - as usual I just am bad at social media and also functioning if it's above 65F lol
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#I'm not a religious person#but today was a strange day#I lit a candle for the lost soul#and I truly hope the universe will be kind to him now and let him rest in peace#and also I do not wish anyone anything bad but neither I wish the ignorants obnoxious people anything good#today showed us a lot about human decency#and many people failed a test#fck fans who went there#and all paps even if they just did their job#even a soldier can in some cases refuse a morally wrong order from their superiors#and the biggest fck you for sc#i'll weep for satan when that scumbag dies and takes over hell#also on a side note I didn't see any pictures or videos of today (apparently I curated my dash and social media presence well)#and I'm so happy for it#this is just my ramblings so pls ignore ne#the candle is burning bright in the dark of the night#i truly hope LP can rest in peace now#maybe his soul or energy is still in the universe and he can feel or sense the outpouring love for him#sending love to the boys his family and friends#ot5 for life#an era ended today
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People who age up Jeanne just to be the same age as Ren are cowards
#text#I also don't agree with the headcanon interpretation of Ren treating her like a “kid” either in the BP era because of their age difference#If anything I like to believe they treated eachother as equals and have mutual respect for one another#I personally find it boring to keep restricting your enjoyment on the ship all because of their 4 year age gap. When they literally have#no power imbalance in their dynamic neither theyre unhealthy. Theyre both mature for their ages if anything#Like yeah its ok to be uncomfortable and grossed out because theyre a adult x teen ship I get it. But still again they have a pretty#mature and healthy relationship by the end of the day as it even shows in their adult years. Idk why ppl have such a hard time#grasping the concept that Ren and Jeanne had a mature healthy relationship during the BP era and still wishes#for jeanne to be aged up or make her the same age as Ren because 4 year age gap is too much apparently#also lets not forget theyve been through hell in their childhoods and had to grow up fast in the toxic environment they were in#. but nah ppl think a 4 year age gap is much worse and it'll make both parties even more traumatized ever then before#than the hell they were put through as kids. Lord#I think their tragic backstories were MUCH worse honestly to the point it gives them life long trauma and endless nightmares#But them dating I literally dont give a fuck as they literally healed each other when they got together romantically#Also note: I still believe people can do whatever they want by the end of the day. Sometimes not all aus are made for everyone and thats ok#Do whatever that makes you feel the most comfortable and see fit-- I just find it a tad bit sad when ppl restrict themselves strictly#when it comes to fictional age gap ships in general when they could break loose and go all out having fun without thinking about#irl morals because this is fiction but thats just me
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The fact that Israeli soldiers are raiding the homes of Palestinians families who've just had their children released from the prisons at long last and confiscating any signs of celebration + dispersing family gatherings should be a clue to anyone with a soul that these fascists view any form of Palestinians joy as a threat to their glorious racist state. But of course zionists are going to stick their heads in the sand and pretend like this is just another issue that'll be solved through Hamas being destroyed. Never mind that Hamas is the only reason those Palestinian hostages got released. You can rightfully condemn them for the murder of innocents but the fact remains that those children have finally been freed due to their actions. It doesn't excuse anything, but it does add more condemnation towards the Israeli state. October 7th should never have happened and the fact that capturing Israeli hostages was the only thing that could force Israel to release the women and children it kidnapped is proof that the fascist state must be destroyed in order for actual peace to be found. The Israeli state has made it clear that it will never stop brutalising and tormenting Palestinians unless it is forced to. You can stand against genocide and oppression or you can hope the oppressors grow a conscience after they kill enough enemy children. And even if you do only care about Israeli citizens, you should know that there will be no true peace for them as long as their sense of security is reliant on Palestinian misery. Which it has been since the state's foundation.
#The rage I feel in knowing that October 7th is the only reason Palestine now has the world's attention#Along with being the only reason Israel is willing to release it's hostages#It should have never have come to this. But the world didn't listen to any other way#Peace march? Barely any western coverage. Daily oppression? Nothing. Journalists killed?#Well that's terrible but not enough to actually push for change.#It's sickening that Israeli innocents had to die for the world to pay attention. Because Palestinian innocents weren't enough.#Evil evil hell world.#You know western leaders wish that Israel could have been the tiniest bit less bloodthirsty in response#So that they could keep pretending like Israelis were the only victims in this entire situation and everything else was “too complicated”#I mean just look at that Obama era politician and the vile racism he spewed towards the Muslim vendor#They want Israeli Trump and his band gone so they can go back to quietly supporting atrocities
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thank you for the historical au seb
this is for you
005 DO YOU WANT TO KILL ME!?!?!?! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!?!?!?!?(positive) I AM GOING TO CRY YOU ARE GONNA KILL ME WITH THIS 🥹 I'M GONNA SOBBBBB!!! I'M GONNA STARE AT THIS FOR 5 HOURS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANKNYOU!!!!
OH MY GODDDD!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🥹🥺🥹🥹🤧🥹🥺🥹🫡🥹💕😭💕💕
HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LOVE THE WAY YOU DREW HIM!!!!!!!!! You drew him perfectly 🥺🥺 grumpy little boy king Sebby 🥺🥺 and his fluffy hair and huge clothes 🥺🥺 all curled up 🥺 Omg the robe!!!! Hehe im glad the little hearts I put didn't go unnoticed!!
#YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!!! seriously this is gonna make me cry 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i was just talking about how i feel very inspired bcs its my au so im the only one feeding myself#BUT THEN YOU COME AND FEED ME 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#DANKE DANKE DANKE DANKE!!!!!#drawings that make me say “JUNGEEEEEEE”#i absolutely love thw way you drew his clothes!!!!! so perfect!!!!!!!!#actually the way you drew this really reminds me of engravings from back in this era#like literally looks exactly like some of the references i have saved!!#so thank you for that particular brainrot!!! bcs im like OH MY GOD NOW I HAVE ART OF HIM THAT LOOKS VERY SPECIFICALLY ACCURATE#but seriously the robe i am absolutely obsessed oh my god.....your understanding of fabric folds oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!#kissing him kissing him kissing him 🥺🥺🥺🥺#im so glad you like the au btw!!!! its a lot of fun!!!!!#i mean i was very glad to have people join the narrative but gifted art oh my god??????? thann you!!!!!#i wish i could be more concise but you have murdered me with this and im also sick as hell 😭#catie.asks.#sebastian vettel#boy king au
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I miss when Sasuke's primary color was blue. I've never been a fan of the color purple for him.
#not counting charasuke he really did peak on the first try huh. i just tie the purple too much to orochimaru#and i know sauce was with oro for a few years so it makes thematic sense but i kinda wish bort era sauce switched back to blue#to like. thematic put that time behind him perhaps#but also combined with susanoo and the rinnegan sticking with purple. again. makes sense#but chidori and all the lightning shit he does is at least blue tinted#i mean. i guess depending on who you ask his bort era outfit is too desaturated to REALLY claim to be specifically purple or blue leaning#or both. im looking at it right now and yeah you could argue for that#so that could be like. a mixing of his blue and purple and the combination of like. themes and shit. you know what im saying#but like. does it need to be so gray???#even his old purple popped more than that.#i also missed how his hair isnt tinted with blue anymore either. its just flat black#i miss blue sauce :(#it also complimented nart's orange. hell even young nart had blue on his jacket for that reason#and obito was blue with orange as a parallel but then wore purple during the war. uchihas and purple man....#even under the red armor madara wears purple. STOP WITH ALL THE FUCKING PURPLE!!!! MADARA'S SUSANOO WAS THE PRETTIEST BLUE#AND MADARA ISNT BLUE AT ALL EXCEPT /SOMETIMES/ WITH A BLUE TINT IN HIS HAIR#uchihas should be blue coded#except sarada of course#personal
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🏷 @illicee, @evasmlp
#song chaein#❀ Era ⟿ Wish You Hell#chaein.socials ( instagram )#blackpink 5th member#blackpink additional member#kpop idol oc#kpop oc#idol oc#blackpink added member#kpop added member#fake kpop idol
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i am being so brave by not posting entire essays about why d*v*d chr*st*ph*r f*l*n* and j*hn f*vr** have absolutely ruined st*r w*rs
#toughest battles to strongest warriors and all that#this is all censored to hell because if it shows up in a tag i swear to FUCK i'll kill someone @ tungle#the only thing i want to say#and i think i've got enough tags that it won't even register for the fucked up search function#is that i REALLY wish they would have just put d*v*d in a corner and let him do whatever the fuck he wanted in the clone wars era#because with HOW OFTEN he and his subordinates bring back battle droids#it's so obvious he wants more of that and doesn't actually want to do like anything new#also it all just sucks ass and it's inconsistent#yeah david we can fucking tell you don't have a plan for the mandalorian it's real fucking clear#anyway i wish star wars a very just fucking be dead never make another star wars thing ever again#star wars critical#dave filoni critical#please for the love of god don't let this show up in tags please
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(SCAN) WENDY - The 2nd Mini Album "Wish You Hell" Photobook ver.
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(reading my own ao3) wow this bitch is so correct and on point i wish there was more . cmon guys look at this shit https://archiveofourown.org/series/2536405
#kommento#// blatantly promoing my writing . i miss my 2021 early 2022 era i wrote so good#// not to shit on myself but i kind of lost my charm on that latest one from december#// but like woww ughhhh i wish there was more <- the writer#// FIVE MINUTES LATE I LOVE YOUU yorue the fucking epitome of the ever i loveyou kissing you#// AND ANTIHISTAMES !! AND EXTRA TIP and youre lost i love all of you i lveo you all mwa mwma mwamwamwa#// kind of fell off and lost the writing style i liked on dont let it rain BUT STILL i wrote something so IM STILL WINNING !!#// when i finish my kitchen fic it's over for all of you (shes almost at 2k and shes still going)#// when i finally finish something so au specific so self indulgent IT'S ALL OVER !!!!!#// i forgot my love for serialization and seeing things come together and whole i just wonder if i'll still have the ambition after that lon#// (in the corner) wow i wish theres more content of adachi and th attendnatn being friends#// besides the /wildly gestures at whatever the hell goes on in the iznmi tags/ whatever the FUCK this is#// i have ao3 svior btw theres so much shit censored when i open up the tag after 27 years and i do Not want to know what's in there#// sometimes i wish i could start all over and feel That Rush again where everythings so good and fun and whimsy#// learning new things one after the other like it's SO EXCITING !!!! just without the horrors this time#// and that i have YOU GUYS !!! (youre standing across me from the convenience store counter while i flop at using the barcode scanner)#// i wouldnt even KNOW adachis place in fandom i'll just be like LOOK AT HINM !!! hes so fucking terrible these two should be besties#// OKAY enogh remensicneing i need to GO !! BACK TO ACTUAL WORK !!! i love you all i hope youre all healthy
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leah's birth is the most important event in the story. without leah, angel hell wld never resolve. leah's birth is also the most screwed up strange unlikely wormed corner bc. arianna never wanted children due to the songhost inheritance dilemma. in fact she almost kills leah with her reckless attempt to prevent her from aging (which in itself... is what causes leah to be put in stasis and allows for her to grow up around the same time belle also rly needs a friend) but that's not what kills me most here what rly kills me most. is. for the universe core to be mended leah's existence is vital (but the one variable faye is unaware of/not involved in at all) that leah is such an accident except (soul birth means no child is born unwanted. rotate that on 🐇 but i digress. except this is exactly what this is about) the only reason arianna softened on the idea of raising a kid of her own nd then got stuck with one is. bc of sky. because for as ill-equipped that she was to handle sky at her worst most ptsd-riddled, taking care of her with jumie, training her being the vital influence that taught sky to temper her strength, a child of her own doesn't seem so bad suddenly. and so we get leah, as messy as that is. bc for sky to end up in the palace as she was......... r*bbit hell. gray at his worst. a direct consequence of his existence, his daughter an inevitability in many ways (in others, a similar accident) soulless the symptom of the broken moon core, the thing faye so desperately attempts to fix.... and she succeeds... through this extremely fraught line of events that results in leah being born, leah's aging being fucked up beyond salvaging (the fight arianna and sky get in over this.... arianna's death) sky left with the burning need to do right by leah, to not keep her confined in the depths of the palace (oh the cruelty of raising a child underground... :)) and thus sends her on raiu's little group project 2 go nd save linn. where she meets belle in the process. predestined? PROMISED, EVEN
#good morning i have interconnected story hell on the brain#i do love to imagine a proper second palace era where jj raise devon+belle at the palace#so belle+leah can grow up as proper childhood friends they got so close!!#also as always deeply funny that faye is so unplugged from life and emotions that leah/belle doesn't track for her as a vector#why does belle keep failing to bear all this emotional trauma i put her thru surely its bc she's not strong enough (<mom of the year)#not bc she's lacking a support system after i just unmade her entire reality#like i wish!!!!!! devon was enough to save her but the very point is that 'her family' is the trigger for her self combustion#family cannot reach her. family is a lie. but leah her first friend whose own family history is so..... GOD#also always always thinking abt when belle finds out that leah is not sky's real daughter (lie by omission) getting so mad on her behalf!!!#girl you have no idea what's abt to happen to you in ca. 4 days :')#shadowblogging#we love a post that Goes Every Place In The Book wwww
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tag dump #4
#I’ve been the archer | about#words are only painted fire | aesthetic#people on the streets | anonymous asks#queen’s gambit | dash games#for a rainy day | keepsakes#if I’m on fire you’ll be made of ashes too | meta#blackbird singing in the dead of night | music#I see right through me | musings#like a moth to the flame | open starter#I will follow you into hell if you ask me | promotion#orders for the lieutenant | prompts#mustang’s overdue paperwork | queue#as you wish | wishlist#I wrote my way out | writing#ooc; fate goes ever as it must | about#ooc; cite your sources | credit#ooc; words words words | general answers#ooc; in my reputation era | post#ooc; exit pursued by a bear | prompted answers#ooc; get the word out | PSA#ooc; dear reader | reference#ooc; the colonel did what now | shitpost#ooc; out damned spot | to be deleted
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